I'm starting to believe I'm shouldn't live anymore I'm a trans girl and have autism and just extremely burned out and have been for 2 years and just don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want a job I don't want to look at my phone I just want someone to cook me food and give me books to ready and be comfy and give me cuddles I want to die please. It's really just too muchhttps://voca.ro/1nTbDjbS05C0(me crying)
Please could someone please give me cuddles
PLEASE!!!!
PLEEEEEASE
>>44931464Huh. That's odd. You are making yourself feel sad but you're lying. Why are you doing that?
>>44932393I'm not lying!! I really am upset!!
I just wish I was allowed to be myself.....https://voca.ro/11Z3isEoT5w5
>>44932738no one wants autists to be themselves not even other autistseveryone is lying to youyou will either have to mask your whole life or be alone and isolated forever
>>44931464alright, alright. thanks for sharing. hope they find a cure for whatever you have. *hug*
>>44932753I wish someone could come and take care of me. And help me take care of myself. So I could at least live alone manageably.
>>44932816I don't want a cure. I just want to be myself and for us to take care of each other.
>>44931464real im so tired all the time… good luck nona
>>44932938NonaDo u want to kiss?
>>44932957are you cute???
>>44932969Idk am I.....https://ibb co/C5php9n8
>>44932991oh wait you actually are i didn’t think id get this far T-T
>>44932935I'll always accept you being yourselfcheer up!>>44932991I think I complimented you a few weeks ago. Did you get misgendered at a club or something?
>>44932996Nona......are YOU cute??
>>44933013omg please don't spy on my thread..... i don't want anyone to see it.
>>44933044why not? why are you sad?
>>44933028not really tbhon i. have not been on e all that long. but i have been told i just look like a woman that has pcos so im not like terminally male??
>>44933055I'm just sick of being burned out and sick of being 22. I don't even want to go to clubs anymore (way too loud for too little gain, just empty chatter for maybe an instagram follower or 2 or very rare casual sex) I just want to start a band with someone or something. But life feels purposeless really. I don't want to make new music I don't want to draw I don't want to clean my house it's just too much work. I don't want to have a job either. Everything is just too much.>>44933068So kiss or no?
>>44933095sure, fine
>>44933097Ok if you're gonna be neutral about it I don't want it
>>44933111T-T can’t even get free kisses from 4chan im actually rizzless and chopped
>>44933132OMG BUT YOU SAID FINE THAT MEANS IT'S A NONCOMMITTAL ANSWER!!How old are you nona
Unrelated as in how old you are. But just wondering age bc you said rizz and chopped
>>44933095I would recommend getting on welfare if you can, the government will pay you if you are too autistic to live on your own. that is what I did and I can finally breathe without having to push myself past my breaking point just to survive. I will most likely still never be loved but most people don't seem to get that. it's just a fantasy really
>>44933140i just would be anxious to actually go somewhere and meet someone irl bc im insecure T-T also i’m 23 (ancient)
>>44933188I'm a year younger nona rrarf Silly U can kiss online too u know >>44933180I actually am. My parents kicked me out when I got serious about transition so govt gave me an emergency home to save me from homelessness. But what to do on welfare. Is it ok to just sleep all day?
>autistic trannies start trauma dumping and venting 5 minutes into talking to each other
>>44933210mwah -3-
>>44933259mwwwwah <33 cutenona
>>44933301okay now we keep this thread alive for 3 years and become the first couple to get married over 4chan, deal???
>>44933210yeah that's fine if it makes you happy. personally I have hobbies and complicated projects I have a lot of passion for and that fills the time. life still feels hollow though. not much to do about that
>>44933407but nona......we must date first!!
>>44933468That's amazing you have the drive to enrich yourself. I pride your impassion. But..... I'm scared. Will I become hikikomori, isolated from the world? I want to be a little bit famous still.
>>44933484that’s what the 3 years of thread maintenance will be, two lovers bound by a text based committal, doomed to yearn but never know eachother as anything more than nona
>>44933495up to you. really what living on welfare does is give you the bandwith to improve yourself in other ways. maybe practice socializing.
>>44933546But then everyone will know I'm on welfare and who will I talk to then!! Should I take a theatre course and become theatre kid?? I hear the confidence it gives you is insane>>44933530Nona that sounds like a dark romance novel. The human touch is an essential part of blooming relations.
>>44933601well okay if you aren’t 5+ hours away then we can meet after 2 months of this, deal??
>>44933601if people judge you for that they're not worth interacting with lol
>>44933644No NonaI have quests to complete. But we can talk >>44933711Aw true actually
