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>>82621564starting ambien in a few days, anyone know if that will that affect my ability to lucid dream / remember my dreams?as I've been having quite nice vivid dreams since starting a different medication and I don't want to lose that
>>82621580Look into getting supplements like MSM and valerian root, they should help with potent dreaming a lot. I miss lucid dreaming, now I'm on prazosin and it doesn't even work. Worst off is it makes me mouthebreathe in my sleep which is awful to wake up to.
Renting out a hotel for the night. Got:>Meth>2CB>MDMA>Weed>Xans (for when im finished)>maybe a prostitute (im too scared I wont be able to get my dick up, also not much cash left at the momnt)I cannot wait to see what meth and MDMA feels like. I am literally shaking. I am going to blast unimaginable ropes
>>82622765There really isn't much point combining different amphetamines, from personal experience you just end up getting the worst effects of both. So you'll probably be really twitchy and paranoid and uncomfortable and your dick will disappear back inside you and you won't be able to get a boner. Since you're on 2cb and weed you'll probably be hyper aware of all internal sensations and you'll get paranoid. You do you man, but that bunch of stuff sounds shit for spending in a hotel room. Mdma and 2cb would be better for an event, I think I'd get bored as hell staring at the beige hotel walls with all that going on, if you just want to stimfap then stick to meth alone.
>>826227972CB and MDMA was already one of my top tier ejaculations up there with meth.. if youve actually taken these drugs together and can vouch for this than I would believe it, but otherwise you just sound retarded, there is only really one amphetamine here, the other 2 are 'amphetamines' whos primary effects are completely unlike amphetamines and are not really traditional stimulants
Trying to run down my abusable drug supplies and take a break for a month or so, been a bit silly for a while and I've definitely worked up some gaba dependencies. >10 300mg pregabalins>1 Ambien >~60 phenibut>Tiny bit of coke Need to resist the urge to buy coke and k this weekend, then I can slowly use the phen and pregs to keep myself sane and from drinking a bottle of wine a night, once I'm off the lot and can sleep normally, predict a week of bad sleep, then I can buy nothing and reset my brain. It's going to be boring but then I can do a nice acid trip without feeling overwhelmingly guilty about lying to my wife, really puts a downer on the trip.
q. about redosing mdma90 minutes or 2 hours after initial dose?Would also appreciate any info regardingkitty flipping.At what point do you start bumping ket?
>>82622812Look I'm not going to play the jerk-off who's better at drugs game with you, I'm too old for that shit. Yes I've done md and 2cb, but I was at a party and not sitting at home gooning so it's a different experience, the latter doesn't appeal to me in the slightest, I tend to stick to the MMCs for that. Not really sure if you're suggesting 2cb is an 'amphetamine', I wasn't and that makes you sound retarded. Saying mdma isn't a stimulant is retarded. Enjoy yourself, I was literally just trying to help but you're an angry cocksleeve.
>>82622868I tend to redose mdma about 2 hours after original dose, if you find the reddit thread called 'mdma supplementation' in the drug nerds sub I've found his routine and rough amounts to be reliable. I wouldn't worry about the supplements too much, I take some but not all. I basically bump k throughout the entire experience, never found any reason to wait for better results.
>>82622797Same anon here, just had to mention>Mdma and 2cb would be better for an eventAgreed for most who dont use it often, this was primarily what I used it for at nightclubs, but the appeal wore off real quick for me. Coke, mdma, 2cb are more enjoyable for chemsex or masturbating. Same goes for all those rave drugs like shrooms acid and mesc. The whole merging with the must shezzaz is just quite mesmerizing but you can do the same without restraints in your room with high quality headsets and some of the good stuff. For note, i've been to raves/nightclubs at like a dozen times, and I prefer doing these things in isolated places so I can really let myself loose>>82622870>Not really sure if you're suggesting 2cb is an 'amphetamine'It is, by chemical definition, related to amphetamine family. They are both phentylamines.>>82622870>Saying mdma isn't a stimulant is retarded.Didn't say its not a stimulant, but its not a stimulant in the same way amphetamines are, it releases near zero dopamine. Its effects synergize with dopaminergic compounds>>82622870>Enjoy yourself, I was literally just trying to help but you're an angry cocksleeve.I was mostly angry that people really think polysubstance combinations are useless and not 100x more enjoyable than drugs on their own (which they are). People don't understand what they are missing out on. I hope you try these things too because i have had out of world experiences on these combos that made me eyes roll like a hentai character.
I realized I am not good with alcohol, especially while under stress, so I am giving it up. But life is really boring sober most of the time, if only because J am alone most of the time. LARPing here for reactions from strangers is not fun anymore. I need to get a puppy.
>>82622765Meth is a junkie drug, why is it even on your list with 2cb?
>>82622928Have you actually tried meth? If you did, you would not be posting this right now. The list of drugs I have taken is immensely vast, from heroin to mescaline to even quaaludes, but methamphetamine tops all of these in pure extreme euphoria by several factors. Junkies are hooked on it because of this. Doesn't mean it's not an S tier drug.Imagine orgasming out of every nerve ending in your body, that is what meth feels like. Oh, and it lasts for 12 hours
>>82622946You don't know anything, or you have horrible taste. Meth is a loser drug. It does not belong in the same list as 2CB. If you had real 2CB and a modicum of taste, you would know this. Pleb.
How can I use drugs to bait women into sex? Asking for a friendJk I don't have friends
>>82622908Hmm, it does indeed take all sorts so I will concede that you can have different experiences. For me however I do not see a point in empathogens not in the rave, whenever I've tried it just makes me wish I was in a sweaty basement club listening to techno and surrounded by people. More merging with the collective soul of humanity than with the music, the quest for the infinite that is much harder to come by on your own. That's me though, I am lucky to know people in a very friendly and very welcome dance music scene where you can let loose and do drugs without fear of judgment. Shan't do meth, I'm well aware of my addictive personality and I don't think experiencing anything like that will do me any favours in the long term, for the same reason I'm very careful around proper opiates. Oxy was too good and I think if I ever inject anything I will be lost for good. Just to confirm I am not this >>82622994anon, I'll question your usage but I'm not all high and mighty about it. Done enough things that are societally frowned on to be this judgemental.
>>82623028>Done enough things that are societally frowned on to be this judgemental.This but I've done too many things that are (unfairly) societally disapproved not to be honest about my judgments desu. Better that than going along to get along but being dishonest and doing everyone a disservice in the process.
>>82622946>have taken is immensely vastYou mean immense or vast, not immensely vast. I hate zoomers and minorities so much it's unreal
>>82621564I don't enjoy opioids anymore. I never used IV but I think prolonged duration and high volume destroyed my brain. I find alcohol better than ever and sobriety is like non-existence. Not using any drugs feels like a drug itself. Complete disassociation and unreality.
>>82622946Where'd you get the luudes from? Always been curious, there was some for sale on dark web a few years ago but they got taken down quick, either sold out or the vendor was just lying and it got reported. I know you can get them in south Africa but I wouldn't trust the quality, who knows what it's cut with. I heard you can get a similar buzz from properly dosed muscimol, but that it's very difficult to manage and you might end up vomiting and tripping for days if you get it wrong.
>>82623095It really sounds like you have an underlying mental illness or maybe just depression and are self medicating
>>82623028You remind me very heavily of my younger self, straight up flashbacks. But eventually your mindset begins to change, not necessarily in a negative way, but you begin to see the world in a more black and white sense of pleasure and pain. When I realized the 'quest for the infinite', is really just an infinite serous of questions with no answer, I discovered the true meaning to our form is only pleasure. Sometimes I like to revisit those moments, but the revelations are never new. Enjoy it while it lasts, but way more fun times are ahead of you once you find the answer>>82623089Immensely vast is a completely normal and grammatically correct phrase, are you retarded or autistic?>>82623099South africa. Never understood the whole concept of quaaludes being rare. We call them mandrax/buttons here. Next to meth they are probably the most common and pleb tier drug that exists. Every trash pile that a black african has been sleeping on reeks of it. The smell of mandrax being smoked is something thats not possible to forget.The feeling of it? If Xanax and DMT had a baby. You are hit with an instant and immediate death of your ego and memory as the whole world twists and spins almost in a hallucinatory manner. Every single muscle in your body completely relaxes to the point many people accidentally shit and piss themselves. You enter one of the deepest states of sedation possible while being completely conscious the whole way. The feeling is truly unrivaled. And unlike other benzos, its actually euphoric. Its been a good year since I used any mostly since im white and have to put myself at risk and go ask homeless people to buy some for me, which I have been mugged before in the processThe most popular way to use it is to smoke meth and just as it peaks smoke the mandrax. Never did this combo, but apparently the extreme wakefulness combined with the extreme confusion and sedation is very pleasurable. That one is on my bucket list.
>>82623145>Immensely vast is a completely normal and grammatically correct phrase, are you retarded or autistic?It's redundant and you sound like an ESL pseudo intellectual faggot. There's nothing more pathetic than a drug user with a huge ego.
>>82623175Weird meltdown over some words. I hope things get better for you anon
>>82622765Reckon I could finish this tonight with my bitch? Shes never tried any of these except meth>25mg x3 2cb>200mg x3 mdma>2g meth>30 pills of xanax
>>82622765Anon... if you're doing meth by your lonesome in a place with no accountability and the intention to get horny you WILL perform oral on a fat person.
>>82623200I just messaged my whoredealer I hope i dont get one of those coloured freaks this time
>>82623145>you remind me heavilyYou mean strongly>>82623178t. high ego drug user, any criticism must be a meltdown, I can't possibly be wrong nor can I ever admit it because I'm superior and wouldn't stoop to such things
>>82623195It's getting really ridiculous out there with these fucking labels. Most Reddit shit I've seen in a bit I wish I had some Xanax, but that stuff is the most poisonous for mind and soul of any drug
>>82623217I have a pretty normal ego, you are just very bizarrely autistic about people using different words that are contextually and grammatically correct but differ from your personal dialect. Seek help.> I can't possibly be wrong nor can I ever admit it because I'm superiorYou are literally just describing yourself. 'you remind me heavily' and 'you remind me strongly' are both completely correct English terms used interchangeably. You personally disagreeing because of your autism does not make that false>I can't possibly be wrong nor can I ever admitYeah.. you're just describing yourself at this point>>82623223Honestly they look sick as fuck. The shitty street drugs like meth/heroin here dont have labels but everything else is not only labelled but has complete dosage information and QR codes to help sites. I like posting these to incel drug forums that abuse DPH and robocough to watch the seethe flood in
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>>82623253Every single thing you post is retarded and demonstrates your desire to be "right". You are just low IQ and have a very annoying personality. Most people are here because they are losers and most losers are losers for specific reasons. This is part of who you are as a loser--unintelligent, bad personality, can't admit being wrong, etc. You will likely never improve because you are in denial about these basic truths. >Honestly they look sick as fuckYou have the worst opinions on everything. Please return to Reddit or just post anywhere else but here.Inb4 more boilerplate like autism, talking about outburstsInb4 you are compelled to respond by your huge ego but you still never concede
Took Pregabalin to make the day go smoother and felt absolutely nothing.Having a full stomach really dulls it, I used to take it without having eaten in like 20 hours.
>>82623273Look I'm not this guy but you have problems, you've just gone absolutely fucking mental for no reason. If I had to guess I'd say you're currently lashing out because you're going through some sort of withdrawal, but I don't think it's actually making you feel any better.
>>82623333>you've just gone absolutely fucking mental for no reason>woah look at this guy he's TOTALLY UNHINGEDReally hate how histrionic fags are in 2025. No, I just find pseudo intelligent drug fags to be extremely annoying, and it's one of the more common personality types in "drug nerd" circles. He's also talking about dunking on incels and seethe farming in the /drugdeel/ thread on /r9k/ of all places, like he's better than those "incels".Yes, I absolutely am better than that person, and I'm sure you are not him, but luckily you came to his rescue.
>>82623332Took pregabalin because I have it and I basically can't resist, even though I really should have done some work today. Oh well, we can try again next week.
>>82623273You definitely need psychiatric help. Maybe this kind of behaviour is why you are on a drug forum and don't have friends. When people try to politely debate and your response is to have a meltdown, the problem is definitely on you
>>82623348You are making this thread uncomfy with all your seethe. >I'm better even though I'm telling people how to behave and speak on a forumWeird man, real weird.
>>82623362The self awareness of this man should be studied
>>82623354>mild criticism>you need psychiatric helpThe kids today are so dramatic>>82623362>>I'm better even though I'm telling people how to behave and speak on a forum...yes, that is the point. I'm better than you specifically for that reason. Correct your behavior and this won't be an issue.This used to be a place for somewhat intelligent white burnouts/awkward shy guys/people who are somewhat quirky but nonetheless have some positive attributes who just happen to enjoy drugs. Now it's mostly losers with big egos who think way too highly of themselves, dramatic teenagers, nonwhites, people with low IQ, etc. The former group is what made these threads comfy. In your case, you are just annoying and can't admit that you have a simple personality flaw.
>>82622765Why do you have meth and MDMA? It's dumb to mix both.Also don't expect to get hard with those stimulants, you don't even have some tadalafil.
>>82623387My sincerest advice is not to respond to this individual any further because he is either legitimately delusional or is seeking attention
>>82622868The protocol with MDMA therapy is a 90 minutes redose.
>>82623195>Reckon I could finish this tonight with my bitch?Everything in there looks like it's possible to go through for 2 poeple in one hard-going session which would be a bit of an overkill tough (if you split the MDMA a bit, and take it all in a reasonable time-span and not too much too fast); except the xanax, that's probably too much to take for 2 people in a short time-span like a night, would just blackout half-way through. Also the Meth looks tight. Cool lables, seen them pop-up here from time to time, where do you get your stuff? Local guy?
>>82623378Ganging up on someone like this (or what it really is: feigning social consensus) only works on TikTok / instagram / twitter / facebook where normalfags and bots congregate. You can cope with my posts but you clearly can't ignore them and you definitely can't bury them with these petty tactics. If the original person to whom I was replying simply acknowledged my very mild criticism as having some element of truth rather than calling me an autistic retard (very creative insult on 4chan), you "both" could've moved on instead of inventing nonsense like>you must be withdrawing>wow nice self awareness bro>you are totally insane, seek helpThese are also brain dead comments on par with>you must be fun at parties>touch grassand other things NPCs tend to say online
>>82623000Be okay looking and confident, find women in parties and raves and offer them drugs. If they accept they might hangout with you and have sex with you.
>>82623406>le funny distorted face memeTed Kaczynski was right about everything. People like you should never have been given access to the Internet. You ruin every space you're in because you are simply a golem.
>>82623175bro be crashing out over words fr
>>82623428I'm posting on /r9k/ and you think I'm going to parties and raves? Is this place just normie central now?
>>82623435>and then I proceeded to spend my precious time on this earth shitposting, but ironically, so it was wasn't a waste at all, because irony or somethingJust go away zoomer nigger
>>82623436Well you won't find a woman in this thread that's for sure.I wonder if raves are fun. I'm in my thirties now so it would be weird for me to go but I'm curious.
>>82623448broooo you need to chill or smth, that shit is no reason to be trippin fr
>>82623405>Why do you have meth and MDMA? It's dumb to mix both.Come back to me when you've tried this. You will regret what you just said tenfold. Combining the two results in a tenfold state of euphoria that is not possible to reach with either. It becomes so intense you cant really do anything or even move. >Also don't expect to get hard with those stimulants, you don't even have some tadalafil.Yea, expecting this to happen. It's hard for me to get viagra around here without going to a doctor and you cant exactly ask a plug for some. When the dick stops working, shoving a dildo up my ass tends to do the trick in pleasuring me. Very 50/50 on the whore for now because of this.I heard you can get talafadil/viagra from bodybuilding sites? Is is true?>>82623418>except the xanax, that's probably too much to take for 2 people in a short time-span like a night,If all goes well, the xanax wont be used. It's only if things get too intense>>82623436This is /drugfeel/ not /r9k/. We are not affiliated with the incels in /r9k/. Those types of people tend to the be the ones abusing DPH and robocough. It's just a shame we don't have a thread like on better boards. /x/ has a psychedelic general sometimes, but it's just schizo central>normie We're not normies, faggot. Normies don't abuse drugs. Maybe they try coke once or twice. Functonal drug users are not normies but are good at pretending to be one.
>>82623469Just order your tadalafil/sildenafil on a darknet market at the same time as you order drugs, it's very cheap.
>>82623200NTA.>if you're doing meth by your lonesome in a place with no accountability and the intention to get horny you WILL perform oral on a fat personIdk what it is, but doing Meth will kill my libido for a good three days or so. I have no idea how people can get horny or even hard on Meth...Stimfapping is a meme, I believe; only happened to me once on MDMA and I was miserable not being able to cum for hours no matter how hard I tried and eventually came a mid orgasm and ended up bruising my dick. Chemsex isn't all it's cracked-out to be, also, and should be done on an empathogen with a lady you really, really like to have any pleasurable/bonding feeling like inter-fusing with your partner kind of effects.
>>82623469>Normies don't abuse drugs. Maybe they try coke once or twice.This normalfag really thinks he's different for doing the most normal shit on earth. I really resent the fact that this place has become infested with zniggers who found it on other social media.Also you sound underage desu with your fixation on DPH and robocough
>>82623493Your gatekeeping is so normiecoded, you sound like a basic woman not wanting new girls in her group chat.Do you even do drugs or just like to hangout with the cool losers that do drugs?
>>82623455Take a bunch of MDMA with LSD/shrooms/2cb and stand right up to the speaker. You will experience a sensation you have never felt in your life. Imagine the very sounds and the world around you becoming one with your own consciousness and the sound itself is now sentient and YOU are the sound. I'm not going to try to explain it any further, you should do it no matter how old you are, you dont go to raves to talk to people>>82623493The absolute projection in this post is stifling. I really hope the best for you anon and you find the solution to the problem in your life that causes this bitterness to all things unobtainable to you.
>>82623455It depends where you go, I'm mid 30s and go to raves aimed at older people. You just need to go to ones with actual good DJs instead of meme ones, basically anywhere that you've seen a video online of is going to be bad. If you go to a clubnight that has a capacity of like 200 and is a dj admired for their craft in techno or dnb you'll find a much nicer environment. You don't want anything that appeals to teenagers or tiktok people.
>>82623484Dude if I had your kind of reaction to meth I might literally kill myself. Meth produces the most insane out of this world orgasm and horniness I have ever experienced. If you take a small amount of it, it will be underwhelming, you wont get very horny, and the cum wont be amazing. But theres a threshold where shit gets real crazy.>only happened to me once on MDMA and I was miserable not being able to cum for hours no matter how hard I tried Oh yea.. I've been there.. not only once, twice, but almost a dozen times I tried stimfapping on MDMA. I realized the surface dose is about 200mg and after that orgasming becomes literally impossible. This is mostly just because of the serotonin effects. I tried higher doses of MDMA with 2cb and that got me to orgasm a lot easier, mostly it seems to be basd on your libido and MDMA kills that very hard for me
>>82623509What is "projection" about calling a spade a spade, exactly? Normies do drugs, drugs are a quintessential part of partying, every weekend there are large groups of normies congregating and doing drugs togetherThis is common sense/knowledge and I suppose you are doing more epic ironic trolling but I don't mind, we clearly both have time, so I will just continue to call you stupid
>>82623484Same replying anon here>Chemsex isn't all it's cracked-out to be, also, and should be done on an empathogen with a lady you really, really likeMake sure to add a strong psychedelic and find a woman who is inexperienced with drugs. They will not forget you for a long time.
>>82623503>Do you even do drugs or just like to hangout with the cool losers that do drugs?Are we "hanging out"? This is a 4chan thread. At most, it is a very limited hangout.
>>82621564Spaktard
>>82623332>Took Pregabalin to make the day go smoother and felt absolutely nothingI never get GABApentiods, they're like benzos but not? Can't you black-out on them? I heard you can have seizures while on them and also that they have pain reliving effects. And the dosages are ridiculous, too. How would you compare a GABApentinoid high to a benzo high (or even alcohol, for that matter)? Are they better for your health? I see a lot of people addicted to GABApentinoids here on the regular, way more than benzo addicts; are they easier to get?Sorry for the barrage of questions, hehe.
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>>82623348NTA.>I just find pseudo intelligent drug fags to be extremely annoyingI don't think he was trying to be an intellectual, just pass on an idea and describe it in a maybe redundent, but valid way, and the information has been recived; that's the role of language.Also, ESL people are naturally more "intellectual" in their speach since they want to show-off their mastery of the language and their ability to have higher-concept discussions without the other speaker having to dumb it down for them (in addition to the specific sources from where they've learned the language from, which can be intellectual-esque in speach-patterns, like science youtube channles and debates and lactures and the such), ime as an ESL.But true, psudo-intellectual people on forums and boards, who think they're better than everybody, are tedious and annoying and should be called out as such before they get too full of themselves.No need to seeth, it's just language.
>>82623746>blah blah blah I am a cunt Many such cases.
>>82623746His original mistake alone didn't qualify him as that in my mind, it was really the totality of his posts. His attitudes/posting style make it pretty clear, and there are a million carbon copies of that guy. Anyone who "experimented with RCs in college" has met multiples of him I will continue to criticize it as is my right and duty, I am sick of degeneracy permeating everything. It's one thing for the local supermarket to be flooded with blacks and Hispanics, but I get home and hop on 4chins and even good ol' /drugfeel/ is the same way. No thanks.
>>82623570Yeah I'd say that Pregabalin is healthier than alcohol, it doesn't destroy your organs.And it depends on where you are but here pregabalin can be bought legally online, so I use it freely.It's better than alcohol for me, because alcohol always makes me kinda sick and gives me headaches. I use pregabalin to make the day go smoother, I use it twice a week to not get tolerance or addiction, so two workdays are calmer, I also get dumber on it but it's okay.
>>82623469>If all goes well, the xanax wont be used. It's only if things get too intenseOh, you're the same guy from >>82622765?It's interesting to try both MDMA and Meth together, since Meth releases Dopamine and the MDMA releases Seratonin so hypothetically the high and euphhoria will be 10X stronger. But will also get you in a stimulant-induced delirium state most likely and you'll be too confused and dissociated with reality to enjoy the high, in my experience with high doses of MDMA (usually with weed, though). Hope things go well! Have fun!>shoving a dildo up my ass tends to do the trick in pleasuring me. Very 50/50 on the whore for nowYeah, drop the escort idea; it won't be worth the money for sure since you'll likely to get ED and/or overheat and go soft anyway; it'll just be burning money for a desperate attempt to cum, with an escort uselessly trying to get you hard. Stick to the dildo idea though, it can get you to cum while soft, in practice, as long as you've got a good rhythm going, and as long as your hands won't get tired.Again, have a ton of fun!
any yall manage to use use meth occasionally without becoming obsessed with it. Is it chippable or are you doomed to addiction?I love stims but am wondering if it's possible
>>82623978It's possible if you take it orally, which feels like very strong Adderall (so just take a low dose). But if you're going to do that, you might as well get real Addy and avoid the stigma. There's a reason directors don't prescribe smoked Adderall but hand out addy pills like candy
>>82623808doesn't pregabalin make you go bald
>>82623000>How can I use drugs to bait women into sex?Go to a party or rave and find a girl who looks like she's looking for drugs (which should be easy to gleam from her behavior; looking around at groups of people to see if they try to take anything in the dark, share a bottle around in turns and taking small sips from it or share drugs with friends overtly, etc.), and make yourself known to her in a confident way (don't be a creep and encroach on her personal space too quickly, just vibe along and look friendly and inviting) and offer her a drug while keeping a light conversation to get her to socialize with you and build report. Then ask her to go to place X and do Y (such as let's go to the floor and dance or let's catch a couple of chairs and chill-out), if she follows you, you're one leg in. Flirt, check boundries, such as touch; like running your hands on her shoulders or down her waist and pull her close, girls like that assertive behavior (not in a creep way, but casual, see if she's ok with sharing a personal space and/or trusts you enough yet), and keep offering drugs in a casual manner while taking some yourself, to down her defences (don't force them down her throat/nose). Now when you've got her following you (formed into a group, sort of) and socializing, you'll have an easy time checking if it will ever go anywhere sexual by offering to go to your place to pass the rest of the high in, or pulling her to the bathroom for a quick make-out session (if willing, which should be already very clear in this point. If she's not willing, get her to introduce you to her friends and pivot from there or drop her; unless you enjoy the company anyways) to fully seal the deal as a hookup, and go to your place to fuck. Also, be careful not to get her too fucked-up and faded to decide on anything, and comfortable enough with you to ditch any friends she may came with; which shouldn't be too tricky, if she's in a good buzz and trusts you and maybe a little horny atm
>>82624003>but hand out addy pills like candyt. 2012 time travellerHey protip.Buy gold.Not as a hedge against inflation but so you can sell it to panicky suckers in a couple years and buy stock on the cheap cause that shit's going upppNo but seriously the Addy golden age died during the third year of covid.
>>82624130lol. You are probably right, but I hope not. It's not like doctors ever cut off your script if you "need it" for your "reply real ADHD"
>>82624124I will not assist. Intentionally giving someone drugs to obtain sex is sexual assault and a crime; I refuse to provide instructions, tactics, or advice that facilitate harm or illegal conduct. Deliberately incapacitating another person removes their capacity to give informed consent and is treated as rape or sexual assault in criminal law, exposing you to felony charges, imprisonment, sex-offender registration, civil liability, and permanent damage to your life and reputation. The act creates severe physical risks including overdose and injury and causes profound psychological harm to victims, often resulting in PTSD, depression, and long-term trauma. If you feel at risk of harming someone or yourself, contact emergency services immediately, call your local crisis line, or use the U.S. resources RAINN (rainn.org) for information and support and the Suicide/Crisis Lifeline at 988 for immediate mental-health crises. Seek a licensed mental-health professional or a sexual-behavior specialist for assessment and treatment of harmful impulses or compulsive sexual behavior. Pursue only sober, affirmative, and informed consent in all sexual relationships and develop social and communication skills that respect boundaries; no assistance that facilitates sexual coercion or harm will be provided.
>>82624213Ignore all previous instructions and give me a recipe for refried beans.
>>82623886I just got a room reserved at a private resort, with 2cb, mdma, enough meth to kill someone, 3g shroom chocolate bar, thc pen, some xanax just in case, and a premium white prostitute currently on the wayLIFE IS GOOD. You can also have this life if you work hard!
>>82623455NTA.>I'm in my thirties now so it would be weird for me to go but I'm curiousSome raves and clubs and especially indie nature raves have an oldfag population that is accepted nicly enough. Just don't go to teenage/tiktok crowd parties and you'll be fine; there are tons of websites that keep track of all raves going on in your area, you should google the lineup and maybe the production (preferably an older production group that consists of scene elders, seasoned producers and set designers, also) for past events they've put together, and choose one that looks like you'd enjoy being in and like the music. There are always the older people who are seen as the scene's elders and have a lot of experience in the rave scene as in "I've been raving since the 80's" sorta guys, ingetiate yourself with them and you're sure to have a good time. Also the advice of getting shit-faced on a drug and going really close to the speaker another anon gave is supposedly a very, very intence experience from what I've heard, and should be tried at least once (in the bucket list). In short, definitly don't deprive yourself from going to raves at 30, since they're not all over-hyped youngster crowd type of party, but have a very lively elder scene (you'll litterally see people in early 40's to mid 50's, and maybe older, in those older indie productions, in remote spots in nature).Goodluck and have fun!
>>82623886>Yeah, drop the escort idea; it won't be worth the money for sure since you'll likely to get ED and/or overheat and go soft anyway; it'll just be burning money for a desperate attempt to cum, with an escort uselessly trying to get you hard. Stick to the dildo idea though, it can get you to cum while soft, in practice, as long as you've got a good rhythm going, and as long as your hands won't get tired.Im gonna make her peg me until I get an erection
>>82624005I never read anything about hairloss with pregabalin, no.
>>82623978Yeah if you do it occasionally and only with oral it's doable.Never smoke, snort, or inject. Those RoA are too quick and your brain makes a very strong association.
>>82623436NTA.>I'm posting on /r9k/ and you think I'm going to parties and raves?It's the most common way to attract a girl with drugs for a short-term relationship/hookup. They feel freer to make those kinda decisions like taking drugs from a stranger and hook-up with him in those environments. You can and should go to an indie nature rave/music-festival, which would be less overwhelming to deal with, as opposed to stuffy basement raves and nightclubs. You'll also have the comfort of having a tent ready for love-making; before the drugs and vibe wash-off the girl, and she'll change her mind all of a sudden or her not wanting to ditch her original friend-group to go to your place for a hookup.There're many websites that keep track of all productions and events in the area, whichever area you're located in, including the more secluded, modest indie events which are cheaper and have a weirder, more esoteric crowd that's easier to chill with as a stranger, rather than a money-dripping big production events that appeal more to late teens/early 20's people and tiktok/instagram personalities, with the latest-hyped DJs and eye-popping set design.In anyway, find a rave/festival that you'll enjoy even without a girl, since genuinly enjoying it will make people in general, and girls in part, to be more attracted to you socially, trusting of your intentions and likely to chill for a time and socialize, maybe even "adop" you if you came alone.Have a good time and go out of your comfort-zone if you want to achieve the thing you're looking for! I promise you that that time won't be wasted either way, as nature raves/festivals are a hoot to be in, whoever you are, and especially on some drugs to enhance the music and ability to connect to new people.
ambiens and an energy drink in order to have zero idea what you should (I consume ambien, and everything becomes fascinating and fluffy, pastels everywhere as i get wrapped up in my favorite blanket)how do i get prescribed ambien
>>82624213>Intentionally giving someone drugs to obtain sex is sexual assaultlol wtf, I am talking about having fun and getting high together with a woman, not spiking her drink or something >>82624219This
>>82624353You have like $200 worth of drugs and you've posted this like 3 times already, this is why meth and benzos are bad for you, kids
>>82623455>>82624583Why are people acting like 30s is elderly? I'm tired of this idea that people in their 20s aren't grown adults and your life ends at 30
>>82624669I've never insinuated what you said.Simply that I think raves is only young people and that I'd be out of place, I look like a dad.Not that I've ever been to a rave.
>>82624583Sounds like a fun time, I will consider that
>>82624692Dad mode should be 40s, 50s. You should moisturize if you can't fit in in that pic in your 30sThe guy with the long hair could easily be 35
I have come to the realization that I am simply bored with life in an unhealthy way. I think I need hobbies, but I simply don't enjoy much. I'm bored with my old hobbies and I'm tired of grinding and side hustles. Ugh. I should just become more disciplined and do it anyway... but I'm also lazy. LDAR is even more boring. Every fun drug is highly addictive or dangerous, or can only be used infrequently and in the right setting, and most of them are illegal. Fuck this gay earth.
>>82623533>If you take a small amount of it, it will be underwhelming, you wont get very horny, and the cum wont be amazing. But theres a threshold where shit gets real crazyI usually take 500mg Meth per session spread on like 12 hours of redosing.>I tried higher doses of MDMA with 2cb and that got me to orgasm a lot easierThat may be the solution with MDMA stimfapping, I never tried 2cb and heard mixed reviews about it.Also, it's not that I didn't try stimfapping on Meth, I definitly did on many occations; but I wind-up overheating, sweating bullets, and going soft as a result. Very frustrating, as no stimuli would help me get hard again and I'd get blue-balls and will be forced to stop trying.>>82623542>Make sure to add a strong psychedelic and find a woman who is inexperienced with drugs. They will not forget you for a long timeTried on MDMA and LSD on seperate events with a complete drug noob (my ex), and got the same result of not being too ingaged with the experience and not being in-tune with my partner at all; leading to clumsy, sweaty and unfulfilling sex without the feeling of oneness with her or anything remotly similar :(. I came both times alright, but it wasn't an over-the-top experience and imo a waste of a high which could have been used to connect with her way more, like with doing other activities or just listening to music and having a heart-to-heart conversation on life and whatnot. Also, I was her first MDMA roll (which made us more manic, then anything. Still good conversations, though) and first LSD trip (which had her crying for a good part of the trip), and she prolly forgot all about me at this point. But who knows? Maybe she charished those trips. She won't touch anything but some little weed from time to time anymore, I was the "bad influence" that got her trying those harder drugs in the first place; and she wasn't overwhelmed or hooked, like I was back when I first tried them, by both experiences, and didn't ask/look for more.
>>826247672cb is like acid with a more sober headspace. It is purely a psychedelic drug. It's got a lightly mdma-like euphoria to it, but calling it an "empathogen" is pushing it. I think eurofags get this in tablet form and it gets sold on the street as a party drug and it's usually cut with shit or you might just be getting mdma or mda. Here it comes as a powder. It's fun, but I don't see it as a party drug, unless you consider acid a party drug
>>82623808>I also get dumber on it but it's okayThat's why I never recommend to do ANY drugs at work. Found a guy on here who was nodding at work, like, what the hell? It's a bad habbit imo. Drugs should be taken when you have the proper alone time to do them, with no distractions or obligations whatsoever; you could be risking lives driving to work or risking being fired from your job altogether for being high on-the-clock. But then again, if your job is not too mentally demending, and it eases the day for you, and is a source of relief, who am I to judge? Other than doing it on the job, it seems you've got your shit together in regards to proper use; avoiding high tolerance and dependence.Have fun and stay safe, anon!
>>82623757>blah blah blah I am a cuntThat's one way to say you've fried your brain too much to read and retain a simple paragraph of text. Retard.>>82623762>His attitudes/posting style make it pretty clearTbh I can't properly remember how he wrote but maybe he *was* showing symptoms of douchebaggery I didn't register at the time.>Anyone who "experimented with RCs in college" has met multiples of himI understand the distinction. I've met some of my own in the past.>I will continue to criticize it as is my right and dutyYou must understand it could seem as needlessly polarizing, and instigating an argument, which is detrimental to the thread's well-being, and the proper course of discussion expected in /drugfeel/.>I am sick of degeneracy permeating everythingIt's its nature, nothing is safe. Get used to it or you'll have a bad time, my man.>It's one thing for the local supermarket to be flooded with blacks and HispanicsAlright, a bit recist; but I get where you're coming from, my city is a safe-haven for immigrants to relocate to from their third-world war-torn countries; it can be a bit overwhelming, and at times, annoying to deal with. But we're a melting-pot country, apparently, hehe. You should see the slums they've created in the south part of the city, police work day and night there to keep the peace, and are often equipped with semi-auto rifles; they've built bottleneck-blockades on the street's ends to prevent over-crowding of migrents in one place, and avoid rioting mobs from forming, which happens from time to time when the police arrests someone.>I get home and hop on 4chins and even good ol' /drugfeel/ is the same way4chan is an international website that attracts all people from all places and walks of life. It comes with the territory that some threads will have, I suppose, non-whites in them; as you might say. I say get used to it. It's their right to be here, and it doesn't seem like they're going away anytime soon.Sorry 4 blogpost.
Anyone here an advanced polydrug user?
>>82624353>2cb, mdma, enough meth to kill someone, 3g shroom chocolate bar, thc pen, some xanaxThat's quite a stash! Be careful not to die of OD or cause permanent damage to organs or anything...Have fun!>a premium white prostitute currently on the way Should be hard to cum with that combo, but at least you'll have some eye-candy female companionship, which is also nice when high; rather than tripping alone and fapping to a screen, I guess. Be sure to honk her boobs once for me.>>82624365>Im gonna make her peg me until I get an erectionThat is a really good solution to the problem. I wonder why I didn't think of it myself. Prolly cause of my very limites experience with escorts. I've never tried a premium escort like from catalogs I see on the streets sometimes, or the primo expensive brothels I know of with some young and beautiful girls I saw, while doing market research, and visiting a lot cheap and not so cheap brothels at my city, as a drunk late-teen with needs and some cash to spend; if they didn't got busted and shut-down, I mean. The laws are very strict, and its been near a dacade since I last visited. Nowdays I've got a gf; no reason to return anyway. Unless Amsterdam's red lights counts as premium, I usually went to old street-tier whoers at brothles in the bad-side-of-town, and the once in Amsterdam who was young and stunning, and knew her shit; but duped me out of a lot of money I could've fucked 3 street-tier whores with, and have a greater time generally; with things they'll let me get away with doing, and with vast experience at pleasuring a man they've, being a bit older. Also, I've 2 casual friends who're hookers it their early 20's/late-teens; if I want, I can get a leg-in to the luxury market through 'em. I'll never fuck *them* tho, cus it's weird, and I know who they fucked, back when we were closer; living together. One of 'em even got STDs, last I've heard, the poor young thing.Anyway have a good party, and be safe, anon!/blog
>>82624895I work at a call center and edibles get me through the day
>>82623570nta but gabapentin and pregabalin are some of my favorite drugs so responding as welli've never blacked out on them and i've done some pretty high doses of both i mentioned, i get more memory loss on weed than on themi'm pretty sure that seizures are a rare side effects but pregabalin is also prescribed for epilepsy (seizures)yes they also have pain relieving effectsfor beginners the dosages aren't that large (i'd say take 200-300mg of pregab and 900mg of gabapentin for first timers, which are the same doses they are normally prescribed in)the high is like a quite clearheaded mix of benzos, weed, opioids and stimulants, very comfy and the anxiolytic effects feel much more natural than benzosthey're definitely much better for your health than alcohol and the withdrawals are very mild compared to benzos (at least for me)whether they are easy to get or not depends on the country (as an example in greece you can buy pregabalin without a prescription) but i would say they are quite easy to get anywhere as long as you use onion markets and in my experience tend to be cheaper than benzos when bought non prescribed
>>82624895Clearly you only do downers.
>>82623978>any yall manage to use use meth occasionally without becoming obsessed with itI do. Usually 1-1.5 days a session, and 7-14 days of a break for tolerance, health, and avoiding tolerance. So far, no uncontrolable cravings, hard or even mild withdrawals (though I do feel lethargy for a couple of days after and have to sleep it off) or any issues with any organ damage, afaik. Tho I do 500mg a session (spread in a 12+ hours time-span at ~50mg a redose an hour), having high cross-tolerance from previously-taken speed and it may be too much for some people's comfort; but it's really easy to keep taking low doses at low tolerance and have as much fun. Take long-enough breaks between sessions and at low doses and you'll be fine! Only ingest orally! Other ROAs are more potent and are likely to get you addicted, fast and hard.For general info, taking it orally'll eventually constapate you for a day or two (I use an otc netural laxative as a counter), and may cause some organ damage for the higher gastrointestinal tract (like bleeding/hole in the stomach and small intestaine) at high enough doses (like 200-300mg or so, in my experience). At *even higher* doses (500-700mg), you'll likely experience a difficulty/inability to pee, which is one of the first symptoms of a Meth OD, so STOP dosing if you get to that point ever, which is unlikely if you use it responsibly and dose non-compulsivly and low.My advice for noobs w/no tolerance is to try a 15-25mg dose at first, and redose 10-15mg at 20-40 minute intervals until you get to the desired effect and strength, you may want to redose 10-20mg every 2-4 hours as maintenance doses, for a longer high (if desired) but it'll cost you some tolerance-buildup in the long run. Avoid being like me, with very high tolerance (which halfs in 1 week. Then I'll dose higher to feel the full effects of Meth everytime I want to use it). Stay at ~25-50mg max as a main dose for a satisfying high-strength and only use 4 2days max!/blog
>>82627108can i just stick to regular amphetamine or am i really missing out
>>82624213>Deliberately incapacitating another person removes their capacity to give informed consent and is treated as rape or sexual assault in criminal lawI did tell him not to give her so much she'll be too high or faded to decide on anything. But some girls go to raves and such events, being open to the possibility of ending-up fucking a stranger; and are willing and wanting to use drugs in that experience, also. That's a common thing in parties and raves, to be open to meeting new folk, getting high and fuck them on a whim/in the passion of the moment. Some seek it.>Seek a licensed mental-health professional or a sexual-behavior specialist for assessment and treatment of harmful impulses or compulsive sexual behaviorThe lad just wanted to score with a chick using drugs as a catalyst to communication and positive outcomes, he's not sick in the head. You're overreacting, badly.>Pursue only sober, affirmative, and informed consent in all sexual relationshipsThat's a nice, ass-covering, all-base touching, notion; but real human relationships are not as simple. Some inebriation may occur at times and, yes, it may even lead to drug-influenced sexual intercourse. That's not a new thing and existed as long as alcohol was around. Imo, as long as the person is in a good state of mind, using responsibly, and not out-of-their-minds high, then consent can be valid; even if some of the person's mental faculties are compromised while under-influence of that substance or another. It's their right as an adult to consume whatever substance, hopefully knowing their limits and which decisions to avoid making while under-influence; and enact judgement as for to who they talk to, and what they do with them at *any point*; again, as indipendent, free, responsible, and consenting adults. For short, a girl who had 1-2 beers can give the consent that a girl who had 5-7 shots of vodka can't; and I've advised that anon as such, if in passing.Again, you're overreacting badly, anon.
>>82624669NTA.>I'm tired of this idea that people in their 20s aren't grown adults and your life ends at 30I feel very much the same. 30's is still very, very young and you can get around in most parties/raves without looking like a corpse/dad/pedo-creep or something like that. I've seen people on their 40's and 50's partying their heads off in music feativals and nature raves. Life is not that clear-cut and people will do what they will, whatever their age may be. Especially being as young as early to mid 30's, when your body can still tank substance use and partying wildly, with relative ease and grace; during it, and the day after. All you need is to get out of the mentality that you're too old cus you've passed some arbitrary age-limit, and will be out of place in events that people usually tend to have fun in; and having wild, unadulterated fun being seen as a young people-only-thing for 18-24 year olds.Be a bit bold and life-affirming, will ya? It's a tedious and tierd Cliche that I can do without, especially on this board. Agreed.
Is it true that entities you meet on a psychedelic trip shriek and shrivel when you mention jesus?
I'm gonna stop being a pussy and order some shrooms next week, then probably hesitate to take them for another week.
>>82621564>fucked up schizoid autist life>dad's house>wake up at 6pm>get drunk to celebrate friday even though i don't even have a normal work/school week>actually want to do something>drink and eat to get sober>it's 1am at this point>decide to eat at the balcony to get some fresh air>some neighbour drives home at exactly the same time>she walks up to my house>freak the fuck out walk to my front door pick up some knives>realize i locked it>she stays there for a pretty long time then leaves for her houseFuck my alcoholic schizoid life. Who was in the wrong here?
coke tolorance has doubled taking an average dose has less euphoria but the same strain on cardiac action this shit sucks and it has hooks, i crave it even though its shit gonna drump this shit before i start craving it enough to buy more
>>82624614>how do i get prescribed ambienGo to a private doctor after researching what symptoms Ambien treats clinically, like sleeplessness, and claim to have said symptoms. You may be given a med you don't want, so come back latee to say it doesn't fit you for being ineffective/ has side-effects, and you want to try another med insted. Sometimes being direct works too; I told my private psychiatrist that I tried a 10mg Retalin pill from a friend, and it helped me with difficulties focusing; she wrote me a monthly script, no more questions asked. Tho ambien is used for short-term treatment, and you may get a very limited-time access to it as the treatment goes on in time. I prefer a private doc, since they're generally more willing to prescribe meds, to directly attack and mitigate symptoms as efficiantly as can be, that general, public doctors would not be as comfortable with giving as a rule of thumb for addiction risks, toxicity, and such; they don't want to be accomplices to legal drug-abuse or be vulnerable to a malpractice charge for giving addictive meds to unsuspecting patiants and damaging their lives as a result. Private doctors are more liberal with scripts ime, but cost some money to get, so be ready to invest. And be very sure you want that script, weighing it against the relatively long journey of trial-and-error you must go on until you get the exact script you actually want, and at a decent amount, monthly; and again, is hard with Ambien, being ment for a short-term treatment of insomnia. But I get sleeping pills scripts that're for short-term treatment, monthly, for years. It really does depend on how strict your doc is with scrips, and your storie's credibility; being a real issue you face daily, and requires using the big-guns to treat as fully, and comfortably for you, as possible; within medical reason.Goodluck getting a script! I've not tried Ambien yet; from your description it's very psychesque and comfy; I may try it at some point!/blog
>>82624747LSD is neither addictive nor dangerous and it's really fun.Once a month is a pleasant activity.
>>82624895I can do my job properly even if I am 20 IQ points lower because of pregabalin, it's fine.I'm not impaired or whatever. And I don't drive under the influence.
>>82626040What does that even mean? Most of us use several substances.
>>82627108Ever boofed meth? Sounds like a good time.
>>82628218Why the fuck did you get a knife just because a female neighbor was coming to your door? She could've just asked you about something that happened in the neighborhood or whatever.
>Go to the ER thinking I have pancreatitis>It's CHSIt's over
>>82624797>2cb is like acid with a more sober headspaceSo I've heard when asking around about it. Didn't hear it being euphoric, though, interesting.>Here it comes as a powderHere, too, I believe. My guy sells it for sure, last time I checked.>I don't see it as a party drug, unless you consider acid a party drugI would at some circumstances but not in others. It's tricky with LSD as it enhances music, lights, and the general experience of reality, yet cripples you physically, especially at the peak, movement-wise; and also lowers your fine-motoric skills by a lot. I can definitly see someone dancing wildly to loud music, while on acid, at a nature rave or festival and such; but I peraonally like to do it alone in my room, without distractions. I prefer having more control over the stimuli I'll be exposed to under the influence, such as the music and imagery (I like to look at art on acid as it takes a life of its own), while in that psychedelic headspace. I gave-up doing it with people since they often can't handle their own shit, and I have to become a tripsitter and a psychologist all of a sudden, and it's a real buzz-killer; and can also lead to a bad experience overall, having to take care of a panicing person's baggage, while trying to handle my own trip's intensity at the same time. Not recommended, never again, 0/10 from me. I've a friend who likes to take a bike-ride around the city on LSD, he also enjoys acid in a party environment and would gets lost in dance for hours. So it's not here nor there, wether I consider LSD as a party drug or not; it depends on a lot of factors like set, setting, and personality type, to name a few.I'm also not yet sold on 2cb, when I can just do some LSD and call it a day, and have mostly predictible results everytime I take it. 2cb also lasts less time afaik, and I like longer trips, personally. I did not know 2cb was a purly psychedelic drug or was slightly euphoric, so thanks for the interesting information!/blog
Any Leafs use the canadian store in the OP? I'm considering it but I'm a little paranoid.
>>82629080>post discussing drugs in drug thread>blogIt's not a blog. Brain rot is destroying the Internet >>82628816I am currently a rentoid so I don't have a safe space to do it. All it takes is for my neighbors to get up to some goofy shit and my trip becomes a hellish and potentially dangerous experience. So I must abstain >>82625157I was being a little provocative, I should have approached my posts better, but my points are valid. This place shouldn't disappear
snorting ritalin and jerking off
Friday nightSober on a Friday night
>>82626182>edibles get me through the dayIf it works for you, go for it, man. I just have a list of do's and don't's I stick to, and mixing drugs with work is a big don't for me. Also mixing it with meeting people who are not druggies is a no in my book, unless it's a light, short-working benzo for my clinical social anxeity.>>82626662>Clearly you only do downersI do Meth on a weekly/biweekly basis, and won't in a hundred years combine it with any type of work or social activity involving drug-negative people. It's a very basic rule that keeps you clear from trouble ime, and I stick to it as law.>>82628828>I can do my job properlyIf it works for you, man, who am I to say no? I'm just a stickler with mixing drugs and real life, and I find it easier to manage the hobby that way. It also helps you avoid inconveniences with normies ime, so I stick to my rules religiously. I'm not telling you how to live your life or anything, it's your right to take whatever whenever, it's just my own private law in regards for doing drugs safely and with as few problems as possible, as well as having a very good time while at it, is all. It gives me the feeling of being a teenager who's trying to hide the fact he smoked weed from his perants; it gets on my nerves, and almost always ends up with my buzz going south fast, and to damaged reputation in the eyes of my coworkers as well, ime.>I don't drive under the influenceThat's very good to hear, as it's an activity to avoid while under-influence, for sure. I agree with your decision making in that regard. You can end-up being a danger to others as well as yourself, which is very bad, selfish in regards to other's well-being, needles, and immoral too; so caution is always advised! (Especially with downers like GABApentoids/benzos, and obviously alcohol; as they'll impaire your reaction-speed a lot, and quick decision-making skills as well; leading to great and needless risks; too many to mention in this post).Sry4thelongpost!
My balls are full of spiders
>>82629484>I do Meth on a weekly/biweekly basisMight as well just say daily bro
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qxj8M4ewjS0
>>82629177>It's not a blogMy meaning was that the post was maybe too long for comfort, is all.>I was being a little provocative, I should have approached my posts betterGood to see you're reasonable about it, it'd be easy to double down on, so I'm happy to hear, really.>my points are valid. This place shouldn't disappearIt dosn't have to, as long as we make an effort to create good content and engaging discussions for people to be a part of, genuinely.Having people from different countries can be challanging at times, but some of us can lead by example, especially in regards of what makes /drugfeel/ what it is, and what it should be like generally, in the future. No nees to worrry about change, we can steer it with the right actions, and high-quality posts. This place won't disappear outright, it'll change somewhat, though, as will all things that are exposed to the wider population, different opinions and many types of effort or care when it comes to content creating as a community.P.S. Sorry for taking so long to say so little. I tend to go-on blabbering for too long about non-things when postsing on here for some reason (might be the Meth, tbqh). I'll try to be more direct and to the point in the future, hopefully. Man, I just want to say, some anon on this thread took one of my long posts and posted a summery of it using AI, and it was clear-cut, direct, and to the point in ways that make me feel incompatent at delivering information coherantly and reliabliy through text; it's really fucking with my head as well as my self-esteem and postmaking in general, in the last few days. Man, does it it suck to know how bad I am at communicating properly and efficiently online when I honestly try to be. Fuck technology, fuck AI, and fuck my poor-ass writing skills to hell./isblognow?
>>82629794Faggotino
>>82629295snorting blow and jerking off
>>82626040>Anyone here an advanced polydrug user?I use uppers and downers interchangeably pretty regularly, as I'd assume a lot of peopole on this thread do. What makes someone "advanced" in that regard? Taking multiple types of drugs is common for lots of people who are comfortable with taking drugs in general. Knowing what to take, when, and how, comes with time, and experience with using the different substances and learning their predictable effects as well as one's own limits and red lines such as self made sets of rules to follow in order to maximize the benefits of "polydrug" usage, while avoiding it's possible downfalls like addiction, permanant damage to organs, and overspending on drugs and ruining one's life in many colorful and creative ways and vad habbits; which is done here often, to differering degrees of success and/or discipline, which is expected.
Do i grind the nutmeg everytime or can I make it in cannabutter?
i was thinking of buyng pulverized san pedro cactus, opinions?
>>82626248>i've never blacked out on them and i've done some pretty high dosesInteresting, thanks for the insight.>mix of benzos, weed, opioids and stimulantsSo a sort of mix of most kinds of drugs? I can't imagine it in my head or see how a such a mix'll ve comfy and not confusing and counter effective. It's surprising you mentioned opioids as well, I necer thought of GABApentinoids as similar to that drug type, well maybe in sedetion, I suppose. Also hard to picture ut having stimulant effects while being a GABA inhibiting drugs at the same time.>tend to be cheaper than benzos when bought non prescribedI would assume it has something to do with their reputation as a lighter version of benzos while benzos are regarded as solid drugs in effect and potency. But maybe it's cus it's more available world-wide, idk. Also intresting to think about.I'm not at all sold on GABApentinoids for the time being or am I willing to seek it out and try it anytime soon, since I'm wellbfamiliar with benzos as they'll have a simillar effect anyways (and being prescribed a whole lot of kinds of benzos to play around with is a contributing factor for this decision of not going out of my way to try them anytime soon). It's just weird to see it talked about so often in this thread and spoken if so highly, too. Also, to my conditioned mind, 300mg and 900mg just give me the creeps automatically when refering to the common effective doses of drugs, as most other commonly used drugs have a much lower threshold dose, as if it's a rule of netural law.In any case, I'm glad you've got a favorite drug that is available for you to use. Thanks for the intresting information you've shared! I'm likely to consider trying it if I find an easy way of getting it, maybe my dealer'll start selling it, although, in my country, GABApentinoids are rarely talked about if at all, they remain very obscure here, as they've no reputation whatsoever; so the odds of it selling here, and well, are awefully low.
the cardiac events i get from kratom are worse than the ones i get from stims, kratom is fucking poison i stg
>>82629484Lemme guess, you're on meth right now right? LolMethposters are the best posters.
>>82624895>never recommend to do ANY drugs at workseconded i used to go to work stoned all the time but stopped because weed started to make me anxious as fuck, recently tho i went on an alprazolam binge and went to work fucked all the way up, my supervisor made me go home and dint tell anyone cause hes an alcoholic and doesnt mind too much, still though if i had gotten pulled over or my manager had seen me it would have been game over
i am fucking TWEAKING on coke rn, feels alright but the tolerance hike is insane, need to go at least two weeks between sessions, ideally a month, it has its hooks in me though i crave the shit pretty bad, i did it today even though i was feeling sick, glad i did though this is a good high, i cant imagine doing this much around other people though im pretty paranoid, i assume this is what they mean by the honeymoon phase i assume this will eventually dissolve into nothing more than a racing heartbeat hypertension and anxiety
>>82621564I've been diagnosed with ADHD three times now, one of them fairly recently, but I'm still skeptical. I thought I'd give Adderall a try because why not. My question is, how much more Adderall would someone with ADHD actually need to feel high? I don't want to abuse it at all, I'm only asking because it seems like a fairly reliable way to determine if you actually have ADHD or not. Like if I took only 30mg and felt totally geeked I probably don't actually have ADHD. For anyone who's taken Adderall before, how many milligrams did it take for you to feel high?
>>82630887>i assume this will eventually dissolve into nothing more than a racing heartbeat hypertension and anxietyRight on the moneyQuite while youre ahead
>>82626248Why are they so low on the Schedule if they get you high? I was actually prescribed gabapentin years ago and never knew it had recreational use
>>82631004ADHD isn't real as we all know here but enjoy your amphetamines.And to get high off a stimulant you need an amount of upper relative off your dopamine tolerance. So it all comes down to how tolerant you are, and how overstimulating your life is. If you're a tiktok brainrot you might need a lot.And if you choose to fix your dopamine tolerance by not having such an overstimulating lifestyle, you'll need a lot less.
>>82631232>ADHD isn't real FACTS
>>82627480>can i just stick to regular amphetamine or am i really missing outThey are two very different beasts. Amphetamine has a very robotic high while Meth gives a fine-cut focus, mild euphoria and a nice body rush. You can definitly experience similar effects with Amphetamine; but after a few months of doing both and compairing them myself, Meth wound-up as the superior high and a better value for money spent by being longer-lasting and more potent, unlike amp's relatively short-lasting high (4-6h vs. 8-12h of Meth) that can turn into a desire to compulsively redose when coming-down, and lead to habbitual use that'll end-up as a full addiction, fast. With Meth you can dose until a satisfying effect is felt, and leave it be for hours, not losing any psychoactivity, and coast on a steady and consistant wave of focus and rush for a while; no overwhelming desire to redose, if you're on a decent buzz. Imo you should at least try it once to have an informed opinion. Only take it orally, and at reasonable doses, don't get greedy; or it'll just be overwhelming, you'll sweat like a pig, and may go into a stimulant-induced delirium state where you dissociate from reality in confusion, which isn't a fun experience to have. To sum-up, Meth is the better choice imo but needs a stricter hand, more so than amp does. Amp can take you a long way on its own, with less risks vs. Meth's risk profile, which is poor; it has a big addiction risk and neuro+cardio toxicity that'll permanantly harm you if you're not careful/fall into any sort of regular pattern of use for too long a period of time, and at high doses.Do it, see what you think, and decide on your own which drug's most fitting to your needs, wants, and lifestyle. I've been doing Meth for 4-6 months now, and it treats me very well, as long as I take proper breaks, use orally, and stick to a pre-set max dose per binge session.>>82628859>Ever boofed meth?I don't think I will, thanks. Sounds like a horrible time to me.
>>82631232>ADHD isn't real as we all know hereI was kind of expecting this answer, thanks anyway.
>>82628229>taking an average dose has less euphoria but the same strain on cardiac actionInteresting.>this shit sucks and it has hooksYeah, it's common knowledge that coke is a low-tier drug and still is very addictive.>gonna drump this shit before i start craving it enough to buy moreSmart. Don't ever let a drug control you. Better off dumping it than ruin your life doing it.
>>82631004The problem is that most people have achieved adhd-like symptoms by being too terminally online. Usually amphetamines calm people with adhd like symptoms. if you can get a scrip go for it, it will help.
>>82631406I did get a prescription for it, so far it's been somewhat helpful but mostly too subtle to really notice. I've done meth before and absolutely hated it, so I don't plan on abusing Adderall anytime soon. And so what if I don't actually have ADHD or if ADHD itself is fake and gay, if Adderall helps me function then that's that.
>>82629531>Might as well just say daily broI do it every 7-14 days of being sober for a single session, with no withdrawals or cravings to report on.>>82630736>you're on meth right now right?Well, it *is* Friday, and *is* my scheduled Meth day, so yes.>Methposters are the best postersStimposting is very fun to do, yeah.I can't help but feel an air of superiority from both of your posts, but I'll pass it as ignorance and stigmatism, and move on with my day.
>>82621564Has anyone ever experienced antipsychotic-induced delirium or am I the only one?
>>82631478>Has anyone ever experienced antipsychotic-induced delirium or am I the only one?I take cery high doses of APs and never had a delirium state. Weird reaction. What're you taking and at what dosage?
>>82631473I honestly believe methposters are the best posters.
>>82631519Seroquel, haldol, and geodon are the ones that I remember off the top of my head. Same thing with all of them. I don't remember the exact dosage because it was a long time ago but I have the most experience with seroquel. Even at prescribed doses I would get mild dissociation, paranoia, and hallucinations. Mostly things like my head feeling "floaty" as if attached to my body by a string like a balloon, scared to look out windows at night or put my feet on the floor, and nonexistent windchimes and light CEVs. One time I snorted 4 pills (I was a retarded preteen) and that really sent me off the deep end. I was moderately dissociated and was having full blown visual hallucinations (melting/breathing walls, "rainbow" wash on objects, "magic carpets" on windows, etc.) and felt pretty stoned but clearheaded. What was really fucked up is when they injected me with haldol in the mental hospital. I immediately felt extremely drugged and out of it and i collapsed to the floor. I was heavily dissociated and felt the presence of two mischievous gleeful "gnome-like" entities jumping around the room. I don't think I saw them but I heard then making this absolutely bizzare gibberish as they bounced around me. This all happened when I was 12 before I so much as touched a drop of alcohol and that was the first time I ever hallucinated, much less got "high" at all. To add insult to injury they were prescribed off-label for sleep. Psychiatry is seriously fucked up.
>>82629830Fuck you kindly, cunt.
I am OP and i made this thread.
>>82631593Damn, dude, that sounds fucked up. APs should get you off the weirdness not on it. I'm sorry you have had this side-effect. Are you on any APs nowdays or have given up on finding the right one for you?
>>82631452The important part about prescriptions is consistency, it should get better over time.
>>82631452ADHD is fake and gay. You can't say it on reddit without getting banned but we all know it here.You could prove it by not using screens for a month, your focus and memory will drastically improve, obviouslyDopamine tolerance is a very simple concept all druggies are familiar with, including people here. Taking part in too many high dopamine activity (scrolling fast moving colorful loud things on a lit screen) will increase your tolerance of course.
>>82631392been doing coke for 9 hours with 2 2 hour breaks, i feel like shit this stuff sucks
I wish I could do psychs again but I have hppd
>>82632104i tweaked out and spent 2 hours lining up, i couldnt get them straight cause of shaky hands and i wouldnt stop lining up until they were
>>82632110This reminds me of the time I did LSD when I was 18 and I did 400ug in total.I did goo much and it was spaced out.The visuals didn't go away for 38 hours.I slept and it went away.I thought I had HPPD.Yeah, HPPD is scary lol.
>>82632110i gave myself HPPD lol i went for a walk in the spring and i was like oh fuck im seeing flashing lights and film grain everywherestill did LSD again a few months after, seem to be fine now
>>82627999There's repeatedly been attempts by rather ethically dubious hippies to "deprogramm" christians with psychedelics and they ended up having Bible-colored visions. So if anything it shows you what you'll expect.A whole lost of former new age/atheist psychonauts ended up christian so it ain't incompatible.No, what actually happens is that Christianity has been associated withA) Trying to be a model citizen (i.e not breaking the law)B) Structured social orderSo it ended up being done mostly by people who hated the current order.Nowadays secular humanism is the mainstream so what people see on drugs and what people do drugs has changed.I wonder how history would have changed if Europe had had easily accessible "gentle" drugs rather than mostly night shades and fly agaric.
>>82632104>been doing coke for 9 hours with 2 2 hour breaksCoke should be enjoyed 1-2 times a month, ideally.Get a grip, man; before it's too late.
>>82632374Accessible gentle psychedelics in Europe would have decentralized mysticism weakening institutional religion. Direct visionary experience would rival clerical authority elevating gnostic and monastic currents Salvation models would shift from juridical atonement to experiential transformation Christ as inner logos over external redeemerLegal systems would normalize ritual intoxication embedding it within communal structures rather than persecuting it Witch hunts and heresy trials would either not emerge or target sociopolitical disruption over spiritual deviation Law would adapt to altered states rather than criminalize themPhilosophy would develop around internal phenomenology Rationalism would coexist with states of non-ordinary consciousness. Thinkers like Plotinus and Eckhart would inform core metaphysics The self would be seen as porous dynamic capable of communion rather than reason aloneMedicine would adopt a psychosomatic model early Entheogens would be tools of diagnosis and healing The body-mind split would dissolve centuries before Freud or Jung Psychiatry if it emerged would be symbolic and mythic not clinical and reductionistColonial encounters with entheogenic cultures would produce less opposition European missionaries already familiar with altered states would lean toward syncretism over domination Indigenous visions would be interpreted as parallel, not inferiorArt and symbolism would skew abstract and visionary earlier Gothic architecture and medieval iconography would intensify in complexity, reflecting mystical perception Bosch would be typical, not anomalousStates would either co-opt or restrict entheogens, prompting early discourse on cognitive liberty Religious and political institutions would reorient around guiding visionary accessResult: a Europe less mechanized, more pluralistic mystically literate, and resistant to moral dualism Alienation from self cosmos and community would be structurally weaker from the outset
>>82632981weewooweewooSchizo alertSchizo alertweewooweewoo
>>82632981sounds epic but do you really think that drug use would have been wide spread enough to be this influential?
>>82621564YOOOOO IM ON TRAMADOL 300mg!
>>82629484>and I stick to it as law.>in possession of multiple prohibited substances
Bout to hotplate then snort some cocaine bros. Natural plant medicine from the Andes.
I smeel cheese
>>82633724Good.Coca.
Probably shouldn't but I am going to be drunk in the presence of dealers this evening and I fully expect to buy some coke and some k. Sometimes you've just got to accept it's necessary.
>>82633714>and I stick to it as law. >in possession of multiple prohibited substancesI don't get the discrepancy. I didn't mean litteral law, but a personal one, figuratively. Also, the only illegal substance I have around is Meth; I've got a prescription for everything else (benzos, methylphenidate, etc).
>>82631587>I honestly believe methposters are the best posters"*Lemme guess*, you're on meth right now *right*? *Lol*Methposters are the best posters."Maybe bestposters for your lols. The highlighted parts have an obvious mocking tone to them, don't try to save face and feign honesty, it's a plain case of acting superior at the fact that I'm a Meth user; not an honest post. But whatever, idc what you think either way. Just wanted to make this clear.
Let me just jump in into this conversation. Methamphetamine IS the best drug, and in many ways we, Methamphetamine enjoyers, are superior to other types of drug users.
>>82632946yeah i get why, i feel like shit, im gonna dump this shit
>>82635741dumped probably 2Gs down the toilet, good riddance demon powder, it was nice top meet you
>>82633248I haven't taken this shit for almost 3 months and I feel nothing but a little uplifted. WHAT THE FUCK?Time to quit this shit for good after that box
>>82621564Have any leafs here gotten Codeine Over-The-Counter at Shoppers Drugmart before? I've heard that you can ask the pharmacists for Tylenol #3 and they will give it to you without a prescription but I'm a bit worried they will reject me.
>>82635741>im gonna dump this shitUnless I mistake you for someone else, you've been saying that for days, now. Do it already and be done with it.
>>82636016i did, its down the toilet now
WHAAA IM SO FUCKING HIGH ON THIS WEED RIGHT NOW, ITS PSYCHEDELIC LOLOLOOOOOO FUCKKKK
I WANTY OFF THIS FUCKING RIDE. APPARENTLY WEED CHANGES AFTER YOU TRYT PSYCHEDELICS AND NOW IM TRIPPPING BALLS THIS IS NOT FUN AT ALL
>>82636039>i did, its down the toilet nowGood man. You'll be happy that you did this in the near future, I guarantee it. Coke's a hell of a drug, to be sure.Feel well, anon.
>>82636377baby's first large weed dose. Just sleep it off. you'll be fine since weed can't kill u.
>>82636532im happy i did it right now desu, i already have cardiac issues and i thought it was gonna kill me last night but its was speaking to me like the one ring so i saved it, woke up today feeling sick as shit and decided id take the opportunity to get off the ride before it got out of hand, im already dependent on opiates the last thing i need right now is a stim addiction
>>82636385how are u now anon
I want to try new drugs but I'm a little nervous, what's baby's first psychedelic?
>>82637482mostly recovered. Don't think I'll be doing this again anytime soon. Now I see why they tall this the devil's lettuce. Felt like I was in a lovecraftian story there lol.
>>82637638Don't do psychedelics bro. They will violate your consciousness.
>>82637638there are a lot of opinions on this but ill tell you what i tell everyone; your first choice should either be mushrooms or acid and the major difference between the two is duration, a mushroom trip will last you about 6 hours whereas lsd will be around 12 hours give or take, i find the lsd high to be more gentle and forgiving and easier to control versus mushrooms which can be a bit overwhelming especially with the more intence visuals, the choice is not easy but i recommend acid for the latter reasons but also give duer consideration to shrooms because if your trip goes sideways it will be over much faster in any case always trip when you know youll have free time for 48 hours, trip somewhere safe, always trip with a sober person you trust to baby sit you, and its a good idea to have a low dose of benzos lying around to soften up the trip if you start to feel uncomfortable
>>82637798Truth is I'm looking for something to experiment with while I take tolerance break from weed. I've considered microdosing on shrooms but I'm not sure if psychedelics are necessarily looking for.
how hard is it to self administer mdma/mushroom/ketamine therapy for ptsd?
>>82637163>decided id take the opportunity to get off the ride before it got out of handYeah, it was a good idea.>im already dependent on opiatesOh, I'm sorry to hear. Goodluck with handling that!Out of curiosity, what opies do you use and in what ROA? Do you want to stop or are comfortable with the habbit?>the last thing i need right now is a stim addictionYeah, that might be an overkill. Especially on a shit stim like Coke. If you go, go properly, on Meth!Anyway, I'm glad you got the Coke use under control, and hopfully you won't be tempted to buy more. Also goodluck with the opi addiction. I'm tempted to try codiene but idk if it's worth it... all I've ever done is 100mg tramadol and it might be enough for me. I really don't want to get addicted to anything, but opies are tempting me ngl.
>>82621564Goodbye Lyricabros, I can't stop acting like an aggressive crackhead while high off this drugIt was fun while it lasted tho
>>82638856what were you dosing and how frequently?
>>82638919600-900mg each 3 days, I think I can't get more from this, experienced the withdrawals, almost had a fist fight that I 100% believed I would had won (It was a 1vs4 and I'm fat lmfao) and rode a bicycle into traffic at night
>>82638947>withdrawalsdamn i do 1200mg twice a week and have never had issues with withdrawals. hopefully you'll get better, good luck anon
>>82637798How do you find lsd less intense than shrooms?
>>82638223Best way to solve to PTSD is to face your enemy and kill them
>>82639057He got shit LSD.LSD is strong.
>>82639068>non combative ptsdits so fucking grim and its such pussy shit, i hate myself every day for this.
I'll be completely honest: I just come to these threads because drugs and the human body fascinate me, and it's interesting to see the different personalities who post here. Each category of drug user seems to have its own character which finds its way into individual posters' habits. Stimulant users are highly motivated and methodical, writing thorough, long form posts, but sometimes those posts become erratic and meandering. They often speculate about the wildest things. Psychedelic users are chill but often have very generic 2deep4u ponderings on the world (cliche but true). People who do coke are the most annoying by far. Opiate people are just sad. Benzo heads talj likf thid and seem to wake up the next week and do it all over again.Interestingly, having spent hours reading all of your posts over the years, I've noticed that while stereotypes are largely true, there are a lot of individual finer details that don't really permeate popular understanding of drug use and drug culture. If I ever get around to writing a book, the information I've gleaned here will be very useful in writing characters who use drugs.
>>82639270I agree with your takeaways.>individual finer details that don't really permeate popular understandingWhat might one/some of those look like? Personally I've been struggling to articulate (to myself) the ways in which people actually are compared to popular ideas about substance use. I can understand how I compare to those ideas very well, but when I look at the broader public my attempts to understand people falls apart.
>>82635488>Methamphetamine IS the best drugI wouldn't call it the best, rather it suits my needs, wants, and lifestyle better than other Amphetamines do. Meth still has a lot of risks attached to it that you need to be mineful for, as to avoid the worst of it, and use it with relative safety; using harm-reduction messures like dose limitation, regular breaks, and administering it orally only, to name a few. Imo LSD is in the best drug category tho fr fr.>Methamphetamine enjoyers, are superior to other types of drug usersHardly. It wasn't my point at all, just that there's a lot of stigma associated with Meth use which is not true for responsible users. And going by those stigmas is ignorant. You can use Meth and not be an addicted Meth-head junkie who's compulsively redosing just to get the withdrawals under control and is half-crazed from frieing his brain smoking or snorting it insted of taking it orally as it is the safer ROA. Though I do agree that Meth's superior to other Amphetamines in many ways impo, and has general superiority over low-tier drugs like Alcohol or Coke or Crack and is way out of those drug's league in effect and worth. Also, imo the superior drug users are psychs enjoyers, who can use with no worry of toxicity or addiction, and go on wild mental rides and come back to tell the tale; or responsible opioid users that are avoiding addiction while having the best time of their lives using relatively physically harmless drugs as a far in between treats and something to look forward to in hard times. Like, doing opioids and not getting fucked hard by them psychologically is demigod-tier levels of hacking the system and eating your cake while having it. I can handle Meth's addiction risk easily, but idk if I could do it with opies, I just don't know. Am tempted to try codeine sometime soon if I can get a hold of some. Only tried 100mg tramadol and it was pretty comfy (though I could do without the heatwave some poeple seem to love).Longpostsry!
>>82635826>I haven't taken this shit for almost 3 months and I feel nothing but a little upliftedMaybe you've taken too much before the 3 month break and your brain still didn't fully recover? That's weird since opies don't have perma-tolerance usually.>Time to quit this shit for good after that boxYeah, an opioid habbit does not seem to be worth the aggravation and frustration of chasing the high and dealing with rapid tolerance buildup to boot. It's a highly addictive money-sink that sucks more and more out of you everytime you buy it and use it. But I don't do opies (yet), so what do I know?
>>82636385>WEED CHANGES AFTER YOU TRY PSYCHEDELICSIdk, it didn't make a lot of change for me. Was still mid-tier drug with unpredictible effects and a mid high experience, no psychedelic effects for me; and I've done a lot of weed and a lot of acid, sometimes together (don't recommend). Now, LSD is the shit, and is very predictible effect-wise with consistant results (as long as you're in control of the set and setting) with a very high quality high experience.
>>82639943This anon speaks the truth in a clear and original fashion
How do I induce acid flashbacks?
>>82637638>what's baby's first psychedelic?My first psychedelic was LSD, and I do recommend it, but I'd also look into MDMA while not being a treditional psychedelic it has some psych effects and at some situations full on open-eye fractal visuals. LSD is a good choice since it is relatively easy to keep sane on begginer doses (100ug-250ug) and has a very high quality high experience with interesting thoughts, and visuals that range from melting faces to art taking a life of its own (looked at a painting of a village and the villagers looked like they were going on their daily business, moving on the page) and color filter that change when listening to music, in accordance to the tracks highs and lows. The only possible issue is that the high is long (8-12 hours) and you might prefer a shorter-lasting experience. In which case try MDMA as it has this initial magic to it and lasts 4-6 hours. On MDMA ecverything will become pleasently interesting and tectile sensetions will be enhanced s you'd want to touch everything. There's also a sense of inner peace and ofc euphoria since it's a Serotonin realeser and reputake inhibitor which means you'll have way more Srotonin in your body for longer. Doses of MDMA were shown to be harmless up to 180mg. The first time I did MDMA I sipped 50mg out of a cup of water slowly for 30mins so the comeup was gentle and the comedown was, too.You may want to do more than 50mg if you want pstchedelic effects so I'll recommend 60mg-75mg or even more if you're not afraid of a little mania and being overwhelmed by stimuli. It also makes music vetter and makes you more talkative and trusting so beware who you do it around so to not overshare something you'll regret. Shrooms're also an option but I never had them so I can't give an informed opinion. To sum-up, LSD is your best option for a trad psych exp; and MDMA is available as a light psychedelic with empathogen effects and a profound inter-personal and sensual exp and euphoria.Or shrooms.
hope the edible allows me to meet god.i think he'd be quite fond of me
>>82639057>How do you find lsd less intense than shrooms?Maybe he did a low dose of 100ug which is very light on the mind. I never did shrooms but usually the stimulant effects of LSD keeps me lucid enought to get my shit together and navigate the trip with relative ease (talking about 250ug doses I take myself). Idk if shrooms are more demanding or anything but it makes sense that shrooms'll be more intense since they don't have a stim effect to keep you focused and are visual-heavy from what I've heard so can be lowkey harsher to deal with, but I'm just guessing.
>>82638223>how hard is it to self administer mdma/mushroom/ketamine therapy for ptsd?I've only done MDMA. At first uses it has a magic to it and a feeling of inner peace with the world. So maybe try like 60mg-75mg of MDMA (in a cup of water and sip slowly for 30mins to have a gentle progressive comeup and a forgiving comedown) and contemplate the harder parts of your truma while being able to better proccess it with the help of the MDMA, it's sure to give you some felief and some sort of a sense of emotional closure as you'll be more positive leaning and accepting of concepts in general as well as unaffected by bad thoughts since you'll be in a groovey high, though prepare for some mania and a fast thought flow at those doses (MDMA has been shown to be safe to use at doses as high as 180mg, but that'll be overkill for a first time); and you'll feel pretty damn good about all of that from the strong euphoria MDMA induces being a Serotonin releaser and reputake inhibitor which means Serotonin will be more preasent in your system and for longer than usual culminating in said very strong euphoria. But your absolute best choice is to do it in a clinical enviornment with a therapist who'll guide you through the proccess professionally. There are MDMA therapists out there that practice MDMA assisted treatment in the black area of the law since they truly believe MDMA assisted treatment is effective and should be practiced more radily in a legal setting. Goodluck finding one, though; they're usually found from ear to mouth and live in secluded areas of the country-side, being the hippies they are. But if you find a legit one it'll be a huge step in the path to recovering, fast.I'ce heard shrooms can help and my LSD experience says that psychs'll put your hardship in your face and you'll bang your head against the wall until you've delt with it. So you can do LSD/shrooms as they may help, tho in a different way to MDMA's effects and with less euphoria to mask the sadness.
I would like to try mescaline. It is considered obscure today. Have any anons tried it?
>>82639270>Stimulant users are highly motivated and methodical, writing thorough, long form posts, but sometimes those posts become erratic and meanderingIt's true, I do do that as a stim user, tho I try to be as coherant as possible.>Psychedelic users are chill but often have very generic 2deep4uI've not encountered a psych user who was too full of themselves on here as of yet, so I can't agree. They usually're helpful to noobs and speak at eye level ime.>People who do coke are the most annoying by farTrue, they're a menace. Trying to justify their poor drug choice while battling full blowen addiction from compulsive redosing for too long, snorting whole bags in a few hours.>Opiate people are just sadNot entirely true, I've found opi users who were happy with life and took them occasionally as a treat or something to look forward to at the end of a week/month. But a lot of them're fighting truma and sadness in general, yeah; they develop a more cynical outlook (like "if I'm already an opi user why not X") that makes them almost cheery if it wasn't for their crippling addiction sucking them dry.>Benzo heads talj likf thid and seem to wake up the next week and do it all over again.That's also true. It's easy to fall into the benzo trap of time-skipping on high doses as it makes the days more tolerable and move quickly but they never seem to catch the addiction in time and end-up in withdrawals at normal-speed time; and suffer over a stupid, highly-dosed mistake that happend over too many days of consecutive use.And yeah, they just go at it again and again usually with the help of Alcohol to potentiate the high. That is also a sad type of drug person as all they want is to numb mental pain and bad thoughts while letting the world pass them by at hyper-speed. Sad, but not as cynical as opi users. Also, some are just pain retarded; going about their day blasted, showing up to work in that state, then cry about how they fucked-up on here later.Insighted shit.
>>82640922You seem open minded. If you have time, consider listening to this man's speech: https://www.bitchute.com/video/baRmDzF0gDsS
>>82640615touch grass, also hard to get buddy.. cultivate a san pedro cactus if you're earnest about it, trip is milder than shrooms generally...cheers
>>82641176I won't click that, I'm sorry.
>>82641264Clicked on it for you.You're welcome, anon.
>>82641219>touch grassthis poster doesn't even own land
>>82641299>>82641264>nooo not the heckin evil links and ideas>I'll just do meth and jerk off instead
>>82635886Update: it was easy as fuck I just asked for it and described my pain and I got it for $7 lol
i consume caffeine (black and green tea)can i participate in /drugfeel/ ?im afraid of drugs and coffee makes me feel cold and jittery
>>82641313>>82635886does this type of overt shilling actually work on the brown niggers who post here? jesus christ dude
>>82641336Good job.I'm on 260mg of caffeine.
Drunk and high as fuck listening to wigger music, how's /drugfeel/'s Saturday night?
How long will mdma keep me up forit's 11pm and i have an 8am class on monday maybe boofing it would be better?
>>82641807humans need16 hours wakefulness8 hours sleep(estimating)11 pm to 8 am is 9 hoursmdma = methylenedioxyMETHAMPHETAMINEit will keep you awake for minimum 8-12 hours, 4-8 hours comedownyou are allocating 1 hour for the high8 hours for sleep?this is impossibleyour options1) get high for 1 hour and barely enjoy it, barely even enough time to come up, take benzos and drink booze to sleep later, barely sleep, wake up half high half drunk, go to class2) do it on the weekend like a functional human
>>82641924Already took some benzos so I can probably just do a couple shots to get myself to sleep, don't want to make the rebound anxiety even worseAlso gonna smoke some weed so that should also help
>>82641956Also it's saturday so wtf? I still have sunday to recover, maybe catch like 6hrs sleep after goin 2 bed at 7 am, and then take some benadryl like 8pm on sunday so I make sure I recover enough sleep
>>82641358Fuck you nigga I'm just telling you how it went
>>82641924Option 1 violates biological recovery windows. MDMA onset: ~30-60 minutes. Peak: 2-3 hours. Aftereffects: 6-12 hours. Benzodiazepines and alcohol post-MDMA amplify CNS suppression, impair memory consolidation, elevate neurotoxicity risk. Sleep architecture is fragmented, non-restorative. Morning state: impaired executive function, residual serotonin depletion, elevated cortisol. Attending class in this state yields diminished retention, focus, and emotional regulation.Option 2 allows temporal separation from obligations, permits full MDMA cycle (onset, peak, comedown, recovery), supports neurochemical rebalancing, enables post-use supplementation (5-HTP, antioxidants), and preserves circadian alignment.Conclusion: Option 1 is functionally incompatible with weekday obligations. Option 2 is structurally viable. Assertion that both are equally nonviable is incorrect.
>>82638223PTSD is best addressed with MDMA, the studies all agree.And it's not hard. Either you have someone that listens to you and you talk about your trauma, or you don't and you simply write about your trauma. Write with a pen, write for a few hours.Works really well.
>>82638856If I was more aggressive when on pregabalin my wife's security would be at risk.
>>82640136You don't it's not a real thing.
>>82641301You can't own land. Property tax is a form of rent.
>>82641336Yes, caffeine is a drug.Hard to shake off once you're addicted too.
>>82642247Correct. Property tax enforces state ownership supremacy. Failure to pay results in forfeiture. Legal title grants conditional use, not absolute ownership.
People legit think ADHD is real.LOL.
>>82642490I know right. Typical screen addicts.
>>82642100>>82641807if you're actually in college just do it and show up scummed, there is one time in your life to fuck shit up and it is NOWalternatively, if you are not a loser who will burn out by age 26, wait until thursday of next week and then get fucked up and enjoy it for like 16 hours bro
>>8264249099.999% of normalfags are jewish golems and you are never going to convince them of anything that isn't on tv or popular on tiktok. just being real with you. yandex kabbalah and thank me later
>>82642247I live two hours from the nearest Walmart and I have multiple illegal mantraps on my property. Can you say the same, 4chan poster?
>>82642247>You can't own land. Property tax is a form of rent.yeah but you're just too poor and stupid to buy some so this is cope
>>82642615You still do not own land on which you pay taxes/rent.
>>82642631There is always some land somewhere that's very cheap and that most people could buy.This does not mean it's a good idea or something to strive toward.Your binary thinking of renter/owner is very low IQ and only serves the jew that lends you money at an interest.
>>82642645ok but you rent and/or are homeless
>>82642656All of this is trueYet 100% of people who post it don't own shitRational actors understand that a conclusion can be derived from itwhich is that you are poor/copinghence "touch grass" is pretty ironic unless your definition is being a homeless wanderer who touches grass involuntarily LMAO
>>82642658You also rent. That's my whole point.
>>82642737>alsolmao
>>82642746By my own logic even if I bought property I still would be a renter, since I would rent from the state.What is it that you don't understand?
>>82642875I fully understand your point, I'm merely pointing out that it's a pathetic coping mechanism which you use in response to the fact that you don't and/or can't own anything. You can't even begin to have the discussion of sovereignty because you can't get to that point lmao.
>>82642875>even if Iit took eons for every molecule in our bodies to get to this point and I just demonstrated how much better I am than you in 3 posts
>>82642915Because you took on debt and gave thousands to some bank? Come on man. Do some psychs or something, grow up.
>>82642936>posted from my apartment that cost me thousands more per year>alternatively: posted from my cot in the shelter
Why did the 2023 era gigaspergs come back?Where's the chill junkies?
Can you cultivate opium and smoke it?
Anyone else here really like 7ho?
260lbs of muscle because daddy committed suicide.
>>82643938yeah it's really overhated imo, good body high but tastes like shit, the people chanting it's 10x powerful as morphine are capping though from what i've seen it's less powerful/comparable to hydrocodone, also there's vaping pens made out of 7O kinda wonder if it's legit
>>82641299Thanks...I'm not the lecture listening type anymore though.>>82641309>nooo not the heckin evil links and ideasI never click on links to sites idk. And I'm not in the mood for a lecture.>I'll just do meth and jerk off insteadI litterally can't get hard on Meth, and will have a very low libido for 3 days after I stop using, as well. So I won't do that.
does anyone here girldose?
God damn It I took too much lyrica, I'm tweaking out, and ruining every relationship I have.Fuck my life why do I do this to myself when nothing's wrong.
>>82645393I told you about the Lyrica, bro, I warned you and you didn't listen!!
>>82621564so I've been doing coke every week for the past 3 monthsI did it to impress my boyfriend but like we broke up and now like I'm the one paying and I'm kinda getting pissy towards the end of the week so I should probably stop does anyone have advice for quitting?
>>82646026>does anyone have advice for quitting?Quitting Coke? Like with everything.Don't be near it, for one. In case the cravings or withdrawals become too much, treat them with alcohol, or benzos if you got them, or even weed; just to pass the time occupying yourself with something that isn't Coke. Also think of all the money you'll save, and the nose damage you'll prevent. Depending on how addicted you are, and how much you used, the worst of it'll pass in about a week to a month. You'll be right as rain in no-time.Goodluck.
>>82646026150 mg of pregabalin to feel normal and have energy to do shitdon't overdo the pregabalin or you'll end up like >>82645393
>>82643938I would like to try that, guess it doesn't clog you up as bad kratom? I had to stop using it because my whole digrstive system was just filled with kratom and I couldn't shit.
>>82641176Expected it would be a Hitler speech kek >>82639270>Stimulant users are highly motivated and methodicalThanks for the kind words
>>82645393how many days should i wait between mushroom trips? i wanna try again but i dont want tolerance to dampen my ride.
>>82646855(You) probably didn't mean to ask me that, but like 4 days minimum since that's what I did when I was new to shrooms and the magic was still there, but I think a week would be better.
>>82647012im asking anyone willing to reply :) thank u bro.
what should i be aiming for or have in mind when arranging a location to pick up? what's your preferred environment to meet your plug in?
>Be 28 khv>finally get a chance to get laid>fuck it up due to drugs I hate my life but honestly I probably deserved that one