>be me>graduate decades ago from an Ivy-tier university>have a painfully Spanish last name>no one will even call me in for any interview for any professional-track job, but do express interest in me if I clean toilets or speak Spanish>I don't speak Spanish -- only have the last name>go back again and again for more and more schooling because I must've somehow been doing something wrong>years go by like this>have complete nervous breakdown at age 28>finally on a hunch submit an application using a fake Anglo-Saxon-sounding last name>start getting responses to advance to interviews>eventually share my real last name>instantly crickets>eventually figure out that everything in this world is strictly but secretly assigned a race place>also figure out I was probably only ever accepted to the Ivy-tier university in the first place because of my last name and applying as "hispanic">age 55 now -- no wife, no kids, no career, and haven't worked in decades; I have completely given up so long agoI am only here to tell my story for the record and to let others who've been silently exterminated by the system know they're not alone
It's $200 to get your last name legally changed btw. You had all this figured out at age 28 and then decided to suffer for 27 years for no reason according to your own post. You didn't deserve to go to, or graduate from, an 'ivy tier' university if you can't figure this shit out after 27 years.
I can kind of relate anon, I'd lived in the US for some years before I realized I had a sterotypically black last name. I booked a job and when I turned the guy said 'Oh I thought you'd be black.' Wouldn't say it's defined my whole life or anything but I too have wondered what if I renamed myself as Chad Jorgenson or something.What did you study anyway OP
>>534095169>It's $200 to get your last name legally changed btwI'm 55 now, it would do no good whatsoever>You had all this figured out at age 28 and then decided to suffer for 27 years for no reason according to your own postNope, I didn't actually figure out what it was all due to until about 2015 or so, so there goes your straw man
>>534095027fake sob story
>>534095267>have complete nervous breakdown at age 28>finally on a hunch submit an application using a fake Anglo-Saxon-sounding last nameand you lied in the OP
>>534095027You could have checked hispanic on the other applications, too
crazy how you revert to reddit spacing now automatically after your bullshit is called out though, now that you're typing all nervously.
>>534095027>applying as "hispanic"So, you are hispanic?
>>534095220I studied psychobiology and did the whole pre-med thingI even went back to a community college and got my CCNA certification, but still cricketsI know a girl who grew up in our neighborhood who was the whole package of Anglo-Saxonry and she majored in nothing but communications BUT did the whole sorority thingShe got recruited via her sorority pin on her stewardess uniform to get trained in billing at an IBM facility. She got hired and trained completely out of field, married her manager's son and has had the whole career and kids and everythingThe entire system literally runs on 100% pure corruption
>>534095169logically knowing this and emotionally adapting to it are two different things. yes OP is neurotic but it's because of the insight that the world is fake and gay, getting a nominal ethnicity transplant won't make that awareness go away. The idea that everyone is lying can do tremendous psychic damage to a sensitive person
>>534095270Suit yourself; I can't stop you nor would I if I could
>>534095290No I didn't -- that's the actual order it happened inNot my fault you don't like the truth
>>534095295And I didBut apparently it doesn't have a positive effect outside of applying to educational programsThe HR realm only does strict demographic race-placing and they have a seething disgust for anything male with a Spanish last name, and this goes back decadesIt's been a life of neatly quiet misery and desperation
>>534095326I always space like this -- I only did single-spacing because that's the protocol when doing greentext with arrowsAre you done yet?
>>534095372Welp, I've never spoken the language and I'm not the brown sort of Spanish like you're supposed to be in America -- I'm actually of the "Spanish" type, like the Hollywood Sheen family or that one white Spanish Republican politician from Texas whose name I always forgetI exist in ethno-racial limbo because I'm this forgotten thing called white Spanish
>>534095389>yes OP is neuroticI would say I'm actually post-neurotic and even post-psychotic with regard to just not sleeping and crying and just staring off into space just lost in total confusionNow I'm just exhausted and resigned but forever disgusted and sickenedThat much is actually accurate
And so let's see how long it is before our Hindu Nazi masters who control all these 4chan boards just aristocratically decide to 404 this thread because it's not the cookie-cutter bullshit they have an endless fetish forStart your stopwatches
Anyways, I'm all done now with this threadYou guys can just prattle on about whatever you like now in here
>>534095749Well you are actually educated in this area, I meant neurotic in the sense of being so fundamentally disgusted by it that it overrides practical responses like name change.I'm not saying that's wrong, I have similarly debilitating emotional burdens for different reasons, so I find your plight easy to empathize with on a gut level
>>534095027>also figure out I was probably only ever accepted to the Ivy-tier university in the first place because of my last name and applying as "hispanic"That's not just the reason you were accepted. It's probably also the only reason you graduated, and potential employers know it. That's why they don't take you seriously. If you're the 1 in 100 "successful" shitbrowns who actually earned their place in society, you can thank the other 99 for fucking you over.
>>534095991Well, the problem is that the false-faced liberal school system and societal culture I grew up in totally indoctrinated my generation with the whole "race and ethnicity don't matter" when they're actually the secret primary rudder of most everything that's most important in lifeAnd yet it's the Gollum precious ring that must be concealed all the time in order to protect and preserve itNot one single person my entire life ever said my name was actually not only a problem, but the most important of problems. I think had anyone just straightaway given me that information, it would've freaked me out enough that I would've changed my last name, and probably also my first name, right out of high school or college, or even while I was still in high schoolAs far as I'm concerned, America is a death-trap conspiracy so much more than it is a country or anything else. I will never have positive feelings about anything to do with human beings or their endlessly rotten societies
>>534095991Also, that does give me some degree of solace, that I'm not alone in this mindfuck deathtrap Twilight Zone I've been imprisoned in all my life
cool blogpost.you are the male equivalent of a vagina, living with her 6 cats and drinking whine all alone.and just like a vagina, you come here seeking attention and validation for your current situation.no, it wasn’t your spic last name that fucked up your life, obviously you are not telling the whole story, but let me be clear, you are not special.now fuck off.
>>534096602This from a guy from the nation where the government actually hands out free hypodermic needles for its junkies to inject their drugs with, and has legalized literally all drugsNot an entire nation of pure mental shallowness or anything, so I'm not at all surprised
>>534096291>my name was actually not only a problem, but the most important of problemsYou already mentioned your age, but you must know age is even more important than name. For entry-level jobs they want a naive 22 yo who is mentally sharp, has the endurance to work 80 hour weeks, and has the neuroplasticity to be psychologically molded to fit the industry/government culture.
>>534095027So then why are Indians pretending to be Hispanic?
>>534095027You never thought about getting a job in a hispanic turd world country where you belong?
>>534095027>eventually figure out that everything in this world is strictly but secretly assigned a race placesecretly? no it's explicit
>>534097080What they want is an image, an ideological imageThey're OCD for a fetish object of something slim and sleek and fresh meat into which they can infuse all their hopes and dreamsHuman beings don't ever want reality, they want two-dimensionally-shallow facades of synthetic-minded fantasyLike I said, I truly did give up so very long ago -- I have at best zero faith in anything of the human race anymore
>>534095027Basically you are a self-hating Mexican?
>>534097148I don't knowMaybe they think hispanics are a more in-crowd ethnicity or somethingI assure you they aren't
>>534097253I will never understand brown races loser mentality
>>534097178Shoo, fly, you bother me
>>534097241It's only explicit if you weren't raised to be indoctrinated to think on a completely different level but it's actually the real truth all alongNever underestimate the power of indoctrination and just happening to have been indoctrinated to the actual truth -- it makes all the pivotal difference
>>534097298I was warned about the Finnish people almost two decades ago, and how only maybe can you penetrate the sheer denseness of their skulls with a literal drill with an industrial-grade drill bitThe people of the Baltics savor not even sex as much as their snout-nosed racism
What state are you from? Did you ever find a job?
>>534096602>no, it wasn’t your spic last name that fucked up your life, obviously you are not telling the whole story, but let me be clear, you are not special.picking a bullshit major and having a toxic personality are way worse than whatever your last name is, life sucks
>>534097463All I'll say is I'm on the east coastAnd, no, I gave up even applying for jobs back in 2009I'm done. I am completely all done now
I'm 36. Six months ago I started to study 3rd grade math because I couldn't focus in primary school so that was my level of 'expertise'. Now I'm finishing my Algebra 1 course. I also started my first physics class.It's never too late.
>>534095027I AM THE POOTEENTIAL
>>534097531Lots of people have much more "bullshit" majors than I had, and they still get hired for horrifically corrupt reasons like being the boss' side piece of ass, a kiddy-porn-trading buddy, being a relative, or so onI even know of two guys from high school whose real careers have been "workplace drug dealer", wherein the companies deliberately hire them for this purpose whilst creating official-sounding position titles in order to keep it all on the down-lowTotal corruption is the overwhelming norm. But you do your whole Bill Brassky routine and sling around all the racial horseshit with the booze reeking on your breath
>>534095169He is larping. Diversity hires are a thing. He is just some delusions of grandeur Kang.
literally never worked? how do you pay for things? gibs arent that good, what are you semi homeless?
>>534097632Well, I wish you the best in all that -- I really doOnly time will tell if reality will ultimately meet you halfway. All I know is that it absolutely didn't for me, and I'm long past burned out from all the playing their facade game and even trying anymore
>>534095027You should have gone to the west coast, it’s literally the opposite.
>>534095027>finally on a hunch submit an application using a fake Anglo-Saxon-sounding last name>start getting responses to advance to interviewsLiterally so many whites do not report this experience, so it sounds fake and gay.
>>534097750Diversity hires are only a thing when the job positions are superfluous bullshit that doesn't much interfere with the real critical work that actually keeps the company goingBut if and when companies let the fluffy facade bullshit people impinge on the critical, serious people doing the real mission-critical work, that's when the company is now circling the drainSo it's not that it doesn't happen, but those companies don't last long
>>534095267>Nope, I didn't actually figure out what it was all due to until about 2015 or so, so there goes your straw manSo, you have wasted another 11 years without changing your name?This leads me to believe there's a lot more spic than just the name in you.
>>534097776Don't know what you mean by reality in this context, but yes, I have already had my frustrations and I have given up a couple times already. Nonetheless I have always come back to these studies and my grades are a row of A+'s.Learning new things is painful at times but it's the best feeling when you can prove to yourself that age isn't a thing that prevents you to learn. Thank you for encouragement.
>>534097773My family supports me, and I pull my weight in terms of information-gathering and both gaining and applying the knowledge I gain from my own independent studiesIt's become my job to get things done right and to spend money both frugally and extremely wellMaybe I might be somehow magically able to start my own business someday, but as tired out as I am, I have my doubtsI'd rather not talk about this any more, it's just too hopeless and depressing. Suffice it to say that my whole family tree has pretty much come to an end at this point notwithstanding some outright miracle
>>534095027Zero sympathy. For generations immigrants changed their names to blend in. When in Rome do as the Romans do. You had this choice but instead you opted to cling to your spic identity and prioritize it. Welp there you go. If it’s such a problem for you go back to whichever sweltering failed state third world shithole excreted your ancestors and you can use your name and be among your own people. >all you had to do was change your name and assimilate. But you didn’t. This is on You.
>>534098043>>534097905How have you guys gone 55 years in life and not figured out it’s 90% about networking and 10% knowledge, unless you are in a hard science stem field, then it’s more like 20% knowledge and 80% networking. That ‘ivy tier’ education was meant to give you 4 years to build a cohort of friends from good families if you don’t come from one. Grades don’t fucking matter as long as you pass. Being socially awkward is a filter. The minute you hit uni, you should be building relationships. I work in one of the most competitive fields in the world. Every break I have ever gotten was from personal relationships.
>>534095660>im not brown Im SpanishNot being brown does not automatically mean you are White.
>>534097848I was on the west coast altogether for about three and a half yearsI started out in the LA area but then got accepted to a school up in the Pacific Northwest and had no advance information on just how awful literally everything is up thereI was lonely as hell in LA, but at least it was much more positive and with much better weather. I probably would've had better outcomes had I had more foreknowledge, but I didn't and so I left and got stuck up in the endlessly dank and malignant hellhole of the Portland, Oregon area, where absolutely nobody wanted anything to do with me in terms of even calling me in for any kind of job interview for literally anythingI'm really not trying to make endless excuses here, this is just how things turned out
>>534095290your reading comprehension is badthe sentence by OP having anervous breakdown followed by the sentence of submitting the application with the anglo last name does not put those events right next to eachother on the timeline.>inb4 i was just pretending to be retarded, jokes on you... fuck you. do a backflip>>534095027this place is filled with tryhard tourist larper newfag cancer. DO NOT blogpost. i believe you as i have witnessed similar events, partially empirically, partially in vicinity of. there is nothing inconsistent with your telling of the events. my advice for you, find (if not already happened) and define what manifested as your reality, based on that result embrace it, adapt to the environmental (societal/economic/sociocultural) dependencies that are congruent with your manifestation and future projection. to do that, utilize economic and socio-/technological toolsets. even the "compartmentalized" "neet individuals", "spergs vs. normies" types of entities benefit from networking and efficiency through information exchange (hence the inorganic disruptors present)... i can not tell you and others more without compromising precious and fragile new life.never despair, never surrender, the only way out is through, you already have what you need, you need to connect your mind and realize
>>534095027>changing your el spicko last name to an Aryan oneI did the same thing, but opposite. I still get crickets. I have literally put hispanic or black on my race choice for the algorithm. Nothing.
>>534098261Reed? Atheism, communism, free love is their motto.
>>534097858They don't report this because they never have any personal experience basis for comparisonIf whites began their job searches with Spanish- or black-sounding names and tried that for a good, long while, and THEN changed back to their "Charlie Carter"-type white names, then the glaring difference would be pretty much immediately right in their facesNothing fake and gay about it, once you actually experience it for yourself. You should go read about what the actor Martin Sheen went through when he was first starting out as an actor in the 1960s or whenever, and he was naively using his real Spanish name, Ramon Estevez, when trying to just get a real estate agent to show him apartments for rent, which you had to do through a real estate agent way back thenGo read all about that. That's the real deal right there
>>534098261LA is for AlphasThe Encino BroGT3 RS at age 23
>>534095027The system loves non whites you retard, try living a day as a white man and you'll have another breakdown
>>534097918Like I said, I just got tired and gave upI did go through the process of changing my name, but then my now-deceased uncle told my father that the name I'd chosen sounded kinda Jewish, so that completely took the wind from my sails yet againI'm glad I posted this thread to get this off my chest, but now I'm just flattening out again
>>534098161>Zero sympathyYeah, I know -- you're Canadian. If Canadians can't constantly feel light-years beyond everyone else, they just immediately shrivel up and die like a red-shirt Star Trek crewman on an away mission
>>534095027>had potentialNot all but many still do. Get into investing. Give yourself the resources to enjoy more of the world. Being a student and employee are but two areas of life. Don't write off the entire world over a couple sectors that have gone rotten.Use to be people just worked the land, made stuff to sell alone/with their family, and enjoyed life. Even recently one of my pals has started up a greenhouse and produces more than he can use before it goes bad, despite not having the best job.t. took Amazon hourly pay and 10x'd money multiple times with the help of /biz/
>>534098204It's 100% about your ethno-aesthetic package, which definitely includes your look but absolutely centers around your name even getting your foot in the door"Networking", "knowledge" -- that's rich. That's real fucking rich
>>534098249And here we goI'm surprised it took this long for these comments to start percolating up
>>534098367My personal experience is so much worse than even those thingsMy personal experience is that they were all a bunch of endlessly pretentious crypto-egomaniacs whose entire lives and culture revolves completely around an insanely malignant Scandinavian system called "The Law of Jante" (pronounced YON-tuh)Look that up sometime -- that's how places like Portland, Oregon REALLY run, I shit you not
>>534098285Thank you for the encouragement. I will have to pace myself through all my fatigue and callousing at this point
>>534096291You are right anon.My mom gave me a girls name and up until age 30 there was a 90% chance women would make fun of me when I introduced myself. It fucking hurts.Having a female name in the trades is great too. All my jobs are from word of mouth/friends because I have completely given the fuck up on applying.
>>534098473No it doesn't -- not really it doesn't. It only puts on a superficial show that it doesJust beneath the surface facade, only whites are viewed as being actually human and actually capable of competence. Only whites are secretly given the benefit of the doubt of even actually having the capacity to deliver real qualityNon-whites, on the contrary, are merely pandered to -- and that's the difference, that only whites, and particularly white males, are actually taken seriously, no matter how much they are thrown under the bus by the superficial and ham-fisted liberal establishment
>>534099015I think I can guess your female-sounding name, but I won't say it out in the open hereAnd so, yeah, on that level I think you really do have to be comfortable in the skin of whatever your name is. And if you're not, I think it's a lot more productive to change it to what you DO feel comfortable with, than all of these people actually thinking they're somehow magically changing their gendersI once did an internship after college working with severely maladjusted kids, and one of them was a ten-year-old boy whose mother not only gave him an extremely feminine boy's name but he actually preferred to walk in the rain instead of wearing the raincoat that all the parents of the children had been told to supply their kids with for the programWhen we pressed him for why he wasn't wearing his raincoat and was instead getting drenched in the rain, he got real quiet and then eventually we were able to get it out from his suitcase and suddenly it all made sense:His mother had packed him a pink raincoat with little hearts all over it -- the woman was herself completely out of her fucking mind to be doing all these things to sabotage her own biological son with all this femininityTurns out, she had always wanted a daughter instead of a son. This is what actually happens in the world; I shit you not
>>534099015And what's more, the kid was one of those pretty-boy types with the bright blond hair and everything. If he grew his hair out long, he would've been indistinguishable from a girlWe ended up teaching him to not only throw a football, but to throw it expertly like a Tomahawk missile. And by the end of the program the difference in him was completely noticeable and he was overflowing with confidence anewI mean, I feel for the mother, but she needed to take an actual little girl under her wing or even adopt one, instead of psychologically mutilating her own biological son to gratify her needs
>>534095027>went to IVY league school>not smart enough to change their spic last name
>>534095027OP is a FAAAAAAGGGGGGIIIITTTTTT
>>534095027>haven't work and I'm 55So you living with your 90 yo mother? Or you posting on free dumpster wifi?
>>534099645It's not a question of smartness, it's actually a question of insufficient dumbness and crudenessWhen you think on a certain level, it's actually unthinkable that you would actually need to think on a much more degenerate and brutish level where impossibly dumb things like race are the most important thingsWhen you just don't normally think that low, that stupidly and brutishly, it's actually harder to cross your eyes and breathe from your mouth to really DURRRRR get into that mode of not only racism, but where all your thoughts are about race and racismI think it's actually much easier to make yourself smarter than you are, than dumber -- it's actually harder to make yourself dumb enough to fit into most of this world
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>>534099042>Just beneath the surface facade, only whites are viewed as being actually human and actually capable of competence. Only whites are secretly given the benefit of the doubt of even actually having the capacity to deliver real qualityNot really. Google has been trying to reduce the number of White employees since 2014, and they classify jews and MENA as White, so actual Whites are much fewer than the 39.5% that were reported hired in 2024. If you look at research papers published by Google, you'll almost never see an Anglo name. Browns and jews constantly gloat about this fact. This practice is standard across the entire tech industry.
>>534095027I have a very Hispanic last name am a manlet and didn't go to ivy League Work for a fortune 500, make pretty good salary have wife and two kids.Maybe the problem is you.
>>534098880the central pretentious concept at Reed is "timē", you're talking about the city in general?
>>534101222Also, I'm a first gen American lol America is a country of values where hard work always trumps pedigree. Gitgud.
I'm sorry for you, anon. Yes, it is a fact that the English speaking world hates the guts of everything that is connected to whatever can be classified with the "Spanish" adjective.As you yourself had said, people like Charlie Seen would have never been able to become who he became if he hadn't hidden his real name. There are a shitton of cases like that, specially in Hollywood. Rita Hayworth, one of the legends of the golden age of Hollywood, she had to change her name. Her real name was Margarita Carmen Cansino and Americans all around the world (during WWII) had her posters on their walls. They would have been disgusted if they had found her real identity. But it is what it is. I hope you find some happinness in life. I feel a lot of empathy towards you. It must be really hard to be hated by everyone around you just for your last name. Godspeed, anon
>>534101165That's really such a stupid way to proceed because whites really do bring an awful lot of important positives to the tableYou should check out the book "The Way of The WASP" by Richard Brookhiser. I tell people about it whenever I can because I think it's extremely important
>>534095577go back
>>534101222You're rightEverything you've said sounds completely truthful and not at all shamelessly made up, such as your calling yourself a "manlet"You're definitely not pitching a strawman or anything here to appear to have made a point
>>534101288here's something to let sink in: for the WASPs creating Amerikkka's color-coded racial hierarchy, the whole point of the word "nigger" was to associate black people with Spanishness
>>534095027Bro you’re genuinely retarded. I graduated some state uni with middle eastern name and got cushy office job straight after. You must be seriously autistic and flop every behavioral interview.
>>534095027I'm White and got denied a welding job at Lincoln Electric because they needed to hire a Black guy first. I was directly told this by the supervisor/HE/whatever guy that was showing me around the facility in 2012.I was top of my class in welding and was certified in every welding field in multiple metal grades, with the most proficiency and skill in TIG welding.He told me he wanted to hire me, but he couldn't because of quota requirements. He told me to send in another application in 60 days and he would get me in. I never went back and got a job the next day in a fucking plastics factory, that I'm still at to this day.
>>534101404I understand your hate. There are literally 700 million hispanics in your continent. There are more Spanish people in USA than in Spain.Hating us, not only for historical reasons, but even for the threat the Hispanic population represents, is a totally natural reaction.
>>534101393Believe what you want but this kind of stubborn was is why you are what you are .
>>534101243Yes, I'm talking about the city culture in generalI'm talking about their overflowingly ridiculous self-worship and self-adoration -- how much time and effort they constantly put into sucking their own dicksThey are obsessed with the idea of their own magical superiority over all the rest of the country and just how nauseatingly precious they areCannot stand such people -- the sheer toxicity of their shallowness is just insane
>>534095027Quit whining and go change your last name to Rockefeller faggot its not that hard
>>534101506haha I can't disagree with any of that, beautiful city though
>>534101288They also surgically raised her hairline higher on her forehead. So she'd look anglo.
>>534101288>It must be really hard to be hated by everyone around you just for your last nameWell, the problem is that it's not even shown out in the open -- it's expertly concealed and disguised and can only be detected through their particular system of actions and inactions, and how the things they say and do just don't add upIt's all very insidious now. At any rate, however, thanks for speaking up and posting all that information. And just for your information, the "Spainish" half of my ancestry is from Asturias. So I know all about the Visigoths and Covadonga and the beginning of the Reconquista that happened there with Pelayo...I've even been there, personally
>>534101435Middle Eastern is not one of the ethnicities that in America is designated as permanent underclass -- those ethnicities are 1) black and 2) Spanish
>>534101463The stubbornness isn't with me, it's with the societyThey're the ones who never give up on their shallow, childish bullshit -- I, on the other hand, did just finally give up out of sheer exhaustionNothing "stubborn" about that -- only realistic and honest
>>534101506Portland has become a shithole since 2014 when they started allowing the homeless to camp out anywhere they wanted, and then a hellhole since 2020 when downtown was boarded up as antifa rioted for 100 days straight. You'd think they would be humbled.
>>534101595Oh yeah, it's definitely beautiful -- particularly for the three short summer months when you get long breaks from the constant darkness and rain that only the succulent-type vegetables and ducks love
>>534101376You go back to Germany first, where you actually belong, AdolfBecause, yes, I know all about the "lebensraum" you Herren have been so busy doing all over Latin America
>>534101862I lived there in the early 2000s, the homeless were everywhere long before that
>>534101438Okay, and I do actually believe that happened to you, but also realize that there are lots of times where the most qualified guy is not white and he's run out by racist whites because he's supposed to be inferior to them in every way but he has the sheer nerve to have superior competency and character to themLook up the documentary "American Coup" about the 1898 Wilmington Race Purge and see that's been happening to non-whites for a whole lot longer than the very brief time in recent years that it's been being done to whites
>>534101862I got the hell out of there in 2009 -- that whole damn area was literally my kryptonite
>>534102079Portland doesn't care one bit about how reasonable a person is, they only care about their cult mentality over how "native" you are and how natively psycho you are
>>534102124I don't care about 1898. I'm alive right now.
>>534099612>>534099612They forced me to grow out my hair and would hurt me with a brush, or shave it for 45mins with a dull electric razor.Ive been grabbed by the hair so many times and punched and whiped in the face that my body doesnt recognize pain correctly.I genuinely was not allowed to cut my hair until I was forced to join cadets at 12.Two generations of Munchausen syndrome by proxy retards and they wonder why they arent allowed to see their grandkids, kek.But things are better now.I will have to get a legal name change at some point in the near future because I kicked the hornets nest and talked about the abuse I was subjected too by them.Also of note I fucking turned a few womans vajayjays into the Sahara by telling them my mom gave me a womans name so I wouldn't grow up to be like my dad.Like fucking instantly mood kill, so dont ever let a woman see you as weak. Someone who let's their parents beat them does not inspire protection, only tells them they will get beat one day.
>>534101696>it's expertly concealed and disguised and can only be detected through their particular system of actions and inactions,Yes, YES.So, if someone goes though a fuck load of effort to ensure you get zero access to pussy, they genuinely do not want you to reproduce or do anything that would lead to them not being able to exploit you for resources. There will always be this complicated process of things "you have to do" first before you can take the 1,2,3 steps and pay for the 30k full reno to have livingspace adequate enough to not have them immediately leave or see you as a loser, so like yeah.>ask them to mail condoms.>mails me rolls of dog shit bags.>"I thought you said thats what you wanted"Its also quicker for me to buy a house versus the timeline of living there and renovating his before I can have my area renovated. Just pure fucking insanity the lengths people take it when they can hold power over you.And the best part:When they express concern you might have sadistic tendencies and completely fail to see how their actions encouraged, and are the cause of them.
>>534102244Portlanders love brown immigrants but hate White Americans from out of state ("transplants"). They also hate White Oregonians who live outside the most urbanized part of Portland ("racist methheads").
>>534101825No, that's extremely stubborn as evidenced by the fact that you lament it. You didn't bow out gracefully, you failed and gave up. There's a difference.
>>534102306By now I don't care how any female sees me, because I've had enough nightmare experiences with females such that I no longer automatically view them in any kind of a truly positive light as I was raised to by societyBut the same also goes for guys -- I pretty much am always anticipating people to actually be just plain horrible, and any actually positive character in anyone is a glitch in the matrix
>>534102494>zero access to pussyOh, no, I don't think like that at all -- that's way too mechanistic for me, like people are vending machines or somethingThat sort of thinking is just way too barren and quantitative for me, and I wouldn't want the kind of girl who is actually that sort of girl anyways, and I strongly suggest that you shouldn't, either...
>>534102753You talk like such a fucking fag. And I mean that in the most sincerest, friendliest way possible. You really don't realize how insufferable you are, do you?
>>534102576This is why I say Portlanders are psychotically pretentious because beneath all their facades of political correctness, they actually despise any people with connotations of brownness and are extremely white-onlyPortlanders posture one thing and actually do the complete opposite thing. Never fall for their facades, even if you find yourself trapped in a situation where you have to pretend that you are part of their cult of endless bullshit and go along with them
>>534102797I don't think I'm talking to you, so just return to wrapping your lips around G. Gordon Liddy's dick already
>>534095027I can't believe you blogpost and didn't learn that life is all about nepotism, if you can't network you can't get anywhere, your goy ticket for jobs is literally meaningless if you have no connections or friends.An indian midwit took your spot because he was better at socially interacting. This is life, you ain't gonna get anywhere unless people like you, people refer you and respect you for playing the game.
>>534102753UwU
>>534102921Look at this shit. Who the fuck even talks like that? Like I said. Insufferable.
>>53409502752 postsJesus, you've got to be the most useless nigger on the internet
>>534102842>beneath all their facades of political correctness, they actually despise any people with connotations of brownness and are extremely white-onlyThat was actually a good quality. The Democrats are the real racists, as conservatives say. In the early 2000s they gentrified North Portland and drove out all the blacks, then the crime rate plummeted and new all-White business districts thrived. Then the Great Awokening happened around 2011-13 -- they realized how hypocritical they were, killed indie music because it was too White, killed everything else good because it was too White, implemented bleeding heart woke policies and ruined the city.
>>534096669While this is true, you think you're not responsible?If you're blaming an individual for the state of this nation, I can blame you for the Portuguese Overseas War and for the CIA spreading porn, liberalism and drugs here.
>>534102753No, i meant a huge thing normies do is restrict access to pussy, or lose their shit if you get more than them.Boomers had houses and certified virgin wives at 18 so they have zero frame of reference to know what its like to rent a llace, move your stuff in and pay first months then get the zero pussy while you live here speil.Ive had numerous places I've lived over my life put access to pussy restrictions on me, and one roommate who was Chad incarnate lose his shit and punch walls over it and bang things because I had 3 women when he only had 2.Plus if you dont "own your own place" by 30 its single moms and loser status. Spiteful mutants hypothesis was probably carved into marbel on the bottom of a few statues during the Rome days, we should knock them over, and check....fellow Roman's.
>>534095027>too dumb to change his surname, something that is possible and legal in the USNice sob story. You couldn't even come up with the 2 digit IQ solution.
>>534103659The whole point of the movie "The Founder" was the power of a name, versus the power of the firm handshake. Croc, versus Macdonald.You guys (((need to really watch it and pay attention))).
>>534103748Jews thrived while everyone was calling them kikes. What's spic beaners excuse?
>>534101288>Charlie SeenCarlos Irwin Estevezi had no idea lmao
>>534098249If he was Iberian he'd be applying as an arab, not hispanic.
>>534095027>age 55 now >and haven't worked in decadesare you on welfare?do you deal drugs?
>>534104049He basically means he's castizo, or he's a coping mestizo.
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>>534104049None of these look castizo or mestizo. Nothing Spanish about him.If you're Spanish, you're either white or an arab. OP is a spic.
>>534101393hey man, that's hay, man>>534104142>>534104248Shame about Pancho and Lefty.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UoKvUYbGu7A
>>534095027>painfully Spanish last nameDid you consider going back to your own country?
>>534095027Cool made up story bro. Spanish and nigger names go to the top of corporate hiring lists. If you have 80% of the qualifications of a white guy, you'll get the job and he gets to figure out what "needs of the role" really meant.
>>534104494Yeah he's basically crying about a problem that doesn't exist anymore.
>>534104355I'll go to mexico if I can find a clean shirt.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NaO29VPxmgk
>>534104446anon was too dumb to learn spanish even though he was living in america and had a spanish last name... and is now reddit-postingmust be mentally disabled and his misfortunes had nothing to do with his name (except how 90 IQ jews shout "I COULD HAVE BEEN A BILLIONAIRE IF THERE WAS NO HOLOCAUST!!")
>>534095027>>finally on a hunch submit an application using a fake Anglo-Saxon-sounding last name>>start getting responses to advance to interviewsfake as fuck dude. you skip the line with a name like yours.
>>534104355>none of them have that typical Fernando Alonso face you see all over SpainR A R E
>>534104142the amerindian is jsut a mestiza who wears sun bloq, dressed up for instagram
>>534095027You have the opposite problem I do. I have a very dignified anglo saxon last name (Family was british immigrants from the 1800s) and I spent 15 years in janitorial enjoying it since I love being left alone and I'm an autistic fuckwit. I only got the job because my wife was a nurse there and got me in.then, I got laid off when the hospital downsized and couldn't afford my pay rate and I've been out of work for years because literally no janitorial job will hire me since i'm white with a regal english last name.
>>534098548>I just got tiredI'm glad you're finally embracing your heritage
>>534104627If I can find a spic wearing a clean shirt, I'll go to Mexico.>>534104788Who still looks nothing like spics.
>>534104882>Who still looks nothing like spics.yeah, of courseOP is a spic with zero self-awareness, that's a given
>>534095386>She got recruited via her sorority pinfraternities and sororities are basically cheat codes for life. everyone who is important is part of not only one, but several of these. even labour unions operate along similar lines, they gatekeep the plum positions for their own people. so a lot of frat guys are also masons, lions, rotary, etc, while also being in chambers of commerce, town planning committees, all that stuff. maybe go to el salvador, they are trying to get anyone with a degree. and you could also do the english teacher thing if you want some adventure and cheap but potentially high class living. it's probably not a bad idea to get out of the us. china too, get a flying car and a qt azn. teach english and part time be the token white guy that chinese love to have come with them to their meetings, it's like a status symbol. bizarre but lucrative. just never tell them of any history of a mental disorder, because you will not be allowed into the country.
>>534095027>Get massive advantage by getting into ivy league school despite being a beanear>Do nothing>Don't even get a job>Start lying in job interviews>This doesn't work for some reason eitherA white kid with a future got bumped because you got the DEI admission and you think the world is unfair against you? The lack of self awareness on display here is fucking unreal
>>534095389If you're a slave to your nature to the point that you cannot even act logically at a pivotal moment in your life, then you were always destined to be a fucking loser.Being able to delay gratification, or in this case, make the unpleasant decision for long term benefit, is what sets us apart from most species on this planet. Well some of us, evidently.
>>534095027If you were actually smart you simply would have changed your name and gotten a good job. Nice LARP retard.
>>534095027You did not buy bitcoin in 2013, you only have yourself to blane for not swimming in millions rn
>>534095027dont worry staight of hormuz closure will bankrupt the west and everyone will be living in squalor soon you are a faliure just like everyone else
>>534104812Classify her.
>>534105014It's hard to find pictures that serve as a microcosm for an entire country. You're right about Alonso, although I still consider him white.
>>534095027You acted like a Gen Z piece of shit. Nobody gets jobs from blind applications. You have to network. The entire reason you go to Ivy League schools is to network. You didn’t fail because of your last name, you failed because you are too autistic to network with people. In sales, when you get a blind RFP, it means some other vendor wrote that RFP and you only receive the bid to make it seem like it was competitive. Nearly every job posting already has a candidate in mind when it is posted. You are applying so the hiring manager can say he followed the process. You need to meet hiring managers and have the write the job req FOR YOU. This is a life lesson for every jobless zoomer out there complaining that they made 10k applications without a job offer. Stop beating your head against the wall, start golfing with rich people.
>>534095027>ivy-tier universitylol
>>534095027What if you’re a targeted individual because you are high IQ and redpilled on things that the system is worried about? My name is English and I don’t get any interview requests unless I create new emails on tor browser and change the name on my resume to literally anything else, then suddenly I get interview requests. This is because the CSE (The CSE is Canada’s version of the NSA) placed a spy in my life when I was a child because I was organizing online group chats in the early 2000’s to research 9/11 and one day we created a group chat to search for a New York City based blackmail ring because we quickly came to a unanimous understanding that 9/11 could ONLY be pulled off with such accuracy and precision without anyone screwing things up due to blackmail so we started looking for the existence of a blackmail ring in New York City which we later realize was: Jeffry Epstein.Within months my step dad started dating my mom and an American family swooped in to surround my dad. US, Canadian and Israeli intelligence surrounding my life ever since I was a child and Russian intelligence sent in their own pair aswell due to our group chat’s investigating the NORAD alerts about Russia being prepared for WW3 the morning of 911 minutes before the very first tower was hitI am unable to gain employment and when I do, antifa is activated to call in and threaten my boss into firing me within months of me getting the jobI’m under constant surveillance being gang stalked by Canadian intelligence and I am being brutally tortured with electromagnetic weaponsBut it gets worse: the reason why my step dad was sent in is because he is involved in the 9/11 conspiracy and the Epstein conspiracy and Canadian intelligence protects him and runs cover for him as him and his CSE buddies manage child traffickers under their control and threaten to have me placed into a mental hospital for speaking out (and I don’t speak out to them I mean anonymously online)
>>534105669You deserve to be cannibalized alive slowly
>>534105770Zoomers never take my advice. You are simply too autistic to be social. Jobs are a social construct, you don’t get a good one firing off emails from your goon cave.
>>534105763Are you US intelligence pretending to be a Canadian being gangstalked. Why on earth were you ordered to type this garbage. could you give a comment on why they told you to type shit like this? Are you guys at war with Canada or something?
>>534101696I can only imagine what it feels like experiencing that rejection all your life just because you have a Spanish last name. I've never been in an English speaking country but lived in Asia for 7 years and I came across many Americans and I could see how their whole demeanor would change when they found out I was Spanish. They would ask me why do I look the way I look and a lot of weird questions.I hope you can find some happiness, brother. I know it might seem like it's over but for example, I have a neighbor who is a widower, his wife died when he was 63 and now, all of a sudden, at 78, he has appeared with a new wife from Colombia and is all happy walking around with her in the neighborhood. Good luck, man.
>>534095027>be me>graduate decades ago from an Ivy-tier university>have a painfully Anglo last name>no one will even call me in for any interview for any professional-track job, but do express interest in me if I clean toilets or speak British>I don't speak British- only have the last name>go back again and again for more and more schooling because I must've somehow been doing something wrong>years go by like this>have complete nervous breakdown at age 28>finally on a hunch submit an application using a fake Spanish-sounding last name>start getting responses to advance to interviews>eventually share my real last name>instantly crickets>eventually figure out that everything in this world is strictly but secretly assigned a race place>also figure out I was probably only ever accepted to the Ivy-tier university in the first place because of my last name and applying as "Anglo">age 55 now -- no wife, no kids, no career, and haven't worked in decades; I have completely given up so long agoOk Paco Santiago
>>534101288Why isn't it a problem for Italian names if it's an anglo racism thing? Al Pacino, De Niro, Pesci, Liotta, etc.
>>534106929>I came across many Americans and I could see how their whole demeanor would change when they found out I was SpanishIn America, "Spanish" means someone who has an ethnic background from a Spanish-speaking country in Latin America. Most of these are Mestizos. We use Spaniard for people from Spain, who are so uncommon few have met any.
>>534105669>You have to network.This, the excuse of having a Spanish last name is a mega cope
>>534095027Your future me
>>534095027My advice is not to give up.If you actually attempt some shit, you can normally get it sorted in like three years I’m not joking.
>>534098249Having white skin means you are white because white is a color and the word is referring to itIf you want to refer to a race or an ethnicity use another word
>>534095027>went to ivy league school>graduated>has absolutely no contacts to help get him a cushy do nothing 7 figure jobYou really fucked up, dude. The ivy league is for shmoozing and making elite contacts, not learning.
>>534110264White = Anglo-Saxon, originally.Anglo-Saxons were nordics, meds and mixes of those, as you can see from the UK on this map.You can find those races in southern Europe too. That Canadian is clueless.
