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>see an attractive transwoman who's pass or semi-pass
>wish I were them
>think about how hot it would be to have a guy plowing me while I bust

Is this just a silly fetish? Anyone successfully repped something like this? Like all my sexual fantasies involve this. It's been like this for like a decade. And honestly porn isn't holding a candle to my imagination.
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>>42618084
>Like all my sexual fantasies involve this. It's been like this for like a decade
do you expect it to stop, or is your plan just to live like this for the rest of your life
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>>42618090
I have just seen people say that this is a fetish before which means I could keep it as just one part of my life. But I just don't know how (if it's even really possible or a good idea). I can go a week of repping trans ideas in my head and then I'll see some attractive troon or some former CD who got breast aug and think "wow that would feel so good to look like that". I've gone out in girl mode. I've dated guys. But somehow there's a part of me that thinks it's possibly containable.
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>>42618153
If it was simply a cum-and-forget fantasy, and not all of the time, I'd say you're not trans. But the fact that it's your only fantasy for a lifetime, and you've gone out as a girl, dated guys, and felt gender envy - I'd say there's a very strong likelihood that you're transgender.
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>>42618207
it goes away for a few hours after I cum. But I also don't know if that's just PNC rep panic or not.
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>>42618084
>Is this just a silly fetish?
It is if you can't pass
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>wish I were them
>It's been like this for like a decade
>wow that would feel so good to look like that

ya, I think you're a girl.
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>>42618084
would you like to look like Domino Presley? if so... I think you have your answer
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>>42618227
I could 6-7/10 pass
>>42618228
I feel like the vibe has shifted on here but I'll take it
>>42618248
yes or Eva Maxim or Ariel Demure
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>>42618331
vibe has shifted? wdym
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>>42618084
hey john (22)
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>>42618509
I feel like this would have been written off as a coomer fetish years ago
>>42618533
a little higher :(
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>>42618579
I think 4chan has become more open-minded with regard to how people feel about their transgender identity. there was more gatekeeping back in the day, whereas now people transition for any number of reasons and aren't judged as much for doing so. i think you're basically experiencing gender envy through a sexual lens, which means you do have a desire to be a woman--you just are experiencing it a different way than the narrow "i always knew i was a girl" definition.
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>>42618084
>Is this just a silly fetish?
Who cares?
>Anyone successfully repped something like this?
Tried. The only benefit was that I gathered enough money to then sprint through transition.
Idc if this is not "valid" or w/e. I trooned out for the fetish and I'm glad I did.
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>>42618331
>6-7/10
>All the models he wants to look like are... porn stars
Leave this website, leave the porn, reset your dopamine receptors. This isn't going to work, you are just a coomer
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>>42618616
Yes I definitely had these thoughts since pre-puberty. I didn't even know what trans was. I just saw drag pageants where they passed. Then I realized "oh wow they have actual breasts. How is that possible?"
>>42618692
How long ago did you transition?
>>42618836
Valid concern. The main reason is that those looks are more likely achievable vs. an actual cis woman. I don't actually watch porn. I've certainly watched it before but it is not really a typical thing for me. As I said my imagination has always done a better job than any actual visual stimulus could ever do.
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>>42618971
>How long ago did you transition?
Started exactly 4yrs ago (age 34, feb 2022).
Now I'm waiting for the first consult for srs.
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>>42618989
Well congrats on that. I hope all else is going well for you. I feel I'd probably not do SRS for a while but then do it when I'm older. Live with a bit of everything. Did anything surprise you about yourself or in general with transition?
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>>42619081
>Did anything surprise you about yourself or in general with transition?
How much I enjoy it.
I always honest with myself and with people close to me that it's a fetish. I just didn't expect to enjoy it socially that much.
Probably helps that I have none of the common brainworms too. And no mental disorders other than this bizarre fetish.
>Live with a bit of everything
Good take. But then I already did that. And I want an srussy.
It's also the optimal age. I already lived with a woman ("straight" passing), lived as a fag, enbycoped, now tranny, having an srussy while still healthy and not very old is just right.
Ik people who got srs at 60 but that sounds quite a bit too late for me.
>I hope all else is going well for you
The possibility of complications is the main worry. But I can afford the top of the line options so I hope to minimize that chance.
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>>42618971
when you say those looks are more likely achievable - how so?
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>>42619204
I just mean it's more realistic for me to believe I could transition with the goal of looking like a transwoman whose look I like vs. a cis woman. Like there are certainly cis women I think it would be great to look like but I just don't see it happening even with a billion dollars. Also, I'm happier being an attractive noticeably trans woman vs. passing completely as a cis woman but ugly. I think most people of course want to be attractive but I don't know if every transwoman wants it the way I said it.
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>>42619126
I don't think people would have any clue that I have these kind of thoughts. I'm pretty quiet and secretive (and known to be that way) but no one really seems to know anything. How did they react to you saying it was a fetish?
>But then I already did that. And I want an srussy.
I feel you. I'm sure my mind can change.
>I can afford the top of the line options so I hope to minimize that chance.
what kind of work are you in?
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>>42619237
well if you transition as well as the girls you mentioned you'll definitely be an attractive trans woman. I think that's a smart goal to have. I would start your transition now because you'll just regret it if you push it off more. that's what happened to me when I was in the same questioning phase as you.
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>>42619250
>How did they react to you saying it was a fetish?
Trannies online seethed and cussed me.
Trannies offline cussed me too with the exception of one who is now a close friend. But she's also a fetishist lol.
Gigafetishists do seem to make it as passoids faster or better. Or it's the money and luck. Or both. Idk at this point.
Cismen were mostly "heh, fair enough ig" while cisfs were either "eeew! that's crazy" or "wow! that's amazing nona! [followed by various compliments on my looks]"
>what kind of work are you in?
International logistics in a management role and I live in country with relatively low cost of living. Saving up larger amounts is still possible.
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>>42618218
its impossible to not feel relaxed after nutting tho
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>>42619287
Yeah I think I would have trooned years and years ago had I known or been in a city where it was easier to find other transwomen to befriend. I just felt like it was a pointless fetish dream since I've been able to put it off this long but these thoughts have occurred more frequently the older I've gotten. Maybe that's just lifelong reflexive repping.
>>42619337
I have no desire to wear crazy stuff out in public and basically expose myself as far as fetishy behavior goes. I would totally show off cleavage (tastefully of course) if I could pull it off. I find the online communities to be generally too far gone anyway. There are exception but they are more of the HSTS/doll communities. I really am not into the reddit type trans communities.
>International logistics in a management role and I live in country with relatively low cost of living. Saving up larger amounts is still possible.
After the crypto boom, online betting (before insider info and wash trade stuff becomes illegal) is probably the last hope for a 1000x return. I can say if I won the lotto I'd put a bunch into treasuries so I wouldn't have to pay local tax on the coupon payments.
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>>42619375
True. I almost feel like I just orgasm to make the thoughts go away. They will creep into my mind and then it's a cacophony of tranny mind chatter until I'm done.
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>>42619385
yup, not only do the thoughts never go away, but they become more severe with time. of you wait too long it will become unbearable.
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>>42619385
>I have no desire to wear crazy stuff out in public and basically expose myself as far as fetishy behavior goes
I don't do that for sure. But I do dress on the more sexy side almost always. I also don't get into trouble because I sorta dress my age and status. I am a professional woman after all (or at least that's what everyone sees now). The degenerate stuff stays in the bedroom and naughty clubs that me and my guy frequent.
Simply looking the way I look now and dressing stylish IS the fetish for me tho. Being complimented IRL on my looks scratches my itch just right. I'm sure part of it is because I got zero compliments on anything before trooning out.
>I find the online communities to be generally too far gone anyway. There are exception but they are more of the HSTS/doll communities. I really am not into the reddit type trans communities.
You wouldn't believe me if I told you I've never been on reddit troon communities/subs. Just the screenshots I see here or on X/twitter are enough to convince me to stay away from those.
>online betting
I might try that.
I simply stay liquid. I got residence in a 0% income tax jurisdiction and then use the double-taxation treaty to get the money to me. My house is owned by a blind trust and is legally rented to an NGO (no property taxes).
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>>42619411
Basically when I was younger I could fantasize, coom and I could hold off the thoughts long enough to do something else with my time. I also consider the possibility that as a teenager I was just generally horny and it made me think I was actually attracted to women as a man.
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>>42619431
Yes totally. I feel like I guess I would try to read the room. I also don't want to do that thing where some women dress like they're children/teens. I get it, like they missed out but the ship has sailed. I'm also down for being an absolute whore in the house with a male significant other.
>Simply looking the way I look now and dressing stylish IS the fetish for me tho. Being complimented IRL on my looks scratches my itch just right. I'm sure part of it is because I got zero compliments on anything before trooning out.
I think that's a goal for me
>You wouldn't believe me if I told you I've never been on reddit troon communities/subs. Just the screenshots I see here or on X/twitter are enough to convince me to stay away from those.
You seem sane and introspective enough for me to have never considered you to have been a part of those kek. This place has its ills but reddit and its ilk are echo chamber/crabs in a bucket insanity. Bad advice left and right. And I think it's actually gotten worse over recent years.
>I simply stay liquid. I got residence in a 0% income tax jurisdiction and then use the double-taxation treaty to get the money to me. My house is owned by a blind trust and is legally rented to an NGO (no property taxes).
Wow. Sounds like you have a brain too. I've been in futures markets for work. There are a few strategies that I could actually carryover to betting markets until the arb opportunities get eaten up as they typically do.
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>>42619473
>you have a brain too
I am a fetishist dude who trooned out for his own deranged fetish. Ofc I'm gonna be malebrained lol. I still need to get used to refer to myself in the feminine, heh.
Now, in all seriousness, I need to look into futures a bit more. Or look up for a competent broker to manage this for me.
I've been pretty normie with my financials except the residence play which I learned from some digital nomad/libertarian forums. Still, that also increased the cost of my transition 'cause I had to travel a bit to update my paperwork to female and the new name.
>I think that's a goal for me
Good luck!
There is a luck component to it. Money can't compensate for everything. But it does help a lot no matter what poorfags and seething chuds claim.
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>>42619547
Futures are fun because you can lose more than you put in. If you don't play your cards right you'll be matched for delivery a however many contracts worth of basedbean oil or something. I like calendar spreads and treasury futures just because calendars have liquitidy and treasuries are macro/fed speculation.
>I've been pretty normie with my financials except the residence play which I learned from some digital nomad/libertarian forums
I follow some accounts like that. Always talking about the best passports to get.
>here is a luck component to it. Money can't compensate for everything. But it does help a lot no matter what poorfags and seething chuds claim.
I'd be okay leaning into a bimbo sort of look. Luxury/bimbo combo.
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>>42619603
bimbo does take a bit more cash for surgeries. but you would be hotter guaranteed, which you may prefer for the male gaze. would definitely boost your confidence
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>>42619658
I'm all for that at least in fantasy. I yearn for it. I think i'd love the male gaze. I certainly find it hot when guys jerk off to my crossdresser pics online.
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>>42619801
You might discover that works in fantasy is not as cute IRL.
I'm definitely not trying to discourage you, merely to caution that you should be a bit fluid with the goals. Don't get yourself brainwormed like too many trannies on this board, lol.
>I think i'd love the male gaze
If you're even 10% of the fetishist I am, you will.
Lowkey one of the reasons I want srs is so I no longer run the risk of random erections when a guy compliments me.
>I certainly find it hot when guys jerk off to my crossdresser pics online
Make a decision once you experience it IRL. It hits differently. You might like it (I did and do) or you might not.

The anon you responded to is not me.
I'm >>42619431
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>>42619801
you said you went out in girlmode--do you get clocked, or do people see you as a cis woman?
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>>42619810
>Lowkey one of the reasons I want srs is so I no longer run the risk of random erections when a guy compliments me.
omg I know that would happen to me.
>Make a decision once you experience it IRL. It hits differently. You might like it (I did and do) or you might not.
I've hooked up with men out as a girl before.
>>42619818
I definitely got clocked for a number of reasons. It was a trans/gender non-conforming event so it was obvious in context. And I didn't have long natural hair so I wore wig. My makeup was ok. I would probably want some FFS if I really transition. And I was fatter at the time.
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>>42619844
ffs will definitely make you cuter... I've seen so many girls on r/transtimelines that went from hon to pretty because of it. jaw, nose, brow, it really improves everything and eliminates any male left in you. definitely made me hotter lol. if you do transition get it, body contouring (ba/bbl for an hourglass figure) and possibly srs or just an orchi.
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>>42619844
>omg I know that would happen to me
HRT tempers some of that (hot) but usually not enough (embarrassing).
>I've hooked up with men out as a girl before
Then I see why bimbo appeals to you.
Also, hot to hook up with men as a girl without being on hrt. You must be young and lucky. Still, if you like it, locking in via transition is (for better or worse) the only way to keep it up.
There simply isn't any other way to stay feminine without estrogen past 29-30 or so.
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>>42619873
>HRT tempers some of that (hot) but usually not enough (embarrassing).
I know a lot a transwomen hate it but I love it. I also don't care if he's a chaser as long as he treats me like a woman. I'm vers anyway.
>Also, hot to hook up with men as a girl without being on hrt. You must be young and lucky. Still, if you like it, locking in via transition is (for better or worse) the only way to keep it up.
There simply isn't any other way to stay feminine without estrogen past 29-30 or so.
So hot. The first time was amazing. I was so scared. But I just went for it. I was so turned on we went again a few the same night.
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>>42619918
>I know a lot a transwomen hate it but I love it
The only problem is that I don't want it to happen in public or at work.
Since I already have a bf, most of the compliments do come in public in non-sexual contexts.
More broadly, I think troons like me will become more common now that medical gatekeeping is no longer a thing (DiY changed the game for good).
>>42619918
>I also don't care if he's a chaser as long as he treats me like a woman.
Fair, and relatable.
>I'm vers anyway
Used to be. But from age 32 or so I've slowly leaned bottom. Now giga bottom lol - which is another reason for srs. It's not like I'm using it anyway. Haven't used it for 6yrs (so even before transition) and I find erections annoying. Had orchi but that's still not enough.
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>>42619983
>The only problem is that I don't want it to happen in public or at work.
Totally reasonable. Same.
>More broadly, I think troons like me will become more common now that medical gatekeeping is no longer a thing (DiY changed the game for good).
We're so back
>Used to be
I actually thought I was a bottom only and then realized how hot it felt to be a dommy type when I was dressed as a girl. I didn't think I'd be into men that way but it worked.
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>>42620053
>how hot it felt to be a dommy type when I was dressed as a girl
In another life, if I had met you, I'd have forcefemmed you lol.
That's my frustration talking that it took so long to find someone into forcefem for real.
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>>42620066
part of my fantasy is some billionaire taking me in and keeping me hidden until all my surgery is done and then I'm just his slut everywhere we travel. just fucking everywhere we go.
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>>42620080
Sounds hot. Though, in addition to being unrealistic, ig I'm not feminine enough for it either.
I like being my guy's slut, and I do travel, but I'm not that submissive socially (tho I'm slowly getting there even without trying).
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>>42620247
I was thinking something faintly like The Skin I Live in. The guy is not feminine at all but gets completely transformed. Ultimately I'd be happy if I can make my friend interested in trannies (me in this scenario). He's a great looking guy. He shows up to the bar in dirty basketball shorts and hiking boots and gets hit on by the hottest women. I think he's horny enough to fuck a troon, especially if I could be his dirty little secret.
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OP I hope you transition and find a guy who fucks you until you feel like a complete woman. I know it will happen one day.
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>>42620548
Thank you. I hope reality will feel just as good as the fantasy. Having breasts, curves, hips and having a guy I like rub all over my body while he’s fucking me just seems so hot.
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>>42620726
I also recommend going out more in girl mode to be with more guys. I think it will be the catalyst that motivates you to finally commit.
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>>42620753
That will probably happen regardless. The desire has gotten stronger over the years. It felt good going out even without sex.
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OPs pic Looks like the tranny who raped me
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>>42622943
good to hear, I hope you're on your path to being a bimbo within a few months
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>>42619375
ye cumming floods your brain with serotonin and you dont care about anything lmao
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>>42624556
Thank you babe
>>42625082
I mean when it happens I worry about cleaning up and if what I just fantasized about was really part of me
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>>42622957
I'm sorry that happened. Did you ever press charges?
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>>42618084
>>Is this just a silly fetish?
*sigh*
tis just good old agamp working on ur minda nonny. just go and become the women ur supposed be...
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>>42626555
is that what agamp implies?
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it's AGAMP and you are doomed
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>>42620548
not op, but gosh i need it so bad...
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>>42626619
yeah, it means u want to be the hot tranny and not the hot cis woman, but still a woman nonetheless...now go and troon out already.
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>>42618084
Kys
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>>42626709
how so?
>>42626718
it's the dream right?
>>42626730
I really thought I could rep it
>>42627111
why? elaborate
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>>42627157
>I really thought I could rep it
nta but most of us thought so at some point.
Also, ignore the trolls.
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repping is completely pointless, it just makes you more regretful when you do transition and think "damn it I wish I did this earlier"

so don't rep
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>>42619126
The scariest thing about srs stories is when people talk about the complete loss in libido and the physical complications
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>>42627665
I already had orchi. Libido is fine. Physically the libido shouldn't change further with srs.
>physical complications
yeah, that is legit worrisome. Though revisions have gotten way better in the last decade.
It's a risk, yes. But it's also mitigated far better today than in the past. Heck, even the viral horror stories from mid 2010s in fact do have a happy end and got fixed with revisions.
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I wanna see OP's post-transition pics in a follow-up post :3
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>>42627343
yeah when I'm in my "moods" I can kind of feel that
>>42628168
I wouldn't post until I look hot. Bimbomaxx all the way.
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>>42628226
bimbomaxxing is amazing... it's peak femininity for trans girls. guys will never clock you and only lust over you. destroy your male ego to become a total sex doll, for the use of the men you could never be.
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>>42628280
I don't care if they clock me actually. I think you can be incredibly hot as a trans girl but not pass 100%. I think people get far too hung up on the latter. Like there are trans pornstars who have broad shoulders or big heads and even man hands who still are somehow hotter than someone with the right proportions but didn't put the effort into being hot enough.
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>>42628379
I agree, lots of trans girls out there who are super hot regardless of passability. I think you'll be hot either way though. you definitely want it :)
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>>42628410
Thank you. I guess I'm still surprised at how many here say to go for it. I remember when it was like 50/50 "you're just a coomer" / "you're a troon but your story is different than mine"
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>>42628862
the general mentality on /tttt/ has definitely changed over time... the strict need for a trutrans identity has sort of diminished in significance. and I'm sure a lot of trannies have just realized they're coomers too and being horny doesn't invalidate someone
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>>42628921
My main concern for so long was that if I transitioned for this reason that I'd one day wake up and just regret it all. I always looked to see if there was someone with a story similar to mine who did enjoy transition or regretted it all so much. Within this thread I've found people who had a similar story and transitioned and love their life. I wonder how many were also just being dishonest about their motivations in the past and simply not wanting to get dragged even under anonymity.
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>>42629212
Truth be told, I only started to love my life after I got FFS to become more fem. Haven't had other surgeries (yet) but I think they would make it even better. The AGP thoughts I had before transition are still there, but now that I'm a woman they feel right. So yes, it's been a wonderful experience.
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>>42618153
I would say it's a fetish, but the fact you've gone out in girl mode and dated guys suggests you're at least GNC.
I guess the bigger question is do these questions bother you? Do they cause you angst? Do they keep you up at night?
Or are they just kinda "huh, I guess I might feel that," and then you go on with your day questions?
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>>42629276
Yes I'd totally want FFS. I'm glad to hear the AGP thoughts align with who you are after transition.
>>42629318
I've always had GNC thoughts I think since I was a kid but just kind of wrote it off. I didn't really understand what trans was back then. I always felt out place based on my race and where I grew up anyway so feeling lonely about another topic wasn't a big deal to me. These thoughts are in my head every day. Sometimes I just don't know how to shake them. I wonder a lot about "what if i transitioned when I had even more of a twink body". I don't know if they keep me up at night (I have other stuff that does) but when going to sleep every night they are on my mind. Maybe I got a week without thinking about it but that takes effort and deep down I know it's merely a respite.

I can sometimes go on with my day. I have to distract myself I guess, intentionally or inadvertently. I don't know if trans OCD is a thing but I've of course looked at surgeries and associated costs, pros/cons of HRT, lurked here on/off forever, follow a lot of trans themed instagram accounts (memes, models for inspo) and of course linked with other people who are in this same purgatory on certain alt/kink sites (although I don't consider myself actually kinky in anyway).
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>>42629359
FFS is a godsend for girls like us. I'm also considering getting a Brazilian butt lift, since my boobs are already fairly big. I think SRS might come sooner rather than later - I can only imagine how good it feels to get fucked in your pussy. I hope you have success with your surgeries.
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>>42628862
/tttt/ went the way of all LGBT spaces one by one and has been infiltrated and hijacked by redditor sissy transbian normalfaggots that drowned the trutrans voices and turned the place into Fetlife 2.0. But sure pat yourself in the back for listening to them when you'll have finished your "transition" and look like a man in a dress.
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>>42629588
if you look like someone on reddit i can see why you'd be miserable
>>42629530
Yes I'd want a BBL too. I have some good shape now based on how I focused a lot of my lifting but I don't think it would be enough on its own, especially after BA.
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do you happen to be of east asian ethnicity? there was another post from someone who wanted to bimbo out and seduce their friend, wondering if it was you. they were also vers.
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>>42629973
Yes me
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>>42629991
oh ok. they way you described it in that post it seemed like a fantasy, but this seems to be much deeper.
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>>42630018
I always kind of thought it was a fantasy. I just always thought I had a fetish and that if I could refrain from it it would settle down.
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>>42630054
and is this thread you realizing it's not just a fantasy? or was this whole thing a larp
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I'm a guy that would be happy to plow any passers until they bust... Just saying...
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>>42630061
it's me making one last ditch effort to see if it comes off as just a crazy fetish to other people. I'm becoming convinced it's not.
>>42630074
That's what I like
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>>42630182
Well, if any see this and want to add me, @thefighter239754 on disc... Lol
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>>42630182
I was just getting the sense from the last thread and this one that you claim to intend to transition and get surgeries, but at the end of the day they're just fantasies and you have no intent of actually acting on them. for all I know you've never gone out in girl mode or met guys. this is all hard to believe.
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>>42630201
>for all I know you've never gone out in girl mode or met guys. this is all hard to believe.
That's fair but really doesn't matter to me and I don't see how it would make a difference in my life. I know what I've experienced.
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>>42630190
God I need to cum in someone cute fr
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>>42630248
go to a major city (like NYC or something not something like Indianapolis which is retard midwest fagtier) and hop on grindr.
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>>42630236
so do you not have money for transition? or just hesitant to start?
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>>42630260
Hesitant. I have good healthcare and all that. But the social cost is a lot for me. I'm probably overthinking it but also I know it's just going to be such a pain in the ass. It's like having to reinstall a bunch of software on a new computer.
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>>42630328
what's the social cost? I feel like from everything you've discovered about yourself that it's the clear next step
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>>42630367
yes but I'm a contractor so I'm not protected by certain things at my job. It's a boys club type of office. I doubt they'd be outright hateful but it would just be an awful experience. My mom is like democrat but I don't know how well she could handle me doing this. My friends are probably okay but I worry about how performative they'll be around me. The job is the worst part though, especially now with the way hiring is going.
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>>42630378
All that is definitely really tough. but it seems your current state of repression is untenable. the feelings are getting stronger right?
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>>42629212
nta
>My main concern for so long was that if I transitioned for this reason that I'd one day wake up and just regret it all
Let's say that is the case. So what?
I waited extra 3yrs because of this thought (and the thought that its "too late anyway" - god that was stupid). Until I eventually leaned into something a close cism friend of mine always said: "What's the worse that can happen? Some embarrassment? Even that is a choice in you head, anon. Life's too short."
Now I'm 7yrs post op and it's still euphoric.
If I end up regretting in another several years (unlikely, but let's assume that), I will still have lived the best years how I wanted to and enjoyed it.
Some people have their extended youth fun by whoring out. Others by doing drugs. Others by gambling. Everyone has a vice. Some others waste their youth depressed or online contemplating some form of self-actualization that rarely or ever materializes. I am no different. I leaned into my fetish. Better to regret this and look good than the alternative (in my case, doesn't mean it may apply to you, though it might the way you sound).
>if it comes off as just a crazy fetish to other people
It still does even with a srussy lol. Not to my guy, of course, but to some others. So what?
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>>42629276
>>42629530
>The AGP thoughts I had before transition are still there, but now that I'm a woman they feel right
Basically this, but mef.
Also, in time, I've come to love it. No longer feels performative (srs helped a lot). But still sexually motivated.
>I can only imagine how good it feels to get fucked in your pussy
Emotionally it "scratches" the itch. I have the boy fucked out of me regularly.
Physically, it feels great but it does require to be a bit lucky and also take the more expensive options. If the nerve endings don't end up right, the physical experience is not that great. But if things go right, the physical experience exceeded expectations in my case. For instance, I certainly didn't expect to like masturbation more, not less.
For this reason alone if I end up regretting it later, the regret will be tempered by the fact that overall I did get what I wanted and then some. Life's too short, lol.
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>>42630468
If anyone wants the boy fucked out of them, lmk. That was hot
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>>42630378
it seems like your job is holding you back. would you be able to keep it? or find something else
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>>42634476
are you op?
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>>42634562
OP is asian, and pre-transition.
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>>42632726
I don’t think so and that’s what I’m worried about
>>42630426
Thank you, I guess I do believe even if for a fixed amount of time being a bimbomaxxed semi-passer would just feel so good. Not even just sex but the way I’d get treated (living in the right places).
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>>42636839
since your mom and friends would probably be ok with it...are the people at your job bigoted? would they not accept you?
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>>42636839
and I don't mean to dissuade you, I think you might be overthinking things...
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>>42637053
They’re very Christian. As a guy and the only non-Caucasian person they’ve been nice to me but I know for a fact several of them are incredibly Christian. I have religious beliefs but not anywhere near that level. I’m a decent earner they would do very well without me.
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>>42637857
are you in the US? getting fired for being transgender is illegal, it was in a Supreme Court case.
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>>42638103
I'm a contractor. I don't really think that applies. Also, if it does there's a chance I'd just get pressured to quit.
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>>42638201
well, maybe being in between jobs will allow you to transition fully without judgment /shrug
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>>42638201
but i do think you're thinking worst-case scenario, it may not be as bad as you expect it to be.
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>>42638201
and wouldn't you want to be in a more positive, inclusive, and accepting environment regardless?
ok ramble over
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>>42638252
That's my hope
>>42638270
probably. I think I definitely have this tendency.
>>42638278
Absolutely. I think where I am I can find that but I'm just so worried because I don't think my work experience translates to much else. I'm not a coder or anything minus very basic python stuff.
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>>42639991
glad you're hopeful for a full transition <3 also blonde domino is SUCH a baddie
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>>42640177
Thank you. I'd be happy if I could look like a more Asian version of her (she's half I think).
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>>42640332
I was actually a fan of hers way back when she performed drag as Jazmin Aviance. still just as beautiful.
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>>42640439
Such a babe. I totally forgot about that era for her. Honestly I’d be happy looking half as good.
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Before this thread dies I just want to say: never stop fighting for what you want. You may run into challenges but they can be overcome. You go girl :)
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Never give up.
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>>42641980
Who is this
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>>42643805
A german tranny from reddit.
She is insufferable as a human, but her physical journey is truly an inspiration.
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>>42647114
Why?
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>>42649199
Hoping OP comes back ;_;
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https://www.reddit.com/r/bimbofication

some inspiration for op
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found the rare asian bimbo

https://www.reddit.com/user/nancydollxo/
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>>42641980
He was edging throughout the whole thread and then he got PNC and realized it's just a fetish. Maybe he'll learn from this.
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>>42649248
I'm here
>>42649312
Love it
>>42649406
I feel like these girls only exist in Southern California. Everywhere else I've been in the US with an Asian population is Asians with FOB parents.
>>42649486
Me or the redditor?
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>>42649707
goals
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>>42650239
OMG yes. More please
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when you eventually have ones like these you will be getting a LOT of stares lol
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>>42650239
Honestly still like this one the most
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>>42650407
would take picrel though
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>>42618084
bring me a perma-stealther giga passoid fash-adjacent trans girl that looks like that and I'd unironically marry her.

s t. raight dude w a bpd trans gf who did some modeling
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>>42651832
You’d take someone like her over your current girl?
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>>42650710
I think one thing about bimbomaxxing that turns me on so much is that it's the cis version of an mtf transition.
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>>42654352
>>42654409
god I hate being a mongoloid
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>>42654460
asians are the sexiest trannies no cap
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>>42641980
he looks bad in every pic except the last one whic his a lighting and angle fraud and if you look at it for more than a second you can still see his massive browbone, gigantic nose and beard shadow.
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>>42657039
There are more recent pics. She didn't stop improving.
You're just a hater.
In Germany she absolutely passes as a regular woman atp.
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>>42654352
>>42654409
Goals. Honestly I’d be happy looking like the North Korean woman who was on Rogan that they made a meme out of.
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>>42618084
it seems to me that AGP does not exist outside of 4chan users and former 4chan users, you dont see this shit on tumblr because the trans women there just want to suck each other off whereas the trans women here want to get folded in half by cis men and used like a cheap fleshlight
i cant offer any insight as to why this is
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>>42659524
it turns me on thinking of you fully bimbo'd out walking into your office making all those hyper-Christian men horny
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>>42659585
there are definitely AGP outside 4chan. they just keep it to themselves.
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>>42659655
this is probably true, but after thinking about it i think it might be a demographic thing
right leaning (or formerly right leaning) trans women are significantly more likely to have AGP, 4chan has a lot more (formerly or otherwise) right leaning trans women, 4chan naturally has a lot more AGP presence than a website like tumblr which is dominated by t4t stuff
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>>42659585
Is this AGP? Does that mean it’s a fetish?
>>42659650
I think even just cross dressed I could seduce my friend given the right circumstances. He lives in a remote area and has been in a dry spell because there are only toothless people out there. I think he’d be really into making me cum. I just need to somehow figure out a way to have him “accidentally” catch me. I thought about having him stay with me where I live framed as a regular visit and putting myself in some scenario where he’d catch me but I don’t know exactly how. And I’m not sure I have the courage to do it yet.



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