>Mom casually tells me about the time I fell on my head as a baby under her watch>Everything makes sense now>Have been feeling angrier over it since then>Feeling more resentful towards her latelyI don't know what to do with this newfound information. I feel like I have been fucked out of a normal life before I even had a chance. I want to leave and never speak to her again but at the same time I still love her and it is hard to do that. I see no further point in continuing life but I stay alive for her. I don't know what to do or what to feel. Talking with her about it is pointless because she will just brush it off like when I told her I thought I was autistic. Turns out I was made a retard be the very person who was supposed to take care of me.
>>82931144Your problems lies in the belief that your mother is different. Do not forget that she is a woman, and a woman is incapable of empathy and love. They are only capable of desiring validation and attention and anything they do, even raising you, was a part of that process
>>82931144She noticed you were born autistic and dropped you on purpose, trying to spare you a life of misery. When you survived she took pity on you and couldn't bring herself to go through with it. Sadly for everyone involved she actually cared about you, but can't help you. If you want to end your life you'd have to do it on your own.
>>82931144Keep in mind circumsion absolutely fries the brain too. Babies shriek, pass out, sometimes even die. I remember laughing at some mom who was upset her baby died from circumsion. It's like "you paid a surgeon to strap down your son and amputate his body part, how the hell could you be surprised he died??" 100 babies a year die from it while the Shekelberg CEOs make millions in profit.Hospitals are for-profit businesses, never forget that. Their goal is to extract as much profit as possible. That's why they recommended C-sections to basically every single mother. It speeds up the process plus makes them an extra $4000+. It's unbelievably sickening.
>>82931213also why they push abortions on mothers expecting down syndrome babies, they know how much such children will cost the healthcare system so they'd rather murder them piece-by-piece with forcepts while (((scientists))) insist that abortion is a completely painless healthy procedure.
