>wake up all sleepy>get out of bed for coffee n cigs>breakfast some kitkat cornflakes>go through my vacation pics>TAKE ME BACK PLEASE>make my bed>hab moar cigs n coffee>change into work clothes>take my headphones with me>incase I can use them at work today>ready2leave4work>can't wait to get back at home and just sleep moar
>after like half a hour>my system rejected listening2music>continue work without it>still hab to manage a archive of a factory >its boring but could be much worse>time for a coffee n cig break>praying for quick death or a lot of cash
>still ova a hour left til its actual break time>still gonna take time for a coffee n cig>my left arm is still injured >its getting very slowly better>parents are planning a weekend trip to the switzerland in like 2 weeks>ask me if I wanna join them>be like n0 I only wanna go2japan again bleh>they are still calculating me into the trip>im dying without actually dying kill meee
>feels like one cig isnt enough>but a second one wont change anything>im rekt by my situation and cant figure out how to make it out of it>I just wanna sleep moaaar
>dad plans to visit his family in vancouver around chrismas n new years eve>I better fuckoff too>or else he will put me in charge to carry the family business >like last year/earlier this year>when he went to Tehran >check flights to Tokyo >holy shittu>its 100% more expensive than a flight during summer>I could theoretically still afford around 3 weeks>if I fly with economy ugh>20h travel without the space I need is hell>the biggest issue would be being broke again eitherway >wont help me to get away from dad in the long term>rather the opposite if I keep burning my savings>fuck me>I need more cash or death>gib me either one asap please
>listen to miku while putting folders into a shelf>and removing folders that are 10+ years old>would be interesting if it was like the FBI archive>I wouldnt mind working for the FBI to be desu>but this archive is mostly full of numbers that make me hungry for monays>time for the last actual break >moar coffee n cigs>my throat hurts>I need to figure out how to stop smoking>but I cant imagine surviving work without it 0of
>dad trying to make things easier for me end up causing to great additional unnecessary work>story of my life to be desu>im furious >cig n coffee break NOW
>finally back home>change clothes>I guess I can skip the shower for now>didnt got sweaty or smelly at work>time for a cig n dr pepper>wanna skip lunch>mom would be offended so n0pe>she cooked some salmon with veggies>welp seems like its gonna be switzerland in two weeks