I tried to be hyoermasculine I tried to be strong and use my iron will to kill my tranny side. But it didnt work. Im going insane. I tore a muscle in the arm at the gym yesterday just trying to exercise the pain away and now I'm sitting at home playing silent hill and smoking weed and theres no point trying to be someone I'm not. On the other hand its too late to transition no one will ever know what I am inside. My iron will is breaking apart, and even then no one will ever know my real name....
>>42490393have you tried watching animation memes
>>42490393Working out doesnt mean youre being someone youre not, you should transition AND work out, theyre not exclusive.Instead you are choosing to smoke weed like a bum."waaah id be a hon" who cares you are not living anyways. you have no iron will you are a pothead that is afraid of the sun. if you have dysphoria you need to transition and pigheadedness will do nothing for youIt would be one thing if you had a real fulfilling life and repressed to keep it. if you had a wife youre afraid of divorcing you, kids who you are afraid of her taking, a good job you fear being fired from. but instead youre repressing to.... be either a minimum wagecuck/NEET that sits at home smoking weed and crying on 4chan?nah gang you need to stop this nonsenseTake your pills alice.and dont skip leg day
>>42490393Fuck this shitty world if you dont do what makes you happy im gonna somehow find you and then inject you with estrogen weekly when you sleep. YOU WILL BE FORCEFEMDDDD
What is this dogshit filesize oopsreposting for any suikasisters
>>42490456aura
>>42490686Thank u
>>42490456Ok I'll look into it. But like next week or something. I spent all my money on weed so I dont have any money until next friday
>>42490818Good girlDon't welch, you told me you'd do it and now you'd better
>>42490393That's pretty much what happened to me. It's not too late, you'll be fine, channel all of that willpower and determination into your transition and effortmaxx to fuck, in a couple of years you'll probably be hot, even if you're still visibly trans. The reality is that most of the uggos in middle age are low effort losers who think the HRT is just going to carry them. But guys like you can understand that HRT just opens the door, it's up to you to step through it.
>>42490966What specifically should one do What is the effort
>>42490975It's all of the things. Start writing out a plan that details how you're going to go about it, and what the next 2-5 years of your life looks like. You need to know1. What your tanner stage is going to be2. What your weight is going to be3. What you hair length is going to be4. What your bank balance is going to be5. What you want your levels to look like6. When you're going to get tested7. What your diet needs to beEverythingYou get yourself a day planner and you use that to log everything. Once you get started it's like falling down a waterslide. Right now you're experiencing dysphoria which is absolutely crippling you, and yet you're still keeping a diet, hitting the gym, whatever else you've got going on. Once you take all the mental energy you're currently using to maintain the false male persona you've been masking as your entire adult life and apply it to actually living your life, there's going to be no stopping you sweetheart. But remember, there are 5 parts of heath. Physical Health, Mental Health, Social Health, Sexual Health, and Spiritual Health. And it's not about balance, it's about maxxing out all 5.Be the girl you're supposed to be.
