I'm always depressed, often actively sad and I look like it. I'm kind of weirdly obsessive and perfectionist in everything and I feel a kind of anxiety to be productive, to do everything. I feel like I just redirect my dysphoria over not passing, manmoding into various things. I can't really just enjoy anythingin general I just feel really messed up
I'm the exact same although I'm also faketrans
>>45223108I think it's impossible to disconnect each thing from the other
>>45223108idk I could theoretically be a perfectly happy twinkhon getting on with my life. its hard to say if my issues are from being a tranny. ive been depressed since I was like 10also im a massive autist and that was always going to make life hard
>>45223246it's not a satisfying answer but it's the correct one. if we weren't trans we'd be different people. the various problems i have exist within and without the gender shit but the existence of the gender shit affects my other problems in a holistic kinda sense. whole body connected, whole psyche connected, know what i mean
No, they come from being born dead, then being hidden from the world for 5 years, then being thrown into the world expecting me to live normally, also the relentless bullying
if i could just not be trans then i would have a whole lot less to deal with yesbut i have tried just choosing to not be trans and it doesn't work in fact it makes things worsewhat was the question again?
