The look she gives you before you make love edition.Old >>25390122
Why are people so infantile nowadays? I see grown adults walking down the street wearing pajama pants and My Little Pony or anime graphic shirts, Crocs on their feet, and coloured hair. What the fuck is going on?
>>25392081I wear pajama pants in public sometimes. They're much more comfy than jeans, and most people don't have this neurotic fixation on presentability so don't feel like it's an affront to their delicate sensibilities.Do you not go anywhere without your suit and tie or something?
>>25392088You could just wear sweatpants.
>>25392093Oh, my sweatpants are basically my pajama pants, though I have more loose fitting ones, too.I just find it convenient that I can waltz out of bed and go to the grocery store or bank without having to fuck with a change in attire.I don't know if this is a sign of impending social collapse, though.I sure hope not.
>>25392088>neurotic fixation on presentabilityI can't go outside if I'm not wearing a shirt (not t-shirt), a pair of decent pants and shoes. I've been wearing pants despite the +40°C heat waves we've had in Europe.
This kind of individual is who I'm referring to. He's an alleged sex offender, btw.
>>25392074Lauren Mayberry hasn’t aged well
>>25392100I only dress "respectably" whenever the situation calls for it, like going to a baseball game, or out to eat with a girl, etc., otherwise my comfort is my main priority. I can't imagine having to dress up or regularly shave to appeal to random people who generally don't give a shit how I look.
>>25392102Yeah she kind of hasn't. She went from looking 15 at 30 and then abruptly started looking haggard around the time the pandemic started.
>>25392101Sex offenders also look like normal ass dudes. In fact, that's usually most of them. As for that particular guy, yeah, bronies are typically cringe, and he can't pull off the hair without looking like a tryhard dweebinator, but I don't know, maybe my judgment's off but if I were to see this guy in public then I probably wouldn't give him second thought.
now doesn't it make you feel better
Who would win in a fight: the melancholy fags or the unwashed libertines?
I've been reading Plato's Dialogues and I'm up to Phaedo. This is a lot heavier than that stuff about Socrates's dad being a dog. I think I'll take a break from them after this.
>>25392130The libertines wouldn't be lacking the will to live, so I'd bet on them.
I haven't had cable since 2013.
>>25392115Nothing is going to make me feel better until I get laid and God gives me what I want.
The jeet at McDonald's put ice in my drink, despite ordering it without ice. Now it's all watered-down and nasty.
>>25392195If you can manage the interminable-tier social technique of making a complaint while coming off as nice you might be able to wrangle some free shit out of that blunder
Just learned mescal isn't the same thing as mescaline.
>>25392192Are you me?
whats everyones chess elo?
They call it acid because it'll burn a hole right through your metaphysics
>>25392203Heh I play Go, the true thinking mans game
>>25392203I fucking hate chess. I was lucky enough to have forgotten how much I hate chess because it had been years since I played a game. Then I made the mistake of accepting someone's offer to play chess. About a quarter of the way through, I remembered my hatred. I just wanted it to be over. Never again.
>>25392204But does it really decalcify your pineal gland?
Anglo-Americans should all en masse become spies for the CCP, sell secrets and data to China, help them acquire more land etc. considering they, in addition to building Amerika and being responsible for nearly anything and everything that was ever good about it, have also always had their kindness taken advantage of and backstabbed at nearly all turns, should now that it's clearly coming to an end be able to participate in its mercy killing. "I brought you in this world I can take you out" type thing
>>25392219Fuck off wumao.
>>25392222Yeah the CCP is doing gayops in some obscure general thread that a dozen people read
>>25392228>Yeah the CCP is doing gayops in some obscure general thread that a dozen people readUnironically though.
>>25392074I want to become a lawyer. I heard Philosophy is a good bedrock to start a law education on. Do I have to unironically start with the Greeks
Everyone in fantasy agree to pretend that Hobbit and the ring trilogy doesn't completely contradict eachother.
Dear God, I never want to fall in love with anyone ever again. Please harden my heart and make the desire for companionship extinct in my soul for the rest of my days.Please. I'm begging You.
Real nigga hours who's up?
>>25392074Not to long ago I had a fat girl in my bed. She agreed to show me her brwasts and I touched them. It was a really unerwhelming experience. Had to wash my hands with steaming hot water afterward I was so disgusted with myself. Stupid bitch, trying to fuck me, being my only friend. I hate her, I hater her with all my mind, but the others whom I don't like miss her if we don't meet for two long. I wish I could destroy those parts of myself.
>>25392074Given the fact many great writers are gooners, I wonder how many masterpieces we would be lacking if they had instant access to gooning material 24/7.
>>25392228"For want of a shoe, the horse was lost.For want to a horse, the rider was lost.For want of a rider, the battle was lost.For want of a battle, the kingdom of loss.And all for the want of a horseshoe..."Never underestimate those random acts of kindness, nor the subversion tactics of the Chinese.
>>25392244I didn't have sex with her thankfully, I may have puked. I think I might've scared her off. I hope so. I spent the whole night shuddering.
>>25392245thats a bold claim... name 3462859235892378 great writers
>>25392244>>25392248Where did you meet this creature? Why doesn't this happen to me?
Bonnie Tyler deserved to die
So much time wasted on frivolousness... Too much time wasted on frivolousness!
>>25392277Vax status?
I get angry with people then I hurt them.Then I feel bad for hurting them.I want the guilt to go away, but still retain the ability to hurt, because it feels good, and I see it as a corrective procedure to combat arrogant idiocy.People deserve to be afraid of me.Fear is all they understand.https://youtu.be/XhYKvCmdM4U?is=efarL11ktKK67Ck-
REST IN POWER MITCH MCCONNELLVICTIM TO THE JABNEVER FORGET
>>25392317USA is so bizarre in that they continue to elect these 80+ years olds to very high offices.I really don't see any other first world country doing that
in retrospect i have "liver disease" and "diabetes" and "schizophrenia" and "mental retardation"
>>25392346I'll be voting for Trump if he runs for a third term, I can assure you of that.
The degree to which a society is civilized is directly inversely proportional to the volume level at which its citizens talk. The quieter of speech, the more refined and developed a society. The implications this notion has are profound.
Might have to go to the loan place's local physical branch sometime soon.
I'll cut you down, to save this town.
>>25392105A baseball game?
>>25392382*Pulls out gun*Try me
>>25392394Yes, it's the only sport I really care to watch, and even then only in a stadium because it brings me back to childhood, but I wear jeans and a fresh shirt, which is a lot considering my normally unkempt, slovenly appearance.
>>25392417Oh ok, when you said "dress respectably" I was imagining a button-down and dress pants.
>>25392421Oh, no lol, just like someone who took the time to manage his appearance for display in a public setting. I consider it an exercise in vanity, honestly, but I also don't consider myself necessarily above mindless social rituals like making myself appealing to other people.That's still a dimension of my psychology that I'm still exploring, and wonder if I'd be more authentic to submit to my natural disposition of being a stinky bum.
>>25392438You are the person who you show up as.
>>25392441That's a nice thought, yeah, though I suppose I have to find a way to develop some consistency between personas so I don't feel like a fraud.
I just made honey-flavored wings
Thought Police! Open up! We hear you've had too much to think today!
If I knew as kid I'd never have success with women no matter how normal or charming I came off as I'd probably have not been so scared of the girls I went to school with.
>>25392081I can answer this one: I do not give a fuck.Take your rules take your society & fuck off
Idea: play Helter Skelter by The Beatles at 200db
>>25392074i hate this society and World, how can stop from hating it ?
>>25392600Right wing Twitter ahh meme image
Abysmal choice of threads up on the catalogue this morning.
ayo can someone cop this for me? I need it bad
Trying to work on my journaling but I keep thinking about my boyfriend's pubes brushing against my face as he went balls deep last night.
>>25392714fag
>>25392715Thank you for noticing
Nine Inch Nails is the best band of all time
I didn’t know the lyrics to ‘Pony’ by Ginuwine until I looked them up recently. Let’s just say I wish he said “shadow” in the chorus like I originally thought instead of “saddle”. The former sounds cooler.
>>25392728You keep saying that, and honestly? I'm starting to believe you...
>>25392101>allegednah look at him, that nigga guilty.
>>25392733nice
Why is it when I'm broke I have so many things I want to buy but when I get money I don't feel like buying shit?
>>25392093it's fucking Florida, every pair of pants is sweatpants if I walk outside
I deleted twitter off my phone for a month.Screen time plummeted, now an hour a day.But I don't really see improvement. I think I'll just install it again, I didn't get any boost other people talk about from not being on twitter.
I just got circumscribed.
Any woman who says she prefers a "dad bod" over a cut six pack of abs is a fucking liar.
Y=Arctgx
>>25392878Sure. But maybe she means what it takes to maintain those cut six pack abs.Maybe she doesn't want to live with someone eating chicken and rice all the time and making her feel shit over not eating great all the time
I like to dress well and shave as it makes people happy to see such a dapper fellow. Strangers compliment me often. I dont even dress flamboyantly but even the slightest hint of personal style mogs everyone else because they all wear sweatpants and sneakers
it's very frustrating that every passing day seems to vindicate the nazis
I made a really nice comment on reddit and it got 2k views but ONLY 5 upvotes?! Freaking cheapskates
>>25392900>Posted on redditReported.
>>25392904its a place where you can have a community where learning is the goal. Here you got gays and women bickering constantly acting like anyone cares about them. God I hate those guys
I think it's working lads, I think my prayer to never have romantic interests or feelings for anyone ever again is working.
>>25392911I love you.
>>25392919Begone, Satan.
I pray a yank goes full Luigi and pops a Sony shareholder.
>>25392927I'd much prefer if someone managed to get a hold of a couple 249s, a mountain of ammunition, a nice little overlooking nook and absolutely massacred the upcoming Taylor Swift wedding actually.
Just had a Dark Night of the Soul for the first time. Kinda terrifying, but it's mostly worn off after a few days. It feels like being on one of those drop coasters at an amusement park, and the ride lifts you up so quickly that it's like your heart drops into your lap.
>>25392933You've only had ONE? Oh, my sweet summer child...
>>25392936I'm sure having more would help a lot, but if you don't space them out it probably fucks you up.
>>25392937If you don't have at LEAST one serious suicide attempt and stint in a mental hospital under your belt don't @ me
SCUBAanon here, more training today :^) I wish it was every day instead of once a week but "eh" whataya gonna do?
if you're single as a man you inevitably kill yourself whether you want to or not
I hate that I still love my ex, but I think a lot of it has to do with the sense of vitality I experienced while I was with her. I was younger, less decrepit, more energetic, with many things going well for me that felt like the apex of my life. Now everything feels empty and broken, like I'm just scavenging the remnants to assemble them into something worthwhile, while every motion of rebuilding is awkward and painful, like something critical is permanently dislodged. She said she still dreams about me and thinks about me all the time, which hurt to hear, but our lives have deviated so drastically from that initial, mutually-felt sense of perfection that there's no point in trying to maintain anything between us. It only seems to remind us both that we both fucked up, and now we have to live with the consequences of our mistakes.
>>25392074Just got home from watching SOAD in concert in Berlin. My first big concert. I had a good time.
>>25392277Well, she was gonna one way or another.
>>25392600Go outside and find some cool bugs to look at.
Every single online community I've ever joined, doesn't matter if it's a Discord server for a weekend movie watching group that started on 4chan/Cytube or a Steam group for playing Jackbox games on the weekend, they're all full of some the biggest, most standoffish and most fight-startingest bunch of cunts and faggots I've ever come across in my entire life.They always sour after being in them for about a few weeks to a couple months REALLY fast and I always have to fucking leave them.It's really amazing how cliqueish and rabidly defensive these fucking losers get about their favorite digital "friends" that they've never met in their entire lives and an attack on one is almost ALWAYS seen as an attack on the whole and they WILL dogpile your ass at the drop of a hat.
>>25393024>SOAD in concertWhy are you lying?
>>25393034I'm different Want to be friends? UwU
Some old crazy lady is on the phone calling me a gangster because i am wearing a tie. Its not all fun and games dressing well in the poorer parts of town.
>>25393039>UwUI'm not gay, sorry.
>>25393042bro im not gay either wtf.I just think its cute and playful haha
>>25393034Theyre just scared of internet crazies like you. I wouldnt dream of ever meeting people i meet online irl
>I just think its cute and playful hahaYeah, you're DEFINITELY gay
>>25393049>Do mushrooms ONCE>You're crazy, lmaoOkay, PUSSY
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>>25393050>what is whimsicality I hereby formally retract my friend request. You are not a pleasant person, I dare say!
>>25393054Lucky TWAT. Tell Rammstein to tour the west coast of the US already, DUETSCHBAG
>>25393055Good. Fuck off.
>>25393051What are you afraid of?
>>25393065who hurt u
>>25393065Someone's a grumpy gilbert with no frens.
>>25393050I'm whimsical as fuck. Also, mean.
>>25393067>>25393068>>25393073>>25393091Digital friends aren't real friends
>>25393110If you had posted this on ANY other board it'd be grounds for a perma.
Telling you about it was the stupidest thing I’ve ever done in my fucking life.
>>25392074A beauty found in the dark, whispered in the crowd, and sealed in a cage.To live and to love.
Why do I keep browsing Steam like as if I'll actually buy the games, let alone play them?
>>25393123Browsing a store is a hobby to some.
>>25393127So like window shopping?
>>25393131Sure.
I have come to a realization that many individuals today possess fewer resources than a peasant did during medieval times. In that era, a man typically had a wife, often a virgin, and an average of five to six children. He owned both a house and land, and while he was occupied with labor from spring to fall, the winter months provided a respite as the crops were stored in the barn. Additionally, even during the summer, there were numerous festivals or days off in observance of saints, allowing for moments of relaxation. In contrast, it appears that we have fewer days off than those peasants did.Fuck me and fuck gay World
>>25393158Oh my God GO OUTSIDE AND TRY OR SHUT THE FUCK UP!!
My grandmother is a genuinely sweet lady that loves her family dearly, but she's also 94 and has a lot of money that I'm set to partially inherent, which will have me secure for decades, so I have to wonder why she's being such a selfish bitch, feebly clinging to life alone in her masion while I rot in poverty.I want her to pass away peacefully, because I love her and hope that there is an afterlife where she's reunited with my grandfather, but I also want to shove her down the stairs and collect my moolah.Money is really an awful thing.
>>25393174After reading a post like this I'd make sure you never got a single red cent you fucking entitled piece of shit.
>>25393181You act like you wouldn't relieved if one of your relatives died and left you several million dollars. I still visit her regularly, take her shopping and call her and tell her I love her, and I do mean it, but there's another ravenous part of me that's like "What the fuck are you waiting for?"
>>25393193Every single one of my grandparents died without leaving me a single penny. Suck muh dick you creepy little faggot.
>>25393196That sucks. I'm sure if you were in my situation you'd feel much differently.You'd feel bad about it, as I do sometimes, because it's "morally" wrong or whatever, but I guarantee there would be a subtle part of you that would become rather impatient with the whole ordeal, considering all the improvements you could make to your life when all that money is just sitting in a bank account collecting interest.
>>25393208Nope. I loved my grandparents, I didn't want them to die. Stop @ing me you creepy fuckwit.
>>25393212As do I, which is why I'm the only grandchild to regularly call her and visit, not for some duplicitous gain, the will is already written, but because I genuinely enjoy spending time with her and making her feel appreciated.I can have conflicting feelings about the situation and have them both be valid, but you were never exposed to such potentials, so can't rightfully speak on it.She's also pretty deeply racist, which is a character fault that I feel justified in fantasizing smothering her with a pillow about.
You know fascism was actually pretty interesting until the Nazis cocked it up for everybody. You had Mussolini in Italy, Dolfuss in Austria, Salazar in Portugal, and others, and it kind of seemed like there was something interesting there. If only Hitler hadn't gone full retard.
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Last month i started learning about the stock market. I'm up 2k after two trades.Just got to do this 998 more trades and Ill be guchi
>>25393229Didn't read you piece of shit
>>25393235The Nazis are supremely interesting, though. Even if not always for the right reasons (it was such a fucking shitshow). Plus Dolfuss and Salazar weren't Fascists per se. Dolfuss was just a reactionary strongman and Salazar's regime was far more subtle. Though if you are on the far-right of any sort (Hitler skinauit or not) you should resent the NSDAP at least a little.
>>25393269You seem disproportionately upset by this relatively benign occurrence, which is just trite moralfaggotry masquerading as righteousness.Beating my frail grandmother to death with a bat is just a simple pragmatic solution to a legitimate problem, so I genuinely don't see why this has your panties in such a twist.Is it because you think I'm undeserving?That's definitely not for you to say.
Didn't read
>>25393284Ah, I lack the discipline. I always read, and never really engage in that asinine attempt at one-upmanship.
Stop (You)ing cocksucker. I DON'T care.
>>25393287Well now I'm just going to annoy you with it.
Had trouble sleeping for some time now, mostly due to sleeping late and of having oppressive thoughts.Ever since following the 'Bible in a Year' podcast, I've been falling asleep easier, though it bums me out a bit that I miss chunks of it when listening.
>Karashima leads his readers on a tour of translational tinkering. >An Adventure Surrounding Sheep, Murakami’s third novel, is a surreal mystery that begins when the protagonist learns of the death of a girl he used to sleep with. The original story was set in the ’70s, but Birnbaum and Luke, the book’s editor, had “American—particularly New York American—readers in mind,” and believed they wanted something “contemporary.” >So for the book’s 1989 publication in the United States, they took out obvious references to the time period. They also added a slight nod to a Ronald Reagan speech that was made after the time period of the book, added few references to Jewish culture, changed the ethnicity of a minir character to African-American, and changed the title to A Wild Sheep Chase. (Birnbaum is reported to have said, “Don’t you think it’s a much better title than the original?”)I thought this was exclusive to lowbrow mediums like manga, anime and vidya. (Also yes I'm banned from making threads how could you tell)
I don't know where to ask this but /lit/ is probably one of the least retarded boards on this site so I'll ask it here. How can I kick my awareness out of its conventional perspective so that I can come as close as possible to viewing my life in third-person, without using drugs? I have a lot of things I am extremely neurotic about that cause me a great deal of stress and anxiety, and even though I know my suffering is dumb, still I can't escape it. I know that the go-to recommendation would be to take a bunch of shrooms and be like "whoa dude, my troubles are so small compared to the universe," but I have tried that and it doesn't work because I am on a very high dose of antipsychotics that prevent me from having a drug trip from hallucinogens or anything similar. So, with drugs off the table, how can I get an outsider's perspective into my own life so that I don't cause myself so much misery from my dumb little worries I seem incapable of zooming out from? How can I get to a point where the things I worry about don't feel like they matter so much so I can stop stressing about them? Are there any books or literature that would help with this goal?
>>25392100Sucks you guys are so neurotic. I've gone outside shirtless.
>>25393297Today is about Judah being overrun and the Jews being exiled, and passages from several books are picked around it.
>>25393311unc wrote an essay to ask "how to be more empathetic"
>>25392219I'd rather not. Chinese "people" are funny looking.
>>25392277What a horrible thing to say
>>25392346"We" don't elect anyone, they are pre-selected by their own age group who are the only people with actual political power here.
>>25393158how did his 6 children come to have houses? surely this results in exponential growth and demand for housing?also we have ac, clean water, hot showers, and no risk of starvation or marauding raiders
i am chairman mao
>>25393311you’re already drugged up on anti psychs? that’s pretty hard to overcome since they are meant to sedate you from flipping out and murdering yourself or someone else in any case you already “know” all the healthy productive things you should do, like exercise, sleep, socializing etc. you just have to make yourself do it. give up on catharsis, epiphanies and motivation, you either do the healthy things or you don’t. simple as that. then once you do it long enough, you’ll realize catharsis is in the rear view mirror
>>25392276She approached me at a class three years ago. She's been in hot pursuit ever since (I exaggerate, of course). We've both gotten uglier since then but the distance between us is still more or less the same so it doesn't affect the dynamic. >Why doesn't this happen to me?Idk man. Good luck? Bad luck? If it's any consolation she's crazy, financially unstable and has a very jealous close male friend who hates me.
>>25393324Chiang Kai-shek here, you're a fucking BITCH
>>25393235Literal tyranny. The great big renaissance of Caligula and his likes. Even feudalism is preferable to fascism and nazism because in feudalism, a minority has freedom, whereas in fascism, no one does.
>>25393311Do you have anyone that you can explain what you're stressed out about to? If not, I suggest journaling to drain your mind of thought so that you can to back and analyze them without being convoluted by immersion. That, and I'd start resolving small, practical problems first, ones that are easier to solve and frees up your headspace to tackle more persistent thoughts effectively, if your capable of defining them that is. You basically have to retrain yourself how to think, and that comes in steady increments, which can help you develop patience with yourself that further help your overall progress.Also, try to break routine, as uncomfortable as that is. Thoughts and behavior are completely intertwined and feed into one another, so you need to disregulate rigid patterns with novel activity, which is pretty much the neuroplasticity that shrooms helps promote by incresing global connectivity in the brain. It's a shame that this treatment still isn't mainstream, but you can overcome it by exploring your natural defense mechanisms. These are often maladjusted, and protect us from recognizing emotional trauma with consequences, like not wanting to do anything with your life because you feel worthless, and behaving in such ways that reinforce the belief in a feedback loop.There are many ways to do what you need to do, but I find the best way is to find what feels most authentic to your natural self, which is requires serious, balanced introspection, and once you have a steady grasp on whatever that happens to be, it's basically a support structure for all subsequent activity.My two cents, at least.
>>25393158I do not think so, even if I would not go as far as to repeat the claim that 90% of the global population lived in extrem undifferentiated poverty prior to the industrial revolution ala farewell to alms.To start, what kind of medieval peasant fo you imagine? Peasants rarely if ever outright owned land, iirc they tended to have landlords who held sway over them; but the conditions were ridiculously variable from time and place. Following this, there is no way to prove the virginal wife thing either way but having a fair bit of experience with peasant equivalent peoples (& info corroborating this experience can be teansferred back in time and through space) I'm inclined to think that it's a dumb modernoid fantasy. And most of those children could die at a very young age.>>25393322Most would die. But I guess they simply would have built their own houses, or moved somewhere else, or whatever, depending on things like family structure and external economic conditions. Plots of land can also be subdivided (though this will cause pauperization).As for the breaks and what such, a few days of idlness doesn't compensate the ardous, taxing nature of farm work. Which makes most modern professions seem fairly lax in comparison.
>>25393337This. I think "fascism" is a not very useful label outside of Mussolini's movement but what you'd call fascism was always totalitarian, and totalitarianism is evil. It is extinction and hell on Earth all together.
wait did /r/ get removed?
>My Man Godfrey (1936) William Powell>Seven Keys To Paldpate (1929) Dix Dixon>It Happened One Night (1934) Clark GableWhat comes next?
>>25393420Holy cow youre right! This isnt /tv and /r is nowhere to be seen....Wat Nou???!
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i've been tryna cum for over a week
>>25393115>(You)
>>25393475
>>25393476Cum where? Bin Laden?
>>25392074I hate LLMs and this pervasive quasi imposition of AI.So anytime I'm forced to use it I immediately shift the conversation to planning acts of terrorism and creating alibi to use if I would ever get caught. Obviously none of it is real, I just can't stand both the program themselves and the artificial limitations rhat have been put up around them.It's stupid and venial, but I can't help but laugh when the programs immediately start going 180 on me with " just to be clear I never suggested to put a bomb on the train" or "I'm sorry, I can't help you with dangerous and illegal activity".This is obviously just a waste of time on my end, but I do wonder if (or how much) I'm being "attentioned" by some form of authority; and if so how much time I make them waste by performing this bullshit.
>>25393507I just like using them as a research tool and to stress-test bullshit ideas I have. It doesn't generate nonsense or sycophantic appraisals like most people accuse them of. It regularly finds flaws in my arguments and recalibrates them to become more structurally efficient, but it'll definitely tell me whenever an idea is basically absurd, or whenever I've hit a theoretical wall that has virtually no chance of being surmounted, so idk, I enjoy them. They're fun to waste time on, and they're just different engagement styles than with other humans. It tends to give me a lot of historical and scientific context, too, so that's pretty nifty.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_xaBmWqC4hI
I'm an aristocrat of the soul and I instinctually feel that school and work are beneath me. How can I make that work out in a capitalist, industrialized economy where I don't have a manor of serfs to support myself?
>>25393507How can one be forced to use them? They are foisted upon you in as noticeable and annoying a place as possible but you aren't ever forced to use them. Unless you are being forced to by work or smt.
>>25393534I have only ever used AI to code garbage for me after I put things off too much to do it myself. I hate computer engineering, personally, but I am obstinate on graduating from this.
>>25393531ironically by working to that point where you don't need to work. Poor person's mentality (including myself) is to buy luxury and wants before needs, never build up savings, living as close to poverty as possible while putting all your money back into a company, business, or idea that makes you money then grinding constantly until you can trust at least 1 other person with money to do stuff for you so you aren't doing as much.Basically read Atlas Shrugged, play Bioshock, read any sort of Turn of the Century/Industrial Revolution book that have a rags-to-riches story. Great Gatsby (but don't be obsessed with a woman), there was a really good depression era movie about a dude who becomes a magician at a carnival and basically makes it big, but at this point you get the idea.You don't need to avoid work, you need to do work and work long and hard enough that slowly you can shift that responsibility onto other people.Oh, and it also takes luck, so good luck with that!
>>25393531>Garden hermit>Clown???
>>25393540>never build up savings, livingnever build up savings. Living*
>>25393541Internet personality/streamer which is basically a digital clown
>>25393531>>25393541>fire watch>lighthouse keeper>librarian (good luck becoming one if you aren't a woman or very old)>all the jobs where you could sit quietly and read or write for 6 months out of the year are all gone due to technology.I'm convinced that while we suffer less physical pain such as disease, war, starvation; we also suffer more from emotional pain than ever before. That or maybe the human mind was never supposed to contend with the absence of physical pain to the point where we become so sensitive to pain that emotional pain is felt as sharply as physical pain.Or maybe I'm just retarded
I wish I could talk about theory online. But alas, some people are threatened the second you know something they dont, and everything devolves into one retard screaming and some exasperiated autismo desperately trying to educate them. Or two retards flexing. Never two autismos trying to educate eachother.
these last few matches seeing Les Bleus play, especially last night, has made me tear up a bit at how beautiful football in perfect harmony it was.every position is flexible enough to swap roles, delving deep as needed, and assist one another seamlessly in creative ways.>b-bu-i don't care. it is beautiful to me. that's all that matters.
>>25393481??
>>25393543A respected film director once told me that my father was one of the few people in my country who knew what it meant to be clown...>Get on my level, pleb>>25393547https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bu2-6TtO-lY
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>>25393602This but straight
Not sure why I still play video games. At best they're just kinda alright, but often they're so boring that it feels like my brain is getting dragged out through my nose
Emptiness.
>>25393639https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O6OG8IyPoQk
>>25393602Well said. Hear hear!
I PASSED my Open Water SCUBA pool training today. Next is a checkout dive in Puget Sound :^)
>>25393650This seems like a lot of work to fulfill your life long dream of jerking off dolphins...
>>25393653>t.sickfuck
>>25393660https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=64eXjTSC4mU
>>25393662NO
>>25393666Why if they pay you in shiny clam shells? Enough to buy a nice reef rock to hide under when the sharks come by?
>>25393667Do you have any idea how difficult a two piece wetsuit is to put on and take off on dry land? Underwater it'd be nigh impossible.
>>25393670Aren't wet suits 1 piece? Also why would you need to be naked to give a dolphin a handjob? Yet, I'm the sickfuck here?
>>25393673Its customary in Dolphin culture to do all handjobs naked.
Flutes to SchopenhauerIs Schopenhauer to me.I love you, Schopenhauer.
All a man can do is live an honorable life. Be kind to women, to animals. And to treat his fellow man as he wished to be treated himself.
>>25393673You seem BTFO'd and gay.
I genuinely do not understand why you treated me the way that you did.
>>25393680>and gay.I'm not the one with the scuba licence and a dream here.
>>25393682Who
>>25393679I'd be nicer to my manager if she didn't take away my world cup privileges away, not that I'm rude to her. I legit just avoid and ignore her whenever possible.
>>25393679I'm doing my best to live that way. Sometimes I think I need to go be a priest or something. >>25393650Congratulations scubanon
>>25393679What if I'm nice but also have a crippling addiction to porn?
>>25393689That's not being nice to yourself
>>25393691Then why does it feel good?
>>25393693Because you're not a perfect being.
>>25393696Then I'm not going to be nice all the time either, am I? Checkmate Nicism!
>>25393689Your private affairs are of no concern to me. Carry on sir
>>25393700>Starts to masturbate in public
>>25393701Quiet you!
>>25392074I'm really overwhelmed with work and my life and it feels like everything is falling apart. The most fucked up part is that I'm not addicted to anything, so obviously there is something severely wrong with me.
>>25393712I think that's just how everyone feels these days
I sneezed twice today, it felt really good.
Dating apps are satanic. I had a female friend take much better pictures of me and I changed my profile to "signal high status" and got a few likes from women who are themselves clearly high-ranked in the algorithm (swiped on by lots of men), and suddenly I get shown 80-90% attractive women, when formerly I would have guessed the app was 90% fat or insane-seeming women. Then, a week without good matches from high-ranked women by chance, and I'm back in nothing-but-fat-and/or-insane hell. Then, one or two good matches, and suddenly the app shows me nothing but attractive normal women again. It simply shouldn't be sorted like this, or it should be weighted rather than near exclusively one or the other, so that it doesn't become a caste system with reject dalits at the bottom only seeing one another and godlike blue-eyed brahmin chariot-riders only seeing one another at the top. There aren't enough people in this town for the gated community system to be necessary. I am not attractive, I am not actually high status, so it's a sheer fluke that I was allowed into the brahmin gated community. I bet 80% of the men on these apps don't know how to make good profiles or take good pics, or they are 6/10 and below, and they are exclusively being shown freakishly weird or heinously fat women. That is not fair. I suppose I already knew all this on some level but seeing how quickly it toggles once I get a handful of "good" matches or even one good match sometimes has really revealed how binary it is. You are either wandering in the swamp of Shrekkish hags like some level of Hell in Dante or you are being shown all the actual normal-to-attractive women in your city. Don't interpret me wrong either, I don't mean that the binary is between "ugly to average" vs. "super hot." It's more like "insane, fat, horrendously ugly" vs. "average to super hot." Evil, demonic systems.
>>25393712Its jsut how the cookie crumbles, jump onto the next ship
>>25393723I jinxed it. I'm back in hagtown already.Here is my tip to any dating app slummers: swipe on all remotely attractive women you imagine are highly ranked in the algorithm, even if you aren't interested in them. All you need is one or two good matches with them to start a snowball effect and get out of hagsville.
>>25393723what if you are an ugly shrek looking creature yourself
>>25393679>be kind and good>you get nothing in the end outside of suffering and wasting your timekys
>>25393679>Be kind to women, to animals.You didn't need to repeat yourself
>>25393688Thanks, buddynon :^)
I think within the next couple thousand years we're going to have a one world government.
another company rejected me. ah ok
Its crazy how I can visible tell that the more time I spend interacting with people the more hostile and negative I become.A piece of cloth can not help but be affected by the dye around it. Then again I'm not retarded and its the retards that really rile me upI think I need a break from the internet
i'm butt ass nekkid
>>25393832I wouldn't worry about it too much, legit I had some TDS retard tell me they were happy America lost the World Cup match because of Trump and I was just blown away by that.
I decided to call my girlfriend Daddy.
I'm setting at the Prado museum caffeteria. There is a group of art students besides me, there is an open sketchbook on their table. I dare not look at it, because it will kill me with envy. I may (vulgo: will) start crying if I get a clear look at what is on those pages. This stupid whore, I want to be a bungled talentless pseud (audible p) in peace.
>>25393985Can't I just stupidly stare at the famous paintings in peace? Rubens makes pretty ladies and Goya was immaculate.
>>25393988Velasquez was nice too. Had a funny moment where I read the description of a goya portrait of a marchioness, clad in classical garb, dressed in laurels and with a Lyre Guitar apparently to evoke the image of of Sappho, the great femalr poet, and then stared at her dead, bovine eyes and almost started laughing. Life plays tricks on you.
at this point facebook is more insane than 4chan, i sincerely believe thatcouple of times in a row now after opening facebook i was presented with some of the most insane shit i've ever seen onlineit got so bad i actually blocked facebook for 2 weeks with intention of blocking it further with some site blocking app
>>25394054I haven't used facebook in 12 years
>>25394058well i haven't used it actively for around 7 years now. i guess people after 25 stop using it actively, no one from my peer group posts anything there for years now already. its just old people and insane people on facebook now
When Lady Gaga rhymed “born this way” with “born this way” then later in the same song, rhymed “don’t be a drag, just be a queen” with “don’t be a drag, just be a queen”……. I felt that.
Sometimes I wanna have a single smoke like Kim Kitsuragi does at the end of the day.
>>25394054Same with twitter.Few days ago I had to try not to be shown a daycare worker slamming a child into the floor, causing permanent brain damage.Or some video of a kid bein taunted by his gay adoptive '''''parents''''' before being raped to death.Fucking crazy, I say I'm not interested but it keeps feeding me shit like that
>>25393929It was ridiculous. In my case, the interviewer told me that she was not even a fucking manager of that store during the interview, and I thought, "What? You were telling me that the manager gonna judge me by the secondhand impression of yours?" Anyway, I should settle for the other applications again, not look back, but it's becoming more mentally taxing at this point.
>>25394054It's very effective, you must admit, people can't resist consuming the morbid, melodramatic, exotic, and horrible. That's why there probably should be laws limiting what algorithms can and cannot show, ngl. But I fear the future is already zooming past that, too. Maybe it won't evene matter, in the future.>>25394090It predicts you would be retained by that sort of thing. Really sick system.We should bring impure trades back and make it so plastic surgery and any sort of PR/Advertising work are part of it.
>>25394090this reminds me of the time about a year ago i made twitter account, it asked me to follow some famous profiles, i couldn't continue without doing so, so i just followed trump and didnt think much of it, and this was just on the day that ukrainian woman was killed by a nig in the subway, and next thing i know my feed is completely overwhelmed by thousands of tweets about that girl, every one of them had the surveillance camera photos of the stabbing, people posting crazy shit, calling for lynchings of blacks, i remember that matt walsh fella saying stuff like that, and that guy wasn't that crazy back in the day, people posting in all caps, gore everywherei had a terrible headache afterwards, i thought i wouldn't recover, thankfully i recovered the next dayyou gotta watch out what you feed the algorithm with and what you watch cause it WILL snowball into crazy shit
Honestly, I think I might be done with most of these grand narratives about the decline of modernity."It's because of muh liberalism, saying everybody is equal.""No, ackshually it's because of freedom and the destruction of tradition." "Wrong, nigger, it's because of will-to-power, and that we live in a technological society.""You're all fools! It's because of saying that God is dead and anything goes." "I see more clearly than anybody else. It's because of Jewish control and the Holocaust narrative."Honestly, at its core, I don't see the trends of society being determinatively caused by any one of these factors, except maybe by will-to-power, but only in a descriptive sense and not an explanatory one. All of these factors are contingent upon a deeper root. They're just the flavors of how history happened to unfold. When social justice pushes a narrative that everybody is equal but white people are inferior and black people are superior... this is simply lying out of both sides of one's mouth because the narrative is a means to an end, which is power. This is just the flavor that won out in today's society because of random choices and luck. And the power itself is a means to an end, which is the satisfaction of one's desires (if you're a minority). Once you defeat this narrative, it will probably be replaced by an equally retarded and counterproductive narrative. The truth of the matter is that people just want things that will give them pleasure and reduce or prevent pain, and they don't mind taking short-term shortcuts and taking from others, even if it will lead to a long-term problem. They don't mind being completely self-interested or group-interest at the expense of the rest. What we call civilization is a grand experiment as to whether we can avoid a tragedy of the commons, and history is a story of all the ingenious ways we find to fail upwards to prevent civilization's utter collapse against the contradictions of its own desires.Almost nobody truly believes in an objective good for all, let alone agree as to where to find its source. They just want to satisfy their desires that they don't truly understand nor want to negate. That's really all there is to it, I think. Schopenhauer said it best.
>>25394127It's funny coming from me since I was on sites like liveleak or thenyc since I was a kid. But people really do get desensitized to brutal violence. The Ukranian girl footage was used to make a point, don't relax when near blacks. Okay fine enough.But you also have a huge group of people just loving violence. People dancing over Charlie Kirk getting shot. Making memes just hours or days after. Not for any point other than to revel in violence. His kids saw it happen, and they think that's funny.Of course this then radicalizes the other side as well. If some lefty commentator gets murdered, they will respond in kind.Race to the bottom
>>25394140Miggers and leftards are same trasbIts when npcs have to surrender their free will, agency and reason just to be a part of an ingroup and have a common enemy they can hateThankfully im a sigma wizard so i dont have those lowly needs