In your own words, what does falling in love feel like to you? How do you know there's a connection, a spark, a vibe?
Like every second spent together feels like the best time of my life
>>82414454not real. end of discussion. back to gaming.
>>82414454It feels like I find someone very sexyand I think about them a lotespecially if they are giving me attentionbut im such a loser :c I can't bring myself to make a move
>>82414454Kind of like this anon said >>82414468 and when you can't spend time together you are sad. Almost everything this person does or says is interesting and makes you happy because you love this person and you want to be together forever. Also real love does not go away.
>>82414454Like a trap and I should run or kill them before they try to kill me.
sparks flying everywhere, heart skips a beat, breath taken, butterflies, etc.
>>82414454I enjoyed every message I received from herI enjoyed talking to her, I wanted to make her feel betterI wanted to do things to make her happy
>>82414454You feel something inside you. She's all you think about. You find yourself staring at her despite yourself. You keep fantasizing about kissing her, marrying her and having kids with her. But the more you grow up, you'll realize you'll never be the person she thinks about. Some men aren't meant to be loved. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9zYL-XylC74
A vibe yes, like a desire and wonder you didn't know was there
It's when the other person completes you. When you feel empty without them from then on. It's the feeling you get when you're around them, their voice, their eyes. It's something that's impossible to be forgotten, moved on from. I'm doing my best to move on from it.
>>82414454It's a feeling you've never felt before and it hits you like a truck. No matter what is going wrong, thinking of that person puts a big smile on your face. There is absolutely no mistaking it, but it is hard to describe.
i've never been in love. only deluded myself into infatuation with 1 girl in my life, due to prolonged exposure to her over the course of a few years of working together on shift. we were stuck in a control room together for 12+ hours - multiple days a week. with her there, it made me feel a sense of hope that I hadn't felt in years. it made me look forward to days with her. it made me happy just to be around her. it brought to novelty to what would otherwise have been a boring or mundane existence. It made me feel a sense of purpose to try and make her happy. even when there was a silence between us when we worked on shift together, it was never that awkward.The girl told me we vibed at one point. I hinted at interest, but I realized with time she only thought of me as a friend at most. I couldn't get her out of my head, and I would alternate between some joy with her or internal anger that she never seemed to want anything more. I couldn't stay mad at her. We eventually got moved to different crews, but we managed to convince them to change the schedule so that we could stay on together. I masked my desire for that though - rather than outright stating it. One day, she stopped texting me individually. Dunno why. Conversations were mostly in a group chat. Occasional meme (individual). She eventually got moved off the shift work to a non-console position. She wasn't working with me anymore. My infatuation faded with decreased exposure to her. I then felt empty. I slowly began to distance myself even more (on purpose) - to see if she'd make the effort to rekindle things. She did, but never more than surface level. Without her on my crew anymore, I became vastly demoralized and hating my job in spades. looking elsewhere now.This situation is more complicated by another coworker there too. I realized I was delusional to think she saw anything in me. I now question whether she even considered me a friend. Perhaps I was just in the same place at the same time.
>>82414454when every second that im not talking with that someone im thinking about wanting to talk with that someone
how long till suicide is considered?
