I kinda need someone who is durable enough to take a lil emotional platonic abuse. I have things i wanna try but i cant try them on people close to me cuz i dont wanna hurt them.The first thing i wanna do is try role playing as fletcher from the hit movie whiplash (2014)You of course would be the student.In this lgbt setting, right here in this thread, trans and cis boundaries can be overcome and together we can reach NEW HEIGHTS!!!
nah thanks i'd like to keep my sanity you need someone who's just as fucked up as you
probably not a stretch for you to larp jk simmons
>>42835252sweetiepie what the fuck are you talking about
>>42835252I have not seen that movie
>>42835307Y-yknow, WHIPLASH(2014) fletcher is the teacher and i need someone to be the student. I just want an excuse to roleplay hurling stuff at people and shouting ....>_>
>>42835327You don't think the people close to you could handle rp where you throw stuff and yell at them?
>>42835340No. The people close to me are too fragile unfortunately... Very few people understand my idea of fun... i dont mind playing the student tbqh i just like PLAYINGI wanna have FUN
>>42835327I like irl physically violent stuff, but usually it's boring unless it's a two-way fight, or at least starts as one
>>42835252I could do it but thats bc i'm genuinely autistic and disassociated. One of my previous bosses got so mad at me things almost turned physical just bc i didn't react to being berated/baited into argument.I just went "Yeah ur the boss man you probably know the best."And he went completely balistic.If i had an abusive partner i would probably just clock in to get abused like its work and then go play vidya when she's asleep or smth to destress.Like you'd call me a retard or useless or that i'll never find anyone better than you and i'd go "Yeah probably."
>>42835352I don't know that film, what exactly do you want to do?
>>42835360Sigh now i feel bad. Its all ruined now! I guess no fun today!!! Im gonna watch some seinfeld.... Also u sound cute *headpats you* Have u seen the ragnorak anime per chance? Its fun( ｡ •̀ ᴗ •́ ｡)
I can also last 4 days without food
who said "all romance takes the form of the pupil and the master, and the peasant and the aristocrat"? was that updike? sinclair? either way, that's the con she's running
>>42835380I think i've talked with you about it in that Adam tred. I loved the manga. Need to catch up fr.My fav character was Jack the Ripper bc i like antiheroes. Mushashi was great too. A lot of aura.You might enjoy Grappler Baki altho its a bit weird at times. The old anime with Dub is rly good and so is the netflix adaptation
>>42835360First month of the job i fucked something up slightly and he went "Hey you know you did that wrong right?" And i went " Oh, yeah. Wish i had done that right." And he told me i'd get hit for saying that on a real construction site.Before that job i had worked at a real construction site and also fucked some things up and never once had it eacalated past a verbal lecture so idk what he was smoking there.
>>42835402Wait wtf... how did i know its you? Like, i didnt know u were the one who posted in my ragnorak thread.... i dont think u were tripping.. or were u? Huh.. anyway this is fate u r destined to be my friend. Im european btw but i have a male friend who is from another continent who is really cool and we get along well so distance isnt an issue and im not much work i message like once a month at most there is no pressure And no i wont abuse u.My disc is soli_007
>>42835445I just came into the thread to whine a bit abt being weird! I dont want friends bc im doomy and gloomy and wouldnt be fun to hang out with!All of my cool efriends from vidya are briish or US and theyre all cool too. It is funny when major geopolitical events fuck around in their nation and i get to smugly gloat about how nothing ever happens in my shithole lol.Also i wouldnt be ur transbian gf bc i am a repper male and will likely never go on hrt or anything.Currently i want to get good at illustration and writing snd burn time away doing that until i fast forward into death
>>42835482I just wanted to be frens. But ok. How old r u tho?I dont recommend repping
>>4283549421. Im kinda confusionrepping since i dont think im trans. Its like 30/70 on odds imho.Ive talked to trannies and i dont relate to dysphoria but im a pretty ugly man and got hit with balding super early and brutally which makes me recipient to the "testosterone is an evil poison" theory. Idk man.
>>42835528Hmmm so when you're 40 do you wanna like a 40 yo man or a 40yo woman?
>>42835568At 40 even women look kinda bad.But probably a woman more than a man. I kinda dont wanna troon bc its appealing assuming you are luckshit and can be le literally animegirl asa mitaka but what are you gonna do as a 35 year old man still on hormones. + It cant fucking be healthy to replace your entire hormonal balance.
Also im entirely 100% bald with like individual Pim Pimling strands of hair as a 21yo man so i dont think hrt is saving me there or that ill be able to be cute if i get on it anyway Also my dad is old as shit and hes gonna be dying soonish and i dont wanna have to take care of a senile dying man and shoot up transgender hormones.Should probably just accept that life lowk sucks and you never get anything youd want out of it and thats it.
>>42835620Ah. Well i have good news and bad news.Bad news is, you're already trans. As in, in the fourth dimension, in the future, your fate has been written for you. You can try to deny it. But the truth is, you will trans out. Of that in certain. Why? Because iv been on hrt since i was 20 at least.. im 27 now.. iv met so many trans adjacents and reppers. You my friend, are not adjacent. Good news is youre 21? Good time to start. Not ideal, but every year until 25 is bad. As in puberty has the widest range of effects from 18 to 25 in amabs. Sooo.yea, starting now will save you much heartache! Hmmmmmmmm yea. Good luck! Remember its a question of when not if.
>>42835683Thats groomer talk. John 50 proves that even if you have genuine crippling dysphoria(which i do not.) you can just willpower through it for 30 years at least. At 50 your life is almost over so if you can make it till then youre done anyway and can just kys. But again i dont even have dysphoria. I have full beard rn and i feel fine about it. Chest hair too. I like my penis. All vrry manly things.
>>42835670In ancient Egypt royalty were bald so they could wear different wigs
>>42835730Cope.
>>42835768Yea the bald thing is pretty rough... i dunno. But u said ur a repper? At 21.. this is a unique case for sure. Its up to you! Your life. Live it freely anon have fun and dont live for others certainly not for me!
>>42835725good man
>>42835795I never lived for others bc in super secluded and have spent the last 7 years almost entirely by myself.I just dont really live for myself either or at all in sny regard. I genuinely have almost 0 recollection of anything that happened in these years. Might as well have stared at a wall. Its bc every day is the same so it barely registers.
>>42835903Ah yea thats called dissociation. Reppers tend to do that.... kinda a signature thing... i am curious what your face loooks like under the beard though . Iv seen plenty attractive bald people of eother gender and in between so i think my curiosity is warrented....
>>42835922I used to have a recessed goblin chin. Now its just 5/10 dude bc of braces. My schnoz is HUGE tho.I am not attractive. Last time i had to talk to a woman at college she literally said ew out loud so yeah its over.
>>42835961Post shaved face pic please. Dont be a pussy. Real men aint scared right?
>>42835961btw don't talk to the person you keep replying to he has abused multiple people on this board at this point. no matter what you do do not post your face or other information about yourself
>>42836005This anon is a repper known as luz btw.
>>42836005I dont rly mind aince i'm Unabusable given that i will just ghost a relationship if i get bored or uncomfy.>>42835971I dont post my pics online. That shit stays up.forever and you can get a-logged or made fun of.Had to email my college so they'd remove some pics from college events i was in so nah im not posting SHIT on 4chan on a trip
>>42836053But whats the point i dont get it? You dont live for yourself but ur scared of being made fun of? Make it make sense.
>>42836079Its called being pragmatic
>>42836218For what purpose
>>42836241Foid foid go away spike my cortisol another day
>>42836325Run away i guess
>>42835252i've always found this kinda thing hot although no one ever seems to actually want to commit to it, the only person who was good at it was this random moid i met on this site years ago , he was so fucking mean and would just constantly degrade me every day and mess with my head and make me do horrible things for him, it was so hot but i guess he got bored at some point and stopped talking to me
