Think I'm ready to die nowJust not cut out for whatever the fuck life is
>>82645516>Just not cut out for whatever the fuck life iswhat makes you think that
>>82645531There's just too much and too little to lifeSo many right/wrong ways to live, so many truths/lies that make up society, so many spoken/unspoken rulesI just want to be left aloneI've heard when you're dead, everyone leaves you alone, I'd like that
i agree, im kind of done with everything just waiting on the last straw to make me kill myself because im too much of apussy
>>82645516It's genuinely like I'm all by myself. I have to do everything myself. Might as well fucking die and leave this hole.
dont kill yourselves anons. a permanent solution to a temporary problem is incredibly stupid and selfish.
>>82646465i used to say the same thing but what if the problem isnt temporary and youre a mentally ill loser whose life has sucked the entirety of your time on this earth and youve been suicidal since the age of 10
>>82646499then you make it stop sucking. the fact you know theres something wrong means youve already taken the first step, but you havent taken the second step in fixing your problem.
>>82646565i spent like two years r doing big self improvement, religion and all of thats mumbo jumbo only for it to be utterly useless and go back to where i started. none of it brings any comfort to me anymore. i literally did it all - read books, philosophy, bible and became christian, went out on dates, worked out and actually got pretty big, explored myself and my music taste, improved my style, literally everyhting there is possible and its all pointless. none of it actually means anything, this world sucks dick, its utterly meaningless and nothing you do will ever matter. i hate this shitty fucking world man like ive said the same things that youre saying - i think i just woke up and realized how shitty this world really is and you can do absolutely nothing to improve it.
>>82646651you dont sound like a mentally ill loser if you did all that anon
>>82646675i went back to my old ways its been like 5 months since i did anything like that, i cant leave my house anymore and i have anxiety attacks when i do. i cant even take out the trash. shit just sucks and i have 0 friends
>>82645516I genuinely want to die too, there is nothing left for me to see or experience; but for some reason I'm scared of what will happen after or if nothing happens so I stay alive anyways..Plus my cat would miss me..
>>82646688one step at a time anon... were all gonna make it... just take the trash out in the middle of the night or something...
>>82645516Nobody will miss you when you're gone. You'll also come back as a 70 iq male in rural India.
>>82646696nothing will happen nor change after you die. and when youre dead its literally nohting. your life is over so you dont have to care abt what happens after your death, thousands of years before being born never bothered so now why would the time after you die bother you? you dont exist, nothing happens, nothing changes when you die. you shouldnt stress abt that shit desu
>>82646389Make love to me before you end it all
>>82646722I don't know if this is extremely midwitted or retarded but I just can't comprehend not existing or experiencing things.. not being able to use my brain anymore..not being able to think or feel freaks me out..but it also sounds oddly comforting though.. not existing.. not having to care about anything anymore because you're unable to care..It bothers me becaus it's unknown to me..I've never been dead
>>82646844what does this mean>>82646864yeah i get it, i coudlnt rlly comprehend it for a while and sort of still cant either but imagine it as if the time before you were born, you dont remembr anything, you exprienced nothing - you didnt exist and it never bothered you. once you are dead, you cant feel remorse for the things youve done while you were alive or wish you did something or whatever. maybe as youre dying but when you actually die theres literally nothing. you just dont exist, none of it matters.
>>82645516Life isn't an airport. You don't need to announce your departure.
>>82646900But for a moment in time, you heard meYou know I existed once... no matter how brief
>>82646895Death is definitely favorable to life's circumstances..things aren't exactly on the upside, but even at my worst I didn't want to die as much as now..But I can't even envision what that's be like..because for that I have to think..and that defeats the purpose..But we exist now..I exist now..so it's hard to not be bothered about it even if I want it..That's true, all your regrets, grivances, wishes, ambitions, gone forever..You just have to be brave enough to go through with it, I'm definitrly not at that stage yet..but I wish I was..
>>82647003yeah bro i think if either of us wer at that stage yet then we wouldnt be here. im just waitng on the last straw to actually make me do it since i am pussy about it, any minor inconvenience will work desu
>>82646709>You'll also come back as a 70 iq male in rural India.No you won't. The sequence of brain states known as (You) will cease to exist forever.
