No judgement, no gaslighting. I won't insist that you're exaggerating or that any given thing isn't your fault(though it might actually be your fault, you'll have to check yourself on that one). I'm just interested in hearing it from the other side in a context that's more my speed
>>82507445Chad won't stick around, that's their problem.
>>82507445desu, it's not their fault, but none of them are ever any of the characters from cartoons/anime that I have spent my life fixated onand none of them want to rp, either
>>82507458Why would you shit up my thread with this shortform slop>>82507473Plenty of men want to rp anon, at least onlineAs far as the other stuff, what's different? Not charming enough? I notice a lot of anime pretty boys women simp for are very suave and elegant. Is that the real female fantasy?
>>82507506:/ my desires are more retarded than that, I'm sorry
>>82507445The weaponized incompetence/ learned helplessness makes me want to throttle them and make fun of and confirm all their insecurities to satisfy their deep seated masochism. I never would, because it won't fix anything and would just give them another excuse and validate their victimhood complex. But I do sometimes listen to them whine and think>Yeah the real problem is your jawline and small penis not the fact you're an annoying autist who is inconsiderate of others and only does what pleases you you are an emotional glutton and even if you looked like adonis himself your insufferable personality would render you a free meal/dildo dispenser at best because you contribute absolutely zero benefit to even the people who have no choice but to care about you lest you krill yourself like the little shrimp you are.
>>82507533Pic related is literally me and I am not even trying
>>82507563that'sthat's pretty good, anon
>>82507533I'm not sure what you mean >>82507535This is very good. Thanks anon. >>82507563You're a black man who is obsessed with fried chicken?
>>82507445even if theyre also autistic they dont care about female autism or just play it down
>>82507580I am attracted to borderline feral men who have some sort of personality disorder and are older than me
>>82507586Really? How does it happen>>82507597...well just don't wind up dating a crackhead anon
>>82507623its always just some sort of weird superiority complex, that because ur a female u cant possibly have a similar medical condition
>>82507580>You're a black man who is obsessed with fried chickenMuhammad abdul was no nigger he is a sand nigger learn the difference
>>82507623well, that's a thing; I can't pick any ol muttering druggy because I also like roidpigsgotta be immediately visibly working out too much
>>82507634Interesting. I have heard that female autism sometimes manifests in different ways. Do you agree or do you think it's more or less similar? >>82507636He was clearly black and there are plenty of black arabs>>82507640Well roiding has the same psychological basis as trooning out so you got the mentally ill part rolled in ig
>>82507651>roiding has the same psychological basis as trooning outno they do not, one is hot, one is gross; I would never date a pretend-girl>you got the mentally ill part rolled ingod it's hotI want him to explain to explain to me that toothpaste is a psyop while I know he's fuckin juicing
>>82507651>He was clearly black and there are plenty of black arabsGod dam he is black i thought his skin is just a lighter shade of brown like the Egyptians but again those friend chicken niggers are exclusively amircans abudle is still a sand brother
>>82507677Just because you find one attractive does not negate my point lol>>82507725I kek'd at this thank you anon
>>82507738yes, it does so, sir.
>>82507748Okay, I believe you're a real foid now
>>82507774I need a strong, insane man to corral me
>>82507777What a fuckin post to get the divine quads on man...Maybe you'll be blessed
>>82507789omfg, you're right; I hope so
>>82507797I certainly don't, but hey, maybe meme magic is real
>>82507533Stand ready for my arrival, woid.
>>82507597didn't know my gf was on 4chan now
>>82507597>borderline feral men who have some sort of personality disorder and are older than meDepending on what feral means this is me
>>82508300>>82508305you gotta be wild>>82508243I am extremely cool and everyone likes me; to befriend me would raise anyone's social status
>>82508447>you gotta be wildI get super wild when I go psychotic do that count?
>>82508477I mean, yeah, that's kind of when I would expect it to happen, really
>>82508485It feels like going going super saiyan but in the wrong direction you know? Then I get out of it and I'm not wild anymore, just lethargic and boring.
>>82508529Old men are normally lethargic and boring; that makes sense>It feels like going going super saiyan but in the wrong directionI would listen to you talk about your tormented soul all nightYou have great depths and no one appreciates you for it; it's fucked up and not fair, and genuinely society's fault, not yours
>>82508543I'm so old. My bones hurt, my joints hurt, my tendons are always getting injured. All I talk anymore is the news and the weather. It's awful. I go on and on about demons and God and angels and my soul burning in the tar. I get so religious when I'm psychotic it's crazy. I never have anyone to talk to about it so I just keep it in my head. >You have great depths and no one appreciates you for it; it's fucked up and not fair, and genuinely society's fault, not yoursYou're grooming me but I'll allow it
>>82508560Psychosis is already painful and lonely, everything would be so much better if more people could just be real with each other and listenI wouldn't groom you; unless you want me to wash your hair for you lol
>>82508600Yeah when I get like that I mostly just self isolate and suffer and try not to self harm too much. People typically don't want to deal with that. Do you have experience with psychosis?You could cut my hair if you wanted, I don't know about washing though lol
>>82507445Breh, women literally don't give a shit about men. We're their pokemon
>>82508644>People typically don't want to deal with thatWe have such a immature and unreasonable culture of cutting people off when we don't feel like giving back to the world; I'd like to see proof of one normie who didn't have an absolutely sprawling social safety net just below themI'm so sorry that it gets so bad that you ever had to do that. I wish you didn't; I hope you never do again; I wish that you can feel better soon, hopefully better enough that you don't ever have to do that anymore. You should never have to feel so bad. I don't have any experience with it myself; maybe that could make me good touchstone for someone who does>You could cut my hair if you wantedHmmmmmmm, I wonder if I would be good at that lol
>>82508717>We have such a immature and unreasonable culture of cutting people offI kind of understand it. People want something easy and psychosis is very hard. I don't hold it against them. They do all have incredible social safety nets though and I think many of them take it for granted. >I wish that you can feel better soonIt comes and goes, but I'll be like this forever. No cures and the meds are worse than the symptoms I get. Mostly I just live in shades of grey which is very tolerable. At the very least things are easier now. My youth was much more volatile of a time. More angry outbursts and less self control. >maybe that could make me good touchstone for someone who doesReality checking is important. I get into a weird half psychotic state sometimes where reality starts to blur and I have to look at shadows twice to make sure they're not demons, even if I don't really believe they are. If that makes sense. Having some kind of tether would actually be useful there.>I wonder if I would be good at that lolMy current strategy is to grow my hair until it annoys me and then shave it all off, so you can't possibly be worse than that.
>>82508761You've clearly grown and learned a lot; you have so much empathy, too; I wish other people would give you the kind of effort you're expendingIt must get exhausting, all togetherYou really do deserve a soft place to land sometimes>My current strategy is to grow my hair until it annoys me and then shave it all offSort of been there lol, I often grow mine out on purpose, then get annoyed and end up with pixie cut for awhile
>>82508809For as old as I am I'm still very immature and don't have much to show for anything. I've never been able to hold a job for long and mostly just exist because of the charity of my family, though it's an odd thing because I rarely talk to any of them. I think people gave me more effort in the past but I never really improved so the effort ended. It's really not too bad though, I mostly exist in my own world and just block everything else out. A soft place would be nice. I've never had that before in my life to be honest. I think it's kind of terrifying too though, the idea of anything like that. All of my defenses are built up on the idea that I am alone and will be alone and that the world is not something that will ever offer any sort of safety. I don't know how I'd even let someone in. >then get annoyed and end up with pixie cut for awhileGoing from long hair to short hair feels so good. It's freeing.
like when he is not chad ughh... you know like when men are ugly and exists at least they could give me free stuff and then fuck off and die why do this ugly "men" have to even exists just die off nobody wants you
>>82508809>>82508848Just fuck already. God damn
>>82508848I've often suspected that "maturity" may be a concept we made up; the more I talk to old people, the more I find out that no one really changed since childhoodWell, "old," I mostly mean people around my grandparents age; I mostly talk to older peopleWell, so I say that to say; you actually have a lot to show for your effort. Others may not see it, but it is assuredly there; I see it right now, and we're just on 4chanIf you wanted to, like if it was right for you; you've definitely already had to adapt and adjust enough in life, I think if you *knew* it was safe to, you could let someone inI hope so, anyway, you deserve that.>>82508889I would if he was here, senpai
>>82508916Maybe it is a made up concept. I just feel that it takes very little for me to breakdown. It seems like I should more resilient at this point in my life. I hope I'm younger than your grandparents. Why do you mostly talk to older people?Thank you, you're very kind anon. I think I would like to let someone in, I just don't know how to make it happen. I'm an easy person on the surface but letting someone in is just something that would take a lot of effort, no matter how much I want it; most people are not interested in spending that much effort. I find it very difficult to trust people and I keep them at a distance as much as possible. I don't know that I deserve anything in particular, but thank you nonetheless.
>>82508957I think you're a lot more resilient than you give yourself credit for; think of how much less work normies have to put into day-to-day life, they'd be breaking down too if they had to combat their own brains on the weekly (or more)I don't blame you for keeping people at an arm's length; how many times can a person get burned before they just stop turning the stove on, after allYou're so good at talking though, if you were just given a chance, you could definitely win hearts(Sorry, I'm finally getting sleepy)You're good, Anon, I want for your life to be good too, you absolutely deserve that much
>>82509041Well, I've been keeping people at arm's length all my life to be honest. But I think the stove was pretty hot in my childhood so maybe your point stands. You're good at talking too anon, thanks for spending time with me.I'm getting sleepy too, I think it's bedtime. I hope you have a good life too. Maybe we'll run into each other again. Goodnight and sweet dreams anon, until next time.
>>82509059>Maybe we'll run into each other againGod I hope soIt was really, really nice to talk to youSleep tight, Anon
>>82507458Woah, the BBC spammer makes a cameo at 0:05
