> be me, junior nurse on an ED ward londonstan> new admission, 15F, bmi 21> ask consultant what she's in for> "atypical anorexia"> she's not underweight> "that's the atypical part"> section 3> meal times = strap times> wrists, ankles, chest> guantanamo ng tube morning and night> this continues> for two years> also she's on olanzapine, quetiapine AND risperidone> "why three?"> "she was distressed during feeding"> girl leaves the ward at 500lb> nobody has a weight for her since year one> consultant writes his letter> "treatment resistant"> "refer to bariatrics"> mfw the bariatric referral form is the same form she came in on> mfw i look up how much her bed costs the trust per week> £4000/w> look up how much NG tube placement cost> £350 a pop> mfi i decide not to think about it
>>543792181>risperidone, olanzapineSchizo meds ruining the mind and pyramidal lesions on prolonged treatment.Nice one.
>>543792181Nice torture chamber career you landed there Moishe
I was born in the early 90s, and was diagnosed with "ADHD" after I just simply didnt like to sit in a chair raise my hand to wait to ask a question and would always hijack the teachers curriculums and lessons to ask about questions I was interested in. They put me on every pill for "ADHD" available I can't remember all of them, Ritalins were the start. some pills you take once a day some you had to go down to the office to get at lunch and the kids got to make fun of me for it. faggets.During this time they basically treated me as a clinical trial and my pediatrician would keep switching up my meds telling my ma she has a new one ( basically my parents just didnt want to parent and wanted me medicated) I ended up on risperidone ( im only ever 'diagnosed' adhd, i dont have bipolar or schizofrenia) and within a few days I started to hear demonic voices. Thankfully when i told my ma she actually took me back and the doc took me off that shit, but they just switched me to a new pill. All the meds besides that one basically were just like a straight jacket for my brain, I was the same person inside my mind but the pills contained it into my head. I hated it and the second I was big enough like 12or 13 to fight my pops from forcingthem into me I never took them again. the meds are fuckin with society. Im still persecuted daily as a sore thumb that society hates while mental illness like faggotry and overt dopefiendery get coddled and red carpeted, im still struggling and laughed at by society in every crack I fall into. fuck em. I will have the last laugh.
>>543792181And those are pounds £, they're worth more than just mere dollars
>>543792607And you have allowed your parents to continue to be alive why?
who looks at a pair of cookie monster pants and says "This is totally my style" ?
>>543792181yep, chemical lobotomythanks to socialism they can run those fake hospitals and profit off miserable people easilyif you try withdrawal of these drugs you will get dangerous side effect and they will claim theyre the proof of your illnessif you try to deny your illness they will say its one of the symptoms to not acknowledge your illnessits all logical fallacy and scam, not real science or healthhttps://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/15756305/https://www.nps.gov/articles/000/rosemary-kennedy-the-eldest-kennedy-daughter.htm
>>543792181nice story wrote by AI
>>543793322I wish.
what the fuck
>>543792181Hope you at least fucked her before turning her into a landwhale.
>>543792607>some you had to go down to the office to get at lunch and the kids got to make fun of me for it.I know this feel. Keep fighting the good fight, brother.
>>543792607>Im still persecuted daily as a sore thumb that society hates while mental illness like faggotry and overt dopefiendery get coddled and red carpeted, im still struggling and laughed at by society in every crack I fall into. fuck em. I will have the last laugh.Yes, I believe we will have the last laugh but stay tough, because it's a long way off. Trust yourself, because you're the probably the only person you know with a brain, and that's why you don't fit in with the rest of the herd. Last thing you should ever want is to be impressive to people who are impressed by bullshit.
>>543792607godspeed anon
>>543792607I was never medicated. Just viewed school as a prison and my attitude to work and time is completely fucked now because I never had to try, and I just spent hours trying to do anything else I could with my time.>didnt like to sit in a chair raise my hand to wait to ask a question and would always hijack the teachers curriculumsbe honest, how 'tistic were you actually being?
>>543792181Woman cost money. Who knew.Kill all Fatties.
>>543792607In the 90s none of this was taken seriously in Australia and nobody ever got help or a diagnosis. The same doctor that said I was perfectly fine diagnosed my brother and diagnosed me as an adult.Basically a quack fraud in it for the money.
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>>543792181You jerked off while writing this
>>543792387None of this happens.
>>543795337I want to be way more open but im not gonna dox myself on 4chan i already gave way too much personal info. im not austistic at all. Now I am a reclusive guy but I never had any trouble making friends and relationships growing up. I wasn't actually bullied, just kids got ammo to use against me "take yer meds". I just always asked uncomfortable questions from the very start, I always just saw through adults bullshit and pilpul. Here we didnt have GATE we had something called PGL program for gifted learners. From my perspective that was for asians and analytical citizens that are programmable within the system, they are very very smart, but not in a soulful way. I think they medicated people like us because, on the contrary, everyone loved me or my neurotypical typed and listened to what I had to say. I could easily build a following everywhere I went. I was always removed from classes for behavoiral issues not mental. there was a 2 tier resoursce system. I got sent away with 'disciplinary' kids. I wasn't violent until highschool, the teachers just simply removed me from class and isolated me. Put me with the violent and criminal delinquents away from the good kids that obey society enslavers. I need to expand this thought more its all over the place.
>>543797254I want to note , risperidone is used to stop voices. I never have heard any voices other than my own internal monologue. but that drug somehow induced them for me. I've never heard voices at all. Nowadays people would probably same im pretty bipolar, but I am not some derelict of society, I made out 'fine' to the average onlooker. Im no ward of the state, living on my own two feet in adulthood. The only test to say I was adhd I ever got for a diagnosis was me sitting in a room with a shrink pressing a button for hours only when I heard a beep, I probably pressed the button lots of times. I was on dozens and dozens of meds in my early formative childhood years, im the only one I know that didn't succumb to drug addiction or something else that crippled their chance at adulthood. not many of my 'peers' ever had a chance.
>>543792387Yeah I was forced to take risperidone for a week and almost two months later my leg is still fucked.I quit cold turkey and they said "I must have alot of willpower"Uhh yeah, from reading the side effects of this shit and having it vibrate my balls and then make my dick stop working until I switched meds. They were going to needle me.I hope OP gets a glass bottle across the face. You people are evil.Also share more comfy psyche ward stories.
>>543792607It fucking nuked my brain, Day 1 it brought my IQ down 40pts and sedated the fuck out of me and gave me the shuffle walk and a knot in my leg.>"that means its working!!!"Then about a week in from switching meds I got super fucking high on it and it was like MDMA and I just couldn't function, tried telling the nurses I was too high and asked for glowsticks.Refused to take them and tried to explain why and the nurse just cut me off and said I was being difficult and ran out of the room.????Go to bed.>knock on door.>8 security lined up and she smirks at me and hands me the pills.>find out later if I didnt take them i was getting needled.Im not seigeposting here, but some of you are fucking demons and deserve glass bottles across the face to permanently mark you as fucking demons.The side effects from quiting were insane, and alot of people kill themselves to get away from them.It was basically a 3 week fucking methamphetamine and walking around and going for night walks and marching around 4-6hrs a night aimlessly.>tell doctor about it.>"oh im surprised you didnt get arrested">"why, im not breaking any laws?"Its taken about three months to return to baseline and now I have a white hardhat and am back to being a productive member of society.Also met a wifau in there who is overmedicated and its a sin because all her problems are cause her parents abuse her, not because shes mental.
