/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.The gen, like the rest of this abandoned site, is usually trash, full of spam and trolling. Our server has actual discussion, yuri & yearning. Maybe there will come a time when that also returns to this gen…QOTT:>Do you like to journal?>Why do you struggle telling others your feelings and thoughts?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold thread: >>42765388
rub my belly
>>42776678*rubs it* >_<
>>42776674Language barrier. Forever ESLcel
>>42776710why are your hands so slimey??? what is this green??? stuff??? booger build up ughhhhh noooo !!!!! booger build up from your nose mine why do you leave it all over your hand now on my pibble belly ughhhh im sick… office cooties from her boogers i marinate in a pig on pineapple. i am pibble rub my belly. oh nyooooo don’t be cross this sick i want
>>42776674no my parents told me i should when i was younger but I knew not to trust them because when i told them that my sisters friends molested me they told me i was lying so I knew i couldnt trust them and they would just use it against me^^^^^see above
>>42776674>qott>journalingummmmm yeh. i write a lot in personal discords i make for myself and do little channels for songs and other things i work on or like different types of journaling like sometimes i write gibberish bc i like stream of consciousness or dialogues that typically play in my head all the time stuff idk. sometimes write a phrase i like a lot. ummmm i delete these discords a lot as self harm or when im trying to delete my discord account lol. i also use my notes app mostly for poems but when im angry or overwhelmed i edit them or write them. i like colleges of phrases i find cathartic. i also write physically but i dont really collect it. usually on back of mail of n stuff and things and a few different journals that i draw in too idk. >why cant i open up i hate being a burden it’s easier on 4chan.. i honestly need to stop befriending people from here it’s my space to be crazy and i don’t like blurring it by being so known but it is also so sad and cathartic i yearn to be known like this like tar color lungs for a cigarette
sunday morning in the aisle with my brother watching the men in black tell the youth how yr sposed to behave and that you don’t know what yr saying that you’ve been abused
>>42776819i have a discord channel where i write green green gregory over n over like the tha shining
someone get harlot back on a leash
>>42776969This picture is so harlot coded.. god she's so cute.. but im aware i dont deserve her because im an abusive posIm aware i dont deserve her because im an abusive posIm aware i dont deserve her because im an abusive posAnd also because my dick is too small and honestly even i cant take the humiliation of her traveling all the way to europe only for me to not be able to satisfy her.. she deserves a strong tall and man to take care of her and marry her so she can live happily ever after. She shouldn't be wasting time on gay losers like. Gay people never end up haply becauze its unnatural to be gay. Unfortunate truth but it is true...>>42776735Im so..... i forgot to wash my hands...
>>42777181>And also because my dick is too small and honestly even i cant take the humiliation of her traveling all the way to europe only for me to not be able to satisfy her.holykekold I think she would be the more humiliated one
>>42777202It really speaks to just how much of a loser i am that i have to be more concerned with humiliating others through pure second hand embarrassment than myself
>>42776979Actually someone get harlot in a diaper and give her a paci
real rapehon roleplay hours
Had nightmares and then woke up to this, I want to die
I understand a bit how pooners feel.... having a small penis is truly hell..... no wonder stacker wanted to add me... she thinks im fucking kin...... God ... if i had a big dick i would be unreal successful yo...Like can you imagine? My confidence PLUS a a huge meaty cock??? Id be so overpowered....I think god does it purpose. Like alexander the great, napaloen are both short as fuck and their dicks probably are too.. i mean, i bet achilles had a small wiener too.. you cant have EVERYTHING right. That wouldn't be fair
>>42777543please kill yourself and stop ruining this general
>>42777572Luzian horrors
I think one of the worst feelings is realizing there is really no one who cares about you.
>>42777543Just think if only you completed your transition none of that would matter.
>>42777626readd me you are the one being dramatic now me posting on 4chan is not me doing those things to you
>>42777398bruh not cool
>>42777661Shut up i completed it eons ago u dumb babyshit stfu kek...>>42777693O-omg..she is here >_<....fnfjtjfjjddh-hi ..h-hi.. ..h-hi..I listened to mighty mouse yistersay it was goods.ndfnff ugghhh im blushing sorry ill leave u alone u can have lesgen my queen...
This general is useless at this point I don't know why people keep making threads anyway
>>42777753luzian horrors
>>42777727It's not complete until you snip that useless micropenis
>>42777757Leave her girl noodle alone I still want to suck it
>>42777769Does she want her girl noodle sucked?
>>42777769stop it harlot
>>42777626please readd i was just shit posting and i’m not doing those things in your post i love knowing you please readd me
>>42777769that wasn’t me holy shit you brazen brap anons
>>42777814dont deny it harlot we all know thats why your coming back
>>42777814nta but I know it wasn't you because you would never make a post so ordinary. You'd write a free-verse poem about slurping her noodle and end it with a suicide note or something
not harlot ughhhh
>>42777835this is easily faked
>>42777833this anon gets it but also i am free of turd retard and no longer would not write that
>>42777853okay well still not me and if i did say that j would own up to it
idk is this better proof ffs
>>42777872why the flower bush?
>>42777894represents her love for office
>>42777894i like them a lot and the yellow i had one in my backyard when really little we had plastic food i would play with and i remember my sister pretending to eat them in front of it and i couldn’t figure out how she was tricking me and i started crying there was a carrot with velcro on the back
I feel numb
>>42777984add me back dummy i don’t like office and im in a relationship either way and was obsessed with an awful human when you added me do not place your ability to be happy on me. i’m an awful mess please. i’m also a retard and ugly irl
>>42777984>>42778063Jesus christ harlot did it again. Poor frieren
>>42778127Somehow it will be officer's fault again
>>42778127rip frieren
i posted on 4chan
cucks to cuck frieren!
>>42778224i’m not cucking her readd me stop being a baby i’m polly and i like being cucked actually stupid af keep me in a cage
>>42778127Its no one's fault. The shit frieren is pulling is just as manipulative as something i would pull. Oh weh wehh you cant talk to this and this person, like, stfu? Not even i set retarded conditions like that on people. Harlot is her own person and can do whatever the fuck she wants, she doesnt owe anyone anything. And no she hasnt added me I'm just sick of people dog piling her for making decisions well within her rights
>>42778248not a cock cage ewwwww yuck also i’m not really a cuck but i like the idea of being owned and who is my partner being able to do what they want idc
>>42777626frieren why do you have that image saved
>>42778254If frieren really told harlot not to talk to you she was doing her a favor
>>42778254i semi agree people love to manipulate and hurt me it’s my cosmic purpose but also i think frieren cares deeply but it does make me hate myself a lot that i can’t save her and make everything right you are such an asshole office not frieren she is an angel still
>>42778178Poor office Harlot has her wrapped around the finger
>>42778318can you post frierens discord now?
>>42778350frieren readd me pls
>>42778318Yea yea well every time you enter one of my threads being your bubbly cute self it hurts me deeply.... if u had mercy in u you would at least let me be in my threads.....Let me get over you....
>>42778387Oh look it's the abuser pretending to be the victim again. Everyone saw what you did to harlot, you can stop pretending.
>>42778387stop your posts being engaging for me and idc i hope you never get over me but ik you already are and this is some weird bit to farm engagement
>>42778419Yea i was a pos but i still have human rights.... i deserve mercy.... >>42778423But im obviously not over you. If i wanted engagement all id need to do is say "Hey luzzzzz pspsps guess what, i know something about dadcrusher that you dont".Bam engagement. Its really easy around these parts to get engagement. I think you know you are hurting me.You are over me i get it. But can you stop being cruel to me please?If you want i can just leave the board i dunno anymore
>>42778453You're full of shit lmao
>>42778453yea please leave the board
>>42778453there has never been a real interaction between us
>>42778453We can leave the board together! Where shall we go officesama?
>>42778535You were calling her a pedo in the last thread
>>42776674>>Do you like to journal?i began keeping a journal a little over a year ago, and i am now on my third one. i try to write every day. most of what i record are world news events, interspersed with mundane bullshit only i care about. i write with the idea that my grandkids will read them one day so i try to be polite as i can about the people i write about. >>Why do you struggle telling others your feelings and thoughts?i am scared of falling in love and have a habit of running away from real connections. at least i used to, i've been doing much better recently.
officesama poster is the worst poster on there i said it and i think it also is what people say when they want to annoy office and don’t want office to know its a samefag also is probably also office same fagging sometimes also if you aren’t just a combination of people doing awful same fags you are a idk do anything else pls im not going to be more mean
>>42778553I will call her pedo wherever she wants
>>42778570Why would she want you to say that
>>42778565office has been samefagging for years its a known fact
>>42778565no please I want you to finish
>>42778585I mean wherever she wants I will call her what I want
>>42778593lost the thought you aren’t worth it there some meanness for you
>>42778601But why a pedo?
>>42778601Weren't you also the person who said you astral raped her and that she was your favorite victim or something?
>>42778605It's just what someone else said
>>42778619no I'm not that astrally tuned
>>42778624>someone said something so im gonna go back in time and make a false flag thread so it looks like office is a pedoOk
>>42776819comment on my journaling practice pls….. this is intimate harlot info for the harlotstorians also want to go on record there ppl who write and those who just romanticize writing aka those who read. my life is a mess my life is a mess i hate myself. do you all write also answer qotts pay your dues be nice and talk about lesbin stuff and have fun!
>>42778644I can't time travel either. You are all so powerful kamisama
Office attracts people who love to hate her, emphasis on the love part
>open dramagen>office posting about his limp dick and acting like a victim>harlot falling for bait and yearning for office >anons (probably office samefagging) pouring gasoline in the fireIt's my fault for expecting dramagen to be drama free.
>>42778668>yearning for officeDelusional if you think that
once again, its insane how office hasnt gotten banned for spam yet. they keep dodging accusations of janny favoritism, of being a janny themselves, or being acorn on a new name
>>42778675Then why is she here again and posting in office threads?
Has anyone else played cairn? Im really enjoying it.. i was being performative male(f) at work and doing one handed pull ups in front of co workers on door frames.. my fingees got all cut up and now i feel like the mc of cairn Honestly its the first game i havent been able to put down in a long time
>>42778667Im leaving the board for a good while... im sick of having my feelings played with... harlots, astral rapists, luzanians, im sick of it all. You can all go get fucked. Take a walk!Eat a hotdog!!BYE!
>>42778688She is acorn under a new name. That is the most kinoest explanation.
>>42778705Ummm this is dramagen honey why are you making off-topic posts
>>42774860This was my last post btw.. since ppl were saying posts were jordan coded, not that it matters, but Im trying to waste time here :p
>>42778731yeah call her out! new drama new drama!!!
>>42778724dont forget to kill yourself please!
>>42778668oi oi oi oh my luzian horror beyond my comprehension. this get thing wrong! i think i may even suspect on purpose also not dramagen AND is just lesbians doing general things in the lesbian general. imagine the luzian horrors.i think luzian horror is defined as being caught up by things being normal and as they should be but having an insane response to that like the opposite of love craftian and not an emphasize on the surreal like lynchian just being terrified of completely innocuous things
>>42778744I can't believe these off-topic posters posting about things that aren't drama related. They're ruining dramagen. Imo they should get perma banned for that.
>>42778724Will you add me on disco and play games with me? I bet you have a really cute voice.. all generic nerdy white twink style but german >.<
>>42778772Harlot stop being schizo and leave the board together with your lover
>>42778772officeseme come back new kino genre just dropped
>>42778794>officesemenEww
>>42778724do you actually like killing stalking? and do you actually think about me in regards to it?
im thinkning bout a big ol sandwhich in regards to eatin it scooby ol pal
>>42778675>yearning for office>Delusional if you think thatYou need to apologize to me:>>42778835
>>42778790but frieren you just posted this so ig i have to stay here
>>42778854I don't think even frieren wants you here
>>42778853it’s weird okay? killing stalking seems genuinely deranged and it’s deranged to have someone larp as the one they clearly view me as and pretend i’m raping them lmao this i not me yearning
>>42778872luzian horror
>>42778870 oh okay luz you smell like farts post the trailer park boys gif again it hasn’t been funny the past thirty times you’ve done it but this time i have a feeling it will
>>42778896This was frieren actually. Thanks for confirming you hate me.
>>42778887hey hey hey i coined that term and that is reasonable to be concerned about someone doing that to me
>>42778896>>42778908Why does harlot hate frieren so much?
>>42778908i don’t but you are behaving like office
What should stacker and I have for our end of work week dinner (we both work only have to work mon-wed Xp ) ??>>42778917Do you know how to make nidi di rondine? Will you call me on discord and guide me through making it?
>>42778944Aren't you into that?
>>42778933okay i’ll call out one of your samefags you actually hate me and just like that feel so intensely actually drinking my milkshake and harvesting my energy source you are just like office ig i hate you heard me sob on the phone so much i hate myself it’s so stupid bye
but how do male trans women factor into this
I hadn't even left the board for 20 minutes and harlot already sent me a friend request..... I asked her why.. she didnt reply.... makes sense... she did say quite literally she never wants me to get over her.. personally i dont understand that mindset. Id never wish that on anyone. She is over me, so why wont she let me be over her? I guess she just wants attention. I should of known...Im still leaving the board dw haters i just wanted to give u a quick update on that. She plays with people as a hobby. Frieren and me are both victims.
>>42778964they like taking advantage of harlot
>>42778961You are hysterical and no I'm not gaslighting you
>>42778964mailed trans women....
>>42778961Yes I do!
>>42778966Kek
>>42778976based
>>42778947>>42778966i was just seeing if you blocked me i meant to cancel it you attention seeking asshole i’m done no one talk to me i didn’t mean to combine posts but this now a no i don’t know how to make that/goodbye post i wish i did and could guide you im bad at cooking bc ive never really had a kitchen im comfy cooking in good bye haters hope the food you make is yummy little jordans
>>42778966When you play with harlots you always lose.
>>42778997Harper this is your boyfriend. I can't believe you've been cheating on me all this time.
>>42778983i would like her to pick me up and throw me like a football
its crazy how easily harlot is manipulated all it takes is someone saying theyre office or frieren for her to lose her mind
>>42778961 Do you actually like milkshakes?Whats everyones fav type of milkshake? Im partial to strawberry myself.. i had a peanutbutter and jelly milkshake at a fancy place one time..
>>42778966Officesama come to me i will protect you with my astral rape stick
>>42778961you should post her discord to get back at her
>>42778983wtf she is so ugly
>>42779030i like banana flavor if the banana ice cream is good idk i like chunky monkey a lot and it as a milkshake is really yummy
I thought got was really fucking lame, but I watched a couple episodes of that new hedge knight show and it was kinda fun :p I could totally wear plate without getting tired, if only id been born 1k years ago i could have died by having a big strong sweaty hunk cave my skull in while im sprawled in the mud
lame
>>42778318>frieren is an angel and cares deeply >>42778961>frieren is exactly like office and I hate herIt only took an hour for you to completely flip on her after office put that thought into your head.
>>42779078Office is a master manipulator. Do not believe her lies
Why are bpdemons like this
>>42779078frieren did by manipulating me idc last i comment on my own things ignore drama posts now and post about ice cream i like and things im comfortable with and fun n nice things wish you well anon
Now that the dust has settled, who was the greater evil, office or harlot?
>>42779106What did frieren do?
Mfw she likes chunky monkies..
>>42779113Harlot
>>42779113considering that she also seems to have messed it up with frieren it might actually be harlot
>>42779122That was the wrong image heh
>>42779113i’m evil yeah but there is no way im more evil than office lmao
>>42779158at least office didn't break frieren’s heart
>>42779116larps as anons to manipulate me and make me feel worse which i already wish i could kms
>>42779113Who would win 1v1
>>42779169I think you need to take antipsychotics
>>42779113Definitely Harlot
i don’t care anymore i’m incapable of maintaining love or even functioning as human. office you can add me back if you want and frieren you can accept my accept my friend request. do not love me im a train wreck and have told you both this the entirety of know you both. i will do poly but nothing else saying that be impossible and kill feeling but i also i would. i hope a harlotstorian gets their hands on me and puts me out of misery. office knows my ssn and frieren knows my last name i hope one of you ruins me
>>42779113luz for being a 37 year old pedophile constantly samefagging hate against office for saying a no no word and associating with the girl he stalked
>>42779219make up your mind do you hate office and frieren or do you love them?
>>42779219>office knows my ssni hate that i can relate to this wtf
>>42779231no one will ever know not even me but i do know i don’t hate frieren she can have that one but i will prolly say it if she guilting me as anon
>>42779246didn't you just say frieren was as bad as office?
>>42779246keeps guilting me**
Are you going to watch it?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LKR94FQ5p3o
yes but what does Ja Rule think about the drama?
>>42779264>dave chappelle referenceof course a chaser moid like you would reference that transphobic piece of shit, luz. fuck all the way off, "homie".
>>42779252sorry your honor and jury and lawyer and executioner aka frieren it’s like i’m upset and don’t know idk i am genuinely sorry i have also said bye how many times i can be honest like i have been multiple times im all over and a mess
>>42779277won't somebody please ask Ja Rule?
>>42779113I hate to say this but it's harlot
>>42779219dont leave luz out of the polycule
>>42779302okay that’s real luzian horror
>>42779302luz you are a stupid pathetic gooner sleazeball opportunist
>>42779219>office you can add me backWhy the fuck would i want to do that?!You fucking pos. Im a scumbag.But you are less than scum with how you play with two people at the same time. Get something into your numbskull, people who like you DO. NOT. WANT. TO. BE. HATED BY YOU. i know for a bpd its hard to understand the line between between love and hate. But us non bpds want people we like to like us. We dont want to be played with or hurt.Words have meaning and power and you have let them run too loosely. There is nothing to salvage between me and you now. Yesterday maybe, but today and forevermore, never. And frieren shouldn't waste time on you either.You are more abusive than ill ever be. Because i at least have the dignity to have mercy, i have sympathy for people iv hurt. You have none in you. You are a relentless downwards spiral that tries to drags its prey down with you.Your beautiful is wasted on a such a twisted mind. FIX yourself. Start over. And leave us alone. Im speaking for her because i think she is thinking the same.
>>42779320wasnt me
>>42779325Your beautiful soul is wasted on such a twisted mind*
>>42779325all i do is feel guilty and bad for everything i do i love you i love her too and yeah i should be alone bye. i have no beauty frieren i love you and im sorry yk we should be apart good bye and good luck im sorry
to realize this is mature men larping about stupid shit...omg. we're doomed. dead. gone.stupid juice overdose. pathetic accepted. death the solution.
>>42779339>luz when he's being sentenced for trespassing at an elementary school
>>42779397hey ban this person i’m doing retard shit but i’m not a man rude… 4chan bans transphobia right? i hope i can kms bye bye bye bye bye bye
>>42779431it's more luzian horror to realize you are actually men
>>42779431You should be banned for playing with people and slandering them.
>>42779397You could theoretically say this about any lesbian drama because lesbians have male brains. Proven by science btw.
>>42779227This desu
don't know about luz but i assure you it was just for spraying the kids red as a protest for ppl still murdering sweet meaty animals!!they offered me death penalty or declaring myself trans and i still got swimmers going for me, you know?>>42779431god i wish 4chonz had death sentence ngldon't kill yourself girl tho, fr, only spending my disgusting life here shitposting ;__;...if you could convince the chinese moots at be to kill some specimen i would be proud to be the first, eh, specimen!(tho too fat and ugly so should keep on decimating the crops)
>>42779462but lesbians are kinda hot?i'd say transbians are hot too, but feels kinda tranphobic seeing a difference?
>>42779367>i love u i hate u i love u i hate uthis is abuse btw
>>42779508hmmm red pill me on this?
>>42779517Its literally bpd abuse 101
>>42779517go to therapy or ask chatgpt I'm not your personal wikipedia page
How comes lago isnt posting any yuri? Has she forsaken usOur only cis woman
not that i do that, but ig i'm actually bpd after all
i will no longer say i love and hate you but i feel very extremely *****stay away***** please stay away and ik i deserve to be alone also yeah im a stinky gay guy kill me >>42779528im pretty new to being bpd thanks for telling me i hate myself
>>42779542post pussy... actually don'tit's just me larping, being dumb <echo> being dumb, making mistakes, being numb...
>>42779542harlot is cis
Every thousand yearsThis metal sphereTen times the size of JupiterFloats just a few yards past the earthYou climb on your roofAnd take a swipe at itWith a single featherHit it once every thousand years'Til you've worn it downTo the size of a peaYeah I'd say that's a long timeBut it's only half a blinkIn the place you're gonna beWhere you gonna beWhere will you spend eternityI'm gonna be perfect from now onI'm gonna be perfect starting nowStop making that soundStop making that soundI will say I forgot itBut it was only yesterdayAnd it's all you had to say
>>42779553>oh god please stay away just stay away from me im so broken and helpless and lonely and deserve to die it would be foolish for anyone to try and save methe siren call of the bpd
>>42779588is this true? then actually yes i’m a mess if you come near me please be idk i need to be alone… i need to be alone
>>42779517Its called splitting. BPD emotion are so huge that they drown everything else out. Bad feelings can get so big that they make it hard to see the good and vice-versa. This leads to black and white emotions where you can alternate between feeling like a person is the most perfect being in the world (idealization) and feeling like they are a horrible person who is out to get you (devaluation). This cycle can also occur internally - a bpd person has little to no sense of self so it is hard to ground themselves when self-idealization or self-depreciation starts occurring (the later leading to the notorious self-harm patterns)Source: Fucking going through this shit right now, send help because my rational mind is fucking TIRED of traumatized emotional mind freaking out over stupid shit that should be peanuts
Dont even know who I responded to dont fight me lago I just opened thread and responded to someone @~@
>>42779617Seraph you are CANCELLED for replying to infamous hacker ANONYMOUS! Your support for TERRORISM will no longer be tolerated.
>>42779632Im sorryyyyyyyyy Q~Q
>>42779603lago doesn’t like me i think or atleast the drama but she sometimes talks to me here idk if you will get in trouble sorry. thanks for the bpd explaining. i have ptsd in diagnosed with but idk until like last year maybe i was really withdrawn and emotionally blunted and i have been doing therapy and i cry a lot now and am crazy i hate myself this also lines up with my ffs falling apart and i wish i killed my self when that i happened this should be hell they were explaining what it was like to be put under because they were about to put me under when i was told i can’t have it i hope im put under and dead i hate myself im sorry i abused o you frieren and offic e
i hate harlot because she's like a younger and more sympathetic version of myself
>>42779696except shes probably older than you
>>42779672also i don’t think this is as bad as hell but it does get worse and worse and would make sense as a transitionary period to hell i hope i am actually dead though
>>42779701i doubt it. she's acting just like me a few years ago. but i was 19/20 then and now i'm the big 23 and my outbursts are different now. there's no way she's older than 21.
>>42779701yeah i’m old and i got set back though also have a ton of things i didnt deal with till now also like my dad trying to find me and kill me didnt help also moving across country to be abused didnt help and all my self sabotage and now being a lolcow this is how they are made
>>42779717lmao harlot is way older than you
>>42779717bruh lmao i don’t wanna reveal my age i started hrt at 21……. because before i would literally drink till black out everyday for like more than 5 years and was being abused by my dad before that idk also was homeless at points and idk im missing stuff whatever doesn’t matter fuck you i just turned 29 very funny ik ik lolcow moment luzian horror yes yes ik
>>42779725introduce her to weed then asap holy fuck i can't even imagine telling someone my ssn now at my ripe old age
>>42779758she needs therapy not drugs lmao
>>42779603She definitely has bpd ya. But her lacking a sense of self is surprising because before all this drama really took off lots of people liked her, and i continued to like her secretly and not so secretly later on. because her style of thinking and posting is quite beautiful. I know for a fact her soul is beautiful she just needs to fix the mental frame work surrounding said soul, so that it can truly flourish. Its frustrating because she has all the pieces to be a really magnificent person but instead of stacking them they are all strewn about in a puddle of emotion and negative habits and feedback loops. She can be better if she truly tries again and again. Like the sea can carve stone so too can she break through her old habits with failure upon failure like waves crashing against rock just as assuredly i believe in her...
>>42779758i started smoking weed in 7th grade and smoked until i started drinking and 9th grade to tenth grade i smoked daily and would have panic attacks i thought were bad trips that like my throat was closing and i was having a stroke and stuff idk visions of hell than drank 11th grade till starting hormones
>>42779766well i was literally like this until i got addicted to weed and it fixed my bpd a little
>>42779779if i smoke now i still get visions of hell
>>42779672I mostly get fussed at when I accidentally respond to Office. Idk who is who, I am just a stupid idiot fairy who likes to talk too much.My experience was similar minus the FFS stuff. Emotionally deadened for decades and then started getting those emotions back and discovered that somewhere between the severe trauma and never developing any emotional coping mechanism other than "bottle that shit up" (which I explicitly avoid doing because I want to FEEL) that my emotions were so huge they were washing me away and threatening my social relationships and my life. A year of therapy later and my psych added borderline to my alphabet soup. Waiting for DBT now and just trying to remind myself regularly when Im feeling large feelings to hold onto the grass so I don't fall off the planet.I hope you feel better, nona. :S
i have been through my drug abuse era one day yall will realize it’s self harm too and is emptier than not coping idk maybe not in my case but for the normal person it
also i do think i have hppd maybe on top of everything because i started smoking weed so young idk and i did acid a lot when i was like 15 but is hard to tell because my childhood was so traumatic and stuff idk am retard and everyone knows it wtf was frieren thinking and office like i’m not a real person stay away
>>42779819Don't worry we will stay away. I think we both learned our lesson with you. But you are a real person. You have so much potential if you find yourself. Im serious most people are npcs. You are gifted but you let demons vandalize and whisper into your ear. They haven't learned to fear you. Change that.Overcome your bpd with pain sweat and trial and error.
>>42779819Are you off the drugs now? That's crazy if true because you seem like you are on something all the tine.
>>42779896You let demons vandalize your being*
>>42779819you will only ever be a cow https://archived.moe/lgbt/thread/40266681/
>>42779896whatever yeah thanks sorry again >>42779905i’m sober i started lexapro like a month ago idk >>42779923i know
>>42779905literally last time i did drugs was taking all the oxys they gave me and listening to slowcore
>>42779955gave me for ffs*** like after it fell apart
>>42779923God intervened to save that beautiful roman nose
>>42779982my mom asked god to intervene so i could detrans and not end up in hell
Dude harlot sounds so fucking boring and low iq. Just completely crazy in a not cool way. Atleast most of you are interesting crazy, but she just seems boring and unabashedly trying to get any kind of compliment or attention.. oh im so deep and troubled, why cant i love or be loved? Like, no honey, youre boring and average. Not to mention the uninspired middle school poetry. No thanks~
>>42779923Luzaria....I really dont care if u wanna make rumors about me but i wish u would not pick on people who are actually vulnerable.... It pisses me off.
Shes probably making all these drama posts with her legs swung over her husband and genuinely ejoying herself. I used to do the same shit while pretending my life was ending on 4chan and stringing along incels... when I was like 23
>>42780015Yeah I don't see what officesama sees in her, hmph, nothing special.
>>42780015as harlot i agree but fantastic planet is balls and i’m guessing you like duster but do koo kim is their only good song and it’s not even by them
>>42780025.......not me......
>>42780046Officesama works in mysterious ways. If she says something about someone its always been true.
>>42780054also not trying to compliment sun kil moon either his best song is by modest mouse and the modest mouse version mogs https://youtu.be/KBUxLQ41rQs?si=Fa3sFyYlKB8DqnUzbut for real i’ve got to move on where do you move when what you are moving on is yourself and the middle school poetry is for me not you or anyone anon nya nya nya
>>42780054did you delete your discord again?
>>42780098 i don’t think so?
lowkey its kind of depressing how readily people will believe anything negative about me...but it gives me a rush of dopamine to at least be partially in control of the narrative even if it disparages meand i need to talk about myself constantly so i don't forget that i exist
>>42780131HarlotYou have to venture into the void. There you will either lose or find yourself, forever or just once.But it is not without risk.. you need to focus your soul and aura and form a shield around yourself there or the beings that spring from there can hurt you. From the void sprang everything including life, it is both nothing and everything, it is chaos, it is silence, it is beyond life and death. You go to that space. Due to your current state of your soul, you actually should have a high affinity with that space, meaning, the beings will probably leave you alone if you mind your business and focus on yourself. Best you book a week holiday and take your time there. However its best to not be disturbed when doing this, its a requirement really. I dont know if you have privacy or even your own room.. so you might have to wait till you can find a room until you can dedicate a week to finding yourself in the void. Realistically 3 days should be enough.. but it does require solitude. Even jesus needed some alone time
>>42780229wrong bpdemon dumbass
>>42780234My bad haha
>>42780015and wait to be fair i don’t think ive every posted anything ive ever written here? just cringe lyrics n things also im not deep and no one is i want to be in touch and honest with understanding and portrayal of feelings is impossible though when all over but i don’t try or want to be anything and ik im not special and dont want to be and ik im low iq this post is more a self report on your own insecurities me thinks
>>42780229Extremely cringe and genuinely harmful thing to say to someone who might actually be psychotic.
>>42780234>>42780237lol i read that post too and was like wait i don’t remember typing that but yeah is not but could be
>>42780245Everything can be potentially harmful. Life isn't without riskIm just trying to help as ive helped many before..... evil people can do good too
>>42780264>ive helped many beforeI highly doubt that. Stop trying to get her to kill herself you narcissistic piece of shit.
can someone call me special the buttrock poster got under my skin.. it’s embarrassing ik
>>42780229solitude does sound nice tbhon three days to break 4chan addiction at least
>>42780277Has nothing to do with suicide. Im highly against that as well as self harm. All im asking her to do is find herself. In an extreme sense. But its not like she has to climb a literal mountain. Just an invisible metaphorical one..Sheep like you despise any hardship and keep others down on your pathetic level. *spit*
Thoughts on romantic friendships and queerplatonic friendships? Im thinking a lot about the weirdness of a friendship that definitely extends far beyond "best friends" (at least as I have experienced it) but is definitively not a relationship.Might try to take on the mantle of yuriposting more since Im not living on the server anymore. Need to start saving yuri to a folder on my phone.
yuri
>>42780313bruh shes had enough hardship
>>42780327This scene is really hot.. i believe the uke has a cold in this...but sangwoo kisses him anyway....wuuuuuuuu.... they r so cute together..
can someone post a guide on how to fix office?
>>42780296you are one of my favorite posters i’ve encountered. hons are jealous you have the mandate of heaven
>>42780354trepanation. craniotomy.
>>42780334NonSENSEWE MUST VENTURE FORTH EVERMORE!!ONWARDSONWARDS!!!SET THE SAILS FULL MAST!!WE MUST KEEP GOING FORWARD THE DEAD CAN RESTWE MUST VENTURE FORTH
>>42780347i hate i like it too
>>42780373cringe i don’t need that hugbox also im a bad poster retard speak and too selfish maybe? outside the drama? most of my post are for me? not others i think
>>42780397>>42780347ig harlot and office are back together
>>42780397we both identify as the one getting abused lol and no we aren’t and were never together and have never had a single real interaction or well maybe we have but is brief and i’m polly now
unc drama
>>42780229Solikha you shouldn't be revealing this much to normies, especially not a bpd person who could end up getting way too much power from this.
>>42780584harlots not a normie
>>42777753To post the Discord so the actual lesbians here can find a place to talk about women. We even have an anon channel.
Crying because solikha was mean to me before
>>42780015she does get a lot of people chasing her so she must do something right but i don’t see it either
i’m posting yuri someone tell me good job pls >>42780740lmaoooo blue board and lesgen…
this not lesgen for lesbians to do general things it is post yuri and yearn only gen and fall in line to what the established lords tell you to gen
Im eating mini tacos..
Im not gonna lie, I really kinda hate that this gen has become three (?) people publicly DMing each other. :/ My legitimate query for thoughts on certain flavors of queer relationships just kinda got drowned out. It's annoying and disheartening and discourages people actually engaging. Can yall go make your own thread or something? Liek, please? Youre not as interesting or deep as you think you are. If I want to read the endless musings of a single person, Id DM my bestie and nerd snipe em.
>>42780844is this office trying to get banned?
>>42780296you are special the buttrock poster
>>42780874That is what happens to sites with zero moderation. Enshittification.
holy shit hemlocke springs is like the black marina i never knew i needed this
>>42780891thanks fren<3 >>42780874if it were up to me this would have all been handled privately and is mostly over sorry for shitting up the gen today was worse than normal i don’t even remember why but yeah im not deep anything lol sorry to drown yr posts
>>42780874and thanks for bpd explanation i really never tough i actually had it till recently
>>42780874Also, I’ll reply to the ad actual good faith posts later. I try to do so when I can, but working and yeah, all I’ve seen all thread is toxicity and spam. That cringe slop really drowns out the actual content.
>>42780969why did you separate trans women into male and female
>>42781000>hon believes trannies are born female
>>42780874Seraph you get plenty of attention. Let someone else have fun for a change
>>42781000every tranny does thismtf means male to female
>>42781027I agree, trannies are made not born. Porn and molestation etc. Atleast me and lago can come together on that one.
>>42781063anons aren’t getting attention either, unless they’re spamming and samefagging about their boring drama
>>42781063Don't be so mean we all know tripfags can't survive without being the centre of attention.
>>42781087why are you obsessed with lago? everyone can see she isn’t the terf you try making her out to be. you have a mental breakdown every time she posts.
dramas over and you all have the general back we all signed a treaty it’s very nice. i’m genuinely sorry yall had to read my cringe and see me get hurt if anyone actually worried but also to those who i just annoyed with my dumb shit good luck everyone post women or camel toes or whatever i posted my hipdip and the lesbins like it idk wish everyone well i do feel really bad to annoy everyone bye
>>42781065what does that have to do with defining them as male if they don't pass?
>>42781116Why are you obsessed with me and who do you think i am?
>>42781117Can you not call it poly and just say youre all going to goon together on disco or whatever? Just grossing me out thinking about more poly transbians spawning in real time
>>42781117shut the fuck up already. you don’t need to say bye every few posts. just LEAVE. if you actually felt sorry you’d spam in office turd’s threads or have a group discord chat.
>>42781126When did she say that?
>>42781117I appreciate your apology but I don't think I am ready to accept it just now, you did make several disparaging and dehumanizing remarks about me with no provocation. Think I'm going to take some time to myself like solihka suggests and go spiritual mountain climbing, bye harlot.
>>42781151Never. I’ve always maintained that sex is on a spectrum and is defined by multiple factors. These threads are just a repeat of the same forced drama.
>>42781137it’s not poly lmao i mostly just said that to push them away and idk yeah >>42781138lol i do and you don’t know the lore but yeah sorry
Shes pretty ready to revoke your woman pass and revert you to an incel if you do something yucky or in bad taste.
>>42781151when she said that trans women become female when they successfully transition
>>42781169idk who you are? luz or bnuy? bnuy i know absolutely nothing about i just like her name so said it sometimes? and if luz i just like luzian horror you pioneered a new genre of horror and im sorry too i dont really know anything about you? i think thats the only two non anons i said anything about beside jordan but thats clearly nonsense well imo it was clearly nonsense when talking about other ppl but maybe more mean and im sorry for that but also i think only said luzian horror
>>42781063It's not about attention or even my specific post getting drowned out. Just more about actual on-topic conversation getting ignored in lieu of interpersonal drama.Which, like, yea, Im being a bit of a hypocrite given my tendency to recenter convos on my own problems (lol tripfag things) - but at least I mostly do that shit a few posts at a time or only when thread is slow as shit instead of drowning out all conversation with hundreds of posts across multiple threads. Blegh.
>>42781193And you can still have other female traits that aren’t be physically female. If someone says all ducks are birds that doesn’t mean there are no other kinds of birds.>>42781178Why do you seriously have a breakdown every time I post?
I'm sleepyyyyy!I wanna fwump on my brother so he can't get away and then fall asleep.
19 yo gf to plap
>>42781236Not now office
They arent be women to me if thems is not pretty and what dont am nice to me with to my friends also
>>42781212Sorry I can't hear you over the evil void demons whispering in my ear, they are saying all sorts of nasty things about you but I don't believe them, we are going to win this thing together harlot.
You just arent can be physically female to myself if and what cant get laid when worship my vagina, simple
people just hate because office and harlot get a lot of attention outside the drama and have followers that aren’t them same fagging. they probably get more same fag hate from people seething over them getting attention. harlot really shouldn’t even be saying sorry to anyone at all. honestly every person in the thread should apologize to her including frieren and office especially.
>>42781248No one ever said this. You are claiming the opposite of what I said. Even most trans women here call themselves male after still physically passing, which I think is inaccurate.Also, I’m phone posting, dumbass. Work on your reading comprehension instead of whining about someone else who clearly had a typo.Holy victim complex.
>>42781256Am I having a stroke?
>>42781259Nah, but anon is every time I post. lmao
Birbz and dumcks ladies and ladies also, sigh.. what ams is a girl to be doing
>>42781256lmao this reads like me but isn’t what the fuck are you saying also i think cis women are cool? if that’s what you saying?>>42781253i think so too fren<3 and i’m glad
I usually chime in cause its funny to make fun of her, but multiple people hold that opinion it isnt just one schizo.. its many :p
>>42781271>i think so too fren<3 and i’m gladharlot and office are back together again oh no
>>42781282can you read? i said that to like luz or someone
>>42781271You cant follow the thread for shit and are too self obsessed to notice other peoples conversations. What a shame.
>>42781275>its funny to make fun of herWho? Office, harlot, lago, ...?
Also, you and other concern trolls like charlotte and office retard imply I’m transphobic when you literally claim being trans is caused by molestation and porn. When you constantly bring up gender essentialism and sexist talking points like my vagina meaning people having to worship me? What’s sad is that chuds and retards with a victimization complex are allowed to shit up this board, and the only reason to post is to gather the good posters into Discord. lol
>>42781295Yes.
>>42781291i thought it was office who said that how am i or anyone supposed to tell who luz is
>>42781295Office retard and charlotte have run with the “male trans woman” shit and called me transphobic ober things I never said. Doubt harlot would do that even though she’s an asshole for continually lying about leaving and being sorry.
Shes gathering up "the good ones" into her private controlled domain where her word is law. Like an unsexy aku or something.
>>42781298you're lumping all your detractors into one persona (again)
What the fuck is even going on anymore?
>>42781298You're so scared of people having different opinions about you that you need to get everyone into an echo chamber. This is how theyfabism was started too. Libs are retards.
It is super odd.This thread feels much much less angry and toxic after spending only minutes here. And I'm watching bitches in the middle of a fight.My brother likes to hang out in gaygen so I've been hanging out there too and it feels like a half dozen competing cannibals in there. Everybody hates everybody.
>>42781329i don't know spider tiffany. i really don't know.
>>42781292accurate about self obsessed prolly but i do follow other things typically? >>42781308i thought it was like luz or something? what?>>42781314and yeah i have made posts about the male transwoman thing being dumb but yeah i am genuinely sorry and i do think the drama is dying and genuinely sorry for being an asshole
If I get down on my hands and knees and beg you, can I get unbanned from your server Conejo?
>>42781329*pushes you over*wigglytiff pay attention
>>42781349officelily trying to invade female spaces again
Hmm... Si, trans mujeres masculines
>>42781362What?>>42781364I am a real woman.
>>42781391lmao the sonic batgirl pic that just says libra made me laugh very hard for some reason
>>42781415I was looking for a specific picture in my phone but I couldn't find it, so I got bored and posted one of those "Which sonic character are you based on your astrology sign" that I screen shotted :p
>>42781443>posting heterosexual pornographic imagery in the lesbian generalI think I prefer lagos creepshots, thanks
>>42780874Why are you so self-important? Just like you don't want to hear about Harlot, Office, and Frieren's drama, nobody wants to listen to the yearning of a married woman with children. I'm sorry to say, but you have way more important shit to do in your life than sit on 4chan and yearn about being a lesbian.
>>42781494I was pro harlot/office/frieren drama but now that zoomerlily is defending it I think I need to rethink my choices
>>42781298Still waiting for my invitation to the good place lago. I've made several posts denouncing office retard and promoting vaginas on the board. Where is my invitation lago?
>>42781246yes RIGHT now
>>42781494Tell me you didnt read my post without telling me you didnt read my post. Critical thinking is important. Kindly fuck off if you really think this is about whether or not I am getting any attention. I care more about the health of the thread and drama is not on topic or are confrontational zoomers.
>>42781494>>42781566can you both please please please please handle this on discord i need no one else posting to get (you)s that i won’t get anyways if i was the only one for anons to interact with
>>42781592Got it, Im out. Peace.
Not a single lesbian in this thread. Just three men circlejerking.
>>42781592here, (You) probably need this more than (I) do.
>>42781652the drama posters are gone and no one knows what to do now
>>42781652It's not okay to call zoomerlily, office and lago men. They are all wombyn!
19yo plap meat
>>42781460Didn't mean to I have a lot of images downloaded...>>42781508I'm not defending them, I just don't want someone to act like they're any better.>>42781566It literally is but whatever...>>42781592Shut up loser
>>42781681Why am I always catching strays? Just because I'm a zoomer?
fuck marry kill office frieren and harlot?
>>42781618You’re literally one of the few good posters here. But I’m not gonna try convincing you to stay in this shithole. Server is always there though.
>>42781729Am I one of the good ones Conejo?
imagine simping this hard just because something with a pussy is doling out selective validation
>>42781652seraph? i thought you said you were leaving
>>42781727Marry office, fuck office, kill office
>>42781755harlot coded post
>>42781746I am not a simp!
>>42781727>>42781755>>42781759kms yall are gross everytime i stop posting everyone just posts about our slop anyways pls stop also this is gross? get a life or something idk please. i really don’t know what lesgen was like before this but pls go back to that
>>42781693You arent any better. Youre annoying as fuck and act like a child.
new breads >>42781899
>>42781913>act like a childThat's because zoomerlily literally is a child.
>>42781753Lol dont confuse me for the boomerhon.
this is what you get not linking the new one from the old one
>>42781913How am I annoying? And how do I act like a child?! Everyone treats me like a fucking child here, and it's not my fault YOU losers want to continue arguing with other losers!>>42781922I'm an adult!
