Studying dentistry at the moment because my parents practically pushed me into it while i was an aimless fag during highschool, they could afford it and obviously wanted what was best for me, but holy shit never have i ever wanted to kill myself more than i do right now 5 years later, still stuck because this stupid ass career requires me to seek out people to attend on weekly clinics for 2 hours a day which is practically no time at all when these patients bail on you or come in late, drunk, whatever, that and how fucking expensive every treatment and material is. I dropped out for a single semester even though i wanted to drop out for good (my parents would not allow it even though i almost killed myself, almost because obviously i pussied out). I'm stuck here for a good while still, i don't talk to anyone because everyone is well adjusted and just normal people in general, i feel lost
>>82709907At this point it'd be a waste of effort to drop out, just finish it and then enjoy having lotsa money from a shit job.
>>82709907Can you at least do teh job and not recoil?I would never can be in medical field, view of needles going into flesh, or even worth scalpel cutting flesh makes me shiver. Its not like i and afraid of the pain or blood but just view of flesh destruction makes me uneasy.
>>82709907Have you tried stealing medication or stealing from programs made by the Government to "give" poor people access to care?
>>82709907The relationship with your parents is the biggest issue, they're pretty much managing your life right now, which is your life, should be yours.Then again its very hard to cut away from your parents if you're dependent on them in one thing or another.I still need to find a way to get financially stable so I can get out of the house. Unfortunately I'm too retardedly sick to work a miniscule job so I have to look for other options.
>>82709907>Studying dentistry
Dude. if you're able too fix people's teeth, if you're talented and competent enough to do it, you have nothing to worry about. I am too weak, incompetent and panicky to do 90% of jobs, let alone have a career.
My teeth keep cracking and falling to pieces. I have had two root canals, 4 extractions, and an impacted molar that fills with pus around the gumline. I avoid junk and sugar, use mouthwash, floss, and brush regularly but my mouth constantly aches and I can't sleep without a nightly regiment of oragels and pain killers. My dentist says it's illegal for him to mercy kill me. That can't be true, OP right?
