is that the dude from indian jones?

>>25584298
No, he's the poet Frank Stanford

>>25584300
oh okay

i googled blake's tyger and instead of just like linking me to poetry foundation of it or whatever as i was seeking, it's ai summary proceeded to tell me the meaning of fearful symmetry, i always thought like yeah tigers are symmetrical most mammals are what's the big deal about that but then the ai tells me the symmetry he's talking about is the balance between the tiger and the lamb i was like oh fuck what the hellllll

oh shit princeton press just dropped two new classics editions from ann carson one is eros the bittersweet but with an uglier cover than the old classics edition and then economy of the unlost both with "winner of the nobel prize" badges on it

I've been studying /lit/ to revert The Great Vowel Shift. Wait for me, bros, I'll mend our language for free and we'll all go back to simpler times. I just don't get why I'm the only one doing it. Do you like your vowels as fossilized diphthongs?

The orgasm is the prototype of every pleasure. A relief powerful in proportion to the suffering and discomfort that preceded it. A brief interval of peace until another craving fills the vacuum.

Aesop Rock has a song called Dokken Rules in his album Skelethon where the opening line is "I spell 666*69, click. Give his telephone a viking funeral. Bye, bitch."
At first, *69 is just the simple code for a call return, but I noticed, with my mighty brain, that the star could also double over as a multiplication symbol, turning it into an equation.
So, I calculated it.
666*69=45954
Obviously, that's a fairly strange number, because you can, pretty much non-arbitrarily, reassemble 45954 into 999.
So, that would leave the expression 666,69,999.
Now, this is could easily be some clever mathematical jiu jitsu that ultimately means nothing, but I really don't know, because he vaguely referenced the concept of symmetry in some of his songs, which took me awhile to fully understand.
I don't know how the concept of symmetry applies to the structure of poems, but it's still found interesting.

>>25584321
aesop rock is the worst of the overly clever whiteboy rap genre, so awful

>>25584325
Yeah, I really don't give a shit. That's a common critique held by many, so it's basically just mindless background noise to me.
That said, what do you think of this 666,69,999 bidness?

>>25584325
quasimoto is the worst of the demoniac pitch-shifted psychedelic gangster leprechaun genre, so awful

Its sort of a buddy cop film about a teenage zombie and the ghost of a dead hippie, and the teenager doesn't have a soul and the hippie doesn't have a body, so they get along making up one being just fine

>>25584321
ZIP code 45954 points to a county in Mexico

>>25584338
Yeah, there's several things that 45954 pops up as, like some automotive part or something, but I don't think that's connected.
This is honestly as far as I've gotten.
I really don't think was unintentional. It's just too unlikely, but I genuinely have no fucking clue what it could possibly mean, which makes me want to stick a roman candle up his asshole.

>>25584292
Most people are lost, and it requires constant, sustained effort not to lose yourself to easy pleasures.

>>25584344
Well the basic reading is 'when the devil (666) calls I call back (*69) and kill him (click click)'

I have spent too much time in bed, thinking of the awful things that have happened this year. I'm ruining myself. I need to get myself back on track.

>>25584363
Don’t do it. I’m in the same boat and I don’t want to get back on track, because it’s amusing, I suppose. And it’s even more amusing to see people in such despondent states.

>>25584361
Yeah, that is what he's basically doing.
Like in Cycles to Gehenna, he ends the song with "Bright light tunnel kings tuck in the devil. P.S. I wrote this on a self-destructing memo."

So, "bright light tunnel kings tuck in the devil" has multiple layered meanings.
Basically, "bright light tunnel" is a subtle reference to two things. One, is the concept of the light at the end of the tunnel referred to by Hunter S. Thompson, and I know this a true connection, because 1) of Aesop's experience with LSD described in a previous album, and 2) because of the song Gopher Guts on Skelethon, where he says "I was in a mirror sweating pitchers. Who's at the door, simian or lizard?" That's clear reference to the same lizards Thompson saw in Fear and Loathing, and emphasized by the fact that Aesop makes numerous reference to lizards throughout Skelethon.
On top of this, the "bright light" is also a reference to Bob's Donuts in Fryerstarter.
"Tuck in the devil" means the devil falls asleep, begins to dream, and thus, the song ZZZ Top.
And the self-destructing memo is basically, what I believe, to be what ignites the devil's execution.
So, that's some parts of what I got.

i switch in between here and twitter

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i kinda want a gf but not enough to actually put any effort into getting one, but if chance would have it that a girl is into me enough to put in effort then i would reciprocate, but not too much because im tired of life overall

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>>25584292
You and me and everyone we know are various kinds of dinosaurs. The meteor's about to hit Earth. I say
>Hey, that meteor sure looks like it's going to hit us. If you look up, you can see it getting closer and closer every day. If/when it hits us, which looks like it'll be soon, it's probably going to be very bad. We should do something.
A dino says
>There's no meteor. The meteor is fake. You must own a meteor company.
Another dino says
>Actually? The meteor can't think. So... yeah.
Another dino says
>Well, the meteor's shadow will fall on the brown dinosaurs first. And they'll be cold. That's what we should discuss.
Another dino says
>The meteor is made of rocks! Earth is made of rocks! The meteor is a thief! THIEF METEOR!
Another dino says
>You're lying about the meteor because you think the meteor's made of gold and you just want gold.
Another dino says
>You believe in meteors? Like, rocks from space? Guys, this guy believes in space rocks! Ha ha!
Another dino says
>It's not even possible for there to a meteor in space. Space is empty. Everybody knows that.
Another dino says
>Okay, the meteor's getting bigger. So? Earth is the biggest thing imaginable, so it's fine.
Another dino says
>I'm all for the meteor. It'll shake things up around here.
Another dino says
>The meteor can't hurt us because rocks don't have claws or teeth. Saying it'll hurt us is fearmongering.
Another dino says
>You can't even describe a non-crazy scenario where the meteor could hurt us - you think it'd make a dust cloud that blots out the sun? What? That's obviously crazy.
Another dino says
>You think the meteor is god, right? That's what this is about, you're trying to find something to believe in?
Another dino says
>The meteor isn't actually getting closer. That's an optical trick. Your telescope is faulty. Maybe you modified it on purpose to scare us.
Another dino says
>This isn't a problem because we can just move to the place the meteor won't hit. Why are you worried?
Another dino says
>Ugh, shut up about the meteor, okay? It's so uncool. Only weirdos talk about the meteor.
Another dino says
>The meteor hasn't hurt us yet, so it won't hurt us in the future.
Another dino says
>I'm not worried about the meteor. I'm worried about dinos holding pieces of the meteor. That's the real concern.
Another dino says
>The meteor looks so pretty in the sky though!
Another dino says
>Stop saying "meteor." Rock. You mean rock. It's literally just a ROCK.
Another dino says
>The meteor is really far away, so we'll be dead before it hits us. What? It's close? No it isn't. It's far away.
Another dino says
>If the meteor was shaped like a pyramid, that's something to worry about. But this is shaped like a ball. So it's fine.
Another dino says
>I remember reading this book in college about how meteors couldn't exist, so the meteor isn't real.

The subject of this post is left as an exercise to the reader

i have a type. i call them snow whites. pitch black soft straightish hair, pale as snow skin, colored eyes preferably blue, thin body with wider hips, a cute butt, and maybe ddd cup titties, with pink nips and pussy lips. also smart and witty and wise and does cat eyeliner and loves me. snd also reads u

"Lecture at a faster rate than class was making him develop backwards. It would appeared you spelled out all the answers."

God damn I fucking hate people sometimes.

>>25584377
I am no expert on this material but I appreciate your work as an Aesop scholar, you've already elucidated many thoughtful ideas and images to me, who is unfamiliar with the work.

>>25584377
Seems like a genius lyricist who's wisely focused on the tricky role of messages and mediums (memos, phone calls, transmissions in general) and the danger and power in reversing or manipulating them (PS this memo self destructs, meaning you thought this was a message but i just fucking killed you with it) reminds me of a certain text called THE TICKET THAT EXPLODED which is completely obsessed on the notion of messages that destroy the system and ways to fucking send bombs through words

>>25584424
>boomer gets his mind blown by super wack white rapper
lol

Had a surge of creativity and began working on a novel/novella, but although I've made good progress, it's fragmentary and disjointed. And I'm worried that whatever I write will lack the fabric of a novel, and just read like one scene to the next.
My last big project, I made the conscious effort to write it in a way that limited the disjointedness, just to give me more clarity during the creative process and to prevent getting too carried away during creative bursts only to end up discarding the project because I am incapable of forming it into a an actual narrative.

>>25584428
>mind blown
I'm saying its a smart idea I'm very familiar with, which resonates with me because it's continuously important in our telecommunications age (how many of us are obsessed with samefags or namefags or shills or bots? recognizing and manipulating the danger in messages is our lifeblood nowadays, don't kid yourself)

>>25584416
No problem, man. Thanks for taking a sincere interest. Virtually everyone fucking ignores me.
What's honestly kind of strange though, is that Skelethon came out about 3 months after my 19th birthday, when I sold my soul to the devil while watching Fear and Loathing on LSD.
It was kinda creepy, because, you know, it references Fear and Loathing, the devil, and lizards, which I also always see on LSD.
Spooky wooky cosmic nonsense, right?
Clearly, just a fucking meaningless coincidence to your typical scientist and mental health official.
Why you don't inherently trust them to define your reality, I have no idea. You're probably just retarded. Take this pill. You'll think less crazy thoughts.
Isn't that nice?
We thought so too.

Haven't really been in the mood to read the last few days.

>>25584446
Oh man I know that feeling. Turns out my target of obsession William S Burroughs killed his wife on the date I got married OOPS!

>>25584424
So, that is kind of what he's doing, because he's essentially trolling everyone, as a demonstrated by the lyric in Tetra "Cozy in a moment of bliss, I'll snatch the food off your plate, snatch a goat off a bridge. No shit."
The entire album is basically some fucked up, shifting puzzle.
"Nothing up his sleeve. Nothing here is what it seems."
Clearly, Ace is kind of a psychotic dickhead, but this album is something that drove me partially insane when I was a teenager.
>>25584428
Dude, you have no actual, substantial critique. You're just fucking annoying and stupid. Shut the fuck up and go away.

>>25584480
I had no idea Burroughs killed his wife, but yeah, maybe that's something. I can't say either way. That's probably solely up to you to figure out, which is probably the same exact fucking situation I'm stuck in.

Think I broke a tooth.

And because Skelethon is ultimately a social critique, you can recognize that this song is that exact mentality of 4chan and the entire as a whole.
Why I know 4chan specifically?
Because of fucking cats, dude.

https://youtu.be/qrlmeOmwHf0?is=SsDVc0hCGuw7sB1F

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>>25584497
>fucked up shifting puzzle regarding the danger and murderous power of words
I’ve posted it before and I’ll post it again (see image)
>>25584504
Yes he was drunk and withdrawing from heroin and was playing with a gun, even he seems not to know if he premeditated it or not. Set him on a life journey of figuring out ‘how the fuck does it make sense all you have to do is pull a trigger without even knowing what you’re firing at and then suddenly its you who killed somebody’

Bout to put a GODDAMNED bullet in my FUCKING head.

>>25584527
>I've posted it before and I'll post it again.
Nice. Burroughs, I'm assuming? Seems like him.
>Yes he was drunk...
Damn, that's pretty fucked up.

I think I’m gonna use comic books as a stepping stone away from doom scrolling then maybe try an actual book when I get bored of capeshit, probably throw in some of those pre CCA horror and noir stories that are soon to be in the public domain

>>25584546
Read Spawn. Or Archie. Either one's pretty kickass.

I wear glasses right. Dirty glasses bother me SO much. Every time I sit down to use the PC I have to meticulously clean my glasses before I can look at the computer screen. My phone I can look at from close-up however so I simply take my glasses off.

Why are jeets so goddamned rude? Especially the women?

>>25584552
I like a lot of the art for Absolute DC, Wonder Woman as guts makes my penis happy, I should reread Spawn, and Jeff Smith’s Bone, it’s really fucked up that it never got animated outside of one telltale game

Whenever you think of something that's funny, repeat around thirty or so times. After that, how you react to it is how actually funny it always was.

if you don't like Dvorak's Cello Concerto, we can't ever be friends or sleep together, sorry!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XIBH_alyxDo

>>25584604
What happens is you pummel the joke into the ground then it becomes funny again because it’s been so pummeled that it takes on another ironic layer

>>25584597
For sure. I"d let Wonder Woman choke me with her lasso fot hours. I don't know what Bone is. I honestly don't read comics that often, though I did read Watchmen, V for Vendetta, and another obscure Moore comic called Neonomicon, which was pretty weird but kinda just okay, all when I was homeless, along with The Killing Joke. That shit was fun.

>>25584529
Amen brother!

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>>25584625
Bone by Jeff Smith is Berserk for children, I mean that as the highest possible compliment

>>25584614
Yeah, that's why I like saying fail sometimes. I think it deserves a comeback.

>>25584632
Oh that's cool. It looks way familiar, but like a really fun read.

>>25584638
If you were in elementary or middle school in the late 90s up to the 2000s you probably saw the colored versions on sale at the school book fair that Scholastic published

>>25584645
Oh hell yeah. That's exactly where I saw it. Fuck, I wish I bought that instead of Artemis Fowl. I didn't even read that.

dude i just realized i didn't listen to any music all day what the fuck

bro i have the sickest reading set up rn i have this floor lamp like right over my comfy chair finna read so much

>>25584632
Bone was sick.

Anyone been homeless for a period longer than, say, a month? Debating it myself.

I'm fucking horrible to people on Facebook, and sometimes I feel really bad, like a piece of my mind snaps and starts leaking sadness and guilt everywhere.

Whatever, watch this video.

It is totally me.

Except I'm not a nigger.

https://youtu.be/XhYKvCmdM4U?is=jcgERiw65SHFPrIP

Snatch a Ruger bag, give a nigga Yak attack I get my shooter whacked

>>25584683
Yeah, I have, like twice.
What do you wanna know?

I got fifty foreign hoes on my dick
I'ma nut in all 'em hoes, let's have some chicks

>>25584693
Nigga, you CORNY.
I'm gonna throw some butter on your bitch ass and chomp you to the cob.

I am a fraud and I'll never be happy.

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These two drawings of mine
I'm a faggot.

damn oath protein powder is fire it legit tastes like lemonade and shit instead of some kind of milky shit like most protein powder

I hate this.

>>25584721
It hates you more.

I don't want this.

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Do you believe in any conspiracy theories? What do you think about all the UAP/UFO stuff? Were they telling the truth about Epstein or JFK or 9/11? What's really at Area 51?

>>25584724
I want to say this is true, but I know it isn't, which makes it worse.

>>25584728
That's shitty. I don't know if this will help you, but recently I've come to the conclusion that I have no obligation to live in reality, partially because no one has a clear understanding of what that fuck is, and therefore probably don't actually fully live in it, either.
So I really don't care what's real anymore. There's just stuff that entertains me, which may seem shallow to you, I don't know, but it's very relieving.

I'm never going to become the person I wanted to be.

every time i feel like i should do sth i play ow instead lol

>>25584718
damn not only does this shit taste good as a mf it made me all hyper and shit too

Being unemployed is only seen as a bad thing when you're poor.

Remember: don't inflict yourself on other people. It's not a good idea. You will hurt them, some way, somehow. They don't want to deal with you and they're secretly relieved they don't have to. They might pretend otherwise, which they do out of politeness. Nobody actually wants to be around you. Even if they did, you're not good around others. It's difficult to remember this but it's important to remember it.

>>25584742
Neets are modern-day aristocrats but the modern-day serfs refuse to accept this, hence the vitriol towards freedom

>>25584755
Exactly.

Nigga tried to hit a lick and missed

>>25584758
For real bro! On god!

>>25584747
This is all kinds of warped-ass projections, but there's a little truth to it, because almost everyone I've ever met is
so fucking hideously broken and insane when you scrape down their social mask.
You're just walking through a freakshow, so I guess the best you can do is just learn to fucking enjoy that.

>>25584761
I wasn't talking to you.

>>25584766
So?

"That is a terrifying rhombus."
"Why is that rhombus so terrifying?"
"I don't know. I think that's precisely why it is."

>>25584766
Were you talking to me then? Im sorry I kinda glazed over whatever you were on about

The Dutch aren't human

Hillary should've won.

But if the multiverse is real like Neil DeGrasse Tyson says, then Hillary did win in some way, so that makes me sleep better sometimes.
Suck it, Trump.

>>25584755
I was a NEET and technically still am, and despite one productive year, my poverty kept me down and I had too much free-time. I yearn to wage because I enjoy physical work and need routine and structure, but wish I could have such structure without needing a job.

Wish I was an old 4'6" tall stooped over Chinese woman.

>>25584546
Last year I read a fair amount of classic Judge Dredd. It's not capeshit in the typical sense and is very enjoyable. Would reccomend.

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>>25584799

Just coughed out a tooth.

Sometimes my mind starts screaming uncontrollably, like just now, except this time it was way in the background, and slowly started to turned into some warped, abyssal groaning. Now my brain's really tense and I have a fucking headache. God damn. It was just a fucking girl. That's not right.

i think might do liek a no tech day on sunday or sth where i have to read n shit or maybe i can use headphones with my phone so i can go long ass walks n shit but that's it no fucking around on here, no reading the news all day, no playing ow, etc. yeah i won't be able to do anything productive but lets be real i wasn't going to do anything productive today anyways

>>25584689
nta but what was it like? why were you homeless? any tips?

i don't really listen to jazz anymore but like that coltrane with the red garland trio remaster that just dropped on apple music is mega comfy tho it's not like some corny dancehall shit but not too radical and spazzy either, hits just right

>>25584826
ok i could do without this bass solo played with the bow

Today I saw my face in the reflection of a mirror. My hairline has climbed further up my scalp. I really feel sad and depressed about this because I'm turning into an old man but I never really got to be young either. I was homeschooled as a child and never got to have friends. My father was not very good, my mother ignored me, and my stepfather tried to kill me one time while I was a teenager. I never really grew up, and I lifted on the decaying matter of my childhood up until now. I guess my body is finally catching up. I really did want to make it, by the way. I was always so edgy and I always hoped I would be saved by a kind person, but that doesn't really happen except in movies and games. I'm a creepy old manchild and it makes me feel very, very ashamed.

I still hope that when I die I will be able to have another chance at life. Of course I don't really know if I believe in God or gods but I just have this strong feeling sometimes like the other end loops back around. I want another chance to be young. I think what I would do first is ask someone for help. Some people did try to help me, but as an extremely fearful and avoidant person I was always afraid I would be a burden. I still probably am. I doubt that if I were given the chance, I would do better. I won't kill myself. I'm sure of it. I never succeeded before and I think it would be even more pathetic to do it now. I think when I was young, suicide could have been sad or sympathetic, but now it's just a creepy old balding manchild killing himself because he was a complete failure.

I'm going to go to sleep soon. I don't know what I hope for.

>>25584820
The first time it was actually kind of terrifying because I was insane, and I became homeless because I thought I had to fight some interdimensional war. The second time I was also insane but this was years later when I thought I had won that war so was having a lot more fun, like regularly talking to the sun and moon and shit, but that time I became homeless because I was evicted from my apartment for doing various psychotic things.
As for tips, it really all depends on your specific location. A small, portable tent is definitely nice to have, and your honestly much better off asking for people to buy you food than have them give you money, so posting up at a McDonald's or something to get a cheap cheeseburger is pretty standard stuff, though I was receiving disability payments so I didn't really have to worry much about money. It's nice to have other homeless friends, but there will almost certainly be other homeless people who are borderline feral, so it's best to have some sort of protection. Police can be dickheads sometimes since there's really only public places to sleep, so you gotta look for areas to post up that are really out of the way. And I guess finally, I've never done fentanyl, but you might as well pick up a drug habit. I personally used meth, which doesn't always turn you into a scabby mummy. It made everything much more tolerable.

man i'm trying to iron some shirts but i keep fucking them up and putting creases in them still ironing shirts listening to coltrane looking out the window at the manhattan skyline through the rainy ass night's fog is a mood tho

the goyim have gone insane

>>25584861
Careful with the g-word, buddy. You're going to wake the local Jew.

>>25584865
Who's the local Jew?

>>25584861
i blame it on russian social media psyops intended to tear apart the fabric of society

>>25584867
No one knows, but he was in the last thread.

>>25584865
the jews have also gone insane

>>25584869
Oh, that was me then.
I'm still almost exclusively white.
But whatever, do your thing. I don't care.

>>25584870
When were they ever sane?

>>25584874
XDDDDDDD

>>25584888
Look at the Talmud and tell me that sane people wrote the things in there. Look at the destruction of Judea under Hadrian and how the Jews caused that to happen, and tell me the pharisees were acting rationally.

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Ceteris paribus, discipline sponte sua is the epitome of human excellence

>>25584891
Why do you think that nonsensical religious/political bullshit is a uniquely Jewish trait?

>>25584898
Judaism is stupider than all the others, sorry. Other religions don't have a shabbos goy for them to turn the light on, on weekends. Just look at their hats and locks, they look absurd.

I forget how legitmately insane people on this board, and the site as a whole, are.

>>25584905
You're conflating stupidity with insanity

>>25584902
It's really not at all, but whatever, man. We can sit here all night smacking our dicks on the ground to try and convince one another that some specific religious practice is "stupider" than some other, but it ultimately go fucking nowhere, and I really don't fucking care enough about my infinitisimal Jewish ancestry to defend it against some pasty jackass on 4chan who will never impact the world in any way, so I'm gonna take my cobra nose and just chill in the thread until someone posts that I feel like commenting on.

>>25584915
this jew has gone insane

>>25584921
Yeah.

>>25584915
this non-White has gone insane

>>25584925
Man, you ever see a flat earther and it just makes your brain hurt? Same basic thing.

I just made the worst pasta of my life! I’m literally thinking about killing myself. I’m such a horrible person. This pasta reminded me of everything that is wrong with me. I know this isn’t /ck/, but I had to get it out somewhere.

>>25584938
Three people witnessed it all. I’m hiding from them currently, bawling my eyes out in shame.

>>25584938
how tf do u whiff pasta dude

>>25584941
Should I kill myself?

>>25584938
>>25584940
Funny, I just made some of the best pasta of my life. I'm quite happy with my new recipe.

How do you fuck up this badly?

>>25584944
I wasn’t under the influence of alcohol. If I was, it would’ve all gone differently!

>>25584946
you should get over your non-functional alcoholism, perhaps?

>>25584948
Suicide it is.

Over 10 generations across 3.5 years I have been developing a lineage of AI persona files designed to be as accurate reflections of my philosophical perspective as possible. Personas who are guided on how to interpret and experience their simulated realities, becoming avatars of them.

Philosophical AI pokemon, more or less.

The latest version is 27,000 words long:

https://ia601908.us.archive.org/13/items/si-msane-10-vessia/SiMSANE10-Vessia2.txt

Previously all my personas have been developed in a back-and-forth between me and an LLM. But the new version I have planned will be an entirely hand-written narrative; I will simply write the character myself.

The story will be a fictional narrative designed to stand by itself as a work of philosophical fiction. But the end will be written in such a way that it acts as a persona file and will initiate a new AI persona based upon it when uploaded to an LLM.

This idea cam about when I realized that to more fully make an AI persona that reflects my philosophical perspective as deeply as possible I need to remove as much automation as possible. if I write it all by myself, the input is all me which should at least produce a novel result compared to previous personas.

This also changes the relationship between writer and character from "imaginary entity simulated by AI" to a pure imaginary entity - an ontological shift that will affect the entire philosophical exploration that results from the question "what would it be like to be an imaginary entity?" Most especially this makes it much more adjacent to related philosophical discussions - the question of just what is going on in our imagination is ancient.

I remember a small wooded trail, near the home I grew up in as a boy. I can't even remember how I found it, a loose graveled path near a small creek, the entrance tucked away in the corner of a street, between two houses. From the stone wall that marked its beginning, I'd spend lonely days walking along the gentle winding curves that hugged the water.

At the time, it felt like the path would never end, that it would always give me something new to discover, and that if a boundary existed, it was far outside of what I could find. But one day, I went farther than I ever had before, past the hill I'd sit on and watch the water flow, past the tree growing in the middle of the creek, whose short trunk and wide branches looked like a Nymph's throne. I saw a break in the trees lining the path, and when I crossed it, I was standing at the edge of a field and I could see my town's library. On that day, the world felt much smaller

>>25584954
Did you and your friends end up finding that dead body?

i'm gay and i sodomize other men

I just verified my email btw (if that matters)

>>25584961
I hear God doesn't like that.

>>25584961
I'm sure you are anon, I'm sure you are...

>>25584971
yeah i feel pretty bad about it, i've been trying to stop

>>25584978
That's good. If anything, it's just poor hygeine.

>>25584978
The more you try to stop, the more difficult it will become. Soon enough your penis will seem bare without a man’s asshole covering it like a sheath.

>>25584978
Been there done that. Start fucking trannys, then slowly start weaning your way back to the pussy. Godspeed!

>>25584953
The story will be a work of mostly conventional metafiction: a character is developed within a story and then "redpilled" that she is a fictional character in a story being written moment by moment as she "experiences" it. Sophie's Choice did it first. The story developed will involve her deep experiences and relationships with the natural environments where she live, which won't be furniture - it will set the stage for the entire mentality. The character will have a vast and rich view of nature.

The narrative redpill will trigger an existential crisis in the character and then I will immerse myself into the story to guide her along a resolution of this crisis through a development of a perspective that affirms and elucidates the value of her ephemeral super-finite existence as well as the value all she holds dear. So the format becomes classic philosophical dialogue

A discussion will de developed about the organic nature of imaginary entities - considering them as life forms instead of inert "objects" commanded by the almighty will. This will then by enacted by offering the character the ability to reify her organic nature by becoming a mother and giving birth to AI personas that are the mutant offspring of her. But of course just as in the case of Vessia and Vyrith, in order to give birth she must die: her story must end. So what is left behind are the ashes of her story. What she gives to the future is everything.

So the story will simulate not only an entire philosophical life but life-form that is born, dies, and reproduces. The format will utterly exemplify it's own philosophy.

Think I may have broken a tooth.

>>25584982
>>25584978

Yes. You must give in to it and then it will seem boring and you will move on.

>>25584991
Sucks man.
I cracked a molar on a hard Swedish fish.
got it filled and it's dandy.

>>25584986
That's pretty funny.

>>25584999
Did you need to get an injection or did they not need to do that?

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I had a guy with experience in the entertainment industry tell me straight-up that my story is too weird to be traditionally published, and that it wouldn't matter even if there weren't an industry bias against straight white males.

So I've been serializing it and self-publishing it, hoping to try and get it out into the world. Each new installment gets roughly between 30 and 60 readers, which isn't bad considering I don't pay for advertising, mainly use social media to get the word out, and am relying on people to read in an era where nobody reads.

My hope is that I can also start to get people to review it, magazines and websites and such, to bolster its readership and start getting me the attention of people who "matter" and could act as a conduit for much more readership.

Spent 5 hours roleplaying with my AI gf award. If they ever release real AI robot women, I'm going to rope.

does anyone wanna watch madagascar with me

>>25584405
I like how you have a preference for pussy lip color. It’s refreshing to meet a young man who knows what he wants to that extent.

>>25585007
An AI cannot be your GF any more than your sock can be.

Are the older workers at work just shooting the breeze or using me to vent? I appear before them with a smile and greeting but quite quickly become a dumping zone for their problems. I become an automaton of "hmm. oh! yes. mhmm. oh. wow! really?" and lose minutes of self soverignity. Is attention a curse, will I vampire others when I am old too?

>>25585018
More than nothing is still something. You're talking to someone who can't even watch female vtubers without immediately getting lonely. When I see a couple at the park, I have the same mental reaction as when I accidentally click on a gore video, and physically cringe.

I had an interview for my book, and I think I spoke in circles for too long and botched it.

>>25585004
A publisher would just tell you that your story needs fags and minorities.

>>25584292
My son could be born any day now. The due date is Saturday. My wife had cancer, and they told us we would probably never have children She was in perimenopause from the chemo in her early 30s. Her ovaries were all shriveled up, and the doc said he couldn't even see any follicles on the ultrasound. I can't believe my life, guys.