>be me>Autistic fat man by entire life>Think girls and relationships just aren't for me>Accept itThen meet girl who makes me crazy >Obsessively lose 100s of pounds in a few months> Literally worship the ground she walks on>She dates thin me and we fuck but it's empty> Realize i.wasted my entire life fatNow I want to kill myself
>>82706600You were basically asexual. Asexuals are the happiest people.
>>82706611Tell that to wings of redemption and all the other sad fucks with no sex drive. Life has more than enough problems to make people feel bad with or without a sex drive. I'd imagine it would be worse feeling castrated though.
>>82706627No sex drive isn't asexual. No sex drive is usually just "I'm obsessed with tits but I can't get hard anymore". Very different.OP was a literal pure monk until he discovered his soulmate. Women ruin it all.
>>82706600Aren't you glad you aren't a fat piece of shit anymore?
>>82706642If he was lusting after a woman's sexual characteristics it's not really pure
>>82706661OP here.I was mostly asexual before meeting HER. I didn't care about dating or having a family or anything. I was happy with food, internet and doing hobbies. But when SHE came into my life... Suddenly it was like nothing mattered more than marrying her. It was such a powerful instinct. It awoke my sexuality and I literally lost weight so fast people thought I had cancer.
>>82706600how's the loose skin situation?im a fat fuck and im past the point of caring. I figure if I lose weight all that's gonna change is I live a little longer, which isn't what I want anyway
>>82706690The starvation seems to have mostly eaten up the really bad sagging skin. I still have some sagging skin around my former big belly but it's slowly going away.I'm just thankful to not be obese anymore.
>>82706684That's a really powerful experience. Did you end up getting married to her or not?
>>82706713I still want to marry her but I feel angry she wouldn't love fatass me. So not yet.I'm so goddamn angry.
>>82706684>Suddenly it was like nothing mattered more than marrying her.Oneitis
Sounds like you really rell in love and realized love isn't all it's cracked up to be. Sorry.
>>82706775Ok well. I'm glad for the experience. But very bitter now.
Like ten years ago I dropped from 245 to 180 but nothing changed in my life, still autistic and afraid to talk to womenNow I'm over 300
>>82706814I am currently fat as fuck and wish I wasn't.Did you ascend at least?
>>82706828I did ascend but it's not all good. I'm still lonely.>>82706823I had a Chad jaw under the fat. Sorry life is such unfair crap
>>82706823Was over 140kg (300lb or so i think in mutt numbers) about a year ago, now at about 230lb. Wouldn't say i actually have it better. Still autistics, still depressed. Although at least i can go up stairs now without panting.
>>82706726Let go of the anger, that shit will destroy your relationship.Just live the happy dream for all of us... This world has enough misery and pain in it already
>>82706833People who can get sex shouldn't be allowed to call themselves lonely
>>82706600im also a former fatcel, also autistic and yeah if you just lose 100+ pounds it really changes everything. I used to try and talk to women even just by saying good morning and they would look at me like I had just shot their dog. Now if I compliment them in person even if they're a total stranger and 100% of the time the response is "oh, thanks!" with a smile. my autism usually kicks in then and I get nervous so I just smile back, say "no worries" and leave. Still working on the social anxiety I find that very difficult, and its still really scary to walk up to any woman cold approach style. Hence why dating apps are really the only thing that leads to me getting a fuck or a date because I have a much easier time flirting behind a screen when I know theyve swiped me. Really though noticing them looking at me in the gym or even just out in public has been a huge confidence boost because they never even did that before. A lot of them still dont but I cant expect all of them to be attracted to me.Seriously, if you're fat just learn what a calorie deficit is and start doing any cardio you can. After like three weeks its easy as fuck to stick to and the benefits are well worth it.
>>82706848I had it a few times from the one woman I loved. She isn't sure she wants to marry me. That's why I'm lonely.Why the bitch won't love me
>>82706860What's your current body weight?
>>82706860>After like three weeks its easy as fuck to stick to and the benefits are well worth it.Bullshit, I was a healthy weight for a year and it never stopped being a struggle, I was constantly hungry and miserable dreaded having to exercise every other dayt. >>82706823
>>82706726its retarded to hold resentment to her over that, its entirely reasonable to not want to date someone who can't even take care of their own body. Id argue it isn't even shallow.
>>82706661>lusting after a woman's personalitygood joke
>>82706877183lbs at 5'11, was previously 300lbs. I got down to 170lbs at the start of september but Ive decided to eat more calories since im lifting weights now and want to build more muscle, then cut down again.
>>82706882She isn't sure she wants to marry me even after I'm thin and love her with all my heart and soulShe rejected and ignored fatass me. She saw me as dirt Part of me wants to dump her so she knows how I felBtw we have a very tumultuous relationship and we're both autistic and were virgins when we fucked
>>82706878Ghrelin production is tied to genetics, could be that im just more lucky in that respect. I also was doing one meal a day so maybe the intense lifestyle change was enough to have a bigger effect on my hunger levels.
>>82706702>I'm just thankful to not be obese anymore.why is that? stuff being physically easier to do? People perceiving you differently?
>>82706908Yes of course Feeling healthier. I sleep better. People don't see me as weird. (People see fat me as weird for some reason). Women will sometimes want to be with me now.It's night and day.
>>82706904What evidence do you have that she saw you as dirt? Did she say something to you along those lines or did she just not want to date fat you? Also how long have you known eachother/been dating? Marriage is a huge commitment especially for autists.
>>82706915Wait wait wait so people think I'm weird because I'm fat? Ohhhhh shit. I think I.just figured something out...
>>82706927She basically didn't give me the time of day before my weight loss. She was cold and distant and barely wanted to let me be her friend.I was her pathetic friend zoned per dog. I listened to her bitch about her sister for hours. It was awful.Then I come back a year later slim and she wants to bang. All because of appearance I love her but I hate how shallow she is
>>82706927>Also how long have you known eachother/been dating? Marriage is a huge commitment especially for autists.Known each other 6 years We live in the same small town community. We were friends for like 4 years and have been dating on and off for 2.I often tell her how shallow she is and she acts sorry but I don't believe it. She is so superficial.She is also arrogant. Always believing her own beliefs and never able to bend one inch.Basically she is so self confident it throws me off.
>>82706930People think you're a weirdo if you don't look good enough for some reason. Normies suck ass..
>>82706600That's weird. You're weird.
>>82706967Well you suck fuck off loser
>>82706940>She didnt give me the time of day before my weight loss, I was her pathetic friend zoned dog.95% of women wouldn't have either, aside from also keeping you in the friend zone. And they had every right to, you clearly couldnt take care of yourself. Props to you for being able to do that now.>Then I come back a year later slim and she wants to bang all because of appearance.If there wasnt any reason other than appearance for her to fuck you, she would have fucked you and immediately left, ruining that relationship and friendship entirely. That would have been shallow. Dating you for two years, even inconsistently, indicates there are at least some factors about your personality that she likes.>She acts sorry but I dont believe itwhats your reason for not believing her? Has she lied to you in the past? If shes a dishonest person, that is definitely grounds for separating from her. But if she hasn't been dishonest with you before, why think shes lying now?>She is also arrogant, always believing her own beliefs and never being able to bend one inchPeople are entitled to what they believe in, most people dont bend their belief systems for others. It can come off as arrogant but youll run into that problem with every woman you date if you're insistent on changing them.A lot of people here, myself included would do a lot for what you have right now anon, don't throw her away just because your spiteful that she didn't want the fat version of you. If you liked the fat version of yourself so much as to hold this against her, you wouldn't have gotten rid of him.
>>82706967What is so weird about it . Please explain
>>827070484 painful years of living in her friend zone. Loving her and wishing she would love me. Do you know how much it hurt? >ruining that relationship and friendship entirely. That would have been shallow. Dating you for two years, even inconsistently, indicates there are at least some factors about your personality that she likes.She is also ashamed of sleeping with me because she is religious isn't that just horrible?She is a staunch Republican conservative Christian and sees me as a sinful person because of my past obesity and porn use. I want her to be more submissive to me damnit
>>82707082You sound really emotional and need to calm down desu.
>>82707048I think the OP is just a bitch who expects everything with no effort.
>>82707082Ive said all I can here is my parting gift
>>82707128So her tits should make me less mad basically???
>>82706600Could be worse. You could have been thin in the first place and still not had any women willing to tolerate you.
>>82707148breast wishes
>>82707156Being fatcel for years destroyed my mind. Women only love my Chad jaw.They have a jaw fetishFucking heartless bitches
>>82707164BUT WHAT DOES THAT PHRASE EVEN MEAN. ???
>>82706600you gave up real peace for 30 seconds of pussy
>>82707197Yes but I really love herI have cried hard over this stupid bitch
>>82707212Haha.what a FAGGOT.Loving a woman makes you gay. So glad I'm into dating men. Loser.
>>82707173It means shut up you lame brain retard lol
>>82707230Ok so you're homosexual. Don't care. Have a nice life.
>>82706600Do women even genuinely care if a man is fat these days?
>>82707260Haha are you fucking kidding? Cute women won't date fat men usually ever.
>>82707291Maybe where you are but I live in Alabama
>>82706823Same here.I am skinny now but still a loner with no one.
>>82707291I'm convinced the modern woman doesn't even care about appearance so long as she can play the easy game and whore herself out to the first man who shows interest. There's a difference in how men and women date. Men search for ages for a long-term partner whilst the woman searches for cheap thrills.
>>82707362Have you ever gotten a haircut?
>>82707373I don't date modern women. I date small town girls.
>>82706600You became something awesome. You should be proud of what you accomplished.
>>82707421Thanks but I'm still bitter about it
>>82707501Wow stop being such a bitch
>>82707523I have a right to complain okay
>>82707556I just want to vent about my problems..
>>82707619WHAT PROBLEMS YOU HAVE HAD SEX
>>82707650Yes and I'm not happy about it
>>82707691HOW CAN YOU NOT BE HAPPY ABOUT SEX
>>82707771It's not as awesome as you think
>>82707791PUSSY IS TH ONLY THING THAT.MATTERS
>>82707833Wow you are so shallow
>>82707861I'm just desperate for what you have already man
>>82706600>Obsessively lose 100s of pounds in a few monthsyou would be flying squirrel tier with the loose skin, dumb larp
>>82707878We'll get over it soldier. Move on out.
>>82707928Few months meaning under 6
>>82706600>Obsessively lose 100s of pounds in a few monthshow many calories did you eat per day, on average?
>>82707966100-500. Sometimes 1500.
>>82707991good work. Do you think you'll be able to keep the weight off? Also how much loose skin did you end up with?
>>82708008Lots of loose skin but it's shrinking over time. I am obsessed with calories now so I'll keep it up.You will be amazed how quickly you eat 2000 cals if you count
>>82707931I will not go anywhere actually. Creep
>>82708086No you freaking cunt
>>82706600i actually stay fat for this very reason. i know they'll only like me if i'm not fat. it'd piss me off to the point i'd probably murder them. better alone.
>>82708247OMG this. Exactly. Women are honestly evil trash who worship slim men.
>>82708254Yes women are the second sexiest sex
>>82706600That's fucking hilarious I almost spat my coffee out
>>82706600Topkek are you a hippie???
>>82706600>be me>autistic fat man>cut to 12% bf>still virginMy reality is more grimdark than yours.
I want someone to starve me until I weigh 98 pounds.
>>82709782Good thinking I wish ya luck sire
>>82709799I can lose 1000 lbs in a single day with God's help
>>82706611asexuality doesn't exist you major extreme fag it's just called not getting pussy
>>82709874Real asexual men are at peace and not thinking about womenThat's the highest state a man can be in
>>82709910I believe this too. I'm attempting to do NoFap Godspeed
>>82709962And Godspeed in your NoFap journey
