Satan won my soul over today. ive given up completely. my heart is hardened completely and the guilt no longer bothers me. I joined Satan because I want to be a demonic force that helps torment gods pathetic creation, and i want to do my part to defile them. Im always tired of being fucked over treated like a communal cosmic fuck toy for some bulmshit plan that wont go anywhere. I asked god for a sign to help make my choice clear and rethink my choice. but this sign was another dissapointing betrayal. I want to harm as many people as I can and share the same fucking misery on everyone else who thinks life is full of sun shine and rainbows. So god basically showed me im doing the right thing by giving up my soul. I dont want it and I certainly dont want to be apart of my fucking bloodline. this was your sign god, huh? another reaffirmed observation of how funny this is to you. He could send his fucking son in my dreams to comfort, or a friend. but no, he didnt do any of that. FUCK CREATIOM AND THIS FUCKING PLAN
>>82383625>tfw no satanic skeleton gf
>>82383633>foid but Satanshe's just as filthy as the christ cuck foids. behead her, rape her, and move on
>>82383652>tfw no headless horsewoman gf
>>82383656she's ridding the dick headless like a good slut
>>82383625satan doesn't exist, buddyjoin the military if you wanna cause suffering
>>82383625If God can read the future he already knew that you were just waiting an excuse to betray him so it was better to let you do your thing, no one wants traitors around
>>82383665>fight for jewsfuck no zionist shrill. if you are a fed can you send me some money though?
>>82383625https://youtu.be/g1GRI-oVFbg?si=X8h77z6WG1Tvoqiq
>>82383665The military serves the interests of rich satanists and make miserable people in the middle of the desert even more miserable, shooting rich wall street bros will be more likely to cause suffering
>>82383668and yet the fucking nigger created me anyway, hilarious. there's a reason why people are traitors
>>82383625god doesn't exist and neither does the devil, faggot. It is all a jewish lie
>>82383668>he already knewIf existence is predetermined then absolutely nothing matters. Everything was going to happen this way no matter what. Yahweh's rules are pointless since he already made you to break them and his punishments are meaningless since he already knew if you were good or bad at the start of the universe.Omniscience is a profoundly dumb comic-book tier power.
>>82383673>fight for jewsi was thinking of ukraine, you could join either he russians or the ukrainians. i've seen a lot of people's last moments in drone footage and it gave me a new appreciation for life>if you are a fed can you send me some money though?i tried applying for a government job a few weeks ago but got rejected, sorry
>>82383625If you let the world aka other people fuck you in such a way that you become as angry and bitter as them you definitely lost.
>>82383699You realize the best modern physical theories are deterministic, right?
>>82383625Your soul is you though anon, you didn't "give your soul up", it's still part of you, and you will be paying the price for this. It's a big price for something that doesn't last that long (our time in this realm).
>>82383770If it's still a part of him, how is he paying "the price" and if there is an alternate realm he still gets to keep his soul. According to your beliefs
Chill, brother.
>>82383859based orthodoxchad. OP you probably need to pivot the other way and actually go deep into aestheticism. Go become a monk and instead of torturing others, try to leave this physical earth spiritually and feel the essence of God through monasticism. From there you can probably forget about this betrayal and maybe you can actually see God.
>>82383674oh he wants the rich bougie life. I just want someone be there and not fuck me over. I cant relate to him except for one thing.>>82383682true except im not competent in being in the military. >>82383698whatever it is even it can be nature itself it still created me and I want to defile it >>82383708would feel nice to put a bullet in a Ukrainian whores head. would be even better to track down the ones that fled and end their lives knowing their escape ment nothing.>>82383741>you definitely lostno shit>>82383770and yet I still exist for an eternity so, there's that.
>>82383746And I agree with them, my point is it invalidates there being some kind of invisible arbiter that judges us since everything that was going to happen was put into motion the day the first atoms burst into being.
>>82383699>his punishments are meaninglessYou should still fear the punishments, at least thats what the bible says, you should fear God
>>82383859why>>82383887doing art just reaffirms how shitty I am at doing things.
>>82383625You're not defiling anybody. Get out of your head
>>82383625Satan isn't real.
>>82383625That is so based you go girlboss gaslight gatekeep
>>82384295>>82383625I like the idea of the coffin joe trope where you defile stuff Being into the occult just to prove none of that shit is real.
>>82383625That wont help you get bumsex. You have to be a chad or pay money. And all the whores have herpes.
>>82383625I actually agree though
>>82383625You'll only hurt yourself. God presents you more of whatever you believe and put your thoughts towards. You're already broken obviously by whatever happened to you. It will be difficult, but you can only turn this around by believing that you can. I've never seen someone do something they didn't believe they could. You hold the keys. Everything else is illusion. God grants more of what you focus on and work towards. No matter what you do, you're part of the plan. No material is unused. You can find redemption at any time. Better to start sooner and life I life with less regrets.
>>82384327troon>>82384363I dont want sex i want to use a whores body as a canvas to make intricate gorey structures with like some modern art piece >>82384716god just bum fucks you on the straight and narrow to make you fake and gay. manifestation is a cope. im already used to hell
