Nothing will happen on the 21st, or the 25th, or the 18th of the month, 3AM isn't a special time to do fun stuff, 12PM isn't unlucky, I won't get a notification by 3PM, and there's absolutely nothing special about nines!It's been two and a half years since my oneitis last spoke to me, but almost exactly a year since I've last sent them any kind of message or made any attempt at contacting. I don't think I even love them, or care about them as a person, so why does it matter? Two years between interactions, one year from now I can attempt to establish contact, I'll be safe then. One more year + 6 days. 371 days to this day, I'll be able to establish contact and we'll definitely play games again. Except that's a lie! Nothing will happen then, the safety I have with dates is just made up superstition. Living without those kinds of guides seems abhorrent yet, I know that's how the majority of people function. Nothing to look forward to, drifting from minute to minute and fully at peace. It's pretty likely that my issue is only stemming from mental weakness. Everyone else can go about living without any structure, so why can't I? It's weakness. I must have everything scheduled, no different from a toddler with it's scheduled feedings. I never progressed further from that, so I'm undeserving of even being called a pitiful adult. I'm a child. An emotional toddler with (presumably) functioning sex organs that gets excited for holidays, and self-established holidays.
Throwing a fit is childish
I did not read your post but funny sphinx kitty
>>82900775There is absolutely nothing more pathetic than having oneitis. Stop idealizing whores and realize they are replaceable and not unique. Not that you have any value yourself but get some self respect.
>>82900775>There's no significance with any numbers or words or phrases or dates.Thought you were going to spout some actual logical reason as to why but nope, random meaningless emotional bullshit.
>>82901269Stop responding to bait posts
