>>82837242
Damn, the last thread lived so little. Why does it keep happening?

>>82837249
>lived so little. Why does it keep happening?
Drugs are bad for your health

>>82837346
>Drugs are bad for your health
What does that have to do with anything, faggot?

>>82837242
I guess everyone's sleeping...

>>82837466
he's saying everyone is out of commission on friday night

>>82837466
Apparently they are bad for reading comprehension too

>>82837841
It's sad the the thread is so slow and is dying...

>>82837845
>Apparently they are bad for reading comprehension too
What could I further infer from his short reply not at base value?

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I was extremely stressed out with exams, to the point of trembling and crying and being unable to focus, so my sis gave me pregabalin, and i took... 100mg for 2 days prior, and 150 on the day... and I passed! It felt so amazing, like I was a different person. All those negative, desperate emotions almost completely cut off. People noticed and commented how I was o stressed out and shy before but now I didn't seem anxious at all! And because of that, my thinking was sharper, and I could respond to teachers. I swear, I would have failed without this drug.
...now, can I get it from a psychiatrist and take it every day for the rest of my life?

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>>82837242
they stopped selling dmt in my city, this is so gay. im just buying firearms now.

Woah bro does DRUGS that's so cool you're so badass dude!

>>82838118
>like I was a different person. All those negative, desperate emotions almost completely cut off
I'm glad that you've passed and also that it's working for you. For many people, some meds are literal life-savers, considering just how much they increase the person's quality of life.
>can I get it from a psychiatrist
Probably, if you mention your symptoms and how you tried it and it worked wonders on you, it is likely that you'd get a script. I go to a private psychiatrist though, and she's very liberal with handing out scrips, so your milage may vary.
>take it every day for the rest of my life?
Definitely not, hehe. Tolerance will become an issue after the first week, and addiction's a risk as well (heard horror stories about the withdrawals). People on here usually take GABApentinoids twice a week and are doing fine, but more often than that will lead to complication later down the road.
Goodluck in getting it prescribed!

Being addicted to opiates is more sad than cool tee bee aych.
I don't even want to be genuinely happy, I just want to be fucked up.

Finished another fun Meth session. Feuled up with benzos (2mg Clonazepam 3mg Lorazepam), looking to spend the day in a half-waking daze, and wake up at 12am for some more 4chan shenanigans.

>>82838485
I had an orgasm that lasted for a good minute before.

>>82838623
>I had an orgasm that lasted for a good minute before
Not sure how it relates to any of what I said, but that's impressive. A male orgasm usually lasts for 5-20 seconds, so it must be a record of some sort.
Back when I was in Amsterdam I was chilling in an alley smoking Weed by the canal, when a british man came up to me and asked if that's ok with me for him to take a piss in the canal. I said I don't care, and he started pissing. And pissing. And pissing. And pissing. I swear to god I was there for a good whole minute before he ran dry. He had the bladder capacity of a god. Was the longest piss I've ever witnessed. Also a kind of record.

smoking turkish heroin and chilling in bed at midday
like a boss

>>82837249
>Damn, the last thread lived so little. Why does it keep happening?
The answer is the same as before: Because the general got a Discord so all the most dedicated nolifers that are the backbone of every successful general bled away.
This happens pretty much every time a general gets a server unless the topic has some kind of external content feed like being about a show or showing off your code etc and even then it can be very detrimental.

>>82839019
It's odd because the appeal of 4chan in the first place is that you don't have to make an account and you don't have to have a profile.

>>82838369
Thanks for the answer. I know that when I get a job, I will feel a similar amount of anxiety, despair and negativity every day, so I'd hope I can cut off those emotions every day with pregabalin... do you have experience/heard stories about addiction and tolerance with pregabalin in particular? And I mean with psychiatric doses, not taking a gram to get fucked up!

>>82839067
Correct, but two things happened.
1) The mainstream internet became more locked down and moralizing so people who had no problem with accounts still had to come here due to the things they liked talking about
2) Having a fixed and often very information-dense presence online became more normalized

Meaning that nowadays a good percentage of 4channers are (again, what with us being a spin-off of Something Awful and all) simply forumites & chatroom users who were made homeless culturally but still have strong ties to their old habits.
The Donald Trump reddit being banned for example sluiced tens of thousands if not hundreds of thousands of people with both Reddit and Boomercon sensibilities onto the site.

Serious question.

How do you not get fat while using weed?
I have only dabbled with it for like 3 weeks and already put on 5 pounds because every time I get high I get hungry and pillage the back of the shelf for stuff I didn't even remember I had until munchies hit full force. Then suddenly I remember hidden junk food from months back n shit.
I be too stoned to walk straight yet somehow magically prepare a 5 coarse meal and have no recollection of cooking it. Yet the dirty dishes do not lie and I obviously cooked my ass off.

>>82839019
Personally I refuse to ever use that app.
It's spyware that sends data to the CCP, is full of security leaks, and has hypocritical free speech hating SJW moderation staff.

If I wanted to use something similar I would probably just figure out how to set up or use a Matrix server. Especially when talking about something sensitive like drugs, where I wouldn't want my identity connected to it.

>>82838845
Stim fapping is on another level, its tempting to have 12 hour edging sessions but its better to try cum quickly and go multiple rounds.

>>82839092
>I will feel a similar amount of anxiety, despair and negativity every day
Those are very real symptoms you need to inform your psychiatrist about. I think with those symptoms you'd easily get a script, but other countries medical systems are different and public healthcare doctors are stingy with prescriptions, as opposed to private ones.
>have experience/heard stories about addiction and tolerance with pregabalin in particular? And I mean with psychiatric doses, not taking a gram to get fucked up!
I understand your enthusiasm of finally finding a drug that cures most of your ills and vastly improves your quality of life. But daily use, even in theraputic doses, would undoubtedly lead to tolerance issues and physical dependence, which in turn will lead to withdrawals. The stories I hear of GABApentinoid withdrawals are harsh, and lasting up to 2 weeks of discomfort, or more- the higher the dose is.

To my knowledge, the optimal frequency of use for anons on this board (the one that is most prevalent among functional and responsible users who often keep a job), is using the drug for two (2) days a week (like Sunday/Monday and Tursday/Friday, but don't quote me on that), it is tolerance positive, and the break acts as a seperation line between you and an addiction caused by using it for too many days in a row (long exposure is how one usually gets addicted to a substance).
I only heard/read stories and never did the drug myself, so all I have is anecdotal answers.
I'm sorry you can't safely use it everyday, but such is the way of things when it comes to intentional habbitual drug use; you gotta take the breaks, man. I'd say it'll still be worth it for the days you *do* get to enjoy it, and will be something to look forwad to during the sober days.

>>82839641
NTA but does your porn taste change on stims? Any sites that are extra conducive to getting in the flow vs just searching endlessly?

>>82839641
>Stim fapping is on another level
Idk why, but Meth takes my libido away completely for 3 days after use. I tried stimfapping on Meth a few times and all I ever got was overheating, sweating like a pig, and going soft as a ressult. Couldn't get hard again no matter what I've tried.
>try cum quickly
The only time stimfapping worked for me was on MDMA. I fapped for 4 hours or more straight, and it was its own frustrating nightmare scenario, where I couldn't cum no matter how hard I tried or whatever porn I played. I ended-up bruising my dick, and when I finally did cum, the orgasm was mid at best.

So stimfapping is a meme and a myth for me. I don't see the appeal, and never had a good time doing it myself. Now, psychfapping is wonderful. Being on LSD and watching a well-edited PMV is the best. Plus, I can cum whenever I want.

>>82839673
I wouldn't say I want to enjoy it, or that it makes me not sober. Rather, I'm wholly inadequate to deal with the stress of adult lif, and pregabalin is the first drug that made me capable of... living and acting like a normal person? I have decided that either I find a sustainable way to live, or will kms in a few years as I will no longer be able to leech off my parents as they retire.
It does seem to last several days... maybe I could take it Monday and Wednesday to be able to endure work, then crush out during the weekends, or something like that.

>>82839019
>the general got a Discord
Really? Is there a link?
I still think 4chan is the best site to talk about drugs in.

>>82839511
>How do you not get fat while using weed?
Have a bunch of snacks ready and limit yourself to only eating from that pile and not raiding shelves or cooking. It takes discipline, but not as much as cutting yourself off from food completely. That's the only solution I could think of for the moment.
>I obviously cooked my ass off
Cooking is a nice hobby. What did you cook, anon?

>>82838845
Did you fuck prostitutes there while on meth?

>>82840076
Pan fried chicken with eggs, side of hashbrowns, baked beans n bacon, and a bowl of ice cream as desert. Also made a batch of sweet tea that I added ginger to.

>>82839944
>Rather, I'm wholly inadequate to deal with the stress of adult lif, and pregabalin is the first drug that made me capable of... living and acting like a normal person?
Most anons use the term "make the day go smoother" when talking about GABApentinoids. They also don't take it for the high, per se, they're just more functional while on it. It doesn't change the fact that daily use is detrimental. A Monday/Wednesday might be too close to each other but maybe it could work. I'd suggest Monday/Tursday for a safe bet.
>either I find a sustainable way to live, or will kms in a few years
You'll find a way for sure. Keep seeing professional medical help and work on yourself a bit. I found a sustainable way to live via disability income, and got my own place. You might be viable for disability if you've got the crippling set of symptoms you've described. Even if it won't be full disability it'd still be some income. Are you a NEET? cus there *are* ways out. I know it.
I thought I wanted to kms for a long-ass time, and was very close a couple of times, but now it's behind me and I love life. Even if I still rely my mom to drive me around to do errends, and won't be able to keep this going my whole life; eventually I'll just have to get a license and own a car. That's life.
My point is, you'll adapt to the situation when it changes, and come out on top, for sure. Life will always get better as long as you actively act to make it better, I always say.

>>82840358
>disability income
Anon... have you experienced the wagie life? It was a constant struggle for me, stress and anxiety 24/7, no time or energy for anything, nothing to look forward to, a life not worth living. I would have diarrhea literally every day because of psychosomatic IBS (this is an official diagnosis)
I am not entitled to disability because my parents never got me diagnosed before 18. That's how it works in my country.
I am certain I would be satisfied with my life if I didn't have to earn a living. And I am almost certain that without mind-altering drugs, I will never be satisfied while leading a wagie life.

>>82840438
NTA but shit like this is why I feel like there is a good right wing/capitalist/autocratic/whatever the fuck justification for wide drug availability. The left-wing argument is often "productivity ain't everything" but conversely there are so many people who couldn't be productive without being high on something or who could very well be contributing members of the work force if they had ever been granted access to mind altering substances.

>>82839019
>the general got a Discord
me when i lie

>>82840515
>>82840007
Yes really.
This was like... 3-4 years ago and it's slowed down a little more each time regular anons switch over.
>Link?
Not right now.
>>82839581
Yeah it's pretty AIDS.
Matrix or Element would be based.

>>82840118
>Did you fuck prostitutes there while on meth?
I wasn't into Meth at the time and wouldn't know how to score any in Amsterdam anyhow (bringing it with me from home isn't an option ofc). But I did visit one prostitute and she gypped me 70 euro for a fucking handjob, but I was already in and locked-on so I went with it, fucking scam (although the orgasm was good and she let me touch her; she was very hot); I could've fucked 3 experienced low-tier hookers back home for that amount of money (~30$ for 15 minutes at the low-quality brothels I used to visit as an 18yo boy).

I got into Meth recently, about 4-6 months ago, so I didn't have many adventures on it; and I wouldn't like to go outside while tweaking anyway.
Also, Meth takes my libido away completely for 3 day after use and while under influence, idk why, but I never stimfapp. Chemsex is a lie, too.

>>82840464
Maybe I could function in a less stressful and demanding society.
However, the world is simply a horrible place, and people are thrusted into horrible life, life not worth living. Alcohol especially, but also drugs and such, are a reasonable way to cope. Taking them away is actually evil, it's like taking away opiods from a patient whose injury cannot be treated anyway.

>>82840217
>Pan fried chicken with eggs, side of hashbrowns, baked beans n bacon, and a bowl of ice cream as desert
Sounds delicious. I never make hashbrowns right and they fall apart on me. Baked beans seems like a munchies indulgence though, did you finish a whole can?
>Also made a batch of sweet tea that I added ginger to
What tea? I do love ginger in my tea.

Must've been a treat while high, I remember munchies fondly. Especially when it's really good food or homemade comfort food like pasta with chicken breast bits in coconut milk, yum. Do you have any qualifications as a chef or work experience or anything similar? You sure sound comfortable in the kitchen, despite the simplicity of the dishes you've made.

drugs are gay and will turn you gay, that is why all of you are gay (and transgendah)

>>82839511
Stock up on healthy snacks. After a bit of experimenting, this should be easy unless you're *really* into greasy-oily-sugary sloppa. The real caveat is that they're usually much more expensive than potato chips or something.

>>82840438
>have you experienced the wagie life?
I've had a summer job and it was chill. The real kicker is my 3 years of military service. I got an office job and had a key position in the day-to-day function of the base. Therefore I needed to be available on-call 24/7. Not to mention general duties like babysitting lower ranking guards and make sure they aren't sitting as it's not allowed, or holiday duties when most people go visit their families and I stayed to watch over rookies in punishment that weren't allowed to go home. That's not including office politics and getting on the good side of key persons. That was life-draining. I became clinically depressed and under-weight as well as undernourished. I was 54kg (119lb) when I needed to be 64kg (141lb). For the first 2 years I was payed 300$ when minimum wage is 1600$, when I became a professional solider I was payed the minimum wage, to start with; to determine my dedication to staying on the career path; I wasn't determined, and bailed at the first chance I got. Never again.
I understand your struggles, anon. Maybe studying online (if not in an academy or a frontal course) will give you the push and certification you need to achieve a less demending, better paying, job.
But i totally agree with you, wagie life is horrible.
>I am almost certain that without mind-altering drugs, I will never be satisfied while leading a wagie life
There's no shame in that. Drugs are a valid cope as long as you don't overdo it. They exist as tools to enhance and augment our limits, capabilities, life, and experience.
Hope you don't get high on the job, though, I never mix real life with drugs as a rule. I cope with Meth on the weekends, and it treats me kindly.
What kind of psychoactive drugs are you using/which are your favorite?

>>82840540
>3-4 years ago
Oh, then I'd guess it's dead by now in discord time.

For me, it's sativa

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>>82841044
>high on super lemon haze right now
>then reading this
>mfw

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was sober for a whole week but ended up buying 12 beers and nicotine pouches today
whatever i guess, sobrierity sucks anyway
next week when i get more money i think i'll buy pregabalin, shit is going to be so fucking good considering i haven't had any since march

>can't do THC anymore because I suffer diassociative episodes
>drinking/opiates/benzos/etc etc do fuck all for me
>can't even fucking masturbate because I have POIS
>just had an extremely stressful week at work and have another one planned next week

I genuinely feel like i'm going to fucking explode

>>82841462
>was sober for a whole week but ended up buying 12 beers and nicotine pouches
A week is a good amount of time, not amazing, but good enough. Shame you spend your money on shit legal drugs though, should've saved it for more hard-hitting stuff imo. That said, I hope you have a lot of fun with the 12 beers and the nic as well. For me, large amounts of Alcohol are depressing. I almost never drink, and when I do, I won't get shit-faced drunk; just enough to calm the nerves and be a little tipsy.
12 beers seem like an undertaking, won't spirits be better and easier to get a buzz from? As opposed to craming 12 loafs of bread down the hatch, that is.
>i'll buy pregabalin, shit is going to be so fucking good considering i haven't had any since march
Sounds like it's gonna be a good time with such low tolerance. Can't find anywhere that sells it on the blackmarket so I've never tried it. Is that all you get with more money? Isn't Pregabalin a mid-tier drug? It is really that good to be your drug of choice while Amphetamine and LSD are available? Again, never tried it, so idk, maybe it's the better high.
I feel like I came off as a little judgemental, it wasn't my intention.
Have fun!

https://youtu.be/87bcPisyTHs?si=CVLRdgVI42__7ORu

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>>82840947
You are based for using meth. Do you get it from the darknets by any chance?

>>82841831
>opiates do nothing for me
How is that even possible?

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>>82841896
honestly wasn't even planning for it but it was easier than expected but not being sober is so much better and so on
i'm addicted to nicotine and kind of suffered the withdrawals for nothing but whatever and i have a lot of anxiety and alcoholic genetics so regardless of how shit alcohol is objectively as a poisonous carcinogen it's still something very special for me, i like it much more than benzos...then again i fucked around and found out with benzos, can't get away with abusing them without severe consequences unlike with alcohol
12 beers sounds a lot and i guess it is but at my worst i could down 16-20 in a night (rip kidneys), the only reason i don't drink vodka is because i have no self control with that shit and it always ends up in blackout unlike with beer which is weak enough that even i can drink it somewhat responsibly
planning to drink them in 8-10 hours so my bac won't even be that high compared to vodka where when i get drunk enough i start taking sips out of the bottle and end up at 0.2 percent + bac, honestly tho i should stop drinking alcohol, my family is full of alcoholics and i'm probably gambling with my life when i drink at all
it's just so hard to resist when it's available in every fucking store
pregab is available on onion markets, even domestically in small nordic countries and it is one of my favorites, everyone has different brain chemistries and it just hits all the right switces for me and feels like a mix of opioids, benzos, weed and stims
the high also lasts for like 10 hours which is amazing, with high doses i even get afterglow the next day, i wouldn't call it mid tier even if there are substances with much stronger and better highs considering i used to abuse the shit out of it and basically less negative effects from wd than from a normal hangover
my other favorites are ketamine, weed, lsd and i guess alcohol
don't really like stims and don't worry i don't think you came off as judgemental, more as curious
i will!

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enjoying vapes today

>>82842018
idk they make me tired but I feel zero pleasure apparently it's a thing

>>82841831
>>can't do THC anymore because I suffer diassociative episodes
Same. I quit 4-6 months ago and never felt better about a choice.
>drinking
Low-tier drug, shit high, better off without it.
>benzos
Must've raked up a pretty high tolerance to have those not work for you. But that would imply withdrawals which aren't the case unless you forgot to mention it. So I wonder. Do you just have an abnormal resistance to downers?
>opiates
I find it hard to believe Opiates don't work for you. Unless you built up a huge tolerance and so the answer is taking a break, you'll be at baseline in no-time and will be able to enjoy Opiates again. Though if you've got high tolerance it must mean you suffer withdrawals, and that doesn't seem to be the case, so why don't they work for you?
>>can't even fucking masturbate because I have POIS
Just read about it and it sounds aweful. Sorry you have that, anon. I can't imagine having those symptoms every time I jack it. How do you cope?
>>just had an extremely stressful week at work and have another one planned next week
You got it, anon! Don't lay your head low. "Everything ends eventually, the good, yes. But for those who don't believe in goodness, I've got news for you! Also bad ends eventually!"
-a local poet, sound better in my language.
You survived this far, so don't give up. The good is just around the corner, I assure you. You sound like an office drone, are you?
Hope you'll be alright and by this time next week you'll have it all behind you and hopefully be comfortably high.
Chin-up, anon!

Any drug that can give me alien, otherwordly feelings?

>>82842207
dee to the em to the tee

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bored so im taking a lyrica
idk why its shilled here so much i dont rlly get the appeal
may take a xan later too

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>>82837242
What is the best way to use mdma in a night club? Pink color, good quality, I wanted to give 2 pills to a friend for his birthday, he likes to drink vodka with redbull, but some people said alcohol is bad with this. I wanted to give him a good experience what should I do?

>>82842662
2 pills doesn't tell shit even if you tell the color and print and will likely be too much for a first timer (guess that depends on the country though), you have no idea how much is in a pill unless you actually test it in a lab or some shit
mdma crystal is where it's at and too much mdma isn't fun, little alcohol is fine imo but make sure he drinks his water because mdma + alcohol = a lot of dehydration and higher chance of getting other negative side effects, especially if you overdo either of the substances
mdma, caffeine and alcohol all increase blood pressure so not the ideal combo either
also make sure he isn't on ssris and so on, i have a friend who nearly did mdma while being on a pretty high dose of ssris and i bet that wouldn't have ended well if i didn't stop him
that being said mdma by itself is better than mixing with alcohol so ideally he should skip the alcohol completely and start with a safe dose
can't say much about night clubs because i prefer using it with close friends in a safer environment but i guess it's normally viewed as a party drug and mostly used in those kind of places
i might be playing it too safe even but i think that is much better than having a horrible experience with these substances
do check out rollsafe

High as fuck,.
It's been so very long.
Someone suggest new EDM please.
Let's see what we can do.
>>82842662
1) Always take half, 90 minutes is the earliest you should consider redosing
2) Booze can trigger anything from strong amnesia to blackout to puking your absolute guts out; Anything more than a single beer or glass of wine is rolling the dice on some real fuck-fuck shit
3) Make sure this is dance-first night club not a boozy meat market. A: Because that makes it likelier people will be tolerant or even supportive of him being high as a kite B: Because that means he has something to do other than trying really hard to hit on people and C: It's just more enjoyable if you're around strangers while on it
Also I cannot stress enough that you gotta have half.
>>82842207
DMT or ketamine.
>>82841831
Barbiturates or gabapentin?
>>82839511
1) You need a CBD and THC-V heavy strain
2) Small amount of caffeine & nicotine gum
3) Start smoking within 45 minutes of finishing a nice meal cause that will make it HARD for the weed to override the satiety signals

>>82842019
>i'm addicted to nicotine and kind of suffered the withdrawals for nothing
I'm addicted to nic as well. It just controls you. Imo if you stopped using and was in withdrawal anyway, you shoul've stayed clean and quit altoghther. Wish I'd the willpower to quit.
>alcoholic genetics
That explains how you can chug on 12 beers lol.
>can't get away with abusing them without severe consequences unlike with alcohol
I disagree. Alcohol is very addictice and toxic. It can have huge ramifications in form of withdrawals and organ damage. Also Alcohol psychosis is a thing. But abusing benzos is just as bad and could sometimes be worse on the shot-term.
>i could down 16-20 in a night
Wow! I never had this much Alcohol in my system ever. Must have a beer belly from all of that. That's hardcore, man.
>i don't drink vodka [...] it always ends up in blackout
That's the alcoholic genes in action right there. I suppose then that drinking the beers is the lesser evil. Only time I got blackout was 7 shots of some herbal spirit, woke up the next day on the floor, covered in puke. Never drank that much again.
>i should stop drinking alcohol
Yes. You should. Having the alcoholic gene means Alcohol is a no-go and should be avoided at any cost. It's a shit high in expence of good health, and no one can stop you but yourself.
>a mix of opioids, benzos, weed and stims
That's about all of them. I've heard that exact same sentence before from another anon talking about GABApentinoids. Doesn't sound like a fun or senseable mix of substances to me. I can't imagine the feeling, so I can't say. I do know it makes people more productive.
>ketamine, weed, lsd and alcohol
Ketamine's on my to try list, but I can't stand snorting, so I postpone it.
Weed gave me bad psychosis and dissociation so I quit.
LSD is one of my favs too! Never gave me psychosis, oddly enough.
Alcohol's not my cup of tea.
>don't really like stims
Meth's my drug of choice rn. It's kind to me. I like it a lot.
t. schizo

Hello /drugfeel/
I want to talk about ego death/loss, anyone of you guys experienced it?
Anyone experienced it multiple times?
Anyone experienced it without drugs?

>>82842009
>You are based for using meth
Why, thank you.
>Do you get it from the darknets by any chance?
No, there aren't any domestic vendors, and customs are strict as hell so not worth the risk of up to 20 years in prison for trafficking, smuggling, and importing a dangerous drug internationally (all different crimes I'll be charged with if/when caught); also apartment raids are not cool.
I get it from a guy on Telegram for 180$ a gram instead 12 euro a gram (iirc) on DNMs, sadly.

>>82842813
it's like my willpower just melted away even when i was starting to be able to focus again, i just kept thinking about nicotine, i know i should have just stayed off it but it just scratches that craving so good
real addict shit even if it's a lame drug
i have insanely high tolerance to alcohol naturally and before i kindled my brain to shit i didn't even get any hangovers at all even if i downed half liters+ of vodka...what i mean by getting away without severe consequences is more that i can drink for 2 weeks and only get a hangover and some rebound anxiety while with 2 weeks of benzo abuse i was sleeping 1-3 hours a night with insane anxiety for weeks
benzo abuse is mentally much much much worse in short term even without the organ damage but long term alcohol abuse will kill you even without gabaergic wds
my record is downing a liter of vodka in an evening...honestly i could have died from that
my genes make it a great high, it is insanely euphoric for me, i get literal goosebumps just from how good the first drink of the day feels
its hard to describe because it's like a mix of all of them but not the high of any of the substances really, very unique high
pregab indeed does make me clean my apartment and do creative shit
personally don't mind snorting but if you really can't do that maybe try another disso? you can also iv or im it but i don't use needles myself and i don't recommend that anyone does really
weed is honestly the drug i get least negative effects out of but understandable, it's not for everyone, wish it was legal here, would make avoiding alcohol easier
weird how that works but i guess we don't understand human brains enough to tell why
i guess what they say about some people being downer people and some people being upper people is true, this might also mean that dissos aren't your kind of thing because they are closer to downers compared to psychs
>>82842887
yeah with ketamine
kholing is so good, feels like my brain gets rebooted

>>82842207
>Any drug that can give me alien, otherwordly feelings?
DMT ofc. But also Psilocin analogues like 4-HO-MiPT (especially as reported by anon on here) and 4-HO-MET should do the job.
Also Ketamine's worth a try.
If you're really adventurous then try Salvia.

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>>82842009
what a original slut

>>82842662
>I wanted to give 2 pills to a friend for his birthday, he likes to drink vodka with redbull, but some people said alcohol is bad with this
In my experience and watching others make the same mistake, MDMA mixed with Alcohol will induce a lethargic responce and the person will be knocked-out for the night, bearly responding. Even from one beer. So maybe avoid the Alcohol.
Also, next time skip the pills and go for crystals, it's way safer as you know what's in it, and can messure a dose correctly on a scale.
Idk about nightclubs since I've been doing MDMA indoors, and most of the time, alone; and chill. Once in a concert but it was outdoors and everyone were sitting on the ground.
Note that any major physical activity will increase the neuro-toxicity potential of MDMA as you'd be literally frying/cooking your brain with body heat causing actual cell-death. Make sure to chill and cool down in between dance sessions and stay hydrated.
Have fun!

>>82843091
Stop humanzing aeroplanes bro

>>82842751
Ok man thank you, he isnt a first timer tho

>>82842662
My friend said he already used md with alcohol and for him the effects are better with the mix. We going to the night club just to get fucked up

>>82843255
>Have fun!
Thx man

>>82843489
This was meant to >>82842783

>>82843056
>it just scratches that craving so good
I know what you mean all too well, man.
>i can drink for 2 weeks and only get a hangover and some rebound anxiety while with 2 weeks of benzo abuse i was sleeping 1-3 hours a night with insane anxiety for weeks
>long term alcohol abuse will kill you
That's what I mean on the sort-term. Benzos are vicious short-term but won't cause organ damage and the withdrawals will mostly be psycological/semi-physiological (with anxiety), but you *will* recover at the end and reach baseline eventually. On the other hand, Alcohol *will* actually kill you in one way or the other long-term and will cause medical conditions later-on in life; despite only causing hangovers and being relatively gentle short-term.
>maybe try another disso?
Any recommendations?
>you can also iv
I'd really prefer not to mess with IV shit.
>weed is honestly the drug i get least negative effects out of
With me it's the opposite. Weed caused me nothing but pain and voices in my head criticing my decisions and thoughts. Sometimes I'd hear a crying baby. It wasn't fun. So I quit 6 months ago cold-turkey and never looked back. One of my better decisions, and I'm happier without it. Nowdays it's not worth the money for what I'll get out of it so I don't bother.
>dissos aren't your kind of thing because they are closer to downers compared to psychs
I like downers. I do small doses of benzos every night to fall asleep (and high doses after a Meth session as it is a great combo for the comedown). Has not been a day in the past 6-12 months that I didn't take any sort of benzo or benzo-analogue, so idk what'll happen if I just stop; and not going to find out for a very long time, having a pile of prescriptions for all kinds of them. Also I heard Ketamine has a psychedelic side with closed eye visuals and aa psychedelic-like head-space. Is it true?

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Finally decided to try those chewable kratom tablets that got popular. It made me feel a bit numb, and after about 20 minutes I just started falling asleep while playing oblivion. Eventually it just became too hard to keep my eyes open so I went to bed and woke up 3 hours later.
Is that normal?

>>82842887
>anyone of you guys experienced it?
Once on Weed of all things, was smoking out of a bong all day and just laid in bed and lost all sense of self for a few minutes, like I was nothing in a nothing dimension. Never felt anything like this at the time so I was kinda freaked out but it passed shortly after and everything went back to normal.
Another time was on 300ug of LSD. Idk if I'd call it ego-death, it was more of forgetting about my own body and consciousness and getting lost in the moving shapes around me with zero inhibitions or concious thought. So take it fwiw.

>>82843609
>Is that normal?
Sounds within reason considering 7OH's general effects.

>>82843793
Okay, good to know. It was kinda nice, but I was expecting more of a warm, relaxing feeling rather than drowsiness.

>>82837242
Screaming it out: I need drugs!

>>82839019
Dude drugfeel discord existed forever even years ago back when these threads were way more active. Probably most the posters here either died or just moved on. I rarely post here anymore to be honest.
>>82837242
Man I fucking love 7oh that shit is baller too bad they gonna ban it soon. Shit is so cash it's baller you can for real get a nod off that shit if you take enough

Best advice for coming off of amph anyone?

>>82844364
You mean quitting or just dealing with the comedown? Benzos if latter

>>82844388
quitting / t break

>>82844394
Awh. Idk

>>82837242
For the benzo CHADS in this thread, what's the best all-rounder benzo if you could only choose one? My psych is basically letting me choose which one to go on for my anxiety.

>>82844400
Took a month long break a while back when I had no responsibilities and was able to just lay in bed for a couple weeks. Now that I have work I'm expected to do though It doesnt seem possible.

>>82837242
Random question, but sometimes I take DPH and get that extreme dry mouth. Does this make me more at risk for cavities? Am I literally fucking over my teeth because of it? I've read saliva is important for teeth health. If it is fucking up my teeth, anyway to stop it besides just quitting DPH?

>>82844063
>I was expecting more of a warm, relaxing feeling
I've never done Kratom, 7OH, or any canthinones, netural or synthesized. But from what I heard, it interacts with opioid receptors and should have a similar feeling, being a "legal Opiate". So expecting warmth and relaxation similar to Opiates' effects is reasonable.
>rather than drowsiness
Kratom is also a sedetive, so your reaction shouldn't be out of the ordinary, but no warmth whatsoever? I'm not informed enough about Kratom to say if it's normal or not.
Have you used Kratom before and experienced different or the expected effects?
How familiar are you with Kratom and 7OH? Or canthinones in general?
That said, who knows what they put in those chewable tablets? And who knows how much actual 7OH was in them since you called it "Kratom" tablets, not 7OH tablets, it could be a more sedeting canthinone derivative RC marketed as Kratom, who knows? Interesting.
Did you get it from a reputable vendor/brand? Or was it more of a quick gas-station purchase out of curiousity?

>>82844342
>Screaming it out: I need drugs!
Don't we all, brother?

>>82844063
My mistake, Kratom is not a Canthinone, I got confused. Sorry.

failed benzo od anon, biggest change ive noticed is just how easily anything can piss me off
it was bad before but i worry it will only continue to worsen

>>82844847
I use kratom now and then, so I have some familiarity with it, it actually usually makes me a bit more alert rather than drowsy. Also typically makes me nauseous, which I didn't experience at all with the tablet.

>who knows what they put in those chewable tablets? And who knows how much actual 7OH was in them since you called it "Kratom" tablets, not 7OH tablets, it could be a more sedeting canthinone derivative RC marketed as Kratom
Package says it's 120mg of mitragyna speciosa extract and <0.1mg of 7 hydroxymitraginine which I'm guessing is the "7OH" portion. Looking back, I did get some warmth, and the effects seemed to continue for a while after I woke up too, along with the drowsiness (I'm actually still feeling it). I got them from a website that only sells kratom products. They're based in Oregon and supposedly test their products for heavy metals, contaminants, etc.

>>82844427
klonopin/clonazepam

>82844362
NTA.
>Probably most the posters here either died or just moved on
Yeah, but there's always new-blood. I am one, started posting on /drugfeel/ 3 months ago. And I see a lot of oldfags complaining that the thread is full of way too many young people these days. The thread is really slow to nonexistant during the week, but comes to life on weekends and is still fast enough not to get bored of during that time imo.
>I fucking love 7oh that shit is baller
They banned both 7OH and mitragynine (the one that metabolites into more 7OH) seperately a few years before 2019, way before I was aware of their existance. So I never got the chance of doing legal 7OH. And I can't find it anywhere on the blackmarket. There is no demand for it here (but it's nearly impossible to find actual Opiates on the blackmarket anyway and there's definitley a demand for *that*, so idk what's going on in dealers' heads). Only tried 100mg of Tremadol and have seen the potential. I want to experiment with Opiates more but have no place to source it from. How do Heroin users score their shit in this damn country? I don't want no shady h slinging street dealer. Literally no dealer is stocking Opiates, only the regular stuff like Amphetamine (very rare to find however, as there's little demand for speed since most, me included, moved to Meth. I had to be refered to one dealer by another one to find a reliable source), MDMA, LSD, Ketamine (both powder and IV solution), Weed, Shrooms, some 2cb here and there, Coke ofc, Meth, xtc presses, and a new drug called "Dosa"; which is a pink powder that supposed to be a mix of Ketamine and MDMA, and in some cases, also Coke and Opiates, so you really don't know what you're gonna get. You won't find Opies, 7OH, novel RCs, or pharma stuff anywhere you look, which is a shame, cus I really want to try Coedine or oral Morphine or even some more Tremadol if possible. Have fun while it's legal, anon. Stock up for when it's banned. Prohibition sucks ass.

been here since 2019 but i'm a binge user so there are long breaks between my post sprees usually

>>82838485
it's sad that this sounds like the best thing ever to me. it's even sadder that i realise this scenario is predominantly about not being in my normal state of mind and turning my mind and senses away from reality

>>82844364
>Best advice for coming off of amph anyone?
//Comedown advice
I'd redose lower and lower doses to comedown gentley, but benzos do that way better. Just take a benzo when you feel you're going down and not planning on redosing and watch the magic happen as benzos mix with stim effects well, and will help you to comedown easily and crash/craving free.
I always take 2mg-4mg of Clonazepam (sometimes more if I'm particularly greedy and have some to spare) after a Meth session, and while unable to fall asleep, I float on a semi-awake state euphorically; and wake up at 12am the next day feeling refreshed. No crash, just floating in bliss.
//Quitting advice
If you're asking about coming off it as in quitting, just do the regular.
1)**Don't be near it.**
2)Occupy your time with distractions from the cravings you'd get. Vidya, tv, cleaning, cooking, whatever.
3)Try to sleep some of the worst of it off (some of the worst of it will *be* sleepiness anyway).
4)Maybe take a walk around the city.
5)Avoid druggie friends that might be holding and willing to share.
6)Stay away from any way to get it on an impulse.
7)If it's bad, delete your dealer's contact off your phone.
8)If you use DNMs, hide your credit card/limit the amount of money you can swipe on it monthly, to avoid getting anymore crypto.
Just do anything that isn't Amphetamine for a few days in a row and you'll be on the boat heading to baseline-level island in no-time-flat.

Duration and withdrawals:
It'll be over within 1-2 weeks to 1-2 months, depending on how much, how long, and how often, you used.
The withdrawals are mostly psycological in neture and won't pose a health risk, maybe some mood swings, hunger, anhedonia, or sometimes depression.
You'll be as right as rain before you know it, word.

Goodluck with whichever of these two thing you're trying to do (hopefully the first, I like the first).
May your highs be strong and long and lows be short and easy.

>>82844427
>what's the best all-rounder benzo if you could only choose one?
Have tried:
1)Lorazepam: mild and somewhat sleep inducing. Mid-acting (6-8 hours).
2)Brotizolam: very potent sleep inducer. Short-acting (4-6 hours).
3)Oxazepam: "baby's first benzo". relatively weak but good for anxiety. Short-acting (4-6 hours).
4)Clonazepam: very good for anxiety, can make you sleepy but mostly functional. Very potent. Long-acting (8-12 hours).
*First choice, if I had to choose only one of all of these, I'd choose Clonazepam. Being potent but functional and very long-lasting. Though on zero tolerance you'd get sleepy while on it, it's not sleep-inducing in essence. Enough of it will black you out. Maybe it's the junkie in me who likes the long-lasting effects and potency but it's without a doubt a "big-boy" benzo and is well balanced.
*Second choice is Brotizolam. Not functional, but very sleep-inducing and is a life-saver on hard nights. Also 2mg (8*0.25mg) with a glass of wine will give you lots of euphoria, assuming you'd be able to stay awake.
*Third choice is Lorazepam as it's my current sleep-aid (ran out of Brotizolam) and does it quite well. It's mildly sleep-inducing but can also be functional; I also use it on public transport to deal with anxiety. Tolerance builds up fast though and I find myself using 3mg-4mg (1mg pills) to fall asleep and still wake-up a few times a night. It's also good for the purpose of tapering off other benzos easily. So it's very versitile.
*Oxazepam is weak and I only used it prior to having any scripts of my own, borrowing it from my grandma. It's good for slight to low-mid anxiety and keeps you very functional. Family doctors will priscribe it to patiants who suffer from anxiety but not to the degree of refering them to a psychiatrist's care. Thus, "baby's first benzo". I have no use for it nowdays.
Wish I could say anything about Alprazolam, but haven't tried it yet, sadly. Someday.

>>82845047
>usually makes me a bit more alert rather than drowsy
Kratom has stim-like effects on lower doses so taking it in plant form you prolly took a low dose, as it requires a lot more plant matter to get high dosage effects.
>typically makes me nauseous
Yeah, that's a common side-effect of Opiates as well so nothing out of the ordinary.
>which I didn't experience at all with the tablet
Must be because you're technically not consuming a mountain of plant matter, but a concetrated product.
>it's 120mg of mitragyna speciosa extract and <0.1mg of 7 hydroxymitraginine
That possibly is a lot depending on the extract's potency, does it say? Like x10 x20 and so on, it's vital info needed in order to calculate the exact dosage. A high potency extract could explaine why it induced sleep. <0.1mg of 7OH is oddly low, but I guess it contains lots of Mitragynine, which will metabolize into 7OH anyway.
>I did get some warmth
Well, that puts an end to the mystery. It prolly was weak from the low amount of 7OH, but idk a few key bits of info about this product to say.
>I got them from a website that only sells kratom products
You should've read deeper into the product's info to predict the effects it has. Such as 7OH concentration, extract potency, and species.

My advice, keep the tablets as sleep-aid and order proper 7OH pills who're rich with 7OH off the get-go, for a more functional recreational use. If they don't sell stright-up 7OH pills, go for a high potency extract (x30, x40, x50. As in, 1g of x30 extract contains ~30g of Kratom. Use psychonautwiki to decide on a dose) in powder form so you can dose as you wish. If no powders are available just read into the product's listing info to know how strong it is and choose a comfortable dosage. If it's in a capsule, open it and weigh the powder to dose accurately. And read of the species to determain possible effects.

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>>82837242
hey hey people, a couple threads ago I mentioned that carbamates are completely legal and otc where I live, and so I decided to buy some carisoprodol (a.k.a SOMA) to try it out since, idk it looks fun, so I will take 700mg of it for my first try to see how good it is and to write a quick report, yeah.

with that said, well, this is my first true (non gabapentinoid) gabaergic so yeah there's that.

>>82845494
>been here since 2019 but i'm a binge user so there are long breaks between my post sprees usually
What do you usually post?

>>82845616
>it's sad that this sounds like the best thing ever to me
Nah, it's pretty tight. A good state to be in. 10/10.
>this scenario is predominantly about not being in my normal state of mind and turning my mind and senses away from reality
Some escapism is healthy and is a valid cope. It's no different than being invested in a vidya or tv show or a book and forgetting yourself in the moment. Also there're sense deprivation tanks you can rent-out for turning your mind and senses away from reality, and it's seen as theraputic. Besides, doing drugs is inherantly about not being in our normal state of mind to begin with. Relax. It's not sad, it's perfectly normal.

>>82846764
I remember you!
Sounds interesting, can't wait to read your report.

I feel an incredible sadness and I missed the simplicity of my life in my teenage years. I had so much hope and so much time for opportunity and it has evaporated into what has become the present. The sober hopefulness was better than any drug I've ever felt.
Shoegaze, outside, friends, girls, experiences

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hey guys this is my first time in /drugfeel/, im interesting in trying psilocybin to see how it helps with depression
i live in california, how should i get my hands on some? apparently growing your own is the most convienent but ive also read some dispensaries also sell the chocolate if you just ask

do psychedelics actually cause brain damage or is that gay misinformation

>>82847902
oh, right, you cant buy the spores in cali
fucking retarded shit

Tonight is a night of smoking the ganja and hoping that this will be the rest that finally puts me on the right path towards a future soaked in the blood of victory.

>>82846764
Well this is the time I still haven't felt shit
quite tragic indeed
>>82846936
I'm sorry to disappoint you anon but there's nothing to report :c

I want to try meth when my birthday comes. I need some help to eye ball an oral dose and I don't have a microgram scale (buying one only for this is a waste of time)... Let's say it's grinded to the finest dust posible. How long has to be the line in order to have a pleasant feeling, maybe some euphoria, and not tweak. I know it depends greatly on purity but I am not ordering online, will be a street quality (it's pretty decent I'm told).

maybe I will stick to DXM instead because I would have to roam the streets asking for meth lmao

>>82848283
>buying street meth
stick to dxm unless you wanna buy from onions
to dose without a scale use volumetric dosing
dissolve the known quantity of drug into a known quantity of water and use that to dose, literally fundamental chemistry

>>82847902
Heard from a buddy in cali certain religious organizations can legally sell them, just try not to get ripped off
It won't cure your depression, the comedown also fucking blows. Have a set of questions you want to reflect on and some benzodiazepines after ~6hrs of dosing.

>>82848320
Sorry if I'm being bothersome and retarded but I don't get what you mean. How can I Google the process? Maybe write a green text?

>>82848394
Oh I see>>82848320
.... I end up with 1gram per oz if I add one gram to an oz of water.... think I understand now.

How much I need for oral dose?

>>82848394
I am very tired so I'll just link a video and try to describe how it works
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m3Txg7V-e5k

>have 100mL of a liquid (either vodka or water or any liquid which is very solvent)
>have 1 gram of a substance which is soluble in said liquid
>mix the two well
>assume that volume gained from the substance is negligible :^)
>you now have a solution which is 10mg/mL
>use an oral syringe
>mix the solution before use
so lets say we would want to take 100mg of the substance
simply use that oral syringe to insert 10mL into any hole of your choice
also label the container with what substance it is and its dilution

>>82848337
>religious organizations
yea in oakland theyre completely legalized so some "churches" act as fronts for selling them, but just growing would be more convienent cause im lazy lol
>benzodiazepines
some WHAT

>>82848518
>growing would be more convenient
>because im lazy
lolwut

trust me, psychedelic comedowns suck absolute ass, benzos are all but mandatory

I am so druk b/r/others

>>82848201
>I'm sorry to disappoint you anon but there's nothing to report :c
Aww, damn. Well, it was a shot in the dark anyway. They were never supposed to have recreational value in the first place. Sorry, anon.

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>>82848283
Do not eyeball your doses! Check picrel.
You could use volumetric dosing like other anon said. But a good 0.001g scale costs 20$ on amazon. ALWAYS MESSURE YOUR DOSE. Also, administer the Meth orally as opposed to snorting it, as it's safer and lasts longer.
>it's pretty decent I'm told
>I would have to roam the streets asking for meth
So do you or do you not have a reliable source?
Did they say street Meth is decent in general or refering to a specific dealer?
If you don't have a source, DNMs and Telegram are your better and safer options as opposed to fishing a shady street dealer in the wild.
Anyway, have fun and be safe!

>>82849124
>a good 0.001g scale costs 20$ on amazon
A 20$ scale is most likely bad at measuring with 0.01g accuracy, let alone 0.001g.
The rest of your post is legit advice.

>>82849263
>A 20$ scale is most likely bad at measuring with 0.01g accuracy, let alone 0.001g
I got one of my own and it works perfectly well. It's largely accurate, with a slight 0.020 diviation sometimes, if at all, and has a calibration weight for maintenance rebalibration, in order to keep it accurate.

>>82848539
>psychedelic comedowns suck absolute ass, benzos are all but mandatory
i don't feel that way for LSD
yeah you can't sleep but it's not horrible or anything

Slow day at /drugfeel/, huh?

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>>82850140
Nobody wanna hear my SSRI fuelled suicidal rants. Plus Im not sure it's even on topic.

>>82850191
who the fuck cares just post it
there are no rules here

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>>82850249
Well then, the weekend has been real bad. Nothing but planning how to end it has been on my mind every minute I've been awake since friday. And when it gets too much there's a pressure building up behind my forehead which makes me sleepy so I've been sleeping like 14-15 hours per day on and off during the day. I'm gonna tell the shrink on tuesday that I wanna get off these meds and go back to drinking. At least when drunk the shit flying through my brain goes silent for a little while. If nothing else I can try to quit this shit cold turkey, hopefully that will make me feel bad enough to actually follow through on offing myself.

>>82850354
See? That wasn't thar bd. And the thread is moving. Why the suicidal ideation, anon?
I've had it for a long time and an environmental change completely erased it.

>>82850966
>Why the suicidal ideation, anon?
If I knew I'd do something about it.
Actually, no I probably wouldn't. Since my early teens I have never wanted anything more than to die. But I promised myself to wait until I hit 30 so I wouldn't to anything I'd regret. None of my life plans ever stretched past 30. Then 30 came and went and I realised I was too much of a chicken to do it and since then (2 years ago) my life has been spiraing more and more into chaos. Been on meds for a couple of months now but these last 3 weeks I've dont almost nothing else but plan how I'm going out. Or wishing how I'd do it.

>>82851074
Forgot to say, Im gonna speak to the psychiatrist this week again. Im gonna ask him if I can get off the meds and back to "self medicate" with booze. Sure it's not a long term solution, but as I just said, I dont really have the "long term perspective" in mind right now.

Today was a 4mg Lorazeoam rot in bed kind of day. I wish the thread would have been more active so I'll have something to talk about with anons.

>>82850354
>>82850191
Kek. SSRIs are such a memedrug. I've heard it said that in a couple decades we'll look back at the massive one size fits all prescription rates of SSRIs the way we now look at the massive obsession with leeching in the 1900s.

>>82851074
>>82851105
Some people's brains are rigged-up like that, I found. Self-medicating isn't a bad idea, but Alcohol is. Choose a better drug. I cope with Meth.
I believe everyone has a god-given right to end it all, and should be allowed to, if they are of sound mind when making the choice. If all you ever wanted was to die since childhood then maybe it was ment to be.

But I think you have a lot more steam in you yet, and must see some worth to life, being here and alive right now, and actively looking for solutions.
In the end, don't throw away a life that might eventually be worth living for a dark period that will pass in the right conditions. Would it not pass, you are within your rights to kys whenever and however you like as a free person and being of sound mind.

I hope you choose life, though. In my darkest time (3-4 years ago) I had a noose hanging in my room for a month waiting for me to have the courage. I got close a few times, and tightend the noose around my neck a couple of times, but didn't jump. And, ultimately, I'm glad I didn't (so far). There are hard lives who are worth living despite the difficulties; and my life IS hard. (Not to say yours isn't, ofc)

A change in setting (moving from home to my own place) was productive in giving me room to recover and see life from a different prespective. Plus I got disability income so I'm never wanting of anything. My life IS harder than most, but I find worth and even beauty in it in my own way. It's easier said than done, and there's no magic trick that would get you to do the same thing seccessfully, or turn the right nob in your mind. But I hope that in your journey you'll find what I have found, and be capable and willing to leave the suicidal thoughts behind; and live *the* life you desire, or at least *a* life you'd be content with.

Having said it all, it's your decision, and both options are valid.
t. 28yo schizo

>>82837242
How hard is it for an american loner living in romania to get marijuana in europe?

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>>82851625
>Choose a better drug. I cope with Meth
Im way too autistic to get any illegal drugs.

>Not to say yours isn't, ofc
I live on the countryside in northern europe. Life is literally tutorial mode here. Laughably safe. Dont have to worry about almost anything, the state provides all you need, etc.

>A change in setting (moving from home to my own place)
I live at my own place. For a couple of years things seemed to be moving in the right direction. But the last 18 months things have been going haywire.

Thanks for your concern, bro.

>>82851821
>Im way too autistic to get any illegal drugs
No such thing! Get on the onions or Telegram and get yourself something that will REALLY help you. Alcohol is a low-tier shit drug with way too many downsides to be worth the money spent on it. Live a little. Get out of your comfort-zone, and get properly high.
>Life is literally tutorial mode here. Laughably safe. Dont have to worry about almost anything, the state provides all you need
Hmm sounds nice. So it is a wiring issue as opposed to situational oppression. I assumed so since the symptom arised in youth.
>But the last 18 months things have been going haywire
Define "going haywire". Bad times are unavoidable and cannot be prevented, but you could prepare and withsand. There's always a light in the end of the tunnle, no matter how long it might seem.

>>82852052
>Live a little. Get out of your comfort-zone
I live in a weird place, getting hold of hard drugs here you need to know people there are no telegram channels or similar. I know people used to order from silkroad back in the day but the customs has cracked down pretty hard on deliveries like that.
>Define "going haywire".
Burned out from work which was what caused me to start taking meds and talking to a psychiatrist. Don't know what is fucking with my head more though, the burnout or the meds.

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>>82846975
How exactly did you fuck up. What did you do wrong?

why does it feel like i'm pissing blood when high on edibles?

>>82852184
>the customs has cracked down pretty hard on deliveries like that
If you live in a developed country, which sounds like you are, there will be domestic vendors who will send you the drugs via national mail so it won't go though customs. The least you can do is try. I guarantee you won't regret it, and that the chances of having a quality domestic vendor out there are high! It'll be worth it all when you get your package, and finally would be able to enjoy a good high for a change.
If you could have any one drug with you right now, which would you choose? Are you a stim guy, or a downer sotra man?
>Burned out from work
Make sure your higher-ups know of the sutuation so they could make things easier on you.
Or take a leave for a week to center yourself.
Or ask for hybridic work and work from home a few days a week.
Or find a different job.
Or hord money and quit repeatedly for intermittent NEETing periods living off savings and then hording it all over again.
Or maybe find time-limited freelance positions and live off that, being your own boss.
Something gotta change in regards to your working situation, especially when you peg that as being the source of your hardship (we got there!).
If you don't mind me asking, what do you do?
>Don't know what is fucking with my head more though, the burnout or the meds
Prolly both. You don't need to be in a situation where you require psychiatric help due to a simple life thing such as work, being a completely healthy person otherwise. You prolly don't need the meds (who act as patchwork), you need a new job situation (whether having better conditions at your current one, or going to different place altogether). Putting a healthy mind through this kind of chemical abuse is not an ok thing to do and you were prolly misdiagnosed by showing situationally-induced symptoms who aren't chronic.
By the by, what's your diagnosis?

>>82851711
only viable options seems to be the onions

So if i want to try some crazy drugs but dont have connections, should i just ask the local crackhead were he gets his stuff and give him like a tenner or do they only get laced shit?

>>82851160
what about SNRI? i only ever had those

>>82851711
>How hard is it for an american loner living in romania to get marijuana in europe?
Use Telegram or DNMs. It's easy in the EU since there's no customs checkes of packages traveling from one member state to another. You'll have plenty of vendors to choose from, safely.

>>82846975
>Shoegaze, outside, friends, girls, experiences
What I've learned from life's that there's always more time and oppertunity to do all of those stuff. Well, maybe not if you're 70, but prolly even then, to a degree.
People always think they're old when reaching 30 or 40, but in truth life's just beginning, and there are planty of options to have a heck of a time.

>>82852449
>why does it feel like i'm pissing blood when high on edibles?
"THC can indirectly affect the urethra by influencing bladder function and the coordination of the lower urinary tract"
-Google AI
If it presists, go see a doctor about it. You're not ACTUALLY pissing blood, right? Just a burn? Might be the edibles might be a condition that needs addressing medically.

>>82852668
Function and coordination are one thing, but feeling is another.

Just the burning sensation, not actually pissing blood

>>82852537
>So if i want to try some crazy drugs but dont have connections, should i just ask the local crackhead were he gets his stuff and give him like a tenner or do they only get laced shit?
If you don't have connections use Telegram or DNMs.
Where you live may affect my recommendation of which of the two to use or try first.
If you need a quick guide on how to score on Telegram, ask me.
And for the love of god, don't harras crackheads on the street. That's dangerous, and could lead to very shady business you'll want no part in.

>>82852723
>Function and coordination are one thing, but feeling is another
"THC interacts with the urinary system, which includes the urethra, because cannabinoid receptors (CB1 and CB2) are present in the smooth muscle of the bladder and surrounding tissues. This interaction can affect urinary function, sometimes reducing overactive bladder symptoms or, conversely, leading to urinary retention in heavy users."
-Google AI
It can cause urinary retention on higher doses so maybe that's the half-point of getting urinary retention, having the muscles contract, causing friction that leads to a burning sensation.
>Just the burning sensation, not actually pissing blood
If not the above, then go see an actual doctor, cus it shouldn't happen. Might be an allergic response.
Did you get this all the time or only recently?
Have you switched edibles brands recently?

>>82852731
Oh i'm not from America so the crackheads here are kind of more passive, is Telegram all via crypto and pay first type deals? cause i dont really want to risk getting scammed

>>82852943
>the crackheads here are kind of more passive
My point is, you don't want to be associated with that crowd or their suppliers. Also you might be mistaken for a nark or an undercover cop, and get pissed on, or worse.
>Telegram all via crypto and pay first type deals?
The real ones have proper store-channles showing off the veriaty of products and sometimes prices and take cash-money in person. Some accept crypto, but don't require it. What you've described IS a scam. The trick is to find the real ones.

>>82852632
Which drugs do I need to do to get girls?

>>82852731
>That's dangerous, and could lead to very shady business you'll want no part in.
examples of what that shady business could look like?

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>tramadol, klonopin and some coke.
They saw the awful future
The Cambrian behind the door
and thought they could escape them
but were found out, and then were GORED

Don't look at me with those eyes
I'll sing you one last lullaby
Don't look into my insides
My body has been vandalized

Don't look at me with those eyes
I never want to be archived
Just leave and don't look behind
I don't deserve to be alive

Cut open and unidentifiable
Just sweep it under the bathroom pile

Don't look at me
I'm broken now
Abstracted now
Ripped open now

>only have some edibles
>parents dont trust me with money since i tried to overdose last month
aaaaaagh

>>82853207
>Which drugs do I need to do to get girls?
I don't think that's how it works.
I guess in party environments it's likely to attract a girl using drugs (like MDMA or Coke or LSD, depending on the type of party).
But I think that both drugs and girls come separately and sometimes mix neturally.

>>82853221
>examples of what that shady business could look like?
Being involved with felons. Some types of drug dealers are neurotic at best and deadly paranoid at worst. I found myself in the living room of a person I wanted no relation with trying to pass shit-tests and making small-talk to earn his and his friends' trust in order to secure him as my dealer; he was paranoid as fuck and the drugs he was taking didn't help, you'd never know what mood he's in or if his going to try to pull something. For Weed of all things! I was young and stupid and only did Weed at the time. They were shady as shit and a bad bunch, but had all the drugs and boat loads of money rolling in, and were going to festivals to sell drugs to the party people (they had maps and everything).
The police raided his house on a day I was supposed to visit. I sew them from across the street; police surrounding the building, escorting people out, and loading them onto cars.
Never seen him again, though last time I was in contact with the people who introduced us, I heard he found a new safe-house in the city and was dealing as usual.

>>82853245
Heart-hitting poetry

>>82853422
>only have some edibles
Not necessarily a bad position to be in.
>parents dont trust me with money since i tried to overdose last month
What were you trying to OD from?
How does it relate to your perants not trusting you with money?

Person who took lsd two days ago here, it went pretty smoothly. I enjoyed my experience mostly and the dosage was perfect for a first time. Damn time moves slow when you're tripping. I had a bit of insight for myself and realized I need to manage things that are in my reach instead of rushing to try to accomplish a bigger picture. I also get a lot of media references to drugs now, lots of "oh this is what they were depicting" moments. Overall very fun. Super powerful climax that made me think i was about to pass out but it was just visual effects fucking with me. If I were to do it again I'd hold off on the weed gummy for an hour after I take the blotter so the effects better align. Music rocks for real when on acid, my only regret is I have some really nice apples in my fridge and I forgot to eat one while tripping, I bet it would have been real nice.

Also acid shits are real, yesterday was hell on the toilet lol.

>>82854561
>If I were to do it again I'd hold off on the weed gummy for an hour after I take the blotter so the effects better align
After trying both LSD+Weed and LSD alone a few times, I became an LSD purist. Weed makes the trip too unpredictable and unhinged imo.
Seriously, my first time I was toking as well, but when I finally stopped and did the LSD with no Weed whatsoever, I realized that this was the way LSD is supposed to be had. Next time try skipping the Weed and see how you feel, time after that do some THC along with it and compare.
Nothing beats the clearity of mind pure acid trips provide.
Not to tell you what to do ofc. Just an advice for a first-timer from a long-timer.

What's some good nic salt juices?

>>82854098
I just decided to abuse my pregab scrip
I tried to OD on benzos I bought from onions and since I made the mistake of being open about this with them they're now monitoring the fuck out of me

>>82854561
>>82854822
Oh! Forgot to say, very happy you had a positive experience! I hope all your trips will be as good or better or at the very least enlightening. It's important to remember to have fun.
:p

>>82854822
Thanks, I probably won't be doing it again for a while, it was quite the experience, I saw the enteral skit, when you put on a show and the characters just keep going on and on because your perception is fucked and I transcended into my phone too. While nice, I think the vibe I'm looking for is more relaxing, which I get a lovely amount of with edibles and alcohol together.

>>82847902
>depression
take paroxetine

>>82854872
>What's some good nic salt juices?
Go on Zamplebox. It's a mothly random juice box service but they sell singles from their online store and ship to most of the world (and label the package as vegtible glycerin so no taxes on importing nic products). My favorite is Bombshell's Marilyn (strawberry and cream) Pink Drink is also good(don't remember the company's name though). They almost always stock nic strengths from 5mg-25mg (and iirc a few 50mg). Take a look around the store and find a new favorite. They also have recommendations for award-winning juices and those sell like hot buns.

i can totally crush 7 grams
yes, it can shut it off

>>82855039
Wtf. Didn't know this was a thing. I'll check it out though. Thanks.

>>82854889
>I just decided to abuse my pregab scrip
Can't that cause seizures? Be careful, anon.
>I tried to OD on benzos
I don't think that is possible without the help of other respiratory depressents like Alcohol. I'm pretty sure the only thing you're going to achieve is some brain-damage.
>being open about buying drugs from the darnet with the intent of using said drugs to end my life with my perants
Yeah, a bad call. You're lucky they haven't commited you to a psych-ward. Being a danger to yourself publically is when asking nicely stops and you find yourself being injected a big dose of the worst of what the psychiatric world have to offer against your will in some isolated room far away from modern comfort. You got off easy, considering it is a matter of life and death. Keeping an eye on you is the lesser evil, believe me, you have some good perants (or not alarmed enough perants, your choice).

Wish I could get benzos off the onions. I'll use them responsibly, I promise. None for sale on the local market :(
Be safe, anon. All the luck.

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>last dxm trip was 6 months ago and hopefully never doing again
>last shrooms trip was probably around that time too, have 4g left from 2 months ago that i may toss out
>small tub of phenibut hasnt been used in months, keep forgetting
>same with kratom
>havent drank in 3 weeks now (would drink 2 bottles of 750ml of vodka from friday to thursday)
>just smoking weed now, planning on only doing it on weekends
glad im not as depressed as i was last year because boy was it a rough time

>>82855303
>would drink 2 bottles of 750ml of vodka from friday to thursday
not that it's a competition but at my worst i was downing at least 500ml every evening...
yeah you are absolutely better of staying off this shit, drug use is great when you can actually moderate yourself but when you start abusing every substance you touch shit gets grim real quick
anyway i am drinking once again
wish phenibut and/or kratom were available in my country and also wish weed was legal

>>82855250
>You're lucky they haven't commited you to a psych-ward
I tried to get committed after the attempt which was yeah retarded I should've drank some alc
But I went to 2 psych wards being openly actively suicidal describing my plan and everything and twice they only let me in for 1 night
Fuck canada
Be safe too anon

>>82855357
>not that it's a competition but at my worst i was downing at least 500ml every evening...
hopefully you arent at your worst anymore, that's rough.
i needed a way to try and emotionally cope with all the shit going on and because talking is simply something i dont want to do i turned to substances, including weed. thankfully things are better so maybe ill sober up completely one day but im not in too big of a rush.
desu i couldnt even tell you if the phenibut worked half the time but maybe im too retarded. kratom is nice but ended up having the same effect as getting really high for me. tastes like shit too.

>>82855435
i'm somewhat better now but pretty sure i did some permanent damage to my organs and i did get to the point where i had proper withdrawals which were not fun, thank god i'm prescribed propranalol which actually helps surprisingly much
i still drink but at least i keep it to twice a week max and even then i drink slower and drink less
>i needed a way to try and emotionally cope with all the shit going on and because talking is simply something i dont want to do i turned to substances
exactly the same with me, i substitute the human relationships i lack with substances and honestly i prefer it that way because despite all the shit i've done to myself with substance abuse they have still hurt me less than people
i tried kratom when it wasn't banned in my country and you are absolutely right, tasted like shit
used to mix it with cocoa powder and whole milk and it hid the bad taste decently enough, then again can't say much because my sense of taste is absolute garbage and i can down the most vile shit with just slight discomfort

>>82854957
>I probably won't be doing it again for a while
Yeah, that's why psychs are not addictive. They usually leave you in a "I think that's enough for now" state of mind.
>I think the vibe I'm looking for is more relaxing
Some of my most relaxing highs were on LSD.
It's the Weed that makes it such a mental undertaking, in my experience.
Next time try looking at some art as it'll take a life of its own. I rememver my first trip watching the colors change and listening to Janis Joplin. Was awesome.
>edibles and alcohol
Those two are not my cup of tea.
Weed's the only psych that aggrivates my schizophrania. I can trip 250ug of LSD and eat 500mg of Meth without a care in the world, but put a joint in my mouth and I'll be hearing voices mocking me and crying babies and sirens and dissociate from reality hard and shit like that.
Alcohol's fine on low dosages but starts to over weigh the benefits at a certain point.
I consider them both as low-tier drugs and shit highs, these days; not worth the money I could use to get better drugs with.
But I completely understand the appeal since I succsessfully used the combo myself when I was younger and mentally healthy.
Have fun!

>>82855220
>Wtf. Didn't know this was a thing. I'll check it out though. Thanks.
No sweat, have fun!

>>82848201
Alright I decided to give this another try cuz I was disappointed but I also bought a whole box of the medication in question, doubling my previous dose well, made me slightly dizzy but in turn gave me a slight fuzzy feeling throughout my limbs, it's being kinda nice I guess

>>82855184
>i can totally crush 7 grams
7 grams of what?

>>82855510
>i did get to the point where i had proper withdrawals which were not fun
man im so sorry to hear that. i cant imagine how bad it must have been but props to you for getting through it
>i substitute the human relationships i lack with substances and honestly i prefer it that way because despite all the shit i've done to myself with substance abuse they have still hurt me less than people
im quite the loner myself but you cant keep up this mentality. you deserve better than that and plus there's always the chance of finding someone who makes your life better. it's how i ended up finding my best friend and we've been there for eachother whenever we can.
just munched on a high dose edible so we'll see how long it takes to hit on an empty stomach before i make some food in my air fryer and settle in for the night. take care of yourself anon

>>82855408
>I should've drank some alc
Here's where I'd say "or maybe seek professional help?" But it seems you already did.
>But I went to 2 psych wards being openly actively suicidal describing my plan and everything and twice they only let me in for 1 night
What a fuckup of the medical system is that?!
Here it'll earn you a 2 month stay of obseveation and medicinal tretment at the ward before they *dare* to consider letting you out. I was hardcore suicidal for years and there is not a soul alive who knows any of it. As it'll mark me for good as a "danger to self and/or others" and will pop up in my medical records. Plus it'll be just cause for involentery stay at the ward (and the ward here is not a happy place to be in whatsoever).
Seriously you were wronged by the medical system. I would suggest seeing a private psychiatrist as a last resort if you're still looking to solve the problem in conventional ways. Otherwise, yeah, should've drank the alc. Do some research before attempting to do anything like this as you can fail miserably and end-up worse-off than you started.
Don't get me wrong now, I love life and hope you would, too, eventually, following *proper* care and treatment; but if you decide to do it, do it cleanly, swiftly, and decisively, with no room for mistakes.
It's your god-given right and ultimate freedom to tune out whenever and however you like. Just do it well.
Hope you live and be happy.
Godspeed and goodluck!

>>82855303
Good for you. Hope you keep to the true path, wherever it leads.

>>82855644
>made me slightly dizzy but in turn gave me a slight fuzzy feeling throughout my limbs, it's being kinda nice I guess
That sounds more like positive effects, but the effort to reward ratio is in the negative. Keep in mind 1400mg (taken in 4 doses throughout the day) is the max recommended dose in most cases. Don't poison yourself and stay safe.
Anyway, thanks for sharing this here as it is interesting and an uncharted territory for most.

>>82847902
>>82855031
He should actually try ketamine
>>82848337
>>82848539
Dawg maybe you just arent built for psychs. dont scare this guy off by telling him he NEEDS benzos

>>82856099
Yeah, It's been pretty weird so far as based on the psychonaut page for carisoprodol 700mg seems to be a strong enough dose, especially for a first time but who knows, maybe it's that two days ago (one day prior to my first try) I took 600mg of pregabalin and maybe that impacted tolerance or something?? idk,if that was the case then it is weird cuz they shouldn't have cross-tolerance at all but, I still have a fuckton of this shit so maybe I'll still take some to see if I can finally get barred out on this shit or whatever the term is. but it''s weird that I needed such a strong dose to feel something especially considering that besides gabapentinoids, I've never tried gabaergics. But talking about feeling, well besides the fuzzy feeling mentioned early hmm I'm very relaxed, maybe it's placebo but I feel honestly pretty chill, in contrary to the sense of "oh fuck man" I had earlier cuz yknow, I wasted money on this shit, but for now hmm idk.

Still can't say If I would recommend or if it's a waste cuz I just don't know, I feel pretty clear headed too and shit I expected this to feel like the quaaludes from the wolf of wall street :c

>>82855971
I'm gonna call the suicide hotline and just ask them if I can be committed I think
Right now I have absolutely zero ambition or drive after the attempt, maybe a month in a psych ward would be good for me
I just hope the people there aren't too bad but they definitely will be

>>82856251
>maybe a month in a psych ward would be good for me
Maybe. In my country you should do anything to avoid getting commited. The mass-treatment nature of psych-wards often leads to mistreatment as opposed to personal treatment you'd get outside. My advice? Shell the money for a private psychiatrist or if you're intent on going to a ward, a private ward (usually in general hospitals and are nicer than public wards) to get the personal and appropriate treatment you require. Ask your perants to cover it (and I assume insurence). That way you'd get the treatment that is most suited to you and your needs.

>>82856555
nice trips
I think I'm going to go spend some time with my parents who are in a different country. They literally asked for me to come back so I hope I can get better support there

>>82856242
These kinds of medications aren't designed for recreational use so wild doses and unsatisfying effects are to be expected. Though you're doing a solid one for science and psychonauts everywhere using such obscure novel drugs. Consider writing a report on Erowid or somewhere it'll be seen since it's not common and lacking in informational content online. Hope you're at least having fun, as much as possible.

>>82856585
>I think I'm going to go spend some time with my parents
Sounds like a good idea. They must be worried. You got this.
Be safe!

>>82856651
Thanks man, this might finally make things better so ty for the support

>>82856737
Hey, no sweat.

>>82848539
>lolwut
idk you do a bit a prep work but the rest is just waiting for it to grow vs driving my ass all the way to oakland and dealing with all the hoops for the "church"

>tfw bipolar 1
>can't even smoke weed

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just took a fat fucking edible let's see if i regret this

>>82852495
Sorry man, I had to go to sleep. Being a eurofag and all that.

>If you could have any one drug with you right now, which would you choose?
Honestly, something that gives similar effects as alcohol. But I dont know, being miserable 6 days a week to feel good one day a week is what I've been doing so far with booze and it hasn't led anywhere.
>Make sure your higher-ups know of the sutuation so they could make things easier on you.
I was more or less forced off work a couple of weeks this spring, so yes they know about it. I've been working half time since May but my mental state seems to be deteriorating more and more even with that. I know the real solution is probably to get a new job somehwere but for a unsocial autist going through million of rounds of interviews and shit isn't exactly appealing.
>By the by, what's your diagnosis?
Im not sure if I've received one, Ive just been trying different anti depressants and sleep aids
because I've been having trouble sleeping the last couple of years (perhaps due to work stress) and Ive mentioned that Ive felt depressed before, wanted to off myself for a long time etc.

>>82856623
Alr another update :D, this shit got me knocked the fuck down, after my last reply I went to ate some leftovers of mac n cheese while walking kind of retarded (which I know it's kind of expected from gabaergics) and from that I don't remember nothing, I guess I went to sleep right and well technically it's prescribed as treatment for insomnia but I don't know, it surely is a weird time to take a nap considering my normal sleeping time is about 4 hours after this little nap of mine, seems like I went straight to sleep, what the fuck man, I still feel kinda drunk and relaxed but I'm sure no near as much as I probably felt during the aforementioned ghost period, I forgot mention to mention the onset time which was once I started to feel that fuzzy muscle sensation I was talking about earlier, it was about an an hour and some more after I took the pills (which is also weird cuz I expected them to come in tablet form instead of straight pills but this carisoprodol is produced here from a local pharmaceutical company instead of being bought product from another pharmaceutical (I live in the middle of nowhere) anyways what matters is that it made me took a nap and stuff. very interesting medication but I don't think it would be a good idea to take more atleast for a couple days, so I guess that's the end of the report anon, hopefully I entertained you a little bit and idk maybe I'll write something in erowid once I have the energy to put all the details of whatever

was fun :D

>>82857816
Listen to some good music? Eat some good food?

Home office today!
I'll do some real, actual work until about 3pm, then rip the bong in the bathtub like there's no tomorrow.

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This tramadol makes my nose so itchy it's really annoying.

>>82847913
>do psychedelics actually cause brain damage or is that gay misinformation
No it does not cause brain damage.

>>82859773
Chose to do it sunbathing instead. I live on the 5th floor, have my ass in a rocking chair, my feet on the window sill, and the sun on my bare chest. No clouds, 15C outside but I'm not cold at all.
Shit's so beautiful.

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>>82847913
No, it doesn't cause brain damage. Just be aware it amplifies existing feelings, so if you're stressed or sad or whatever it'll magnify that.
>>82861020
I have a WFH job but it's a call center type job so I can't get high on the clock, sadly. I get too giggly.

>tfw lost all my drug contacts except for one guy who sells me acid

I miss ketamine so much bros

>>82857740
what happens if you do?
nn8hr

>>82845371
>Have fun while it's legal, anon. Stock up for when it's banned. Prohibition sucks ass.
Thanks anon I'm certainly planning to. The tricky part is not using it all too fast. It's just so good. I'm on it right now. I drove 2 hours yesterday to buy some since it's illegal in my state. 4 hours total including the drive back. Completely worth it. It's like a warm blanket wrapped around your body and soul while being constantly gently massaged by an invisible angel. Opis are extremely addictive so there's definitely the dark aspect of them to be aware of. And yeah, very hard to source typically considering these days all the fent and stuff. It's why something legal like this is such a God send, but the government will never allow it to last for long.

Also welcome newblood. I am one of those oldfags but I don't get the point of hating on younger new people. Everyone is young at some point. I leaned heavily on drugs when I was younger. Stay safe be smart have fun. You seem smart so you'll probably be fine. The real danger in drugs is ignorance. If you do extensive research and practice harm reduction the risks are usually minimal.

>>82861235
>The real danger in drugs is ignorance
I wish more people thought this than just blanket "drugs good" or "drugs bad" mentality.

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I finally learned how to properly IV coke today. I have an accurate AWS scale that has been properly calibrated and do everything in a relatively sterile way, making sure everything is clean and I'm not injecting anything nasty. The coke is fish scale, of course. I was expecting bell ringers every left and right. The most I injected today was 0.09 grams or 90mg. After properly injecting both 80 and 90mg, I only got very minor tinnitus, but I got some numbness in my tongue both times, even though I didn't snort anything, and I could smell and taste coke when I did 90mg.

>>82845371
>new drug called "Dosa"; which is a pink powder that supposed to be a mix of Ketamine and MDMA, and in some cases, also Coke and Opiates, so you really don't know what you're gonna get.
This nigga retarded

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>>82861445
I believe I injected into a vein every single time, even if I missed or went through the vein without injecting via testing for blood draw. What happens if you miss and inject under your skin?

I may have done something retarded.

Found a site that was offering a pretty huge sale on THC-A weed, and had free shipping on orders over $85

So I build a order until I reached free shipping.
Only after I completed the order did I take a step back and think about how much weed I actually consume compared to how much I ordered.
Normally it takes me a week to go through a gram.
I ordered like 30+ grams of weed.
It's going to take me well over the rest of the year to get through all of it.
Also because of the sell I threw in a few grams of concentrate and now I am thinking about the fact I don't have a proper rig for "dabs" or whatever the fuck.

Needless the say, this is the last time I am online weed shopping while high.
Though I ain't actually mad. If it's too much for me I can spread the love and gift some to a few friends.

>>82862256
why is that retarded
i've had 2 years' worth of weed stocked
(also 1g/week is a lot, vape that shit - 30g lasts me more than 2 years)

>>82862119
Your kidneys explode

>>82862662
So accidentally injecting outside of a vein results in a lot of kidney damage?

>>82862256
Put it in a mason jar, it keeps fresh much longer that way. At least that's how it goes with normal buds. Or just cancel the order if you still can.

>>82862662
>>82862677
Well, I'm not going to be injecting coke very frequently at all. I actually care about being attractive and healthy.

>>82861178
psychosis originally

>>82863069
Really? I was diagnosed recently and it never happened to me smoking weed

I love meth and porn so much bros...

>>82863069
from just one time or long term use?

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I miss DXM. Fall is always a time of year I associate with high plat 2/low plat 3 afterglows at 5am walking in the woods as the sun comes up. I can't do it anymore bc career making the consequences on my body to tolling. I'm gonna try and go foraging for mushrooms this year at least cuz dex is a vampire, and I'd rather go out and steal wild opium from some park than go near that.

Slowly building up my pharmaceutical stash, slowlyyy...

That one time I did fetty, I pooped so big I didn't even try to flush it. I scooped it out (carefully), bagged it up tightly, and threw it out on the street.

Needles to say, it was quite the specimen. I'm glad I lived to tell the tale, but honestly that was the first time I had the thought "man maybe I need to get off this stuff"

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>>82865264
u dont gotta cross post this hard broski

>getting drunk and ordering a concerning amount of chinese food on doordash
the nostalgia comes flooding back

>>82866535
All that chink food is full of oil, onions, and other poisonous shit. You shouldn't eat it.
Just throw a steak in a pan, it's cheaper, healthier, tastier.

Man I'm so fuckin addicted to 7oh again. I actually managed to quit but it was miserable especially at work so I just bought more. I ended up taking more in the last 36 hours than I usually would in a week. I have been going so hard on it. The messed up thing is that I end up just sleeping a lot because of it. It's so chill but I'm burning through my life just listening to music and being super comfy and sleeping

>>82866785
>implying onions are poison
They are the best seasoning vegetable ever. Good for you too.

>>82867567
Did you skip straight to concentrates or was kratom just not enough in moderation for you in your situation?

>>82867671
Onion is the word filter for soi you newfag.
Soja is a poison.

>>82867715
Honistly forgot.
That meme has been dead for like a couple of years. No clue why they still have it filtered.

>>82867752
It's because they don't know how to remove the filter.
The old mods left a while back and the new ones don't understand how the website works at all. They don't dare to touch the code.

>>82866785
I'm not posting on a drug general to be lectured about health, I'm dying decades early already because of my drug use. You couldn't stop me from eating chinese food if it was a death cap

>>82868074
Quality of life matters, and eating plant oil and soja that fucks up your hormones and your emotions isn't cool and rebellious, it's just dumb and lowers your quality of life.

Do as much meth as you want but don't eat Chinese goyslop.

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Functional substance user here.
I understand that most people in these threads are self-destructive kids that aren't aiming for functionality, but I would like to hear from other functional users.

My weekly regimen is more often than not:
150mg tramadol IR
150mg pregabalin
150mg pregabalin
2g~ GBL

I never do more because doing these dosages (never the same day) is functional and does not lead to addiction or tolerance.
I'm able to live a lifestyle that I wouldn't be able to otherwise, or at least I wouldn't do a good job at it. I don't intend on doing this forever but for this phase of my life it's really helpful to have a crutch three or four days a week.

>>82868460
Small bit of weed once I am off work and got my shit done.
Weed + NO2 on the weekend.

I keep it recreational. Work/life stuff first then have fun once everything is done. Moderate so that I am functional after a good nights rest.

How THE FUCK do you insufflate?
I must've tried over dozen of times and fail every single inhalation.
Maybe 10% of the products gets to my lungs while the other 90% either gets stuck to one of my noses moist internal canals or in my throat and I end up having to swallow my own salvia/buggers for the following 10 minutes to prevent it going to waste completely.
Ive tried pushing the tube as deep into my nose as I can handle it and inhaling super hard but whatever I'm insuflatin refuses to NOT stick somewhere along the way before it can land in the lungs.
What am I doing wrong this is so frustrating

>>82869028
You cant be this retarded. The point of insufflation is that the drug is absorbed in your mucous membrane in your sinus, NOT your lungs.

>>82869028
Lmao you dummy, it's insufflation not aspiration.
Snort slowly, the aim is in your nose, not your lungs. You don't want a lung infection.

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Ah yes, the famed opiate constipation.
Not very fun.

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>>82863909
I'm thinking of my pyrro binges thanks to this post, god I miss them like you miss an abusive ex-gf.

i feel like a loser for never trying anything more than mdma . i was offered ketamine once but i was too scared

>>82869817
Is that Ghislaine Maxwell?

>>82869828
To your defense MDMA is a fantastic drug, you have no reason to try other things. Maybe some psychedelics.

>>82869983
well ive had acid and shrooms , they were okay i suppose, acid felt like a really intense orgasm, shrooms was boring but maybe i didnt do enough

I don't know if my life is better or worse now that I have lost all libido.

In one sense I don't have the frustration of being unsatisfied.
In another sense I miss having the drive to fuck.

>>82870171
I lost my libido from opis and its great. I love being able to just take a shower and not having to jerk off. I love not wasting my mental space thinking about s*x. When I quit using a while back one of the worst things was my libido returning again after so many months of clear headed apathy.

Can anyone comment on GHB? Is it worth trying considering the risk?


>>82869828
ketamine is not scary anon
k-holing can be scary but ketamine poses almost no physical risk

>>82868425
>Do as much meth as you want but don't eat Chinese goyslop.
moshi moshi, baito desu ne?

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>>82869977
No, it's Billie Eilish.

>>82870631
GHB is a great drug. There is no risk if you measure the amount you take and don't redose like a retard. It's probably the best GABA drug.
Follow the psychonaut wiki article for dosage.

>>82870849
What about the risk of jerking off in front of others, or groping others?

Or do you have to take a lot for those behaviours to come out?

>>82837242
I hated this bitch and would purposely ruin her life

>>82871020
Those behaviors do not come out.
The same way they do not come out magically after drinking alcohol.

You're still fully in control of yourself, I've never done anything dangerous or illegal on GHB because I'm not a retard, and I've taken enough to pass out, so it's not a dosage issue.

>>82871059
fair enough
I've seen it happen in public before but maybe there were other factors at play/those guys were retards

>>82870631
Never used it myself.
Most people I know who have tried it usually sing it's praises but warn that being careful about dose and timing of doses is vital.
Also has a very bad reputation due to it's ability to knock people the fuck out.
That said if you like the feel of alcohol (I don't) and don't mind actually measuring things out than GHB is probably the best way of going about getting that feel and then some.

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this 4mmc batch is pretty eh, starting to feel it now i've moved onto keys, might get some alcohol in the mix

fun things to do after a week+ long oxy bender
>Take a shit
>Jack off
>over-exaggerate how bad your withdrawals are (in private)

smoke weed eveyday
I can still remember important things so I don't need to quit just yet.

>>82867692
I've been using kratom for probably 7 or 8yrs, mostly plain leaf, very occasionally those liquid extract shots. And every few years I'd get some o-dsmt and binge. Plain leaf kratom is okay, but not exactly strong or potent. And the taste is a bit off-putting. I'd been hearing about 7oh a lot so decided to give it a try and it was love at first dose. Significantly more euphoric than kratom, and none of the annoyance of having to either drink a bunch of plant matter or take a bunch of capsules. It was perfect. Discreet, powerful, duration is whatever, but generally it just felt like a complete upgrade over plain leaf kratom.

Probably gonna take a break on it again though. It seems to be messing up my circulation something serious. Earlier this morning almost my entire left side went numb and especially my arm. No matter how much I moved and tried stretching etc my left arm still was completely numb and tingly, and it went all the way down to my foot. Pretty concerning side effect so I guess I'll slow down a lot. Seems potentially dangerous to keep dosing as much and as frequently as I have been the last few days

the coin face that gazes at the sky has decided my fate, no motherfucking benzos for the day which is horrific

got so geeked i had to lock in and do chores for an hour to stay grounded. silver lining i suppose

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>>82873439
I want what this anon's having

>>82873449
i mixed dxm and kratom, and not a whole lot of either but come up had me overstimulated as hell.
now we chillin

>>82870631
>ketamine poses almost no physical risk
Almost? What physical risk is there? Doesnt' it cause kidney damage long term? Genuinely curious.

>>82874068
it causes bladder damage and kidney damage seems like a possibility as well but it's rarer

>>82870631
im just too scared to snort anything is all , i am a natural coward

>>82873524
Sounds like a recipe for vomiting.

>>82837242
How much damage am I doing to my body by taking 300mg of DPH every single day for the past few weeks?

>>82874940
Not that much unless you plan on upping the dosage, I would assume tolerance kicks in at some point. Though I don't wanna see what a DPH withdrawal looks like.

>>82874940
Idk about your body but your brain is definitely taking a beating. You'll have an increased chance of altzheimers when you get older (or so I've been told)

>Grieving my lastest failed relationship
>weed, music and dancing in my underwear
>realize female me wouldn't be a complete degen and people use that as a cop out

I have been offered opportunities by ugly women and fags. I could've tried to do porn, especially considering gays have extra to spend. Could've tried being an escort or stripper and did neither. Instead I worked my ass off for nothing that matters.

>>82875046
even with substance abuse you still have more self respect than sex workers do
maybe it's just me but being a complete fuckup in many ways at least i have that self worth and i know if i did something like that i would feel worse for the rest of my life

>>82874220
sir we do robotabs here, not that cough syrup sludge

>>82875087
nta, but the high 5ht-3 agonism of DXM has caused nausea for me before and adding opioids to that would likely just make it worse for most.

>>82875087
nta but in my country the only available dxm cough syrup is filled with sorbitol to the point where 400-600mg dose without doing a painful exctraction will absolutely lead to projectile vomiting and - diarrhea....
even something like 200mg causes discomfort... shit sux

>>82875165
i noticed a mild feeling of stomach discomfort, it never developed into actual nausea. but yeah, definitely would have been yacking if the dose was higher

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What syringe filter should you use for powder cocaine?

How do you filter shit before you inject it? The only thing I know for coke is to do the following: You get fish scale and only fish scale, so no powder. You do not place the coke on any filthy surface. You get a shot glass you carefully cleaned and sanitized, including finishing off with a sterile wipe. You use a sterile wipe for the areas around your injection sites on your body. You use a syringe to premeasure some water, preferably bacteriostatic water. You place that water in the shot glass. You premeasure the fish scale coke on a high accuracy weight-calibrated scale, like an AWS scale. You then carefully dump this into the shot glass. You then mix around the contents with the tip of the needle. You then use a new syringe and pull the contents into it, then you put on a new needle before placing a tourniquet over your limb, inserting, drawing blood, and injecting.

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Anyone ever hear of this stuff?
Rhitzoma cordyalis

>>82875459
lmao baby's first search for drugs on the clearnet?? huffing car exhaust will get you more high than that

>>82855653
weed, in a day

>>82875564
you really need to start making edibles
my record even with edibles is going through 50 grams in a month but that is much better than smoking efficiency wise

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>mfw became a year older than 27 today
This is what happens when you avoid Heroin

>>82852731
NTA but could you post the telegram guide? I would rather just use DNM but since I live with others I don't want to risk the very small chance of something bad happening.

>>82875628
blunt rotation

>>82875485
Actually just got emailed about it from my 7oh vendor and never heard of it so thought I'd ask. And before you give me more shit about 7oh being clearnet its just as fucking powerful as morphine

>>82875459
>Rhitzoma cordyalis
I didn't research it much but it contains this alkaloid which plays around on a few receptors, particularly dopamine receptors. Experiment with it and make a new substance listing for an erowid report, perhaps.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tetrahydropalmatine#Mechanism_of_action

>>82876485
Huh, those anti addiction benefits sound nice. But if there was much to them people would have jumped on this shit by now I figure. Much like with selank and semax, its benefits surely must be overstated for it to not have wider use internationally

would blue chew + ecstasy kill me?
what about viagra + tequila shots?
What's the best drug combo to make you a turbo fuckboy beast?

>>82876485
Ah I just saw that your article seems to speak of corydalis and my emailed ad seems to be about a corydalls. Slight difference in names. Wonder if they're still related

>>82837242
Can I take phenibut at work or will people be able to tell I'm on something by looking at my eyes?

>>82876838
All viagra does is get blood pumping through your veins easier. It doesnt literally induce erections, nor make you horny. Try maca and other such sex supplements, but still, keep expectations low. Molly and good amounts of booze will make fucking impossible no matter what you take with it, if you've taken enough of them

>>82876770
Perhaps, but there is a first for everything. The lack of a page on erowid goes two ways in that regard, perhaps someone tried it and decided to not bother, but it would be useful info for them to document it regardless.
>>82876857
>be able to tell
Compare it to how you'd act on alcohol (or any other gabaergic). A shot or two? Fine, but 4+? Probably not.
>at work
If you work machinery or anything similar, it'll be legally damning. Don't risk that.

>>82876857
Jesus christ don't take this dogshit drug


You will feel like you're being real smooth and confident, but in reality you will just come across as weird (And possibly very gassy).


If you have anxiety maybe try beta blockers instead.

>>82877164
beta blockers are decent for bodily anxiety symptoms but if you are mainly fucked in the head they don't help that much
wish i could be on pregabalin every day for the rest of my life and shit would be fine

>>82874068
Yeah it can mess with your bladder/urinary tract but you have to be doing it like every day for that to happen.

Also like other drugs you snort, it can be corrosive on your septum. So if you are doing a lot it's a good idea to flush your nostrils out afterwards.


But when I said it poses almost no physical risk, I mean it's basically impossible to die, or have a seizure from an overdose (If you're snorting it - injecting is a different game).


The worst I had from an overdose was a panic attack and an hour of vomiting, and I'm pretty sure that's just because my mind rejected the k-hole and dumped a ton of adrenaline into my body.

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>>82876857
Phenibut is too functional if you aren't taking crazy doses that I can't imagine anyone even suspecting it. I will be taking some soon to take the edge of for an exam in a few hours, currently going to med school.

I only get aroused when I think about doing chemsex again.
I might have fucked up my sex life.

>>82875223
Wait people actually inject cocaine? Why?

>>82876838
PDE5 drugs like tadalafil and sildenafil are very safe. Mixing them with MDMA or alcohol won't harm you in any way.

>>82876857
Phenibut is a GABA drug, like alcohol, benzo, GHB, pregabalin, etc.
If you take too much you'll be a stumbling cotton mouth retard and it'll be obvious.

Start with a low dose and increase over time as you get used to it. I work on GABA drugs all the time, I'm on it right now.

>tfw no chemex gf

>>82875223
Please do not inject cocaine. The risks far outweigh any potential benefits.

>>82876857
I've taken phenibut at work dozens of times with no issues. At 2 different jobs. As long as you aren't taking too much, I doubt anyone would notice. For me the first half of phenibut high is very stimulating and I experience increased verbal fluency, energy, and motivation. The latter half I became extremely sedate, calm, and relaxed.

The issue is dosage. Phenibut dosage is really inconsistent. One batch versus another might have a huge variance in potency, and also it varies a lot for different individuals. Some people need more than 1gram to feel any effect, some get no noticeable effects no matter how much they take. For me I found anywhere from 750mg - 1.2mg to be the sweet spot for using at work/social outings/etc. Any more than that had more recreational effects but would be too much for me to use in a work setting.

Due to difficulty in dosing, I'd suggest not taking it at work until you've used it a few times and found which dosage works for you. Although if you insist on trying it for the first time on a day you have to work, I'd say stick to no more than 1100mg.

>>82878428
Chemsex is an incredible experience but it has issues. I don't know if I would recommend it, in retrospect.

>>82878529
Good post, I would also add that like all GABA drugs it depends a lot on your digestive situation.
If you take a gaba drug right after eating a meal is a lot different than taking it when you wake up with an empty stomach.

My thing is to take them before eating during the day. I don't eat breakfast so I take them at like 10 or 11 in the morning and my meal at 12. I found that doing that gives me the same intensity every time so I can be precise with my dosing and know perfectly well what to expect.

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>>82878529
>For me I found anywhere from 750mg - 1.2mg to be the sweet spot for using at work/social outings/etc.
It's the exact same for me, even recreational it's a good range to aim for if you prefer the stimulation over sedation.

>>82878531
>Chemsex is an incredible experience but it has issues. I don't know if I would recommend it, in retrospect.

elaborate?

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>>82879032
Well I've had many chemsex sessions with my wife over the years, and even if it's not a common thing it's something that's often on our minds and it makes normal sex seem bland.
No matter how good the normal sex we have can be it won't match the passion, intensity and pleasure we feel when doing it on LSD, MDMA, 3-MMC, Borax, GHB, etc.

So it takes away the libido in some sense. You feel less motivated to approach the other to initiate when you know it'll just be normal sex.
It's difficult to explain and I'm very high on pregabalin right now but I don't know if the sessions of chemsex are worth the damage you do to your sex life by creating incredible sex you compare everything else to.

I know that if right now she was on drugs she would love me to get up, go to her office and take her right then and there, but if I did it sober it'll just be "heh".

So yeah, I don't know if I recommend it. I don't know.

>>82879132
Okay yeah, I get you. Thanks for elaborating.

Having sex with a partner while on acid is a life-long dream of mine.

>>82878531
listen im a khhv virgin i'd imagine chemsex to be really hot and really sensual ok sorry for me imagining

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>>82879233
It's probably everything you imagine it to be, it's the only situation where I've seen a woman with eyes that say that she wants to devour you and have you inside her right now and very hard, it's pretty much what pornography makes sex seems like.

It's a very enjoyable few hours, there's no denying that.
But there is a price to pay for everything.

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>>82879346
>a woman with eyes that say that she wants to devour you and have you inside her right now and very hard
bedroom eyes or fuck me eyes

Page 9?!
Nuh-huh, I'm still somewhat under the influence.

>>82880145
>page 10 now
Sad.
>influence
Alcohol? I like to use the phrase for other substances too, so I ask.

>>82881300
>Alcohol? I like to use the phrase for other substances too
This is /drugfeel/, not /drunkfeel/, anon.

>>82879346
>>82879132
sex on shrooms is basically the only thing on my before-death list that I want to do

>>82881314
Bleh, ethanol is just another chemical. I do not subscribe to the mainstream view of chemicals as having some special cultural attachment because I feel it warps everyone's ability to understand drugs (and it is retarded).

>>82881500
No I mean you can call it that if you want to. But given that this is /drugfeel/ I think most posters use the phrase for other substances.

Hoping that I'm the mood for psychedelics tomorrow because I'm getting put on SSRIs next week.

>>82881875
>I'm getting put on SSRIs next week
Tell the doc you dont want that shit. It does fuckall except stops you from enjoying things that actually works.
t. tried SSRI/SNRI/tricyclic

>>82876086
>could you post the telegram guide?
Sure.
>search clearnet for local drug-related Telegram groups
>from there you'll find vendor advertisement group links
>find a vendor with a legit ad showing products and prices and a wide delivery range that reaches you
>contact vendor
>go psat verification like sending a pic of you with a timestamp and a drug
>send vendor order along with location
>get drugs in 45min or less to your location
That's the gist of it. Would've gone into more detail, but I'm tierd.

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>mfw i have to take 1mg of clonazepam and drink 4 shots of vodka just to take out my trash