how do I cope with shit when being sober starts getting hard againI had a relapse earlier this year with weed, alcohol, and cutting, and after getting through rehab I was doing okbut now it's cycled back to the part of the year where I start feeling significantly worse emotionally, and the cravings are getting pretty intense againI'm using my skills to handle things, but all they're doing is letting me tread waterI don't feel good at all, just different shades of hurt and despaircan't get my mind off certain thoughtsit's just shit
>>82945211You should use sex as cope. Become my wife and doll to use and abuse, and you'll find bliss.
>>82945233I'm a gay guy, and I'm too mentally ill to handle sex regularly
>>82945618Then don't post about cutting and bunnies because it screams femanon. I'm not interested in faggots. You would do better at >>>/lgbt/
>>82945941plenty of men cut and use drugs
>>82945211I said it BEFORE and I'll say it again (but none of you fags ever listen):You take like 20 different dopamine/seratonin suppliments daily for about 6 months and then your alchohol cravings are GONE. And any time you "need" alchohol, you can just take a suppliment stack instead. Thats how I quit my addiction (and I used to try and get drunk every day, I smoked so much weed it stopped working lol).NOTE: Just DON'T take all these suppliments and drink booze/get high or you're fucked.
>>82945211Be prepared to feel a lot of pain
>>82945997oh dw I've been sober for months, the tough time is past in terms of physical pain or discomfort or sleep disturbances or delirium>>82946081been there done thatvery sad
>>82945211LOOK AT THE BONES
>>82945211i wish i knew. quitting my job soon. i hope weed helps ease back the cutting moods.
>>82946597I hope quitting goes ok for you, I had to leave a new job recently bc of anxiety and it was a bit rough. Just remember that employment isn't what everyone is best suited for and struggling with it doesn't make you a bad or defective person
>>82946668i think quitting is heavily influenced by my self-destructive nature but i can't deal with working anymore. are you neetbuxing?
>>82946713I'm on disability and live with my mother, so for the most part yeah. at least for the past year and a half
>>82945211idk get medicated for BPD and create a life you prefer over all the bad shit
>>82945211do you not have the internal throttling mechanism for alcohol and weed? I dont know if its really possible to enjoy life without substances. I think moderation makes more sense. We take life too seriously anyways.Yes, Im high.
>>82945211i've been of weed for three months and tomorrow i'm gonna go back. i got off it to get a job but i've just been sitting at home not looking for a job because i feel miserable.so im gonna do drugs for a while. i have plenty of money and take zero assistance so no one can call me a freeloader. i pay my own way while being grossly irresposible.
>>82946713>>82946718>taking taxpayer money because life is so hard and i don't wanna workpathetic. well, the spiggot will run dry soon. time to make peace with life not being fair, cupcakes.
