/wwoym/ - Write What's On Your MindYOU ARE A FAGGOT editionPrevious: >>23318103
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>>23324263Im an unironic 31 year old khhv
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This board is finally maturing
>>23324288If you want to know what sex and gf is like, eat pizza every day for a month and see if you still care about pizza
>>23324263I fundamentally believe that men and women occupy different roles in society. But with the advent of women in the workplace, it seems that nowadays, women can do it all. I was really trying to find a differentiator and I think the most fundamental differentiator between the sexes is this: risk. The role of the man is to be the risk taker. Not because he can afford it, but because he has no choice. The man makes himself valuable by taking risks and reaping rewards. The woman does not need to take risks. She can simply latch onto the man who has already proven himself.
It makes me happy, when I see people talking about how generation Z is getting dumber because of Tiktok, AI, social media, etc., because I am gen Z and I have a superiority complex, especially about my intelligence. When I see people my age scrolling, looking all braindead, it makes me all the more motivated to read more and be better than them. I daydream about a future, where everyone is basically lobotomized because they never did any intellectually stimulating activities, meanwhile, I am a shining beacon of brilliance. But then I come back to earth and remember, that I see what I wanna see and that reading a "hard" book does not automatically make me a genius. So I have this whole mental battle going on, where I feel better than others, yet at the same time, I know that I am just feeding my ego, but I just cannot stop myself. But whatever, it is what it is. I am 18, so I still have time to grow out of all of this. Plenty of people probably did.
>>23324288Getting a gf is easy. Fucking is easy.Finding a girl that is worth all that trouble, is the hard part.
>>23324314GenZ is smarter than us millenials. We were the slackers, growing up, and we were the perennial manchildren who are still failing at life.GenZ got scared shitless by all their loser older siblings and wisened up early.
>>23324315I'm saving myself for the princess in the fantasy world that I'll get transported into.
>>23324430me too, that makes two of us,what I cannot stand the most: girls who are completely non-romantic and casual about the whole love and romance thingit's the hugest turn off for me, it tells me, that she is either very experienced and by now, jaded about the whole thing, or she just sees me as the useful walking wallet and there is no love from her side
>>23324448>experiencedYou mean retarded?
>>23324304I learned to elevate my pizza game but now my gf and I live in different cities.
the only reason I like girls is that I want to fuck them, which is adolescent, cheap, irresponsible, not worth doing, a waste of time, not much fun anyway really, a needless distraction from my real vocation, destructive of any real power of understanding women which as a novelist HAHA should be important to me, contemptible, liable to make me a laughing-stock, narrowing, impracticable, destructive of sexual pleasure in the end, something originating in my upbringing, neurotic.
>>23324288I'm 28 and heading that way, I just can't find anything appealing about modern women. It's like they believe that prostituting themself or being just another dudebro/worker is the pinacle if femininity and It just makes me uninterested.
>>23324458it's a euphemism, I meant that she's experienced in taking dick in all her holes and being a cum dumpster
>>23324305Not very nuances, but I know it's not because I thought the same way for a while. It's internet thought.
Was driving home when I saw this gorgeous asian schoolgirl cross the road and go into this supermarket, so I parked, went in and got some ice lollies, bumped into her in the process. We glanced at each other at the self-checkout. Then she left and went up the hill. I saw by the badges on her lapel and the crest on her blazer that she goes to my old school—not the local comprehensive, a private school an hour's drive away. I screenshotted the time on my phone, and I remembered what time the school bus used to stop here. She must be 17 or 18. I watched her go up the hill, waiting for her to turn into a drive. She didn't, just kept going up. So I got in the car and went round the one-way system and circled back, driving up the hill. I lost her but I knew she must live close.
>>23324463can you teach me something I still suck at sex. I still can’t put a condom on I go 'babe can you help me'
>>23324468There are good women out there, but it's just hard to meet them, especially for some of us who don't have good social networks.When you "put yourself out there" you inevitably meet the bottom of the barrel.
>>23324470So what do you think now? Teach me, sensei.
Is 4chan's users dwindling?
>>23324476The OP edition motto applies. Thát doesn't belong thére, and if you're not willing or stable enough to commit to the biological function of the act you shouldn't be doing it, with or without raincoat. More positively, go for it all the way, but the result is having to do hard work for 25-30 years, 6 days a week, 8 hours a day minimum, 10-14 hours a day preferable. But everything will make sense, and humans are made for it: it's natural, and the bonding is a better high than selfmade pizza. Even if this all turns out to be a simulated reality.
>>23324481Non tuum sensei sum. I want to sleep and I o
>>23324481I think that I want to sleep and see Dreamland and work more tomorrow and harder and not drink as much coffee but water instead. I also think that I've lacked in buying nuts as writing fuel this week.
>>23324505But to stick to your topic: The doubts remain, except when I'm working, then I do it for hér and thém simultaneously.
coke tmrw
>>23324514What?
>>23324520what?
>type out multi paragraph thread OP>do captcha>you have mistyped the captcha >all the text is gone suicide can't be that difficult, can it? gonna give it a shot
here's what i'm reading nextacts of desperation by megan nolanunder the net by iris murdochmy phantoms by g rileyreread will shaxpyold devils by amis
>>23324526backspace brings it all back
got carded for cigs and again at 26 and the cashier had to chuckle a bit and say oh 'I thought you were younger'. people always comment that I look younger when they really just mean short. I'll have a full beard, good physique/posture and people still assume I'm a teenager.
>>23324305>>23324481What you're missing is that the risk comes with greater opportunity. A man can have several women under his control sexually AND emotionally at the same time. A woman can have infinite guys willing to fuck her but they will be neither attached nor exclusive. That's the game as it exists to be played: the abuser, the complicit victim, and (you), the invisible man. So the choice you're left with is either to maximize, optimize, and pursue, or to find some way or another of participating without putting your humanity aside, with the understanding that it will require extreme patience, caution and luck to get anything at all worthwhile, and even then it won't really be like the movies. >>23324534Thank you wizardanon.
>>23324535guy at work who is like 5'5 was bragging to me that the nurse thought him & his son were brothers (and his wife was their mum) I just nodded
>>23324535>Be me>Tall>Underage, no one asks for ID>Turn 18>Want to show ID>Nobody even looks at it>Turn 31>Feel old, smoking 20/day for god knows how many years, in thirties etc>ID pls>No id on me BECAUSE NOBODY EVER FUCKING ASKS>YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND >ok 13 y/o pls leave the premises >keeps happening >start carrying ID>stops againI think they're just trained to sense who would be annoyed and inconvenienced by being asked
>>23324525Coke the refreshing drink or the slang for the trash that takes forced labor to make and which upon the police force acts? Just drink water, and in the second case, don't do it.
>>23324568there's this one lady at my corner shop that IDs me, I'm sure she just doesn't like me. I look at the girl at the other till who serves me all the time like ... it's so stupid
>>23324556Unbased and complexitypilled
>>23324571water is a solvent it just leeches nutrients senpai
>>23324577Eat nutrients, hydrate anyway
>>23324577Also, do all of you internetters evade the question by hiding behind chemistry?
>>23324568yeah but I always get asked. what pisses me off is the comments they can't hold back or when they ask me for my birthdate as they look at the card.
>>23324579water isn't even very hydrating. proper spring water is ok (glass bottle ofc), but even then only sip it.but yes cocaine
>>23324588If you're in a place where ID checks for any age or for under 30s is normal, checking your ID is yours by asking the birthdate is probably a minimum legal standard they have to do. Here they have to question anyone who looks 25 in strict venues, and accepting bad ID is the same fine as not checking. In practice, everyone just memorizes their fake birthdate on their fake ID
>>23324576Not sure if "unbased" is meant positively or negatively but I'll clarify that I am not trying to preach anything, the things I'm describing are just the operations of nature red in tooth and claw; it's just that for a thinking person nature cannot be all there is.
>>23324305>women can do it all.Not even close. By entering the workplace women just became mediocre workers and shitty home makers. Maybe they "do it all" but they barely do anything well
look at the aesthetic of the first 30s of this videohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=83KHLurHKXQit's like neon demon or gta vice city or something. i want to be in LA on a breezy night.
>>23324639rattled
>>23324471Based predator
>>23324526>he doesn't copy his paragraphs vefore posting
>>23324613yeah bars and venues are a different story. but if it's 11am and the jeet at the store makes a comment, I have flashbacks and seethe.
>>23324568I worked at a liquor store and people like you were so fucking obnoxious. >asking for my ID?? AT A LIQUOR STORE? How dare you!Conversely there were the people who would get pissed if I didn't ask for their ID>what, are you saying I look old??Like you stupid cunts, it's my fucking job to ask. I can be held criminally liable if I do not ask. It is store policy to ask, and I can get fired if I dont. I have had 19 year olds who look 25 come in before. Stop being a stupid faggot
going to start censoring my swears on 4chan (f**k) and see if anyone says anything
>>23324682jobsworth
ALL THE PIGS ARE ALL LINED UPI GIVE YOU ALL THAT YOU WANT
>>23324568Too add, people who don't just carry their IDs on them all the time are doubly retarded. You drove to the store without a driver's license? Moron
>>23324693how tall is this guy
>>23324652I don't usually post threads ok, I'm unassuming.
>>233247001.65
>>23324682I would publicly reprimand you if I saw you card my elders but people in their 20s is fine, old age should be recognized as its an honor denied to many
>>23324755I didn't have a choice. The cash registers would lock unless I actually scanned an ID. The store implemented this policy because some morons at a different location were consistently caught selling to the underaged
>>23324682>>23324695It's rare to have ID or driver's licences. That's why I could be underage and not get IDed. Most people get a passport at 18 if they want ID or to travel. If you still have a passport at 28, it's for travel. Most people who have ID readily on them have fake ID because they're underage and laws are slightly stricter than when I was a kid or are around 18-21. To be honest, if you handed a proper driver's licence at 18 to someone who IDed you, they'd probably have more questions than if you handed them a common fake. The official ID you're supposed to use but nobody pays for because you can only use it for buying cigarettes and alcohol isn't available past 25, so it's not like America where you card people who are obviously 40.
>>23324320Finally a millennial admitting their main character syndrome is only a made-up charade to hide the fact they are worthless pathetic man-children that will never change the world like they thought for their whole life
>>23324770Sorry, didn't realize you from the third world
A confession:Started using porn around... 12, maybe? Ironically was a porn ad on /x/ back when those were a thing on blue boards. Couldn't get it out of my head, curiosity won out over disgust (because it was indeed disgusting) and I came back again and again. Just looking at first, it made me feel this tight shameful feeling in my chest which was a little addicting. Don't honestly remember when or how I was introduced to hentai but became a regular user by 13. Had little mental discernment between 2D and 3D, it was all just plain porn to me. Had little discernment between what was normal and what wasn't either, it all was mentally tagged with "immoral" and saw no reason to classify some types as better or worse than others. 100% should have been caught at some point, never was, got lucky. At some point began to steal college aged older sister's used panties to jerk off with, would wear them sometimes too, felt the same sense of "immorality" or "wrongness" that porn gave me, associated that sense with arousal and getting off, then the association flipped and immoral things began to cause arousal, and from there it was over. Didn't know it yet though. Had a period of attempted movement away from perversion towards "pure" or "vanilla" stuff, stopped stealing clothes, lasted like... 5 ish years, through my teens, lots of turbulent stuff going on at the time. Then the vanilla impulse ran out of steam, every idea or subject seen as degenerate seemed to acquire a mysterious energy, same tight pulling in my sternum, heart pounding when thought of, one day the horniness overcame reason and the downfall continued. Off to the races, let's try every fetish out there & see what sticks, slowly at first but with gathering speed. A 13th century Spanish Inquisitioner would disintegrate on the spot if he so much as caught a glimpse of my pixiv bookmarks. Then the real kicker, the degenerate-impulse seemed to have a mind of its own, accidentally saw info about butt stuff and the curiosity and horniness seethed and raged under my surface until I gave in and tried it. The moment itself felt like some dark ceremony, losing part of myself to something alien. Honestly wasn't too impressed by the results but the funny thing is all of this, the degenerate-drive, the horniness, whatever you call it, it's like a bottomless well, the deeper you go the more it seems like if you go just a bit farther some amazing treasure is lying there waiting for you if you'd just go a little more, a little farther- ended up going deep indeed, crossdressing, blew over a grand on silicone, rewired brain in ways still not understood, discovered things I never knew my body was capable of, but at end of every session always regretted it, felt unsatisfied. At this point I know I've become pretty deranged and I'm not sure if or how this all will end. I actually believe in God but apparently not on a deep enough level to uproot what else I've allowed to grow in me.
>>23324263Qt girl coworker casually asks you for $20 to help her pay some bill.You both literally just got paid the day before and get paid the same. How would you deal with this?I casually said I cant, but then she said she thought I lived with my parents and don't have to pay rent. Now I feel everyone is gossiping about me lolAlso why would I have been targetted or would she have asked others too?
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>>23324786>nowadays of course we're treated like demented or delinquent childrenhttps://youtu.be/Crn_mPWd1HQ?si=wQDcvq9lENQaPaXK&t=222
They took away my fucking V-Bucks from the fucking account I paid 30$ to get FUCK YOU EPIC FUCK YOU
>>23324820That's fucked. And you guys aren't even friends? Not cool of her.
>>23324820something like this has happened to my friend 3 times I think (different girls). thought you were a good mark, I guess
cry all the time cause I'm not having fun
>>23324263College leftists are going to face something they've longed for all their life actual struggleThis time it isn't PC BLM or Anti-White stuffThe road isn't pavedThe enemy they've focused on is the real one that spoon fed them the previous lies that got them barking up the wrong tree. It is highly organized, has media on its side and will introduce them to the hard facts of living in a zionist empire.They will learn what struggle means, and they can either eschew their values or fight it.
>>23325021autists when they try to be profound>The road isn't paved
>>23324820Say no. Simple as.
>>23324820Such an annoying and entitled mindset. >I need money more than you therefore you owe me your moneyFuck I hate people like that like you wouldn't believe
>>23325021I love seeing it actually. I hate college protestors and I hate Jews. I get to see college protesters get beaten with batons and I get to see Jews expose their power to everyone.
If I continue to NEET I may never get married and start a family. However if I choose to work, it will probably be a shitty job that would make me miserable. And if I get married, it'd probably be to some woman that would either divorce or cheat on me (I'm not a misogynist, there's simply a high statistical likelihood). I'm damned if I do, and damned if I don't. I'm leaning more to being a NEET though.. My expensive college degree is now worthless, society is crumbling.. things are just going to get worse.
>>23324263I took the high road and it fucking worked. My Mom and I are actually repairing things I think.
>>23324820'what's in it for me'
>>23324815 Damn... I've been watching porn ever since I was 10, but I haven't even come close to stuff like this.
I fucking hate myself
>>23325196I don't think most people end up like this. A combination of excessive introspection and a strong sense of taboo-ness and wrong-ness (by which the possibility for one's virtues to be negated is raised) seems to be required. Intellectually I've come to believe that anything besides extremely innocent vanilla after marriage is in some way corrosive to the soul and abrasive to the rational will, but it's an academic, factual thing. On a more fleshly level, illusions to the contrary are so very easily conjured and so very easy to allow oneself to believe.
Why would I want to have a family? I am already in one, and it sucks.
I'm horny from the get-go, I woke up horny, at least I'll be getting it out of the way early so that I don't feel the intense need to jerk off while doing something later.
>>23325212Lucky you there's no such thing as self
The happiest memories of my life are walking my dogs as a boy. Imagining my body decomposing in a field of grass to relax.
>>23324815Some good writing in there.
>>23325335based siddharta
The only remote chance of happiness and fulfillment i could find in life would be in academia and teaching but academia and education are both so terrible. I refuse to ever get a higher degree or participate in that in protest. So now I'm just lost.
>>23325375What stood out to you?
>>23325428>. The moment itself felt like some dark ceremony, losing part of myself to something alien. Honestly wasn't too impressed by the results but the funny thing is all of this, the degenerate-drive, the horniness, whatever you call it, it's like a bottomless well, the deeper you go the more it seems like if you go just a bit farther some amazing treasure is lying there waiting for you if you'd just go a little more, a little farther- ended up going deep indeed, crossdressing, blew over a grand on silicone, rewired brain in ways still not understood, discovered things I never knew my body was capable of, but at end of every session always regretted it, felt unsatisfied.Is a great way of describing it. Of course the music could be polished a bit -- can't it always! -- but it captures the experience very well.
been reading about 764 for an hour. bleak.
>>23324263I think I made my younger bro retarded.When I first saw him at the hospital I pressed down on his head. Now he's 10yrs old and he's at the level of a 6yr old. Then again my parents had him when they were old so it might just be that.
>>23324780I still believe in us millennials. We are playing the long game…
>>23325476That's awful
has a good looking person ever been truly evil?
>>23325505Ted Bundy?
>>23324815WE HAVE SUCH SIGHTS TO SHOW YOU
>>23325476That's the kind of thing that would haunt me day-and-night for the rest of my life. I'm sorry to hear all that, anon.
>>23325505Me! >:^)
Fuck you, you dumb bitch.No, it doesn't make sense that you love me and still left me. We're on good terms but fuck you. I'm pretending to be on good terms so I don't fuck up the snall chance I have of getting you back but I'm seething with anger. Imagining you laughing at me, imagining what you're doing, who you're doing it with. Fuck off. FUCK OFF. I'm not even an incel, I can get laid anytime I want, why do I care this much about this dumb bitch I dated for only 6 months FUCK. FUCK. FUCK YOU. WHORE. Everything was PERFECT. You said so yourself. Are you a sociopath, you stupid dumb bitch? Fucking avoidant cunt. Have some fucking empathy will you? It's been a month and not a text? You care that little? Fuck you bitch.
Scrolling through dating apps and its made me realize I think I just don't like people. I don't really have much motivation to have friends. I thought I wanted a girlfriend. I've never felt loved once in my life. I wanted this happiness. And a family. But scrolling through its just so dull. There's a huge variety of girls and I just don't really like any of them. I don't know why.I just think living is boring. I don't like humans. I don't like being alive. I can't identify with any of these people. If I were to have a family and die. I would still feel unsatisfied and unfulfilled. But I don't know what else to chase after. And I'm not happy sitting around doing nothing or consuming media. I'm just lost and sick of this.
>>23325560Wow, not afraid to dump out your purse on 4chan, huh
>>23325591Nobody knows who I am.And nobody ever will.
I somehow managed to get an A- on my exam, despite the fact that I only attended class like 20% of the time, didn’t read any of the course texts in full, and only studied for a few hours the day of. My prof emailed me tonight saying that because I did so well on the final she's going to discount my class participation grade, so that’s good. Maybe my GPA isn’t as fucked as I thought.
I'm a leaf-shaped shadow, you're the sun
Your life or your wallet
>>23325614I've got nothing in my wallet, damn.
the famous 2 beer drunk. Quite a state. The delicate balance between drunk and sober. The dream.
I just beat the first challenge on HackThisSite, don't piss me off, anons, I might just leak ya shit.
>>23325654https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VTSCppeFzX4
>>23325541It's alright anon. For too long I've been entranced with the Dionysian dance; I've lied, stole, displayed perversion, been a glutton, and showed immense cowardness throughout my 19 years. Perhaps my life has only resulted in the net deterioration of the world. Yet the only way to repent for my many crimes is to dedicate my soul to stop the suffering of everyone.
>>23325670lmao thanks anon. I love this show and never stumbled on this skit. CHEERS!
>>23325608What was the exam about?
I'm thinking about writing a story that takes place either 335 million years ago or 4.48 billion years ago. Not sure.
wow i thought i was a weirdo but just realized that my midday short naps are called siestas. it's so natural to fall asleep during that time (2-5pm) especially after a big lunch.
>>23325705Medieval Literature. I lucked out, because a lot of the content on the exam was stuff that I had studied in previous classes, and we had a choice of essay questions and passages to analyse. I ended up writing about Exeter Book Riddle 26, The Wanderer, Sir Gawain and the Green Knight, Beowulf, The Canterbury Tales, and The Wolf and the Lamb.
>>23325722I also had to write about The Exile of the Sons of Uisliú; forgot to mention that one.
I'd only get a prostitute so that I could get the GFE (Girlfriend experience). I wonder how much it would cost to have a prostitute lay their head on my lap, let me play with their hair, make out with me, read a book with me and then maybe give me some head to cap it off?
My life was seriously disrupted just right before I entered high school. That set off a series of missteps and setbacks. I'm 25 now. Sometimes I find myself daydreaming about being the young man I'll grow into, and then realize that I'm already over that hill.I'm aware of splits in my personality, ways I'm still mentally 14, rites of passage I missed, and all the emotional barriers I put up around me. I'm tired of being this person but I'm stuck with who I am. I think I'm gonna get wasted drunk tomorrow night.
>>23325728A prostitute isn't the GFE. I spent 4 months having a platonic friendship with a girl, except I did all the boyfriend stuff. Like picking her up and dropping her off, buying her Boba, making weekend plans, listening to her cry, all the like. It fucking sucked. A girls value is literally only sex.
>>23324263I unironically feel im way wiser and more intelligent than everybody else on this site.Once im officially retired (next month fingers crossed) im going full hermit
>>23325730what rites of passages? I know I still won't be able to escape my arrested development if I don't learn to drive. It's kind of shameful now at 25 but other than that I don't really see any other rite of passage that is left other than marriage and kids.
>>23325737>A prostitute isn't the GFEYou can pay prostitutes to provide it, that's what I'm talking about.
>>23325745I know some zoomers who graduated high school last year and started college in the fall. I saw them do all kinds of things that were totally normal social and personal activities. A "senior year experience" of sorts. I spent my entire senior year of high school staying home and doing nothing. Just normal life experiences I never got to have
>>23325737>I spent 4 months having a platonic friendship with a girl, except I did all the boyfriend stuff. Like picking her up and dropping her off, buying her Boba, making weekend plans, listening to her cry, all the like. It fucking sucked.You're dumb as fuck, you've got no one to blame but yourself for allowing yourself to get used like that.
>>23324478>you inevitably meet the bottom of the barrel.You say like its a good thing.
>>23325750you're being vague. is it just dating girls or the whole college experience which is mostly a playground until you realize the reality of work?
>>23325750>>23325730I feel the exact same way. Dont know about you but a lot of it was out of my hands. And Im only now realizing at what a serious disadvantage I was compared to everyone else in highschool and college. I am still not nearly as mature or anything.I dont know what Im supposed to do. I went to a store today and I saw a young couple. They looked so fucking happy. Going up and down the aisles buying whatever food looked tasty. I want that so bad. A cute girl and buying yummy stuff and going home to our shitty small apartment and hanging out together...I have a horrible stomach and food intolerances. I cant eat ANY meal in a carefree way, its so restrictive I often have to eat the same food everyday. I cant enjoy anything.Even if I Somehow turn my life around, I will NEVER have that. Theres a time and place for it and Im just too old now. Its so fucking depressing. And really, nobody is ever going to want to be with me anyway. I'm less than a manchild that phrase already implies more personality than I have. Im just a half made hollow person. Theres just nothing to look forward to. And I just get to watch myself get uglier everyday.>>23325749Im seriously considering doing this if Im older and still alone. Not for sex at all, but just to have someone to talk to.
>>23325751Well in my defense she needed a green card and I was scoping her out to see if she was wife material
>>23325764It's everything. It's being isolated, doing nothing, wasting years, going nowhere. And after all of that I'm a barely formed person, unable to partake of society or any normal activity because of my lack of foundation. So yeah, I regret not being a dumb teenager running around town having fun, but I also regret the stunted development and always having to quietly sit on the periphery and struggle with things most people figure out in high school
>>23325788I think many people irrespective of their position in life have this lingering feeling of incompleteness you're describing and all for varying reasons. any way promise me that if you do go out tomorrow and get pissed drunk, you at least make conversation with someone in the bar/party/park. What you need is a little communion. I used to do this as an exercise 'honing my social skills' and being 'uncomfortable' but what i realized was I enjoyed the communion with people (and girls lol). But if you're isolated and lost, a conversation with a stranger can alleviate it for a little.
>>23325782How did it take you four months to come to a conclusion? Also, a green card marriage never has anything to do with love, let that be known, your green card wife will never love you, she is only with you for the green card.
I wish I had more patience; then I could read things like books on philosophy, politics, and journal articles.
>>23325737Were you dating but just taking things slow and waiting until later on to have sex, or were you literally just friends? If it’s the former then it’s understandable that you’d do that stuff for her, but if it’s the latter then you’re an idiot.
>>23325814>dating but just taking things slow and waiting until later on to have sexIt's 2024. No one does that shit.
>>23324263I don't know what to do anymore. I am almost 29 years old, which feels old as hell, and finishing my masters soon but it's useless. I'm not happy, I feel very alienated from the people I know, even my closest friend. Society disgusts me. The girl I'm seeing is nice but I don't envision a future with her. My mom wants me to go to law school and I am weighing the pros and cons of it. I will probably do it because I honestly don't know what else to do. I just want financial freedom. All I need is 1.5-2 million dollars and I can set myself up for life. I'm a pathetic coward.
>phone screen has stray hair on it>blow on screen to remove hair>spit all over screenWhy does God do this to me????
Everything is about empires vs. barbarians.
>>23325862Well if it makes you feel any better my brother killed himself at 29 because he was a khv homeless schizophrenic who grew up wealthy and threw it all away. You're doing fine bro, stop wallowing.
>>23325804>your green card wife will never love you, she is only with you for the green card.I concluded the same thing>>23325814It's complicated. My dad married an Asian woman and this girl is a relative of hers. In a way I was scoping her out but also I was doing her a favor. And desu, some days I was just bored and lonely and knew she'd say yes to going out somewhere. Kind of a companion to fill the void a bit. For example, before I met her, I would take my dog out with me to go check stuff out. She was kind of like that. A pet to bring out with me so I wouldn't be some loner hanging around town. I liked her as a casual friend. As soon as I realized that we were going to be nothing more than casual friends, I stopped giving her the boyfriend treatment and gave her far less time of day. Anyway, after being basically alienated from female contact for several years, it was a nice change of pace to have a woman by my side for a while
>>23325835It’s less common these days, given that hookup culture is so normalised, but in my experience there are definitely still men out there who are looking for a more serious relationship and are willing to wait. And on the other side of it, I’ve also had multiple female friends/roommates who are in their mid-20s and are waiting until they find a long-term partner to have sex for the first time. I think that your perspective on this is distorted.
Three cats on mah bed. Weed pen going. Got a beer. Life is gud.
>>23325803Actually I did obligate myself to a social event tomorrow. Gonna be with people wo don't drink, which I need. I planned on going home after the fact to get drunk alone at midnight to ease the stress
>>23325890thanks man hearing stuff like this puts it in perspective, I am sorry about your brother. I too have a schizo brother (like actual schizo, diagnosed at 19). He's a lot to handle sometimes.
>>23325835I did it a few times and it just led to the chicks getting offended and fucking other guys. Women these days will just not go on a third date if you don't fuck them on the second, they'll act as if the second date was a bad date even if it wasn't, even if it was the perfect date by 20 years ago standards. I went on two dates with this one chick and we had a real heart to heart on both dates as she opened up about how her usual persona is a defensive shell and she's actually really hurting and regretting leaving her ex, which I took as a sign that we should at least take it slow, so I acted like a gentleman instead of pulling a "soooo, sex?" She seemed to appreciate this and gave me a big heartfelt hug like she was saying "thanks for tonight." Then the next day I ran into our mutual female friend, and she said "WHAT DID YOU DO?!?!?!?" and showed me texts from the date girl saying "WHY DOESN'T HE WANT TO FUCK ME??! AM I SOME KIND OF FREAK?" That was 5 years ago. Zoomer girls now just expect you to use their body like it's a fleshlight with bonus parts attached. They see sex as utterly meaningless, it's just some kind of transactional mutual masturbation. That really destroyed the last of my ability to be attracted to women. I already always had a problem of seeing them as victims and empathizing too much with them to be able to connect sexually, and I'd always end up developing a guilt complex about fucking them. But this kicked it into overdrive and pushed me right into asexuality. I almost see banging women today as like a form of grooming vulnerable people, they are all seriously retarded and sad. I can't bring myself to stick my cock in another vaping melancholy retard after she says some "maybe I'm so cool I wanna die" sadgirl shit but then flips inexplicably into "lmao let's fuck" mode. Interestingly, a few girls have told me now that I'm not unique in having the guilt complex or in being almost asexual. A ton of young men these days apparently do the "I feel guilty about fucking you" thing after sex, which women don't understand and take as "I don't find you sexy, you are bad, your pussy did not make me happy so you are invalid." A lot of girls I've known have told me that they've dated more than one guy who claimed to have a low sex drive and to be uninterested in sex. The world feels like the end of that show Lexx when the entire universe is dying.
>>23325930Mine was also actual diagnosed schizo. It sucked. I hate to say it but he was an anchor on my life for a decade. In a way I'm finally free. But it still sucks that he's dead. Weird how death can be a mixture of grief and relief.
>>23325935Bro that girl was a psycho bpd whore. You dodged a bullet by not fucking her
>>23325939I know that feeling, all the best to you
>>23325939How did you feel when you killed him? During the initial moments after you knew what you'd done, I mean.
>>23325939>>23325930I don't know what use it is posting this but I have a friend who has three brothers, two younger and one older, and the two younger ones went schizo around the time he was 20. He was in college and clearly the superstar genius of the family, on track to get a PhD and shit, basically the character Stoner in real life, and because of his brothers going insane he had to drop out and work in a factory to help support the family, and he's been stuck in shit jobs ever since. His parents passed away about 8 years ago, and the older brother is kinda surly and hard to get along with, so he's the only lifeline the younger schizo brothers have. One of the brothers in particular is full-blown raving mad and so much of his time is spent just being that guy's only lifeline, both as his only human contact and as a financial support even though my friend is just a working joe. Nobody should have to deal with all of it. I obviously only get a fraction of how bad it is. But I can see the utter exhaustion of having to deal with dementia or psychosis in a loved one. For what it's worth anyone who does that is a real hero in my books. Schizophrenia is the cruelest thing I've ever seen. One day we will be able to help these people.
Failure is unavoidable. In fact failure will always come to me over and over again. Expecting a perfect outcome is only going to hurt me. Putting more expectations on myself will just burn me out and make the failures even more painful. I would need more time to recover. It's hard to choose between anxiously taking on your problems or take them on with careless comfortable leveheaded energy knowing it would risk me more. So Anons what do you think would be better? When facing a difficult life problem. Put all of your effort and soul into dealing with your problem, but losing yourself in the process, becoming more bitter as a person, doing horrible things to yourself and others. Or knowingly not putting your entire self into your problem so you can still breath comfortably, but that energy spared might have been critical and you are much more exposed to failure.
I miss high school so much, man, I think about it all the time, I'd do anything to go back.
>>23325969thank you, sincerely
>>23325999same
>>23325935A lot of this is a massive generalisation. Women are individuals, and have varying preferences. Like I said here >>23325919, I personally know multiple Gen Z women (myself included) who don’t have casual sex at all. However, what you’ve said about being less attracted to women who view sex as meaningless is interesting, because I’ve noticed something similar before but I’ve never seen the thought process behind it explained. In my own experience, men often seem to become significantly more interested in pursuing a serious relationship if sex isn’t immediately available, or if they become aware that you’re sexually inexperienced. Like, they see it as more valuable if it isn’t easy to get, or they think that it indicates something positive about your character maybe? This definitely isn’t true in all cases—men who shun commitment and are just looking to get off will typically lose interest immediately in that scenario—but it’s something that I’ve observed multiple times.
I'm a wild man not meant for civilization.
Are you religious? He asked. No, not really I said. What a shame, he said with a short sigh. Sometimes these things are easier when they are, and just like that, he jumped off the plane, taking me with him. I didn't expect to be asked that question while tandem skydiving, was it really necessary?
>>23325890this is about to be me without the -phrenia part. i just dont really have any other choice. i just cant do this whole reality thing. im going to give my wealth to my more sane sibling who has a chance of actually making a life
>>23325935If ur meeting them on apps then there's your answer, if not then I guess you just need a better class of friends.
>>23326053Please don't, your life has value and you can find happiness and peace you just may need someone to help you get there. Don't leave your family to shoulder the burden of suicide. You are loved.
>>23325935You make me feel less bad about being myself as a virgin male whose been checked out of this whole thing because ive always seen a kind of weird feeling underlying the whole thing and i cant really meet anyone whose alright.>>23326036At this point its just different and that in itself makes it appealing before you get into the dirt of everything
>>23326082i just dont really care. and my family is complicated. ive never felt loved. theyre partly responsible for what i am. my disorders arent genetic after all.transfering wealth to a sibling comes from no love from me. im apathetic to them at this point and dont even like them. its just a compulsion to wash my hands of this thing. i dont believe theres any hope or future for me anymore. and im getting to the point where i really cant hide it like i have and just have sad monotone outbursts and whine all the time.
>>23324476Over the years i've gotten way better at sex but if I dont have an exact line of sight I have a hard time getting it in so I just make her do it and honestly its way hotter.
>>23326036Wanna get married?
I cannot remember a single thing that used to truly make me happy. I don't remember if i was ever happy.
I'm Bo Diddly.
I am a regular at this second-hand bookstore. I usually pop in once or twice a week, buying a CD, record, or a book. I always pay in cash and insist on no receipt. Since I became a regular after visiting regularly for like a month; I began noticing the guy just puts the money into drawer instead of punching it into a cash register. Quite based when you think about it.
>>23326146I agree. God bless you, anon.
Just realized "Polythene Pam" by The Beatles is about a tranny?
History is more scientific, closer to paleontology or evolutionary biology, than social sciences.
>>23326159You couldn't be more wrong. History is the softest of sciences, if it may be called a science at all.
Feels like every new day takes us closer to a reality in which /pol/ conspiracy theories turn out to be true.Like, I was watching the protests today and Abbot unironically said that Palestine protestors belong in jail and later arrested them. Which could be easily interpreted to mean that this guy is infringing on the 1st amendment rights of citizens to cater to a very specific demographic. I don't want to be a racist. I just want to live a normal life and go to work without worrying about the potential implications of my governor losing his shit over a bunch of kids protesting our involvement in a foreign war.
>>23326166It doesn't pretend to be an experimental science like physics with predictive power. Art is more scientific than economics, because art actually has imagination, the thing Einstein used.
How dating works in real life?Imagine you're at work or in college, meeting lots of people every day. One day, you spot a girl who's really different and catches your eye. You like how she looks, and there's this initial attraction. You're curious to know her better, maybe even ask her out.So, you decide to go up to her, start a chat, and maybe suggest going on a date. But, you never know how it'll go until you talk, right? It could click, you can go on date or you might find out you're not really feeling it or vice versa.The point is, Communication is the key. That's how you figure out if there's something for you or not.Nowadays , dating apps suck a lot. Most of the dating apps have swipe system or like system. the problem with swipe system is that, it is time consuming. You spend so much time on swiping or liking each other, instead of creating meaningful connection or communication with person. Due to this swipe/like system, users don’t even read the profile and endlessly swipe or like profiles without even thinking. Good thing about dating apps is their profile system. People love to read profiles. See photos, read bios, preferences, their likes/dislikes, location, conversation starters, how funny/creative are they. Overall, the use of profiles on dating apps is to create a virtual representation of oneself, providing a snapshot of who the user is and what they are looking for in a potential partner. One of the best thing about dating app is they show you profiles that near your location. Unfortunately people nowadays don’t read profile and just like/swipe it without thinking. All these dating apps miss one thing, that is “Direct message” system. You cannot message the person you like. (This is a huge flaw).Means, both profiles should like each other first in order to start conversation. So it is a gap, that needs to filled up. Due to this liking/swiping system, all users get is likes and swipes.Even if you encounter someone you're interested in on dating apps, you cannot just directly message them. (they first have to like you back)Instagram is a good dating app. What i mean by that, is that, instagram actually have good messaging system. That means technically anyone can message anyone, but it’s in the decision of receiver to accept and reply to that message or not. That’s called message request and you can delete it. That means, if a person likes someone , that person can easily send them a message and if receiver chooses to reply, you start a conversation. Before replying you can check the sender’s instagram profile. After looking at profile, if you think sender is worth replying you can reply. That’s how we start a conversation in real life as well. Communication is the key in dating. 1/2
>>23326218Instagram don’t have good “profile system” as dating apps, But technically and officially instagram is NOT A DATING APP. it’s a social media app, where thousands of creators come and post their work, people like, comment, share it. Not everyone on instagram wants to date. So there should be a dating app. That is mixture of good things in above mentioned apps. An app where it is easy for people to communicate and date. In this app, first. You will register or login, then you will fill out all the information you want to show on your dating profile, upload photos etc. etc. You set your location. Once your profile is ready, you are open to discover your dating options/ partners. So how will you search and find partners? Once, you set the location. The app will display partners closest to you at the top of the list. As you scroll down, you will discover partners located farther away from your location. Once you find perfect match, you can visit his profile, read bio, see pictures, like pictures, you can even post video stories. The main CTA on profile will “Message” or “Send Message Request”. So if you like this person and think that this can be my future partner, then you can send the simple message request. The receiver, will first accept your message request and later respond to you if receiver saw your profile and liked you. And you just started a conversation. Now if you didn’t feel the vibe of conversation or you don’t like the conversation, you can always delete the conversation and stop the person from sending you message again. 2/2
>>23324815I would have read this if you had even attempted some kind of paragraphing
I used to be wound up about not having had sex with women. I've been on a date or two and done long distance sexual stuff with a few and can genuinely say that I no longer care. I'm physically attracted to them, sure—sometimes I even resent them, despite myself, for compelling my attraction against my will—but women and I seem to want different things out of sex.Don't be gay. I did some of that, too. That's a million times worse than any woman even if you're into gay stuff on some level. That being said, the only really satisfying sexual experiences I've ever had were with dudes (over the internet, IRL it was strangers) who I resonated with. Usually behind a furry/scalie avi but sometimes with cam stuff. It felt like death—you can feel death as well as an active, sentient spirit whom wills negation entering into you as you do it—but there was satisfaction there. You understood one another, and had the opportunity to appreciate one another as vital, potent beings.Nothing about that is exclusive to sodomy, though. Sex in all forms, deviant or otherwise, is a shadow of something higher: the pursuit of capital-"P"-potency itself; the life-truth; the root of all Power. I'm not well-versed in how women are wired; I've got reading to do on the subject—stuff from abbesses, who know the ins-and-outs.For men, though, we have to cross the great gulf together: the wind-assaulted stony expanse spanning the distance between our lying comforts and the honest necessity. That's what spiritual potency is, in any real sense. Faggots are almost totally incapable of making that journey. They pretend to be potent.The people who promote them and their offshoots want us all to be like that—spiritually neutered—to make us all easier to control. Alone, too. You can't have real friends without purpose. People see real friends and call them gay, because that coward's analogy is all they've ever known beyond acquaintanceship. I've known both, God help me; there's not much worse than coming across a man God has given you to work with and getting an erection because you're conditioned like a dog to think of all those lizardman pornos you've been hopped up on since the grand old age of eleven.
>>23324288Hello me
>>23324568Sometimes people get forced to ask everyone. When I worked retail and we failed a test because someone didn't ask someone underage for ID they go full nuclear and make you ask pretty much everyone other than obvious 70 years olds
My youtube account is dead. Deleted due to innactivity. YOU FUCKERS. YOU MOTHERFUCKERS. ALL THE PLAYLISTS I CREATED WHEN I WAS A TEEN WERE THERE. FAVORITE VIDEOS, FUNNY, RARE OR INTERESTING STUFF. A TON OF SONGS. ALL GONE. SHIT'S INNACTIVE SO MIGHT AS A WELL MURDER IT SINCE THE ALGORYTHM CAN'T PIMP MY MEMORIES OUT. AND NOW THEY'RE GONE. THEY'RE ALL DEAD, NEVER TO RETURN AGAIN. MY OLD CELPHONE IS DEAD, MY TEN YEAR OLD NOTEBOOK DIED A COUPLE WEEKS BACK AND MY FUCKING YOUTUBE ACCOUNT IS DEAD. THEY ONLY NEED TO KILL MY SPOTIFY NOW TO PERMANENTLY ERASE ANY REMAINING PART OF MYSELF AND MY TASTES THAT I MANAGED TO RECORD. THE ONLY REMAINS WILL BE A COLLECTION OF SHODDY MEMORIES THAT GROWS DIMMER BY THE MINUTE, PUTREFYING IN MY HEAD UNTIL REACHING OBLIVION. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU.Everywhere I look it seems like everything is dying. I shouldn't feel this way as a 27 yo. Anyway, thanks for reading my blog.
>>23326345dont worry about it. everyones old playlist vids are deleted due to copyright strikes. all my playlists are black boxes
>>23326173i see you havent been paying much attention, pol or no pol
>>23326166History isnt a science. Its the beginning and the end.
God I want to be a southern lawyer so fucking bad bros. Sitting in the hot Louisiana evening on my porch with a glass of bourbon in my white suit. Defending and prosecuting by day, meeting with local politicians for lunch and working in the study of my giant wooden house that will fall over at the slightest breeze.How do I get this aesthetic /lit/?
>>23326442be a jew. in the South.
>>23326442I'm a Catholic in Europe, is it over for me?
>>23326323Meet the real me
I'm watching the Channel 5 video about the Las Vegas mole people, they seem pretty chill, do you think if you were on a night out in Vegas and you for some reason didn't have somewhere to stay that you could go down there and crash without being bothered?
Banged a whore last night (virgin until now, 24yo)The post nut clarity hit so hard I don't think I'll ever touch a woman again. I'll never get over the guilt and shame
>>23326491if only you owned long-term thinking ability
Why do girlfriends get jealous? What's there to be jealous of? Do they know how hard it was to even get them to talk to us let alone go out with us?
It’s interesting that pretty much every major American city is coastal or riverine except a handful in the Southwest and Rockies. Those are Phoenix, Las Vegas, Salt Lake City and Denver. They’re the only exceptions really.
Made my first downpayment for the house
>>23326316This is a really roundabout way to be a self-hating gay. But at least it's interesting. Cross that wind-swept abyss, bro. Just you and your maybe a bit fruity but not acting on it brothers in arms
>>23326316Wait a minute, you've never had sex before?And 'long distance sexual stuff' is what, jacking off to a man sticking a camera on his butthole?If you've never had sex then I'd tell you to actually have it before you come to a conclusion. Not with a man either btw
I'm as progressive as they come, but people need to stop this over representation of minorities on every pamphlet and TV ad.I mean, do you really have to represent a family by the depiction of an interracial lesbian couple? Come on.
>>23326218One of the reasons it requires both parties is because of Instagram etc. It's also why apps which do allow for a first move gender only allow it for females. What you're saying is you should be allowed>Hey how you doing?Everyone you like, which means women will receive that message from 1,000 others too and leave. You getting easier ways to make contact with that female allows everyone else to also contact them, and that is why women block so many more profiles on all social media than men. You get one schizo who says she wants to fry and eat your cock 5x a day, while women the same position get rape and mutilation threats and if they didn't answer those 50 messages about being raped within an hour, they get told it's hard to ghost someone who has your dox.Your idea ignores how many people start a conversation with a picture of their dick, and how many people view appearing on their screens as an invitation to total control of your life. Your complaints are about why you can't access the women so easily, but once one psycho works out how to triangulate the location setting you're going to lose a lot of the women on the app because they'll see that horrific outcome in the news. It only increases your access to women for conversations for a very short term, and then increases the distrust they have for everyone and so limits access further
>>23326733Shut up, racist.
Probably the single best thing we could do for our culture is to remove the research requirement for university faculty and nobody ever talks about this.
I'm very interested in the TFR of countries. I follow multiple accounts that post about it.
>>23326889Why?
>>23326897Not sure but I think it's because in the back of my mind I'm expecting it to only get worse and worse.No rebound, just a line going down to S-Korean levels and below. Add to this the old people who will be a strain on the budget I predict a real disaster happening.
Third places do still exist, they just exist in the form of social media. Really though, even if somebody tried to create a third place in a community these days, it would fail very quickly. You see a bunch of them here in Australia. Nearly every small town has a town hall or an RSL club. If somebody was to open the town hall, let's say every Friday, Saturday, and Sunday for whatever bullshit, nobody would go, nobody cares to socialise anymore. And RSL clubs are only ever used by oldies who enjoy socialising.
>>23326874What would that do? Personally I think the opposite but there's probably something I'm not seeing here.
>>23324263lock it lock it got the key can you unlock
>Bowling ball rolling really fast towards my exposed nutsack.>Bowling ball hits my exposed nutsack.<>< fishYOWCH!!!
>When I asked some of the men why they remained unmarried, they replied, because wives were so expensive.Wow holy shit, these Khonds from Orissa who frequently practice human sacrifice are just like us.
>>23327025>I tried hard to establish a registry of the men, their wives, and children, but was compelled to abandon the attempt. On discovering my intention, the people fled in great alarm, asserting that they were sure to die if I persisted in my design of numbering them.
>>23327025>>23327025>OMG JUST ME FR!!if you knew any western history, you'd find the same sentiment amongst artists and the lower born. but no, you have to delve into some stupid tribal group to find affinities despite their pagan practices. i don't want to be mean but you remind me of myself. i dug into anthropology before understanding the significance of the Western people and their uniqueness in shaping the human condition.
>>23326916They're called Churches and they work fine as long as they're sincere and not just slaves of whatever secular philosophy or ideology is big at the moment. In America the traditionally minded Churches are growing while the "modernist" ones are all geriatric and dying.Social media is not a "place". The closest you can get over the internet is stuff like teamspeak rooms. Voice is pretty close to being there together
>>23327029based anti-positivist primordial living
>>23324263Friendly reminder this is the worst board on this website. You would be best served to leave 4chan entirely but if you must stay, abandon /lit/. Go literally anywhere else. Even /pol/ is better.
>>23327059>In America the traditionally minded Churches are growinglmao. Nothing to do with religion is growing in America.https://www.pewresearch.org/religion/2019/10/17/in-u-s-decline-of-christianity-continues-at-rapid-pace/
>>23326498This is what 99% of /lit/cels lack. I have been on this board and 4chan in general for 12 years. If I had a dollar for every anon who posted a similar sob story: "Banged a whore last night, 25 y/o khhv, holy shit I want to kill myself I feel so guilty, why didn't I listen to you guys?", I would have a thousand or two dollars.
>>23327056I'm not delving into anything, I just found something vaguely relatable and funny, and thought to share. Also, in this particular case the Khonds have less of an excuse for remaining unmarried than the men of the west had, since the Khonds indiscriminately murder(ed) all female infants, which is the sole singular reason that wives are so expensive in their tribe.
>>23327080>2019
>>23327080The pandemic definitely changed that trend. My church has not only grown, but new converts are mostly young adults. I'm personally seeing it.
>>23327090Yeah, cause religion would've randomly started booming over the last five years, good one.https://news.gallup.com/poll/1690/religion.aspx
>>23327099>I'm personally seeing it.This means absolutely nothing.
>>23327103Yes it does. I made an empirical observation.
>>23327106Anecdotes mean absolutely nothing.
>>23326921Academic research is the primary way media and progressives reinforce the narrative. Media does what they can and where they can’t, they refer to academic research on the topic. Behind the push for everything from anti-racism to gender transitioning is social science faculty who justify it with “scientific” “research”. But this responsibility of the academy is relatively new. It started in 19th century Prussia. Prior to that, faculty was responsible mainly for teaching and the only higher facilities were law, theology, and medicine. There was no graduate school or faculty doing research to justify this crap.
>>23327101It's "importance" is the only thing waning in that link, which is a highly subjective term. Non denominationals rose while protestantism shrunk (and that's a GOOD thing). Most people, when push comes to shove, or are experiencing moments of dismay or despair, are going to turn to their religion again. Or at LEAST their faith in God. The role religion ideally plays in someones life, is that it be front and center, regardless as to what state their life is in. But that is a tough ask for even the most devout Christians.America is still very religious and that anon was right, traditionally minded Christian churches are growing and experiencing a renaisance. As an aside, I'm not sure I understand what pleasure you get from the perception Christianity is on the 'decline' (it isn't). Maybe you had a traumatic Christian upbringing. The anons I see who hate Christianity and religion the most typically feel that way because of their negative experiences with Christianity while growing up.
>>23327113>Academic researchIt's more biased and prejudiced academic research that is the primary way media and progressives reinforce the narrative. And it isn't exactly uncommon for a news outlet or talkshow to take an otherwise political neutral and bi-partisan study and sping it in some sort of political and partisan way, since they know the average person doesn't have time to read the study themselves and draw their own conclusion.
>>23327109They mean everything, in the end. Every hypothesis is drawn from some sort of empirical observation.
>>23327135All academic research is biased in some way. There is a reason why you literally cannot study politics in a way that an Aristotelian would’ve studied it at a university. You can only study it as a “social science”. The basis of the modern research academy is exactly science and to a lesser degree, secular philosophy. This is bias exactly. What academic research does is the exact same thing that journalism does. Sometimes impartiality and strictly scientific results are achieved, but it contains presuppositions by nature and those presuppositions remain unchallenged. There are no exceptions to this in the academy, and although many people do not realize it, the academy is the primary reinforcement agent for modern beliefs. When anything substantive is questioned, such as Darwinism for example, the defense is coordinated not by journalists or media but by academics.
>the land of sodomite and money worship is actually super religiousDo americans really?
Planning a wedding is time consuming and gay.Can't wait till this is over.
>>23327149In general I agree with you, but that is what happens to University research when you take God out of the center of them. The only objective research that can take place anywhere is only possible if it is a Christian University through and through, which don't exist anymore. They used to at the Ivy's and the Cambridge/Oxford system where you had to be Christian or at least religious to enter but that hasn't been the case in 70+ years.
>>23327154She a virgin?
>>23327152Do any countries not worship wealth and money?
>>23326638> Wait a minute, you've never had sex before?Not physically with a woman, no. I'm sure it's neat. As far as gays go, for some reason they only count the rectal stuff as "real sex". That's obviously totally arbitrary, though, and I value the normal functioning of my butthole so it's a dealbreaker. Never liked the porn either, on men or women.> And 'long distance sexual stuff' is what, jacking off to a man sticking a camera on his butthole?More or less. I wouldn't worry about it if I were you.> If you've never had sex then I'd tell you to actually have it before you come to a conclusion. Not with a man either btwI'm sure it's neat, and if I have a good reason to I will. I'm very strongly attracted to women. It's just more of an appetite than a psychological need—that's how it's meant to be: a hunger rather than a religion. I want sex in the same way that I want a ham sandwich from the gas station. I used to want it in the way that a savage tribesman wants his ritual initiation. For too many people, it's a religion. Incels as a self-identified group are just a byproduct of that—people rightly make fun of them for taking sex too seriously, but a lot of that mocking is hypocritical. It's the sort of pseudo-religion that crops up in a post-hope civilization: rather than pursue immortality—even through worldly methods such as the begetting of children—we medicalize the fear of death. In response, the search for immortality retreated into the lizard brain: it transitioned to pure psychologism—the pseudo-religion of half-masked despair.In a worldly sense, sex is the doorway to immortality. You have sex with a woman and your line continues—or at least that's how it's supposed to work; now, however, she takes pills to temporarily spay herself until she's too old to bear functional children. What do people do instead, then? They exploit the immortality-feelings that their brain associates with sexuality, sterile or otherwise. Men chase the illusion of virility until the last gasp escapes their withered lips.The cause is largely materialism, which thankfully is garbage for slaves, but the even deeper root is the neutering of the soul. People are willing to go for lower copes and analogies when they're spiritually emasculated on a massive scale.>>23326638> This is a really roundabout way to be a self-hating gay. But at least it's interesting.That's all I can ask for, so I'm happy
>>23327166This meme needs to end. Couldn't matter less.
The next time you're out on the town and see two or more women screaming and giggling like literal children, remember, they are the default citizen, they are the target of all advertising, they are the telos of modern civilization, and you are a background character that exists to enable them to do that
>>23327152Going to church for 'community' is perverse. So many of these trad types actually think Christianity is gay and cucked but they will do insane mental gymnastics to get around it because they think homosexuality and sexual promiscuity are bad or something and Christianity agrees with them on that specific issue.
>>233271746 years
>>23327175t. depressed irl. Imagine observing a brief, momentary interaction like two girls laughing and enjoying themselves and making up some entire existence for them in your own mind. Nothing is more demented and frankly evil than creating whole personalities about people and existences for them based off of one brief observation.
>>23327187Nta but I cannot accept that these people are simply having a good time when I see shit like that. The alternative to making up these deranged fake scenarios and personalities is suicide.
>>23327166No she is not, neither am I.
>>23327080> lmao. Nothing to do with religion is growing in America.Greeks who show up only for Nativity and Pascha may be dropping off, but there are plenty of converts. Not enough to offset the big parishes that obeyed lockdowns and pushed vaccines, but that's what I'm trying to tell you—it's not those parishes that are growing. Anyone here can go check for themselves.> Verification not required.
>>23327193It scares me I share this board with so many people who are mentally unstable, depressed, and in a state of despair, who simply don't do anything about it. What's even scarier is they know it on some level but just keep hating and hating more and more.
>>23327187t. simp who thinks all criticism of women's frivolity is motivated by some pathology.>Women contribute to 37 percent of the Global GDP. Over 80 percent of purchases and purchase influence are made by women. Women make 91 percent of new home purchases. Female borrowers have an average debt 9.6 percent higher than male students, one year following graduation.>Around 25% of adult women have received some form of mental health treatment in the past year, compared to about 15% of men.>Women hold nearly two-thirds of the outstanding student debt in the United States — close to $929 billion. Women graduate owing almost $22,000 in student debt, compared $18,880 owed by men. Women take about 2 years longer than men to repay student loans and are more likely to struggle economically as they do so.>Women (10.4%) were almost twice as likely as were men (5.5%) to have had depression.>Some 28% of married women with children say they are very happy, compared with 24% of married childless women and about 11% of unmarried women. Only 7% of unmarried and childless women say they are very happy. It's okay though.. They have 5-10 years of debt-funded college summer camp to make up for all this, where they'll giggle and dance around the university campuses that used to be for actual learning, and require a billion extra creature comforts and luxuries because fundamentally it's just an office job / daycare center for them. Then they get to go work at an office where they're barely competent and very miserable, and feud with other women they hate as they slowly age into their mother and become fat.
>>23327175I refuse to hate something I could kill with my bare hands. It's effeminate.
>>23327175I do not care unless they directly harm me, by for example screaming and giggling like retards right fucking next to me.
>>23327199What am I supposed to do about it? I will never be the person freely laughing with their friends. Gotta cope somehow.
>>23327211Time to start noticing that this is every public space now. They OWN your city. Cities are millennial restaurant strip malls for silly airheaded women to spend credit card funnymoney on, so you can bail them out later when they're fat.
I worry that I’ve become a lazy person permanently because I’ve never had to work particularly hard for anything. I got into a top school with almost zero effort, graduated with almost zero effort, and have coasted by in a series of easy and comfortable jobs ever since. Now that I’m entering my 30s, I worry a lot that I’ve somehow crippled myself. I wanted to join the Army at some point and looking back I regret not doing exactly that.
There should be a new category for paraphilias. Traditionally, those are something rigid and all-encompassing in the paraphiliac's mind and it's a bit of a mystery how he got it.But today on the Internet, you have all this "fetish" stuff which is essentially socially acquired. People are groomed into it or else pick it up from just hanging out in certain communities - and by quitting that situation, I suspect the fetish can be forgotten about as easily. Call it a psuedo-paraphilia.
>>23327216Yes, that's why I am rarely in a public space in my free time. It's very hard for me to enjoy myself, to think, to study, or to work(in a more serious fashion than at my job) when I have to endure endless screeching. Ideally I could just quit my job and move off to some mountain, I'd never have to hear them ever again.
>>23327206>thinks all criticism of women's frivolity is motivated by some pathology.That's exactly what it is, though. that's exactly what you're doing.
>>23327224Men and women should be mostly segregated (no co-ed colleges for example) and women should in general be taught proper behavior. Women themselves are miserable, they sense that they have lost something essential to their womanhood by being crass frumpy pigs constantly screaming and shrieking. They want the endless frat party to end as badly as we do.>>23327225>"Cigarettes are bad for you" said the man who receives a trillion dollars if people stop smoking cigarettesHere is your homework: try to reason out whether cigarettes are bad for you, without referring to the man's motivations for saying it
>>23327113You're conflating two things. Academics are supposed to be progressive, because they're supposed to be doing novel and meaningful research. People who are not doing that are currently bloating academia, and to return to the purpose of universities, you need to stop the rampant grade inflation and validation of research which discovers nothing new. There's plenty of good university research being done long past Prussia being subsumed by Germany, but the grade inflation that allowed the current generation of academia to believe they are doing "research" is the problem. If you want to fix the problem, holding academics to the standards of 19th C Prussia is a drastic improvement, and most MAs would be considered somewhat capable of being a clerk or salesperson.
I have my criticisms about women but this idea that they're just screeching in public all the time is new to me
>>23327242Do you perhaps live in a more "proper" country like Finland? Women being annoying loud cunts has been my no1 biggest complaint about them since I was five years old or so.
>>23327175Apparently, three quarters of all purchases made worldwide are made by women and among the quarter that’s not made by women, it’s mostly (don’t know the actual proportion) non-white men.
>>23327249I've lived in multiple places, never been bothered by it.If you said black people are loud then sure, but women in general are not loud in my experience.
>>23327216Trendy cities are. My city is 60% black and the entire government is black. All of them are BLM activists. So the trendy neighborhoods are obviously catering mainly to women, but most of the city caters to black people of both sexes.
>>23327239No, retard. You literally reiterated my original claim in other words in your second sentence. You’re clearly just one of these argumentative people that tries to debate everything, even things you agree with.
>>23327242Women have much higher confidence than average men because they instinctively feel they "belong" in any space, and they don't have any inadequacy or imposter syndrome things like a normal man does about being incompetent, because women don't care about competence. You could say "Alright, we're having a roundtable on geopolitics with six people. I invite..." and then name 5 world-leading elder statesmen and academic experts on geopolitics, and then say ".... and Sarah!" and point to a random 22 year old named Sarah, and she would think "Makes sense to me.. I am Sarah, after all!" and mount the stage with the othersThey channel this natural infinite confidence into spastic emotional displays and total lack of volume control in public. Watch women talk to each other, it goes roughly like this: >Girl 1: Oh my gooOOOOODDDDDDDD I !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RIGHT? [75-90db]>Girl 2: LIKE YEEEEAAHhhHHhHhHhHhHhHhH~ TOTALLY LIKE I MEAN I DON'T KNOW LIKE BUT YOU KNOW, LIKE, I DON'T KNOW [90-115db] >Girl 1: OH MY GOD LIKE (incomprehensible auctioneer gibberish) [115-130db]>Girl 2: (mounting hyena laughter) [150db]>Girl 1: (mounting hyena laughter, screaming) [150db]>Girl 3 joins...It's like they're old war buddies seeing each other for the first time in 30 years, every time. Then you ask one of them afterwards "who the fuck was that? your best friend?" and she says "oh some bitch I met on a project I actually hate her." SEGREGATE NOW!
>>23327242Idk about the screeching but if you hang out in any major city’s trendy and upper income neighborhoods and just notice the people on the streets you can’t help but notice that almost all of them are women. There’s like ten women for every man in these places.
>>23327267I'm all for segregation but the women I know are not loud mothed and arrogant at all.They're actually quite meek and are intimidated by people who are more knowledgeable.>>23327269Where did the men go?
>>23324263Could it be?Do the different boards on 4chan represent different types of ideologies?/x/ is centered around spiritual esoterism/his/ seems to be a platform for atheist vs. Christian debates/sci/ is frequented by wannaby scientists/lit/ takes an old-fashioned approach to philosophy, only tangentially connectible to the academic fieldDo you agree?What about the other boards?
>>23327266Oh, so when you were calling them progressive you meant they were discovering new compounds, galaxies, and physical observations, not that they were a political cult. Sorry, I thought you knew current progressives are the antithesis of actual academic progress, but apparently you think conflating those two won't cause problems, or that it did cause problems when it was finding penicillin just as much as when it was finding penis debates.
It has come to my attention that increasing rates of premarital sex in the 1950s did not lead to higher rates of divorce. Is the virgin myth debunked?
>>23327307The same, every single time...A statistical correlation doesn't have to show up in any single case.
>>23327267>>23327232Anon, woman are people. They are human beings. They aren't statistics, and they aren't as black and white as you make them out to be. I could just as easily pull statistics on the economic impact of men in the world that are just as unflattering.People like you remind me how out of touch 4channers are. I work as a bartender, in a major city, and I am standing behind a counter 4-5 days a week, and women of all types are on the other side of it daily. I must interact with hundreds of women a week. And the type of woman you've described, who is screeching and laughing maniacally, who is a child in their speech and mentality, is the extreme minority. So extreme they barely exist. I think you are simply in a state of bitter delusion. The sooner you recognize this, the better.
>>23327307This says nothing about divorce? Also psychological experiments are a huge mess as most of them cannot even be reproduced as variation plays an important part. Also data collecting for these type of things are flimsy at best with how much people lie and how much the scientiest can properly detect those lies.
>>23327333Can you elaborate? You seem to know something here that I don't.
>>23327288They’re one and the same thing. To be progressive in technology and to be progressive in the social sciences are both the same sort of progressive. Only the context changes.
>>23327307The structure and nature of marriage were different then, for example Japanese people cheat as the norm and don't care because marriage there is both expected and highly restrictive, so the "pressure release" is mutually acceptable cheating. Similar but less intensive and more complex dynamics at play in the West. Fundamentally, loose women are like pornsick men. You can't just turn off pornsickness by getting married, for a man. If he was formed by it, he's stuck that way. Likewise for a woman, if her primary hobby and source of validation and feeling good for 10+ years was male attention, she isn't going to have an easy time transitioning to monogamous marriage. Women in particular are delusional and think they are still 20 year olds finding themselves when they're 37.
Do you even see women as people, or just as some monolithic group of giggling schoolgirls who are incapable of having individual personalities? I’m actually embarrassed for you.
>>23327275The men are working or playing video games, living in shittier parts of the city, or don’t live. Conversely go spend some time in a small town or city. You’ll meet plenty of young men but no young women.
>>23327347>Anon, trends don't exist because it would be mean if they did. Everybody is an individual. Never notice patterns and never judge anybody, especially if I'm in the group being judged. >Jeez, you're such a silly-billy, you're so mean, you realize you won't be popular if you say this don't you? Doesn't that scare me?NO, IT DOESN'T, YOU MUSH-HEADED FUCKING WOMAN! JUST FOR THIS YOU SHOULD BE SEGREGATED EVEN HARDER, BEHIND A STEEL NOISE-CANCELLING WALL
I’m 31 and worry a lot that I missed my shot in life. I worry that the way it is now is more or less how it will always be. I do feel like sometimes I could have done things with my life but I had to start years ago. When I think “ok what radical change could undertake right now” I come up empty handed.
>>23327362>reducing my arguments to convoluted greentext>typing in all caps>calling for segregationYou're clearly unwell. It's obvious to everyone in this thread who has anything approaching an adult-like mind.
>>23327358>Um wow I actually feel bad for you sweetie stop being a goofy gerdie hun you'll never make friends that way sweetie gosh shucks you really believe that don't you I can't believe you believe that honeybuns
>>23327366This shit kills me. Your 30's and 40's are the unironic best years of your life. You are (or should be) at the peak of your intellectual and physical powers. The whole world is open to you. It's so sad when I see anons think their life is over at 30 years old.
>>23327369>Um sweetie nobody believes this except you you know, you're outside the social consensus hun, everybody's judging you which would primally terrify me as a woman so I assume it primally terrifies you too, aren't you scared sweetheart?Eat my shit you retard
>>23327375I'll pray for you
>>23327378I'll think of you when I squeeze out my afternoon POO
>>23327374How old are you? I can tell you that you don’t feel at your physical prime when you’re in your 30s? Actually, I personally feel a huge drop in my vitality from even about 27. I can agree that I’m at the peak of my intellectual powers at least thus far. But here’s the thing regardless. It starts to feel more and more like life is about trajectories. You start to notice that the people who go on to really achieve things in life almost always got started fairly young. The really good writers first publish in their 20s. The really wealthy businessmen got into the right career or started their first business in their 20s. The really renowned academics got their doctorate and their first faculty position in their 20s. And you can’t ignore these patterns. So it just starts to breed this sense of “oh shit I was in a race and didn’t even know it and now I’m too far behind to win”.
I admit it, I'm addicted to this website.
>>23327378I am >>23327375 and I want to clarify I am not >>23327396 however I will also do as >>23327396 says so it's moot.
>>23327347Kek,the shit about Sarah kills me. I mean, I'm not an expert on women. Even women arn't experts on the matter of women.But one think for sure, I know a lot of "Sarahs" who would be really intimidated by some "world leaders".There are psychological differences between men and women. There is no rational point to deny it.Women are, on average and from their "nature", better at "reading the air".They make misstakes but the social behavior are different from men in significant ways.> 'Our Inner Ape' by Frans de WaalDoes that mean men are better or worser than women?Surly not.>>23327352Can I have your copium after his?>>23327356How did we know this about the Japanese marriage?>>23327360Women go into the big cities.Nothing new. You can ask a social scientist of the 60s and get the same information. There were already presentations in the 80s with this information.Something about big cities is "sexy" for women, while rural areas are associated with boredom, social control by peers, and traditional conservatism. Nothing appealing for a young lady.
>>23327354https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Correlation
>>23327355I think we do disagree then because I think there's an obvious shift in empirical testing that happens around 1970s which has led to a decline in all academic rigor, and I think the original stringency is the solution.
>>23327401I'm 32. I started working out last year regularly 4-5 times a week, cleaned up my diet, and I have never felt or looked better physically. Intellectually the same: cut out bad hobbies and habits, and began to read more of the right things. Only really bad habit I still have is 4chan, frankly.>You start to notice that the people who go on to really achieve things in life almost always got started fairly young. The really good writers first publish in their 20s. The really wealthy businessmen got into the right career or started their first business in their 20s. The really renowned academics got their doctorate and their first faculty position in their 20s. And you can’t ignore these patterns. So it just starts to breed this sense of “oh shit I was in a race and didn’t even know it and now I’m too far behind to win”.And I can instance several authors and men who acheived success later in life as well. Melville was unknown most of his life and wrote Moby Dick late. Same with Cervantes. Same with Milton. Several businessmen saw success later in their life: Ray Kroc, Walton, etc. They died billionares.Your whole mentality is backwards. Because this assumes world success and recognition really means anything in the first place. It doesn't. Even so, you sound very, very weak willed and even a little pathetic. Tale as old as time on 4chan. Looking forward to the day I never come back here again. It keeps getting closer and closer. I barely browse now. Why would I? The more you improve your own life, the more you realize there is nothing for you here.
>>23325871This happens to me but with my glasses
>>23327429That's, of course, the reason many old experiments have to be remade because the methodical standards of the past were much lower than now.>>23327432The peak in biological ability isn't 30s. Its around 20 untill 30s.The age of 30s just has more experience and so on.
>>23327432All those people who achieved success later in life started writing and/or publishing earlier in life. They were unknown, but they were writing and often publishing. The only writer I can think of who seems to have done nothing literary until his 30s was Virgil. Btw it’s not weak willed to desire to be practical and to be practical you not only have to notice patterns but see the world for what it is. I would change tune if I thought it was otherwise. I still aim to do things, but it would be a lie to say I think my odds of success are good.
>>23327432Not that anon, but there was a time where you could (and you still kind of can) find people similar to you in a way that's difficult elsewhere. I'm gonna guess that's why you come here.Those people are getting to be few and far between, though, and you're right that the mindset is wrong. I'm 28 and came to this website through /mlp/ in 2011 (stopped going regularly about 11 years ago). Say what you will about that board, but their nearly a decade-and-a-half of creative output speaks to what can happen if a bunch of like-minded people get together in an environment where they don't need to look over their shoulders.Finding that elsewhere will take a lot of elbow grease
>all the blind rage against woman in this generalI guess 4chans reputation as a woman-hating incel chamber isn't entirely unfounded
>>23327221>I’ve never had to work particularly hard for anythingI only lived like that through elementary school but apparently that was enough to cripple me. >barely did any homework in middle school because I could no longer finish it in less than 10 minutes, only made up for it by getting the class' highest test scores>in high school, I could no longer get good test scores without actually studying, so this time I actually fail several classes>I started skipping classes in uni, eventually I dropped out>parents insist I give school another shot, end up dropping out again
>>23325919>I’ve also had multiple female friends/roommates who are in their mid-20s and are waiting until they find a long-term partner to have sex for the first time.were they ugly femcels tho?
>>23325919>I think that your perspective on this is distorted.95% of anons on this website have a distorted perspective on reality. I don't know why I even try to reason with them anymore.
>>23327474I don't hate women. I talke with women of all ages and body types and all in a normal way.I just note some differences in terms of behavior.
>>23327488hitler dubs
>Using your own personal experience on the matter? Deluded and wrong... Can I enlighen you with my sterile expert aprroved data instead?
>>23327493>I just note some differences in terms of behavior.Wow some men and women behave differently than others, what a groundbreaking concept. Obviously, he wasn't referring to you. I guess 4chans reputation of being stupid isn't entirely unfounded either.
It's actually so easy to whittle out women even on an anonymous image board when their first response to any form of critisism is>you know I just wont let you have sex with me?
>>23327507What an angry little spinster
>>23327513About as easy as spotting a sexually frustrated chuddie.
>>23327447>the methodical standards of the past were much lower than nowThey really weren't. One of the major reasons why the replication crisis is so bad now is because the method is sloppy in the first place.
Make America Great Again
Do any of you have much going on in your life? An important job? An active social life? A personal project? Anything?
He did not even meet my gaze after I informed him that Fatima never recognized abu Bakr, and that I suspected that abu Bakr lied regarding the inheritance after Muhammad, pbuh; and that Abdurrahman ibn Awf chose Uthman over Ali because Uthman was more willing to follow in the footsteps of abu Bakr and Umar. He didn't even meet my gaze. Either he is in a sincere existential crisis, or he is not. I think it would be much better for him if he is. If he is not then I think he is a fanatic. Meanwhile I actually told a 12er today that I thought he was a fanatic regarding Iran, and he pretty much accepted the perspective, took it in his stride with dignity. I like that man.
>>23327627I got a promotion a few months ago, got engaged last week, about to buy my first house and am expecting a child.Once this crazy period is over I'll settle for family life and I intend to really get into gardening and beekeeping.
>>23327644>got engaged last weekCongratulations anon that's wonderful!
>>23327627Just spent an hour and a half waiting at the methadone clinic for my dose. But the good news is I'm on it, so my life will improve in short order.
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>>23327663You're doing Gods work anon.
>>23327670lol by getting on methadone and no longer doing fent, you mean?
>>23327670But thank you <3
>>23327683<3
>>23326345Recently i've lost a two terabyte hard drive i've had since i was a teenager. My whole life and memories were in there. Even the loss of my familiar digital environment i've had for all these years in and of itself is sad. It's as if i don't even have a home to return to anymore.You're not alone, anon. I can feel your pain.
>>23324815I went some way on this road and then became entirely celebate.
>>23326345Great, poignant post.
>>23326345Gotta say bro, I had a super cringey YouTube channel when I was 10 and I thank God that it will be deactivated. I would have deleted it myself but I can't remember the password.I also have the alt YouTube account that I used to look at raunchy videos when I was 10. Happy that will be deleted too
>>23327109A trend is nothing more than a collection of anecdotes
