Literally most gut wrenching feeling knowing I ruined my life within 3 months, forever

Yup better sui now

>>43183944
lol try 20 years :x

oh no dood, with all that armhair no man will ever seed you with child in the future

>>43183944
>>43183948
cmon Daisy that is literally translucent vellus hair. It is normal and even less than cis women. Have you never looked at a woman's arm or leg who has dark hair?

You shouldn’t worry about THAT even if it wasn’t there before T. Hell, maybe you would have gotten it without T

>>43183964
Holy hugboxing. He is completely corrupted by T and no one will see him as a woman ever again due to looking like an inbred neanderthalian ape.

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>>43183954
Its my legs, not my arms. my arms are even worse

>>43183980
chicken wing ahh

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>>43183980
In better light

>>43183980
pterodactylus arms

>>43183954
And im not a dood

>>43183980
horrible. you should warn others afabs about the dangerous effects of t

>>43183964
Who are you?? And i was like practicality bald pre T, and tis isn't the only thing what it did

>>43183990
Im amab, and they all seem to act downplay the severity of T will complaining abt it did to them

>>43183997
did u get bottom growth i wanna see

>>43183980
ana is fembrained

>>43184003
I did slightly, and obvs im not gonna post it??

>>43184002
>Im amab
This thread is ass

>>43183997
I'm a kind person who still knows you from a once existing discord server.

Daisy, I know this sucks and you wanna scream and be mad, but the reality is that this looks completely normal, even less than many cis women and you don’t need to worry

you are ruined forever and those follicles are primed to turn into gigamoid vantablack hairs in due time

>>43184009
Ok

>>43183982
:(

>>43184005
Im not anorexic anymore, neither do I wanna be fembrained

>>43184016
Help tis is so cryptic, do we like still talk or? If so im so sorry you have to see my worms

>>43183944
I would just detransition at this point. Why even bother.

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You look like this guy now op

>>43184070
I tried, but than I heard my voice starting to change and I stopped

>>43183985
You look like the fucking devil

>>43184027
I'm sorry, it was the angle of the picture lol

hopefully this cycle helped you win a woman's sporting competition

>>43183985
Oh wow, I'm sorry Daisy, but think about it in a good light. It really is just very light arm hair, it's normal, everyone has it, steal a random kid off the streets and put it against the sun if you don't believe me.

I know these kind of changes are not appreciated, but I assure you that (aside from the bother to shave them off from time to time if you decide to) they're fine, and they don't look like men hair.

>>43183944
Why would you take it then?
I really don't get it. Arn't you mtf?

>>43184133
My dr prescribed me it bc my health has been declining over the past 10yrs, but he kinda ruined the dose so I was on an FTM dose, and I had a lil detrans phase

>>43184153
Day 2943048 of troons having to never trust doctors ever about their hormones cause somehow it's always bad when they do

>>43184165
WorsT of all, tis wasn't even my troon doctor but my dsd one, LIKE THIS IS LITERALLY YOIR JOB

does your gock work now after detrooning?

>>43184186
I had my birth defect snipped of 5 yrs ago

>>43184186
Nope, mine's still dead, surprisingly enough

whats even the point then

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>>43183974
Lowk how i feel rn

>>43184222
Im not cis, I lived w the fear of puberty maybe hitting me while I waited for care.

So ik the struggle n fears of people who do went trough puberty, especially now after 3 months of T

>>43183944
>>43183980
Lmao are you retarded? This is a regular female arm. You were just unusually hairless pre-T.

>>43184263
I was unusually hairless pre T, but knowing I threw that away permanently w 3 months of T feels gut wrenching

>>43184282
Why are you taking T if ure amab?

>>43184333
My health has been declining ever since i got put on blockers, and was having every symptom of hormone deficiency

And T fixed all the symptoms except low bone density, like taking it literally felt like an addictive drug bc of how good it made me feel

I also had a lil spiral where i wanted to detrans tho

>>43184346
where are you from?

>>43184363
Westen europe, why?

>>43184346
>hormone deficiency
could you not just increase your e dose ..??

>>43184423
My e was above the testing limit of 1500 pmol since I was 12 w a menopausal high LH value, even when injecting a dose of 8mg i don't notice a difference i haven't had more than breast budding either. My body just doesn't seem to respond to E, so more wouldn't change anything

>>43183944
lmfaooooo
t is poison you should have known this
i disagree with transmeds a lot but sometimes i see people ruining themselves taking T for no fucking reason just to immediately regret it, and i just wish there was more safeguards against letting anyone get hormones. then i remember the vast majority of people actually benefit from that stuff

>>43184373
what if i want you

>>43183980
Literally just shave and epilate. Also those are just vellus hairs.

>>43184681
I honestly think there are enough safe guards already, its just that i got prescribed wayyy to much. Like the idea was to go from 20 ng/dl to 60-80 ng/dl

Not 450ng/dl :(

Most people who regret it lied abt things to bypass the safeguards we already put in place

>>43184719
I don't wanna have to shave tho, i used to shave like 2-4 times a year, and my legs would be practically hairless. Now they look like this after not shaving for 2 months

>>43184719
And they aren't velus hairs, bc they grew after taking Testosterone

>>43184817
Kys ytoid

>>43184693
Than you're out of luck, im already seeing my ex again

>>43184828
Ily 2 <3

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>>43183980
>>43183985
>>43183944
lmaoing @your life holy shit lol

>>43184881
??

>>43183985
>>43183944
nigga you are less hairy that most cis girls. use a fucking razor if it bothers you that much.

>>43184817
gigayoungshit experiences 0.1% of the agony experienced by the average tranny

>>43184009
nah it's the truth intersex amabs exist

>>43185023
I think it kinda equally sucks, bc something that shouldn't have happened/could be prevented happened to me

While puberty kinda does it wheter you like it or not yk

>>43185711
you just described the experience of other trannies going through male puberty, which you experienced 0.5% of

>>43183944
Horrible attentionwhore thread

You basically just slightly masculinized in a way any growing cis woman would lol

>>43184817
In like 5 years you would have had to do this anyways. Detrans and put your attention on something else, not trans stuff.

Be happy you didn't make yourself infertile and drastically change your chest like mtf hormones do

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it's over

>>43183944
If you don't want body hair from the testosterone you want to take Dutasteride. It reduces DHT by 90+%. DHT is what causes the body hair growth. Test converts into DHT so when you take test your DHT is going to go up. DHT is also what causes male pattern baldness, so the dutasteride will also prevent that.

>>43185924
Im an amab, and i was already born infertile so transing didn't rly change a thing abt that

>>43185720
The difference is, I injected the hormones into myself so it feels like i did it to myself, even tho its mainly my drs fault yk

While with puberty, it just happends to you and you can't control it no matter how hard you try

>>43186272
Why don't u just risk osteoporosis while detransing like my dumbass is doing? No way I would ever choose to add T to my system

>>43185975
My dr told me the DHT blocker would alos block the other positive effects for wich i got on T, so thats why I don't took a DHT blocker while taking T

>>43186298
I already have a -1.6 bone density score, and on adrenlon for it. But like it also fixed my energy issues, and just my general feeling of unwellnes

>>43186357
I didn't feel any different on or off hrt.
I guess enjoy the test, br0

>>43186371
I don't feel any different between E and no E, but T vs no T makes literally such a big difference it literally feels like taking drugs

>>43186659
T is so fucking gross. The feeling of being horny for visual stimulation genuinely makes me want to hang myself

>>43183944
>12 years old
>Just started puberty 3 months ago
>No real body hair yet
>Ahhh uhh I'm ngmi it's so fucking over

This is what you sound like>>43183944

>>43186699
Im not 12, im 23 lol

And yes ofc it feels like im ngmi, because for the first time in my entire life im not sure abt my passabilty

>>43186681
T made me more horny, but not for visual stimulation. I dont even think thats a hormone related thing ??

>>43186779
No one is going to think twice about the hair, especially if just buzz it. It's normal for adult women to start growing more hair in their 20s.

>>43186797
Obvs the haie itself wont get me clocked, but that combined w my now slightly dropped voice, more masc face etc might

>>43186810
It's the anabolic effects of T that mess with voice you're probably find. Measure your normal speaking pitch and see where it's at.

>>43186849
My pitch didn't change, its just that it has more weight/darkness to it now?! And a vocal specialist confirmed it, and said it was the start of vocal mutation:(

>>43186859
If you're comfortable posting a voice clip I can evaluate but I'm like 99% sure it's fine

>>43186792
That is literally a proven function of testosterone.

I've never even seen somebody attempted dispute that. Do you know anything about testosterone?

>>43186906
I know its the mascing hormone not much more, I never noticed a change of sexuality or arousel on it

>>43187284
You should probably learn more about testosterone before you start injecting it

>>43186897
Tysm <3 but im already worming way to much today, so being worried abt my voice is probably not the best idea now lol

But ill probably post it in my next bdd sesh

LMAOOOOOO

>>43187321
MY DR PUT ME ON IT, do you research any med they put you on??
And I would've been fine if he didnt FTM dose me instead of a normal trt dose for women

>>43183985
jack skellington arm

>>43183980
>>43183985
I'm a repper and naturally hairier than you due to my viking/med genetics. I am the superior gorilla over you. Your cute little girl hairs will cower in awe at my gorilla bitch glory.
Also, do not put drugs in your body if they have effects which you do not want to have.
>>43184002
You can naturally raise your T through exercise and diet without taking hormones directly. If its a health issue, simply eating more red meat, banana, etc other T raising foods, is always still an option. You can even get a cute toned girl bod that way if that's what you want.

>>43187570
Repper in what direction??
Also girl, please stop repping :( allow yourself to be yourself & happy!!

The problem is it does fix for what i took it, it just had side effects I hated yk

I don't think I can raise my T that much natural? Bc without T it hovers between 15-25ng/dl and 3-4x-ing that without meds is impossible i think. Especially bc i only have 1 gonad

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>>43187683
don't care to read the whole thread. just want you to post your face. are you the super cute babe who posted here a couple of days ago under a different trip

picrel about as cute

>>43187738
I posted under bibble n miffy w like the before n after test collage. And i would call myself uncanny not cutr

>>43187683
>without meds is impossible i think.
I see. I'd consult hrtgen in this case. I don't recall what they are off the top of my head, but I know there are DIY calculators and anonymous blood tests which you can use to determine the minimum viable dose for your needs, as well as your levels. Since surely your doc is going a bit ballistic with his dose for you.
I'm an ftm repper. I cope by being a gymrat butch and am really just mulling it over until I graduate uni.

>>43187775
the test will wear off. you're damn cute though. how old babe? Don't become a man you'll not be able to handle it.

>>43187776
Is hrt gen a weekly thread? Sorry im new ti 4chan so I don't rly know how it all works yet :(

And ill probably get baxk on it if they manage to help me, bc im having a surgery next month and it would help alot if i felt physically fit for it yk

Im sorry twin, hopefully that isn't to far away :(
please tell me your T repping, or at the very least on progesterone to supress your Estrogen?? Bc for me 100mg rectally daily was enough to suppress my hormones more than any puberty blockers ever could

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>>43183944
mogged

>>43187843
Not be able to handle it? Girl being a man is literally the easiest thing there is. Yalls worst struggles are relatively minor

>>43188068
Ik how sad my arms look, ive been trying to work them out for like half a year so far without much succes :(

>>43188098
I could give u some actual tips seems like whatever ur doing aint working for u. what have u even been doing

>>43183944
Can someone explain this to me? Is it the hair what am i looking at here?

im sorry you're struggling miffy <3

>>43188108
https://youtu.be/X96JNbGi8qg?si=ns_qo3BmuVdRuFN1

Ive been following this, and doing it twice a week with 2lbs dumbells

>>43188068
can u wrap ur arm around my neck and squeeze thx,,

>>43188142
Yes its the leg hair, and like the density/length of it

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>>43188174
And this is when flexing, my main goal is to get rid of that flappy stuff yk and just strength in general

>>43188192
why would you take test if you care about that so much isnt that like the most obvious side effect?

>>43188209
Maybe you need something with high anabolic action but low androgenic action like nandrolone? Though I think that might also affect voice.

>>43188212
Because I took it for hormone deficiency symptoms, it was never the plan I got put on an FTM dose

>>43188185
if ur cute

>>43188174
this is some womans arm workout. half of these are just variations of each other, it's a lot of extra shit to follow with not enough intensity. if you actually want size, you need to do a single simple exercise till failure set after set. all of these, she's barely breaking a sweat. no wonder u cant gain size.

>>43188209
what the fuck is going on? you look anorexic dawg eat some fucking food

>>43188261

I know it is a womens arm workout, but im nb and still wanna look like a woman. Im not ftm

I want aesthetic size, like toned but not if that makes sense??

And im already doing this workout till failure sets in, like most of the times I cant even lift my arms at the end of an exercise, but still no gains

>>43188296
i get what ur saying but this wont get u there. its not the proper way to do it. the attractive girls u see on instagram or whatever, they arent doing that shitty 10 min routine.

>>43183980
>>43183985
holy shit please eat or tell me ur secret to NOT eating

>>43188304
Than what are they doing?? Bc im honestly so lost

Also tysm for guiding me to hrtgen I just found it!

>>43188319
In literally eating alot, I just struggle to hit 1600-1800 calories a day

>>43188339
>eating a lot
>struggling to hit 1600 cals a day

son.... you need someone to bully you into eating more

>>43188367
Im already being bullied into it by friends dw, Sunday I hit 2000 calories for the first time this year yay

>>43183985
Where's the hair?

>>43187469
> you research any med they put you on??
Uhh what the fuck yes? Doctors are not infallible dude.

Now more than ever especially, theres such a lack of personal agency with these doctors that they don't even understand the medications they're prescribing, they just follow policies set by people trying to make maximum profit.

>>43188661
The density on my forearm, like??

>>43188174
>Ive been following this, and doing it twice a week with 2lbs dumbells
Atp this is clearly a fetish. 2lb dumbbells lmao

>>43188724
?? Do yk how hard those exercises are for a minute straight like genuinely or its 4 lbs idk its like 1kg each

>>43188209
ew

>>43188637
are you a cute dude? I could help u out properly. im already in pretty good shape.

>>43188885
I wish I was a cute dude, but im just a nb transie

>>43183944
>>43183985
OP I don't know for certain but this looks a lot more like lanugo than masculine hair growth. I think it is from your anorexia, not testosterone

>>43188940
I haven't been anorexic in years, and like it grew after taking testorone so irs definitely linked to that. Especially my leg hair

>>43188209
it looks like a wing appendage for some sort of flightless bird type creature

>>43188970
Helppp

>>43188900
well whats ur discord. i could give u tips on how to actually gain muscle and size. cuz what ur doing rn is just dumb

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>>43183944
I don't understand what is the issue here

>>43188185
was gonna ask that too
keep the watch on

>>43188843
1kg is literally not even a full water bottle lmao

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>>43183944
>be anorexic woman
>have decreased brain mass bc anorexia
>get on T bc gender curious
>get covered in lanugo
>thinks it's bc of T
>go off T bc actually le cissoid
>still growing hair
>WTF
kek.png
PS Was that good old-fashioned 4chan-ese I'm trying to be aesthetic and stuff

>>43188705
You honestly believe that to be hairy?

>>43189124
(S)he's trolling by way of humblebragging
Used to do that back in the day. It's fun but also like ppl are too dumb to realise nowadays and just think this is all serious. I blame the plebbit invasion

>>43189151
Ahh OK.
Sorry, thought they were being serious

>>43189032
nice try chud

just eat more protein and go to the gym, is that easy