>Be me>Genuine retard girlcel>Just smart enough that im aware of how miserable existing is>cant do math above a 4th grade level for some fucking reason>spend all day reading random books, watching random movies, gooning>leech off mother>only friends are online and pretty sure they hate me>everyone treats me like im stupid>depressed. havent had dreams or ambitions since i was 9What can i even do. i just want to get cancer and die already. every day is the same. i am a useless person and my iq is probably below 90. enjoy cat painting. nobody can save me but myself
>>82672516too inside your own head nona. "ooh nooo people that willingly spend time with me and let me be around them secretly hate me". they might hate an aspect or two, or even three of you, but most people do that. you overlook things you dislike about people you generally do like. you might be dumb but a lot of people are.i dunno, your problems really arent anything at all, stop freaking out and just try enjoy yourself, be selfish for once
>>82672516>AM GIRL GIB ATTENTIONpost discarded
>>82672589This is the backbone of r9k. if it wasnt this post it would just be some guy either pretending to be a girl and attention seeking or attention seeking as a male
>>82672516lucky for you being retarded as a girl is actually very attractive. retardmaxxing is the way to go
>>82672516you're problem isn't that you're stupid. it's that you're narcissistic and self-absorbed
>>82672596No it isn't. It may be the backbone for the desperate losers with no dignity squatting here but they don't belong
>>82672516How old are you? I'm 18 and practically neeted for the past three years and completely forgot everything I was taught. It's demoralizing
>>82672646Man fucking probably
>>82672516>havent had dreams or ambitions since i was 9You actually had dreams and ambitions at one point? What were they? I was always confused by other people growing up because I never had any. Never had any role models either.
>>82672516>>cant do math above a 4th grade level for some fucking reason>>spend all day reading random books, watching random movies, gooningI don't believe you. If you can understand narratives and character arcs you can understand algebra.
>>82672812I wanted to be an archeologist but it fizzled out over time. I had a year where i wanted to be in an orchestra when i was 12 but that also fizzled out more dramatically because my life got pretty bad after that and i stopped playing my instrument. I dont think i had any role models either
>>82672839Its not that hard to read or even write. anyone can watch a show and understand characters or read a book and see what its trying to tell
>>82672864>girlcelbest larp around
>>82672516Find a boyfriend. You can leech off him without feeling guilty.
>>82672516>perfect girlcelyou looking for a husband, sweet fembot?
>>82673052 >>82673031 I JUST WANT TO LEECH OFF MY MOM FOREVER AND NOT ACTUALLY SOLVE MY PROBLEMS OR DO NEW THINGS
>>82673057sounds like larp, i cant take you seriously
I did enjoy the cat painting. It looks very confused
>>82673065I am trying to find humour in it, i suppose. I probably would not want to move on from leeching from one person to another, still not doing anything unless i was on cocaine the whole time or something. Its hard to figure out what to do with things in life. I dont want to wake up one day after living in some random guys closet for 3 years realising my life is a waste. My life is already a waste because of myself and how much of a burden i am on my family, but i wouldnt want to drag more people into it or waste anyones time. I dont want to disappoint my family even more by truly giving up on life. sad stuff
>drugs>jail>orbityawn
>>82673164NEVER DONE ANY DRUGS AND NEVER BEEN TO JAIL #ILOVECOPS
>>82672516Why not just sell your dignity and whore yourself out online like every other retarded foid that can't do anything meaningful?
>>82672773Why haven't you ever responded to me? Unless you're actually old, then don't call yourself a "girl", you're a woman you larping haggot
>>82673194All of you people dont know how hard that actually is. you have to be above a 7 and youre competing with 1 trillion other girls that are 10s for an audience or even to stand out in any way. you have to market yourself and do all this shit that most people dont want to do. its a lot of effort for something that wont reap any rewards for 99% of people doing it. you will probably end up selling crack and putting gummy worms up your pussy for your 12 subcribers so id really just prefer to even work at target or some shit instead of doing all that for less money
>>82673230Saying an age just becomes a thing of either saying that im too old for doing this or too young or just getting accused of being underage anyway. too much effort and not what i want to complain about
>>82673244So just put the gummy worms in your pussy.
>>82673354Too sticky
>>82673395Then go the other direction and buy a strapon and put on a domme act all the rich young nerds are desperate for.
>>82672516You are a tranny larping fag unless proof is posted. Until then enjoy your gay fantasies.
>>82673489How do you manage to type so well with only one hand
>>82673727Phone posting only necessitates one hand
>>82673931Phone posters go straight to hell
>>82672607The bar for women is truly non existent
>>82674001The bar for men could be non existent too if women weren't so stuck up all the time kek, but I know of some women who are really into retardmaxxing men
>>82673057Grow up, youre disgusting
>>82672516Just marry a rich guy. Most women seem perfectly content to do nothing.
>>82674117If you marry for money you end up earning every penny. the way the cookie crumbles. more cat painting to pay for my presence
>>82673057Eventually you're going to have to make the switch to leeching off a man. You're pretty pathetic desu, the toxoplasmosis doesn't help.
>>82673990Yeah I used to really hate phoneposters too, but technology keeps marching forward and I barely even use my pc for anything anymore now that phones are practically mobile pcs.
>>82674472Hey listen man i dont think my cats smell like anything alright also i dont have to do anything for my mom and that seems like a pretty big effort jump to go to a boyfriend to leech off of
>>82674197You have to earn every penny either way. In your OP you are blaming everything on being retarded, its just an excuse. You're just a parasite. Leeching off your poor mother instead of doing a brainlet job or finding a husband. Who will care for your mother in old age? And yourself when she is gone? You dont actually care about any of that of course. You are a selfish lump on a log.
Unfortunately I think the fact that you're very stupid and a gooner is hot and I would gladly date you so I could keep you like a pet that I make cum really hard all day.
>>82674637Okay ill get a job jesus : (
>>82674665I dont know if this is sadder for me or for you
>>82674775I just like girls who like to masturbate a lot. That other anon is right though you should try getting a job. Probably be good for you nona.
>>82674881its inevitable :(. id hate for this to just become a self fulfilling prophecy of misery and uselessness for me. very sad
>>82672516I don't understand how math can be hard. You just follow directions and then you can go through it backwards to check if you're correct. Writing an essay is much more difficult imo.
>>82674995It's inevitable as in your getting a job is? That's a good thing, dont frown anon. Life can change, even if it may seem impossible at times.
>>82675012I missed a lot of foundational stuff when i was v younger probably from just not paying attention and daydreaming all the time. it got harder and harder for me over time because i didnt know the basics to do more complicated stuff. Its pretty depressing. >>82674995 I hope
you are literally me, we should kiss
>>82675058sounds like cope, just start. literally it. you have the internet you can use wikpedia and get free books online
>>82672516>>82672570first post best post nigga How old are you? Do you have a job? You already admitted to having depression so depression is just fucking with your head
>>82675215Im not saying i cant learn but im saying thats why i find math hard. i will find time in my not busy at all schedule to learn some. i have wanted to for a while because it makes me feel bad to not know how to do stuff.
>>82675242I am a young lady, JOBLESS, to my dismay (not really). I agree with the first post slightly, my friendship stuff is boring. In the grand scheme of things my life isnt that bad, it just feels al consuming sometimes. Like things are worse than they actually are
>>82675318Are you unable to get a job? You might be able to get benefits
>>82675425Ive never tried working in anything before so im not sure about my ability to actually do it or pertain a job (im not so old where this would become incredibly sad a lot of people my age havent worked) . I feel like i have too much pride to go on any type of government benefits, which is quite silly and i feel silly for saying it. maybe one day if things turn really bad
>>82674881Man i do just want to stay at home and watch porn all day forever sometimes. life sucks
>>82675530You get in your head and think you can't do the job. The burnout is worse than the physical demands of a menial job like working at walmart or being a security guard. Some jobs only need warm bodies. AI isn't going to take every job.
>>82675615Yeah i would definitely be worried about getting too bored and killing myself. I dont know how people do it at all. I dont think im that retarded that i couldnt figure out a job but id get bored quickly or tired. godspeed to all the farmers and people doing actually important shit
>>82675787I understand your frustration. The grind as the kids call it is fucking brutal. You can get a job though, you'd need to find a way to not get really bored
>>82675574right? some days i just want to jerk off over and over all day. shoot cum all over my chest and tum and just lounge like that til i jerk off again.
