>try to watch girl media>a very dark and hazy memory emerges of being told I wasn’t allowed to be a girl crops up and won’t go away>feel really upset and fight or flight >can never finish>browse 4chan insteadWhy does this happen to me? I don’t know of even other trannies experiencing this.
>>42084712this happens to me its less explicit but the same general process happens. i can never make it through any of the stuff my gf sends me because i get this growing sense of dread the longer it goes, like im outrunning or hiding from something, and eventually i have to turn it off before i freak out
