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mtf, today i've come to terms that my transition and relationship have failed. tonight i will core my vial and i do not plan on buying another for a long time if at all. i'm tired of being talked down and giving hrt another try and i think its just time to accept that transition isn't for me.

>>41054337
ive realized i could pass with a bit of effort but only as an ugly foid. it feels somewhat helpful cause now i wont have any regrets when ill rope

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im sorry
i can't love you :^)

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self-defense bad!
crackhead hippie bullshit

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maybe i'll see you again someday maybe i won't
stay safe ok?

as a continuation of an older post i made, i learned a few weeks ago that my brother does not resent me or feel as though i have done anything to give cause for resentment. i apologized to him anyways and am now slightly closer to personal peace. thank you anons who talked to me however long ago it was that i was spiraling.

self-defense-bad

>>41054337
My diapers are full Catherine. Dont say im a man Catherine. I know where you live Catherine. REEEEEEEEEEEE CATHERINE

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>>41054493
just-jump-into the fucking fire and we can move-on :)

self-defense
bad
self-defense-bad!
hugging-out
at fucking almost 30 good!
hugging out at 30s good!
hugging out in your fucking 40s good!

hugs are gay actually

Self_defense bad!
point_proven
if we never saw eachother
too fucking soon
you"re insufferable
and you"ll cancel people over the slightest inconvenience to your savior complex ideology

do i need to copypaste our ntr liquid chris drama here since you"re convinced you"re funny?

won't fuck someone 40?
wanna fuck someone 2 years younger?
wowah what a pedo!
lmao
did someone traumatize you you when they fucked the one woman pretending to love a schizophrenic sociopath convinced they're liquid chris?
im sorry bro
move-on :D

SELF-DEFENSE BAD

COW GOES MOO
AND THE ELEPHANT GOES TOOT

what does a bird do?

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:P

>>41054613
IT GOES PEEP

>>41054337
I got hit on by a guy earlier, Guy came on to me, told him, guy still interested, guy got my number, texting with guy, quickly got to sex..., so I said goodbye.

>>41054337
I wish I was a real tranny and not some trauma-ridden MEF porn addict seeking to destroy himself out of shame and spite

xd

you legitimately ruined my life, you knew i was already broken and you didn't care, and you used me, and then you abandoned me
kms

>>41054921
Story?

I seek to destroy myself spitefully because of obvious reasons
leaving was just fuel to the fires
:p

>>41054936
basically what i said, they made me believe they cared enough to let my guard down, and then they abandoned and destroyed me
legit gonna kms

Polycules aren't worth the effort

>>41055155
I've been there. It gets better.
Well, it gets easier.
I still miss her.
She took a part of me with her and I can still feel the emptiness where it used to be.
But that wound healed over, and the pain is gone.
I'm back to okay.
You'll get there too, just hold out for it.

There's so much love, I don't want to throw that away. But I wish there was lust, too. I need to be lusted over, not just loved. I need both. Maybe I'm greedy for wanting both, but it's what I need...

>>41055193
thank you, I can only hope this pain goes away with time, I hope you continue to feel better with time as well

I started socially detransitioning a month ago and I set up an endo appointment today to talk about medically detransitioning as well. Im not telling you because I know it'll break your heart to see me self harm in such a way. You believe being trans is such a beautiful thing, but for me it is nothing but pain and misery. Detrans wont fix all the things I broke trying to transition, but maybe the emotional numbness will finally let me stop crying the majority of my days over my immense dysphoria.
I know once you figure me out, you'll never talk to me again. Honestly, I deserve it. I gave up my right to be human the first time I repped and was foolish to try come out of it after I had fully become a man.
I still love you... but sadly my heart will probably forget love again soon enough.

elderly closeted 26 year old, do I ghost everybody and transition or embrace the horrors

>>41057401
undoubtably yes.

t. ancient 35 year old tranny

i hate you so bad o hate you i hate you i hate you get out of my head you little parasite

>>41054337
i've never dated a cute tranny.
but i post on here like i've been slanging mad buss for years.
all of my writings are just what i want to do with a cute tranny.

>>41057550
literally me

>>41054337
I already know im going to break up with u i just have to wait until after your birthday

>>41054337
i fucking hate you and everything you stand for. I hate that I have to be the one to end things when youre just being a pussy and letting this go on and on. Its humiliating get fucked youre not that cool

>>41057560
same except I dated one and blew it

>>41057317
If it happens it happens, just don't intentionally leave them behind because you're detransing and feel like you have to
Someone did that to me, I just took a minute to understand their POV and wanted to come along with them for it but they didnt let me and it still really hurts

>>41054768
so real

>>41057605
i had bought one in thailand and philipines.
i loved my time with them so much i am willing to go back to either country when i my passive income hits 7k/month (filipinas were better imo)

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>>41054337
I'm trooning because I wish to be a shemale. I don't know if I have dysphoria or not but I'm 5'4" and semi pass crossdressed and I have thought about this for a long time. It is on my mind every day. I don't hate being a man but I also really don't care much for it.

i am trooning because ive always felt ugly and weird, if i was an actual attractive prettyboy man i would never troon. if i take steroids ill just turn into an ogre so hrt and ffs is the only thing that can save me from a lonely incel life

>>41055364
I have so much fucking lust. Fuck

>>41057550
i hope this isn’t about me :(( and that no one thinks this me :((

>>41058145
Womp womp

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>>41054337
I probably only have a few years left before having biological kids isn’t likely, and it feels weird. I have zero interest in raising a kid, not much in being around a kid, wouldn’t really think about it normally. But the jeering from right-wingers makes me feel obligated to do it out of spite. I know I’d make a better parent than them and have better kids. But committing to a 2+ decade project just as a fuck you seems stupid. Plus on the existential level creating life is evil.
Feels weird.

>>41054376
what failed nona :(

>>41057676
the hell do you do for passive income?

I don't wanna work some job, money won't fix my problems
I want a dommy mommy that I can serve indefinitely. This is not even sexual but I doubt I'll be believed. I want to kiss her feet every morning and live in function of her happiness.

I'm in my happiest form when serving those I love. A tranny's place is below a foid.

godamn my nipple hurts

I wish I was a born a woman.

I wish as a woman I could then transition to male.

I can't help who I feel attracted to and how I see myself having sex, but I am what is most unattractive for trans women and thus I cannot find any way to sate my desires.

Maybe if I were a trans man instead I could at least unite with who I really want in life while still being a man, maybe then I could be accepted by who I am physically

i have a partner but i still feel incredibly alone. i don't think i'll ever be a priority to anyone and it kills me. we've been together since highschool but i feel cornered especially after they intentionally and self-admittedly pulled away from me during the worst year of my life. its complicated. i dont want to leave but its hard to move past being left alone during that time

Why the fuck, seriously, you are supposed to be a man and you act like a bitch, FUCK YOU

>>41058356
How many years has it been since highschool? Was them pulling away from you a recent event? Have things between you gotten better or stagnant

>>41058315
I don’t think that would help much. Tbh you might have an easier time finding a cishon that likes strapping.

>>41058379
a few years. recent and things are slowly being worked on. it was stagnant for a while and im still unsure how i feel about everything. being vague as im unsure if they still visit 4ch in general, sorry and ty for listening

I don't fucking know, I mean I don't even have much of a clue if you are into guys in the first place. And I do not know why it all feels so much more complicated to me than any other human relationship in the past or present but truth is I feel that you've always been quite timid to speak your mind, perhaps not wanting to bother others. Which I admit, is cute in reasonable doses but having known you for long enough, even if not always super closely I think you are too timid for your own good in some matters, not that I think it's your fault in any real way or that I have any right to judge in the first place.

And speaking of it, sorry for any of those things that I've likely said to you over the years that hurt or bothered you but yet you couldn't bring yourself to call me out on properly. And the really dumb way I asked about what name you went by nowadays as if it wasn't beyond clear to everyone. And the fact that I almost let our friendship fade into what would have become a long-ish footnote of my adolescence + whatever it would have meant for you if anything. Sorry that I didn't end up making any effort whatsoever to get in touch after you messaged me drunk about wanting to talk again. I feel quite bad about it now, having possibly left you feeling like I was put off by that or gave you the impression that I wanted to let those couple of reunions be the last hurrah of whatever connection we had. Sure, I was and am still being crushed by college and a poor attention span but I should have said something much much earlier.

>>41058810
You're just really hard to read, even if it is a very poor excuse for me to have never directly apologized for some of the things above. The fact that I don't fall for people in this way very often clouds my judgement doubly. I mean it's been what, 7 years at least since I've had spontaneous feelings in this vein for someone. That's not to say it's hard to get over these things for me, it's really not. Just a rare feeling. Come to think of it, yeah, most of this boils down to my overthinking. I like to think I'll tell you some day in the future. Mostly I'm just glad that we are talking again. If I can bring myself to speak up and you don't reciprocate my sentiment I do hope that we can continue on as usual and laugh about it 2 years later.

That's probably a reasonable level of maturity to shoot for since we are no longer in fucking middle school. I mean I never had these feelings towards you up to a decade in the past when as far as most were concerned you were still just another guy, if a quiet one. And not that there weren't (in retrospect) extremely clear signs back then suggesting that underneath it might not be the case at all but I digress and don't want to keep trespassing on your personal history any more than I already have. I wish you the best. Oh, and I do hope you'll call me out on more dumb things I may say or do in the future. I could use it as much as anyone.

>>41054549
Now i need this explained to me... o.0

>>41055364
I CAN DO THAT!!!
Hell i can do that with bells on.
you just gotta have a vag and be in a certain older age group. and i have to like you in that kinda way.

>>41054337
i think my girlfriend might have cheated on me with her ex after insisting that they're just friends and she's not interested any more and that i can trust her

>>41058941
Yikes! is there any point in which she would ever have had an opportunity to cheat on you??
Like ive heard that emotional is a form of cheating to now. If you dont show at least SOME kind of jealousy your partner will feel like you othered them

i am a broken person. i need help.

>>41059043
ThasThoKay anon, i am too. But it only shows if i care about who knows it and if they can abuse it.
For me, its an i know me issue, and i know ill do whatever the chick i like asks me to do.
She has to explicitly tell me though.

>>41054337
i miss you

all im concerned with is getting revenge

>>41059106
i signed out of discord yesterday after telling my fuckbuddy that yeah, i am desperate. i can't relax. i want someone to control me.

every 30 seconds someone is pronounced dead
now i wanna see you run with scissors and everything is forgotten

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imagine being traumatized by rejection & getting cucked you'll spend the next 20 fucking years complaining about someone daily and harassing them daily
you're such a fucking loser >>41059379
sorry i refused taking responsibility to a certain thread
sorry i insulted you to a homeless-crackhead
3 years
move-on

y'know just one person
has to reveal your whole dox and i can press libel charges
defamation charges

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stop talking to me like we're still lovers let alone friends. stop tagging me in posts so people think we are. leave me alone, move on, it's done.

she was 2 years younger than me and assumingly a year younger than you
stop being a traumatized cuck and move on four-eyes

>>41059390
>>41059430
>>41059461
>>41059497
>>41059530
Story Time?

td'lr
get drugged
get told you're "moot"
get asked if you're insert (current trending bad person)
is redacted teh nobody
certain someone flexing they're the ones spamming the threads
get accused of killing people
the person you were gonna fuck has a savior complex the person is regularly attempting to torment you cancel you defame you
consistent smear-campaigns
get metaphorical abortion lmao
get accused of killing people
all because i insulted a latinx goblin to a homeless crackhead

i need to stop trying to see other people when i know i'm still in love with my ex and have been for 7 years at this point

especially when i'm so fucked up from my last breakup, entirely unrelated to my oneitis

i'm currently trying to figure out how to tell the person i've been talking to that we shouldn't see eachother anymore and i just want to be friends. i'm scared they'll start hating me and after losing a lot of friends recently that is so scary, i don't want one more person out there with bad things to say about me

i try my best to be a good person and not hurt others. i don't try to string people along and i truly do love them or have affection for them depending on how serious the relationship is. but i just love this one guy so much and i'm finally accepting i shouldn't keep trying to be with others when i still want him

even if it can't work out right now, i need to live like i take our future seriously. even if it takes 10 years for it to happen i shouldn't be filling those years with connections i know deep inside i will eventually break off

i know this makes me seem like a shitty person, i'm sorry if anyone else sees someone that hurt them in my own experience, you all deserve to have someone feel about you the way you feel about him. that's why i need to change, so all the people i've seen can go find that person and not have me wasting their time anymore

>ree just get on good-terms with him!
Lol
fuck-off
polycules never-work :^)

>>41059819
self-defense

self-defense bad
point
proven
now move-on and forget us

>>41057642
She said if I detransitioned she would never talk to me again. It's part of how I've held on this long. But it's too painful. I'd rather lose her support than go through this hell any longer

b4 trending uggo faggots
elaborate
how
self-defense bad
or move-on and pretend we never knew-eachother

i think the cat has an eye infection. i only noticed it today after spending my allotment. it's from the dog scratching her in the face. now i have to wait until next pay day to take her to the vet. very upset with dog, but you can't just randomly beat him. he doesn't get it.

cat thinks dog should be like last dog. last dog was an old man so he let her do whatever she wanted to him. now the shoe's on the other foot. cat is the old lady and dog is the puppy. cat doesn't know how to fight back. dog just wants to fuck her. why, i don't know....

xd

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https://boards.4chan.org/lgbt/thread/4105952741060061
you'll never get me and id prefer you didn't
just-leave
clearly they're what's important to you
if you loved us you wouldn't stop us leaving :^)

https://boards.4chan.org/lgbt/thread/4105952741060061
they wanna poison us Lol
xDDDDDDDDDDDD
how sinister
kill yourself
neurotic half-breed kike

self-defense bad

Ive been sick after covid for a year straight now. Awful health problems, struggling to walk, needed months of physical therapy, still not at a point where I can work, having seizures and pissing myself and other embarassing shit. But did my family give a fuck? No, theyre upset im trans. Theyre upset im not working and doing things for the family. They dont even try to hide the anger and disgust when they speak to me. Its all just demands, and their feelings, and what i did wrong or what I didnt do but should have. Im sick of it. I understand where theyre coming from to a degree but the fact that they've made it so blatantly clear that my health and happiness doesnt factor in at all makes me just not want to try with them anymore. Like sorry I wasnt able to fucking play therapist for you all and drive you places and do chores and errands for you, was a little busy having the worst health of my entire life, literally at my fucking low point. But theyre right, I SHOULD work myself to death for no reason other than I have a penis. And im so glad they've basically all but said that through their actions. Loudly making it clear that they dont even see me as a person.
Cis women are actually evil.

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self-defense bad!
i suppose someone pretty would just-kneel & accept their fate xD

air-punch-man destroy person rejecting me!
lmao

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>>41054337
I am probably some variant of transgender with tons of gender and identity issues but I will never do anything about it ever. Probably. Or maybe I am not, my thoughts on it fluctuate a lot.

I'm a t4t chaser and I love my gf's cock. It turns me on so much. It's so big and squishy and perfect in every way. The only way I can cum during sex is when I'm touching it. She wants bottom surgery at some point and vaginas gross me out. I love her very much and I would never think about leaving her for any reason because she is the best thing that has ever happened to me, and she's so much more than just physical attraction to me and I can put up with vaginas when there is a hot girl attached even if I am indifferent or slightly grossed out, but holy fuck I am so attracted to her the way she is because she is a goddess and I feel disgusting for being so attracted to a part of herself she would rather not have

I've become really hot from HRT + having enough money to get nice clothes, full body laser, hair extensions, surgeries etc and i already had a really girly twink body. I get tons of euphoria from reading other trans girls dysphoria online and cherish how lucky I am (particularly with my height as I'm under 5'4). I feel kinda bad with how good reading others misery gets me and yet I still feed on the dysphoria of others

>>41060391
this is rapebrained competitive male behavior. real fembrained trans girls feel maternal towards the miserable girls who are struggling

i regret having sex with my brother.

our parrots :^)

>>41058269
i've been investing since i was 12.
i'll wont be hitting 7k for a few years but i'm sitting around 6k right now.

>>41060497
lmao no one from a normal family is investing that early richie rich

>>41060564
nepo-babies never think they're rich. they think they're middle class. lol.
like, bruh. your parents could afford lunch from you. you weren't depending in the charity of the school and going hungry when there was no hand-out.

i won a mint e39 540i at auction and i want to pick up a cute girl and go on a date in it. cruise on backroads and have a picnic.

>>41060564
>>41060592
my dad is a cop and my mom worked at a casino.
we werent rich.
during social studies class we learned about stocks and investing. been interested ever since.
we werent rich, i just was lucky to have long term thinking skills and patience.
and it was MY money i was investing from chores and gifts.
it doesnt take much to get your kids into hundreds of thousands of passive income by the time theyre 40 and im floored that more parents do it.
plus buying lunch isnt "nepo-baby" status. im sorry your parents were retarded drug addicts that cant into responsibility.

my mother called me yesterday and i couldn’t even talk to her without bawling eyes out, i couldn’t even hold a conversation with her. It feels like my mentally ill tranny self just drags those around me down and even those who care about me must care from such a distance that I can’t even share with my own mother the reality of my mental illness. To share my inner world with others is almost immoral, no one wants to carry the burden of knowing their tranny mentally ill daughter is on the verge of hurting others and themself, I wish i could go to the psych ward and be medicated into an abyss of non feeling