all we can do is move forward. what about Jax do you relate to?

>>44043883
iktf

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same why did I even watch the finale, I knew exactly how's it going to impact me, maybe it's a form of self harm

>>44044189
I didn't really enjoy the jax moment with ribbit since it was very normie coded and just reaffirmed how nasty of a person he was but Cain's return had me sobbing. Zooble also pissed me off a bit. She is so damn self centered, which I get is a personality flaw but damn. Cain literally did exactly what she was asking and I get she was hurt but throw the little dood a bone more than just a threat.

How do you know you're repping instead of just mind fucking yourself from being in these spaces and hating yourself for regular reasons?

Asking for a friend

...yes duh its a fucking logical consequence of spending time around a certain issue that you will care about that issue. this is commonsensical. if you want to be a woman then just fucking do it stop trying to be VALID!!!! or whatever just shut up and make the change you want jfc

>>44045556
That is the thing (and something I even wrote in the OP though 4chan thought I was spamming for some reason), I think I might be psyopsing myself, though me being such a mentally ill regard that I can't even troon out right would be on brand.

I have too much of a positive connection to masculinity and being genderfluid or bigender or whatever the fuck is the pussy way out.

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I honestly believe troonism is only as big as it is because of the humiliation and soul torment the average male has to face daily.
Even if you aren't a chud and "make" it and get a wife the most common trope is le.OOH THE OL' BALL AND CHAIN MY WIFE SUCKS SOOO HARD AND I AINT NEVER GET NO PUSSY FROM MY WEDDED WIFE FUUUG

So the cards are stacked against you AND the reward for playing and winning is the psychological equivalent of someone flaying the skin off of your nutsack.