I am .....a bad person. I have over the course of many years emotionally hurt people for unjust reasons, such as enjoyment, boredom, curiosity. Many people have been psychologically hurt because of me. I have said many times that I would be a better person but many times I have not been able to keep this promise to myself for long. Part of the reason for this is how dim witted I am, it leads to me very easily slipping into my old manipulative and cruel habits. Another part of the reason is that whenever im genuinely starting to get better someone comes into my life wanting to get closer to me, and whenever this happens it has always went wrong. The closer people get to me the more my old habits awaken, or rather the closer I get to people I suppose. The best advice I have been given here is to stay away from people because I am a danger to them and to that advice I will be doing my utmost best to hold myself to.
>>42621652i have faith in you and i know you are good deep down. i’m still here if you ever need something. even if ive moved on or whatever. sorry for hurting you
>>42621851>. i’m still here if you ever need something.Move on
>>42621914i did its just sad. she is very funny and sweet and ik capable of deep joy and intimacy with others. i don’t think she should isolate so much but should stop handling what should be private relationships on 4chan and other stuff idk anything. i dont think isolating is the answer. dont have cringe race opinions to get a rise out of others and dont be mean other than that shes a funny genius
stop thinking she is too smart for therapy lmao it’s all bits anyways idek actually
>>42621970You obviously haven't moved on. You need to understand how to greyrock a narcissist.
It’s funny how this type of npd/bpd type of tranny is so common. I know of at least 2 other transbians that sound and act very similar to office-chan
>>42622013I think she is just npd
>>42621981what’s greyrcok
>>42622037lmao babe you really need to not respond to this it’s likely to be some narcissist scheme to get you responding again. she needs therapy and help not you feeling bad for her. the most help you can give her is knowing you enable her by continuing to reach out.
>>42621652based isolationist japanese queen
>>42622037Its the only way to deal with a narcissist. Basically when you run into a npd, the only way you can "win" this event is by escaping/avoiding them all together. Everything they say is designed to lure you deeper into them like some kind of lovecraftian carnivorous plant. You being here means you haven't fully escaped yet. They are essentially like black holes that suck people in, often with charm.
>>42621652If you meant any of this you would be in therapy and not posting on the board. So this is obviously bait yet again.
>>42622013They have my condolences assuming they have it much worse than me. >>42622101Im not actually japanese....... i just like nippon culture so much...>>42622119Fair point. I cant afford therapy, and im not good at opening up. Plus most therapists are unhinged themselves.
Im in bed with a cold
>>42622168Office, I know where you live, you are employed, you have insurance, unless you have dept to pay off that I don't know about you can afford therapy.
>>42622168but I wanted to pretend to be japanese together with you officesama
>>42622200Today i ate spaghetti and tomato sauce. Does that answer your question. Ugh
My cat showed up to say hi
>>42622214Not really, no. I was able to afford therapy even when I barely had any money at all. You should stop making excuses and start therapy.
>>42622213If you are anything like me, which you probably are, then you will never truly experience even the slightest notion of togetherness, with anyone or thing. No matter with who or how many you surround yourself, you will always be alone. You and me will die alone, and any illusion you have right now about that not being the case you best cast aside.
Dont go to therapy that shit is fake, literally just make a couple real friends you talk to alot. Why would you want to pay someone to pretend to care about you and feed you drugs? Id listen to you complain about your childhood for free just cause its interesting and Id rec you to smoke weed for free too
>>42622251can you say that in japanese so I can feel the magic
>>42622251I remember one time when I was 19 i did a bunch of shrooms while watching dead man wonderland as it premiered and at that moment i was having some serious existential dread about how all the people i was in the room with had nothing in common with me and were all fake friends that id never talk to in a year or so
>>42622262Moshi anata ga watashi to sukoshi demo nite iru nara, osoraku sou deshou, anata wa dare to demo, arui wa nan to demo, honno wazuka no ittaikan sae mo hontou ni keiken suru koto wa nai deshou. Dare to issho ni iyou to, dore dake ooku no hitobito ni kakomarete iyou to, anata wa tsune ni hitori de iru no desu. Anata mo watashi mo kodoku ni shinimasu. Soshite ima anata ga motte iru sono gensou -- tsumari sou de wa nai to iu omoikomi wa, sugu ni suteta hou ga ii deshou.
>>42622292Google doesnt think thats real japanese..
>>42622292domo arigato mister roboto
>>42622251what about harlot?
>>42622308Thanks for helping me narrow down where you are?
>>42622355that wasnt me officesama im not an eskimo
>>42622189Is that the oblivion remaster?
>>42622375Mhm, some good clean old fashioned fun. My cat just got turned into a vampire >_<
>>42622438Clean your desk, office retard. I can't believe you look like the most average otaku boy imaginable.
>>42622438You're the biggest racist on the board and not even white? Classic
>>42622438Sorry but based of this pic you really give me the ick. Im sire ur personality is ok tho. You're not my type.Why is this thread even getting yous its just my confession its so weird. You all need to leave.
>>42622604No one asked butt head. I keep trying to pass on here as an ftm or a gay guy and I keep getting called out as an mtf transbian though.. >>>42622430 why do you think that is?
>>42622438You look like a nerdier jordan
>>42622691I mean, you pass as a manmoder! So that's something.
>>42622604officesama just say the word and I will slice this insolent monkey in two
>>42622755Okay that made me giggle. But do not call people monkey. Racism is bad...
>>42622767You look like a nerdier me, shut your brown ass up nigger
>>42622767she be learning see now will u admit hitler was actually bad and rape isn’t good and you are sorry gooning to what harlots uncle did to her
>>42622794But ... im not brown... and the n word is illegal...
>>42622818Your soul is brown spaghetti eater. Now why dont you go sup on some leftovers
