>be me, ftm>girl in psych ward develops a crush on me >she's hot>but for some reason i don't like her back>she's far-left and a normie>i'm far-right>maybe that's it>she wrote me poems though>kinda gay but also sweet>let me talk to her about my feelings>wanted to call when i felt bad>didn't get upset when i ghosted her for hours or randomly hung up when i got overwhelmed >no one has ever been this nice to me>frequently imagined having sex with her>me with a cock obviously >ok realistically strap-on>pure bliss>but realize a relationship can't be all about sex>and she annoys me too much>wants me to stop using 4chan after she saw it in my browser history while standing next to me>because everyone on there is a "nazi">refers to me as a femboy, twink, etc>says she's bisexual with a strong female lean>tells me to not start hrt because it's bad for me>she realizes this isn't going to work>after i rejected her multiple times>blocks me because she feels upset>unblocks me a month later because she misses me>she comes out as lesbian>gets a gf a week later >makes me feel very angry and jealous>don't understand why i feel this way>posts stuff where she talks about how much she hates men>says she feels embarrassed and disgusted when thinking about her old crush, so me>she begins calling me a nazi every time i talk about not being a fan of mass immigration >we pretty much stop talking>and now i hate her but miss her at the same time>probably just the attention though >start wondering if she really did love me>in the gay womanly way>think that this might have been my only chance at true love >even though it would've been one sided and i'd have to hide my political views from her >and have to accept she'll never she me as a real man>maybe i would've developed feelings for her eventually though >and that would've made me forget about all the things i dislike about her should i have forced myself to date her? did i fuck up?
>far right>lesbian pretending to be a mancould these be connected?
>far right ftmdidn't read the rest of your dumb ass post
>>43984980atleast youre extremely malebrained nonny
>>43984980this kinda reminds me of when i developed a crush on a cute ftm guy i met online. i feel like nobody else has ever, or could ever, understand me the way he didhe kinda stopped talkign to me though, probably because of a combination of my politics (i hate immigration for example, while he's a standard progressive who believes that third world immigrants actually have some kind of value and shouldn't have to assimilate into local culture) and kinda ghosting him in the ERP we were doing together (it got hard for me to write stuff and also we were both more into playing the submissive role. i almost always ended up being the dominant one but sadly i hate being dominant)its probably for the best though. i don't deserve him, and he deserves better than me. plus there's no way i could guarantee that i'd remain attracted to him physically once he got on HRT, since i'm not attracted to overtly masculine guys.
