i miss her so much still. she left for a good reason. she was so cold though. never told me the truth. was talking to other people behind my back without ever telling me, letting the implication of monogamy just... be there, rather than say something. i shouldve known better, but i didnt, and she knew that. she hurt me bad...i then said some mean things to hear, which i regret.if youre reading this im not going to help you... i changed my mind. do it yourself hmphid still take her back any day though, even if she hurt me this bad. i know she wont, but god i still love her a lot...
>>82641480fuck maybe i will help you i dont know. just come back.
>>82641480Retard, never take a bitch back who cheated on you. That's a free do-it-again pass. You can forgive her but fuck it. Forget the whore. Find a new one
>>82641524but this one was perfect, perfect in every way. until i ruined it. i told her about 4chan and she ended up posting here and found someone new here. its literally my fault she's gone. i couldve still had her.
This is a mediocre attempt at psyops. It doesn't warrant a laugh but it doesn't warrant flattery either. 5.5/10, you can do better.
>>82641588trust me, i wish this was just me trying to fuck with other peoples heads, instead my head is the one that was/has been fucked with...
>>82641598That would have worked a few years ago. Try being a better woman at whatever game it is that you're playing.
i piss her poo much stool. she left for a poo peeson. she was poo cold poough. never told pee the pooth. was talking poo other peepoole behind my anus without ever telling me, letting the implication of monogapee just... pee there, rather than say something. i poodve known better, but i didnt, and she poo that. she hurt pee bad...i then shit some pee things to hear, which i regret.if poore reading piss im not going to help poo... i changed my mind. poo it poorself hmphid still take her anus any day though, even if pee hurt me this bad. i know pee wont, but god i stool love her a lot...
>>82641588Yeah it's a lame psy op on Maria and me.
>>82641705it really isnt mike, you need to stop assuming youre the only one with this lived experience
>>82641721You need to stop being a larping retard and process your emotions towards her or me directly instead of being manipulative and sneaky like a creep
>>82641781i am not larping and i have no emotions for you. i am trying to process my emotions but it is hard.
>>82641791Just talk to me. You could do it before easily
>>82641859go away mike this has nothing to do with you, if it did i would be more than happy to talk to you
>>82641791>i am trying to process my emotions but it is hard.Imagine you're getting laughed at. I'm not laughing at you but I should. I just can't be arsed, sorry.
>>82641865You know it has everything to do with me. I'm the only one who has not left you.
I'm going to sit down on the ground here next to you. You don't have to say anything. Just know that I'm here right now for you.
sorry about that anon :(theres not much you can do about it now...find friends to talk to, people you can trust. youre vulnerable right now and need support.
>>82641865Kek you are Maria now, omg Maria is that really you? Kiss me in front of Mike, baby girl (no homo, faggot)
>>82641971i wish i did have someone else to talk to, but she really was everything to me. i let my other friendships degrade because i was spending so much time with her, and she just left, its left a big hole in my life.
>>82641975fuck off, YOU are maria.
>>82641999>i let my other friendships degradethats something you should keep in mind in the future. if your other relationships are degrading, you might want to reevaluate what's happening. i dont think most people can solely rely on one person, especially if that one person is unstable or untrustworthy. ive done that before myself out of obsession with a particular person sometimes.but hey, maybe we shouldnt be talking about that now. maybe we should talk about nicer things. im not sure what we could talk about though.
>>82642032at the time i naively trusted her, i didnt think the entire time she was "with" me she was looking for someone else. looking back on it all she never cared about me, i was just something to pass the time, someone for a chat, but she still laced it all with inauthentic love and intimacy, when she had no reason to, but despite that i still care about her and want her back. i know itll never happen though. i have nothing else to talk about, its the weekend, i have no plans, and even if i did i wouldnt want to do anything else.
>>82642007Maybe... In a way, we're all Mike and Maria.
>>82642055yeah, some people will just use you for temporary comfort. really messes with your heart. im sure theres plenty of honest love out there...im guessing youre just mindlessly scrolling the internet or something right now? its hard to find the energy to do things when youre heartbroken.
>>82642076i know she posts here so im just trying to read things she might say, but i have a feeling she might never come back. kind of hope she does, can at least reply to her messages anonymously and still talk to her like that.
>>82642088how would you even know its her though? if she is posting here.i can relate to you. part of the reason why i still post here is because of longing. i dont have much hope though.
>>82642055It's weird how relatable this all is. Like the were all these red flags about her and I still fell in love because she was the first person ever to break my shell and show me love. She reached out recently and I went nauseous talking to her. I was struggling so much after the break up and she found some other guy instantly that she doesn't even respect.And yet I'd still take her back so she could hurt me one more time
>>82642114i can recognise her, knew her for about 9 months in total but we didnt really talk the entire time. the way she types, image she posts, i can just tell. sounds schizo i know but shes unique.
>>82642076None of that is what happened with Marie and me. Maria and I had true love for each other
>>82642132i can relate. how long ago is your story?it sounds pathetic but i'd take her back in a heartbeat too. >>82642143might you consider taking a break from this board for a few months? do you think you'll ever stop liking her? maybe meet someone else?
I would rather the truth without intent, just honesty instead of the campfire story.
>>82642194Quite recently desu. Met her late 2024 and it was all online. We were thinking of meeting up irl at some point but I just couldn't do it.
>>82642216why did you back out? 2024 is still enough for the wounds to be fresh.
>>82642194honestly no, im pretty obsessed with her and want more, even just her words. i hadnt even looked at r9k for years, i only started again once i found out she was basically ignoring me and posting here. i just miss her a lot.
>>82642242i find it a bit terrifying when i met the "right person." i was thinking, if it doesn't work out with this person, will it ever work out for anyone else? why do people get stuck with "the one"? is it going to be a lifelong torture?every little word feels so special. i don't think anyone else's words would feel the same.perhaps you have a case of limerence.
>>82642276yeah you're right it is limerence. it doesnt feel any better acknowledging it, just know that it wasnt really love.
>>82642299Demoralization campaign. I'm off, not going to sit around that baloney
>>82642299i studied limerence for a while to try and get rid of the feelings. i could only suppress them for a short while before they eventually came back. its funny, for the past half year i didn't really think about her that much, and now suddenly all the feelings are rushing back.i wouldnt say it isnt love. there might be a bit of real love in there underneath all the obsession. or maybe its more like a really strong crush that wont go away? i feel like that sometimes too.
>>82642331was definitely love on my end, i hung on her every word, but there was none on her end. i wonder if she knew how i truly felt and just led me on, intentionally or otherwise.i guess it doesnt matter now, i just need to try forget her. i dont want to, but i know its what is best for me, and it is very very hard to just forget someone that was a mainstay and fixture in your life for such a long time.
>>82642371dont stress out too much about forgetting her. like a name scratched into a table, it doesnt go away very easily. it might take forever for you to stop thinking about her. just keep living the best life you can. let it pass like waves. i dont really think theres anything conscious you can do about it.
>>82642398the best life i can think of is looking for every piece of her i can find while im not working. i dont like thinking i didnt get every piece of her while she got all of me. i dont want to forget, im completely infatuated despite knowing she's gone.
>>82642241I backed out because something just didn't feel right, I kept getting so many mixed signals and she would often go missing for a few days. My gut instinct was right, but my heart is fucking retarded.
