sometimes When i feel sad i go out for a walk, and i go south, there is a stream nearby, i usually stop there to comtemplate it for a while
>>2839227>be me>2015>19 years old, got fired from my job at a gas station over some guy running into the building with his car>already poor as fuck living on $10 a week to get food>feel like a complete failure and wanted to just die>decide i'm going to climb this building near my house and jump off head first>had some cigarettes left and start walking like like a mad man to this spot by the river where i used to fish a ton as a kid>literally just ignoring the lights at the intersections dont care if someone hits me>get to the spot, reminisce over when life was simple>it's a beautiful sunset at the moment and it's starting to get dark>eyes start tearing up and realize i can do better>take pic related to remind myself of this moment>reflect back on it at times i'm feeling down and know things will always get betteryeah it's a shitty picture, nothing really special about it. but it holds meaning to me. i like to see it as something metaphorical like when things start look shitty, you can still find beauty in the bigger picture yadayadayada. still go back there to this day often and pick up trash to pay my respects. cherish that special little stream spot OP, going out can be the best therapy.
>>2839227at least clean up the garbage you nogger
>>2839227Nice creek bro
>>2839227the only therapy that works>stare at the grass moving with the wind>stare at the river and its patterns>stare at the clouds and feel everything move>stare at the open field thinking about its wonders
>>2839240based starring down the abyss poster. i know this feeling, the rock bottom epiphany, it's what made me start walking for days to even months by just following a compass without knowing where i'd end up. made me realize how little one could live on, and that self-reliability is possible even for pathetic creatures like myself
>>2839313for me it's staring at trees I love the way all the leaves move in the windit gives me shroom flashbacks
>>2839227Streams are max comfy
>>2839227>feel like shit because friends ignore me, no gf, worried about my future, blah blah blah>go fishing on my kayak>cant catch shit>start feeling pissed off because i just wasted my entire saturday and have nothing to show for it>seriously feel like screaming after getting snagged in underwater branches>calm down>put away my rod and just sit there letting to wind blow me around for a while>see all the turtles and minnows and things swimming around>feel at peace for the first time in a while
>>2839359>rely on external factors>feel like shit>rely on external factors>feel like shit>rely on external factors>feel like shit>look around and notice the beauty of the world>mood improvesunironically read meditations
>>2839240Glad you are doing better,anon.
I feel all of you. Life's been pretty stressful and testing for me lately, I'm currently testing out my new tent in my backyard with a fire and some beers, I feel better already. I've never spent this much time with the moon before, it's comforting, like it will always be there.
>>2839240Good man
>>2839240>going out can be the best therapy.This, saved my neck in university. I just had to walk out of town to a lake and make a campfire and just sitt, once or twice a week. Always brought cheddar sandwitches to grill on the fire.
>>2839227flowing water is super comfy :)
>>2839345>>2839227look dirty maybe clean ones in the mountains
Comfy thread
>>2839227we have to go back
