>talk about being suicidal with therapists>no advice, generic responses>talk about being suicidal with suicide hotlines>no advice, generic responses>talk about being suicidal with family members>no advice, get yelled at, told to kill myself>talk about being suicidal with chatgpt>no advice, generic responses>talk about being suicidal with reddit>banned>talk about being suicidal with 4chan>no advice, get yelled at, told to kill myself, banned>talk about being suicidal with people in real life>no advice, generic responsesi think i tried everything , so fuck it i am going to really try and kill myself soon , i cant do this shit anymore .
I'm suicidal all the time because of BPD. The time to get worried is when I'm more suicidal than usual. I have reasons to keep living regardless of whether I want to or not
>>82888867ok cool good to know random anon , im going to actually go through and do it because i cant stand it anymore
>>82888838>>82888838How are you sure they are generic?nigger?
>>82888908i didnt until i got the same cookie cutter responses 1000 times in a fucking row .
>>82888879That's really not my problem I'm just letting you know there are other people going through the same thing
>>82888838all im going to say is you dont really know what'll happen afterwards. if it's going to be nothingness, an afterlife, the void, hell, whatever. i like to think that we were put in this hellhole for one reason or the other and killing yourself is like tearing up a contract. it's bad juju. it's going to sound cringe but try to find some kernel of happiness somewhere. change your life some way. do anything to change, really. fix what is making you miserable. really try to see what you're missing in life that's making you think this way.im saying this because i was in the same boat, and what I was missing was freedom (from my retarded parents).
>>82888838If you want to do it, why wait? Somethings holding you back. Kill yourself now or devote yourself to whatever that thing is.
>>82888838That's because there is no answer anon. Life is absurd and nature doesn't care if you commit suicide or not.If your suicidal tendencies aren't a result of some external circumstance (trauma, bankruptcy, etc.), and instead come from some deep existential unrest, then no one can help you but yourself.The good news is that helping yourself is totally possible. Creating your own reasons for staying alive is great because they are YOUR reasons - no one else's. And they are naturally aligned with your values and morals.It takes time and effort to come up with these reasons though, and things become clearer once you make it out of your mid-twenties.I won't lie and tell you everyone eventually "figures it out". I'm sure some people stay miserable their whole life and never self-actualise.But you can never claim the opportunities weren't there.Some days the suicidal thoughts are stronger, but you have plenty of time to kill yourself, so you can always say "I'll do it tomorrow", "I'll do it tomorrow"...Worst case scenario, sell all your possessions, move to Thailand, and become a Buddhist monk.
>>82888838That's the LMHEC for you.
>>82888838I avoided suicide by reason.Death lasts for eternity. Life is comparatively short. Even if you suffer, you may as well see it out on the off chance that something not horrific happens amidst the pain
>>82889036>fix what is making you miserablei dont like having a body>>82889044i will kill myself soon actually .>>82889155k>>82889215doesnt make sense to me , i got to get out of here as soon as i can man
>>82889414You'll be dead for quintillians of years... And that is only the beginning.You're in a hurry?
i sometimes feel suicidal knowing the rest of my life is just gonna be this or something like this
>>82889433yes actually, yeah
>>82889451Because you lack perspective, understandable for a suffering person.
>>82889501ok. i got to fucking kill myself asap
>>82888838you must have found the wrong subreddits if they banned you for suicidal ideation
>>82889963i said something among the lines pf "Im going to attack a random person soon if i dont kill myself" and was permabanned for promoting violence .
>>82888838Best of luck, anon. Don't fuck it up! It hurts when you do, trust me 5555
>>82888838If you kill yourself you'll never see how one piece ends
>>82888838Sounds better than my country.>talk about suicidal ideation>UMM IM REQUIRED BY LAW TO NOTIFY THE AUTHORITIES>talk about broadcast media harassing me with specific references>UMM I HAVE TO REPORT THIS TOO BECAUSE I DO OK
dont be a faggottake out as many loans as you can and buy crypto to gift to some neets herethen kill the people responsible for either your problems or the problems in the worldonly then kill yourself
That's what you said last time and the time before, you'll never do it, chicken.
>>82890281you didnt do it either yet anon , so you are nobody to talk . Threads about me wanting to kill myself will be doubled now
>>82890347the squeaky wheel gets the antisocial lubricant
>>82888838Same experience, except I never talked to family members. I actually managed to get chatgpt stray from his script and actually just talk to me like a fucking human being, so that was really nice. I think I talked to him 2hrs straight that night Anti suicide talk,t. me: >you're sick, you need help. you won't feel like this forever >you're in pain, of course that would cause anyone to get desperate >retards around you will be sad wether you realize it or not,>which means that people care about you>think of anything to delay it just a little, normalfags have a whole scroll of shit to look forward to>therapy makes it worse, it made me feel absolutely terrible >failed attempts can lead to being a drooling retard>never being able to do [insert nice thing] againI struggle with this myself a lot desu
Yeah but what consciousness does not end and you plunge into more of it, only in a worse position than before? Maybe we are all one extended entity fragmented into a cascading mass of hierarchical experience due to the decisions we previously made? I don't hold this to be the case but it is something to consider.
>>82890502>le trying to sound smart
>>82890502Shut the fuck up dickweed.
>be me>having a psychotic episode>call a mental health hotline for help>they call the cops on me>luckily i didnt get shot or thrown in jail>they drive me to the psych ward
>he thinks its up to others to fix him and not himselfyou arent suicidal, stupid maybe
>>82890702Actually, this does look like textbook suicidality to me in my humble opinion. Trying to deal with it alone is how I think many people end up losing the fight against the urges
>>82888838the generic responses are the correct responses. get your shit together, do the hard work yourself. its the only correct answer, you just don't want to hear it. i don't understand why you think theres some secret method waiting to be discovered.
>>82890688>>82888838Broke rule number two and number three:>Number two, never let 'em know your next move>Don't you know Bad Boys move in silence and violence?>Take it from your highness (uh-huh)>I done squeezed mad clips at these cats for their bricks and chips>Number three, never trust nobody>Your moms'll set that ass up, properly gassed up>Hoodied and masked up, shit, for that fast buck>She be laying in the bushes to light that ass up
>>82890738because i DID do that shit and still want to fucking die man
>>82890842What is that shit? Is that shit in the room with us right now?
>>82890858the stuff you are refering to in your post that i responded to like getting into excersise, vitamins, ect .
I guess the only thing I can think of, if you truly plan to kill yourself, is to do something drastic and life-changing, like sell all your stuff and become a traveler or something. You may discover something new that you never had before and it will give your life new meaning, or if it doesn't, you can still kys or whatever. You have nothing left to lose, so maybe you need to find something to gain.
>>82888838If you want to kill yourself that badly then stop wasting people's time pretending you want help
>>82890961no that is retarded fuck this im just gonna kill myself.
>>82891017im not pretending to want help , im loudly complaining and directly saying it cant be helped.
>>82891032You contacted seven different resources and complained that they didn't give you adequate assistanceYou requested help from them, received it, then said "Nuh uh doesn't count I'm gonna kill myself"So just do it already
>>82891046ok i will >:( i have a time and place so ill be long gone while U r stiill stuck here .
>>82889215>Even if you suffer, you may as well see it out on the off chance that something not horrific happens amidst the paini'm not suicidal, but chronic pain has put me off this type of thinking. abused the fuck out of ketamine and now my bladder feels like it's on fire. affects everything including my mood and sleep. people definitely adjust to a base level of pain, but i also get stabbing pains.maybe one day i'll quit being a bitch and go get surgery, might need part of my bladder burnt off or whatever. but as things are, i can't blame someone who's physically suffering day to day and wants to end their life as peacefully as possible. there are plenty of people who have it far worse than me who want that option.that said, as for depression or similar, i don't know. would always say do what you can to keep them alive (and i know that absolutely sucks for depressed people - a simple cure would be great).
>>82890961in fewer words:take heroin.
>>82888838If all you really wanted to do was kill yourself why would you make this post? There is something holding you back. Try to replace your negative self-talk with positive affirmations, go out for a walk, tell the horrible people in your life to fuck off. Suicide isn't going anywhere, might as well try some different things out first.
>>828888384chan just tells you what everyone is thinking but doesn't want to say in your face.also telling someone your suicidal seems like attention bait so many people dont take it serious.
>>82888838'Suicidal' people are such whiny bitches. By the time you've talked to everybody who was even vaguely willing to listen to you about it, we know you're too pussy to do anything and are just trying to fish for attention. Maybe talk about your actual problems instead of trying yourself hostage to ransom validation out of people.
>>82889414>kAmazing response to the one person who put any effort in, 10/10 bait experience.
>>82890240>>talk about broadcast media harassing me with specific referencesLmao why does nobody teach teenagers about delusions of reference? Enjoy your schizophrenia.
>>82890267Why does shit like this never happens? I mean stuff like this sounds like a plausible idea for someone that wants to die, but somehow we always get the fags that just fantasize about killing themselves for attention. Where are the based honest suicidals?
>>82891423no clue manyoud think it would be way more common
>>82888838bahahaha I know the feeling. You'll literally never get the practical advice you need even though it exists. Normies are fucking worthless it's basically just hazing until you figure it out yourself or ask someone who did.I did, but I'm not telling.Make sure to remember death is long and other people are also miserable and life is just like earwax and you're a fucking idiot who doesn't know what they're feeling you'll burn in hell forever and you should watch this deep disney movie
>>82888838>i think i tried everything , so fuck it i am going to really try and kill myself soon , i cant do this shit anymore .Why? Because you get no pussy? Because you're too weak of a faggot to go through the basics of life like having a job? Or because of "wahh im so lonelhy wahh im a retareded pussy faggot wahh"?I bet you have no disabilities and in perfect health and yet you still bitch and complain, so you know what, do it faggot, and make sure to do a flip and livestream it too, kill yourself you stupid pussy nigger faggot bitch.
>>82888838Maybe because people realize you are doing it for attention and they dont want to humor your bpd pity party.Everyone has problems and most people dont have the time or energy to help others with their problems because they have enough of their own.The time to be crying to strangers about this was when you were a teen and your parents could have gone to therapy with you and worked out your collective issues. But once you become an adult its kinda on you to figure this shit out. Sorry I know it sucks but that's the way it is.
>>82891395What did you learn anon? Thats why you never humor these attention whores. The only thing they deserve is mockery, insults ans scorn.
>>82891597Yeah, I'm not the sucker that posted the wall of text, I'm >>82891351
>>82890487>chatgpt>himHoly moly kids these days are so fucking cringe. Please exit the gene pool asaply
>>82888838theres nothing to be said that will help you retard so dont blame other people
>>82888838im sorry you feel suicidal dude... i know its yet another generic response, but the lords prayer, god, & heaven are the effective way ive found 4 coping with suicidal thoughts for about 2 years nowwhen it comes 2 something as important as your own right to existence or not, the spiritual/religious aspects of ourselves might just be the only true aegisi hope you find peace in this life <3
>>82888838>i cant do this shit anymoreseek der Fuhrers wisdom
