Im rejected romantically, in friendship too over being Latino, 5'9All races have rejected me, even my own...I cant make friends its impossible less of all a relationshipMy mother issues really make me quite depressed and unhingedI have NO standards for a partner, Ive tried from 18 to 74 years old. No one likes meNot even as a friendI have gone insane and dont consider myself emotionally and mentally human to connect with people
I'm a 5'8 latino and I'm flying out to creampie my white gf again at the beginning of next month.I guess what I've learned from my experience is that some white girls like brown guys, especially if you have a big dick. It feels kinda cozy being a NEET, travelling the world and taking e-girls virginities kek.
>>78188944less obvious larp
>>78188954I guess that's a decent cope if you're in denial of someone else having sex.Gonna mating press my gf for over a month in France. Last time it was Canada kek.
>>78188981least obvious larp lmao
>>78188990While I'm in France you'll be posting on r9k all day :^) teehee
>>78189007when that larp hits HAHAHAHAHA>not a single screenshotHAHAHAHAHAHH
>>78189028its hitting so good right now ;)
>>78189063HAHAHAHAHAHAyouve got nothing
well, besides the other guy being an obvious larp, i think he's got a point. i'm a latino myself and white girls give me way more attention, even though i'm not tall or attractive at all
>>78189077hey, on the bright side. at least you have r9k anon.
>>78189092I dont want whiteoids, I can tell they hate me for being meMy only romantic and sexual fantasy left is cannibalismI dont want anyone, I can tell EVERYONE hates me for being meIm just saying others started this cycle, Im on a feedback loop of hatred, Everyone ELSE, EVERYONE is my enemy
Thats really my only left sexual and romantic drive, to consume someone elseAt least I would be sure that I would have them inside mewhere I cant be rejected and ignored and insultedhttps://youtu.be/OuSSXOQ-1bITo consume someone is to welcome them into you
No one gave me love or affectionI wish to become as Saturn, consume and eat away at those who reject meBut the hunger still remainsI wont have kids but I had them, Id be Saturn
Not a single friend or relationshipUnable to find friendship IRL or online, the feedback loops started in my mind a long agoAdd BPD into the mix, a raging storm
>>78189204r9k's your friend at least. you've got uhh bbc threads, tranny threads, racebait threads, uhh yeah.
>>78189218I want to eat, I see the rest of humanity as my emotional enemyI dont even feel human anymore, I dont feel pleasure, I only feel anger, fear, anxiety and sadness or complete boredomMy perfect fantasy is one of a perfect world, one in which I can hack away and eat you all, 8 billion of you one by one over and over
Vro it's not because you're latino and 5'9. Also is being latino seen as a bad thing or something I wasn't aware of that
>>78189284It's because I'm me, people rejected me, I believe every single person could get with anyone in this planet, get along, get into a relationship or whatever if it fits if they wanted.Everyone could be a friend to anyone, a companion, a lover, you get it.Everyone but me, I am completely disconnected from the 8 fucking billion Theres an entire planet full of the enemy
Everyone else can get along, everyone else but meEveryone else can connectEveryone everywhere is an enemyIt would be fucking useless to lash out, theres no way one can get the 8 fucking billion8 fucking billion vs 1
>>78189306I feel the exact same way so I guess you're not completely disconnected. Maybe search up avpd, I have it and those are the symptoms
Call me a global pandemic, call me nuclear holocaust, call me global warming and extinctionI hope all of you pieces of shit dieAnyone else would fucking die if they felt this level of hatred People have dreams and fantasies, some dream of a perfect career, a dream partner, a family, anythingmine would be to last however long it would take to kill all of you fuckers one by one, 8 FUCKING BILLION, kill and eat them all, id drop dead happily at the endI HATE and LOATHE all
I hate and loathe you alllike you have no ideaIm not human emotionally anymore, a life of rejection and being lonely, knowing everyone else can connectI always a horrible feeling of wrongness when I interact with people, I am different, I can feel it, I feel like a cockroach, everyone but me can see me for what the gross thing I am, a repulsive roachEveryone sees me for some insect, I can tell in peoples eyes and subtle movements that they hate me, I would never be a part of any social groupA bottom feeder on the outskirt s
>>78189370FUCK YOUwhat would you know?
The romantic rejection happened with many, varying degrees of how practical they could have been had they workedNone workedFeedback loops, I could have a chance in front and now I would have to reject it, after so long like this, change is impossibleTheres only one outcome
No, if I had a chance with someoneI would love to eat them
