i eat because i am a fat fuck stupid piece of shit

Fat hairy gay mans ass that's the ultimate repper meal

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Damn. The last edition was starting to get good with all the occult stuff. Someone should point out that repgen is dying more often. Maybe that kickstarts it into interesting directions...
>>42715091
Q1: I eat to survive, then I overeat for pleasure when I'm seeking something to make me happy, then I feel disgusted that I ate anything. It's a cycle.
Q2: I've never really tried them, but just from lack of trying, not necessarily lack of interest. If I'm understanding it right, I'd probably like some Chipotle rendition.

>>42715091
>depends on how much i hate life at the moment
>i dont eat them but theyre fine. its not actually slop if the individual ingredients keep their structural integrity and arent mashed into a puree
>>42715085
A lil bit maybe, because im relapsing. Who tf are you btw

>>42715128
but doctor, i am the fat hairy gay man

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Praise Satan

>>42715091
>q
both
cooking is one of the best repper hobbies for a number of reasons
>q2
I've never had one from a restaurant but I pretty frequently just mix stuff that tastes good into a bowl together, does that count? Like tonight I had onions sauced ground beef mixed with rice peppers and beech mushrooms. It's very easy for 2 days of meals that taste pretty good.

>>42715181
They never look that good when you get them.
I know that in itself is a meme, but, fuck man. Nothing is ever as good as it is.

>>42715194
there actually were onions in it too but I meant to say s(0)y-sauced lol, whoops

>satan invented the borgar goyfeed
>borgar is american
>america is slaughtering innocents en masse
it all makes sense now

>>42715166
>Who tf are you btw
Im your cute cutie pie pie little grand grand grand grandma
Rolling from the cemetery

tonn ass
forget

>>42715209
>it all makes sense now
And your ass beard because ur goatd

>>42715195
Symbolise ass actually

>>42715170
Well. Doctor needs more cigarettes than.

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>>42715257
Are you telling me that's not a burger but a symbol?

>>42715401
Yeah. Re/read the thread. Actually everything can be a symbol.
>It's enough to make anyone crazy

Alright, guys. There's dirt under my nails. I need to sleep. Sheep. Cross. Triangle.
Circle.
Good night or whatever.

>>42715091
Not a repper but the OP pic is pissing me off
>top bowl has no meat, no protein, hell it doesn't even have tomatoes, olive oil or vinegar, literally just flavorless soi slop
>bottom bowl has meat and eggs, is an actually flavorful and rich meal

i caught my hairline starting to go
it's now or never
goodbye

>>42715128
I actually find hairy gay man ass really hot, too bad I'm too miserable being a hairy man myself to ever actually get to enjoy it

>>42715752
>>42715761
One of the great tragedies of life is to have hair everywhere but where you actually want it...

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>>42715091
q1 eat to live not the other way around. look up tru low fat eating like John McDougall, lrewar okinawans etc
q2 shite
>>42715076
reality is (You) is me. mothers essence resides within all of us. seen it felt it its real.
>>42715012
skitzo uncle born in 67 thinks church owes him mone cause at 2000 he was 33. total nutcase. there is some spooky stuff going on that can be explained as coincidence... also him having that weird bondage fetish with some books with women in bdsm gear and watching that in phone... loose thought it might (very likely not) be repper cope by dissociating and bonding trannu stuff. some weirdo creepo repper tried that but with killing when i tried attempting that years ago i simply couldnt bent over teary eyes gasping for air. hardreps are nutters i swear...

>>42715912
>reality is (You) is me
I made the post you're responding to, but it didn't (You) me since it's from the previous thread, so it tripped me out that you (You)ed me in it anyway. Perhaps that proves your essential point.
How are you doing today? Do you work?

>>42715951
at work. feeling better. was crazy week or so. yesterday i felt weird urge to dose lavender oil (estrogenic, grew bit of boobs few years ago then coworkers started looking funny so i quit) and feeling bit bubbly today heh. without a fail it always make me horny not strongly so but it can be felt definately. not sure if real bit overheard that if i dont order any more caths next month dad will help with going to usa but might have been delusion but i need break anyway it got too looney bin tier crazy if not true. even with how slfrightened ibwqs at times i feelnhope i havent in years. one loose thought since people around almostcall think i am probably some sort of faggot it would possibly be feasible to ise lavender anamoding with stims and get laser i cannot fathom how family could ask me about looking bit different too awkard too ask.

>>42715951
oh and morphine was really missing i kept ot with nep which remained. maybe they really read it... hope lives on. currently high radio plays i halfdance and do lhusio stuff bubbly and ok

>>42716048
Glad you got through the last week or so. Everyone in this thread has probably been thought of as some kind of faggot, I know I have, so you're at least in good company there.
Family is tricky to navigate. I'm trying to outlive or outlast enough of mine that I don't care any more and do some minor trooning, laser or the like as well.
>>42716066
OK can be a nice feeling. Hold onto it as long as it doesn't make you crazy.
I'm just up too late working on nutty art projects, so I'll probably head to bed soon. Very different time zone than you, if I remember. Don't forget to hydrate.

>>42716182
>I'm just up too late working on nutty art projects,
o interesting, tell us more, what kind of art. weird art is good art more often than nonweird art is...

>>42716250
It's a literary essay about how language is currently evolving, but I intend to turn it into a short documentary. And I hope it'll be weird. I agree that weird art is usually better than nonweird art, or at least it's more interesting to look at.
I've been working on it off and on for a few months in my spare time. My process is stare at the screen doing research, usually either late at night or early in the morning, until my brain turns to mush. Collapse for a while. Occasionally get some writing done. Try again tomorrow.

>>42715912
Learn English.

>be insatiably horny
>realize it's been 2 weeks since my last period
>must be ovulation
>gross
>apparently it's supposed to make me want to get pregnant
>get phantom dick sensations instead
>either that or my ass feels empty
kms

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>>42716970

>>42715091
eww been sick all day from some slop mother cooked

>>42716970
Heyyyy

I wish I could feel horny. Those feelings are just replaced with mental pain.

>>42717122
what exactly is this post aiming to accomplish

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>dead libido
>someone in a game jokes about femdon mommy shit
>horny and wish I was a woman
kms

Cureanon! Come back to us!

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This gender shit is genuinely just a cult. You can tell because if you question the cults beliefs even slightly the followers get furious at you.

>>42719522
A true unicorn would be kind to the horse

I have successfully dissociated for the last two years to the point that I'm no longer dysphoric and the idea of trooning physically repulses me. It just hit me for the first time in a couple months that I'm actually still afflicted by the mental illness that is agp. Mind you I'm still a neurotic, suicidal faggot but at least I have no desire to don an ill-fitting dress.

>q
I love cooking and making things to impress/make others happy but when I cook for myself it's usually disgusting slopbowls of pasta, tuna and mayo.

I can't take the fucking brainworms anymore, but at the same time the whole fucking culture is fucked. Just one giant brainworm.

>>42720377
stay strong rep til death

>>42720372
I think it's laughable how cis people or the LGB could ever pretend to be sooooooooooo offended by the existence of the T considering all of the deranged and arbitrary gender norms and rules set around gender expression. It's genuinely fucking absurd to me how they could be that blind.

>>42715091
take your HRT, retards

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>>42720850
>take your HRT, retards
But this threads is not for hrt takers. Isn't it?

>>42721279
half of repgen is on hrt nowadays

>>42717246
I have just what you need bbg

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>>42721401
>half of repgen is on hrt nowadays
I know. My friend. I know.
I wish I wasn't non hrt not westerner.
Feel's like 2-3 posters here who's actually like me. AGP shizo me and other anon.
Feeling alone is not cool.

>>42719522
Honey we're all going to the same camps either way lol

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>Sitting in a lobby today
>Someone comes out and mistakes me for a woman she's looking for from behind (I have long hair with a lot of volume)
>I turn around and she starts apologizing profusely and assuring me that I don't look like a woman at all
>Have to play along and joke with her like I'm relieved I apparently don't and that this isn't killing me inside

>>42720850
where were you 5-10 years ago when this could've helped me
my life is over now

>>42722253
still repressing
I'm sorry, but it only gets worse - please just take your HRT now, retard

>>42722273
i want my life back

>>42722307
you can't get back what you've already missed out on, and the longer you put it off the more damage you have to work against

>>42722074
THIS

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Just coomed to abhorrent shit again. Overwhelming existential dread over my emotional reality and physical reality not matching. Then I remembered being a man is based, actually, and felt powerful.

https://www.avitale.com/essays-details/?name=the-gender-variant-phenomenon--a-developmental-review-5

>>42722349
Its just hilarious how much my instincts are incompatible with real life. I wish to be submissive to another man, but hate how men's bodies look. I feel bored by women's passive energy, yet am only attracted to them. Just why

Why not just be a rly fem gay man with long hair without the estrogen bit?

>>42720372
>>42722253
Reminds me of this
https://youtu.be/TLP4fge346o
I rewatched that movie a couple of years ago. I hadn't seen it as an adult. That scene in particular hurt so much...I would say more, but I can't imagine it hurt at all at the time.
>>42722242
Nice digits Illyanon. Sorry about that experience. At least you got that initial exchange.

>>42722435
>Nice digits Illyanon. Sorry about that experience. At least you got that initial exchange.
Stuff like this keeps happening. I think the universe is either telling me something or trying to twist the knife.

>>42722242
Why don't u take ur meds

>>42722425
why without the estrogen bit?

>>42722613
I've got a valid reason not to be on HRT right now, I swear. As for why I didn't get on it when I was younger and really should have: a combination of retardation, everyone in my social circle being anti-trans and convincing me to be so too, and just the fact that purposefully distancing myself from the LGBT community in general prevented me from knowing about DIY at all (I though I'd have to get it from a psychiatrist, I convinced myself I would die of shame from talking about it with one and finding one that would give it to me would be impossible anyway.)

>>42722313
it hurts. it hurts everywhere

>>42720850
HRT won't make everyone an anthro woman.

>>42723021
get help for your other issues and learn to separate them

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>>42723026
No.

>>42722851
because gincel won't want to molest you if you have female pheromones

>>42723129
yikes, starting estrogen today

>>42723129
Sounds like win

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Honestly sometimes it feels like a kind of superpower to have naturally low-ish T levels. i know it makes me a failure of a man, but at least I'm not one of these guys whose life is ruled by horniness, like they really can't go a single day without gooning. Pathetic, honestly.

>>42723211
They're also retarded and have low-impulse control. High T doesnt turn you into a gooner or rapist necessarily

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im reading troon theory slop and the poster writes
> I am sick of seeing these "how am I doing posts?" They are manipulative because people can only say one thing or they get banned from the site. People with working mirrors know how they are doing. People for whom "HRT is working" get feedback constantly from everyone else.
>How do I know? Men and women open doors for me now and many defer to me. I often get better treatment at work than XY's and even most XX's. Men whistle at me during my performances as a stand up comedian where I always dress as best I can as Audrey Hepburn. Can most XY's pass as an Audrey Hepburn type? Doubtful.
And of course I had to look at what they look like. trannybros.... i feel sick...

>>42723226
>>42723211
>I'm not one of these guys whose life is ruled by horniness
You two need to get closer to each other

Repping just to
>Le save the white race
>Getting cucked alimony etc
>Trust mine will ignore

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Literally me becoming tiny bit bisexual when on hrt, and then seeing the good in men and then seeing the bad in women and not idealizing them as just better in all ways than men, allowed me to detransition. Now I'm not really bisexual as much, many a teeny bit, but I just see how good guys can look and I want to look like them. And its feels good to be one of the dudes and really try and lift up their self confidence and shit

>>42723475
>Le save the white race
I fell for this one too. What a noble sacrifice we made huh, to not be part of the problem? Meant absolutely nothing and denied us who we are and our own happiness, but maybe we'll get a little participation sticker at the end of it all.

>>42723516
I'm already mostly into men despite never being on hrt, that doesn't make having the body of one feel any less disgusting.
It's not just sexual attraction either, in my dream female body I would still choose to mostly be friends with men I think.

>>42723516
>>42723655
It's something that exists either way. I'm very into men no matter what. It's just that in both cases it seems like it's something I'm forbidden from really embracing. Constantly ruminating about this shit is incredibly painful and ruining my life and my ability to even sleep.

Can hardly feel horny anymore about anything, like there's this mental shock collar on me.

repping is cool because i knowingly ruined and wasted everything for no reason like a fucking retard and i should kill myself for it

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miss ya champ

gonna be honest. Ive never seen a post puberty trans person posted online and then I dug into any posts they have and was able to confidently say yeah they really do pass. Except one. those aren't good odds. Ive probably seen thousands

The IT crowd s2e5

>>42723642
>but maybe we'll get a little participation sticker at the end of it all.

Idk about that 2-3 years ago I dream about starting online sex working idk maybe or something/transitioning/get the hell out of shit hole where I live now.
I'm still virgin gay incel or something. Gay oral sex doesn't count.
I don't see any participating stickers for me. Only facing the wall or "conversion therapy hospital" jail where all my fucking school/college bullies legally torturing me to my very end. Something like that.

Birth rates falling like drowning Titanic.
Maybe dark jewish magic works who knows lol.
Chuds working their asses making segregation thing or something. But they kinda can't see no hope and that it's didn't work. So the last violent act will be taking le troons with them.

today I spent about 4-5 hours straight on the verge of tears and now I feel worn out and empty

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How much memory loss is normal?

Most white normies marry other white normies. Im not too worried about saving the white race. Those who racemix will be whitewashed 1 or two generations down. Its really not that big of a deal

>>42724793
▲
▲ ▲

When you forget all your negative experience idk

>>42724823
>Those who racemix will be whitewashed 1 or two generations down.
What do you mean?
I didn't get it
Also what about that thing that race mixers probably more coded to be gay or tranny?

Hello everyone this is random but would you all like to see a poem I wrote based on this thread? I grabbed a random screenshot of some posts and collaged them into a poem

>>42724893
go for it

>>42724893
go for it

>>42724898
Ok, it's called “repression general”. It's a little morbid, but such is the nature of this website.

/repgen/ repression general Anonymous 02/18/26(Wed)23:38:35 No.42715091
It hurts everywhere.
I should kill myself for

constantly ruminating.
I’m forbidden from

talking about it.
I convinced myself I would

learn to separate
my life and my

other issues.

Anonymous 02/19/26(Thu)16:03:27 No.42721486
It hurts everywhere.
Can hardly feel

anymore about anything.
It seems like it’s something

I’m forbidden from.
I knowingly ruined

my life and my
LGBT community

like a fucking retard.

Anonymous 02/19/26(Thu)18:45:56 No.42723193
It hurts everywhere.
Purposefully distancing myself from

talking about it.
Constantly ruminating


like a fucking retard.
Can hardly feel

no matter what –
it seems like it’s something

I should kill myself for.

It seems like it’s something
I should kill myself for.

>>42724915
i like it

You post on red bord definitely

>>42724915
It's great anon

>>42724933
Hooray ty :)
>>42724935
I'm not sure what that is. I don't spend that much time on here, I'm usually over in femrepgen during the summer when I have nothing better to do.

dude i love how hrt gave me a tiny dick and massive thighs and supple tits it's fucking amazing

>femrepgen
sweet

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is instant ramen a "slop bowl"?

>>42724884
Minority races are even less accepting if mixing than white people are. Mixed race people are more likely to go for white girls, a couple generations down no one will tell the difference

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I could have been such a cool tranny

I did my eyebrows and it looks like shit but I don't want to kill myself anymore for now

went on a dating app and the first person i saw was an 18 year old hrt since 12 passoid doing evangelion cosplay at a con. its so over. people like that get to exist whereas i let my body destroy itself. or i guess i never had any chance with my shitty genes

I need to accept living completely alone because I don't fit in boxes

>>42725533
did you try fucking the shit out of her

>>42722273
losing my job, my friends, and my house will not make anything better

>>42725561
>my friends
What's the point of friends if they don't fuck you and can't share your interests. And you need to put your mask every time around them.

>>42725590
>they don't fuck you
i wouldn't want my friends to see me as a sex object
>you need to put your mask every time around them
they all know i'm a repper, but interacting with a man is less subconsciously repulsive than interacting with a hon

I swear to y'all nobody, literally nobody looks at me like I'm a real person
Freak,weirdo,inadequate,sex toy, peace of meat,clown,cheap slave.
Even my parents
No one except one boy from gay club and I have zero chance to him meet again

>>42725602
>they all know i'm a repper
Do they see the difference between repper and tranny pedo demon rapist's whatever freak?
Cuz my ex friends blind to shit like this

I have a serious problem with people who present feminine yet have had top surgery

repeatedly asking online "is xyz years old too old to transition" every year until I die and not doing anything even when the answer is no

>>42725602
>interacting with a "man" is less subconsciously repulsive than interacting with a hon

Yeah whatever that makes you happy sweetheart ;)

>>42725648
Indeed they do, but the trans friends among us don't look like hons.
>>42725702
I'm just a regular man-shaped man man on the outside, and we're all autitstic anyway.

>>42725732
>I'm just a regular man-shaped man man
I'm 5.8 it's a tranny height

>>42725748
I'm 6'3".

>>42725764
Lol we leave in a two different universes
You repping because you don't pass and I rep because of lgbtq phobia.

>>42725781
Your rep rationale is generally relatable in queer spaces, and you should be able to find some comradery online. I wish you all the best in that regard. I wish I could too, but I only get to vent here - most trans spaces either want to turn me into a hon or want me to fuck off and not ruin their image by becoming a hon. It painful.

>>42725732
>but the trans friends among us don't look like hons.
>>42725764
>I'm 6'3".

And actually I think they have fantasies with you. They just too shy to tell about.

>>42725801
AGP fanfiction writers ngmi

>>42725533
when I see people like that living their beautiful lives it genuinely makes me feel extremely happy for them and hopeful that the world is finally becoming a better place, but it also simultaneously decreases my own will to continue living by quite a bit

Did anyone have euphoria boners for a while when/if starting to wear women's underwear or clothing? If so how long until that shit stops it's pissing me off.

euphoria boners while imagining

I have not had any kind of euphoric feeling ever

>>42725841
doesnt for me since im aware that it takes extreme luck.

>>42725554
no shes 10 years younger than me and i feel ugly and old

>>42725533
>18 year old hrt since 12
god what I wouldn't fucking give to just be hrt since 18

>>42725892
lol when i was 18 in 2016 i was doomscrolling this board and taking pictures of myself and telling myself its over. i wish i just trooned. told myself it was too late since 14.

>>42725859
No. In fact, I just felt more gross than anything.

Yeah

>>42725748
>it's a tranny height
why is 5'8 specifically a tranny height? is there a meme i'm not aware of?

>>42725859
I've never worn women's underwear. I know that I crossdressed when I was very young and I remember it being fun to twirl around and stuff, but I don't remember ever getting aroused by it. I don't remember much though to be fair, it's very hazy and I pretty abruptly stopped doing it for reasons I can't recall. I'm assuming I got yelled at or just lost interest.
The AGP/AGAMP aspect didn't set in until later in life for me, probably around 13 or so. I was asexual before that, they were the first sexual fantasies I ever had. It's always been focused on my body though, so that never motivated me to try crossdressing again. I did want to grow my hair out, but my parents never let me and I've always been to much of a coward to push back against them in any way.
There would be no point nowadays, women's clothing would only highlight how much of a woman I am not. It would be like >>42725921

i don't consider myself agp, mostly because the typical agp fantasies i encounter across media are degrading and disgusting, so in practice i refuse to identify myself with that crowd. the term is unhelpful in that sense
>>42725985
anything that starts with 5 counts

okay i'll transition. but the wasted years still feel like a knife in my chest and i won't be able to get over it
sorry for posting im having a really bad time of it today

ive kind of accepted that im just a mentally ill tranny at this point but i cant really worry about it because i need to get a job and stop being a neet

please dont rep :(. i hate myself so badly for repping for about a decade, it was the most horrible mistake of my life. even if you're not mentally ready to stop repping, you can at least start taking HRT and letting your body feminize a bit, and none of it will be visible anyways in male clothing so you wont run into any social issues from it. Just do it and don't think about it too much, taking pills is easy, nobody has to know, its a heads you win tails you dont lose scenario. please, do it for me nona...

>>42726075
okay but if i fail you pay for my top surgery. deal?

>>42726045
yeah all coming to terms with the fact that i'm likely (?) not cis has done for me has made me feel bitter resentment towards anyone who is better off than i am and not want to talk to girlies in the fag capital of seattle anymore because i'm stuck here in atlantic canuckistan rotting away with an abusive parent who is actively trying to make me homeless while they're bragging about how many puppygirls they fucked this week or whatever

>>42726081
yeah i feel like trans culture is just this thing ill always be outside of because ill never be around trans people long enough to be a part of it and in any case im too jaded and let life pass me by. i just have to castrate myself and go work in a warehouse thats my lot in life.

>>42726014
>>42725921
i guess i'm just a disgusting agp fuck then. it ruins the good feelings i get from dressing and its too bad.

but i can't cure it so i guess thats what i get

>>42726080
>okay but if i fail you pay for my top surgery. deal?
deal, since technically you can't fail, if you dont pass then you dont have to present as your gender. you only fail by having 0 self awareness and unknowably hon/poon moding, which most reppers are not capable of due to high levels of self awareness (hence one of the reasons they rep in the first place)

>>42725892
I started a few weeks before I turned 18, I never really started passing...
If being a twinkhon would make you happy (it wouldn't, you'll never be happy until you're a woman) then it's fine.

>>42726121
it would be a step up from whatever I could be now

>>42726075
>>42726080
>>42726118
and its extremely unlikely you will have massive boob growth, and if it starts causing you distress then just stop taking HRT

i honestly started off just wanting to be a femboy and the grim reality of masculinization and how unachievable femininity is for most males has slowly pushed me into this tranny space and i dont know how i got here.

>>42726026
My AGP fantasies started off ridiculously pure, they weren't even really sexual.
Over the years and years of repping those fantasies eventually fermented into me fingering my asshole while imagining myself as an anime girl getting inseminated by parasitic tentacle monsters
I feel guilty and sad about it honestly. Growing up as a man corrupted my soul.

>>42726145
Almost complete opposite of this. I used to get off on transformation stuff.
Now I get off on wholesome anything where I just imagine myself already the woman. I don't even have to be attractive. In fact, it's better if I'm not. My AGP fantasies are about being an average looking housewife or middle aged girlfriend.

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Would you be a repchad's belated valentine?

>>42726111
i honestly think the agp situation is more workable than the non-agp situation, because there's a pretty well defined community and a potent outlet for it. i don't think there is anything to be ashamed of from being autogynephilic - it is normal for humans to have fetishes and paraphilia, and if anything, for most fetishes agp included, the negative knock-on effects of them come from shame and not being able to cope with the fetish. yes, women will be disgusted, they're disgusted by almost every male fetish because the very idea of a fetish can be repulsive when you're its object, deal with it.

i think you should love yourself more. it's okay to be this way. maybe a little weird, but you're posting on 4chan on 2026, you're already fucking weird

>>42726166
no but i'll gladly take the kigu mask if you're offering

>>42726190
I wish I had one but I'm too poor and retarded

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eeh slept like shite today. woke up in the middle of sleeptine and couldnt fall asleep for like hour or so having anxiety about le top and bottom stuff blah blah blankets n pillows. sheesh never been like that after waking up to pee
>>42726014
>I did want to grow my hair out, but my parents never let me and I've always been to much of a coward to push back against them in any way.
fookin asshats
>I pretty abruptly stopped doing it for reasons I can't recall. I'm assuming I got yelled at
almost certainly correct assumption, especially if family is religious and there was dormant period until puberty hit and body grew in a wrong ways be it ribcage or hair
>>42726026
>typical agp fantasies i encounter across media are degrading and disgusting,
tru. fictionmania is soo shite but there are handful of wholesome empowering stories. one is called something like of cats and moonlight other is empyrian but its bit too um sex stuff having (((SPOILER) mtf tf triggered by orgasm if man is in all women country) END SPOILER)))
>>42726161
always found non gender tf stuff fascinating in nonsexual way

Never got euphoria boners and am on hrt but i get super horny from mef shit like getting called a failed man.