made this thread just for asking what are some drugs that I can do consistently over the long term without having them ruining my life or stopping to feel atleast somewhat fun after a certain point

>>82406035
None drugs are safe, you just to make it safe, like just rotate drugs and make a schedule, one week weed, second week speed, etc.

>>82406035
None whatsoever.
Tolerance will always come, consequences always come.

There are sustainable ways to do drugs, but not consistently. Some can be done once a month, some once a week, but nothing consistent.

>>82401441
Yeah the anxiety was horrific, felt similar to the way I feel the day after doing molly but more existentially fearful than physically exhausted
>>82401493
>prolly pops them like candy himself so he didn't think much of it
bingo, he seemed to feel like it was no biggie at all and had a banana pouch literally FULL of those little pharmaceutical pill strips he kept rummaging through. to put in perspective how unserious this all was to him, when my friends found me (borderline comatose) on the sidewalk he was just sitting next to me chuckling as if I'd just had too much to drink
>Also, do you know what benzo he was feeding you, specifically? Did he tell you a name?
Blacking in and out for 24 hours is a lot of time for a benzo to work
Do you approximately know what dosage you took or how manny pills overall?
I have no idea, I think in total maybe three or four? of which a few were cut in half. I'm not sure but I believe it was diazepam/valium, no idea of the dose. I also think he gave me codeine at one point but that may have just been him confusing the names
>>82401575
>i would bet your buddy is more simple minded than malicious
yeah, he seemed like a bit of a fucking retard to be honest, very slow stoner-like way of talking, but nice guy (if he didn't nearly let me get myself killed)
>>82403482
yeah, that's the mentality I'm going with

cont.

>>82406105
>>82406266
Shit man :(, I mean I can stand doing certain drugs once every week but even those stop being fun after a while

>>82406294
on the dosage/pill type - I remember the words "valium", "diazepam", "benzo", and "codeine", and I remember that there were two physical kinds of pills, one like a small rounded rectangle about half a centimetre long and a couple millimetres wide, and one like a small disc a few millimetres wide

for the full story - this was actually our last night on a long holiday before a flight the next day back home, so we wanted to go and have one last party, and my friends and I had all been hyping each other up saying how we were gonna go really hard that night. So when the guy brought up that he had benzos and I was slightly drunk, I thought fuck it, let's try it, but kept reminding him we had a flight and asking him whether it was gonna be a problem for enabling me to get to the airport, and the onset is really really slow, so I would ask for more and he would insist it would be totally fine. The last thing I remember before blacking out is him saying that the comeup had barely lasted and that it would last for several hours, next thing I know, I wake up and I'm in a FUCKING WHEELCHAIR in the departure terminal of the airport. my friends had to convince the airport people that I'd taken bad travel medicine for them to let me get on the plane, because apparently they were afraid I was going to have a seizure. I remember the airport guys making me get up and walk in a circle, which I barely managed, then getting on the plane and blacking out again and waking up on the layover. Thinking about it now (and given I remember people talking about "seizure risks" I think I may have nearly overdosed or something like that. FUCK god just thinking about this makes me feel so unbelievably stupid, but I owe my friends my life, I'm buying them all dinner this week and I've asked them not to tell a soul about this.

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>>82406327
*saying that the comeup had barely started

on the bright side like I said this is a mother of all wakeup calls. first thing I did when I get back, I got a short professional haircut, bought some new clothes, I'm enrolling into my new masters, I'm applying to a new job today. I didn't really have that much of a drug problem before, this is the first time I've done any drug stronger than shrooms or a line of coke at a party here or there, but It's a motherfucking wake up call. I feel like a million bucks today at least, life starts NOW.

But seriously the idea that I might have overdosed or somethin... fuk man

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Painfully sober.
Also nauseous because I chew gum for hours while riding my motorcycle.

yo can you snort yvanse (or other brand lisdexamph) psychonaut sais oral but a friend of mine said snorting is fine. also is it normal that it doesnt burn or is that just my brand? i have 20mg pills but idk doesnt really hit just no high abuse potentail? am used to amph/pep

You guys need to stop saying pregabalin works on gaba.

You guys take drugs without even knowing the mechanism of action behind it.

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>>82406725
Congrats for reading the first line of psychonaut wiki, but even if Pregabalin doesn't not direct effect on GABA, it's obviously a gaba related substance, both chemically and in effects.

>>82406751
i know it's a gabapentinoid but some of you talk about like it messes with your gaba receptors like benzos do

Has anyone else had a drug dealer/vendor so shit that you genuinely consider sobriety over it?
My current guy for opiates is comically awful at customer service, stuff does arrive, but it always takes weeks for it, constisting of having to constantly ask if he's going to send it, if it has arrived yet, or it turns out that it DID arrive but got sent back, I'm coping with tramadol but It doesn't do anything even when I take more than 300 mg.
I wish my previous seller for opiates got uncaught by the feds, he wasn't perfect but I could actually get my shit in a week or less.

>>82406967
Do you only have a single seller in your country on the darknet market or what?

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>>82406993
That I know of, yes
I am looking for other ones aswell but not many ppl seem to be selling oxy

im happy to report that snorting works and you can abuse it a little

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>>82406035
Weed doesnt really effect me anymore

>>82406035
none, all drugs will either stop being fun, or make you dependent on them.
You can take the polyaddict route until you find something you really like, then abuse it and double down on it until you're at rock bottom.

All my life I thought I had depression, turns out I'm bipolar lol. What can I expect from mood stabilizers and antipsychotics?

>>82407203
>>82407328
Yeah, the fact that there is no substance that can fulfill my desire of having a single consistent source of relief through psychoactive properties makes me prefer to be sober really, I mean the polyaddict route is like eh I guess, by consistent I mean in like once a week over years and that kind of stuff, I wonder if the intermittent consumption method can work, yknow having say a season of complete abuse until I stop for some months before starting again

>>82407797
Maybe it is because I do not take them consistently enough but I have not noticed much of a difference with bipolar and adhd medication aside from good sleep

>day 5 of amphetamine withdrawal
>spending 22 hours a day in bed
Caffeine doesn't do jack shit to remedy this, I can barely even keep my eyes open to post, I guess I'll get back to sleep for another 20-something hours and just hope my package is here when I wake up because otherwise absolutely nothing is going to get done around here. I've taken bed rotting to a whole new level.

>>82408633
Oh, that sucks. What meds did you take?

>>82408646
Bro just leave your room and go for a walk

>>82409068
I take a low dose of trazadone, olanzapine for sleep and straterra for ADHD

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what should i take for a shoegaze show?

>>82406035
none but weed is going to ruin your life the least (it will still ruin your life)

>>82408646
How much were you taking and for how long?
I'm on day 7 of a one month T break and pretty much through withdrawals, and even the ones I had werent too bad. Just sleeping for 12 hours most nights and playing mordhau most of the day.

>>82409095
Nice. They gave me risperidone which I think is similar to olanzapine and after getting some blood tests done we'll start on lithium. I hope it works

Where are my nicotine bros at?

>>82409203
I've had risperidone and it sucked. The fact that I am completely off meds right now is a testament to it's failure.

I started off with 3 mg pyrazolam now added now up to 4,5 or more in combination with one alcoholic beverage.

I'm turning into a smooth brain and withdrawals about to be hell

Just got a call from a scammer claiming customs and boarder patrol have siezed a package destined for my address containing Counterfeit currency and fake ids and drugs lol, I've never used a DNM but it was funny how relevant it all felt, I thought it might be real at first but once he told me I had houses bought in my name in Texas that were raided by DEA and that I had bank accounts connected to the cartel I rolled my eyes, if any of that shit was real I would have feds busting down my door not giving me a polite phonecall, crazy shit tho

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last 2 digits will determine how many mg of thc I'll be taking tonight for the gym

>>82409134
LSD or MDMA

>>82409554
>good evening saar your bank account has been compromised by an illegal virus, please to do a transfer of your funds to a legal bitcoin bank account with the help of our anydesk assistant

>>82409203
I took risperidone at one point but cant remember its effects. I have heard lithium is meant to be one of the best however, again cant quite recollect my experience on it but good luck anon.
>>82409247
How are you off meds? For me life seems impossible without them

At least I can get high until I run out of money, since there's no fucking jobs and there's never going to be any.

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There's people getting hooked on a drug with more horrifying withdrawals than benzos because it's being sold like a harmless "dietary supplement". How the fuck is this legal? Kek

>>82408646
Pregabalin WD did that to me for 15 days. But I made that the last time and was not stupid enough to go back to it. Ignoring the WDs, you're perma frying your dopamine receptors by abusing stimulants.

how long does 2cb last and will it show up on a roadside drug test?

>>82408646
Same, a few days after I stop taking stims I get lethargic and sleep a lot. It passes after a couple of days, though.

>>82409095
>olanzapine for sleep
NTA but all zappaa ever do to me (apart for anti-psychotic effecs, that were solid) was giving me a huge appetite. Nothing sleep-inducing about it afaik.
For the record, seroquel didn't induce sleep either.

>>82409237
20mg nic vaper here. How do you take nic?

>>82410901
Seroquel made me sleep like 12-16 hours a night and gain a ton of weight. Olanzapine makes me fall asleep near instantly and stay asleep, I just need one that makes my waking (and working) hours less miserable

>>82409412
>I started off with 3 mg pyrazolam now added now up to 4,5 or more + alcohol
Woah, not to sound redundent, but you need to taper off and get off the bezo train, man; It can really fuck you up for good (as you might already be aware).

t. Casual benzo enjoyer.

>>82410953
>Seroquel made me sleep like 12-16 hours a night
For me it was just lethargy with no sleep-inducing effects; I just couldn't stand straight while on it. No increased appetite whatsoever. Other than that, and a dry mouth/heartburn, no other side-effects. Solid AP imo.
>Olanzapine makes me fall asleep near instantly and stay asleep
For me there was no drowsiness and a lot of appetite. Plus I read bad things about long-term use.
Guess people are built different.
>I just need one that makes my waking (and working) hours less miserable
I told my psychiatrist I tried a retalin from a friend and it helped me, and was presribed retalin. You should try getting some.

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>>82410901
>>82410953
How are you making your life dependent on the pharma jew? You are basically dead at that point. Antipsychotics are chemical lobotomy. Unless you're an actual schizo to the point of ptuting yourself and others at risk, the cost benefit is unfavourable. You are lobotomising yourself to "make waking (and working) hours less miserable". Literally going to an addiction clinic and getting on methadone would be a better option than taking an antipsychotic.

>>82411138
I have had psychiatrist like that in the past who would let me take whatever I would suggest to them but the nurse practitioner that handles my medication management now is stern, I had been trying to get on Wellbutrin for months but she kept shooting me down. I will try it though thanks anon

>>82410980
What do you mean permanently fuck you up in particular

Do you mean PAWSor just cognitive stuff because my brain was in the gutter ever since I became a schizo

>>82411157
I'm a schizo (not a danger) and take 2 kinds of APs (Seroquel and pephenazine)
>Antipsychotics are chemical lobotomy
Might be, but my life improved somewhat while on them. They didn't make the thoughts or voices go away, but help manage them.
>Literally going to an addiction clinic and getting on methadone would be a better option than taking an antipsychotic
Don't be dramatic. Although, I would definitly need to taper off the APs if I ever want to quit, since I am definitly dependent on them chemically at this point of long-term use, and stopping cold-turkey will shoot me straight into a hard psychotic episode, while my body tries to comprehand what is happening.

>>82411157
I'm on 15 mg zyprexa and 6 mg invega 20 mg lexapro and a benzo

>>82410953
I want to come off olanzapine as the longer you're on it the more dependant you get..it's funny you mention it because the biggest challenge quitting is not being able to sleep without it.

>>82411284
>Do you mean PAWSor just cognitive stuff
Both. Prolonged use of benzos cause physical dependence and damage your GABA receptors, which can cause a myriad of bad side-effects like general unease and anxiety to name a couple (but can also have physical side-effects as well, like muscle tension/spasms).
>my brain was in the gutter ever since I became a schizo
Same. Consider going to a psychiatrist and getting anti-psychotics prescribed.

>>82411461
I do not take it every night, maybe like 3 nights out of a given week but I never slept at all hardly before I took it so it is hard to tell if the lack of sleep on the nights I do not take it has to do with withdrawal or what have you.

>>82406029
Husking id understand thr. Some datira

>>82411480
That's me my guy
>>82411432

>>82411480
Also I used them for 3 years quit successfully and now relapsed, coming off them after 3 years was actually quite easy.

>>82410708
Trhr nut money doesn't have to be for fun

>>82411509
I am not sure what you mean and am totally confused

>>82411597
You said get on some antipsychotics
The trip I linked you is me saying I already take 2 antipsychotics

>>82411525
>coming off them after 3 years was actually quite easy
Well, if it's that easy for you, then you should stop (or at the very least, lower your dose, 3-5mg is a whole lot) before doing actual (or further) damage to your system. You said yourself:
>I'm turning into a smooth brain and withdrawals about to be hell
So you know it's a problem, man.

>>82411625
You are the guy taking 3-5mg of pyrazolam?

>>82411651
The reason I take them is because I have a lot of social environmental related issues and abuse related to that.

So the reason why I use is because of my current housing situation, hence why I didn't quit yet.

Once I move or some stuff gets rearranged, i will taper most definitely, I take this shit out of necessity.

>>82411686
Yes lol seems like you're on some stuff as well

>>82411689
>I take this shit out of necessity
3-5mg+alcohol is plain abuse, my man. I get housing situations can be difficult, but it's not worth it for the neurological damage alone; not talking about withdrawals and so on.
Goodluck, anon.

>>82411702
Ohh, I see.
>seems like you're on some stuff as well
Nah, I wish. I'm on a tbreak.
You just postes 2 different posts so I got confused.

All zappa ever do to me is appetite and muscle spasms on doses larger than 10mg so I stopped with it.
Never used invega and I don't require lexapro since I don't have depression (anymore. It wasn't chronic but situational).

And I know how easy it is to start a benzo habbit, especially in bad situations, but benzos are infamous for being bad for you in large doses and prolonged use, especially when taking them with alcohol which potantiate the high (and damage) further. Better to lower the load before it's too late imo.

>>82411506
All jokes aside, antipsychotics are poison to the human brain. Getting started on them was one of the biggest mistakes I ever made. Shrink bastards making money off it have a lot to answer for.

>>82411819
You're right I'm going to taper but that means two things

I'll need to use agmatine which upsets my guts

I'll taper it along some amanita which doesn't directly damage gaba receptors but works like a benzo.

Do that until I'm in a better position

>>82410925
Same. 20 mg vapes are the best! I don't ever wanna run out, so I always have multiple vapes stored just in case.

>>82410769
>more horrifying withdrawals than benzos
How so? I know it's a gabapentinoid and GABA B agonist, but I don't think those functions alone make it uniquely difficult to withdraw from than other GABAergics. Does it have a stronger affinity, or some other property? Or were u just talking from personal experience?
>dietary supplement
Erroneous advertising aside, the fact that people just take chemicals (of any kind) without researching what they are and how they work is insane. It reminds me of those preworkouts with over a dozen amino acids, vitamins in poorly bioavailable forms, and enough caffeine to kill a child. Silly shit.
>>82410823
Psychedelics uniquely clear out of one's system pretty quickly. Look up the time to clear for lysergamides and other phenethylamines.
>roadside drug test
I doubt they'd be testing for it, but if you really need to be sure then just play it safe anon.

>>82412436
>I don't ever wanna run out, so I always have multiple vapes stored just in case
My country is soon passing a law against the sale of flavored eliquid (for the kids, you know?) so I'll run out sooner or later. Then, idk what I'm gonna do.

>>82412485
Maybe you could buy them overseas.

>>82412095
>I'll need to use agmatine which upsets my guts
I think we spoke before and you said agmatine ruined your guts and they make a noise. It's a shame you're back at it again, but I hope you have fun.
>I'll taper it along some amanita
I have no experience with any amanita strain and thought they were only good at giving you nasea. How much experience do you have with amanita? How is it like a benzo in feel?
Goodluck anyway, anon.

>>82412608
>Maybe you could buy them overseas
My supplier overseas was Zamplebox, but they stopped shipping to my country. They were good at avoiding customs because they labeled the pckage as "plant glycerin". Other stores (if they send to my country, that is) are pricey and might get shot down at customs. The local vape scene here is unfotunatly fucked for good. All I can do is hord eliquid while I can. I buy a batch every month until the ban.

>>82412793
Theres still the option to drive there by boat.

>>82412868
>Theres still the option to drive there by boat
Hehe. Maybe next time I go abroad I'll make a big purchase.

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I just ordered some paracetamol (pain medication) and fexofenadine (allergy medication). We don't always need to buy medications like tramadol or codeine for simple things, no matter how much fun they are.

>>82412662
Not sure what the fuck that person is on about, seems like they know a teensy bit about psychopharmacology and have convinced themselves they know a lot. Muscimol is a gabaergic hallucinogen, I guess because it has "gaba" in it they think it works like a benzo lol. I have tripped on muscimol dozens of times, always extracted from amanita caps I foraged myself, anything sold in a store as amanita is 100% not going to contain muscimol. The nausea part you're thinking of is the ibotenic acid that the caps also contain, that's why it's important to decarboxylate and extract the muscimol because ibotenic acid is a deliriant like dph. Although I will admit even just pure muscimol had a nauseating effect at high doses

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im almost 30 years old and ive spent much of the last 10 years wishing to transition but feeling too afraid. anyway whats the best drug to get addicted to?

>>82413244
Hmm. Interesting. Thanks for the info!

>>82413279
Remember that Natalie Mars started transitioning at 30.

>>82413279
>im almost 30 years old and ive spent much of the last 10 years wishing to transition but feeling too afraid
If that's really who you are, there is no reason to be afraid. If you were serious about it you'd be on hrt rn just driven from dysphoria alone. What are you afraid of?
>whats the best drug to get addicted to?
None of them. Leave this place before you get trapped at the point of no return. But weed will do you in in the nicest way than most other drugs.

>>82413457
>If that's really who you are, there is no reason to be afraid. If you were serious about it you'd be on hrt rn just driven from dysphoria alone. What are you afraid of?
not every trans person has dysphoria. That's called trans-medicalism. You can become trans for any reason you want to.

>>82413489
My bad. I just assumed you ment "transition" in the medical sense as it is very common as well as dysphoria being a major driving factor.
What are you afraid of, then? (I would've assumed the medical implications were a deterrent, but that point is moot...) if that's truly who you are, own it.

>>82407797
Bipolar 1 or 2?
They like to diagnose BP2 for complex cases but it's not real bipolarity, there's no psychosis.

>>82409095
ADHD isn't real as we all know, but enjoy your drugs.

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>>82413279
Take Pimozide, it fixes transsexual obsession, which is a type of OCD.

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Drug use is all mental. A can of caffeine can feel like whatever mind rotting garbage you are abusing your brain with. Get off the hard drugs already. I'm vibing with monsters and I used to do ritalin and speed. The same high with little downsides.

>>82413682
Goyslurp. You know it's just caffeine with sugar, right?

>>82413619
I am not the original poster. Just a guy joining in the convo.

>>82413279
Get addicted to opiates, it kills your libido and since your crossdressing fetish is sexual it'll make the urges go away.

>>82413694
Oh. Would've been clearer if you started with nta (not that anon) in your post. Thanks for the info, I am not keen on gender-politics and social studies in general so I learned a new term today.

>>82413809
Never heard of the term nta. But I don't post many times on r9k

>>82413809
So, apologies

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I'm sorry, I thought we were here to talk about drugs, not TRANNY POLITICS
God I hate trannies. They fester like a disease in every hobby I have.

Thankfully I'm not sober right now.

>>82414168
But don't you think they're hot?

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>>82414192
What? No they're gross, so uncanny looking.
Women are beautiful and fertile, they're made for men, whereas trannies are just... weird men trying to look like women but failing at every step. They're revolting to see.

I don't see how you can want to have sex with trannies except if you're too afraid to approach women, or don't feel like you're good enough for women. Weird.

>>82414424
I don't feel like I'm good enough for anyone. But what does that have to do with it?

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Man I can never tell her that because it'll upset her but I feel like I love my wife even more when I'm under the influence.
Women will never understand how much we love them. Maybe she loves our child as much as I love her, but not in the same way. I don't know.

Men really are creatures of love.

>>82414435
I've had friends that went for ugly or damaged women just because they didn't feel good enough to be loved by a better woman.
I assume some people do the same with trannies. You can't see yourself be loved by a woman so you go for damaged men instead, you're worthy of them after all, they're fucked up like you.

>>82414528
I'm the level of fucked up where not even the people who are just as fucked up as me would want to be around me.

I used to be addicted to benzos, nicotine, and self harm, but managed to quit. Being put under a good medication scheme and surrounding myself with friends, going out, and recognizing my unhealthy thought patterns has helped me a lot into feeling better.
Please take care of yourselves, anons. Think of yourself as if you were a friend or a very beloved person, and try to let your bodies rest from harm.

>I hate tranny politics
>Proceeds to rant about their politics on trannies.
I thought we were here to talk about drugs. I guess you just like talking about trannies if it's how much you hate them. Do as all a favor and shut the fuck up in general. You are an obvious samefag spouting your retarded hot takes on a number of topics and constantly attempting to control the conversation in the thread. Please fuck off back to whatever safe space you're dreaming of.

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I went to a massage place while on pregabalin.
It's pretty nice. I saw pretty colors with my eyes closed.

>>82415368
Are ya serious? Selfharm? I thought there were only schoolgirls who do that.

>>82415683
There are many ways to self harm, self destructive behavior is common in both sexes.
Doesn't necessarily mean cutting oneself just to get attention.

I can't believe I'm gonna say this but shit, weak opiates really did had a positive impact in my life after all

T. someone who doesn't plan on taking them or any drugs for a good while now

but we'll see, and maybe I tell you guys about this and how it happened later, once it's confirmed

>>82415734
And yeah I forgot to attach a song to this bitch
https://youtu.be/CpIRxVPSKSg

>>82407140
im happy to report that abusing works even a little more than what i was reporting earlier its like 20 hours later im 20 20mg vyanse shorter but unfortunatley still quite normal

>>82413244
>>82412662
No it doesn't make me nauseous that's opioids that do.

As for amanita when boiled and processed it doesn't work as a hallucinogen at all, it's just a depressant.

>>82413244
You're confusing the way you take it and the way someone else takes it.

I've personally used amanita muscaria and regalis a lot and it never worked as a hallucinogen.

When prepared and boiled it is distributed into capsules that no longer have hallucinogenic properties at all.

Bipolar anon on olanzapine again, I ran out a few days ago and you guys really were not kidding I did not sleep a fucking wink last night.

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>>82415723
Absolutely, yes. It wasn't just cutting, it was anything that could let steam off, hitting things, biting, destroying things. I once cut my fingers by destroying a bottle accidentally against the wall.
>>82415734
Drugs can be a gigantic help in times of need, anon, don't feel weak or guilty for needing a little push when you're going through some shit. The issue is not getting addicted and knowing how to quit safely.
>>82417052
Really? Olanzapine made me sleep way too much and that's why I stopped taking it, it's related to benzodiacepines in a way. A T-benzodiacepine, kind of. I asked my psychiatrist to switch me to another antipsychotic and she put me on aripiprazole. I'm doing incredible now, thankfully.

how many of u get drugs legally vs ilegally?
how many of u have a dealer or different dealers?
how many of u buy online? or from a friend?
i was rly gonna ask about the worst experiences buying from street dealers, but i dont think you guys go out to the street sometimes.

>>82417296
Both
Different
Online only

>>82417296
There's a bit of everything in these threads but the reality is that online is cheaper and safer.
Some people don't like it because they live with their parents or are too lazy to learn how to buy, but it's the gist of it.

>>82417415
>online is cheaper and safer.
i cant imagine that being true... you never tried to push the price down or acted as if u were a little short on cash?

coming up on 14 days of quitting daily 8-12mg subutex daily, started taking kratom a week in to not feel so awful and its been working but not very well
all i want is real opiates bros fuck my stupid baka life

Can I take 70mg vyvanse throughout the day instead of all at once?

>>82416830
>>82416852
You have no idea what the fuck you're talking about. As I plainly stated muscimol is a gabaergic hallucinogen, that is the class of drug it is. And you are a moron.

>>82419169
i mean nobody's gonna stop you, you wont be as high but if you need it to stay focused then maybe theres some benefit in it for you

>>82419500
Will it mess up my tolerance at all? I'm just experimenting with different ways to get all day coverage.

>>82417873
I use a site that has some 20% off sale every holiday that come with some freebies and points you can use for an additional discount

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Using drugs just feels like living in sin.
It's like I chose to work at a shitty call center job where I bother people all day, and I choose to get stoned every day to make the work bearable
I get stuck here, and then whatever effort I make to lose weight or get a new job just runs out of momentum

>>82419590
its almost like working for the profits of others is inherently alienating and is a dead end for all workers, very curious i wonder who couldve predicted this

>>82419514
probably but idk, its like taking it as directed by a doctor which im assuming does fuck with tolorence at least as much as taking one big dose

I unexpectedly ran out of tramadol, I was certain I had like 2 weeks worth wtf

>>82419643
i filched it sorry anon

>>82419659
Fortunately, I can get my doc to prescribe more, so I am not too upset at (you) for it, but pls get your own.

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>>82419616
If Marxists could build a workers paradise why did they need walls to keep people in?
When did the Soviet Union stop being a transitional government and become a Dictatorship of the proletariat? When did the Soviet Union get rid of money?
When did Money, Markets and the State wither away exactly?

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>>82419552
wtf share

>>82419679
>unironically thinking one less than a hundred year long experiment in socialism is the end all be all in thousands of years of human history
lol the development of the airplane didnt end with the wright brothers first flight, it will take decades or centuries of development and trial and error to create the ideal society, dont throw the baby out with the bathwater especially considering how much worse capitalist states are for the planet and human race

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>>82419779
So which experiment got the closest to removing Money Markets and the State?
Ho Chi Minh's Vietnam?
Tito's Yugoslavia?
The Kim family and their Democratic People's Republic of Korea?
The Khmer Rouge in Cambodia?
Castro's Cuba?
Did it have more success in Africa with the People's Republic of the Congo or the People's Democratic Republic of Ethiopia?

today is looking like 2.5 of mushrooms, a couple spliffs, and a bike ride

>>82419852
hey retard read my post, none of the experiments of the 20th century got close to achieving a stateless classless society, not to mention your premise is misleading because removing money or markets from society is not a stated goal of socialism in the first place, but then again you would have no idea because you havent read capital or really any theory at all lol
idk why people like you have such a hard on for arguing about shit you dont understand in the slightest, youre doing the capitalists job for them like a bitch and you dont even know why

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>>82419868
No the promise is abundance, equality, and modernity. A worker's paradise. Those were just transitional states along the road to a Dictatorship of the proletariat. It's just a sign that you have gone from the transitional state to the Dictatorship of the proletariat is the withering away of Money Markets and the state.
So which one got closest to the Dictatorship of the proletariat? Which had abundance, equality, and modernity. If that country had walls to keep people out instead of keeping people in because of how many people want to move there that could be a sign

>>82415664
That sounds like a good experience

>>82413693
Caffeine and Sugar will do less long term damage compared to ritalin and speed

>>82409145
weed+vaping+energy drinks to combine the least life ruining stuff

>>82419852
probably 1936 Catalonia, but the CNT and friends were fucking pants-on-head retarded as well. enjoy getting your head blown off if you hire a non-relative to harvest or mend a fence lol. and i suppose they were syndicalist-anarchists and not marxists. but they probably got the closest. i'm a right-reactionary anyway tho

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>>82419984
Would you rather live under Franco's Spain or Pinochet's Chile?

>>82419996
almost certainly Pinochet's Chile. not that Franco wasn't a hero. while little comfort to the kin of those taken for free helicopter rides or thrown in prison to rot in either place, it is a little surprising to me how few people were subject to purges after the coup/war. especially compared to central american nations or places like indonesia

>>82419297
Microdosing processed amanita dried and boiled doesn't make you hallucinate.

Is it a hallucinogen yes when eaten raw or not thoroughly processed, but 400mg processed amanita muscaria.

Basically feels like taking valium and doesn't make you hallucinate, I can attest to I've used them daily.

>>82420062
A low dose of alcohol has a stimulatibg effect, that doesn't make it a stimulatant.

I cannot even imagine what will happen if I run out of weed, opiates or any other drug that I take more often than once a week.

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>>82414424
>>82414435
I'm dating a trans woman and she's cute and sweet and pretty and great in bed...

no opiates is a hell i cant wake up from, ive been sleeping 17+ hours when i dont have work and getting piss drunk when i do

>>82406035
The best trip report I ever read was about some british boomer who just sniffed glue all the time and had the most insane trip reports and didn't really suffer any consequences. I know inhalants are bad for you but somehow he was fine

>>82417237
>she put me on aripiprazole. I'm doing incredible now, thankfully
I'm glad it works for you. For me abilify was hellish and gave me muscle spasms and general unease.

>>82420530
kek, I remember when I huffed lighter fluid in highschool, it was epic as fuck and the effects are super unique.
You have a ket-like high with a bunch of auditory hallucinations (usually some sort of hard-bass) and everything feels nostalgic.
ket is basically the closest thing to it, but nothing is quite like it, I don't do it anymore for obvious reasons but man, it was fun.

>>82417296
>how many of u get drugs legally vs ilegally?
Both. I have prescriptions for benzos and retalin and buy meth and speed from a dealer.
>how many of u have a dealer or different dealers?
I have the same dealer for all of my drugs. It's good to have a working relationship with one dealer so he sees you as a regular and dosn't screw you on prices ans gets to you fast.
>how many of u buy online? or from a friend?
I will eventually buy online for many reasons, but not for the time being. I buy medical grade amphetamine from a friend at base market value.

>>82420607
I heard huffing gas makes you feel like a euphoric genius about to discover the secrets of the universe

>>82419861
>today is looking like 2.5 of mushrooms, a couple spliffs, and a bike ride
Sounds enjoyable. Have fun, anon.

>>82420620
maybe that's nitrous?
speaking of nitrous I should buy a cannister so I can see what it's like.

>>82406029
just got prescribed valium (10mg)
what am I in for as someone who has never taken benzos before?

>>82420778
If you're being directed to take them daily, then rest in peace. Otherwise, avoid addiction (as with all substances) and you'll be alright. Also it's common to get delusions of sobriety when on GABAergics, so be weary of redosing.

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>>82420843
>If you're being directed to take them daily, then rest in peace
my psych said to take two a day. is that bad?
I've never taken any strong medications before so I don't know what is considered normal

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I'm so far staying sober n good (ignoring the lyrica that's going to kick in soon) so I can drive and pick up my opiates, once I do that, I'm self-destructing harder than a shiny electrode

>>82420870
You're ignorant or trolling, anyway don't take tags shut daily
>advice I'm a benzo addict

>>82420897
>You're ignorant or trolling
just ignorant. I've literally never done anything even close to benzos. "riskiest" thing I've ever done was dph

>>82420918
Yea your doctor is fuckijg you in the ass stop taking it or taper

>>82420778
Relaxation, tiredness, lack of anxiety

>>82420870
>two a day
Any amount per day is going to catch up to you very quickly (less than 2 weeks).
>any strong medications
It's about how psychoactive drugs work. You will experience effects, then your body will dampen them as it tries to return to baseline. This means your body will eventually (if dosed day after day) will require them to achieve baseline (aka addiction).

For reference, think about caffeine. If you take a consistent dose daily (eg. one cup of coffee), then after a week you'll get diminished effects compared to how you felt the first day you had it. It'll be noticable, don't get me wrong, but it's nowhere near as effective. You'll feel tired throughout the day eventually, and if you want that same stimulation, you'll need to dose higher to get it. With GABAergics, you'll return to the same anxiety and restlessness after taking it daily for a while.

It's going to be a sober night bros, this is dire and bleak but that's how I want it to be, I still feel like I got my shit clear

I haven't had any human contact in a while. It feels good.

>>82421413
pro tip you can make being sober more interesting by letting yourself get really depressed

me the second any drug hits my system
https://youtube.com/shorts/cW_m1thpPs0?si=2JIULcsBh3cofe8O

>trying meth for the first time
What am I in for bros?

>>82417873
Fucking or haggling with a DNM vendor is an easy way to never get anything shipped to you again. Everything online works on reputation and word of mouth because of how many scammers are out there.

You get ripped off on the streets. Acid is like 15% the price online compared to the streets, shrooms can be like 5-15%, MDMA like 5%, meth idk but they're basically giving it out for free on some vendors. Quality is better too.

Driving in the middle of the night is peculiar.
I saw a husky randomly running around a neighborhood, I stopped for it and honked my horn to see if anyone's looking for it but nobody came so I assume it escaped its yard or something.

>>82406029
Datura tea doesn't last as long as eating it. Made me feel way drunker though

I got some ambien as a freebie for my package being late, does it have recreational value or should I just use it to unfuck sleep schedules?

>>82422177
>trying meth for the first time
>What am I in for bros?
Depends on the dose and method of use (I recommend oral, since it's less potent which will be less addicting but will also last longer than smoking/snorting; about 8-12 hours as opposed to 4-6 so less compulsion to redose), but you can expect a good focus, a feeling of rush and steadiness, improved socialibility/inability to stop talking, increased thought flow, low to mild euphoria (maybe high euphoria with no tolerance) and some tweaking(eye twitchs and the such)/jaw locking. On higher doases (200+mg) with oral ingestion you'll run into constipation (for a day or two) and on very high doses (600+mg), diffculty to inability to pass urine (for a few hours ime. Also is a sign of an OD, so take care if you ever get to that point). Be careful of dependence and have a good time!
t. Weekly meth enjoyer (500+mg on high tolerance, don't get there, hehe)

>>82417873
The reason you can push down the price with street rats is because they have a HUGE margin.
Because there is competition, it's not the case with an online darknet market.

What do you think about Vegan Gains curing his depression with magic mushrooms and steroids?

any good rc stims you can get domestic in canada?

>>82422400
Look up trip reports for it on erowid or the r*dd*t page "r/ambien". Just be weary and be responsible as always.
>>82422694
>psychedelic therapy
Pretty common use for them, next to partying of course.
>(basically) boost testosterone
That'd make most modern men feel better given current trends. I bet seeing better gains from that would also make him feel much more motivated from the gym. I always feel phenomenal when I set heavy PRs and such.

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kratom gives me maybe 3 hours of relief from withdrawals at max and i dont want to redose it cause it jacks up my heart rate and blood pressure really high, fuck i cant wait for this shit to be over i feel like my skin is being ripped off my body i never should have run out of opiates

>>82422400
man, like 10+ years ago i abused ambien and all i did was fuck around with Katawa Shoujou, damn near all it does is make you feel weird as fuck and then blackout quick as shit. not much potential! would not recommend. probably turns your brain into swiss cheese too

whats really cool is when i had cancer i had near unlimited scripts of vicodin, made having cancer with a silver lining ya know? but i liked it a whole lot, so i can't have any more or i'll go junkie status. damn i'd like some vicodin right now.

>>82423233
Never should have gotten your body so reliant on Opiates
I don't feel that way when I run out of weed just saying

>>82423265
no shit
i used to smoke weed daily but over time it just started to make me anxious which happens to a lot of people apparently, if weed still worked for me i would never have switched to opiates but im glad i did theyre the best drug on earth, and again my problem was running out, i would never have problems like this if i could never run out of opiates but here we are

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Is there any skincare regime or something that gets rid of the bags under my eyes that reveal my weed usage?