STOP WORSHIPPING THE DEMIURGE YOU ABRAHAMIC SCUM! Look up the Gospel of Judas, Gospel of Thomas and the Secret Book of John.
Have you considered that maybe our maker didn’t give us answers and I don’t need books of schizophrenia from jews?
Stop worshipping travelling grifters you heretic sum. look up Saint Irenaeus and the Dominican order.
>>515965556Read the gnostic texts just in case.>>515965712I've looked them all up. All mental gymnastic demon worshippers just like you.
>>515965782https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=hOnVNc5goD0&pp=ygUZZ29zcGVsIG9mIGp1ZGFzIGF1ZGlvYm9vaw%3D%3DHere is an audiobook version of the Gospel Judas if that is what someone prefers to reading. If I'm wrong then who cares. Just read these texts in case I'm not wrong. They will give you a chance to escape.
>>515965483Have you consider that everyone that opens up a sim game fucks around for hours for fun and since we are designed in his image he might be just doing that and laugh at our retardness?>But the modern worldEnable AI only and leave it run until it crashes.
>>515967159You just described almost exactly what the demiurge does. He trapped our souls in this world for his own ego and entertainment.
>>515965483right looks cozy, left looks mechanical and lifeless
I’m not going to scorn my father because the world is hard and cruel, he’s subhuman but I love him anyways.You won’t find heaven running away.Read William Blake
>>515965483You won't do anything, little soul. Whether you like it or not, you are the Demiurge's BITCH.
>>515967438The demiurge is not your father. He is the abused and abductor. Find your way back to your true father.
>>515967498*Abuser
>>515965483Funny how many holy books they had to ban and censor to make their religion work. Really makes you think.
>Look at abrahamic emergency texts that try to rescue the inconsistencies of perfect benevolent omniscient monotheism by introducing imperfect middle managers like the demiurge.
>>515967643Gnostic texts were contemporary to the canonical ones. They weren't written later to correct for them.
>>515967438Your father is satan himself
>>515965483https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=FEW5OUBb-a4&pp=ygUaZ29zcGVsIG9mIHRob21hcyBhdWRpb2Jvb2s%3DThe Gospel of Thomas.
>>515968333https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=myeWcrGY-co&pp=ygUQZ29zcGVsIG9mIHBoaWxpcNIHCQmyCQGHKiGM7w%3D%3DGospel of Phillip.
>>515965483I never read any religious books and yet god still poked my brain. Christ was actually right the kingdom is within and you don't need priests to guide you. Keep the hurt in until it burns out of you.
>>515968949the kingdom is within and you don't need priests to guide youThis is true. Your body contains thr divine spark that longs to return to the One.
>>515969079>The Kingdom >When you consistently bring your inner life into the light of Spirit, tell the truth about your desires and fears, refuse to project your pain outward, and stay open to love even when wronged, you are literally living in the kingdom. It’s not a place you go. it’s a quality of consciousness you inhabit.So easy a kid can do it. And that's the beauty. Adults just refuse.
>>515967498You severely misunderstand godI trust Sophia>>515967916More or less yes. He is the symbolic and the diabolic. Even the Bible acknowledges this.The book of Job broke gnostics because they are weak.Christianity is a religion of strength and power, none of which are known by kings or lords or other beggars.But my father isn’t a devil/demon because I’m not Jewish.I acknowledge my diabolic and symbolic powers and choose to be good despite being born of sin.
>>515970311Sophia is an aspect of God. In partucular his wisdom. And wisdom is what gets us out of here. That is why Sophia is important and reaching her is so important.
>>515970463>And wisdom is what gets us out of hereThen why are you still here
>>515970522Beacuse my shitty body limits me from reaching gnosis. Maybe in a few more lives, we'll see.
>>515965483god is a dick, existence in his shitballs kingdom alone is enough for eternal salvation, this bar is too low and he needs to personally come to ME and say "hey do these things and you're gonna love the eternal life waiting for you dude", not some mother fucker that just so happens to need my full diligence and money, fuck off and fuck all your gods.
>>515970688>not some mother fucker that just so happens to need my full diligence and moneyHe doesn't need any of that. You just need to read the texts, meditate and reach higher knowledge and your soul will escape back to his loving embrace, away from all of this.
>>515970586You don't leave your body to live in the kingdom or achieve gnosis which is really the same thing just told different ways. You only leave your flesh upon death.
>>515970913Semantics.
Existence is the demiurges shitty Minecraft server, but we have the ability to make it less shitty. Perhaps even ok.
>>515965483Gnosticism is the most pathetic and retarded ideology of all time. Not only did they steal the concept of the Demiurge from Plato, they bastardized his work and make it lame and awful. Not only that but their entire movement exists just to spite another shitty people (Christcucks).
>>515971144You are the scum of this earth and an agent of the demiurge, weather you realize it or not.
>>515971144Based. Plagiarists know what is worth stealing and what is worth leaving behind.
>>515971037Wisdom my friend. God is a story teller. Where do you fit? Key component of empathy is seeing from another's eyes. If we're all fractures of god then work to understand him. You only truly see yourself through the lens of another.
>>515965483Gnostics are just schizophrenic jews
>>515967419peak golem mindset
>>515965483This gnostic garbage again. >Jesus fucked Mary, also Judas was his best discipline, also flesh is evil, also let's have sex orgies tacked on to sacraments. Literal degen fanfics
>>515965483Those books are forgeries made by Jeewws to distort early Christianity
>>515971637What's your problem with Judas?
>>515971637>flesh is evil>sex orgiesGet your fucking story straight retard. Did they eat little babies too? Fucking moron.>>515971646HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
>>515965483>STOP WORSHIPPING THE DEMIURGEDo you seriously think this will change the system somehow?
>>515974486Who cares about changing the system? It's about awakening souls, not some fruity, wordly politics. Why does everything have to be turned into some revolutionary movement?
>>515971425what are you going to do? stare at clouds all day?
>>515971637Why is believing jesus scored bad again? I hope my homie JC got to experience a leglock creampie that shit rules.
loltell medoe your soul have a gender?you aren't even gnostic you're just a masturbation addict.
>>515976084Vile demon worshipper. Never speak to me again with your memes and jokes.
>>515976366does your soul have a gender, you faggot larper?
>>515977252>does your soul have a gender?No, why would it? It's just energy.
>>515977436>No, why would it? It's just energy.90% of 'gnostics' are satanic troons. congrats for being in the 10% I guess.
>>515978078Souls are chunks of the same divine Monad. Once the body dies, the piece returns to the Father and becomes one with Him. There is no differentiation of souls, it's all the same material, rather immaterial. Gender is part of your putrid body which you leave behind.
>>515978523>bunch of gay wordsyour religion isn't anti semitic enough for me.
>>515978688The religion that decries the jewish god of the old testament as a demon and abraham and his ilk (jews) as his chosen servants isn't antisemitic enough?
>>515978858>Satanism is anti-semitic lol good luck with that sell kike
>>515979029Satanism? What the fuck are you talking about?
>>515979097kike
>>515979206You worship the kike "god" you fucking troglodyte.
>>515979265>You worship the kike "god" you fucking troglodyte.I worship the anti-kike God you disgusting fucking rat faced kike
>>515979338Anti kike god that chose jews as his people and "led them out of captivity" and gave them their "promise land".
>>515965483My favorite so far is the Sophia of Jesus Christ.Just one of many texts that affirm everything the Gnostics have said as true. But it's concise and clear.
>>515979591Gnostic beliefs, as varied as they were, are all more coherent than the mainstream version of Christianity.
>>515979465>Anti kike god that chose jews as his people and "led them out of captivity" and gave them their "promise land".imagine believing kikes
>>515970586Brother, you have already reached gnosis, or close to it. Don't forget to live your life to tge fullest, so the demiurge can't tenpt you with anything. At least that's my strategy.
>>515979591>>515979699if you fags were real you'd be flat earthers.
>>515979924>Brother, you have already reached gnosislol still here kike puppet show
>>515971646That's the exact opposite. Gnostics were fiercely hunted by both the Jews and the Romans, even after Christianity became more or less accepted. There's a reason why.
>>515979943>>515979986Keep seething demon worshiper. There's no point arguing with you because you love serving your captor.
>>515980200>That's the exact opposite. Gnostics were fiercely hunted by both the Jews and the Romans, even after Christianity became more or less accepted. There's a reason why.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Albigensian_Crusade
>>515980217Christ is King
>>515980427Christ is King. If only you understood him.
>>515980355Nice crime against humanity there, you must be really proud.
>>515980427Indeed he is. But his message was bastardized and turned into dogma. Thank the judeo Christians for that.
>>515965483I'll pass, thanks.All Scripture is God-breathed and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, for training in righteousness, so that the man of God may be equipped, having been thoroughly equipped for every good work.— 2 Timothy 3:16-17The grass withers, the flower fades,But the word of our God stands forever.— Isaiah 40:8
>>515980945>I'll pass, thanks.Okay. Just trying to help but I can't if you don't want it.
>>515980665>murder, persecution, genocideThey are unironically doing the exact oppisite of what Jesus preached, even in the canonical Bible. Tuen they make mental gymnastics to justify their vile crimes and behavior. These are the soulless humans, there's nothing to save in them.
>>515980665>you must be really proud.jealous.
>>515965556If we have an Intelligent Designer, then given His incredible knowledge (given the complexity of the universe), it would seem more likely that He created the universe for relation, rather than further information.Given that we relate through communication and writing is an effective form of communication, one should consider whether any writings that we have are from God.Given that the Bible is the most translated book in the world, it is the prime candidate for the revelation of God to mankind.
>>515980676>Indeed he is. But his message was bastardized and turned into dogma. Thank the judeo Christians for that.sounds good to me
>>515981402>jelousYou've really taken after your "god" I see.
>>515981536hell yeah
>>515981573>politicsGay faggot slave.
>>515981573I'm just like le hecking moustache man!!!!!
>>515981939>>515981874ya done goofed kike
>>515979699Nothing about Gnosticism is coherent, they believe all matter is evil, they have wacky pagan beliefs, they say salvation is because of their own insane "secret knowledge" it is Loony Toon Town>>515980200God hates Gnostics because they spread satanic messages leading people to Hell.
>>515981874>Gay faggot slaveDon't hurt another's soul.
>>515982392>God hates Gnostics because they spread satanic messages leading people to Hell.its like an even more subversive judaism. >god is bad>life is a punishment >don't have children (here's the problem with gnostic ideology, it's self defeating).
>>515982392>God hatesIf your God hates anything, you're following the wrong God.
>>515980355Oy the slaves are waking up and starting to be enlightened! Send in the cavalry to lop off heads, I'm shitting myself aaaahhh!
>>515983177>Oy the slaves are waking up and starting to be enlightened! Send in the cavalry to lop off heads, I'm shitting myself aaaahhh!
>>515982540>le evil is fakelarp harder kike
>>515982540You are operating exactly like a Jeeeww, you think God gets it wrong and that you know better. If God decides to destroy some people it's for a good reason.>>515982456I'm telling you Gnosticism was made by Jeewws to pollute Christianity, just reading a couple paragraphs of any Gnostic text reveals them to be an unholy abomination. That's why God had the Cathar's killed (and even Christians who the Cathars tried to hide behind) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YdG9dyr0_Oo
>>515983882>That's why God had the Cathar's killedHe did if you count the demon that those monsters worship is god.
>>515983882>I'm telling you Gnosticism was made by Jeewws to pollute Christianity, just reading a couple paragraphs of any Gnostic text reveals them to be an unholy abomination. That's why God had the Cathar's killed (and even Christians who the Cathars tried to hide behind)i'm 100% with youits incredibly Judaic
>>515984191God must love muslims then since they're on the rise everywhere and the crusades ultimately failed.
>>515984149Booo hoooo God is good he made a great universe and he wants humons to be saved but humons are inherently fucked up and they have to learn right from wrong Jesus = Right, Gnosticks = Wrong
>>515965483stop worshipping the abrahamic DLCs you abrahamic scum
>>515984643It's just God's Will maybe right now we are cursed because there are so many people spreading Heresies, committing Idolatry, being fagots etc etc
Let me throw you guys a bone here:The idea of the "Demiurge" comes from Plato. In his Metaphysical descriptions, he speaks to an Architect which fashions the world out of his grand design and later on, after creating the physical world for humans to inhabit, he creates humans.Fast forward quite a long time, to around the time of the first Christians. Their works referenced the works of Plato, Aristotle, Pythagoras and many more. One person they hadn't yet referenced was Plotinus, who in his works criticizing the Gnostics, reroutes a lot of their rhetoric back to what Plato said. In the beginning, the sects like the Valentinians or the Sethians made a lot of references to the Yaldaboath and his evil prison that we're all trapped in, much like what all of you newfags regularly repeat today. Once Plotinus had his say, there was a huge shift back toward a Platonian mindset, where the Metaphysics of the Western world again measures up against the Eastern world, who does equally have a primitive rung and a less primitive rung above it. I urge you to look into the concept called Moksha to get a better understanding.However, in a more refined form, much like Gnosticism becomes more refined once you better understand Saklas, Samael, Gadreel, Ptah-Geb, etc, we discover the concept of the Bodhisattva, which really highlights the venture of attaining Gnosis. Much like the Bodhisattva comes to understand the reason to pause pursuit of Moksha, the adherent of the Western Metaphysical world should come to understand that muh Matrix, muh Prison, muh Demiurge's trap, etc. is actually a vacation of sorts, a playground to make some new friends or a means to reencounter that Prima Fascie human experience.For anyone left that's not a bot, who is actually making an attempt and who is willing to read like a grown up, I highly advise you to put in an effort to read these topics and not accept the shallow postulations made by people only here to distract or confuse you.
>>515984922The abrahamic mind thinks this makes more sense than the fact that we are intentionally being fucked by a being that thinks it's funnny.
>>515984643>God must love muslims then since they're on the rise everywhere and the crusades ultimately failed.who sent them kike?
>>515979943https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r69FPXeX29I
>>515965483STOP DOOMSCROLLINGSTOP BRAINROTTINGYOU BRAINDEAD, DEMON POSSESES BOSNIAK SCUMhttps://youtube.com/watch?v=6DqrXqhUckUWATCH THIS BASED BONG INSTEAD
>>515965556The reason you were not bestowed with true knowledge of your creator is that your god is an evil psychopath that has trapped consciousness in the material.Like a domestic violence victim trying to leave a toxic relationship God wipes your memory each time you reincarnate so you stay.
>>515985110His chosen people, the jews.
>>515985221lol it doesn't make sense if God is evil and you are trapped then that's it you are fucked there would be nothing you could do it's God how could you challenge God or bend His Will you could never escape gnotishitism falls apart under basic scrutiny.
>>515985136when i learned about the default mode network in the brain it really shattered all the filth that the gay self-improvement and redpill community had been feeding me. turns out that doing nothing is crucial for not developing giga autism. I am now left a husk from this consumerism shit and my life is ruined.
>>515985817>turns out that doing nothing is crucial for not developing giga autismyeah its pretty wild.>and my life is ruined.on a scale from 1-10 how much you'd give?never too late imho
>>515985136>produce what you're consumingi consume meat but hunting isn't legal without a license. I hate civilization.
>>515986201not nearly as much as other people at least
>>515985232>His chosen people, the jews.
>>515965483Jesus = Monad.Yahweh = Demiurge/Satan.If Christians actually bothered to read and comprehend the Bible they would understand this and realise that the Old Testament should never be a part of the Bible in the first place and that the Jews actually worship the concept of evil. Instead they memorise passages without applying any thought to what they actually mean and just parrot them verbatim.
>>515965483the gospel of judas is barely readable.the gospel of thomas says nothing at all.gnosticism is a total fraud.>muh hecking demiurgeyes, he is called satan in the bible.
>>515987703lol you silly Gnosticlown Jesus is prophesized in the Old Testament
>>515987703/thread
>>515980614Most people are unable to wrap their heads around this concept because most people don't think for themselves and instead take their beliefs from pre-packaged belief systems that are sold to them at an early age. This is the reason that the boomer generation is so hopelessly individualistic and obsessed with material wealth, their entire ideology comes from the television which is just a series of advertisements.You can only really understand the message of Jesus and Gnosticism if you are capable of independent thought.
>>515967419lmao clay golem
>>515988078Not everything in the bible should be taken literally or as evidence of anything because a lot of it was written by people with social and political agendas that they wished to fulfil. Throughout the centuries the Bible has been meticulously altered to achieve the goals of whoever was printing it and the Catholic Church among others decided which texts were and weren't "heretical".It should be deciphered rather than read verbatim because it is really just a philosophical text trying to explain the nature of our reality.Plato, Buddha, Jesus all have pieces of the puzzle but ultimately nobody has the true answer.If you think God was some magic Jewish psychopath that gives out blessings to people who support a bunch of Russian communists who have unsanctioned nuclear weapons in the desert then I pity you.
>>515984991Saved, thanks
>>515990981No problem, anon. If you're curious about anything else, feel free to ask. I'm not exactly a human encyclopedia, but I do have a way to access one... sort of.
>>515984991this place isnt a playground, otherwise there wouldve been no point in God incarnating and taking the punishment for your sins.
>>515984991I think that there's a possibility that life is how the creator evolves and grows. Fracture your "mind" into limitless pieces that all experience reality from different perspectives and experience them all simultaneously. This way you can evolve and have limitless experiences.
>>515991701You've played Call of Duty, right, bong? You know how you can Prestige?That's what you did. You prestiged. Now all your shit is reset and you're not overpowered anymore. Sure, you might have a cool skin or two that you got to keep, but you're in it now because it got boring before and you wanted to do it all over again.Now, you can be an asshole and jump right to the End Game by exploiting people, but there's no guarantee you'll get to keep all your shit if you get the last achievement and decide to turn the game off. If you'd rather "keep the game going", enjoying what you've built, you can do that, even after you "die". But there's a cost here and it's not one most are willing to pay. What if we'd had men who exhibited this mindset in the past and lived a life to spread it to others, to "overcome the game", sort of like Neo does? What if more people like a Jesus or a Budha existed?Do you know what a Bodhisattva is, anon?
>>515991349Are there multiple paths to gnosis and heaven, or just one?To my understanding, it's pretty much up to the individual how they reach it, some prefer experiencing all materialism 'till there's no more, and others give up on everything material that's not needed for survival. Both paths have a goal of having the strength to say no to YHWH/temptation and not sign that contract of reincarnation again.Is this correct, or am I way off?
good luck out there lads
>>515992175I understand the concept and I think it's probably quite likely that many such people exist without actively participating in trying to convince others in the way that Buddha or Jesus did. The world is far more actively hostile to that kind of message than they were 2000 years ago. There are too many people that have serious investments in maintaining the status quo to allow disruptors.
>>515992235>Are there multiple paths to gnosis and heaven, or just one?It is just the path, anon. The idea that one is better than another leaves a lot out. Some are more refined, sure, but you're not looking for the most refined system, you're looking for the most fitting system.>both pathsYou're talking about the Mortification versus the Alchemized Soul, yeah? Well good news, you can do both. I suggest the Stoics, personally. If I was helping people get it, get it well and get it quickly, I'd give them a crash course on Stoicism and then Vajrayana Buddhism, quickly reframing Passions and reaffirming Moderation.Just like Siddhartha said, you don't need the Mortification (and I reject the whole you get Siddhis by not wanting idea), but you do need the Passion.I suggest revisiting Gnosticism with this reframe and seeing how it branches back to Proto-Christianity, what they were talking about in those apocryphal texts and why Tantra feels so similar to Gnosticism once you really learn about both.>>515992726So the idea is you can acknowledge that the physical realm is a "prison" of sorts and try and flee, which I doubt anyone would blame you for, or you can stick around and help.A lot of the early writings discussed if you just an hero, you'll only get punished.I'm afraid those are your options.
>>515993272Thanks anon. And i know it's not related to finding gnosis, but having a sort of support system, that's not necessarily an organized church, would help a lot. I wish we had meetings and meet-ups where we help each other navigate the material.>A lot of the early writings discussed if you just an hero, you'll only get punished. Funny how yhwh, like the others, always use the same narcissistic tactics>if you leave me, you'll regret it!!!
>>515993272I also think that sticking it out until the end is basically a prerequisite and you can't just take the easy way out because that indicates a form of spiritual weakness. I don't believe in the concept of hell or punishment, I think there's a chance that you might simply get deleted if you're too faulty.
>>515971637
>>515993924>I wish we had meetings and meet-ups where we help each other navigate the material.I wish they didn't kill all of us until we stopped considering it.>yhwhThink of it like Saturn is just being a retard and can't stop himself from doing what he's always done like a robot glitching.>>515994047Imagine saving up all your quarters (or whatever the hell you call them - quarter pounders?) for a whole year so you get to go on vacation only to turn around and leave immediately because someone took the parking spot you wanted.It's sort of like that.
>>515994047>I think there's a chance that you might simply get deleted if you're too faulty.Wait till we realize that we're in a planet sized computer orbiting around a black hole in the year thousands of trillions AD, and the machine keeps its "cells" from suiciding by giving them lifetimes to simulate.
>>515965483You also have to consider people back then were tripping balls on bread fungus etc. (often without realizing it) and then calling it divine intervention.
>>515970463Fool that you are. You reject god and what he governs, and think you’ll find him fleeing this world of passion?The philosopher stone is not found in a treasure room.
>>515981573thet guy seems pretty based
>>515965483I can make something called The Gospel of Keks or The Book of Satan, and retards like you will worship them
>>515996186i'm not the one worshiping the demiurge.i think that you are trying to hard to be something you aren't.you are the same person who is claiming that the people who are worshipping the demiurge are christians.
>>515981573Trust the guy who put a Christian-Hating Norse-Pagan Worshiper in charge of Nazi Ideology on his views on Christianity
>>515965556Just speak with God. If he's there/cares He will answer.
>>515997146>Trust the guy who put a Christian-Hating Norse-Pagan Worshiper in charge of Nazi Ideology on his views on Christianity
>>515996176his comments about paganism are hilarious.
>>515965483The super secret book? Heh not so secret i suppose
Bump. Thank you op for being truthpilled and spreading the truth.
>>515965483No, all ur shit is retardedWORSHIP THE DEMIURGE YOU FUCKING REGTATRDS DOOO ITTTT WORSHIP IT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
good thread bosnia bro. the career demons hate it Christ went to Jerusalem because he knew it was the seat of Satan on Earth, the home of Khan Allah. This is why Jesus was visited by Satan in the desert just outside Jerusalem during his 40 days in the wilderness.When Christ Yeshua turned down Khan Allah's offer to rule the world beside him, Khan Allah then had his Sanhedrin kill Christ.This sparked a war that lasted for 300 years, until the Romans killed enough of them and destroyed enough of their knowledge that Khan Allah was able to create his own version of Christianity that would worship him. When the Bible was formed it was composed to honor Khan Allah in all his forms, as Dionysus, Khonsu, Njord, Allah, Yahweh, Saturn, etc.Yeshua Ben Yosef was born on March 3 in 3 AD. 3-3-3. Njord/Dionysus was born on December 25th.So why did the Roman Elite whose bloodlines can all be traced back to the Phoenicians change the name of Yeshua Ben Yosef in the Bible to Jesus?Did you know in Greek that Jesus means son of Zeus? Did you know it was another name for Dionysus?Did you know that the Roman Holiday Saturnalia was a Holiday to celebrate Saturn that was celebrated during the week of December 25th and the major event was decorating trees in his honor?Ever wonder why Christians have been convinced to use the weapon of Christ death's the Cross as their Holy Symbol?Why Communion is a blood sacrifice ritual role playing feasting on the flesh and blood of Christ? Why is it an almost exact copy of an ritual to worship Dionysus that involves drinking wine?
>>515965483Archonic demonic jinns other dimensions, shits crazy over there in the middle east
>>515997288so funny that all the blue jean christians steal mormon art. so many paintings have been commandeered, and they don't even realize they came from mormons
>>516001176Im a archonic jinn and Im gonna go brrtbrrtbrrt brrtttt WORSHIP THE DEMIURGE WORSHIP THE DEMIURGEWORSHIP THE DEMIURGEWORSHIP THE DEMIURGEWORSHIP THE DEMIURGEWORSHIP THE DEMIURGEWORSHIP THE DEMIURGEWORSHIP THE DEMIURGE
https://youtu.be/GYgljI6v_y4
>>515965483Worship Buff Bagwell instead.
>>516001384If anyone can find me part 2/2 that shall be nice
>>516001384Theyre playing with otherwordly other dimensional forces over there, in the middle eastAncient stuff
Bump
>>515965483>Look up the Gospel of Judas, Gospel of Thomas and the Secret Book of John.I have read Elaine Pagels et alGospel of Thomas likens Metanoia to giving birth - 'if you do not bring forth what is within you, it will destroy you'
Read the Gospel of Thomas anons. For anyone unsure about Gnosticism, it can be very revealing.
Mainstream religions are Saturn worship cults. The ancient truths were kept by the original Gnostics. This is why they were persecuted throughout history and the hidden hand is terrified of Gnosticism to the present day.