>>44888980
I use the dark side to be NEET and laze around al lday.

bump

I WISH I WAS A WOMAN

Reply to this post to instantly become a giant boob anime girl

>>44888980
take your HRT, retards

>>44891696
I stopped taking my hrt

>>44891828
Why?

>>44891828
that's gay stop that and start hrt again at once

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>>44888980
friday night motherfuckers
time to turn up

>>44891843
I'm already too dysfunctional for even basic tasks and hrt makes the agoraphobia much worse. I don't want to live a constant humiliation ritual I just can't handle it, I can't accept it, I can't be a tranny under any circumstances. It might have been worth it if I had a chance at passing but I don't and never will.

>>44891963
my friday night is going to be lame, I only have like half a bottle of wine left because I had to drink through my reserves to get through a little episode earlier this week

Might be the case that I just have body dysmorphia and not actual gender dysphoria. I've been on HRT for a couple months and I really like the physical effects but not so much the emotional effects. Why do people insist on suggesting HRT to femboys?

get this nasty shit out of my face please

>>44888980
AGAMP here who used to think he was straight but now can only get sexually interested in the idea of being a troon who gets fucked by her loving passionate husband. Anyone been here before? How can I fix this?

>>44888980
I started taking hrt. I caved.

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>>44892905
congratulations :)

The year 2026 really has been the night of the long knives for reppers.

>>44892913
How?

>>44892927
Everyone seems to be trooning out suddenly this year besides me.

>>44892913
I wish I could get stabbed with a knife

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>>44892953
Come on then

do u guys wanna learn about protein analysis methods

>>44888980
growing up is realizing the siths probably had the right ideas

>>44893032
my female star wars OC would be a grey jedi for maximum edgekino

Everything is so boring and stereotypical

>>44893196
yeah

>>44892953
Join us

>>44873042
>if i come out i have a chance at getting hrt soon (20)
>if i don't then most likely i have to wait until i am 22 and have my own job and place
do i do it or not anons. i don't even want boobs so i'd have to explain to them i'm some weird enby freak

I honestly can't see things staying like this for the next decade, culturally it's just so fucked there's no way

3am dinner time

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I oscillate very rapidly between wishing I was a woman and wanting to be a jacked moid. Often within the same day.
Also I don't really want to take HRT because I don't want to look like every other skinnyfat long black haired MTF (which would be inevitable)

>>44893003
yeah sure

>>44893327
They won't know.
Like i said... People might assume you're chubby. Dad says I got fat and if he's noticed breasts prob associates it with that.
I've been called a girl in front of him and he laughs it off and corrects people for me.
Nobody will ever know if you don't give them a reason to believe it, unless they're terminally right wing brain rotten looking for troons

>>44894139
what does this have to do with my question
i'm sure i could hide taking hrt from them if i wanted

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Life is misery

>>44894189
Just take your fucking meds rn and quit whining is what I'm getting at

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FFS will fix everythi-

>>44894139
>I've been called a girl
average hrt """repper"""

>>44894397
ive taken hrt for 9 years obviously i dont look like a cis man but i dont look like a woman at all. i could show you but you'd probably save the photo and spam it here to bully me...

Can't be an anime girl. Guess I won't work then!! hahah BTFO

>>44894536
Based I've been kind of considering quitting my job and just neeting again. I'm so miserable at work. I could probably bear with it if I had someone to come home to at night but I just get home to my empty apartment and lay in bed playing games on my steamdeck until I fall asleep and then rinse and repeat.

>>44894536
I need to get a job soon unfortunately to afford more alcohol and copes.

I wanna date a femrepper

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/RjzaJvAjsNs soon

>>44893828
become a jacked woman, duh

Listening to music so I don't hear the voices. Not joking. God this sucks

>>44894195
Dealing with insane people is misery. It is where all our problems come from.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CCYebicGnDI

Are there any good places left on the internet

This isn't a repper specific thing but I have nowhere else to post this & it feels like life is just crashing around a pinball machine from monday to friday and then all of the weekend is spent recovering which most of the time doesn't even work. Life has flown by because all of the time in which I can actualize my future is a 5-6 hour block on the weekends.. I have no family or friends either so it's just me, alone, being exhausted all the time for nothing. I beat myself up about not mining bitcoin back when I first heard about it in 2011 because that realistically was the last escape for fucked up millenialoids like me.

>>44896425
No, they have prisoners and asylum freaks junkies in rehab etc on iphone daycare. These are jot supposed to interact with the rest of us

>>44896611
I should be in an asylum if I'm being honest with myself.

>>44896771
no we should be in a nature retreat
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GKBtMLOC2oU

>>44896869
I feel 10x better after being in nature. The internet fucking blows and has nothing to offer.

I want to look like Galatea from Justice League.

it's nuts how you have to work and earn your way out of your shithole only then you have the permission to troon

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Finally watched Wolf Children.
Someone here some months ago recommended it to me, but cause of my mental problems I couldn't bring myself to watch something new I have not seen before.
If you somehow do see this, I enjoyed it a lot, and also cried a lot.
Thank you.

I think my old ffs savings will go to dentist work instead

>>44897907
Sometimes I wish I could cry more

>>44896771
Kys

>>44895685
Not that it's impossible but while on E and attempting to pass it's particularly counterintuitive.

https://youtu.be/UZGu9ixGgL0?si=5mTV74WWQttnq7wk

>Swami do we have to die now?
-No but my words

Rapeape fix the fucking website already

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>>44898108
All in good time anon

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>>44894536
my thought process exactly

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>>44891696
HRT won't unrape me or turn everyone into an anthro woman or give me a wife and two point five children and one hundred and sixty acres.
>>44893828
Literally me.
>>44895685
Liberal myth.
>>44896425
Libpol?
>>44896771
Don't recommend. Wasn't fun.
>>44897907
Glad someone else liked it.
>>44899051
Please don't anon.

Next week I have a social event that I HAVE to go to with family
A female friend from school is going to be there, with her husband and two kids, and I'll have to interact and try and be nonchalant and polite and try to hide how I'm a shell of a man who never flourished and who thinks about hanging himself every week

>>44899437
just don't, a couple years ago I had to meet one of my female friends from when I was a kid and it was so soul crushing that I still get cringe flashbacks to this day

will it be asahi super dry or vino blanco tonight?
I also will be watching anime if that matters

>>44899564
I'll try find any way out that I can

feels worse the past week for reasons i can't put my finger on. weird
>>44888980
no i'm close enough to my virgin at 30 wizard powers waiting on those
>>44899573
i've only had asahi a few times but i've always thought it was horrible so would vote vino
t. weird strawberry ale

can someone help me transition I'm mentally ill and i'm worried i won't ever be able to have a family but I wanna be cute :( i threw away my entire childhood doing nothing, threw away my 20's trying to be the kinda guy a girl wanted just to be cheated on and thrown away, I'm so useless

In the Trump era it's no wonder that even the LGBT community is so enamored with the idea of masculine dominance

>>44899818
sorry but I chose asahi and it's tasty

>>44900223
help you how? just either go legit with prescribed shit or go diy
and it could always be worse, you could have thrown away your 30's and 40's too

>>44900223
you're in the wrong thread for that

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Anyone think about killing yourself as a kid cus you were injected with evil as a kid

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>>44901138
I’m
Drunk so the drawerings aren't very good

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>>44901141
4 mb size limit pmo

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>>44901144
sorry for pushing the bump limit

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>>44901152
but yeah anyone else feel this my father took creepshots of women so I thought it was normal and started doing it unyil I felt a deep regret and horribleness and deleted everything and that is why I will never be a woman and I was destined to be an awful rapist to be executed since he was born
I never talked to him about it after that first notice and i am too scared to confront him about it or drop my parents who would hate who I truly am someone should kill me for being so pathetic

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>>44893834
more bump hogging

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>>44901187
p2 you niggas better get educated

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>>44901190
p3
mostly just copying my textbook for methods that probably won't be on the exam

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>>44901194
thats about it if you want it better conveyed just watch ak lectures

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>>44901200
k I'm gonna go aura farm with my mp3 player at a lake til the sun rises or something

>>44893828
true and real but being a jacked moid is easier so I go to the gym

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there can only be one

>>44901209
I liked your art
enjoy the lake, I'm just drunk in my bedroom like a loser even though there's a lake close by

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Sequel fans are trannies
Prequel fans are reppers
Original fans are cisgender

>>44901399
spinoff fans?

>>44901424
Same thing as prequel fans, also reppers. Especially the case for filoniwars fans

i really went and ruined my whole life, huh? if i didn't consciously rep since 23 i could've at least been a clocky twinkhon (if even that). now i'm almost 27 and my body is so fucking ruined i feel horrified looking at my reflection it's like i get panic attacks (except maybe milder idk what an actual panic attack feels like)
just let me out of this body please let me out i don't want to live in this thing i want to see myself in mirrors not some strange moid please just blow my brains out anything but this let me out

>>44901399
I liked clone wars and some of the legends books when I was a kid
more recently I watched Kyuuninme no Jedi and played a cyoa, was kinda fun to get half into it again for a just little bit

I'm only dysphoric and falsely attracted to the same sex because of being exposed to the internet at a young age. If I wasn't I would just be non dysphoric and straight. If I was legitimately attracted to the same sex I would have at least tried to ask someone out or hook up but I never have, I'm just a coping turbo virgin

I'm voting for the fascist party in my country this coming election just to spite the society that has abandoned me.

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>>44901634
Gonna be much more common around the world in the coming years. Trump was just the beginning. Far right surging all over Europe and other Anglosphere countries like Australia and New Zealand. Economy is fucked, no one has any hope for the future, society is atomized and everyone hates each other, people want to lash out and the people who created this society. Add the rapid advancement of AI that's going to really start causing problems in the next few years. If you think things are bad now, just wait for the 2030s the 2020s will seem like the good times in comparison.

I'm not really a trans woman. I'm just an autistic gay boy that never felt like he belong to male society, never was interested in traditionally male hobbies, didn't care about fitting in there much, always noticed that I act differently than them and they are cool and it's other.
Not like it helps that unlike the men I see I don't have chiseled beautiful manly face, or a ripped body that is full of muscles like I don't even fucking joking every one of my friend has, no there's not all bodybuilders and none is a model but I see them and see men. Let's not talk about that their undergarments are filled and the contents look manly and it's not the same in my case.
Me, a trans? Nooooah way. I just like wearing longer hair, and sometimes painting nails and filling eyebrows. It's not like when I shave and do my hair and sit in bath and stare in the mirror I see something that is not entirely masculine in the reflection. And if I stare too long or turn my shoulder so it doesn't look massive I see a woman with wet hair and grey chin. And it's not like when I imagine myself in the future as someone cool I see a tall skinny lean chick with extra long hair in a heel. And definitely not because I was joking about transitioning since I was much younger.
Ahahaha, what are you talking about? I can't be trans. I'm just alt and unlucky and not great looking. aaahahahahah that's comical to think I may be a woman. Even if a therapist once said that I have a lot of feminine in me when I was a teen and I never understood why my auntie who drove me there and heard that during light chatting when picking me up flared up a lot like an angry rocket.

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I cope by reading middle age books made for teenage girls

you keep the dick because you're cis

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>>44901823
>you will mutilate you genitals to fit in
No. I like my small feminine penis that has too much foreskin

>>44892886
be cute and find a bi wife who's into it and both of you hook up with a guy a cpl times a year together

>>44894257
holy night mare fuel, the body, the face, everything.

>>44901840
you consider it mutilation instead of reconstruction because you're a transphobe. it's really that simple.

>>44901970
I'm pretty sure this is bait but you're the one who just invalidated every single trans person who doesn't have bottom surgery and you have the nerve to call other people transphobes.

>>44902090
correct. harsh but fair. 80% desistance rates still hold true today. tha majority of you are trans identified males, meaning you identify as trans, not as women. you're porn brained because you think the woman with a penis porn fetish is what it means to be trans and not a cis male's sexual fantasy that isn't rooted in reality.

>>44902116
When did JK Rowling start posting on 4chan

>>44902138
nah. you can get a sex change and be a woman if you want. many of you don't because you don't want a sex change.

jk thinks a sex change isn't possible at all. i think the threshold is srs.

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I'm a trans-dimensional anime girl

I'm a sexy anime girl that turns all the men on and walks around in skimpy bathing suits while acting oblivious.

i'm a frumpy fujoshi that rarely leaves the house and spends all their free time online shitposting.

>>44902116
>high detrans rate
Nearly all of the detrans that don’t retrans are afabs.

if you are a repper, don't forget to take dutasteride or finasteride daily, and apply minoxidil twice a day on your scalp, to reduce your dysphoria and preserve your hairline. this has been a public service announcement from /tttt/

>>44902365
desistance isn't detransitioning. desistance is failing to complete the transition or otherwise opting out of srs.

I don't have gender dysphoria I just want to die and get reincarnated as a pretty futa princess

>hair unkempt and long
>beard overgrown
>testicles and penis
>no job
>skull is large
>AGP online


Oh yeah, it's male time

>>44902116
Bigot

If I ever come out as trans literally every family member and friend will hate me. I feel very stuck in life. Maybe I really do need to just "man up" after all.

>>44893828
as much as I'd rather be a woman in the long term, I would totally try out being an absolute giant of a man for like a week. I mean "giant" in a more literal sense, though, rather than merely tall. I'm talking proportional 7'8" at 510 pounds of muscle tier. Being jacked at my current height isn't really appealing to me.

death is the point after which you can't change anything
i'm already dead

I need a man to hold my hips and fuck my ass until the AGP thoughts go away.

everybody wants me dead

>>44904648
Same. Maybe it would make me feel better to be fucked like a whore.

I'm way too uncomfortable with my body to ever do it

you know what you all are scaring me maybe i will not tell them after all
if i don't do anything about it or tell anyone about it, it doesn't exist

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Xetk3PwPoo

>>44904671
you don't exist
>>44904648
you wouldn't like it

>>44904685
>you wouldn't like it
how do you know?

>>44904704
do it and you'll get it

>>44904685
>you don't exist
how did you know
for all intents and purposes i am barely a person let alone something with agency

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>>44904713
...no tell me.

>be me
>born in a small town of a poor country
>in an extremely poor and dysfunctional family
>abused by dad, abused by mom, abused by older sister, abused by peers
>loved only conditionally
>never get anything from anyone
>want to be a girl since kindergarten but don't tell because nobody will listen and i'll be abused even more
>in 15 years old learn about HRT
>can't DIY safely because of family and zero private labs in the shithole town
>wait till 18yo and move to the capital
>4 weeks pass by
>the full scale invasion starts
>lucky to leave the capital the first day, back to the shithole town again
>procrastination and failed attempts to get a job that will give me money for transition
>fail
>fail
>fail
>more fails
>back to the capital in 2025 in hopes to get on HRT and whatever
>interact with people
>see how emotionally retarded and manly i am
>buzz cut
>1 year goes by
>in the city under endless drone and rocket attacks

there is no way out for me
like even being cute and pretty doesn't work because men don't have money anymore and can't go freely on the streets after 25yo
jobs are shitty
all social lifts are frozen
can't leave
useless, bald and ugly
one group of billionaires wants to kill me because i'm a tranny freak
another group of billionaires wants to kill me because i'm wrong nationality
life is against me on every step
everybody wants me dead

from the street i hear a motorbike and confuse it with a drone like every time

and the stupid site doesn't allow me post pictures because of my ip
fuck you

>>44904856
tough hand famalam

>>44904868
yeah, my mental health is ruined for a few life cycles forward
some things are unfixable and unbearable

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I literally believe AGP functions as a memetic virus and that science doesn't even have the framework to understand it. As an early teen I was googling boobs & asses on the family computer which is very typical moidbrain behavior. But then in the early 2010's I read a copypasta from /cd/ or something about a boy who dresses up and has sex with his friend and it stuck in my mind forever. There's a lot of little things like that. I was a little autistic maybe, but I was totally on track as a straight male, until I was exposed to these tiny AGP breadcrumbs and for some reason I remember those things a lot. Nothing but the cognitohazard explanation makes sense.

>>44905180
having that sort of awakening just means you were trans to begin with

>>44905180
>>44905240
I wasn't born trans but I'm pretty sure I was born with AGP. I remember getting aroused at the thought of being a woman as early as 5 years old, maybe even a year younger than that. I'm only considering that I'm trans because the dysphoria is going crazy right now. God finally took away my lust and gave me this in return. I'm on track to beating my nofap streak and exceeding it by many days because I seriously have zero urge to consume porn or masturbate now.

>>44904856
I am so very sorry

>>44904856
:(
there must be some way you can get on hrt

Dear brothers and sisters.
Recently I have sinned against you by calling (I don't know who is or is not here) you a (...)
I don't believe in banning and deleting at all.

But people here. They never reprimand you right.
I would confess, I would (...)
That is just what I want. Longer story

>>44905375
i'm working on it but i need to fix my wisdom teeth first (i finally got around to it)
but pretty much yeah can't end the war nor earn enough money
fmstl

i don't know what's the point of my endless suffering when everyone get to be happy in their life at least to some extend but everything fucking everything is against me like fucking everything. i don't have freedom, money, power, i own nothing. and nobody will help me i mean realy help real fixing in my life.
i can't be myself because i'm too ugly and unpassing. i can't be a tranny or i'll be killed and even i hide i still will be killed by a fucking ballistic rocked or a drone. all roads lead to death.

why everything was meant to be against me?
why my pain wasn't ever meant to be relieved?

9 hours and 10 minutes of air raid alert
at least a few hours of silent

Or maybe you don't mind. Fine too.

>>44905604
silence*

Soo you were going to make it not becoming trans.
Let me tell you a little story.
Everyone can the sexual and gender identities.
You are thoughtful and worthy people recognising relationship and erotisism in reality doesn't word as it does now.

I mean work typo sorry

post me something
I just don't want the solution all in my own you <3 lovely deary dears

Even if you same sex. You don't have to be gay anymore even. Even if you live that way

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6 shots in and I think I'll study magick and if that doesn't work, I'll just kms, like whats the point


What do you think about this

i dont care if its a fetish or not i just wish i looked like a girl

some people just begin to look like such a cute grill

i am pure masculinity

kill all afabs

>>44905716
It is no longer necessary, yes to order it right, not talk not the clothes of family members all this.
However you don't have to consider yourself closeted nowadays.
Rather how relationship and erotisism fails. And has for hundreds of years. And silly games. Nothing else
>Silly games mind that well nothing else

>>44905876
you will never understand me

>>44905930
I do
You understand I am not posting it in this post
<<but no hard feelings at all intended>>

just
aweee with hard feelings
no-one likes dem

>>44905942
kys faggot

i win

im sorry for being a failure

>mind they do not bind themselves to anyone anywhere
https://youtu.be/n1CCbnoEnM0?si=agXj0UwWIGkyQdYz

i do not fegget dear
even if i <3 or dear lovely thee cute one
whatever it is i do

I don't want to post the solution on my own
https://www.scribd.com/document/1005948951/The-48-Angelic-Keys-the-Enochian-calls#fullscreen=1

Mind the first paragraph means do not enter sin, and God, as the last paragraph says won't regret creating humans

Relationship ans erotisism is shitty to everyone.
Is been for centuries <3 dear lovelies

im sorry for being amab

i can feel everyone hating me

>>44906141
eeeh i stil <3 ye

>>44906159
i dont like it when people lie to me

when i die no one will notice

I'm looking for the australian Cureanon from 2018-2019ish
Anyone seen that Cureanon ever since?

>>44906174
i can't dear <3
I <3 you in any case

it is not even gay anymore

>>44906336
);

should i troon out or should i skip to the part where i kill myself

>hate work and look forward to the weekend all week
>weekend finally arrives
>open up a game and run in circles for a few minutes before closing it
>refresh my youtube home page at least 5 times
>check my email 10 times (nothing new)
>mindlessly browse through 4chan threads without making a post
>try to jerk off but get tired of it halfway through and stop
>try to come up with some fantasy I can daydream about but it’s boring
>give up and just lay in bed with the lights off until it’s time to go back to work
Having nothing to look forward to in life really fucking sucks. I have tried so many hobbies to fill the time but I always drop them as quickly as I picked them up. I’m only alive because the thought of dying makes me sad

>>44906362
I believe you're referring to Crystalia, and no I haven't seen her for a while

>>44906450
you could also just rot and do nothing like me

>>44906511
That's one of her names she used, yeah
I wonder what happened to her... I miss her
She probably won't talk to me because I trooned out but... she's still important to me

if i cant be afab then no one else should be allowed to be afab

>>44904856
Condolences nonny.

I spent like an hour shaving my legs and now I have bony man legs but without hair
1% less gross maybe