RIP Chudette Editionprevious >>36267117QOTT: Say positive things about Chudette.International Suicide Hotlines:https://blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/
i think she sometimes bakedthat was goodare my legs getting too big?should i lay off the leg routine?
>>36277068i want to forcefeed you fatty ^--^
>>36277022she was the only person here I felt I could actually relate to. damn near everyone else is just a boymoder or actual woman
>>36277022He had great tits
>>36277068would
>>36277022>RIP Chudettegiwtwm, why am i still alivedid she actually die or they just took a break?
>>36277086that would be nice actually im struggling to gain weight
>>36277068Oh fuck you, you're gonna be fine after ffs. No, if anything I'd say work on your inner thigh more. Or add a little layer of fat everywhere, pio works good.Also the anonette in the other thread who wanted to suck dick. Men aren't turned off by us as much as it seems. Every manmoder here could get dick easy. We're a huge fetish for better or worse.
too bad i don't want dick. i want gock. and that's a little harder to come by
>>36277188im currently trying weight cycling to get more fat on there but so far all the fat has only gone to the butt and i still got way too much on my belly...
>>36277163hopefully dead
>>36277022WAIT DID SHE KILLED HERSELF?
>>36277314you should join her
>>36277186i will cook you your favorite meals and fetch you beer as you watch the game... anything for my man xD
>>36277298post it, NOW
>>36277022>QOTT: Say positive things about Chudette.desu, i kinda liked her, a very interesting character, i am sorry that she had to suffer so much, it is very hard being trans and also having mental issues, ya, life sucks and is very unfair, i wish things were different, if she actually did it, i hope she is in a better place now and happy as her true self, i sometimes hope that after i die i get to be cis and run through the garden of Eden and feel the grass with my bare feet and just be happy, it is probably not going to happen bc after we die we just disappear and even if it was real i would go straight to hell but i hope chudette experiences that heaven while no longer being bound by the prison of flesh, amen
>>36277363Amen brother
https://youtu.be/UqfLVDIZcP8?si=c8PoYmAVqiNMslVq
there is no better placethere is nothingthere is no happinessthere is nothingthere is no garden of edenthere is no grassthere is no hellthere is no heaventhere is nothing
>>36277317no lol she just posted in another thread a few mins ago
>>36277355really hate it tho
>>36277388stfu heaven is real, trust me bro
>>36277416Rapeable af
loonix will be the next to mog us and leave, i foresaw it in my dreams
>>36277563leave where?this thread is my only social contact
>>36277230me fr fr
>>36277563trvke
>>36277230All I want is t4t, but all that wants me are men and cis women>>36277589It's sad really. I never expected to be at a point where I have no irl friends.
someone please be my anonymous friend for one second please please please
>>36278053Hey buddy wanna jerk off together on cam :)
no one want menot even me
the real reason my system locks me out after three failed login attempts isn't to prevent someone from brute forcing my device. it's to prevent me from doing stupid shit online when im crossed
>>36278137Post hole
>>36278088are you cute..
>>36278112i'm ready to pop you and drop you and lock you and top you bitch sissy motherfuckas
*breathing heavily* can sum1 upload tranny cumshot video plz
>>36278155No I am the only real manmoder now that Chudette is gone
>>36278209are you at least uhhh cute in like a masculine way
>>36278219Partners have never complained about my appearanceAre you hot
>be me>detransition >look in mirror >see your facial hair regrowing>dysohoria.jpegactually,,, im a hefab and that's my cute little girstache. so exited my low-dose testosterone gel is finally working!!1
>>36278166i'm ready to pop myself
>>36277068>>36277416I hate seeing you like this you looked so cute with facial hair :(
>>36278286i look like that after 5 years hrt
>>36277022>QOTThe is a coward and a toxic, destructive, and generally shitty person who provides no value to and is not long for this world one way or another
>>36278528Rude
>>36277022>QOTTi liked her oldfag meme posting
>>36278528Chudette is Chudette biggest hater:(
>>36277022QOTT he was so hot even though he was mean i understand why :( i hope he’s in a better place :(((
>>36278576why he is so bald and pig-like in appearance
>>36278774i want to drag my pussy across his face like a snail, rip
Homosexual intercourse with my man loonixmoder and syn
>>36277022I loved her tummy :(
Rest in piss ugly man
sup mmg i found a hot tub
>>36280270>stringy tranny bangs
>>36280290huh? i was in the water
>>36280270How old are you
manmoder heeral im sorry mi nota manmoder
>>3628033320
i'm checking somethin.
>>36280366ok but ur sweet :)
>>36280347Rough appearance for 20
>>36280373look better than u
>>36280370u 2 <3
>>36280270there is a hottie in the hot tub...heya camo fren
i kinda like it when you bully me senpai
show me what a real man looks like
>>36280863
>>36280866You are an intersex freak
>>36280899Why do you say that? I am not intersex.
>>36280904You don’t know that because karyotypes are obscenely expensiveYour hips are wide and your torso is stumpy
>>36280918What do you mean stumpy torso?
>>36280924This is you
>>36280934how do I know if my facial hair is sparseI dont know if I have enlarged breasts, I was overweight and super morbidly obese my entire life, until I lost the weight (which obviously left me with gyno) and then started HRT. I never lifted weights or had a lot of physical activity either, so naturally I am not muscular. My testicles do feel small compared to a lot of the men I've been with. How do I know if I have longer legs and narrow shoulders?
Did chudette really kys? Based if true.
>need monster>dont got any monster
>>36278330if i really looked good i would have had a gf that kept me from trooningno girl wants a short "man" anymore
>>36280504heyaaaa
>>36281097you are just very autistic and dumb
>>36281097i understand, there was never really an option for me at 162cm
>>36281097I could’ve been your manmoder gf to help you repress… I’m significantly shorter than you so it would work It’s not too late, stop doing this
>>36281182>getting insulted by lari first thing in the morning:(>>36281183im 168 and i used to say 170 when i was a man but it was a lie:|>>36281198even if i stopped ill always be a troonthe tits will not go awaythe little t production i had is likely gonemy facial hair is mostly electroedpandoras box is open
>>36281278what you are doing still makes little sense, you can't pass facially
>>36281366well i dont want to passif i only returned to my teenage self that would be oki cant be more than a boy
>>36281386i guess you feel less dysphoria if you look younger, i also feel better and less dysphoria when i look in the mirror if i look younger
i hate that i am lonely depressed suicidal and without a job and i need this board, i hope i can accept living as a man and be happy eventually.. life is unfair and it sucks..
>>36281278We’ll get you keyhole surgery so you don’t have a scar, your T will come back eventually after you stop taking hormones, and I’ll make you feel comfortable in your male skin and then kiss you goodnight in our shared bed <3
>>36281480we can do all that except im on e and "male"
>>36281509Estrogen will make you weak and pathetic I want you to be the strong bearded boyfriend you were meant to be
>>36281526Pleassssss I just want to curl up in your arms and make you feel manly and dominant
>>36281526thats impossible im on this grind for lifeill return myself to youth no matter the cost
are gay relationships even worth it? i feel like most gay men are not loyal anyway, and the chances of gettin smth long term are small..
>>36281555Just do fin and duta and skincare babe you don’t have to get tits and remove your sexy goatee
>>36281582bro, she is just a troon, you don't want to be in a relationship with her anyway, just find a cis man..
>>36281582the e is non negotiable sadly>>36281585well expecting a bpdemon to be manly is a pipe dream anyway
Hey /mmg/, what do you usually wear to job interviews and such? Most of the old masc stuff I have is ill-fitting and looks kind of bad on me
i cant take it anymore i need to go get a monster
being forced to get a haircut for my cousins wedding what cut do i go for to try and salvage at least a little length and androgynitu
>>36282000>being forced to get a haircut for my cousins weddingWhat? Why?
did i at least look a bit better on e?i am an ugly incel pos, desu if i go on hrt or not is the same shit, it is not like i am losing chad genetics, so it is not really a loss, might as well be some androgynous faggot if i can and suck dick idk
>>36277416omg need!>>36281033come over and i'll give you some :3>>36281576you're supremely brainwormed my anon friend>>36281886come to think of it i got one in my panties...
>>36282369wtf mogs me I didn't look anywhere near as feminine as you at 4 months
>>36282759i have a big skull and midface and i can't really look like a girl and i am tall asf, i am thinking about androgynous feminine man coping, would i look too faggy and be beaten up if i get a lip filler? it is not expensive and it will make my midface looks smalle and make me look cuter and more fem
>>36282848try taking HRT again
>>36280958>Based if true.kys freak! if you didn’t post the drag queen pics she would still be alive…
>>36282851i need to lose like 25kgs first, i don't want to destroy my breast growth completely, i barely grew anything in 4months so i will probably have small tits at best, but i will be happy if i get small cute ones, big ones are annoying anyway as a manmoder..
>>36282905I see. So why not go to /repgen/ for now?
>>36282923repgen is dead and there is no diff between a manmoder and a repper
>>36282947manmoders take HRT, repressors don't. Anyways, there's a /repgen/ thread open. Good luck!
>>36282369Looks like Frenchie but no acne scars
Does frenchie still post? Where did she go?
>>36282369LOL THIS THE NIGGA WITH THE MAIN CHARACTER DELUSIONS? Holy shit this nigga is the protagonist of a SPED education simulator. Put your teeth in SpongeBob. No dick wants scraped by those. You gods main character and everyone else an an npc huh? Damn why’d you choose 1/10 attractiveness during character selection?
>>36282923sure>>36283000it is over but i don't look like her besides the hair>>36283047why are you so mad, ik that i am ugly, i did not choose this but it just happened
>>36282369the removed facial hair is definitly betterskin seems a little better too but hard to judge in different light
>>36283115It’s just very funny that someone could be SO. INSANE. as to look like you and convince themselves they’re gods main sim character. I’ll never reply to you seriously again don’t worry, I let the retards rant as they please. Have fun.
i am still the main character and you all are npcs but that doesn't mean that you are like dumb or bad or that i hate you or whatever, it is just that i am the only really real here and this life is made for me for whatever purpose that god or the universe only knows, it is probably some sort of a prison and torture device anyway..>>36283140i am.not that fuking ugly, and i am not dumb and special needs also
>>36283152>i am.not that fuking ugly, and i am not dumb and special needs alsoWritten like a clearly average or higher IQ individual!I’m really glad god made this special world for his special little guy (you) and I hope you’re enjoying it! UwUScrape some dick you androgynous faggot!!! Cute.
>>36283152you think im not conscious?
Couldn't shave yet today because I'm about to get my 9th laser session, I can basically still grow an entire goatee and I see so much stubble, I feel unsalvageably masculine and fucked up, I need this hair off my face so badly but it's not coming off
>>36283191thanks, you are so supportive and nice>this special worldit kinda sucks but it is what it is>>36283195you are like a simulation and not real just so this world appears real to me and i don't outright figure that it is a matrix, i am also probably some sort of a simulation or robot but i am more real than you in that sense if it makes sense since this is like my single player game instance
>>36283238Normal people call this narcissistic delusions. Go off sis!
>>36283238what did i get placed in your game for?so you can top me?
>>36283266Imagine getting topped by SpongeBob :)) need!
>>36283258ik that i come off as narcissistic but i am not bc it makes sense in a way, also i have been so depressed, suicidal and dysphoric for so long that my brain kinda got fried, i think that i am histrionic and my therapist that i have been in therapy with for two years agreed>>36283266how am i supposed to even know
>>36283278someones got to do it at this point i guess
is detransitioning for jesus and going to seminary school a good path for a never passing agender manmoder? will people still be cool with me when i show up in the bars or is being a formerly gay priest off putting? can i get a wife like this, i dont want to be a man if i cant be a successful heterosexual as well
>>36283287>ik it sounds narc but mmmm, it’s just not okay!Okay!
>>36283238I now don't give a shit about you.
>>36283311it didn't work out for me, if you are not already a delusional religious fanatic, you can't become one, also i am not into women at all, only into men and i am an ugly incel pos so i never was and can't possible be a successful man so probably is better to be just a faggot..>>36283339you are more narcisstic than me, fuck you, ik that i am ugly but it still hurts>>36283374it is ok dw, i don't give a shit about you either
>>36283311As an ex Christian, ex atheist, who's now a deist. Don't detrans for anybody, or anything else. If I was still Christian, I'd tell you that God made you trans, and loves you just the same.>>36283407>I don't give a shit about you eitherYeah, you already made that clear when you said we aren't real. Fucking weirdo. Go fuck yourself.
>>36283433This guy gets it. Glad I could help!
>>36283433ik that what i said makes me seem like an asshole jerk selfish but i didn't mean it in that way, i still care about people a lot and have a lot of empathy for them, i am programmed to be like that, i feel sorry when others suffer even though in a way i think they are not real real but nothing is real real anyway, i am heavily dissociated and maybe a bit schizo or is just my ocd idk
>>36282369best pic i have seen on youlooks much healthiergo back on hrt bro
what does someone like me even loses if i take hrt? no woman would want me bc ugly and i am not into them anyway to be worth it to go full masc and i am ugly and i would struggle with gay dating to find smth long term and gays are not loyal anyway, i could at least take hrt and be a more fem clown freak, i am already good at being a clown and i was that all my life anyway
>>36283562t4t is the best you can hope for
>>36283562you are GAY brother it is okayjust make yourself into a cute bottom, i don’t think you could ever pass as a top…
>>36283407>if you are not already a delusional religious fanaticI am on some level, like I really do believe and I have 'heard' God but desu I'm heretical about it so it might be hard to stay in the church like that. That's how I used to think, but after like a year on E I cried looking at Adrianne Lenker and now I'm attracted to women.>>36283433> Don't detrans for anybody, or anything else.Don't worry, I wouldn't be detransing for anybody else just my own comfort. The religion is just because I can't see myself living a 'normal' life and I think the structure and belief system of Christianity can be a good cope.
>>36278985need this like you wouldn't believe>>36282883nah I'm just a drama queen and comparing myself to others like that was the catalyst to a bad day really kicking off into a spiral realizing how I'm just never gonna make it no matter how well my "transition" goes and I'm never really going to relate to the people here, I'll pop myself someday even if that's just later in life before I start ending up like my mom or her mom in their old age but I can't imagine it would ever be the fault of anyone here
what are the chances that i am immune to estrogen
>>36283637i am glad you are okay. don’t compare yourself to others. people like you the way you are.
>>36283577i am not into women and idk why would i want a relationship anyway, i think i would just fuck around and have friends if i can and that is about it, if smth happens it happens but eh, i am mentally too fucked anyway to matter if i take hrt or not, and gymmaxxing and being too masc is dumb for me..>>36283607yea i am too submissive beta goofy looking and acting to top, whatever it is what it is..>>36283618i mean i also heard god but idk about that maybe it was just my ocd>>36283637wow, you came back from heaven, did you see god there?
chudette is ALIVE
>>36283637>I'm never really going to relate to the people here,who here is actually going to pass?
>>36283930>who here is actually going to pass?it's really not about that
i've wasted the last 15 years being a drug addicted gay NEET
i hate god, i hate the hand that i have been dealt
>>36283930The drag queen is the opposite of a manmoder, has no business posting here
>>36284006what is it about then?
>>36281689>the e is non negotiable sadlyWhy are you so cruel? I’ve given you so many alternatives I just want you to be my boyfriend e will not fill the hole in your heart, I willI will make you mine and kiss you good morning and make you breakfast and reassure you when you break and try to order estrogen
>>36284072I know I've got a chip on my shoulder and it's probably not the case every time, or even most of the time, but idk it just comes across as punching down or antagonistic>>36284075not really relating or having any hope of support or happiness or even most of the same goals as posters here despite at least ostensibly categorically sharing some of the same struggles and approach to handling them, and feeling alienated largely for unrelated reasons more to due to with personal hangups/trauma but also partly in at least some of the same ways at least some of the people here are and wanting to try and relate anywayI'm just kind of always on the outside looking in, always have been and always will, and being reminded of or feeling stuck on that gets hard sometimes
>>36284011how do you even reintegrate back into society after that much time spent in isolation?
>>36284072yea, they are kinda semi-honmoding rn>>36284091get your meds schizo
>>36284174>semi honmodingThe nigga has had multiple facial reconstructive surgeries, fake tits, changed his name and uses he him pronounsA full on gigahon, literally the opposite of manmoding
he/him hons scare me
>>36284199yea, desu idk why the thought getting ba was a good idea after their ffs obviously failed, the same with name or gender change, makes no sense if you can't girlmode and are stuck manmoding, it is just dumb and makes your life harder without any benefits
>>36284224He can do whatever he wants but it is annoying to post hereI myself am trying very hard to be a man and posts like that make it harder to manmode. He should be more considerate posting that content in this gen
>>36284221I call myself a he/him hon because I'm all in on my masculine social role and presentation (which most people seem to have no issue with irl or are even enthusiastic to validate one way or another) but I'm also not putting in effort to try and be a man or hide what I am any more than I want to try and put in effort to convince people I'm a woman or want to be treated and referred to as one>36284247>posts like that make it harder to manmodewhat's your reasoning for that? does it make you want to or wish you could honmode?
>>36284285>>36284247
>>36284285I have to second this, I’m a he/him whose close acquaintances know is on e. It just keeps things easier and takes away the chance for others to misgender you. Why would you ask for she/her if the average stranger addresses you as he?
>>36284091cheese is that you?
>>36284247>does it make you want to or wish you could honmode?I don’t have to put any effort into being a hon. I have to put effort into being a man. The drag queen makes me wish I had the money or resources for surgeries, when I need to stay focused on the fact that surgeries won’t fix anything because i am a MAN
>>36284339I seeI guess that's just one of many ways in which I don't really relate, because this is all about being myself and finding my comfort zone for me, not building up another facade
>>36284247he really doesn't have any other place to go to though
>>36284129I don't understand what you don't relate to
>>36284315No I’m not a loser namefagBe my dominant masculine boyfriend please
>>36284370You are lucky to be male brained you have no clue
>>36284415from what I've seen of the posters here I don't relate to>being a real person>having any kind of support or acceptance in your life>having experienced or knowing what any kind of healthy relationship or even friendship is like>wanting to be or live as or present as a woman and leave manmoding behind>having any hope of ever being passable or even attractive as a weird in between freak
Being myself has brought me nothing but pain and trauma, a facade is a good cope
>>36284510Lacking 1,2 and 5 are pretty common among the less loud mmg users
>>36284510>being a real personAsk others how they feel about you. Your parents or siblings. In actuality this is probably just a feeling, others can characterize you decently well.>having any kind of support or acceptance in your lifeI have none really. I don't talk to other trans people and the only people who know I'm trans tried to convince me not to transition (because I can't pass, even complete normies could tell)>having experienced or knowing what any kind of healthy relationship or even friendship is likeYou literally had a girlfriend. Not everyone here has even ever had a partner in the first place.>having any hope of ever being passable or even attractive as a weird in between freakMost of the manmoders here can't pass.
>>36284513most of mine is from trying to be something else and force a bad fit with others
i wish i had a boyfriend. i’m so lonely at this point im just ready to join the military and forget this tranny nonsense. i want a normal life and a husband but god put me in this body.
>>36284583>more likeable when being himselfKeep punching down at me I love it haha
>>36277022What’s the most lethal over the counter medication? Sick of my dumb manmoder life and can’t get guns where I live
>>36284622https://blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/
>>36284622*sigh*please don'teven if you actually choose to end it don't be a dumb fuck and try it using otc stuffthey are unlikely to work as you want and will probably give you life long medical issueswya btw?
>>36284643Im not calling a random person that knows nothing about me and whose only concern is whether I live, not my miseryBut thanks for the link you giant faggot
>>36284578I don't think you really read the things you responded to, probably from a place of well meaning but... I literally have no one in my life after being treated like a novelty and a burden and burning bridges or getting ghosted by the few people I managed to keep around into adulthood after being excluded and lied to enough times, and the girlfriend I had a lifetime ago is arguably at least half of why I'm like this and repressed for so long (seriously I'd rather have stayed a virgin loner, she and I would have both been better off if we'd never met)I'm just a fucked up lonely old man on hormones trying to make the best of things and stay out of everyone's way>>36284612communicating with people here is difficulty because you all seem to assume and project so much... what in the fuck makes you think I'm any more likeable this way? I was never normal but at least before people used to tolerate me when it was under the surface, then I grew a backbone and started feeling things and now I'm a toxic nightmare on top of looking like a freak
>>36284659I mean why wouldn’t it? I’d just have to take the ld50 and hope for the best. No one will revive me or pump my stomach
>>36284667WoahMMG is NOT a Suicide Hotline. We are not therapists. Contact a professional, we are just bros trying to vibePlease don’t hurt yourself man
mmg so slow now
>>36284622get sn if you can
>>36284698shut up
>>36284698Hey post your retarded hick male voice again you sound like goofy
>>36284720maybe if i get moody later
good news i just got off the phone w the coast guard they said i could go in as male and maybe keep my hair! ^^
>>36284478>dominant masculinebeen having bottom thoughts lately desu>>36284698waiting for june
>>36284694because it doesn't work like that and ld50 doesn't mean thattalked with several people that downed everything they had when tried to end it and walked away more or less fine... except for kidney and liver issues. and i'm not talking about just otc things but strong sedatives, painkillers etc...
>>36284703not the best stuffif i ever become suicidal again i'd still not touch that shit
>>36284738arent we all(to both)
>>36284738ill be at work all day anyway
>>36284622suck it up and find a way to keep goingpersonally I didn't like the view from what I settled on as a comfy spot to do it so I backed down and thought things over again, sometimes that's all you have or all it takesand really don't fuck around with approaches like that unless you want to wake up in a hospital in a lot of pain or just go very slowly and possibly on your own
>>36284768>possiblypainfully*living through your liver and kidneys being shredded or shutting down is not a good way to go
>>36284691I don't really have any friends either. I still get along with my parents, but they don't know I'm a troon so that remains to be seen.
>>36284755why not? if you do it right it and don't puke, it is pretty lethal
>>36284738Stop being a faggot it’s not who you are deep inside and you look silly being one >.<>>36284749That’s very unfortunate. Sucks to live in this cruel world where so much as ending it on your own terms is difficult and everyone around you is obsessed with preventing you from being released
>>36284819my relationship with my parents was so bad I literally ran away from home as a 30 year old NEET (had some jobs off and on through my 20s but had been living them again since 23 after bailing out asap at 18) who just started HRT to barge back into some former friends' lives and sleep on their couch for close to a year while I got back on my feet, damn lucky they didn't turn me away but I haven't spoken with any of them in years now or my parents either
>>36284907you just described like half of all west coast trannies
>>36284907fair enough, yeah life is shit
God damn my new tits look like absolute shit lmaoooooMaybe they're still healing but they're probably just busted, a chest/ribcage as large as mine was simply not meant for tits. They might as well be in my armpits dudeI am 10/10 disgusting and wish for death
>>36284833yes it's lethal but not the best way to go out
>>36284907it be like that :/wait, how old are you now?||please tell me how much i disgust you?||>>36284935post healing boobs?
>>36284735Do not join the military.. it's sucks, trust me. Also I can't even imagine how much worse it would be joining after I knew I was trans. You'll be showering with at least 10 other guys in a small shower for months. You're body is fem enough to where I wouldnt put it past the others to fucking rape you. Not to mention the world is seriously on the verge of a big war. You really wanna end up somewhere not safe?
>>36284966wdym, you take ibuprofen and benzo before and in a few minutes after you drink it you will just faint and never wake up, you should barely feel anything besides mild discomfort at best
>>3628499435, I ballpark it with some numbers, and no I'm not in a mood right now (and you shouldn't put up with or talk to someone who lashes out abusively like that)
>>36282883>based if trueNot everyone who posts under the AGP flag is me, I had been grieving for our lost poster (who is apparently alive actually? That's good). However, if a pic of me wearing makeup is enough to push someone over the edge, it's genuinely not my fault. Like if you break up with someone and they make them self into a statistic, they were already suicidal and unstable regardless of what you did, if it hadn't been you it likely would have been something else. Posting a selfie is way less impactful and isn't targeted at anyone besides the chan-browsing public. Like I'm fkn grotesque and I know that, why would anyone even be seething about it? If anything I've just proven that IWABAM no matter what I do or how I present myself.
>>36284996When the war comes we'll all be conscripted anyways
>>362849961. you don’t know what my body looks like 2. I don’t care about my safety3. it’s something i’ve wanted to for a while
>>36284998ibuprofen?i'd take domperidone and something stronger than benzos fwiw>>36285013i need the abuse to keep myself grounded*hug*
I can't stand manmoding for a decade until I can maybe afford FFS
>>36285034You should join azov or something cool like that joining the coast guard is a faggy larp and isn’t heroic or respectable at sllc
>>36285058i’m considering the air force as well but i just want to be in the military desu i just am not cut out for marines or army.
>>36285034Well then have fun. It's not all bad, boot camp was like summer camp at times. And the money can be really good. Also don't listen to the other anon, coast guard or air force is the safest way to go. And if you end up wanting to get out before your times up, just be suicidal and say you would use a gun to kys. You'll be sent to a mental hospital for eval and discharged(in most countries)
>>36285076i have a private military in my pants... you want to join?
i want happiness NOW
>>36284884that nigga dont look like a topthat nigga look like he staring at a big fat cock
>>36285222your face looks so weird feminine desu
>>36285222how to import lune bf(gf?)
>>36285222>>36285249>so weird feminineNigger looks like sid if he wore vans, the fuck you on?Is this the Larry and Lune bro thread? Bc both of you are beyond disgusting. I want the bald chicken tranny back, you two stop posting please.
>>36285024for my assigned glowies: I WILL actively sabotage military operations and undermine the chain of command around me at every opportunity in the case of compulsory service (as if, I'm well above the draft age and would probably have a hard time getting in even voluntarily)
Getting srs while manmoding, thoughts?
>>36285277>Is this the Larry and Lune bro thread?>you two stop posting please.THIS IS MY THREAD NOW NIGGER NEGROID MONKEY SHITSKIN, EAT SHIT, IT IS MINE AND I AM NOT LEAVING BITCH, MTFG GOT BORING AND REPGEN IS DEAD COMPLETELY SO THIS IS MINE NOW, DON'T YOU EVER FUCKING DARE TELL ME TO LEAVE AGAIN BITCH
>>36285277>open lari and lune thread>get mad at lari and lune postsretarded mofo
>>36285319Lol I’m a white aryan manmoder, and I am much more feminine than you could ever be SpongeBob. You can be here if you want, but know you’re the regent lolcow and you’re neither a manmoder nor one of us.
>>36285222<33333333
tfw ignored by only hot person in this thread ;_;kms>>36285311samei mean i will only be eligible if there's a proper war (as not like 60+ yet) but stillalso my mental health records will probably stop me from ever handling a gun :(
>>36285054As a post ffs post BA manmoder I can tell you surgeries ain't all that. Manmoders are special, hopeless cases where nothing will ever fix us, and we simply cope as best we can. That's what drugs and surgeries are for us, copes. Both in the sense of "oh things are bad now, but they'll be better once I get [insert procedure]" and also "well I still look like a man and live as a man, but at least I had [procedure] so I'm a bit more feminine now." Wanting and having surgeries validates our self conception as trans women, and this form of cope is vital because we will of course never actually *be* trans women. That's what true manmoding means. No matter how badly we want it, how hard we try, or what surgeries we get, what name or pronouns we use, we will always just be men. I'm at peace with it.
>>36285222You can stare at my cock but you’re still topping
>>36285336JUST STOP CALLING ME UGLY, I ALREADY KNOW THAT I AM UGLY, NO NEED TO REPEAT IT
>>36285369Ok whatever you’re a loser and picrel is hotter than you anyway have fun being a failed tranny
>>36285383Ugly is the least of the concerns>narcissist>buck toothed>neckbeard>not on hrt>coping as a femboy or some kind of androgyne while being a literal incel male>Unkempt Jew hairI really just wish you didn’t exist around me, I’d prefer literal blacks to you
>>36285399you are so pathetic, stupid and mentally ill lmao
>>36285419I’m not syn nor would I post their picture. YOURE sad. Go work on yourself man
>>36285409that pretty much about me, i am going to go and wash my teeth to celebrate it, i haven't done it in weeks anyway, it was about time
"anon, a pretty face will only get you so far. u have to have the right clothes, ect."idrc about the rest but you look just like the guy who told me that in hs, even have the same eyes and hair. in hindsight he was kind of weirdo for being so friendly with me since i was a freshman but i should have just gone for it. god he was so hot. so in short u can do no wrong in my eyes
>>36285446>wash my teethTyped liked a nigger with many cavities, I kneel.
>>36285446brushing will feel rewarding these haters want you to have bad teeth
>>36285222i need to peg your catamite ass
>>36285493Imagine the smell
>>36285444am i a pathetic loser subhuman?>>36285469i am white>>36285471ok ok coach i am going to motivate myself to do it, only a few minutes, i got this, it should be that hard
>>36285506shouldn't
>>36285504shame and teen spirit
>>36285506No, clearly you’re the main character protagonist heartthrob mangaka shonen hero you think you are!
>>36285446jesus man you'll regret it later, trust me, take care of your fucking teeth whether you're repping or notI did not take care of my body or mind as a repressor and I am still suffering for it (need my wisdom teeth out and a bunch of fillings plus possibly a molar removed, for dental alone)
>>36285534you secretly love and admire me, just like everyone else, one day i will be rich famous and happy>>36285571i brushed them yaytomorrow i will also wash my face in the morning, i got this
>>36285649ywn be cheese
>>36285676thats a good thing
>>36285409>narcissist, neckbeard, not on hrt, unkept jew haircan easily be fixed>coping as...what do you want me to cope as? i can never pass, and i am not an incel, anyone can suck cock>buck toothedcan't fix, i was at a dentist once and she said that they can't do anything about it and that i will probably need some surgery and that will probably make my midface even worse anyway.. i have overbite..
>>36285725Yeah I’m a dentist, you’re fucked. I’m glad.
helloi'm a nice mentally stable man with boobsanyone wanna fuck?
see they get off when you are beeing self destructivethey hate it when you improve yourselfthats about all the motivation i need
>>36285764my life is miserable, have some pity, would ya?
>>36285792On the deserving, sure. Narcs who are also bad optics on my minority shouldn’t pretend to deserve that.
balding hrtwunk bros, how are we coping today?
>>36285792ur romanian u get no pity
>>36285311they will just execute you for desertion>>36285361maybe I have the chance to pass, I posted my face here before
>>36285816i am not a narc or bad optic loli am just an unemployed ulgy dumb fat loser neet without friends from eastern europe, i will never even remotely look like a woman and i have been for the last couple of months depressed suicidal about it, i will have to live the rest of my life dissociated from my body and cope with not being a woman and being ugly unlovable and undesirable while trying to act as a clown to forget about it and feel a bit happy, i am screwed, i got a very shit bad hand, i can't do much about it but cope
>>36285887Face means nothing if you have a male body and skull shape. Faces are so malleable, ever changing. Skincare, makeup, laser/electro, FFS, Botox, filler, all of these and more can dramatically alter your face, especially in combination. But if you have a brick body, Doritos proportions, and a massive skull? It's over. I'm not saying that's true for you, I'm just saying manmoders are defined by their bodies (especially skeleton) far more than their faces. Maybe you're not a manmoder, maybe you are just a temporarily embarrassed passoid or a future happy honmoder. As for me, I know what I am. A grotesque abomination doomed to suffer a lifetime of unrelenting dysphoria, mockery, and failure.
>>36285851you are so right, i am so privileged to be born in the great country of Romania, imagine being born elsewhere eww
>>36285922I'm definitely not a passoid, I posted my face a few days ago here (the one with the buzz cut/shaved head)
unsee cc/album#Ff7ORT84UmOCim on hrt for 3 yrs and look like this....am i a manmoder yet? i havennt had laser because i was a shut in with no money for a really long time. it looks like i have dirt smeared on my face ;_:
>>36286287set to 1 view
>>36286309frick i fixed it sorryfeel dysphoric sad :(
>>36286287the midface strikes again, welcom to the club bro
>>36286322
>>36286322is it really that bad or are you just tryig to be mean would i look better if i got laser atleast
>>36286287You will be hot just give it time
fuck
>>36286287get some sleep
>>36286335ik some cis girls with kinda the same facehair removal and some simple ffs will get you there imo...i fucking hope you're doing better now than before?*hug*
>>36286335ya it's bad, you will look better with laser
>>36286386Her midface isn’t horrible
15 months pills, just started injections this weekhow over is it?
>>36286398https://unseecc/album#yWeayXaZ56IGforgot the unsee lmao im an idiot
>>36286409youre gonna be alright i think but you should start getting some exercise + laser + haircut and care for your hair properly
>>36286409the midface looking kinda long ngl
>>36286398Hi StuYou are a man
>>36286409even worse midface and skull than the person above, it is over, thanks for motivating me to stay off hrt
>>36286449>>36286460>>36286457why being so mean to her?
>>36286477its mean to hugbox
>>36286477He asked if it is overBro has posted muscle pics in chasergen, he knows that he’s manly idk why he is asking this thread
>>36286486but u literally just made some poor person kill herself last week judging by this threads comments...
>>36286443i am getting laser, the other things i want to do but i never have the energy for it>>36286449>>36286457>>36286460thanks>>36286477its bc i look like a man and am one>>36286486true, i hate being hugboxed
>>36286497no I just had a little melty because I was in a mood and saw one too many people with a chance of any kind of happiness or connection in their lives mogging me on top of it all and lashed out, as usual
>>36286498>its bc i look like a man and am onedont say that, youre only 15 months hrt and need to learn to take care of yourself a bit better.
>>36285034your transformation was crazy good though, you have such awesome facial features, what is it you can't stand, the loose skin?
>>36286497if everyone always lies about your faults how are you gonna improve?normies aint gonna not clock her just to not be mean this all happens subconsciously anyway
>>36286543>normies aint gonna not clock her just to not be mean this all happens subconsciously anywayi mean theres things she can atleast work on to feel better about herself. why tell someone it is completely over when theres still things they can do? she probably might still be a teenager/early 20s even.
>>36286477>>36286497>>36286528>>36286553haha
>>36286553im 19
>>36286553Kys hugboxxerPeople like you are the reason people think they pass when they don’t and end up embarrassing themselves
>>36286335how much weight did you lose btw?asking for myself
>>36286568lol whati never said she passed. she doesnt currently, but shes literally 19 years old and obviously not doing everything she can. even if some normie thinks youre embarassing who cares?>>36286576im like 110 lbs i think
>>36286409wow my body looks very similar @2.5 months hrt but i think my waist is luckier. mmg, what can i start doing now to not look like that in a year? starve myself?
>>36286568im immune to hugboxing anyway, it just makes me feel bad that people would lie to me
>>36286553i never tell anyone its over around here you never know about technology advancing but rn if thats currently fixable it will require good ffs
>>36286581>not doing everything she canDo you think hrt or ~effort~ will magically reshape his skeleton ?
what a cesspit
>>36286584You are a cutie Stu but you don’t pass at all. Keep up with the skin and hair care, you’re looking good.
>>36286593well u can obviously tell she grew her hair out from a buzzcut or something also doesnt take care of it correctly and yes i think losing weight would help alot with her midsection. no one can see your skeleton for the most part anyways, because its covered by a layer of meat and fat.
>>36286595people here are a little mean desu>>36286604thanks, id like to at least be cute even if i cant pass>>36286609>grew her hair out from a buzzcutuh, how could you tell?
>>36286630>uh, how could you tell?bcs look at how it grows out and look at how the hair that grows at the back of your head is also i literally have done that too. you just need to get a more feminine haircut/trim it up correctly and it will grow better eventually
>>36286584stu pls stay away from ppl who are just here to get off on you hating yourself. youre meant for better things than getting bullied on this crapy site. seriously.
>>36286398>just started injections>how over is it?idk give it a few months/years. >>36286409that mid section lol how is it so big??>>36286564cardio, muscle toning, dieting. you're still young and changeable.personally i would shy away from any surgeries until the 3-5 year mark of injections. you might need FFS if injections don't do anything for your face in that time frame.
>>36286398what’s your dosage?
>>36286650>ppl who are just here to get off on you hating yourselfShe asked if it was over, were we supposed to lie? Stu is cute, nobody was mean
>>36286582nvm LOL i took a picture it's sm worse how am i so bulky good lord i'm starving myself
>>36286335>>36286397ya idgi my midface was worse and no one even brought it up when i posted
>>36286640i cant imagine asking for a feminine haircut desui dont even know what haircut id get, idk anything abt hair>>36286650its not all bad, there are some nice ppl>>36286667>that mid section lol how is it so big??idk why i look like that either, i look so weirdalso im getting ffs kinda soon bc i definitely need it>>362866746mg intramuscular per weekthats kinda low right?
>>36286677someone said “even worse midface and skull than the person above, it is over, thanks for motivating me to stay off hrt” idk how that’s not mean :/ that person seems completely toxic to everyone
>>36286702>i dont even know what haircut id get, idk anything abt hairyou can just start cutting it at home which is what i did because it looked so dead and like yours lol its still not good but atleast it doesnt look weird and wiry and tangled
>>36286702is it een or ev? that is pretty low esp without blockers. you should probably get that changed :(
>>36286719is 10mg/10 days een low? i have cypro but i dont take it because im a depressive.
>>36286712lari is just bitter
>>36286712yeah that one was pretty mean>>36286717another buzzcut then? think thats the best i could do by myself>>36286719evalso i take blockers that work really well
>>36286736>think thats the best i could do by myselfno dont do it ull feel horrible. just start cutting the back or trimming it up or something so it doesnt look like a mullet.
>>36286688is this a rope chat? if this is 155 how skinny do i need to go? https://unsee cc/album#iOWIWOvislXF
>>36286712>that person seems completely toxic to everyonehe's been here for six months telling us all HRT does nothing and to stop or to kill ourselves
this is how a real MANMODER looks like, i have been on HRT for 5 years, injections too..HRT IS A FUCKING SCAM AND DOES NOTHING, IF PEOPLE TELL YOU TO WAIT MORE TIME ON IT AND YOU ARE CONTEMPLATING BETWEEN THAT OR ROPE, JUST ROPE BUDDY, THERE IS NO ESCAPE FROM THIS HELL BESIDES THAT AHAHAHAHAHAHA>>36286729you are god damn right brother, hrt does nothing, i have waited and worked very hard 5 years for this, weight cycling, mannerisms and all that and ahahahahah, don't start it it is a scam and if you are on it stop taking it or rope bro
>>36286777what the fuck are you taking?????????????? HOW? what are your levels
>>36286777you look like you would plow the fuck out of some fields
wow, I mean he must have been pasting that in or writing literally as I was mentioning it lol>>36286777>i have been on HRT for 5 years, injections too..your story keeps changing...
>>36286796>>36286799it's a troll
>>36286777BRUH IS THIS YOU?? RU TAKING -1MG A WEEK ORALLY?
>>36286799Lol
nigger!
>>36286776wow what a way to spend ur life -_- truly amazing
>>36286581omg!i always seen you as cute110 lbs is kinda low tho? :(sorry ik i'm old and ugly and worhtless but still...take care ok?
>>36286777your group got the placeboi'm so sorry
>>36286776LIAR, YOU ARE A LIAR, I WOULD NEVER DO THAT, I NEVER SUIPUSHED ANYONE, THE OTHER PART IS TRUE THOUGH, STOP HRT NOW AND REPENT YOUR SINS BEFORE IS TOO LATE>>36286814I WISH I WAS TROLLING, OH GOD, PLEASE SAVE ME
>>36286777Same bro HRT is a scam
oh no he's about to drop more dick pics
lari on the like 1/10 chance you're not trolling and you've like actually seriously been on HRT for 5 years what the fuck are your levels?>inb4 idk>>36286892hide your tableshide your desks
>>36286842not god thoa >>36286845would sip on straw is all i'm saying...please all evropean manmoders that would let sick old ugly freak cuddle you get in contact?so fucking close going contienents away just to cvuddl4es
>>36286754please helpp at least tell me if i should order a pizza or starve or kms
do people at laser places treat you weird if youre in a red state
>>36286913>would sip on strawAcai berry it wasn’t that good :/
>>36286754yes it's rope, stop posting
>>36287012doubti mean i'd like it :((
>>36286910i am trolling, i am full test, i wanted to giggle a little bit, i haven't lifted in like a year and got fat, i stopped hrt like two months ago after four months of it, but like half of that i hondosed myself bc i was lazy to buy the estrogen and i only got some very small gyno that it is barely visible though from some angles looks a lot more visible and still bothers me, the muscles actually don't really go away fully unless you stop eating, even without lifting and literally on estrogen, i still have a good amount left from what i had.. you need to starve them and eat no protein to actually get rid of them..
>>36287041gonna cry :c
>>36286842>I NEVER SUIPUSHED ANYONEhttps://archiveofsins.com/_/search/text/kill%20yourself%7Ckys/username/lari/https://archiveofsins.com/_/search/text/kill%20yourself%7Ckys/username/larry/
>>36287092Based fact checker mogs snopes dot com
oh my GOD grandma got all HYPED UP on mountain dew, got up OUT her chair and went outside, all exited, holding onto the walls of the house, one little step at a time, like damn. and she told me, "take my doctor pepper. it doesn't get me hype like mountain dew"
>>36287092most of those are just responding to people actually telling me to kms lol and the other ones are just ironic
>>36286754You set it to one view retard
>>36286777>no body hair>only facial hairwut
>>36287153nuh uh i fixed it right after i posted and it was only bc i forgot to censor my tiny penis at first
>>36286777beautiful weather out. you should consider enjoying it instead of posting barely coherent all-caps rantsseriously, though. you're not on HRT unless you checm your levels. that's like saying "yeah i aced this math test" without checking your score
>>36287164how tiny are we speaking?
>>362871742 inches or so i think and 3.5 hard but i haven't gotten hard since hrt
>>36287164>my tiny penis
>>36287173you dont need to check your levels you just up your dose until you stop producing cum
>>36287155i am pretty smooth naturally, i have hair, it is just thin but my legs are pretty hairy though not that visible in the pic..>>36287173i just wanted to warn people abou hrt
>>36287164hwo tiny we talkin here
>>36287200i just got hard from reading this post you sissy little bitch
>>36287200damn thats some baby dick
if that's baby dick then call me a pedophile because i
>>36287230my body is right there that's kinda gay...>>36287225i just said >>36287200 although honestly i wish it was smaller or gone
>>36287218>i didn't try so hard, and didn't get so far. and in the endget laser you lazy fuck
>>36287244that's cute. you should worship my giant 4.5 incher
>>36287232>you got one too?!
>>36287262um gladly i need a manmoder bgf bad did you see my face yesterday?? i am quite faggy
girlsi'm reluctantly kinda hornyand want to feel physical attractionis anyone of you brave fellows willing to ||censored|| my ||censored|| while ||censored||?bitches don't leave me waiting with my ||censored|| in the air?!?
>>36287277i need to rewatch tbqhmanmoder scary movie watch party
>>36287315don't care what you look like. i have zero standards and will fuck anything at least once
>>36286754I can tell its a baby dick still with the censor
wheres june i miss june
>>36287337your pillaging mentality is pretty erotic.....>>36287384duh
>>36287411chudette took june out with her
Stu repost, I missed it>>36286477You've been a bitch in here too though, so let's not be a hypocrite:) you'll be fine after ffs and laser btw
tfw gockhon
>>36286845shave ur legs brahcome onnnnif ur on hrt you still gota shave ur leg hairzduhh
>>36287337except mewtf...kms kms* (* he said, kinda reluctantly while actually meaning it- the words that just recently meant so much in his aching chest now was just emptiness kinda gripping the intestines of doom spurting gasses onto the shit below)girls i just want someone to hug. and june is obviously too ugly for that (not wanting to show face) so...are you a brave enough guy to wanna fuck the durians of this world?
>>36287460ok sureadded a dickpic bc ppl are talking abt dicks lolhttps://unseecc/album#L4Li0Q5dg0wW
>>36286932it doesn’t matter where you are located, unless your in saudi arabia half the people who came into the laser clinic on any given day are trans. they don’t care. if they didn’t like trans people they wouldn’t work the job.
>>36287566would lick without shaveas i fucking like unshaved girls srs srswanna lick hottie like much older than me with so qt arm hairsfr fr km,s am , rapehon shi9t
>>36287068that checks out
>>36287089don’t cwyyy pws get therapy :((
>>36287590Face will be fine with ffs and laser. Will be a cutie even before ffs. Midsection is gonna need a lot of hard work. I'm dealing with sort of the same thing.
>>36287638i'm very mentally ill last time i tried she just started asking me about TV shows and stuff instead of real problems :(((
>>36287662ohhh you got a dud. theres alot of dud therapists its like 75% of them so yea. keep trying and just get rid of them until you get one that actually cares about your feelings. seriously therapy is something you desperately need if your on this board.
>>36287590>https://unseecc/album#L4Li0Q5dg0wWomg!my nipples are hot and ready!please tell me how disguistring i am, hottie?!?>>36287662get better (therapist)
>>36287671>>36287691i will try, i am very very broke until a terminally ill family member of mine dies so it's more bed rotting and sh for now.>>36287590holy cow
>>36287713please zero self harm?like i begging you and i'k i i mean zero but still?:(plz girl?!?
how do I stop looking like a metalhead guy
>>36287743sorry :c i wake up from dreams abt an ex who raped me and stuff and it's the only thing that calms me down. i used to burn my legs with matches i stopped doing that at least.
>>36287773if you were myt bf you'd look like metalhjeadgiiirl>>36287775girl sorry but like if someone here ever needed theraphy it's you!unless you'd like to hurt ugly old sick freaks? then i'd consider you fixed and give cuddles... sorrry _(
that's all me shitposting folxplease hate me?tell me how much you do?except if june as kinda wish her to tell me i'm a sweet girl;___;
wtill shitposting btw
lune make me food
>>36287863i can cook bolognese and curry thats it:|i got oats and milk too
>>36287959y u hate me? :(crying rn
only posts abt my penis sigh... i will binge eat then>>36287817your posts seem fun i'd probably cuddle why do they hate you?
>>36287985i dont i just ignore lewdposting most times because everybody living far anyway and i got low sex drive from hrt
>>36287959yay i love golognese, no tomatoes tho use red wine instead
>>36287566I’m good thanksI have been trying since I was 13, just leads to ingrown hair.. I will get laser eventually
>>36288036never did without tomatos but i can read and follow recipes i guess
OwO what's this??? my bindey boi??? my manly BREASTSSSSSSSS SKSKSKSKSK my Male!! Mammary!! Glands!!! well... don't mind if i do; (left breasts in mouth) *Slurp Shrludp Shlurp Sluuorrp* ooh yummy
>>36288027One day I will force you to top me and destroy your pills
leave lune alone!!!
*comparing my big fat tits with my dad's*oh my gawwdddddddd dd d d d d d mine are almost as big as yours dadddye imgrowingupsofast
>>36288191you better like ladyboys in that case
>inserts my entire pinky finger into your ear>draws it out covered in a bright yellow buttery substance"MMMmmmmmm!!!11!1!!1111 nacho cheeese.... mmm hmmhmmhhhh mmmmm "*SLURP SLURP SLURP SLORP SLORP*
>>36288511>>36288511
>>36287713theres probably free therapy resources in your area. look into it ok? <3
