I’ve wasted the past 7 years doing basically nothing. All I’ve done is worked dead end jobs while living with family. I have very few friends and have never even held a drawn out conversation with a girl, much less had a girlfriend. How do I stop wasting my life?
>>543689905Im 35. Im you in the future. Holy fuck I wish I was 25, but I know I would waste it.Whatever you do, look after your health, get fit and take care of your back. Everything sucks atm.
>>543689905Doesn't matter. We're gonna have bigger problems soon.
I'll be 26 in a few months. Pretty much in the same exact boat as you. I have anxiety attacks pretty much every day, because the world is going to shit and there's nothing I can do about it. I disassociate at my fast food job because I just don't care about anything and everyone is braindead zogged NPCs. I had a decent job once, but then the company got bought out by Swedes and they made all of the head bosses Indian. Fucking sucked, I just dropped out. Nothing is worth it anymore, man.
>>543689905be conscious, actively aware, live your life with a sense of will and volition. even if you change nothing else, this will be better. read what interests you, enjoy life. kill yourself if you get bored.
>>543690061notice how there is no one replying to you who is 45? weird isn't it?
>>543690329Not really. Thread only just started and ill be dead by 42
>>543690061I’m 40. I’m you in 5 years. It’s over. Keep trying to distract yourself.
>>543690329What's your point, Germnigger
>>543690415Will do
>>543690423you already knowenjoy the little time you have
>>543689905Try creating something.Write a novelDrawMake a vidya gameLearn a new languageLearn a new programming code.Do some carpentryYou still have 75 years left.
>>543690061>>54369032938, no opportunties, no obligations. Strong enough mind to handle it. One day at a time boys
>>543690534meant to reply to>>543690415
>>543690489I guess I'm not schizo enough to understand you, no. Are you implying that chuds don't make it past 45?
>>543689905Used to think i was wasting mytime too, at 34 i got engaged and now have 2 kids, let me tell you that is not funny at all, i have a good salary for Italian average but still have to sell cocaine to make it without struggling, a nagging wife that only knows how to complain and demand, kids which are obviously kids and will make as much noise and be irritating as possible while your overworked tired stressed and paranoid about the possibility of getting caught...I miss the times when i would just wake up in the morning and not care about a single thing in the world..
>>543689905I'm 34. I thought I would kill myself by age 30. Now it doesn't matter to me. Also I'm dying of ARFID now and I can feel periodic numbness all over my body. I never lost my virginity. Be sure to lose your virginity to a pretty girl before you die. Even if it kills you. You don't want to die a virgin.
>>543689905Go to college gaylord
>>543690694Just pay an escort jeez
>>543689905Open a tax free investment/savings account.But copper/silver miners/junior miners, and small modular reactors companies.Living with your parents is amazing. Save up but not in paper currency.Try getting a second job. Focused on being healthy.You will feel a lot better when your 40, everyone's life is over. Yours will just begin. Maybe sooner.
Dead at 15Can't rest until 75 xD
>>543690877It fixed nothing. Virginity is a stupid meme
>1PBTI>IMG_9724.jpg>Generic AI generated loser fan-fic.Why don't you guys do the Pan Piano ones anymore?
>>543692325Boken dick? Go as many times as you need take a loan if you have to once you grow older your libido will drop and all that's left are memories of having sex or jerking it like a loser.
>>543689905You're turning 25 soon? Don't worry, im 26, it only gets worse, DOA
>>543689905>How do I stop wasting my life?
>>543690298>>543690061>>543689905I made it out at 29.Strike out on your own and start your own business.Everyone IS zogged npcs. But that means they can’t think. The time for taking their money is now.Don’t give up
Take more risks. I'm 40. If I were 25 again that's what I'd do - failures are easily forgotten over time but you'll regret getting to this stage of your life and realising fear held you back.
Romanian saying: fuck / don't fuck the time of the dick passesEven if your dick works at 40-50 you might not enjoy sex as much as at 20Postponing visiting escorts can be stupid
>>543689905dont worry man, i smoked coke off foil until i was 30. it will all work out
>>543689905Do you think someone cares about your complaints about your life?What the fuck did you even expect? Are you mentally retarded or something? Why are zoomers so retarded expecting grandiose life, one after another.
>>543690061FpbpJust think about your health, and enjoy see the world burn
My personal opinion: if you can fuck as much as possible in your 20's once your libido drops in your 30's you can take women off your mind and visit escorts once or twice per month to get it fully out of your system.It's not as good as having a gf but it sure beats being a permavirgin imo
>>543689905>All I’ve done is worked dead end jobs while living with family. So you have 7 years worth of saved money, good for you. You're already ahead of literally every female peer you will ever meet.
>>543689905This is life in the United States, if you are White and Zoomer. This is all by design. And these problems won't be fixed until at least 1/3 of the population is killed off.
>>543692496Oh im on DSP and my back is gone. Could be worse. I could be living under a bridge without it
>>543689905turn off all computers and devices for 4 hours a day. That will give your brain time to process all the junk you've been feeding itmeditation would help, too, but it's hard with junk brain.eventually, you'll reconnect with yourself again
>>543692677Women don't need to save money retard they can leech off men indefinitely if they want. Every woman you've ever known has more SMV than you.
>>543692659I wonder what the long-teem ramifications are of the incel life. I did not start having regular sex until I was almost 20. I can't imagine what the ramifications will be for society that there are tens of millions of people like this including some lifelong virgins.
>>543689905If your working, even a minimum wage job, while living with your parents, then you should have easily saved >$100K. If you invested that properly in the past 7 years, you could have easily had $1m by now. Where did your money go?
>>543689905>demoralization thread>everyone responds and has a conversation about it>probably a bot
>>543692763Lots of suicides. If the suicide rate now is 6X higher for men it will get even worse in the future. Brutal life for second class citizens.
>>543692809alcohol, weed and hookers. Some people just don't invest. They work and spend. Those are the people God loves. They are never rich but do good work. They are the inventors of the world.
>>543692763for most of history, whorehouses were considered a social necessity
>>543692813That's the joke. All the replies are bots and Jeets.
>>543690694>MUH VIRGINITYIf losing your v-card means this much to you, then you're pure goyim.
>>543692748Why would I approach women to pay their bills? I'm still waiting for simps and normies to explain to me without saying "uh... sex feels too good... you are low T if you don't want to get together with a freeloader..."
>>543692896women don't offer love and companionship for money anymore. We are in weimar conditions. They give their pussy up to either super rich, or the super bum. nothing inbetween.
>>543689905Ignore your parents for once and go out and enjoy life. Controlling parents past teenage years are terribly annoying only way it gets better is by actually moving out.
>>543692880Yeah.Also its bad the older men like gen x and boomers intentionally aimed to prevent us from dating or having sex.I think french revolution reign of terror is in order>>543692884YesBut there are psychological effects of being deprived of sex and dating for nost of your adolescence. I couldve started fucking women younger but i didnt meet them and living in tech era etc, didnt start fucking until almost 20 i feel permanently damaged from this
>>543692880No one is committing suicide over being a virgin. Being a virgin today is mainly the cause of addiction to pornography. Most guys won't get hard to a regular woman because of death grip syndrome and won't be able to fuck her anyway. ED is rising in men as young as 19.
>>543692881Inventing something is a form of investing if you have to use your own money to build/create it.
>>543690329Not that many anons of that age. Most of the original userbase is in late 30s maybe hitting 40. The biggest group left is late 20s early 30s. College and uni aged use tiktok twitter instagram nowadays.
>>543692809>You could be a 25 year old millionaire by now if you weren't so lazy and stupidLiterally go fuck yourself
>>543693010I think it was your neurodivergence that prevented you from having a gf. Boomers might have contributed but women currently are doing eugenics on autistic men, if your social skills are lacking even a tiny bit she'll get the ICK and you won't even make it to the part where you have to pay her bills.>>543693018Plenty of men have killed themselves over being virgins I believe most suicides today are due to inceldom
>>543689905https://youtu.be/lqZehFAwoTM?t=32It's over as soon as you turn 18 and leave the school system without a well established social circle. You go to work, but you won't make any friends, just coworkers. You join a sports club, same deal. It's over, because everyone already has their social circles locked in since childhood. You'll be nothing more than a coworker, destined to be alone for life. Social life and relationships are like trains you have to catch at the quay, a race against time that takes place during adolescence. And by extension, logically of course, no social life and no women.But normies don't understand this because they are clueless normies who think you can walk into a bar full of strangers and magically form a social life like in The Sims. Only women can start from scratch and create a social life and get a boyfriend from scratch because of their status as women.Whether you're 25 or 45 it doesn't change anything, maybe for the normies, but for you and me Chud, a year is like any other, the sands of time flowing towards nothingness, nothing more.. nothing less.
>>543689905Well, its lot better than 35...
>>543692748Yeah, that's literally why I said he's worth more than them. Learn English.
>>543693167It's over the moment you are born neurodivergent you need to look like Clavicular to get laid. And you won't make male friends either they also get the ICK lmao
>>543690329>>543690634Maybe.Ill tell you guys something. When you hit 40 your entire world perception changes. Not your beliefs but your perception. So you start to question what you believed in and second guess yourself. It's a never ending feedback loop and spend all your time trying to figure out life. But the thing is i think it's just your body coping with the fact you are now old and you can't live young from 20 to 40, 10 to 20 or whatever else how your ego was formed. You have to live from 40 to beyond which is the new you and you can't live how you used to. Happy trails.
>>543693158>think it was your neurodivergence that prevented you from having a gf. It was that but it was mainly diversity.Where I am from I only met black women. I wanted to date a white woman but i didnt know any.Because I was not having sex I became increasingly nervous and agitates then start smoking cigarettes drinking etc, and it lead to a downward spiral
>>543693125$100,000 isn't being a millionaire you stupid crab, stay in your pathetic bucket.
>>543693217A woman can leech off men for the rest of her life his saved money can run out. A woman can never face financial ruination unless she ignores her options learn to logic retard. And stop coping.
>>543693076inventors rarely get paid for their inventions. Especially the united states. they are usually railroaded by investors and business men. But thats good. God loves them anyway.
>>543693158This is also one reason I hate women.>>543693270Before I start smoking cigarettes I was top 1% of looks, and even though I was a virgin everywhere I went women wanted to fuck me. Then I start to smoke 2 packs per day and my looks get a little bit lower then almost immediately no woman cares about me.For us men if a woman is a 9/10 or 10/10 we still like her the same.But for women if you are not 10/10, you are a worthless second class citizen.
>>543693302Yeah exactly, women don't even need to save money, so they tend to be incapable of it. Learn English you stupid monkey man.
>>543693362>so they tend to be incapable of itYour point? They don't need to save because they can never go to 0. They are better off than him not the other way around.
>>543689905It’s good you’re asking these questions.I think I was 27 when I did.I was making 10/hr and had to skip eating for a week once when my tire popped. I was able to convince someone to buy me food.I just had enough.Within 2 years I was making 75/hr.It’s time to make yourself into the man you want to be. Everyone’s path is different.
>>543693339that just actually means we are in weimar conditions. The faggots have taken over. Same thing happened in Rome. Women don't actually like those men... they are just using them while they conspire with the enemy. When the women turn against the Patriarchy they find another patriarchy to take its place. Also women are suppose to vein not men. Men can look and smell bad and women will still be attracted to them. Women are attracted to power, money, personality, novelty and last is looks. Its the least important trait for a woman in a man.
>>543690329That's just because 4chan isn't old enough yet. Give it a few more years and all us oldfags will be 45+.Don't forget, you're here forever.
>>543693125I never once called him, or implied that hes "lazy" or "stupid", retard. He already said he was working a job, and if he saved and invested (investing isn't hard, you literally click buttons on your conputer/phone) then he could have much more money and the freedom to persue anything else he wants in life, including retirement by 30. Fucking moron.
>>543693416Nobody can get a job here making 75/hr anymore
>>543690329I'm late 40's, but my health and finances are fine, OP and that guy should save and lift
>>543690492Post something you've done, or do you just give advice?
>>543692557>Romanian saying: fuck / don't fuck the time of the dick passes
>>543690489TRVKE
>>543693158Most suicides today are from older men who have had families, lost their virginity and were depressed from other factors. Youth suicide is not up as high as you think it is. Stop with your incel nonsense, you sound pathetic.
>>543690061>>543690415The thing is when i was 35 i anticipated this and planned for age. Even though i planned it doesn't matter because people treat you differently because you are older. There's no way to escape or change this. Like what pisses me off the most is old roasties hitting on me. I am clearly not attracted to them but they think it's all normal behavior.
>>543693250i kinda like being older... it was a jolt at first but now its almost like things are less stressful. I no longer worry about the same things...
>>543693517Yeah no shit sherlock most incels kill themselves after 30-40 but most haven't reached that age yet.
Listen up, you pol lurkers and doomers. I am an average American drone, punching the clock in this rotting empire, grinding my balls to dust for a paycheck that barely covers the rent on a shoebox apartment. Why the fuck do I even bother? The whole system is a scam, taxes funneled to endless proxy wars, borders wide open for the great replacement, and every opportunity just another layer of debt slavery. But forget the macro bullshit for a second. Lets talk about the real gut punch: the women here.American chicks? Jesus Christ, what a parade of horrors. Wall to wall landwhales bloated on onions lattes and fast food, slathered in tramp stamps and neon hair dye like they are auditioning for a dystopian sideshow. And the attitudes? Pure venom, feminazi screechfests demanding six figure simps while they ride the carousel into their 30s, then wonder why the Chads ghosted. These harpies would get ducked and stoned in any pre modern society, burnt at the stake for less toxicity than they spew on TikTok daily. No grace, no allure, just entitled voids that drain your soul faster than a bad divorce.So what is the endgame? Stack cash for a future where I settle for some single mom behemoth with stretch marks from three welfare kids and a rap sheet of bad decisions? Or just fade out alone in a basement, jerking to memories of what femininity used to look like? Working feels pointless when the reward is a lifetime of blue balled resentment. Might as well burn it all down or bug out to some third world paradise where the girls still know how to smile without a safe space. Change my mind, anons. Convince me there is a point to this clownshow.
I work 12 hours a day, 6 days a week. I come home so tired I can barely even think. My body hurts, my soul hurts, and somehow after years of this, the grand prize I’ve unlocked is… living with my parents forever. No friends. No girlfriend. No “wild memories” or “fun experiences” people my age are supposed to have — just work, sleep, pain, and more work.Meanwhile, Pan Piano just wears sexy anime cosplay and shows off her tits and ass on YouTube while playing a piano and she’s somehow living the dream life. She has a husband, two kids, a paid-off house, a nice car — all for dressing up like anime waifus and jiggling a little for a camera. That’s it. That’s literally it. I’m dragging my rotting corpse into a warehouse every morning at 5 AM to get barked at by a guy who smells like beef jerky and depression, and this woman just had to own a cosplay wardrobe and lean forward a little. She wins. She f**king wins.America is crushing. It’s a machine built to grind you into meat and then tell you it’s your fault for not smiling about it. My parents have basically told me to just accept that when they die, I’ll be homeless. They said it with the same tone you’d use to tell someone to take out the trash. “Just be grateful you have food now,” they said, like I’m supposed to feel honored to be fed crumbs before getting kicked into the void.
>>543689905Nah you're fine, all you have to do is->american flaglol enjoy your collapse mutt
>>543689905I am 33 now. At 25 I was a kissless virgin, no job, faked my way through making people think I attend college.Today, I look back at several girlfriends, flirting, hooking up, making out with randoms, having a huge circle of friends, satisfying and unusual career, wgere I get to fully self actualize. My face has been in the newspaper several times for positive reasons. I am fit, more handsome than I could dream of at 25, better style, more confidence, more life experience. Life got a lot lot lot better for me after 25, is what I am saying. And I don't plan on stopping to make it even better. Don't buy into this idiotic thought, that somehow anything is "over" at such a young age or that you missed out on anything substantial. What you do from here on out is what matters.
>>543693582Which is why I'm telling you that high rates of suicide amongst men today aren't because of virginity at all. Also, men literally don't want sex today because they can't even get hard to most women or maintain an erection even with viagara. Majority of young guys know today that jerking off is better than sex with an escort, even your incel cohort admits it. Young men know losing your viriginity was some jewish psyop to force men and women to be promiscuous and retards like you fell for it. Young men have woken up. Motivation to live doesn't come from sticking your peepee in a whore.
>>543693461You can on 1099.I know things are different now, which is why I didn’t give advice. I had taught myself to code and that wouldn’t work today.If I were poor today I’d get a claude code subscription and make roblox games while making tiktoks/shorts/reels about the process.
>>543693563For me it's not about worrying about things. But how people treat you. They expect you to act a certain way. They treat you a certain way. Like adults will speak to you straight up. No bullshit. Just straight up about whatever is happening at the moment. Like when i was younger that never happened to me. Like people will just come up to talk to you and expect an adult response. It's very annoying because nobody ever talked to me before about things. I used to be left alone. With age comes wisdom but i don't want to share it all the time.
I just found out a ewhore I regularly jerk off to made 3 million dollars in the last 2 years that’s fucking ridiculous I won’t even make a million in my entire life working 12 hours. How the fuck am I supposed to cope with this? It’s all pointless I can’t even move out of my parents house and all the woman my age are sued up and if I dare go after a younger woman I’m labeled a freak. How do I keep going? I am thinking of just stop going to work and just rotting in my room as a neet. The world is offering me nothing but misery and strife at this point so fuck it.
>>543689905Don't be so negative, 1pbtid demotivational Anon. You just need to rebalance how you use your free time. If you are sad about not having friends or a girlfriend, then focus on those things more instead of whatever you are doing now. Start by going out with your family more. You can meet their friends or extended family. Your social life is like a spider web that is easier to crawl from rung to rung than to jump straight into a different web. >>543690061This Anon is a knower
>>543693696>faked my way through making people think I attend college.How? Don't you have to show degree to get employed?I'm gonna start lying too because no one wants to hire me(no experience), so need some tips
>>543689905Same here but luckily i have really easy and decently paying job to support my bland lifestyle of weed, liquor, vidyagaems and pirating entertainment. I also work out and get to collect money for repairs for my car and my house.I'm always feeling alone despite having friends but the weed numbs the mental torture and i just enjoy not participating in this clown society of niggerfaggots and retards. I'm just waiting to die, one day at a time while distracting myself from the fact that i exist. I used to be sad but being sad this long finally stops at some point and you become carefree.
>>543692496Thanks Brucie, any particular models or markets you recommend?
>>543693705I wish Wizchan wasn't dead so you coper faggots could have your own containment place. Jerking off might be better than sex if you broke your dick permanently ... I guess bro. That's one way to go about it and get rid of women from your life.
>>543693761Im definitely treated better now that I'm older... when i was young people were complete fuck all shit.
>>543689905I hope you're not waiting for the 30 & 40- somethings to tell you things get better.
>>543693860Most young guys have broken dicks, dummy. Pornography gave young men a way out of the virginity GoyOp, but it seems you're still stuck in it. Imagine that.
>>543693880I'm finding the same, it's very weird. I'm "only" 28, but people treat me like a professional authority now and ask for my expertise. Younguns asking me for life advice. I suppose captains in ww2 were like 25, but still.
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>>543693816I don't work in the field I "studied" and I never would. I never got the degree.I learned historic stone masonry, stone carving and sculpting at a state run cathedral restoration workshop. I now am a specialist for restoring historic monuments and buildings. I worked on some pretty prestigious objects over the years. I do that part time and work as a freelance sculptor on the side. I am currently working on a public commission for my actual home town, where I was born.I am not getting rich doing all that, but I can live comfortably.I originally went to university for computer science. I would have become very unhappy, had I pursued that.
>>543693880It's opposite for me because im an introvert. I don't want to make small talk or be treated like an old man and expect to act a certain way. Like kids will speak to you in a respectful manner. Wtf i don't want to be old, i really don't. I've had kids come up to me and ask me to do things for them...I'm not your daddy lol.
>>543693705>Can't even get hard with a woman because they're gooningYeah, they're porn addicts who have destroyed their brains, and now can't even reproduce if they wanted to. >Young men have woken upTo a life of degeneracy that they chose, and now expect to be rewarded. Sorry you fell for jewish lies. Do better.
>>543693955>Most young guys have broken dicksThat's a bold claim. I do agree there's an ED epidemic also literally all of the guys I know are in long term relationships.Would women stay with them if they had ED? Probably not, I don't usually do this but provide evidence for this more than 50% would need to have ED.
>>543694108I think it's a combination of porn desensitisation AND learned helplessness due to a lifetime of psychosocial abuse, probably also shit they put in the food and water. In response to stress, women's androgen sensitivity INCREASES, whereas men's decrease. We're basically living in a soviet zoo type of captivity and men are the canaries in the coal mine who feel it most - appropriate given animals notably masturbate much more frequently when in captivity. Women are insulated because everything is to their benefit.(((They're))) poisoning us physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually to prevent us from reproducing, it's obvious. And now the women aren't even an attractive prospect in any sense, by and large. Remains to be seen how this will play out in the next 10-20 years, but I can't see it ending well.
>>543694393If 50% of men had ED 50% of men would be single at the least. Women get the ICK from everything having a broken dick is almost instant break up.
>>543694393>but I can't see it ending wellIt's gonna end up with Europe being 70%+ shitskin by the end of the century. They already have everything planned out to 2150 and probably beyond only the timelines change from time to time but the outcome is similar in the end.
>>543694013Fucking based, Godspeed anon, I hope you have a lot of autistic Germanon babies who also go on to study sculpting and stuff Make sure they learn wrestling or at least boxing
>>543690061>Whatever you do, look after your health, get fit and take care of your back.becoming a gymcel is NOT the answer
>>543694810For me, fit is just being able to walk around all day. I miss it
>>543694810Health matters more than anything else. Not for getting laid or mogging. You have to inhabit your body your entire life. Living becomes far more torturous if you turn your body into a prison from treating it like shit.
>>543694950>>543695095literally just do cardio and don't be fatlifting is a meme, but if you stay too much in bed you'll dread having to walk around
>>543690534>38>no opportunities >no obligations So you are free to figure out what you should do. There are jobs and experiences that you can pretty much only have if you're completely single with no kids.You could get a remote job (not wfh, I mean REMOTE) where you're alone for weeks at a time and can make money without being part of a society.
>>543693270>Where I am from I only met black women. I wanted to date a white woman but i didnt know any.Some men drown while others die of thirst.
>>543695257You can get a factory job (night shift) where most everyone is single, a good percent will be desperate females (of varying appearance, you can't be fussy about tattoos.)
>>543695220I said my back is gone. I do exercies in a chair and have crutches and a cane
>>543694698I should mention, that I am 50% Iranian and want to marry an Iranian woman to get my children back up to 75% Iranian.
>>543689905Shut up zoomer
>>543695355Ah well then, you are just a useless lump of meat then, belching shitposts into the ether.Consider all the terrible choices that led to this moment, and do the needful.
>>543695390The Iranian word for mother, is mother.
25? Bro, you're half way to 50!!! It's all down hill for you. This is the best it gets. It's jover!!!
>>543695453It's madar actually
>>543695355>my back is goneWagecuck moment?
I just got up and am going to work for 15 dollars an hour only to come back to my parent’s home with no girlfriend or anything maybe buy a tinket off amazon if I feel like spoiling myself and then going to sleep only to do it all over again. While knowing there are internet whores out their living lives much better had greater than I will ever have or even hope for. It’s not fair. I don’t even know why I’m working anymore it’ll never amount to anything no one even pretends otherwise anymore. If things don’t get better by next years then I’m quitting my job and neeting and try to get disability. Fuck this.
>>543695408Nah, im also a bad person, so Im hoping that means I live till 90+ unlike someone deserving
>>543695588Yes, farmwork
>>543695875based. Fuck the world they deserve you. hopefully by then they will have life extension technology.
I’m 26, still living at home because I can’t even afford rent on my slave wage job. My parents remind me every day how pathetic that is, like I don’t already wake up every morning with a pit in my stomach. “Work harder,” they say. “Get more hours.” As if I’m not already grinding 10-hour shifts like a dog just to barely afford gas and instant noodles. Like slaving away harder is suddenly going to magically spawn affordable housing or a livable wage. Delusional.And then there’s Pan Piano. This woman has life handed to her on a velvet platter because she was born with tits and figured out how to weaponize them. That’s it. That’s literally it. She puts on a sexy Nezuko cosplay, half her chest hanging out, sits at a piano, barely moves her hands, and somehow that’s worth millions. No speaking, no charisma, no effort beyond squeezing into a costume and pressing a few keys.She doesn’t even have to engage with people. Just films a cleavage shot with some anime tune playing and the simps line up to throw money at her like she’s a goddess. Meanwhile, I’m treated like human garbage by customers, my boss, and my own family—and what do I get in return? Less than nothing. A life that’s going nowhere. My only “luxury” is sleeping in a bedroom I haven’t redecorated since middle school.Why does she get everything for doing nothing? Why is she celebrated for just existing while I’m told I’m not trying hard enough, not doing enough, not being enough?I’m so bitter I can taste it. I don’t even hate her because she’s successful. I hate that she gets to coast while people like me are treated like burdens for simply surviving.This world rewards surface-level bullshit and punishes effort unless you’re already pretty or connected. There’s no justice, no fairness. Just Pan Piano living in luxury for shaking her tits in cosplay while I rot under fluorescent lights for crumbs and get told “you just need to work harder.”Fuck.
>>543690329I'm 45. Physically I feel the same as when I was 25. Cognitively the same, though my imagination and creativity has diminished. My humble advice to O.P is to WRITE DOWN what you want in life in the next 5 years. Don't stress if you are single and have no children, you are free of obligation and responsibility to dependents. Try not to hurt, hinder or damage others unless they are truly wicked. I hope you live your life well and truly, pray notfor a easy life but the strength to endure a hard one.Best regards , lad.
>>543689905Join the Navy.
>>543690298>I disassociateFirst thing to do is get your vocabulary under control. Daydreaming because your're bored isn't disassociating and you sound like a faggot using reddit vocabulary. Seriously, learn to speak well. It has a huge impact on how you're perceived by others.
>>543695974Get roommates, move out.
