My mom and my dad did a number on me and at 33 years old its starting to eat away at my sanity years later. Non stop screaming, top of the lungs, demonic voice. 24/7 since I was a kid. With my dad i could scream back and we would be cool in 5 minutes but with my mom she was willing to let the situation escalate to police or even death if I even tried to walk away let alone talk back. Pic related but worse, every fucjing day. Never got beat, wish I did, a beating is dignified. I havent looked a woman in the eyes in 12 years beacsue she did such a number on me. I started jacking off to trannies to cope and only really quit cuz irl they are so insufferable and liberal. I cut down to 10 mg of thc at night after 17 years of daily use to deal with their shit. I escaped the situation and the scars are not healing but festering. I feel like I will snap on a random person and go to jail. The other day I started salivating at the thought of attacking this beaner who asked me for money.
Ill never get an acknowledgement, I dont want an apology, just an acknowledgement. They are incapable or it though
Do us all a favor and kill yourself.
>>543382656Its so weird cuz when I was 17 years old like u I also thought commenting "kill yourself" was somehow edgy and significant. Is that whats supposed dto push me over the edge?
Narcissistic personality disorder>shut-up-bitch.wav
>>543382471Generational trauma caused by parents fucked in the head from lead in paint and gasoline, many such cases.Try to consider yourself lucky, some people make it to old age without figuring out the actual problem so they can mitigate the symptoms and take corrective action.
200 push ups a day, faggot. Start with 20.
>>543383431Because society doesnt let u blame ur parents for anything. A dude with a healthy relationship with his parents will chimp out if he hears anyone say that their fucked them up. They cant comprehend it..
>>543383450I bench 2 pl8s for reps, why would i do pushuos like a malnourished europoor?
>>543382471you're gay lel>>/lgbt/
>>543382471you're gay lel>>>/lgbt/
>>543383576>you're not obese, so you must be malnurishedclassic burger kek
>>543382471you need professional help opbest of luck
>>543382471Have you tried joining the army and dying for Israel? Get your mind of things y'know
>>543383734I have a visible 8 back u malnourished beaner. Also I can afford a gym membership u impoverished beaner
>>543383920While im sure killing mudslimes will cheer me up, I cant stand the dry desert heat
Fucking 14+ girls is not pedophilia. Not here in Brazil.There isn’t reports of girls under the age of 14 in Trump’s case.I, as an adult man, had a french kiss with a 14 years old girl, here in Brazil, some years ago.Am I a pedophile?Here in Brazil it is legal. Here, 14+ years old is legal for adults to pick.
>>543383948If frankly suggest therapy but you should specifically look for male therapist that isn't a complete liberal cuck, which makes chances of finding one very thin.
>>543382471>the mind of the average /pol/tard
>>543382471https://youtu.be/rUOCTWNIb_4
>>543383948>I have a visible 8 backis that what you call your back fat folds? 8 of em is a lot, congratulations champ, you sure can eat!
>>543384015Every single girl that testified against epstein said that they got paid about 600 bucks per old dude they fucked. They willingly prostituted themselves. The 55 gallon drum Of sulfuric acid he ordered is a standard order for any island mansion since u need it for the reverse osmosis filter and drums usually come in 55 gallons. It was a big nothinf burger but /pol/ thinks we should vote blue and let in more beaners beacuse "le epstein".
>>543382471Lul accept the things you cannot change.https://www.mynotetakingnerd.com/Nerd-Reports/Eben%20Pagan%20-%20Self-Made%20Wealth%20NOTES.pdftorrent the self made wealth program if you like. Replace the words money and wealth with Emotion, Maturity, Dignity, Self-Respect or what ever it is you're lacking. the framework is excellent. The topic can change but the only real way to change your thoughts/emotions is to experience them and analyze them in the third person at an emotionally appropriate distance.Accepting where you are and planning on paper where you want to go.
>>543384185Monkey
>>543384185You are such a funny guy :)
>>543384269vidrel is one of your niggers, you retard lmaodrusky i think his name is
>>543384167Found the bhagavad gita at 16, started doing viapasanna meditation and reaching states of high consciousness that were more power ful than psycedelics. Then my mom really started to dehumanize and demasulate me on a daily basis cuz how she treats me depends on how her latest toxic mutually cheating relationship is going and it started going bad. Anyways I ended up getting addicting to weed and cigs and totally thrown off the path. Trying to find it again.
>>543384123What are they going to say? Ye it really is ur parents fault? Ye i know.. not my parents fault? WRONG. Pointless
>>543384338Maybe stop trying to avoid all your emotions. Sit in a room and just feel them. You’re probably afraid of emotions like anger because you observed how destructive they can be (your mon). But you’re not her and you can feel them in a healthy manner. Stop being afraid of them. Try not doing anything rather than trying to do something. Just relax.
Idk I was beat and my mom is incredibly mentally and drugged up. Perhaps you are blaming your parents and running way from your problems. Women are retarded overgrown teenagers and over half of them has a personality or mental disorder. You just have to accept it or be alone.>I havent looked a woman in the eyes in 12 yearsTry it, but they'll probably give you a nasty look back for trying to "rape their eyes". I suggest you try to heal and avoid drugs and alcohol besides for recreation. Trannies are disgusting as hell too.
>>543384327Yea but he looks like you monkeys...
>>543382471>The other day I started salivating at the thought of attacking this beaner who asked me for money.You sound just as emotional and irrational as your mother.
>>543384231Agree, acid is just stupidly expensive. Jeff used wood chippers.
>>543382471Disassociate and become a sex fiend
>>543384593And he is still alive and kicking btw.
>>543384377This book will probably help
>>543382471Normies will never understand the familypill. I have one friend who had nice, supportive parents and he’s extremely functional and gives useless advice. Scars don’t go away so easily.
>>543383576Just hop on Hinge and find some woman looking to settle down. You're already /fit/. You could probably quit weed easily too, but you have no real reason. That's why it's addictive. It's like catnip it uses the pathways that already exist, if we were more honest we wouldn't even call it a drug for the same reason catnip isn't a drug.
>>543384539ew do not compare our niggers to the american nigger. the thug ghetto culture is what makes your niggers the worse ones. ours are family oriented, culturally brazilian, god fearing nogs.shieet, have you never watched the videos of actual africans talking shit about basketball americans? you have managed to grow the worst species on the planet, with your uppity entitled niggers and you know that. good job kek
>>543384377Read this OPhttps://annas-archive.pk/search?q=adult+children+of+abusive+parents&check=1
>>543382471>33fake as shit
>>543384167>just stop caring>just lose your egoNo.
>>543384558Exactly, that's what happens when u get abused. U turn into an abuser. Also fick beaners, the problem wouldn't be me beating his low iq ass up but catching an assault charge. If I could get away with it I would kill beaner babies. 99 peecent of fellow whites from all walks of life agree with me. U have to go home. U aremt as capable as the caucasian
>>543384880It’s not about not caring, it’s about living from a place where you can have balance and peace. It’s not the end of negative feelings either.
>>543382471Not your blog, faggot.
>>543384593How am I supposed to read that? Also why would he wood chip willing 16 year old girl?
>>543384750No one actually ger matches from hindg.e plus im 5'9 manlet. The ceo of hindgr herself went on a podcast and admited that 80 peefent of womeb swipe right on under 6 ft. Weed is awful and u are awful for suggesting i keep doing it
>>543384781Gonna have to, is there an audiobook?
>>543384015Wrong thread? And yeah we know you're from an uncivilized brown hole, enjoy it.
>>543385001Open in a new tab and remove the 'm' in the url.
>>543382471Number 1 or number 2?
>>543385067Don't put your height. It worked for me, but I didn't want the low quality woman. I'm shorter than you. I'm suggesting Hinge because it sounds like you could use a practice GF.>Weed is awful and u are awful for suggesting i keep doing itWhat. I'm suggesting you can quit. You just need a reason to like to get a better job. I've quit recently and I've quit many times even for long periods of time such as years.
Anyways I'm leaving this thread. I'm going to go lift some weights and try to better myself. I hope once you brain goes back to normalish and the tunnel vision fades later this week that some of these things stick.
>>543382471>mom and dad a number on me>never got beatkill yourself faggot fucking tranny, your mom should have swallowed you
Also don't take my shitty grammar to heart. I shitpost because that's all this website is good for
>>543382609Run away. They’ll only recognize it on their death bedRemind them your anger will get you a stroke and you’ll die soon
>>543382471the fact you somehow KNOW this is why you can recover and stop playing victim
>>543382471All of our parents sucked anon.Accept it and do better for your kids.
