i had my entire childhood and teenage hood stolen from me because i’m a fucking troon and lived like a man and now i don’t even get to look like in my 20s when i’m in my 20s despite all my effort. it’s so fucking unfair, i just need to kill myself. nothing i do fucking matters at all. nothing i’ve ever done has mattered or will matter. my transition is worthless i still look like a man. my skincare routine is worthless i still look ugly and old. my schooling is useless im still unemployed and braindead. $100s and dozens of hours spent applying retinol sunscreen moisturizer and taking collagen supplements and staying hydrated and sleeping early every night, doing cardio exercise and all this shit every day just to expire early. i can’t even give children i have literally 0 sexual market value besides my looks and they’ve expired before they’re even supposed to. no man will ever love me because i look like an old bag before im even supposed to, i never got to enjoy youth for even a single fucking day and i’m not even 25 yet.
>>44925163picrel you? You look fine. don't kys
>>44925163Genuinely don't kys. You aren't a hon.
>>44925163if this is u ur fish n fertile looking asf girl bah go to sleep n feel better tmw pls ur so cutieik xactly how u feel tho im sry angel ;t
>>44925163My hat coolerSorry ur sad and stuff but at least you arent 29 you can always think about it like that
>>44925225Yo Jade is alive. I haven't seen you in a century
>>44925225Do you ever have anything to say that isnt about you?>>44925163Dont.
>>44925163why is your mouth just constantly openyou look retarded
>>44925163tranny HP Lovecraft
>>44925225how hard is it to get a shade of foundation/concealer that actually matches your skin tone you incompetent hag
>>44925163Mel I'm in love with you you have to live
>>44925225Hi Jade
>>44925163good luck
>>44925163??? isnt this mel? I used to follow you on twitter and then I forgot why I followed you and unfollowed you... but you seemed rlly cool tho!Clearly you are catastrophizing rn and need some help; I actually just checked your twt to make sure this is actually you and it is. Highk your whole journey has been really inspirational to me esp since you're willing to defend other dysphorics and are rlly pretty too :)The whole thing about missed youth is real. I wonder about it alot; what my life wouldve been like if I was born cis. Ultimately I've come to terms with it as I wouldnt be the person I am now without this struggle, this dysphoric suffering, as bad as it is. Despite how self-hating I am, I look into the mirror everyday and see potential, bc you know, things can change? And they do change all the time. The skincare thing is realll like the first time I shaved I fucked it up and got microcuts on my stomach and now its pigmented so I gotta pay all this cash for glycolic acid and this other bs to fix it it fucking sucksTbh though, I think youre experiencing a BDD breakdown more than anything. Most of my worst mental breaks are from dysmorphia and a little bit of dysphoria, as dysmorphia distorts your self image, and the dysphoria gives it an extra stinging charge. If I may ask, what did you go to school for?
>>44925251I dont wear foundation that shit is bad for your skin silly
You're a passoid and you don't look 30 or even 26 for that matter
Don't kill yourself! Have sex with me before you die!
>>44925163ACK
>>44925163Mel i saw your twitter post saying that you're better now but I'm going to need you to post a cute selfie smiling amd giving a thumbs up just to be sure
>>44925225always makes me laugh when someone makes a suit post and than some trip has to attention whore in the thread lol
BPD fuck
>>44925163I feel you
>>44925225who this dead eye thug ass mofo?
>>44925431explain all the bullshit caked on your face then you nincompoop
>avg current poster is unfamiliar with both Mel & Jadeover
>>44925163Do you still remember when I said you looked like Elastigirl?
if you look anything like picrel then you're talking complete nonsenseyou're not model material, but you look like a woman in her late teens / early 20s
Hey mel remember when that based anon took a giant shit on you and flushed you down the toilet? Well its quite fitting because thats exactly what you and your threads are.
>>44925163>nothing i do fucking matters at all. nothing i’ve ever done has mattered or will matter.You're almost there, Nona.
>>44925163>mel, the qtest of qties, is sewerslidel about her looksyou hoes gotta calm down
>>44925163You look your fucking age retard this is the stupidest shit ever
>>44925163Retardo passoid overhere complaining about looking like shit while having an 8/10 face. Ragebait at it's finest. Your schooling was probably useless if this is what you waste your time on instead of searching for a job.
>>44925163>edmonton oilersi wanna kill myself too and i live in edmontonsomeone abduct me and take me to vancouver
>>44926301Not op but "nothing I've ever done has mattered" does not equal "there is nothing that matters"
>>44926301Nihilists I know irl post shit like this but then spend the rest of the time whining about how depressed and useless they are.
>>44925163Thus ends Mel’s era of doom posting lol
>>44925163Damn, we really are here forever huh?
>>44925190>ur fishGO BACK
>>44925163Kill yourself or revert back, you have all the motivation you need for the latter, just spite and hatred.>Muh hate!1!!Unironically, take E blockers and go full T surge and become what you were genetically designed to be, and make them pay. Take revenge on the ones who set you on this path.There is no justice in this world save for what you inact.
>>44925163i love baiting dysphoric 4chan posters into suicide by posting passoids
>>44925225>>44925163imagine being 33 and realizing you drank your 20's away insofar you can't remember shit from it
stfu glowie
>>44925163You're overstating how old you look. Unless you have some medical condition, it's practically impossible for a young adult to look ''old''.
