Anyone else here only pseudoandrophilic/meta-attracted ayygeepee/gayGP?>Wtf are you talking about?That's the sexuality where you're not actually attracted to men, but you're also not attracted to women, but you're instead attracted only to "what men can do to you" and how they can make you feel by contrast. Almost every trans woman seems to be bisexual or lesbian, I can't relate to most other men, even gay men correctly recognize I'm basically a glorified mentally ill, undersocialized fetishist and hate me. It's so alienating. Unlike trans lesbians or whatever there's no community for people like me.
What would you do if you woke up tomorrow a normal feminine (very feminine acting) gay man, but you no longer had desires to crossdress, take hrt, or become a woman?
>>44003917Idk. Would I still have the same experiences up to that point, or would it be that everything was reset and I was a normie feminine gay guy? Can't really answer that without a full deck of cards.
>>44003929same experiences up to that point, you would be informed by your past but driven to a new future of flamboyant estrogenless homosexuality
>>44003995Well playing along for the sake of conversation I guess I'd live like that. I wouldn't be isolated and friendless but instead naturally bubbly and social, like a woman, so I'd be ok with it I guess, despite my history still not being ideal.
>>44003901What happened to /agpgen/?
>>44004174I don't know? This is a specific subcategory of AGP that is rarely delineated and discussed. I can't relate to the overwhelming majority of AGPs.
>>44004190Sorry just figured someone might know.
>>44003901Yes. I am cis and all these things
>>44003901mef niggas are by and large gaygp so there r SOME ppl in common with u
>>44004329"MEF niggas" are completely different from me. I'm not MEF at all.
>>44004030Do you think fem gay men act just like women do?Have you ever tried dating men without taking hrt?
>>44003901Yipee a thread for me!
>>44004362>Do you think fem gay men act just like women do?No?>Have you ever tried dating men without taking hrt?Yeah, gay guys weren't interested in me. I tried, wasn't successful at even landing a single date.
>>44004375date bi guys?
>>44003901Sounds like analloerotic autogynephilia + meta attraction, if I had to guess.
>>44004465I think you're assuming that I have a problem that I do not presently have. I'm not dating bi guys either (not that they would have been interested in me prior to HRT either).
>>44004481Isn't that what I described?
>>44004510My idea is that if there is a spectrum of agp from 0 being normal straight man and 10 being asexual transsexuals. Gaygp would be like an 11 on that scale.
>>44003901whats the source on the picrel, ive been looking for it forever
>>44004341I mean, yes, but also narrowing the definition of GayGP to perfect correspondence with your subjectivities is retarded and pointless. The category is really just, the exclusively meta-attracted, of which mef types fit into imo. But maybe I'm just not seeing the gynephilic ones
>>44005610Learn to reverse image search.
>>44003901Sort of but not reallyI have a normal attraction to women, but also a very specific fetish for being coddled and snuggled by giant men (like 16 ft+)
>>44003901Idk what i am mostly but i think im meta-attracted atleast. Even before transitioning i dont really care what gender my parter would be but im mostly attracted to women i suppose? Now i just want to be held and treated as a woman/wife but i kinda hate guys so thats that. Ive always wanted to be the submissive partner but now more than ever since starting hrt. I do not see myself as a woman tho and i want a guy to make me into one if thats even possible....Do you feel the same? I also dont get along with cis gaymen.
>>44007873>Do you feel the same?No, I explicitly articulated that I was not attracted to women. Not in a rude way but did you not read the post?I don't hate men. I don't get along with gay men, though.
>>44003901sounds like straight with extra stepstry femdomming, maybe you'll take to it
>>44008128>sounds like straight with extra stepsI'm not attracted to women, and I'm not actually attracted to men.>try femdomming, maybe you'll take to itZero interest in being dominated by a woman or dominating anyone else.
>>44003901so u just want some hunk to overpower the fuck out of u as ur made to feel frail and weak; ur in 4 the dynamic but don't care for the actual person doing it to you?dunno, this feels like textbook fetishism; just end up with the other guro tgirls. like.. isn't this why us girls develop a medical kink? put the anti-bacterial mask back on and slice my stomach open with the scalpel already
>>44008153Talk like a person please. Not into guro, not into women. Are you illiterate? You're making up an "image of me" and interacting with that rather than what I said, and your manner of typing is poor.
>>44008165Ignore the name. Other than that, you could read my reply sufficiently well to make the astute retort that i seemingly created a strawman.I told you to "end up with" i.e. develop a medical fetish. I didn't accuse you of having one. Also you completely ignored the part asking whether or not it was the dynamic that was important for you.For any subsequent replies: Will you ignore me if i use textisms?
>>44008291>For any subsequent replies: Will you ignore me if i use textisms?Yes, it's really quite sad seeing how far 4chan has degraded and been swarmed with people who think that kind of behavior is acceptable.
>>44008296Last time, I promise: ur on "4chan", da last thing i'll listen to is some bitch that can't find sum1 to break her fukin back. just cuz u lack the literacy to read diz shouldn't mean you get to decide how i talk >~<taking urself a little serious, are we?
>>44008339I mean I came to 4chan a long time ago because I had no community IRL, and now I barely come here because normalfags have infiltrated and ruined it beyond recognition. Regarding the medical fetish, since you seem to be stuck on that, I will not develop one because I think gore is gross, one, I'm quite squeamish, and two I'm not a fetishist period, like at all. I don't develop fetishes. Whether or not I like the dynamic you should be able to glean from the OP, but yes.
>>44003901GayGP is legit gay with agp, not the same
>>44008400Being gay and AGP are mutually exclusive
>>44008358> you should be able to glean from the OPEh, not quite. It only outlines what you're not attracted to. So really the problem isn't that:> even gay men correctly recognize I'm basically a glorified mentally ill, undersocialized fetishistbut that you aren't a fetishist in the first place. Actually, reading the OP again, writing "recognize" there is massively misleading.You're squeamish, don't really have the hots for yourself which would make you AGP, but enjoy being taken advantage of. You sort of sound like the type to enjoy oldie vampire romances.
>>44008424>Eh, not quite. It only outlines what you're not attracted to. So really the problem isn't that:Well that's sort of the point. My attraction isn't genuine. I do not *have* genuine attraction to either sex. >but that you aren't a fetishist in the first place. Actually, reading the OP again, writing "recognize" there is massively misleading.I said "basically," not that I was a fetishist.
>>44008408No if the androphilia is completely internalized
>>44008438lol i meant gynephilia
>>44003901this sounds like autistic masking>i have the sexuality where i'm not attracted to men or women>but im not asexual, i'm just ashamed of being gay, i prefer men because what they can do to me and how they make me feeljust because you don't experience "attraction" as in like you don't care whether or not somebody has beefy muscles or a hairy chest doesn't really matter, you require a man, your preference is gay, you're just afraid to admit it
>>44003901I thought meta attraction was about using men to be validated as a woman though? Your situation sounds more like OSDC so you're just a kind of bottom
>>44003901i like trannies when they dont quite pass and look like menalso i like some men i dont like cis women or tboyssometimes when i am boyvulating i goon to the thought of being a tranny hooker who sucks off random men because they could potentially validate my delusion is this meta attraction or something
>>44008494Aren't there gay asexuals, OP could be something like that.
>>44008431> My attraction isn't genuineThat's fine. A lot of people enjoy sex with partners that they aren't seriously attracted to.> mentally ill, undersocializedThis is likely largely the reason for the former. Honestly, aren't you perfect chaser material? They don't seriously want you for who you are either. If that doesn't make you terribly uncomfortable - which i feel it shouldn't, since you don't seem too displeased by lacking attraction - then why not just find someone akin to yourself?Dunno, as a theaterfreak I've had to deal with years of "I don't know if I'm just acting in my best interests, but actually hate whom I've surrounded myself with". And unadulterated gore is gross, yeah. But asphyxiation isn't and at that point being threatened with a knife scratches the same itch.. The rest goes from there.
>>44008532I don't have a problem finding a relationship, I'm in one. >>44008499OSDC?
>>44008645You're in a fulfilling relationship, you're getting the sex you want and you're still complaining that you feel like people aren't reading the correct sexual orientation when they accurate recognize you as basically bottom that lacks socialization?I feel like the largest amount of alienation might be emanating from whatever thought process you're coming up with to convince yourself everyone finds you disgusting.You seem fun but a little stupid. Also, stop telling people how to talk, retard.
