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My name is Madison, I've been on 4chan/online for a long time under different nicknames and have been through an interesting 10 years from the start of my transition. I've always known that my twin likes to come on here and post and its a good thing to find a place to communicate with people about shared interests. We were raised in a traumatic household and both my twin and I have our own demons we struggle with, I am not innocent and have committed plenty of wrongdoings and have fingerprints on humiliating or shameful events online that may not take much effort to unearth. I used to be very close to my twin and have sacrificed much, everything even for them.

So now with that out of the way, I would like to talk about Mwahnon who will of course come to their defense knowing how much they like 4chan. I have been dealing with a terrible condition for a few years now since 2023 and have become a shell of myself and its in my current position that I have seen the real Mwahnon that mirrors my mother and until recently myself. My hopes are that Mwahnon would one day, maybe when I'm no longer around, become a better person. In my lowest moments in life, they have become a despicable person. I know how difficult it was for both of us and how it has molded us into who we are but I have changed. I used to be like them to others but never to them, I would like to apologize if you were one of the people I mistreated in the past. Being in my current position (its complicated and not my family's fault) I am powerless as of yet but now treat others with a kindness my family never showed me. That kindness is returned with mockery and neglect from someone that likes to post cute and positive messages online after tormenting me irl. Of course this isn't one single major event but more like a drip feed, I have confronted them in person many times but they suffer from the same psychosis my entire family does and cannot comprehend a possibility they are guilty of any wrong.