Hello everyone,I have recently failed an overdose suicide and almost got sent into a mental hospital. I lied about being normal and got away with it pretty much right after I was treated and I was evaluated.Since I am really mad about failing, this time I am thinking about acquiring a firearm to efficiently kill myself. I want something instant and direct. Doing my research, the temple seems to be the best way to shoot at. Or better, get someone to kill me instead. Any one has better ideas? I want something instant and short. For I was sleeping tonight and realized how tranquil it was to be nothing for a moment. My error was also giving a suicide note to a bunch of my retarded friends which caused them to get cops and ambulances at my house and get me rescued. This time I will keep it absolutely on the low and will not do the same mistake again. I am also open to overdosing on drugs if they are worth a good last trip but I do not intend on survival and want instant death and release from this planet.My decision is 100% final and I am not here to debate or argue with anyone about this. Either give me tips or scroll.So folks, any tips?
>>82671662Yeah. Just act really depressed, stop talking to people, don't do anything, they will believe you lied and a second hospitalization will come. After treatment, you can decide whether to suicide.
>>82671662You could just live out your life and die of old age/natural courses. I've heard this is the more popular route because of its 100% effectiveness. It's also requires the bare minimum you'd hardly have to put any effort into planning and preparing, you could pull it off without even having to think about it
>>82671700the side effect of this is it has the most amount of agony out of all other suicide methods including burning alive
>>82671720So you're saying that it's not death you are hoping to achieve, rather the absence of agony in life?
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>>82671700The most painful and longest out of the bunch. 0/10>>82671735I want death. Nothing more nothing less.Also I have recently thought of going to a shooting range and directly killing myself that way because of how tight regulations are with guns in my country. I will have to train to be extremely fast and shoot myself without hesitation but that I think I can handle. Might be the best plan so far.
>>82671662did it hurt?man I wish I was fucked up enough to kill myself unfortunately my self preservation instincts are too strong, for now
>>82671761Yes but it was progressive. My body was shaking and I kept throwing up but I kept going until I started getting calls from all kinds of ambulance and cop numbers and my door was blasted around 2 hours later. I was bombarded with calls and messages from my friends and family
>>82671747Sure I hear you, but what about death entices you toward it? the absense of something in life? Or is it the presence of something in life? And how does death represent the opposite of that?
>>82671780>kinds of ambulance and copwho let them know?
*dials*Anon is jump..Send help...
>>82671782Being at peace>>82671783I sent a suicide note to 3 of my friends and they contacted as much as people as possible from my social media and one of them knew where I live and called ambulance directly there
>>82671662temple risks blowing your face off and not hitting the brain.Look at a diagram and work out where your brain is anon, then resolve to destroy it
>>82671805I will do my research. If you got a diagram or more information I can look upon please let me know
op againIt is also worth nothing they contacted almost everyone I knew possible and now I am non stop being harassed and everyone knows I am suicidal and I feel watched. Should I just act normal and act like I am normal again? I am sick of them telling me they will miss me and such. Even people I barely knew online got to me.I feel insanely retarded.
>>82671799How would you describe peace? I appreciate you taking the time to answer my questions OP. I can imagine it might be difficult or uncomfortable to peel back the layers
>>82671839Sleeping with no dreams (forgetting existence and forgetting you exist) is my best definition of peace - aka death
>>82671810the net is packed with high quality anatomical diagrams anon. Stop being retarded
>>82671662>My error was also giving a suicide note to a bunch of my retarded friendsYou shouldn't have done that
>>82671846I hope you could expand on or clarify this definition further for me, I apologize I am having a hard time understanding. Are you saying that memories of events that have already unfolded in your life are robbing you of peace? I would be really interested to hear what you describe as the opposite of peace
