>>82374067
everything hurts
who cares
edition

Dear M,

What hurts most, I suppose, is how little you care. I understand why this is the case. I am fully able, without any sort of pained psychological reservation or timidity, to enter into the justifications you must have made to avoid contact with me in the absolute manner you have. I am with someone else now, just as you are, and I love her -- just as you assuredly love the man you are now with. Even worse, I'm not so sure that if we broke off from these two and reunited that we'd be much better off, that some deeper seemingly insoluble gulf, formed in adolescence, would finally be bridged and we could be happy, or at least comfortable in mutual forgiveness and capable of moving on from our pasts.
What hurts most, I now realize, is how inescapable you are -- how you are sunk into me like a lodged bullet, and how no one else could ever affect me in the manner you do. I dream of you every night.
I am drunk. This whole letter is an elaborate exercise in clever bullshit. We stopped talking because you tired killing yourself. I stopped talking to you. Well! I'd like to talk anyway. I unblocked your number.

B

>>82374067
Dear Danil
I'd like to apologize to you, but I can't bring myself to write to you directly, and you probably wouldn't want to read it or reply. I don't want to blame you for anything; I believe that all conflicts in this world are beyond human control, and that's what makes them so hopeless. You know, it's silly to write this here, but oh well. I really love you, and that's the truth. My thoughts are always about you, I'm addicted to talking to you, and it's driving me crazy. Love has always brought me only bad fortune. You know, I haven't loved anyone in a very long time, but with you, I felt something special - I'd even call it maternal. It hurts me when you start drinking Soju again, my heart aches with worry when you get sick, and I truly want to take care of you. The thing is, you're deeply wounded by past relationships and by life in general. I think you're just too sensitive for this world, just like I am. I can't help you, just like you can't help me. But I like to fantasize that your life will get better and that you'll be happy one day. We just can't be together, and I can't even help myself. Please just remember that all lovey dovey stuff between us was all pure. I don't take any of it back.

R
I'm feeling suicidal now after hearing from you. Why do you reach out just to disappear immediately? I think of you every day and it still hurts. I want you to live your best life and I guess you don't feel the same for me. Also you are very different now. You used to be so sweet.
V

Thank fucking Christ the markets are finally open again tomorrow

hi [redacted]
if this were a real letter I'd go on about how it takes courage to admit defeat, how you played me like a damn fiddle, how you had someone way better than me in your mind all along.

but since this is not a real letter and you will never read this letter, I will say this: I am glad I am not in your clutches anymore. whoever you're with betrayed himself while moderately drunk, and I thank him for it. that said it's been a while ever since someone could lie to me in person, and I sensed your game far earlier than you imagined I did. you're not the super genius manipulator you think you are. you are merely a woman that wanted Chad dick and some simp to lead on, that has lots of experience. I'm merely a virgin faggot that just barely got to know the right knowledge on how to handle some social dynamics. it's too bad you utterly underestimated how the simp knows how to tell bullshit at a glance and put up with said bullshit for his own purposes. my mind will heal, will yours? probably, but telling you off felt extremely satisfying. thanks for having wasted my time and thanks for having given me experience so that whatever happened with you may never happen again.

sincerely, someone that only wanted to fuck the shit out of you as his first time.

>>82375572
post scriptum
don't go thinking I didn't realize there was not much for me in you. I had some genuine feelings for you during the first days we met, but when I realized what kind of games you were playing, I kept playing your games because I wanted to know what would have happened. I got hurt, but I got part of what I wanted anyway: experience. what I wanted before I realized your true nature was affection, sex, romance, love. what I got was experience on how to deal with other people like you, moderate amounts of pain and emotional scars, a nice personality chance - I'm saying this in all earnest, I am better than before - and I also got to gaze at your body. you DO have all of the right curves in the right places, I have no problems whatsoever with giving credit where it is due. go on and live your life without me in it, may it be interesting. whatever happens to you is none of my concerns. I may or may not remember you, chances are when I unlock my full potential you will barely be remembered as a sidenote at best.

>>82375716
*personality change
second post scriptum: I still think about you, but that probably won't go on for much longer. there is a lot more I have to say to you and you would definitely like to know, but I would rather keep it for myself. so long, and again, thank you for playing. lol

>>82374067
Dear Sunniangelz. I will personally knock that boyfriend of yours' teeth out if I ever catch him in front of my eyes

you should have just let me call you mommy in hindsight

This isn't fair. Why are you being so cruel to me. I deserve access to your love and energy.

I miss you like hell man

Dear K,

I'm doing fine. Well, maybe not but I like to think I'm doing okay without you.

To A.

I want you back. But 2 years of struggle is enough to know better than succumb to these feelings of love. There is nothing positive I can say about you without backhanding some sort of resentment. You've hurt me that much. Yes, I've had that much with your bullshit that when I miss you but then reach you, all that comes out is deep seated hate you've singlehandedly managed to accumulate over the years.

All you had to do was be an understanding human being. All this code you have, about you being pragmatic, confrontative or whatever. Its only what you wish you could be. Because you're the most cowardly, selfish and projecting person I have ever seen.

You meant things to me. I want to love you again. I dont think there is anyone else I want to try again with anymore. No one else has your familiarity. No one else is You. Would it be too much to ask that you gave some of my efforts back? I remember you promising me that you were a better person. That you would love back if only some of it was felt. All of that was a lie.

Now I am sitting atop my successes. The lonely home I built for myself on my own. I feel like im starved and isolated, dying atop my throne in gold and achievements. We had talked about sharing these. Helping each other, being there for one another, remember? Meanwhile you've moved on, maybe didnt even think of me once for the last year or so. Still struggling with no stability. But it must beat whatever wretched idea you had of me in your delusional head.

We had enough built up. So many experiences. Dreams. Joy and struggle. We were together. I was safe and happy knowing you were there. My only worry was that i was pulling all the weight and once I let go it'd all fall apart. Why did you have to prove that right?

We had each other against the world and Ive showed you countless times that I would be there and love you for what you were, always.
...couldn't you have done the same just once?

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I remember being happy, spending the day on the phone, computer with you. The only mistake we made was not seeing each other sooner. Feelings for each other were not lost. I still love you. I just made mistakes and tried to justify them. I remember you. I remember us. If I come home, will you accept me as you said you would? It scares me to take that chance but it scares me even more to have lost you.

Last time I felt like someone knew me for me and accepted me for me, I was happy.

Feel like I'm almost out of here, drop all the weight, and lies he trapped me here to live with at the door and go home.

It will be better once I'm home

Removing literally years of lies, trauma,, hurt off of me
You offered me your hand before but I couldn't see clearly
Now that I've put those years of lies in a zip file and permanently deleted them
I feel clean, I feel myself
No games. I'll contact you directly and ask if I can take your hand again because I know that it's time I took the step forward to you. It's only been five years

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I never was able to move on . And it's been around 5 years now. All I could do is distort how I thought about it to protect myself from the love I feel for him. But the love never went away and i have hurt ever since.

He can never change just as I can ever change. This is a core truth about ourselves. The core never changes because it is physical. When two people are made for each other, a thread is tied between them. When we separate the thread becomes tight and tugs on our empty spot where each other reside and causes us pain.

For others they can move on sure. But those relationships are nothing like the one I have with him. Most will never experience this in their lifetime because they will not meet their person. I'm so lucky I did but I've made mistakes. I have a feeling it will be okay but I need to take steps to do that.

>>82375716
>>82375572
Kek you didn't even get to fuck and she got you this mad, I love to see it

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All I can say about why him is that it just is. Everything about him when I was with him talking with him on the phone, video, everything about him even the imperfections are perfect for me. And it was the same he felt for me. He would ask questions and have his own viewpoint that is pretty rare that others do not have and I would answer with the same viewpoint. It would floor him and me whatever this happened. Just everything about each other, perfect imperfection, and imperfect perfection. True love. But we lost each other and have hutt ever since. I tried to convince myself that he wasn't real but I know he is.

I don't expect you to understand, because I don't think you can. This is something beyond a normal relationship, beyond just an emotional bond. It's metaphysical. I don't know how else to describe it but to say it's the truth, our truth, who I am and who he is. That can never change. Hurt Harm and mistakes can pile on but that doesn't change how we feel and only makes things hurt so much more. If I could tell you how many times I've cried in the past month over him. All the things I've written to try to work through my feelings and understand why he's the one for me and always has been. It's so much to the point where it's more than I give to anyone else around me.
I know the path forward to have him again and return to where I left off years ago. Each of us grown and when we're talking with voice and in person it'll just be perfect. Just like it was. Just like I remember

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Even if I visually delete things, internally physically I will always feel it. Plus nothing is ever really gone. I could always sign into discord and read. I have a video of him I could watch. I'm kind of a stalker and so I collect everything about him. I deleted it locally but I have it zipped and saved somewhere else. It's the same as th e things he gave me that remind me of him and his love for me

It means taking action on my side so that when I contact him I can tell him and he can visually see the choice I made in that I chose him and want to continue just as before. Unless there's something critical on my side that I absolutely need to talk to him about we can just spend time together and grow. All it takes is persistence, commitment, and forgiveness. Not jumping ship and ghosting but staying no matter what and keeping promises.

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All it takes is revisiting and remembering. It's incredible what time and distance does distortions. The human mind will do this to protect itself when it's afraid, especially when it's about to give what it wants. Self-sabotage. When something is meant to be and you were scared of receiving it then you will start down the wrong path the self-sabotage. The pain inside will only get worse. Untill there's a boiling point and you were forced to look back and remember

I fantasize about us fucking all the time. At this point I feel like even if we could just meet up so he fucks my brains out then I can feel some relief. I know he would break me too.

One thing that makes me so wet about him is he's quite a bit older than me, and that's why he makes me feel a way that no one younger could make me feel. The best I can describe how it feels to be around him is that he makes me feel his manliness, strength, claiming me. His agent experience flow through him and around him. I get caught up in it and it makes me so wet. I'm completely obsessed with him. 5 years later now I have such strong feelings for him that I have to make up stories to convince myself that he wasn't real or that I don't feel anything anymore. But the fact is is that I do and I can't forget it and that's why I'm still stuck on him.

I saw his cock this year here. He was essentially beating other anons to death with it simply slamming his manhood down onto them while they cried and whimpered pathetic jealousy and continued to whine for days about it. A bunch of threads popped up ever since then about how to make your dick bigger lol. The fact is he already has it and he's fucking huge. It's one of those things that even if I'm upset with him because of what he does or the time between whatever. I'm still drawn to him not just in love of him but his fucking cock is so fucking good

I feel like I should hate it but I still touch myself to the picture he posted

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It is physically a part of me just as it is physically a part of him. He hurts just as much as me. This is something that no one else could ever fulfill. They would be temporary indulgences and distractions from that feeling that I have with my love. It does matter and it means everything to me just as it means everything to him. I told you that you would never understand because people look at love as a condition but when you meet the person you're meant to be with it's so much more than that. To find the person that completes you. Without them I will forever feel empty and in pain. It is only gotten worse over the years everyday. There is no cure, there's no getting over it, there's no giving it to someone else. There's only fulfillment with my The love of my life or pain the rest of my life

>>82377444
I know right? despite it all I find it very funny myself - and thinking of it I deserve it too, I knew I was playing with fire and kept going
I'll tell you something funnier: this started to really mess with my head only now, the last time I've seen her was weeks ago

is mike the annoying faggot larping as a girl now or what the fuck is this

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>>82377076
Did she keep her promises to me?

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I hate that I still love you after 5 fucking years

The future doesn't scare me. What scares me is pretending the fire wasn't real. I still feel us years later.

>>82377553
I dont know who 'she' is anon. Sorry.

But on a limb I'd say she didnt. Maybe she meant it. Maybe not. You probably were a sensation and a means to an end.

My A was exceptionally cowardly. Im sure he didnt mean ill. But thats not enough when you lose an arm and a limb while he would rather watch, abandon and disassociate while vilifying you.

>>82377717
There's no desperation, that's only a perception that the other puts on you because she wants to sell sabotage and cast her past traumas and distortions creating a lens to perceive you through so she doesn't have to feel accountable, and the pain and guilt of the truth.

It really sucks for her but that's what it's like living with the results of your mistakes. She could make things better but that would take being honest and seeing you for who you are. She was able to do it before. Idk man, it's on her

>>82377735
The first paragraph is spot on behavior for my A.

Its on them and they've comfortably abandoned everything to avoid guilt is all. They always did that perception and sabotage dance. Im familiar with it. Its been years. I just wish someone like him loved me again.

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>>82377513
>is mike the annoying faggot larping as a girl now
yes

>>82378001
I dont keep track of your fake initials and swapping genders.

It is difficult for me to see how mentally ill you have become and your behavior is really tough to see.

I wish you had made the correct decision before because you would not have any of these issues now. It is difficult to see someone I loved become so mentally ill.

Your poems are good and every so often I see you speak with clarity. That one thread that you talked about recognizing me and how rare I am, how badly you screwed up.

Those are good, honest and accountable.

But then the rest. I don't care for being baited along if that is your deal.

You know who I am to you, you know my worth, you know what I offer you,

when you are here everything is so much more physical, lustful. Extremely so. I tire of the formality of the written word. I tire of communication this way. I tire of thinking about you, caring about you. I know you are unhappy, staying up all night on this shit.

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And then you write from my perspective. I think it's helped for me to return that to you. Here's one of your posts as me

It's quite telling that you still love me as in your larp You're focusing on being me and having my huge cock, The actions I would do to you in bed.

Lastly you should be aware that I will not accept an apology written here. If you have anything to say like that to me say to me directly. Really it should be done with voice or video as it is personal. If you are unable to do that then You don't mean your apology.

For the things that I am accountable for, my apology will be on voice video when we talk.

...dont know who mike is. I barely visit here. Just wanted to drop smth off my chest about my own relationship and people are asking me weird things about a she. I replied the best I could to them.

>>82378135

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From k
here's my shlop
>every time i read casual texts all i can imagine is a bitch's mouth smacking some food. The crevices between his teeth are filled with debris. The bolus never ends, he keeps masticaring on it endlessly like a ruminant mammal. as i waste my time reading such dribbling tinnitus sets in and im aging 10x faster per millisecond, my life seems completely squandered. I succumb to a pointblank cardiac arrest and only the pathologist will notice the ebullism in my eyeballs. Therefore, the report will list the cause of ddath as 'too much yappin'. Btw never stop yappin, man

To tin :::B

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I love you so much and hope you are having a good day, I miss talking to you but its devastating when we are together. I really wish you were my destiny.
Hope you'll never find my letters. Its so humiliating and relationship with you made me feel miserable and unwanted. But I really really do not want anyone else but you.

>>82379069
If you love them, tell them.

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>look at me I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU IM SO in love WITH THE OBSESSION I HAVE FOR YOU I LOVE YOU, look LOOK IM SETTING MYSELF ON FIRE CAN YOU LOOK I HAVE FOURTH DEGREE BURNS ON ME DO YOU LOVE ME NOW IM CHARCOAL DO YOU WANT ME NOW HI HI IIIII LOOOVE YOU IM ABOUT TO CUT MYSELF CANT SAY YOU DON'T WANT ME NOW, CMON DONT REFUSE I NEED TO RESTRAIN YOU SOMEHOW CMON LOVE ME BACK cmon DONT NECK CHOP BIANCA DEVINS ME, CUT MY CERVICAL VERTEBRAE SO we can STAY TOGETHER FOREVER. I WILL SPOON FEED YOU my emotions, BATHE YOU in MY rage, DRESS YOU in my fucked up expectations, PLAY WITH YOU on my terms, of fucking course. Iiiiii WILLLLLLLLA NEVER GET BORED of YOU. PINKY PROMISE???

haha

https://youtu.be/qTX1lI8COuQ?si=XAMwRfVQnUR0SQwS

>>82379755
if her: you were doing better today, what set you off?

if him: pathetic faggot. your larps are getting desperate, just reflective of your own bile. I rub my taint on your mannequin face

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>she's doing better
>a guy larping
I don't know who you really are or what parasites you're talking about. Youd better sort things out with them directly. I'm here to have some laughs.
>haha
But I'll sign off anyway. Goodbye, anon :::!

>>82377076
>I want you back. But 2 years of struggle is enough to know better than succumb to these feelings of love. There is nothing positive I can say about you without backhanding some sort of resentment. You've hurt me that much. Yes, I've had that much with your bullshit that when I miss you but then reach you, all that comes out is deep seated hate you've singlehandedly managed to accumulate over the years.
always find it funny when people have seemingly zero accountability and then throw out phrases like this

You turned me into a freak of nature and left me in the Lurch. I can't work an honest day anymore because of what you did to me, my body is no longer built for living but for existing as an art piece.

>>82380130
i thought the mannequin was signing off

>>82380226
Sorry I don't follow

>>82380254
>my body is no longer built for living but for existing as an art piece.

>>82380422
Yes but you're referring to someone I'm not, is there another lost pet that complains in here about a similar situation?

>>82374067
Dear N,
I miss you so much it physically pains me. I still love you despite everything that happened between us. You really hurt me and treated me poorly, but you're so hurt and broken yourself I understand that we could have never worked in any reasonable way. I will always miss the idea of love that you sold me and long for a person who never existed. My mistake was opening up to someone who only meant to use that against me. I hope you find healing and happiness and can one day be honest with yourself. Only then can you begin to fix the broken parts inside you. I'm sorry life treated you so horribly - you didn't deserve it, just like I didn't deserve what you did to me.

Love,
X

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& finally::: off I fucking go

>>82380487
No idea. You tell me.

G,
You and J make the messiest loads come out.

>>82380751
What would you like to know? Orig

>>82380783
How about you tell me what I'd like to know.

>>82374854
Why doesn't rare initial tell them directly.

The other day I was thinking that Anna Pavaga was becoming increasingly throatpieable as time goes on.

>>82381181
Because I'm afraid I'll never hear from him again then. I'd rather be hurt than have him gone from my life entirely.

>>82382236
Maybe he thinks you are no longer interested because you're not around.

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I only come to these threads to look for you but you've been gone so long I can't recognize you. Please come back. I desperately crave your attention and affection.

>>82379069
i love you too origi

The more time I spend here, the more I realize that I don't belong or fit it here. I lost my virginity back in high school, I've had women approach me (I was nervous then and didn't know how to progress things), and I had a partner but I foolishly broke up with them because of my family. The main reason I am having dating issues now is because I had a stalker (who I thought was a secret admirer because they left heart related items for me at various spots around campus including my desk) at one of my former colleges. Somehow this lead me to being falsely accused of something serious in secret and someone spread it around campus (and pretty much everywhere I go) and got people to harass me constantly( to this day). I don't know what the accusations are but I'm not wasting my time figuring it out because if they were legit, the accusations would be public and I'd have a platform to defend myself.

It's going to be a great time once this harassment campaign is exposed, but I'm not waiting for that to rebuild my social life that was sabotaged.

>>82382642
Who are you writing to nona?

>>82382642
I've seen a fighter jet fly over my head today and somehow I had to think of you. My brain makes the weirdest connections, huh?

>>82382717
idk who is origi
You've mistaken me with someone

>>82382717
no aidana...

>>82382489
He does know. I always respond positively when he reaches out. He knows how much I care. Thank you, though, for indulging me. I have to accept I have lost the only person I want to be with.

c,
thank you for accepting my apology the other day. it was long overdue, and your forgiveness means a lot to me. ive improved since we last spoke (3 weeks sober today!), but i still have a lot of work to do. i hope when im finally doing "better", we can chat again. id like that very much.
-j

i feel absolutely hopeless. i feel bad for my mother for believing in me when there is no progress. i love my sister and i always will, i just hope she doesn't know how bad i really have it. i dont want to disappoint my family. i know im young, but i cannot handle it anymore. ive just given up. completely given up, im gonna get no real education, no real job, i have no friends, no boyfriend, i just cant pretend that im doing well anymore. i cant pretend i am living anymore, when i am barely just surviving. i dont even care if men think i should just whore out because some random would talk to me solely because im female, because that wont fix shit. my antidepressants doesn't even do anything. thank god for neetbux and beer otherwise i wouldn't know how the fuck i should survive

>>82383327
>>82383364
You don't know who I am so this message was not for you.

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It's funny that you turned out to be this way. You're submissive, obedient, eager to please... You seemed so hostile at first, but you just needed a bit of coddling and reassurance. Maybe you're just lying. But you're adorable. So handsome. So broken. I want you

>>82374067
I don't want to see you around anymore because you're fake friend.

I just wish I could hear your voice again

Hey V,

It has been a long time, a real long time. I'm not even sure what you looked like anymore. I can barely remember the conversations we had. I suppose what remains is the feelings. They were good feelings I suppose, it was nice to have met you.

I couldn't see what was wrong back then but I suppose I see it now. When you entered London, I can only imagine how daunting it must have been. Not to imply you are weak or somehow lacking in experience but I was confused heavily at your rejection/abandonment. So confused I couldn't even understand why I was confused.

What a horrible place, maybe it would be better now I can see with clarity. I'm sorry I disappointed you, not because it means an end to a our future together but more to do with how I've lied to myself. I feel bad about all those times I said sorry. It hurts to not be accepted but after so long I suppose you really do stop giving a fuck.

I'm stronger than those around me, I don't care if they agree. Everyday I get better whilst they get worse. At least I can take some small victory in that. It's all burning down around me and I simply no longer care. Not that they deserve it but its simply no longer my problem.

Thank you, thank you for giving me an opportunity, thanks for actually meeting with me. It was brave of you no doubt. I do miss you but I don't think I want a reignition. I'm sure you're okay. You're fine and I'm only getting better, so who cares?

It's just sad this is the way things are but I'm done with the denial. Fuck this shit, fuck this place.

Much love,

D

>>82374067
Dear S,

I just really miss you

i wish we could've worked out

i hope your life is better without me being your partner

i wish you nothing but the absolute best in life

i still love you

im sorry i could not give you the love you deserve, i know saying sorry isnt enough, but truly it breaks my soul knowing i didnt do my best, i just wish we couldve met each other when i was a little more stable.
i really truly thought we'd live through life together, you shared so much excitement for it as did i, i could never fathom myself with a different partner, you made me promise that i wouldnt break up with you if i ever felt like i wasnt good enough for you

why did you make me make that promise and then break up with me

im sorry

Im not mad im just so lost and broken and sad things ended so early and like this. i wanted to live my life with you, i love you so fucking much

i miss you so much

youre so amazing

im sorry

i love you

Dear C,

There isn't much to say honestly. You know I don't regret my actions nor that I ever did love you but every now and again I'll be like to tonight and wonder how we would be if I wasn't such an asshole. If we were to ever meet again I kight just try it but no promises. I'd break your heart all over again if I thought it'd be funny but you also already know that. If it means anything the phycological "experiments" I did on you were very helpful and eye opening on how best to take advantage of people, find whatever solace you can in that. I hope you're fine now whatever it is you're doing. Peace be with you.

Sincerely, your bully and ex D

im sexually attracted to men but only romantically attracted to women

i take it less seriously because i envisioned you as a **** ***** ********* ***** *** *************** *** and not just some fidgety brown manlet spic i had to force myself to be attracted to

im bullied by a 5 foot 4 spic with gyno help

i was going to leave anyway as i said because being around you was hard i genuinely found you obnoxious and pathetic especially the last few days

even thinking it was d**** was genuinely very upsetting i just cant take you seriouss you know its bad

this is really how i feel too

i looked at the picture with you on the desk and my first thought was you should stop cutting your hair

I wonder when I will look at my phone and see you added me on discord.

>>82374067
N
WHYYYYYYYYYYY ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS TALK TO ME THAT'S IT I CAN'T READ YOUR MIND I CAN'T SEE YOUR BODY LANGUAGE YOU NEEDED TO TALK TO ME AND WE WOULD HAVE FINE FUCK FUCK FUCK

Special K,
I miss your friendship, you were the only fag I ever met that wasn't a piece of shit. You're a cool person and I hope you are having a great life

>>82387628
I'm talking to you right now. Talk to me in your voice and tell me what you want to say without fucking around larp whatever, just tell me in your voice

>>82387678
I miss you N. No matter how many times I tell myself I have moved on, you are there in my mind taunting me. Why N? A moment of weakness doesn't explain it enough. Did you ever have feelings for me? I don't believe it. What was the point of it all? You approached me. N I was ready to die alone now I can't get the loneliness to go away, I can't you to go away N. You made me feel loved, wanted, attractive for the first time in my life and you took it all away. I miss you so much N I hate it why can't I just hate you it would be so much better if I could hate you.

Wow, look at all the letters! And all we needed was for the bad actors and narc shitters to fuck off

>>82383627
I am keeping you in my heart even if we will never talk again.
Hope you'll find people irl who would support you. You deserve everything nice.

>>82387914
Use my actual initial or my name. I need to hear you say that.

My star is all I've ever wanted and all I've ever needed

I don't care about you anymore, it was slipping away anyway the last few days with the shit you were doing and saying

>>82388239
You are not Nicole.

>>82388007
Fr that guy was sucking up all the air in the threads. I had a few times I vented and he responded in a schizo way and it really irritated me

>>82388282
Communication is key. If I'm doing something wrong then talk to me about it. I don't like certain things I did but there's a reason I did them for you.

I feel like you chase me around the board making threads. I didn't know how else to respond to that. I'd rather we just communicate it directly like we did before.

>>82388956
You're not who I was talking about.

>>82388976
You're in anonymous post so I don't know who I'm talking to, and it can always be another person just jumping in to troll. But there are enough things that are being made that I understand to be my ex doing BPD larping mocking behavior and I'm saying not necessarily to you but to her that that is not going to go anywhere and we should talk directly

>>82389087
Ok, I hope your BPD ex never contacts you again for your sake.

I hate that you come back into my life when you're struggling and disappear when I'm doing badly, and that I don't respect myself enough not to enjoy hearing from you anyway.

>>82389087
Just message her directly
It's not a BPD behavior, all women like to make hints and expect you to take initiative into own hands. Is everything have to be a mental illness nowadays?

>>82389678
I have no way to contact her directly anymore. She blocked me on her stuff. So it is on her to contact me. That's what makes the stalking behavior difficult to understand her through it.

You said that this was the only way you would allow me to cum
So when I see post like this I feel like you're pushing me

>>>/lgbt/40920570

>>82389825
There is always a way to message someone, make a fake account or anything. It is obvious she is into you. Damn I would give everything for a chick that follows me around even online. She is basically asking for it

Dear b
If youtube keeps displaying imagery of your skinny perverted legs, I am going to report your gang to the galactic courts
your continued antagonism of shortlifers is frowned upon

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Good night, sweet prince
He never scored

>>82389977
I made a second Instagram and messaged her and she didn't block me but denied the ad. Blocked weeks later. I'm not going to chase her or make other accounts.

She will have to message me.

I will score the montage of your shameful foul play in the hereafter. It will be primarily kazoo.

>>82390140
And there's the final proof that I'm being chased and everything I said is true.

Idk. It comes down to the same conclusion that she'll have to message me first directly.

The stalkery abusive behavior will probably continue from her but nothing has any weight or relevance necessarily in my daily life until she's actually involved so I should just let her living her delusions here. It's just an incredible waste of energy because there's so fucking many threads and posts she makes about me, to me and I don't see a lot of things. Like i opened a board that I don't normally go to and saw a ton that has accumulated there.

>>82390140
Why does is there a cute white girl in the picture and not a Latina like you are. You clearly AI generated this to send me.

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Thanks for the hype. Truly memorable.

Way to get a bunch of kids killed, by the way. Last month must have been a record.

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>>82390253
>>82390282
Does Mike truly live on ?
Also jfc man move on from Maria

You want to be edgy faggots? Let's be edgy faggots! We can start with discussion of *your* historical edgefaggotry that I promise has been noticed more than you want to believe.
What do you say, losers?

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I said, what do you say, losers?

>>82390458
*farts in your mouth* teehee :)

>>82390368
You didn't answer my question retardo

>>82391183
Stop calling everybody a retardo you wannabe namefag

>>82390368
No he's dead

>>82391215
Take your meds, you're projecting

I don't think about you anymore on most days. And then, out of nowhere, I'll have an evening where the thought of everything you did and how you treated me comes crashing down.
My only regret is how long I was willing to put up with it.

Dear Kailey,
Your remark that I do not love you, but that I am instead in love with women in general still rings in my ears painfully. I have tried to move on, to connect with another, but my lingering feelings for you prevent me from it. Every moment spent with another, I mourn that it was not spent with you. The very behaviour you accuse me of, I am rendered incapable of, due to the love I have for you. Such bitterness
Connor

Well this is what I deal with

>>82389210

Everyone thinks youre a creep and weird. people defended the man who molested me as a child but crucified you for your odd behavior even before exposure. its over. I wonder if its because hes white and extremely charismatic? im not sure.

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>>82391614
Rip in piece
Maybe Maria will text him back in Heaven

>>82392108
oh you got molested that makes perfect sense now!

I don't know if this has anything to do with my situation, but I wouldn't be surprised if it did. Regardless, once my name is cleared and I receive financial compensation, I'm paying off all my debt, and then I'm going to Disney World for a week. Bonus points if I find and go with a crystal cafe or non-evil femcel gf.

https://www.yesweekly.com/news/lawsuit-alleges-connections-between-city-and-defense-contractor/article_5d430fa3-39d4-4203-b2de-113e07b579f7.html

all you niggas smack them tits, you niggas smack them tits, all you niggas smack them tits

>>82388282
Kys vagueposter

>>82392455
The mikes hard lemonade is way too phallic. First pic looks like she's fondling balls in the second she's gripping them

Feel free to continuously worry about how freakishly good my memory can be sometimes. You should.

>>82391215
I love you get some rest

>>82392542
>please say a name so I can larp as the names mentioned because I have no life or friends

>>82393336
So is mine. That's how I can still love you when I wish I didn't

I'm sorry that you might not feel like you're ready for this but I know that you haven't really wanted me for a little while now and I want you to know that it isn't your fault. You've always done so much for me and you really deserve so much better than anything I could provide. As much as I want to make you happy, I know you can be a lot happier without me. You will do wonderful things with your life and you will be happy, and we both know you don't need me for that. Thank you for loving me over these years. You made me feel happier than I thought I ever could at the point in which you found me, and I will always appreciate all the love you've given me; but you don't need to worry about me anymore. I'm sorry if this comes as a surprise to you, but I don't want the burden of all of this to fall on you. It isn't your fault that you don't feel the same about me as you used to, but even if I tried harder to be the person you deserve, there are just some things that can't be helped and I don't want to force my bitter presence. You don't owe me anything. You've already given me so much more than I ever deserved. Thank you and I'm sorry for everything. Please don't worry about me anymore.

>>82393476
Nobody uses full names here

>>82393363
Do you though? Mike must be super lucky to be loved that much.

>>82393575
I'm grateful this is not a larp from my perspective.

>>82392467
What? holy shit. are you mocking me for being molested? I might cry. how could you say this to me? evil.

Seeing an awful lot of break up posts now >>82393276

>>82393132
you have a filthy mind anon, its just Mike.

After all we are very different, I understand that I repulse you and you just settle down for me out of loneliness. I am really just an empty person with no meaningful contribution to this world. I gave up on this life long time ago. The nicest thing I could have done is to leave you. It hurts me so much to actually finally meet someone nice and ruin everything for both sides.

>>82393575
Can you leave an initial please??

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dear manelo,
i hope all is well. i still have the rabbit and doll you gifted me. yes, it is me.

>>82394448
The bottle or the cute girl?

Guy I saw at the coffee store a couple days ago,

You looked like an incel spree killer. We had to have security monitoring your backpack in case you were carrying an ar15. We counted the seconds until you were out of the store, it was like the place became silent when you walked in.