What motivates you to keep going?
Asian girls
>>519505826Fentanyl
i want to retire by 45
The things that bring me joy no matter how small.
>>519505826I don't.The only reason I'm alive is because I'm too pussy to kill myself.
>>519505826Not much. I have complex ptsd and severe depressive disorder
>>519505826ZUTT happenings
>>519505826Unironically, jews.
>>519505826Hoping I can die in a nuke's blinding light and knowing that the jews will also be deleted. As a manifestation of the creator I know that we cannot allow the jew to leave the planet.
>>519505826earl grey, honey, and a shred of hope things will improve in my lifetime
>>519505826The promise of eternal judgement and damnation of all who fail to accept Christ.
too depressed to live but not depressed enough to kill myselfi just want peace and quiet in the wilderness and that's it
Sex and Rock n Roll
>>519505826watching new videos with dead russians every day
>>519505826hamsters
>>519505826
Pretty sure I'm going to die on the streets of a long term dental infection thing that's probably a bone and sinus issue by now. That's life, I guess. Too crazy to hack it, too faithful to kill myself.
>>519506219You'll make it fren
>>519506057After FIVE uninterrumpted chink gachaslop, being able to play FFTactics, albeit a cucked but voiced version, felt like my soul returned to my body.
>>519506219Go to the dentist, anon. It can't be that hard. You live in America don't you?
>>519505826Boobs, buttcheeks, good food, good big brained homework unironically
>>519505826White women. Particularly their feet.
>>519505826Rejection and spite
>>519506304ty israeli fren
>>519505826I want to get cryonics when I die so that I can get reanimated in the post-singularity future. The odds that it works are more than 0%, has potentially infinite payoff, and no real downsides.
I'm just resting between active periods. You know, being ill on the couch
>>519505826I dunno lol
>>519505826Caffeine & rage, mostly
>>519506455Your greatest ally
I don’t even really know anymore honestly. I’m depressed as shit. Too much of a bitch to kill myself though so I guess I’ll just hang around and see what happens. >>519505989This, I’m oddly hopeful about the future. We’re gonna win in the end, I just know it in my heart of hearts. Idk if I’ll be alive to see it but I wanna do my part. We’re gonna fix all of this. We’re gonna save the world from the Jeets and Jews.
The knowledge of salvation and glory in exchange for faith and good works, and damnation if I commit suicide. Collecting good works is a big part of it, it's just saving up for heaven.
>>519505826I'm actually doing quite well. It's actually comforting to come on /pol/ and see how none of this effects my life.
>>519506470If they find out how to revive somebody after death, it won't be an actual revival of that person, it will be the body completely factory resetting.Your brain works through electricity, these electric signals are what allow your heart to beat, your consciousness to work, and how to move. If you are reanimated, all of these electrical signals will have been long gone, and your brain will just be a mass of cells that quite literally have no "memory" of how to work again because all of the electricity is gone.The person that is revived (which will not be you as you are long gone), will have to be on a life support machine for the rest of their lives as your future family looks at him as if he is "you", when in reality it is just a shell of the vessel that has your face. Nothing will regulate his body as the brain won't know how to make the heart beat or how to send signals.So even if cryogenics worked, the person who comes out will not be you, and will essentially be a vegetable.
>>519505826The divine right to rule. I am the chosen one. I am god. All must bow to me and obey me. It's my destiny.
>>519505826Spite.
>>519506470Why wait? Do it now, while you're still (I assume) young & healthy. Get reincarnated into Your Glorious Future (tm) as a fit, smart, healthy anachronism ready to solve all the world's problems. (Read 'The Marching Morons' for tips; here's a pdf: https://readerslibrary.org/wp-content/uploads/The-Marching-Morons.pdf)
>>519505826Anger Hate Spite Revenge.
>>519505826my mind virushttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Ibz-gPkTMDM
>>519505826The knowledge that if I ever get too sad I can just murder an immigrant.
>>519505826spite
>>519505826you all, my fellow /pol/acks keep me going.i'd rather be miserable with you guys than be miserable all alone.
>>519506767Mmmmm.....veggies...
>>519506856immigrants such as your ancestors
Its bad right now. PC is on the fritz, autumn is dark af and I am all alone except for mom. (41 neet, wizard etc.) I just want to fall asleep and dont wake up.
>>519505826The hope of getting to fight in a civil war against the blacks and muslims
>>519506683Assuming you're Catholic and will disagree, but I feel like the Calvinists got the question of faith vs works correct. No man is worthy, else we'd not have needed Christ's work on the cross.
>>519506952Actually my ancestors were settlers. Immigration is a modern problem caused by Jews.
The call of Sovngarde
>>519505826The very thing I am
>>519505826Dividends & capital gains
>>519505826>What motivates you to keep going?finishing off the raising of the four children and then going on a pussy safari
>>519505826Pussies and clits.
Inertia. I've been pushing for so long... hoping for a better world. It's not going to happen.
Just hope at this point. I'm very easy to please. I've been down so low that a shitty life for a normie can look like heaven to me
i am almost entirely and completely vantablackpilled on this world and my futurethere is absolutely no hope in anything improving in even the tiniest of waysand yet i see no reason or logic towards suicideat worst if everything goes wrong i can go full bush neanderthal mode and kidnap hot blonde backpackers to rape and live off mud crabs and fishwould be fun actuallyanyway if any of you are going to kill yourselves dont be faggots and suck a shotgun like a loser, take out a shitload of loans and buy crypto to give away on here to fellow whites and then kill some actually important people, not just a bunch of browns like some boring retard
>>519506470Aging will literally be reversed in the next 10 to 20 years so you will be able to live like a 21 year old indefinitely.
>>519507549>so you will be able to live like a 21 year old indefinitelySorry, only for the elites, you get to slave and die like a dog for your masters
>>519507549>you will be able to live like a 21 year old indefinitely.Now I can be a forever-slave to Jewish pedophiles and watch jeet/spic/nigger mutts destroy the nation my ancestors founded.
>>519505826To save enough money in the next 5yrs to retire in a 3rd world country.
>>519505826Spite, even though >>519506789 beat me to the answer. It's spite, rage and pure hatred.It's a torturous existence, but I continue to exist just to piss off the kikes and faggots who would want me dead.
>>519507670where are you gonna go? Brownoids don't have a problem; my Cambodia buddy went back and lives like a king. I try that and they'll gut me for my shoes.
Almost nothing. Fear of pain. Guilt of the idea of my parents grieving me. If I was an orphan I'd probably be prioritizing finding a painless suicide method.
>>519505826nothing.
>>519507670>save enough money in the next 5yrs to retire in a 3rd world country.Yeah. Most everyone who went to SEA knows working in the West to buy some lmao 500k house is a complete scam>>519507735Everyone knows about Thailand, that one's obvious. Vietnam is good too if you can handle the Vietniggers.The real gem that most sleep on is 100% Malaysia. Best sloppa. Traditional culture. Everyone speaks English and has vehement hatred for Israel. Jeets are 3rd class citizens. State-mandated racism. Very advanced and comfy.I used to have a brand new 2 br. apartment in Kuala Lumpur. Cost me $250/mo. Had restaurants and a grocery store on the ground floor.
>>519507735Back to South Africa.some small town in the western cape.
>>519505826Music and frens
>>519507929lots of muslims in malaysia
>>519505826am the only one thats done such things and demonstrated and fulfilled prophecies that line up nearly or exactly which implies something marvelous and a great degree of importance for some reason, mostly the thrill to see what's next and anticipation of watching how the world changes every day, am next to a 100% sure no one has done what we have done so far, which has lead great levels of cope or rejection from so called rivals or various groups around the world, saying things like if or whatever, only for the sake of trying to inspire hope amongst their own peoples for personal reasons or duty to their team, while we dont really think much about glory to our own team despite joking about selling good quality copper, as we were pretty much outcasted and shunned to begin with, but this matters little, we enjoy the art of fishing by itself accepting whoever wants to join our own team known as giants with our own fantastical ideology/plan of creating our own utopia and creating a new race.
>>519508079>lots of muslims in malaysiaFirst interaction I had after arriving at my hotel in Malaysia was sitting on a bench next to a guy who looked like DJ Khaled peacefully smoking.He couldn't speak much English, but the first thing he asked me was "You from America?" I said yes. He replied "America government?" Then did two thumbs down. I told him I didn't like Israel. He smiled and offered me a cigarette.
The only reason I haven't killed myself is convenience
>>519505826Literally just a deep curiousity about what will happen in the next five decades from now. I don't want to miss the happenings. While i wait for that time to come, I just spend my time doing shit for the sake of it - continuing my mother's garden even after her death two years ago, and just recently started trying to learn a new language. By the time i am like 60 years old and nothing worthwhile happens, I will be killing myself>Inb4 ProxyI eat da aloo pie while listening to Kman six and drink the punchin all day while watching de girls whine, fuck off
>>519508268yes many muslims are against israel. theyre still mud slimes though
>>519505826I don’t want to sink into a deeper layer of Hell just yet
>>519506004Honestly if I don't have a cup of tea when I wake up nothing gets done.
i want to see the rapture
>>519508421A muslim is worth more than 1000 Jews. If we can even consider Jews to have value at all.
Futile struggle because I want both this life and my next life to be better than now. I know all the odds are stacked against us by our own doing and God's planning, but even so we must struggle and win somehow by some miracle. I desire heaven. I desire God. I desire the light.
>>519507439Just plant a mixed fruit orchard in your backyard, ( less than a quarter acre.) with berry bushes and various perennial forage to help yourself disconnect from the stores, put up a self cooling shack (pit house) in the middle of it. Get chickens for eggs. Then put in the bare minimum to pay your bills and taxes.
>>519507439If I ever suicided which I won't most likely, I would either go out guns blazing to kill someone important like Donald Trump or I would go out with a bang by hookers and an overdose.
>>519505826I have to outlive Mom.>>519505899And this. >>519507670And possibly this.
VENGENCE
>>519506341Dentists won't do work without cash up front, and it's usually several hundred dollars. It's not like hospitals where you can just get services and not pay.NTA but I have had a shattered molar for 5 months now that bleeds every day, but it will cost $1400 to get a root canal and crown done at the cheapest clinic in my area, and I just don't have that money right now unless I want to be homeless or sell my car.
>>519508910if it makes you feel any better I am a rich schizo and I too haven't visited a dentist in 9 yearsYou see, it all started when they gave me mercury amalgams...
>>519505826i just wanna see the jews lose, then i can die happy.
>>5195086410 *1000000000=0Both are worthless, the only humans worth anything are White Orthodox Christians. Glory to God.
>>519507147Damn why did i get nostalgic for Skyrim all of the sudden.
>>519508997>i just wanna see the jews loseThey're going to get YEETed off the face of the Earth.Muslims hate them and Muslims are taking over Europe. Chinese are silently watching and keeping record of their crimes. The rest of the brown hordes don't give a fuck about them, treat them like white people and couldn't care less about the Holohoax.When the Jews have lost their only cloak: The blood of white men -- They will be exterminated by those whom they sought to rule over as slave masters.
>>519509057Muslims are misled cultists with extremist tendencies.Jews are an active, malevolent cancer on the face of the Earth. One of these is much worse than the other.
>>519505826Inertia. I have a habit of not killing myself, i will keep that habit.
>>519505826Family; too many things are outside of my control, honestly I should quit work and focus on fixing or improving myself, anyone that looks at me says I look exhausted or sick and yet quitting will just result in stress from unpaid bills or debt. Such a treadmill of misery out there too, probably better off quitting now and enjoy life whilst there's still an internet worth fighting for and a country to enjoy but nevermind going to wageslave it away for money and so long as I have my family I won't want for more than that.
>>519505826Hate.
>>519505826Pure seething hatred
>>519505826You think I’d tell YOU?
>>519505826nothing else to doand i got a really cute cat :)
>>519509057Agreed there, they should go back to their respective shitholes, if there was ever a time to hold a Crusade this would be the time, purge these heretics out of our western society and restore the fundamentals that made it worth living here. I can't get behind those churches that are so so inclusive of LGBQT+ and putting women in charge or accepting of muslims whilst they're actively burning churches down or converting pubs into mosques, barbershops and vape stores every meter or so in town, we've been colonised here man, very depressing to see.
>>519505826Inheritance and my kids
>>519505826>What motivates you to keep going?What motivates us all is the 'ing' ending in verbs.
>>519509225It’s so sad, the Middle East used to be such a cultured sophisticated place before islam. God damn Mohammed to the deepest hottest pits of hell for destroying such a beautiful civilization with his ignorant sandnigger horseshit.
>>519511296to be fair it is the cultured mystery religions of ancient Egypt that spawned the Jews and their world-ending schizo babble we suffer through today.
>>519505826Nigger
>>519505826I currently make 3x my current base expenditures, and can retire early unless something stupid happens
>>519505826>What motivates you to keep going?zeal and violent hatred
>>519505826Stuff like this
love hope curiosity faith understanding, it all goes full circle, just hang on, and escape the city
My gf unironically
>>519505826I'm going to hell and am just prolonging it as long as possible.
>>519505826I have a friend irl I can talk to, that's it, that's all I'm holding on to.
>>519505826Death
>>519505826I'm determined to outlive my ex wife
>>519505826I actually really enjoy life, git gud bozo
>>519505899this
>>519514024I kneel
>>519505826Halloween costume,Halloween decorations,Being the house which hands out the full size candy bars.Not sure what it will be after that.Suppose paying bills.Wish I could say it was good health or a pursuit of a passion, but no.Pretty sad case.
I have a good life and a well paid secure job that will last until retirement, by which point I will be in a very rural area in with my wife. I want to enjoy watching the destruction of society around me. I want to see Islam and niggers take over the cities, the welfare state fall apart, and cities like London to become unliveable. I want to see the EU fail, for China to become the new USA. Ultimately, I would love for there to be sufficient civil unrest for me to get involved in the execution of leftists. But that might be too much to hope for.
>>519505826The mission
>>519506758it will
>>519508910just pull the tooth?
>>519505826Spite. If I give up now the niggers win
>>519514024>>519514526Yooooo
>>519505826E-girls, cigarettes, my cat, total Aryan victory, and now the Autumn and upcoming winter. Best time of the year
>>519505826The idea that I'll one day have my own family. Before that, my own apartment. Saving for a car now. Little stuff is keeping me happy along the way. Also browsing boards at work.
My parents, otherwise I'll already be a hero
>>519514420
>>519505826>What motivates you to keep going?Playing with my own breasts motivates me desu. I wait all day to get home and pop my bra off and just admire and feel my titties in the mirror. I've only ever had sex with guys but man I do love a good titty. Guess once I get rid of my cock I'll never be able to sleep with a woman.
>>519506219>>519508910both of you go get it pulled now, not a root canal or any other work. look for student dentistry clinic in your area (much lower cost) dont fuck around with them, get the bad tooth pulled. it is a literal life or death scenario. heed the warning or don't.
>>519505826Eventually capturing a glownigger and torturing it for the rest of my life
>>519505826vile hate
>>519505826>What motivates you to keep going?your mom
>>519505826Figuring out the goal of the universe and having seen some of the crazy things I've seen and still coming out sane and grounded. That makes a man want to keep experiencing it.Also there's some really interesting things coming up soon, if you've been paying any attention and can see both the "forest for the trees" and "the trees for the forest" at the same time.If you have that macro/micro lens shifting ability, you'll be excited to see what's about to happen. Could be in the next month even. Just keep one eye on the sky and an ear to the ground, and you'll understand the song the universe collectively sings.What notes will your wave form add to the celestial sheet music? What higher order will you form out of the entropic beast of chaos?
>>519505826A few things, primarily I refuse to let the jews win. Simply by LIVING I deny them a victory, that is enough sometimes. It helps when I feel like eating buckshot. Plus if I lose my nerve and start sexing lots of women then adding +1 X amount of times is an additional victory for the white race over the jew, even if it fucks me financially.The small but very real flame inside of me that knows from experience that things CAN get better, hope I guess you could call it. Then theres is a grim reminder from people I know who have died or suicided and are practically forgotten now. I think about that a lot, people, young people even, that were alive a year or so many ago that had a lifetime ahead of them and unlimited potential, just gone. They don't exist anymore, erased. That bothers me. Knowing the permanence of their absence and knowing that I can NEVER interact with their living being again. It's unnerving.That disturbing thought compels me to keep living simply for it's own sake and so that those who know me won't have to forget me.Then there is desire, I still need to sex a lot of pretty women. I still need to get lots of monies so I can fuck off and enjoy life a little more. I still need to build a literal spaceship to travel to agartha neu schwabenland or wherever. I still need to unlock the secrets of the universe. I still need to get gucci guns and gear. I still need to buy a farm. I still need to knock up lots of pretty women (for the third time). Theres plenty of reasons to go on despite lifes challenges. Sometimes you just need to get out the house and quite literally look at the world from a different view. You can't have profound breakthroughs staring at the same 4 walls all day every day.
>>519505826The momentum of current existence and the terror of future non-existence.
Life is beautiful, it's blessed. I struggle and suffer but the ride is worth it for the sake of the ride itself
>>519515381mm
>>519505826spite and providence
>>519505826Maybe if I prepare and survive the conflagration to come I'll have a better chance at having a family than I do now (zero)
>>519515505truth>The sexual struggle is of two kinds; in the one it is between the individuals of the same sex, generally the male sex, in order to drive away or kill their rivals, the females remaining passive; whilst in the other, the struggle is likewise between the individuals of the same sex, in order to excite or charm those of the opposite sex, generally the females, which no longer remain passive, but select the more agreeable partners. -Charles Darwinhttps://sourcebooks.fordham.edu/mod/1871darwin-desc3.asp
>>519505826Extreme competitive gooning
>>519505826>>519505989>>519505957>>519506004>>519506019>>519506219>>519506549>>519506664>>519506683>>519506830>Survive MKULTRA school shooter grooming>Survive Iraq / Afghanistan>Survive 2008 recession>Survive mass immigration>Survive Antifa>Survive BLM>Survive COVID-19 >Survive the Vaxx >Survive Bidenflation>Survive 12 years of 24/7 demoralization propagandaHeh... Not bad, kikes. You made me use 1% of my power.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XVO3KGWgX_A
>>519505826I jerk off to furry porn every day.
My wife and child.
>>519505826My hatred toward faggotsActual faggots are also included but I use this word in a broader terms
>>519505826Threads with only one post by this ID
>>519506768wot if "I AM" is "the universe" experiencin' itself?
>>519505826Eventual hunger
>>519505826My waifu
android wives. how fucking far away could they be?
>>519505826Virgin pussy
>>519505826I’m unvaxed and never wore the maskI didn’t realise how easy to was to literally be better than 99% of all sheep and cattle massesI always knew everyone was retarded, but copevid showed by how muchIf you masked or vaxed you’re not even human
>>519506219cant you take out a loan? 1400 doesnt seem that bad if a week in a hospital costs you 400k+
Life is a miracle. God is good. We're all frens here. Don't give in, don't give up. Go, just go and keep on going. We're meeting there.Also, literally just sleep over it. It will not feel the same, maybe shittier maybe a different kind of shit but maybe with a new glimpse of good. All you really need is another day. I fully believe in you.
>>519505826contrary to what my brain wants me to think i quite enjoy my current life. my goal is to understand the world around me and myself
>>519519805>Swedan in 20-fuckin'-5>cant get laidjust kek
the hope of maybe being happy and not alone one day^^
>>519505826fantasizing daily about pure kunny
>>519505826I want to watch the world burn, especially the USA burn. All of these leftists and affirmative action subhumans fucked me over my entire life. I want to watch them destroy everything they parasite from... and then I want to watch them suffer for decades... and decades. See, when you hate someone you want them to die. When you absolutely hate them more than hate can describe, then you want to watch them suffer forever and ever.
>>519505952Don't you just hate comps and medical fags.>We are going to fuck over anon within every aspect of life.>Oh anon shot himself>We need to spend 20 million dollars to save anon, so he suffers more.It is pure evil, bro
>>519505826spite and love.
>>519521744>compscops
>>519507683Based
>>519505826the potential to witness TND, which i am rolling for btw
>>519507549Why do you think this anon? I hope you are right though, i recently turned 26 and i am angry as hell at getting old
>>519505826Metalhead baddies
>>519505826Spite
>>519505826Porn and welfare.
It's in our nature to keep fighting even for a single glimmer of hope.
>>519505826> Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." > 29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.> For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.> Matthew 28-30I tell you truly anon, all hells are self-imposed. Do you not see that it is God taking you along your journey, to lead you out of the abyss? God disciplines those whom he loves, and your suffering is meant to lead you to this. Religion is a matter of the heart. I have spent many, many hours arguing with heart-hardened atheists to no appeal. Knock down one objection, they ignore it and cling to a dozen more. Atheism, anon, is a spiritual state. You can see your inner religiosity through your love of goodness and virtue. That is God. Not in nature, but in his works. The good news anon, the Gospel, is that God died and rose again for us, to save even the worst of mankind. "And Jesus answered them, 'It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance'” (Luke 5:31-32). You do not need to climb up to him, only to let him come down to dwell in you. God bless you.
Knowing what certain groups of pathetic little psychopaths with double digit IQ's will have to go through themselves in due time. It's nothing (not literally) in comparision what they are doing to people.
>>519506019> 1 The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. > 2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.> 3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake. > 4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. > 5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. > 6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever. > Psalm 23I love you anon and am saddened to hear you feel this low. I will pray for you. All the answers you need are in the Bible.He is the way,the TRUTHand the life.The Spirit of Christ is with you and the full Armor of God is on you, fren. God bless and many blessings to you.
>>519506019
>>519506664> Matthew 10:28:> And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.With blind people that act according to passion, God takes their passion and turns it into His Plan.The evil that you had intended to do to me has been turned by God's power into good.You can't be in rebellion of Logos and expect to win.God is in Charge.
>>519520203:)
>>519505899make a white boy act up
the power of God and anime
>>519514024you deserve love and I am sorry you got hurt. don't you see that you are hurting yourself the more you drag this resentment towards your ex?> Genesis 50:19-20:> And Joseph said unto them, Fear not: for am I in the place of God?> But as for you, ye thought evil against me; but God meant it unto good, to bring to pass, as it is this day, to save much people alive.2) Bad things happen to good people, but God uses those bad things for an ultimate, lasting good. “We know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose” (Romans 8:28). When Joseph, innocent of wrongdoing, finally came through his horrific sufferings, he was able to see God’s good plan in it all (see Genesis 50:19–21).3) Bad things happen to good people, but those bad things equip believers for deeper ministry. “Praise be to . . . the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God. For just as we share abundantly in the sufferings of Christ, so also our comfort abounds through Christ” (2 Corinthians 1:3–5). Those with battle scars can better help those going through the battles.4) Bad things happen to good people, and the worst things happened to the best Person. Jesus was the only truly Righteous One, yet He suffered more than we can imagine. We follow in His footsteps: “If you suffer for doing good and you endure it, this is commendable before God. To this you were called, because Christ suffered for you, leaving you an example, that you should follow in his steps. ‘He committed no sin, and no deceit was found in his mouth.’ When they hurled their insults at him, he did not retaliate; when he suffered, he made no threats. Instead, he entrusted himself to him who judges justly” (1 Peter 2:20–23). Jesus is no stranger to our pain.
>>519505826My big ganja plants that I will soon consoooom
>>519505826You know what I find most enjoyable? All this negativity is now reflected back on to the world. When hopes and dreams crumbled the world crumbled and when the world fell apart hopes and dreams fell apart.Even the normalfags stuck in their little box are feeling the negativity now and beginning to suffer.Even better the rulers of this world are feeling the heat because we can all see them flailing in vain trying to keep the lies from unraveling. The yawning cesspit of corruption and lies and filth and treachery and debauchery.Every one of them is boiling alive.
Nothing has changed for me in decades, the world might go to shit but it won't affect me till I'm long dead. And hey always interested in seeing just how bad it gets too
Parents.Seeing the bottom, and WW3.
>>519505826my entire life as a blue collar american in 30's is work 10 hours a day- take home 17.50 an hour after boomers and jews take their cuts.i can not afford to buy a house.i can not afford to rent a house.I can not affort to rent an apartment.I rent a SINGLE ROOM from a boomer retired teacher (no blood relation) that wanted extra income on top of her persion and has several houses from inheritance & divorce.ALL that keeps me going is that its even worse if I stop. this nightmare is as good as it gets for us. if you don't have help from your family or insane lottery tier luck- this is it.sufferx10 each dayso you don't sufferx20 each dayuntil they take it alland even though you kept goingnow sufferx40 each day is new normal.get to work or sufferx80.also niggers everywhere to keep mind off jews.every single boomer that finally dies- their adult kids aren't getting a house finally, blacks move in thanks to jewish housing programs for people of color only. now my city is mostly retired people steadily being replaced by blacks spreading garbage and crime, and the boomers actively ruining millienial and zoomers lives, because TV says to.before work each day, I beg god for the mercy of death.
Cute transgirls.
>>519505826These are the end times anon pucker up your asshole and watch the world die with a smile since these greedy corrupt filthy scumbags deserve hell and death you should just sit back and watch as it's ALL going down. What keeps me going is knowing they will be afraid gripping their children knowing death isnt avoidable knowing its people exactly like them that are the reason its all going to shit chant with me now anon OO0O0O0O0OHMMMM>burn in hell>fuck them all>you will die>amen whorawwwww
So jeffrey epstein fucked this anon from bWith george floyd dick
>>519505826Gonads and strife.
>>519505826my kids
I will never give up, because he never gave up, even when he was being raped by ZVTT BVLLS
>>519524274If you have kids, why are you browsing this shitthole?
>>519506019I have that, pretty cozy. But remember happiness isnt real unless shared. We need our tribes.
>>519524577because I get good info here (sometimes... ever more seldom these days) for my chronicle
>>519505826>What motivates you to keep going?I like spaghetti and I want to eat more of it
>>519523963I remember a small animal singing this to me on ebaumsworld>I really like American girls
I just want to outlive my wife so she doesn't have to deal with the pain of loss. As soon as she dies ill sudoku. I have nothing else, just wage slaving until the only person who cares about me expires. Sad thing is I'm not even sure if I ever loved her, I just settled for the first person who showed any affection towards me. Oh well, 40 soon, not too long left hopefully
>>519505826The friends I meet along the way.
>>519514526Are you guys doing a psyop to get us to like jews? Lol
>>519505826Autism, drugs, hatred and the ground up Warhammer plastics suffusing my bloodstream.
>>519505951No retreat no surrender!I made this for all (you) fags: https://youtu.be/Pd29NvG6lZQ
>>519505826Revenge and spite. And there's always a new enemy to hate
Just the fact so many want me dead & finding joy and happiness in the little puts that " We gon make it" smugness in how I walk upright drives said adversaries seething with rage as Push forward like a Shield Wall or Blitz
>>519506019Brutal. I do agree outdoor time and camping is a great way to hold that shit at bay.
>>519505826>What motivates you to keep going?fiber
parentsThey would be sad if I offed myself. I'm rather good-looking, intelligent, but it's not enough these days.
>>519505826Free coffee and unlimited paid 15-min shitter breaks at work
>>519505826I don't know honestly, I kinda don't want to fail the people around me.But I have no real goals I. Life as I am 37 and no kids.I am also fat, but working on it and improving slowly, but I often think that I wouldn't mind a painless death, there just isn't much I want to experience at this point.
>copy pasta, personal success storytry brain building anons ....Okay.What I did should help alot of people I was an Alcoholic for one, nearly two years. It started as keeping a bottle in my house. I would go through that in a month. I did use it to relax. But it got worse. One became two and so on, untill I was drinking everyday. I would wake up and my brain demanded that I drink. It wasn't too bad as watching Dr.Phil had a guy drink up to thirty cans in one day. My worst was a 6-pack and cans of premix. Step 1: Magnesium got rid of the craving but the boredom was left. My stimulus was drinking. I turned to it. It has the same principle as snaking. I thought maybe I was rewarding myself by drinking and using that system to fulfil it. Would upping my dopamin in my brain alleviate this? is that possible? Yes it is, for me and my individual brain chemistry. yes you can increase dopamine from the foods you eat. it takes time. Maybe 5 months which may not be bad for some, but the payoff is worth your effort. Serotonin too. That is also involved in boredom. Now my stimulus has turned to other things and i haven't thought or even got tempted when i go to the shops. I can watch a movie without eating popcorn. it has changed my life. Now I am the opposite: looking after myself can be addicting! I wonder If any of my bros do this ... I jot down useful nutrition information and it all comes together like a painting.
>>519506438This. The goal is to out cunt life.
>>519505899>posts a half-white goblinapost a real asian cutie next time
>>519505826my weed plants. i enjoy my new setup with a veg tent and a big 2x4 flower tent. eating a giant organic cherry joghurt after i smoked me some cherry runtz. it smell very fruity and like dried raisins. very good strain can only recommend. anyone growing dont get any gorilla strain they all smell and taste like absolute dogshit. dont get blinded by the thc % you wont see much difference from 25 to 33% thx.thank your for your attention on this matter.
>>519505826other people's needs, try it for a month it will change your life for the better
>>519509169PLAY IT
>>519528244I knew a black guy who worked 3 jobs to pay for his extended senpai, he would always tell me ways he'd kill himself because he could not get out of the bucket of crabs
>>519505826Usually, seeing my mutual funds gain by a couple thousand in one day. Since the money isn't worth so much with yokels who are just trying to charge me for the loss of their illegal slaves, I'm starting to think like a consumer and just replace my home rather than repair it. Odds are that I'll want to move somewhere sane as well. I simply refuse to make your kids my problem. Too bad if you churned them out like the slave labor would never end.
>>519510998What do you mean?
>>519505826Pure hatred, spite and desire to see the world burn, preferably starting with this shithole of a country I unfortunately live in.
>>519505826Tight asses at the gym. I wish I could creampie one or two
>>519529526The Russian Experience™
>>519505938>i want to retire by 45No you dont. 43 year old, old faggot here. "Retired" 2 years ago from the military, and now make $7.5k a month in pension/disability/misc benefits ($2.7k/month pension not shown in pic).Life with no purpose and no need to work is hell. You dont think it is, but it is.
ADOLF HITLER I ALSO LOVE WATCHING THE SUBHUMANS, SHIRKERS, TRAITORS, & GOLEM SQUIRM. IT'S HILARIOUS.
>>519528244checked mate
>>519529526>>519529526>>519529526DON'T WORRY ANON IT'S OUR CONSEQUENCE OF WINNING THE SECOND WORLD WAR REALLY THE RUSSIANS & AMERICANS DIED AND THE JEWS // BOOMERS FUCK NIGGERS AND THEIR BULLS
>>519529767It's hard not to hate when you are surrounded by disgusting ziggers. Occasionally beating them or hurting them psychologically (I have a lot of experience in that, especially in the latter) helps when I'm too overwhelmed by hatred.
ACCELERATE WE'RE WITNESSING THE COLLAPSE OF AN ENTIRE CIVILIZATION, NOT JUST A SINGLE STATE. ENDS JUSTIFY MEANS
>>519505826the bants
>>519530188>>519530188>>519530188AGREED SAME THING HERE WITH OUT ZOGBOTS MOST OF THE ARMY // MARINES ARE PUSSIES WHEN IT COMES TO PROTESTS AND RIOTS. THEY'RE ONLY TOUGH WHEN BACKED BY BILLIONS OF DOLLARS IN LOGISTICS, FATTIE CAKES, & THEIR RIFLES MANY SUCH CHURKAS WEIMERICA & RUSSIA ARE SOME OF THE WORST EXAMPLES OF MODERN GOLEM SHABBOS GOYIM, THEY'RE SERVANTS OF JEWS. CONDITIONED BY GENERATIONS.
>>519529898I guess it would suck to make $100k annually but you're hindered by loud noises and missing limbs
1posts motivates me
>>519530252>>519530252>>519530252SARRRR DO NOT MOVE OUT OF THE WAY SARRRR IAM THE CARPENTER NOW SARRRR
YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND WE'RE ALL ONE RACE ANONS THE HUMANG RACE. TREE FITTY: BIXNOOD DIVDED BY MO-FUCKA
You were a dumb kid
>>519505826Mom would be sad
WITH OUR*** BEGONE JANNIES, FAGGOTS
>>519530351>t. very very fat
>> E-CELEB CHARLIE KIRK WELL KNOWN EVANGELICAL SHOT >> INDIAN FBI DIRECTOR: "I'LL SEE YOU IN VALHALLA" LMFAO DO MUTTS REALLY??? [Yes... They Do]
>>519530428>>519530428>>519530428I'M 150 LBs SARRRR IAM THE CEO NOW SARRRR IAM DEMOCRACY NOW!!1
I'M CURRENTLY LISTENING TO SN33D WRITTEN BY JAMES MASON GREAT BOOK R.I.P. ALEX LINDER https://www.alexlinder.com/audio/mason-siege.html
>>519505826Spite, and the desire to see my enemies suffer.
>>519529898Raise animals
S A R R R R IAM THE HITLER NOW SARRRRRRR[DoNotRedeem]
>>519505826I'm young so my life does have a slim chance of becoming enjoyable and also I would feel guilty knowing the pain my suicide would cause my mom. She lives a pretty unhealthy lifestyle so it shouldn't be too much longer before I'm free. I do have a sister that I would feel bad hurting, but that's not as compelling for me as my mom.
The small chance that i might win the lottory and be able to buy a house in the middle of nowhere in northern sweden, other than that not much.
>>519508910You need to find a better Dentist, one who actually cares about your health instead of what you can pay. They are out there, despite the masses of scumbags who are in dentistry.I have a fantastic one, based old white man who actually cares about my dental health and health in general. If I went to him with something as severe as you're describing and explained I was hurting for money, he'd do the work then figure out the payment later even if it was a miniscule amount a month to pay it offHope you get yourself some help fren, wouldn't wish mouth/teeth problems on my worst enemyDon't give up on yourself
>>519530294>MANY>SUCH>CHURKAS Reminds me of mid 00s when I sometimes participated in attacks on them with my skinhead friends. Good times, but later the right was crushed by the churka-pandering government.>JEWSReminds me of my latest vacation in Turkey a couple of weeks ago when a drunken and incredibly perverted russian-speaking jewish woman from Hannover started hitting on me. I ended up fucking her in mouth and pissing in it - apparently she was super into such things, lol.
>>519530590Goat bleats might be a PTSD trigger after a couple tours in Iraq
>>519505826Nothing at this point. Perhaps bursts of anger
>>519505826I continue to exist in spite of those who wish I didn't.
>>519505826at one point in time I had everything going for me and I squandered it by being a hedonistic retard, falling into living poorly and became an untermensch. now I've been climbing back up the mountain with fire in my heart and hatred in my veins. I have the knowledge and wisdom that I lacked at the time I proverbially fell from grace, and am determined to put a foot in someone's ass after a decade of hardship and agonized suffering. why stop now? it's just getting good.
>>519505826Inner fire AKA autism.
>>519531693*dies of heart attack*don't squander youth, youngbloods
>>519505826this girl ;)
>>519505826Slide threads
>>519532017I just turned 33. I think I'm stuck here for a bit longer
>>519532071Titler
>>519505826God has plans for me
>>519505826Loneliness
>>519532180She doesnt have milkers :(
>>519532167Don't let the 78 year average American male lifespan fool you, anon. Anything after 50 is borrowed time
>>519532194I hope his plan for you wasn't as horrifying as his plan for me was
>>519505826Hope and dream of a virgin wife in glorious Nippon
>>519506019this. if i could just move the mountains and live next to nature, instead of all this concrete and trash. i don't know how much longer I can hold out and keep a soul. It's been 10 years.
Creating things and then watching people enjoy them. It's the greatest happiness you will ever achieve
>>519505826I'm a blue collar Chad surrounded by wholesome boomers
>>519532443Too late. They despise westerners now. The time for those dreams ended with the covid bullshit.
>>519530873>>519530873>>519530873SO BASED STAY BLESSED ANON WE WILL TRIUMPH IRREGARDLESS --- FULL SPEED AHEAD THE BEST PART MOST OF ZOG WORLDWIDE IS DIVERSIFIED. THEIR INSTITUTIONS CORRUPTED BY NIGGERS, SPICS, WAHMEN, & OTHER WEAK // DYSGENIC ELEMENTS + SUBHUMANS FOR GOOD MEASURE. THE TASK BEFORE US IS STILL MONUMENTAL HAIL VICTORY.
>>519532444camping gear is pretty expensive but you can still gear up for less than a month's rent
>>519532444What stops you from doing that? I bought a house in a small town in the mountains for 60k. You can save that amount working for a while the night shift in a gas station. But you're not gonna do it.
>>519505926Unironically this
>>519529898just get a hobby retard
>>519505899Not gonna happen. Solid and legit Asian girls, not SEA but orientals, are the new master race. They're not gonna waste their lives with broke and depressed yts. The time for that ended after covid.
>>519505826>What motivates you to keep going?
>>519532742>bruh just save $60k (the down payment) working for $8.50/hr
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Om2nsd08Bc&t=3s Schindler's List 1993 Film - Amon Goeth 4K《Skins Slowed - Reverb》[Edit] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lbjY1Had_U0&t=3s The Young Lions - edit (1958) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tf2UsIbdsRo&t=3s ENDSIEGE - The Fire Rises HOI4 - The Fallen Angel Path
>>519532992Don't you live in the richest nation in the world? There's no excuse.
>>519505826Eventually retiring way out in the country and never getting on the internet again.
>>519505826The will of God.
>>519533153No we don't so stop telling your cousins to come here, maybe try China or something
>>519533394I feel sorry for you. You have dreams of living in "da woods". I can figure you out. Probably a neet without any discipline that got hooked to the outdoor boys youtube channel. But you're too depressed to act. You're trapped. And you won't do shit. You're supposed to live in the richest country in the world but 60k seems too much for you.
>>519505826no
>>519505826Tea tree oil on my tippy toes
>>519533602Young girl lives old man dies aloneThat was the dealDon't pussy on me you know she dies if I win
>>519533595>You're supposed to live in the richest country in the worldAnd I have told you already, we do not. So stop telling everyone in your country to come here to le land of le opportunities and find somewhere else. We don't have opportunities, you have been lied to and you continue to perpetuate this lie
>>519505826My beautiful Ashkenazi girlfriend :)
Zutt posting. >Zutt, Zutt. >right In the butt>Behind the cuck line I sit here and tut>Moe-hammad is at it >Zuttin’ again>Then he crawls back to me>In serious rectal pain >Gonna Zutt, Zutt>In Moe-hammad’s butt>I sit behind the cuck line and generally tutAnd then praise allah inspiration came upon me>Duh, I know. Let’s make this our religion. This guy is clearly a moral and intellectual authority straight sent from the creator. You can tell that by the way Poo & Poo #2 are spit roasting him. Okay, you hairy handed goat getters. It’s time to pack the entire thing in. Moe was just an evangelical just like the American ones you can watch on every episode of 700 Club claiming that they have been sent a prophesy in a dream. With their numbered bibles they pick a line here and a line there and make up any message that suits them to keep themselves as the paid leader of the group. That is what hairy Moe was doing but he was doing it from his schizo memory without even buying a bible. Time to grow up. Moe’s a megabottom and not fit for anything except gay-prison or a psyche ward. It’s over. The day of the Zuttening has arrived.
>>519505826 the moments where I get to openly harass, intimidate, and terrorize split tailed race traitor whores, shit skins, kikes, troons, and democrat voters. Each of the aforementioned groups deserve to be violently assaulted and murdered at every available opportunity.
>>519507929Its a haven for westerners, not so much for natives. We're being outsourced left right and center by jeets
>>519534024Is there no place safe from the jeet plague?!
>>519505826I really want the carrot
>>519505826Merchants, beers/Cafe and tobacco
>>519505826It’s still possible for me to have comfy moments like those.
>>519533800Soon
>>519534648North Sentinel Island
>>519530304>hindered by loud noises and missing limbsTrue but its also more of getting what you dream of and realizing its wasted on you and youll die just as miserable rich or poor>>519530590>Raise animalsI plan on it, waiting to be done with fake online school (thanks GI BILL)>>519532783>just get a hobby retardnothing is fun or interesting
MAID is not available here
>>519534991Sorry vetbro, maybe take your welfarebux and create a scholarship for Whites.
>>519505826The lack of a suitable suicide method.
>>519505826Fat women
>>519536113This
>>519505826The love I have for God and my friendsAnd I like what God makes a great deal
>>519505826Making a game and hoping /pol/chuds will finally get redpilled on gangstalking
>>519507021>and all we need is Werwolf!
>>519536381God doesn’t exist. Take your meds.
