Cocaine Edition, post your best tunes for enjoy some coke.>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RP0_8J7uxhs&list=RDRP0_8J7uxhs&start_radio=1>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ihtEg_hWIM&list=RD0ihtEg_hWIM&start_radio=1>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SofZHE0jBRI&list=RDSofZHE0jBRI&start_radio=1>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZhIsAZO5gl0&list=RDZhIsAZO5gl0&start_radio=1
>>82938222i haven't had blow in years, moved and got no connect in the new town. rip. but i will post a song anywayhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5pdgyOzJtE
>>82938222On clonazepam
got myself addicted to xanax again time to taper...
>>82938729Much easier to taper with diaz if you can get it. Xan is way too short lasting to be effective
>>82938743all ive got is bromaz which i figure is even worse
>>82938729>got myself addicted to xanax againI understand that you mean "I get physical wd symptoms when I'm off xanax" butAkchually as long as there's a craving, there's an addiction. You didn't get addicted again, you just relapsed. Happens with benzos.
>>82938240i haven't had any in a few months, since new job got me spooked with alleged random piss checks, which i only found out about on my first week lmao
MDMA and 2cb for tonight
>>82938222why does your coke look like that? is it crack? mine is always powder with small clumps that crumble with a slight touch
I don't know what happened but after turning 30 I CANNOT do four lokos anymore. They actually give me psychosis. I can drink straight rum and vodka and I'm fine just drunk but something in the four lokos makes me have psychotic breakdowns. It's happened twice, last night was the last time it'll happen again. Beer and liquor for me from now on no more demon's beverage. Has anyone else experienced that?
>>82939249Because it's pure fishscale, you're doing shit coke
>>82939249it's just compressed.>your coke>2006 Erowid.org>>82939583shut up, "knower".
Acid is such an aesthetically pleasing drug, it's a shame I don't like it.what's the most aesthetically pleasing drug in your opinion?
>>82939849Aesthetically pleasing, but don't necessarily have to like it...Not really sure what that means. Easy to consume? Has interesting cultural connotations?...Alcohol?
>>82940052like... the drug itself looks very nice visually, maybe there's even an aesthetic after it.
>>82940121i uh... always liked the look of ketamine shards. not a fan of inhaling them, howeverbeit.certain types of hash smell (and look) really nice, like pine sap mixed with shoe polish or something.
>>82940168>not a fan of inhaling themWeren't you supposed to crush the shard up into a finer powder first?but regardless, ketamine tastes awful, I once had a terrible come-up where I felt the entire back of my throat turn into the nasty K powder.
>>82940243i have crushed it, but not sure if it matters. my point is i don't like k much, or any dissociative.
We're eating well tonight boys
Every time I speak, I regret it immensly
>>82941261My thoughts are shitMy words are too
>>82940511Lol what a morally conscious drug dealer reminding you not to get addicted
>>82941261Dont worry anon. Other people either don't actually care that much, or are just being excessively rude if they do care so much. Being quiet can be nice, but you don't need to feel bad about when you do speak.t. crippling social anxiety struggler
I'll be taking 13mg of clonazepam this evening, maybe with a bottle of vodka, what are you guys up to?
>>82941603Is your tolerance high enough that that won't knock you out? I'm prescribed it and my tolerance is starting to become a problem. Takes 6mg just for me to leave the house, and my doc wont prescribe more than 4 a dayI don't see this ending well for us, man
>>82941573I have never in my life been to a public function where some polo wearing normy hasn't commented on my quietness and tried to make it the group conversation whenever I mingle, it's like they're offended by it or something. I stick to my regular lot nowadays, 5 minutes will go by without a word sometimes, it's lush.
>>82941735They are offended by it. Normies cannot simply think, they have to verbalize every thought that comes to mind. The ability to have restraint reminds them of their intellectual inferiority
>>82941564One wearing a hwite coat.>>82938222Based OP.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lp2qcCrdBLAhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7YvAYIJSSZYhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cFH5JgyZK1Ihttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RUIeX6UCT8
>>82941725>Is your tolerance high enough that that won't knock you out?I haven't been taking clonazepam for six months. I don't know, I might not survive this, but that's ok
>>82941830UhhhhNiggaDon't do this. Take like 4mg to potentiate a few drinks and just enjoy yourself. Whatever is making you not want to wake up won't be around forever
https://youtu.be/9bSyxo_Acxw?si=HeFxySQUYFPXHJlINever done coke but Jimmy sure has and I trust that this would sound good while on it
>>82941845>Whatever is making you not want to wake up won't be around foreverIt's been around for 15 years for me. Told my shrink yesterday I was gonna end it before christmas. Im still intending to do that but I'll probably chicken out (again..).t. other
>>82941564He's one of those hippies than only sells rave drugs, psychs. Xanax as 'trip killers' only. His packaging is nice so I like buying from him
>>82941890You told your shrink you were gonna sui and didnt get put into a ward? Dude you have some kind of luck thing going on, milk that before you take the big farewell>>82941907I figured it was darknet sourced, you're telling me a local guy has an operation like this?
>>82941922He drives down and delivers, I've never bothered with DNMs, I was blown away by the quality + packaging when I first got it, regular customer now. Maybe he sources it personally from dnms, idunno. Only shitty thing is he doesnt sell meth heroin or any of the good stuff, have to deal with a retarded nigerian for that
>>82941735>nowadays [...] it's lush.Im jealous. I love peace and quiet in conversations because I never feel satisfied with my words when I speak in person, so the extra time is very handy. And on the contrary, when I text/msg people, I find it impossible to be spontaneous without it coming across as dumb because of how un-thought through the words are.For times when you don't get to be around good people though: think of them pulling you into the conversation as an attempt to engage with you. If they didn't care about you at all, they'd ignore you. Use the opportunity to speak your mind on the topic at hand or, if you don't want to engage, simply skirt out of it by saying you feel like everything you'd say was already said by other people (or someone in particular).
>>82941936Definitely treat that connection well, since it sounds like he treats you well. Good connects like that are rare as hell
>>82941922I have told him multiple times my current plan is to off myself some time in december, not sure about date yet (and honestly that is my plan).Not once has he done anything, or even told me to not do it. He has just asked if I could consider postponing my plan a bit for the CBT to hopefully have some effect. Yeah I really appreciate it really since if he told me to not do it I honestly wouldn't listen.It's a private therapist and not public sector, and he is an older guy with decades of experience dealing with suicidal people.Im hoping some kind of CBT in combination with whatever meds the psychiatrist suggests will help.Lets see about the timeframe. I still wish to not see another christmas season (and the rest of my life).
>>82941907it's nice, but whatever happened to plausible deniability?
>>82941999Rooting for you bro. I know that if you're deeply suicidal nothing I can say will really help or change that but we both know that there is an alternative and I hope you can find a path to it
>>82942034Yeah obviously there is something in me wishing to get "better". Otherwise I wouldn't be seeking professional help. But that person is hidden behind 15 years of depression, suicidal thoughts, and self harm.>Rooting for you broThanks. We'll see what the future hold. If I do it, I'll be happy it's finally done. And if I don't, I hope it's because I somehow feel "better".
>>82942014>plausible deniabilityWhat?
>>82942060For the time being, don't go through with 14mgs of kpin with a ton of booze. If you can't do it for you, do it for me who is rooting for you. Just get a little high and drunk and shitpost. You might end up having such a good time you forget about being suicidal for a while
>>82942076Drugs obviously marked as for sale/distribution vs unmarked drugs that could plausible be just for personal use, is my guess is what he meant
>>82942076like... decoys. stealth. i've had things that were labeled as "healing minerals" or some shit. i'm simply not used to seeing packaging labeled as ILLEGAL SUBSTANCE 5F.
>>82942129All they need is a sticker with the words NOT FOR HUMAN CONSUMPTION OR SALE i think
Living in Finland will do that to you, I guess.
>>82941955I actually got into shit with him a while back. Before I moved out of my parents my stepmother went through all my contacts and found this guy and basically threatened to arrest him if he sold drugs to me again. We were in pretty good standing I could ask him to find drugs for me that were rare in my country south africa (like 2cb, mescaline, salvia extracts). He refused to sell anything ot me a while after until I turned 21 then I provided him with my ID Asking him now if he can get 3-mmc or 4-mmc really wanted to be trying those. Honestly have no idea how I got this lucky im a pretty total introvert. I actually found him through a clearnet site where he literally advertised his substances I just found this shit by googling. Nothing he sells is legal though
>>82942146>south africaheh. i guess that clears a few things up.
>>82942146Very interesting. I would assume south Africa isn't the easiest place to score. Hope you can stick with him and keep your parents off your back, but remember, they really just care about you and don't want you to be a drug addict. Thats a pretty typical desire people have for their children, even step children
>>82938222Blessed /drugfeel/ tripsI don't do stims but here's some rock I listen after smoking weed. (From lightest > to heaviest >>>>>)>youtube.com/watch?v=w8ljzkoRGPw>>youtube.com/watch?v=8l9tcqqedv0>>>youtube.com/watch?v=YJ9_2P2J35I>>>>youtube.com/watch?v=egWyuZdBPPM>>>>>youtube.com/watch?v=iVGcRNotCAELuv me some instrumentals. Thread's going fast for a tuesday, trips+yeyo in op made it geek out.
>>82942129Honestly theres nothing in the packaging tracing it back to anyone. QR codes just take you to tripsit wiki. Also this is basically stuff reserved for rich tech bros, the prices on them are crazy (well at least in my country, 700 rand for a gram of MD is a lot) but the quality is 95% (you can select cheaper for 80%) so pure evena tiny amount can leave you in delirium. They also list the exact ingredients in percent values. It's basically a second economy that is entirely unregulated probably because of corruptionAlso.. 95% purity 200mg MD hitting like a truck
ahh... I remember when I was new to drugs and everything was a novelty.The first shrooms, The first opioids, The first benzos, The first dissos..... all good times.
>>82942077Oh no, Im not that anon. Im >>82941890, not >>82941603. Don't know what that bloke is up to but his post seems like a map to Gensokyo.
>>82942164ye but going through the kid's phone is fucking psycho
>>82942138>>82942189I don't mean traceability, I mean if it was posted and the package were to become open while in transit, or even just otherwise seen by someone who isn't meant to see it, *if* there's a label or a delivery note it would say "vegan food" or "himalayan salt", so that there's a chance they wouldn't dig further, whereas "lysergic acid diethylamide" is just giving away the nature of the contents on the spot. Judging from the fact I have to explain this to you to this degree tells me that this isn't something anyone would even worry about in South Africa.
>>82942060iktf about the 15 years of depression and agony.Not actively suicidal but in the last couple years I have increased my high risk behaviour drastically because now I'm entering the autumn of my life and I'm not keen to see the winter as an autistic weirdo who has no one.Drugs, prostitutes, adventure travel... anything to distract me.
>>82942014>>82942138Yeah, all the "legal high" stores label stuff like hbwr seeds, powdered kratom or kava as "not for human consumption, for botanical collections only" as if anyone would want dry plant powder in a collection, like not even a leaf come on This is just legalese so that if you get busted, you don't get busted. Or if you're caught red handed, at least the seller doesn't get in trouble. Don't know if it works for illegal drugs, maybe that way you can argue in court that you didn't know it was illegal? Or that you didn't consume, only posessed?
>>82942300Mine just gets wrapped with a bunch of bubblewrap that says FRAGILE DO NOT UNDERWRAPand then the black ziploc that they come in says UNUSABLE AFTER UNSEALING.Then the drugs inside of those ziplocs are something wrappedi n more bubble wrap for good measure. The package comes with a note for reishi mushroomsSeems to do the trick.
>>82942329>maybe that way you can argue in court that you didn't know it was illegal?As in, it was so professional looking and said exactly which illegal substance it was, that you didn't really think it could be illegal? That would be a funny defence to try in court...
>>82942309>now I'm entering the autumn of my lifeI dont know if Im objectively entering "old age", Im 32. but it sure feels like my life holds nothing to look forward to.
>>82942422No, I mean *if it was* an unmarked bottle labeled only as "not for human consumption," I tried to reply suggestively in >>82942329. I can also clearly see >>82941907 stands no chance if he's busted, but I guess it's nice from the user's perspective, you don't mix up the bottles. Anyways, I wasn't talking about that, I'm just wondering what accounting for plausible deniability would even mean on the packaging of liquid LSD.
>>82942458No you definitely aren't yet.I'm 38, and it seems like a decade is over in a flash.
>>829425302000 to 2010 took twice as long as 2010 to 2020 and nobody can convince me otherwise.
>>82942614The reason is the longer you live the smaller relative part of your life a certain timespan is. Ex when you are 10 years old, the last year of your life was 10% of your life. But when you are 30 the latest year was 3% of your life.I think, Im not a philosopher, just an autist spending way too much time in my head.
>>82942659Yeah, I know this. I'm pretty sure that's a theory I came up with myself one day, since I'm also an (honorary, if not a full) autist.
drugs are gay and will turn you gay, little known fact in this gay thread
>>82942735oh gawd, transport me into the 1980s Finland as a kid and have my parents buy all the cool computers of the time for me to unleash my tinker autism on
>>82942752We know. We just don't care.
>>82942659>>82942735You're right on spot, as we get older, time feels faster. Didn't understand as kid, now I don't know how fast it will get.
yo boys, so i take some light anxiety meds every day (they are not even red-lined), but i also have a prescription for xanax that i use when i have to do presentations and stuff. it's been awhile since my last one so i basically have no tolerance at all for xans. how much should i take just to get rid of the shakes and feel normal and chill but still be coherent? is 1.5 mg okay? i'm 176 cm and around 85 kg. and also how long before the event should i take them and how long will the effects last for? ty <3
>>82943878>presentations and stuffuni or work?
This might not be the best place to ask but anyone got experience with cordyceps tea? Supposedly mildly stimulating.
>>82943893uni shit
>>82943902ah, fair enough. i was only gonna say if that's your job you better find something else fast lol. in your case i guess just power through all that shit and be done with it.
>>82943920so just take 1.5?
>>82944090you'll have better luck asking chatgpt for tips on non-recreational usedrop the whole bar
trying 2cb for the first time on halloween , im used to taking mdma lately, would it be a good idea to take like 2 2cb pill with a half of mdma or is it strong enough alone? my tolerance is kinda low and i intend to fast the day before for a nicer high
>>82944090might be a little too sedating at 0 tolerance but yeah 1-1.5 should do the trick
>>82944696i meant 1 2cb pill with a half mdma **
>>82944696How tf are we supposed to know how much is a "pill"? Drugs are measured by weight, and pills like are often made with filler material for drugs measured in milligrams. Did your plug say anything about this?
>>82943878i think 1mg would be fine 2mg might put u straight to sleep
Why doesn't Ambien do shit for me?I take it on an empty stomach, as it says to do. I've tried 10mg, I've tried 20mg, I've tried 30mg.I genuinely don't feel anything happening. I just took 25mg total an hour ago and I'm sitting here not even a little tired. They can't be fake shit, as I have a legitimate prescription for them. I just don't feel anything when I take them.
Finally got my 30 grams of 4MMC in the mail, and the binge has officialy begun. Jesus, why did I order so much, there's no why I'll resist doing this shit every day for the next month...
