How are you feeling?
I stayed up all night watching YouTube videos and assembling furniture and I'm at work now very tired. It was pretty irresponsible of me to do and have been in a funk all day because of it.
>>18789963that little cuckservative bitch getting blasted is pretty cool
Bad, but at the same time I streamed last night and it went really well, so I'm still kind of high on that. I don't know.l
>>18789963im drunk ive been drunk for 14 days straight
Feeling like shit actuallyHad a rough couple of days, thoughts of self harm and worthlessness, and the video of a guy getting shot in the neck circulating online isn’t really a morale boostCan’t really tell people how I feel because I always feel like a burden in doing so and always say I’m fine, so thanks for askingHope you guys are doing good
i'm more shocked that this hadn't happened earliereither way its gonna turn into a shitshow where charlie is seen as a martyr
Feel a lot better than yesterday at which point I was in the throes of alcohol withdrawal. I ended up playing pickleball today and having multiple positives interactions with people, when a mere 24hrs ago I was too sick and anxious to walk outside. I will not drink tonight. Just finished my homemade sushi and winding down for a night of gaming and wrestling reruns.
>>18790019oh he was a martyr
>>18789985cry about it
>>18790027>ACK
>>18790037>ACK
>>18789994Tips for streaming? Everyone says I have a very soothing voice and used to do a radio show at uni where people would text in their problems but I took a girl back to the 24 hour editing suite for sex and people snitched on me and I lost my privileges and had to give that shit up.
>>18790040>i'll keep posting tranny memes! that'll ease the pain
>>18789963Elated
Sad about Charlie Kirk
>>18790016You aren't worthless I can tell you that. A bigger burden on those who love you would be for you to not be happy or okay. I get the same feelings regarding self worth a lot, but they are lies. It's pretty sad seeing so many people cheer for a brutal death and I can understand why that would make you feel more distant to the population, I am pretty sure it's only online edgelords acting like that again. You're beautiful and you have worth and I pray you'll feel better soon
>>18790063What are you? Some sort of new age thinker? Charlie thought you were dangerous.
Sup Trevor. AEW is as dead as your legs.
>>18790016This board is worthless but that doesn’t mean you are. Don’t let it get to you
>>18790042I've got no idea. I think 80% of my incredibly minor success (so far) comes from the fact that I'm very handsome. Well, I guess a good start is to have something visual to reel people in from the thumbnail.
Happy about Charlie Kirk
>>18790037Israel killed him lil brohttps://youtu.be/ipW5sLfDt6c?si=qB8-ry_CPpWu-DwJ
>>18790095well if Harrison H. Smith said it
>>18790095sad day
Should I make another batch of sushi or eat this frozen beef merlot? I don't want to do both but I also need to finish the rest of my can of spaghetti os before it spoils. I wish there was a wrestling show on so I could talk about food in the game thread. That always cheers me up. Hmm, well I'm going to freeze these popsicles and see you guys tomorrow for TNA.
>>18789963Girl at work who I liked switched up on me out of nowhere and told the entire store I work at I'm this weird creepy dude who won't leave her alone, even tho I got texts of her inviting me over to her house and wanting to meet outside of work. It feels so fucking awkward now and feel like quitting but I need the jobTo make it worse I feel like she still likes me, or want to think that anyway
>>18790255Ignore her.
>>18790255I was just talking to my mom about the time this same thing happened to me. Fuck you, Cassie!
>>18790259>>18790255>>18790264Why are women like this?
>>18790266It's a power game. They want to rape men in ways that don't include sex.
>>18790255She can easily report you and you will get fired, and since she's a stupid whore they will take her side. I am not kidding report her before she reports you also this >>18790278
>>18790255You've been posting this for months now faggot. You gonna do something or nah?
>>18789963Relatively good day, I slept well last night. Now it's time to sleep once more, but I don't wanna.
>>18790255This kinda happened to me at my hotel job. Is this a male experience universal thing???
>>18790373Same thing happened to me except I got fired over it. It was a younger chick too who asked for my number FIRST and shit. Talked and would go out for like half a year then she was telling everyone how "weird" I was that I wanted to hook up with her cause we had a 6 year age gap
>>18790255Talk to management snd HR and explain that she's spread a load of horrible stuff about you. Get your evidence together. Report her before she reports you.Won't lie, she's a woman and you're a man so chances they'll believe you over her are slim. But better you address the situation now and potentially get her ass fired. It will only get worse. If you have any chance of surviving that you need to stamp out the fire she's caused and get rid of her before it spreads.Even if you get fucked over and made to leave, you need to cover yourself with a future employer if they ask so you have an explanation.
CHARLIE DIED LOL
I'm looking forward to the next episode of K-WAB wrasslin'. Its about damn time we got our own fed on this board and its something I've suggested numerous times. And from what I've seen so far, its looking litty.
>>18790473>local burger joint >HR
>>18789963excellent, got my car back from the shop today, my show is going very well, and things are looking up. thanks for asking OP. >>18790023good job brother, thats how you chase those dogs away
>>18790491same here, it's pure cringekino and most current wrestling is so bad anyway.
>>18790373Not necessarily the part where she tells everyone you're a creeper weirdo, but it's extremely common for women to act like they're into a guy and then clam up when he actually expressed his feelings for her. It's called leading on.
Just smashed my $300 smart watch because I am pissed off. Who cares, it's just a shitty watch and I have nothing to live for so why would I need a watch
>>18789963not great, randy
>>18790911Should've bought a Citizen.
>>18790948I have an ocarina of time pocket watch from 1998 if I ever need some dogshit perception of a made up concept like time. Might break that too just to feel better.
>>18789963BadReally badThe worst I've ever feltLike seriouslyI'm not doing well
>>18789963da voices in mah head told me you made a doody
>>18789963Doing pretty good actually
>>18790970>made up conceptTime is all around us. It withers, deforms, and ultimately kills everything you hold dear.
>>18791064I don't hold anything dear so it looks like time is doing the job to me.
my job keeps getting busier and busier and I'm in audit season right now. I've been having to actually work a bit afterhours just to get all my work done that's expected of me. I'm afraid my boss is judging me for stuff taking a while to do despite the insane workload I have now. I'm doing almost double the work I did last year. it's fucked up man.
>>18790970bro don't break that, sell it to someone. its probably worth some money. And if it isn't, you can always send it to me lol.
>>18789963Jews are trying so hard to push a civil war it's depressing.
>>18791082Sounds like you're pretty far along, bud.
Feeling fine besides some bad throughts
>>18791139How bad are your thoughts? Mine are real bad!>>18791102I'd literally ship it to you if you want it but I don't think you should post your address here. I have a wrist watch from the same merchandise line but it's too small for my wrists now that I'm not 11.
>>18791209Yeah that probably would be a bad idea, but I do thank you anyway. If I were you I would either keep it or sell it and get paid. And just to give you some advice, breaking things probably won't make you feel better brother. Never worked for me, anyway. What you need to do is call on the power of hulkamania and attack this shitty world like a rabid pitbull on angel dust dude! You gotta figure out the root of the problem and then bodyslam that shit through the mat brother! THAT'S how you win, brother!
>>18789985so edgy
>>18789963pretty shit fren, that ukranian girl getting sliced on the bus got me good...how are you?
>>18789963This entire year has been ungodly awful.Been in and out of doctors, therapists, physio, etc. multiple times per week since December and it's all so tiresome.
You guys should try doing breathing exercices.It's not a miracle pill but i do like 10 mins of those ( Or 5 if they're intense and include some kind of hyperventilation ), and i can kinda go through most anxiety attacks.
>>18791286I have severe OCD and get stuck washing my hands for hours or taking my shirt on and off 100 times before leaving the house. I laid in my bed then stood up then laid down then stood up about 100 times earlier. That's why I hate time bc a lot of my intrusive thoughts are tied to numbers. I've gotten much worse the past two years to the point i have no quality of life. Sometimes I will break something tied to the ritualistic loop I'm stuck in and it typically gets me out of it, so I cut my losses...but of course it also brings a lot of shame and regret. I also started punching my face a lot this year. My hands feel so dirty from horrible thoughts that I want to cut them off and jam them down my garbage disposal. I appreciate the motivation and hopefully I wake up one day soon and I'm not insane anymore. I am and always was a true Hulkamaniac. I think my mom ordered both of those watches for like .99 cent each from a Nintendo Power sale catalog, I imagine they are each worth more now.>>18791375Me too brother I hope it gets better
>>18791380thanks
>>18789963Week started off good, was actually waking up early. Then today I slept in super late and woke up to the news about Charlie Kirk's death. That and the Ukie girl getting killed on the public transit has fucked me up. I'm having a bad night. This country is broken and allows criminals and the mentally ill to just roam the streets with access yo weapons and kill people (though that's hardly a new phenomenon). I took out my anger by trolling a joshipedo thread. Helped a little, I guess.
>>18791389I feel you brother, I have moderate/moderately severe OCD and sometimes I get stuck doing repetitive things. My case isn't as severe as you, I can break out of loops faster, but it's gotten bad this year in other areas and I went back on an SSRI to help treat it. It's helped a bit but it still sucks. I suffer more from intrusive thoughts, about horrible things, violence, gross sexual thoughts, harm coming to my family, etc. I know they're not real but they still disturb me. I hate my brain and sometimes hope like you that I would just wake up and not be insane. I feel like OCD is a curse and we have been cursed just for existing.So even though it's not going to help in the end, I just wanted to tell you there is someone out there who has an idea of what you are going through and you aren't alone in your suffering.
>>18791389I know it's not your fault, but my older brother has OCD and it drove me up the wall growing up. He'd be flicking the same light switch on and off for 10 minutes every fucking night, counting items in the fridge and reading out the brands, adding, removing then adding back items from a basket when ordering stuff online and He'd offer to cook everyone food and then have to do each item individually. So he'd fry one egg at a time for example, then he'd cook the beans, once they were done he'd move onto the toast. Even typing this out makes me want to kick kick fuck out of him lol. God speed anon. I hope the people in your life are more patient than me.
>>18791574Love you so much, anon. Thank you. My intrusive thoughts are about the same subjects as yours, but my loops have gotten extremely complex where they only "cleanse" me of the feeling of I do them at specific times of the day. I know it's a disorder you have to behave yourself out of but I no longer have proper meds for it so the only thing that kills it outright is getting plastered drunk, which I don't want to do anymore. I got off Zoloft recently, I always felt ssris at best took the edge off, what has worked for me is a combo of focalin &, xanax (no one will give me Xanax anymore bc I drank on it once and acted foolish). I look at meds as training wheels that you can eventually remove. With Zoloft though I didn't realize how numb it made me, did not cry for five years, then once off the floodgates broke. I feel blessed to to feel human again even if I'm suffering. I absolutely feel what you by it being a curse. It truly does feel wicked and from a dark place, not even from me but something that attached itself to me. Sincerely appreciate your reply, this is truly Hellish and I wish you didn't have it, but I've also only met maybe one person irl who related that much to my struggles. It sort of does help, because I feel less alone in this battle so I can grab strength from your post.
>>18791607One thing I am sure he was aware of is how much it causes those around him to suffer. I think it's often worse around family because we feel like we have a grace around them, and they've already seen it anyway. But aside from that it is incredibly embarrassing so I feel for both your brother and your family, brother. I know I've added stress to my family.
>>18791722I appreciate your reply anon and I'm glad you got something from it. I am indeed on Zoloft again, the lowest dose. I have been on and off it multiple times in my life. I think it's also helped me with depression and anxiety. I have two major other issues in my life, that being a stutter I have had since childhood and I was also diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder as a young adult. Dealing with all three is hell, so I think the zoloft will help with the psychological toll, not just OCD. I would like to one day get off of it again, but for now I think I need it. I graduated college this year and I need to get a job soon so I want to be in the best psychological state possible for that.It's so refreshing to see a positive post on /pw/, even if it is about our shared struggles. And even if you are a stranger on the internet I'm hoping things get better for you and we both can cope with our OCD even if it cannot be cured.
>>18791607>Eggs, beans, and toastNot related to the topic and I'm other OCD anon, but going off that breakfast are you Anglo or British? I'm simply curious, that is the stereotypical English breakfast after all.
>>18791874he said "kick fuck out of" so my guess is Scottish
Pretty good
>>18791827I hope things improve for you as well. I know it's possible because I've done it before. Working really helped, because unlike with my family, with strangers and coworkers (girlfriends too) I somehow was able to tell myself "I'm never letting these people see me like that", and do it. I had a good 7-8 years where I came as close to curing it as I think is possible. My head injury last year and some other things seem to have combined to bring it back. It's exhausting and I know you know. Congrats on graduating, I still may try idk. Hope you get a fantastic job. My neighbor growing up had a really bad stutter but he was super cool in my eyes. I do it eeeeevery now and then since my head injury, especially if I drink. Schizoaffective I've always felt that was a hop skip and a jump away from OCD, kind of how ADHD and tourettes are both more likely if you have OCD, or any one of them. Sounds difficult but if you made it through college dealing with this then you're gonna make it I think. Yeah it's good to be nice, that's why the Baddasss Weekend threads are probably my favorites lol. I'm gettin sleepy but sincerely was nice talking - gonna eat this salad and these BBQ chips and check out the YouTubes.In parting, I hope you know how much strength you have. Even though it can beat us down... The battles you're fighting that nobody sees, let them forge you in fire, brother.
>>18789963I'm feeling like pic related had a point
>>18792014>Working really helped, because unlike with my family, with strangers and coworkers (girlfriends too) I somehow was able to tell myself "I'm never letting these people see me like that", and do it.I feel this is true, like you said you let your guard down when you are near your family, but when you are around other people it's more easily controlled. Strange how that works.Yeah my stutter is noticeably worse around my family too, but I am far more fluent when talking to strangers and even friends. I have a short self help book Im going to read and just try to get out more and socialize more to help with that.The schizoaffective stuff I can't explain where that came from, I won't go into details but I don't think the doctors and psychologists are telling me the whole truth. It really doesn't affect me on a daily basis but it's another pill they make me take, even though I hate it. Maybe one day that matter will be resolved, like I said besides the pill it really doesn't affect me anymore.Thanks for your own advice and kind words, hope you enjoy the YouTube videos, have a good sleep, and a better tomorrow.
>>18790911Don't wear watches because they're fucking retarded but same
>>18792085This. I keep all my watches in my safe and only wear one for nice evenings on the town with my wife or special occasions. Not a fan of jewelry in general.
>>18792102Same. Too much arm hair for that shit.
my grandpa is going senile and he and my grandma are coming to visit this weekend and it's going to fucking tear me apart inside seeing him but I have to be strong and no sell it when I'm with them all weekend. fuck bros. already had to watch my grandmother on my mom's side go through this and it's despair inducing
>>18789963I’m good. Gf and I went to a nice bar, went on a nature walk, saw a movie and I explained the 2000 AJPW mass exodus.
>>18792140Hey man, you won’t be able to no sell it. Your family and /pw/ got your back though.
>>18792140That's terrible anon. Jesus. Not sure what to say to that but there's no shame in letting yourself cry or feel how you feel, especially around family. I'm sure your grandpa knows you love him. Try to enjoy the time you have with him as much as you can. I hope things get easier for you.
>>18792140I'm sorry brother. That sounds really tough.I remember seeing my grandpa about a week or two before he died. I knew the man I was looking at wasn't the man I knew. Dealing with my mom was hard and her grief.You're strong anon. You already know what to do and why it's important. You're capable and resilient enough to deal with it so you'll be ok.
>>18792152>>18792155>>18792167thanks bros. I'll cry it out I just can't do it in front of them.
>>18792014>>18792067I was on Zoloft too for anxiety from leaving the house. It's such bullshit. I never had this, and then suddenly I'm fucked and I can't figure it out.The psychiatrist just kept cranking the dosage up even as it started having diminishing returns, and I think the opposite effect. Eventually, she cranked it up way too high and went on vacation for 3 weeks. That's when I had enough and I felt so much better coming off of it than I ever did on it.Eventually, all of my routines collapsed one by one, for a lot of reasons beyond my control, and some practical reasons. So, it's like I'm running it back. I don't know. I want to try to reset my brain with psychedelics, but I don't even know any drug dealers anymore. Definitely not any I'd trust.
Based thread showing that we're all retards with hearts of gold. We're all going over, bros.
>>18792186/pw/ is all kayfabe outside this thread
>>18792186Pretty much. Behind all the bravado and carny shit trying to work each other into a shoot, we're all /pw/ bros at the end of the day.
>>18792183SSRI's ultimately suck. I think they are kind of a band-aid for the symptoms of all these mental health conditions and can never really treat the root cause. I want to get off my two meds in the future, but for now I am okay with the lowest dose of Zoloft. I need it to get through this rough patch. But it does concern me that so many people are on SSRI's and how many mass shooters take them, although I wonder how much of that issue is just their base mental illnesses because a lot of this modern psychiatry and big pharma meds are bullshit and don't work/treat anything. At least that's the way I see it.
>>18792377Yeah, I don't think they're a cause for anything, just a symptom.
>>18792140I feel for you, anon. My last remaining biological grandparent (one grandfather remarried), my grandmother, is in a nursing home with dementia. She says the weirdest things and has no quality of life. I feel guilty because I only visit her on Mother's Day, Thanksgiving, and Christmas but I hate seeing her that way. My dad visits her once a week. If it happens to either of my parents it will break me. Dementia/alzheimers/etc. is heartbreaking.
>>18792399That scares me. It’s like they’re dead while still living. What scares me also is that happening to me. Life is crazy, bros.
>>18792399this is going to sound really odd, but get her a plush animal. a while back when my Grandmother was declining. some random guy on /fit/ recommended I give her something to see if she would remember me by. and I gave her a stuffed animal cat she gave me when I was a kid. she was always really anxious and scared when she was at that stage of her condition's progression, but when I gave it to her she hugged it like she was some sort of kid which was really sad, but it seemed to ease her fear.
>>18792422We're all just kids pretending not to be.
Last weekend, I snapped out of a five month deep depression. Five months of gloom, defeat, bed rotting, suicidal ideation. Then I woke up on Sunday and it was just gone. I had no idea I could just snap out of it like that. The shitty situation that brought me down in the first place is still there, but now I have the motivation to change it. I wish I knew the trigger and could share it with you, but I can tell you that all those bad feelings won't last and you can and will feel like yourself again. So don't give up on yourselves. Maybe this will help:https://youtu.be/apFTTaymQUI?list=RDapFTTaymQUI
>>18792424I just want to be a kid but society has me playing a character. life is all one big worknever loose grasp of your true self bros. don't act like a manchild but never be ashamed of your hobbies or having toys. losing sight of your inner child is what breaks you
I'm 29 and have no contact with my old friends at this point. a lot of my main friends joined the military, moved, got married, got new friend groups etc, and I realized a few years back that I was just stuck hanging out with the friend of friends of the people I actually liked and so I just sort of realized I was only hanging out out of obligation and I didn't really like these people. it's weird because I don't feel lonely at all. I have a lot of online friends in different communities. is this what growing up feels like? I found out my dad has like no friends either outside people he knows from work
>>18789985Based
I might be homeless soon but at least I'm alive and have love in my life.
>>18790023I was talking to you in that Lesnar thread the other day. Good to see you're doing better.
>>18790016It’s just edgy teens getting their kicks. Same with Hogan. You see this shit exclusively on twitter and 4chan. These edgy faggots go out in the real world and they shut their bitch asses up like the good kids they are. Let them act edgy online
Hanging in there. This world is fucking shit but I’m not letting these kike niggers and their faggot golems break me. I’m gonna enjoy my life to the fullest. That said, recently a friend of mine told me he’s going through rough times over his family’s health and I’ve been a lil worried about him. Doing my best to cheer him up and remind him people care about him while also trying not to annoy or patronize him. Another friend brought me into some gay little discord of his and I don’t really care much for it but it seemed like he really wanted me in there so I guess I’ll play nice with him and humor his friends for his sake. Dealing with my own demons as well but what else is new. Really, all I got is a simple living with life’s simple pleasures. And of course making what few friends I have feel appreciated and valued. Not much else going for me beyond that other than living out of pure spite. Keep on keeping on. Also, I’d like to take the opportunity to thank the /pw/ anons who recommended me “The Mindful Way through Depression by Mark Williams and Jon Kabat-Zinn and “Psycho-Cybernetics” by Maxwell Maltz. Genuinely life changing books and I will never tire of shilling them. >>18792026‘fraid so, brother. >>18792140>>18792399Went through that already and my friend is going through it right now. Hang on to your family, anon. They need you now more than ever. I know things are really sad now but you’ll learn to move on eventually. That’s what people do, we move on. Other than that, hang in there
Had some family members pass away in quick succession recently my grandmother and my great uncle. Not thrilled about attending the service for my grandmother just because my druggie dad who took advantage of her a lot is gonna be there and on top of being sad it’s gonna be awkward. Also I had to start donating plasma for money because the job market is utterly fucked around here and also I’m fat and retarded.
Doing good, brother. I've cut my contract with /pw/ and I'm free of all this console war and troll sloppy matches. Schizophrenia is sometimes doing stiff strikes, but I'm not eating the pin yet. Also, you all should use more carny, brothers. For the /aspw/ faction.
Bunch of slack jawed faggots itt
>>18790016>wahhhhh I feel worthlessThat's the one thought I literally never have. I don't fucking owe anybody anything. They owe me, in fact, for making be born into this hellscape. You've got it all backwards. Anon mboi.
>>18790536>my show is going very well, Hi Tony. Yes dynamite is doing good.
>>18790278I also want to rape women in ways beyond sex. Heh.
>>18792534I cutoff my best friend from high school cause he supported niggers. We're not even American. Worth it lol. Still miss him a lot and get childhood memory flashbacks.
>>18792183>anxiety from leaving the houseIryna zuritskia left the house. See what happened to her. Your fears are valid and you shouldn't be on ssris. Just think you're in Iraq or something.
>>18791607Sounds fun.
I've more or less run out of new (to me) things and now have nothing left to look forward to but the observation of the infinitely repeating retardation of everyone else currently alive. I'm hoping everyone finally decides to fight it out over their completely inane ideological differences cause that'd be a nice change up. Plus, a lot of people would die and that would be a lot of people I'd never have to see doing something retarded again.
>>18793342>I've more or less run out of new (to me) thingsNo such thing anon. I go deeper everyday. Serious advice, start journaling your thoughts. Works wonders and miracles.
>>18789963My headspace is fine knowing that another twitter wrestler is working theyself into a shizootwould you say he’s about to martyr hisself?
>>18793346Assume I'm infinitely more capable and literate than the average person. Unless I want to get into iterative generational research and discovery, it's joever for me. Additionally, all forms of recommendation you will come up with I have tried and found unhelpful or even detracting. Journaling is necessary if your thoughts are disorganized and externalization is the only way for you to access lateralization. My brain already does this for me. It's mostly just a time sink for me.
>>18793331I am not afraid of any zesty thugs.>>18793342Learn about the occult.
>>18793293Turn your multiple monitors on
>>18793342> I've more or less run out of new (to me) things and now have nothing left to look forward to but the observation of the infinitely repeating retardation of everyone else currently aliveWell stop consuming and start being productive ya retard. Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeesh
>pw is full of depressed virgins Maybe stop watching WWE and simping for mid women, lads.
Not a Virgin anymore fucked plenty of women dont have to be a virgin to be depressed Hence Kurt Kobain Chester from linkin park etc
>>18793346>Serious advice, start journaling your thoughtsI stopped doing it cause my stupid mom goes through my stuff even when I tell her not to
>>18793451>pw is full of depressed virginsNah thats your monitor storage room
>>18793492How many hours a day do you spend on this website? Look around you. Depression is often the result of the people and places in your life. How many people on 4chan do you think are shoot depressed? I started coming back here at a low point in my life. When life is good there's no need for 4chan. This place is for depressed virgins with autism. I visit here, v and tv. You're almost 100% guaranteed to see the same shit threads over and over. Talking about the same shit over and over. How many times can one read a thread about "what's wrong with AEW?" or "Soul vs soulless" ones on v? It's autistic routine and only when you have a healthy mind do you see how grim this site is and how it slowly kills your brain with its repetitive nature and negativity. This place wants you to believe the world is a big scary place full of hatred and danger. I went for a walk this morning and everyone I passed smiled back or wished me a good morning. Hateful people see only hate and blame everyone but themselves and the company they keep.
>>18791503>Charlie Kirk>Ze poor boy, he worked himself into a shoot!>Danke
>>18793739I agree with all this..It helps to have a day offline every so often,this place is fine in small doses
I've been unemployed for almost 2 years now since finishing college and its probably my fault.I had a botched surgery 2 months ago, will probably need another surgery which might fuck my life completely. My family is falling apart at the seams, my dad is showing sign of ageing, he's no longer throwing up every morning but he smokes every day pretty constantly. My mother is pretty overworked. My sister is getting into bed with a guy with 3 kids and a lot of debt, and its becoming a massive issue for the entire family.
>>18793896If you don't mind me asking anon, how come you're unemployed? Is it because you just want to be NEET or have you been unable to find work? I'm just curious how things are for young guys who are coming out of education currently. I hear guys are either competing with loads of outsourcing and AI killing jobs whilst others have just checked out and see the writing on the wall.Either way I'm sorry to hew you're going through it. A botched surgery sounds rough and family issues always drain away at you. You're going through a lot. Well done on getting as far as you have you clearly are resilient and capable.
>>18793939>If you don't mind me asking anon, how come you're unemployed? My own personal issues. I haven't really been applying much at all. Not being able to drive, already being in student debt kinda made me thought it might not be worth buying a car with money I don't have. I need to suck it up and just apply like crazy to literally anything at this point. Laziness.>I hear guys are either competing with loads of outsourcing and AI killing jobs Outsourcing is a big killer in the US and Canada. I've spoken to people recently out. I know a software engineer who's spent 10 years in the indies and tried to make it big after graduating from the dojo but the tryout sessions are pretty harsh in what they ask. It's commonly "you have a few hours to build an entire CI/CD pipeline with extras". In my country, the standards have always been middling and got way higher, but they've also had an influx of outsourcing along with underpay/overwork, so even if you get in, its more like you're in on the job at minimum wage, or just above. STEM (which is what I majored) is paid terribly where I live. The best you get is electronic engineering for subfields which pay relatively well. None of the rest pay well, at all. Junior jobs or jobs that juniors/entry level candidates would take just have immense competition. Our minimum wage kinda means that companies don't want to hire too many new workers.
>>18791389what you need is to take up a martial art. I don't mean any insult by this, but you clearly need a greater degree of self-discipline. Self-discipline=self-control. Self-control=most of those problems go away.
>>18794049Appreciate the response. Yeah that makes sense. I feel a lot of sympathy for zoomers they got dealt a shitty hand and people are too hard on them.It doesn't surprise me you're worn out bro. You got a lot on your plate.
Just want to say that any of you who are on psychiatric drugs need to flush them down the toilet. At one time, I was on so much shrink dope I can't even name it all. It doesn't help, and it isn't supposed to help. If those pills actually helped, then psychiatrists wouldn't make any more money off your ass. That's why these medications are designed to CAUSE the very problems they purport to help. It's just like how diet soda contributes to obesity, they are making money from both the disease and the cure. IRON DISCIPLINE is more powerful than any drug and no one can use it against you.
>>18792534Pretty much yeah. Went through the exact same thing with my friends. High school and being forced to be around each other for most of the week is the only thing keeping most people together.
>>18793293Top tier heel work. Still love you.
>>18789963Horny for like the first time ever
I know you're just working a gimmick but it's gonna be funny when someone like Hasan inevitably gets ACKed and the shoe is on the other foot
>>18792534no, you are just depressed. unironically get a gf anon, i believe in you
There's a really pretty girl that works at a drive-thru that I frequent and it sucks knowing that I probably have zero chance of ever successfully asking her out on a date.
>>18795304ask her if she has a snapchat
>>18790278>>18790255>>18790291>>18790373Many are saying this
>>18795304What job she work at? Mcdonalds?
>>18794488Meant for >>18793765
I am not ever gonna say hateful nasty or rude things to anyone here ever again, unless it is REALLY funny and I am SURE all of my lunatic friendges here will be comfortable with laughing about, in which case I am probably talking about pizza. None of that made sense did it but I love you /asp/, even the guys who can kick flip better than me.
>>18789963If I was invested in wrestling like I was as a kid, I would probably be despondent at its current state but I really do not care. I am resigned to the fact that WWE will never get better in my lifetime. They just keep getting rewarded with billion-dollar deals left and right and fans that are willing to pay higher and higher prices. Why should they change what they are doing? They have zero incentive to do so. Meanwhile Tony Khan completely dropped the ball on creating a true alternative to WWE. At the end of the day though, it is just wrestling and their are way more important things in life, so I do not care -- it is what it is.
My birthday is soon and I’m dreading it. I also have the flu
