i went out with my one openly trans friend to go shopping and while we were out i bought some makeup. the day after i tried it on with no one else in the house. i still looked like a man. my shoulders are still too broad. iwnbaw. i go to my room and cry. i consider suicide again but come to the conclusion its silly and i shouldnt do it. i had long since lost count of how many times i have done this. i seriously considered self harming for the first time but ultimately decided against it.i shouldve never used reddit or 4chan. this is all self inflicted.
>>44527062You consider suicide silly but not dressing up like a woman and "identifying" as such despite being a man?
>>44527082>misgendering someone suicidalI hope you rot in hell
>>44527094He's suicidal because he's latched himself onto a retarded lifestyle built on hating himself for not being born as a woman. The moment he realises he's not trans is the moment he can start making positive progress in his life
>>44527153i know im trans. ive felt this way for years. what are you even doing here
>>44527295It's obviously a retard, just ignore him
>>44527094at least theres some nice people here
>>44527062Don't hurt yourself, please. I wish I had something to say that would make you feel better, but I'm stupid :(
